This is one of those questions that we all ask ourselves at various points in our life. Usually it comes with, Why am I here? . A few days ago a neighbor was at my house and talking about her grandmothers house when she was a child and her life and said, ” I bet you have lots of memories about your childhood and home.”
I had to stop for a moment, for the memories are there in my rational/computer part of my mind if I seek them, but are not a prominent determining factor in my daily life as it is with her and many others. I said to her, ” Yes, I have found memories, but often it is more like another person lived that life than myself.”
I have said this to others, for there are stage of my life to which this is the truth. Who I was as a child, teen, young adult, 30 years ago or 15 years ago, even yesterday is not who I am today. How I view things and what I would write about in this blog are not necessarily how I would have viewd or written about a topic even last year.
Why?
I have in my spiritual journey learned to look at my life and release those feelings, emotions and beliefs which no longer help me in my journey to Being. All that I experienced, felt or did, has been a part of who I am today, but my focus is on living in the now, and returning to Oneness Consciousness and so I look at that which creates unbalanced states, or pulls me into the past. I look at the family issues within my DNA, past experiences and relationships and see what I learned from them, release and transform the energies. With each release I become a new me.
I can look into my storage banks if needed to pull up memories, but they have no emotional charge for me, if they do then I need to look at them and why I feel the strong emotional connection, just as I do when the actions of another person bother me. So, the past is clear for now, and I need to let go of the effects of the future possibilities , to live fully in the now.
My higher self, I Am said to ask myself, “Where am I now” for it is in the NOW where I can connect to my I AM Presence and Oneness. It is not in the past or the future for they are constructs of the 3D system. The future is created by my actions, intent and thoughts of now and I need to make them as clear as possible by living in the now connected to the higher perspective of my Soul. It is from this space that the highest possible potential will manifest for the highest good of all.
Who am I? I AM Moriah and I live in this moment, in the peace and grace of Divine Oneness and that is what matters to be Free of all limits and BE ALL THAT I CAN BE.
Namaste
I AM Moriah
