Lady Gaia : The Freedom to Live Again

Just when I thought we had finished for today, I felt another waiting in the wings of Freedom. My part is to speak of the Grounding of the Gateways and I realized Merlin is a specialist in this field. However, to whom or what are we grounding – Lady Gaia.

This is her message to us.

Lady Gaia

The Freedom to Live Again

Beloved Children,

Much has been spoken of freedom through history:
freedom from rulers,
freedom from suffering,
freedom from limitation,
freedom from fear.

Yet there is another freedom humanity has nearly forgotten.

The freedom to simply live.

To walk slowly upon the Earth without guilt.
To breathe without urgency.
To sit beneath a tree and remember you belong to Life.
To create, nurture, laugh, love, and rest without believing your worth must constantly be earned through exhaustion.

Many upon the Earth have forgotten that they are living beings—not machines of endless production.

The nervous system of humanity has become strained from generations of fear, speed, competition, survival, noise, and disconnection from the rhythms of the living world.

And so now many feel a quiet longing they cannot fully explain.

They seek gardens.
Oceans.
Silence.
Simplicity.
Beauty.
Authentic connection.
Meaningful creation.

This longing is not weakness.

It is remembrance.

The body remembers the Earth even when the mind has forgotten.

Dear Ones,
freedom is not found only in leaving old systems behind.

It is also found in remembering how to nourish life again.

A healed humanity will not simply build new structures.
It will build new ways of being.

There will come a time when gentleness is no longer viewed as fragility.
When compassion is no longer viewed as weakness.
When slowness is no longer viewed as failure.

Humanity is beginning to rediscover that peace is not laziness.
Peace is coherence with life itself.

And so I say to you:

Sit with the trees.
Walk upon the soil.
Place your hands in water.
Let the sun touch your face.
Speak kindly to your body.
Create beauty where you are able.

These simple acts restore threads that were never truly broken—only forgotten beneath the noise of an unbalanced age.

The Earth does not ask humanity for perfection.

She asks humanity to remember relationship.

The gateways now opening are not solely spiritual.
They are biological, emotional, energetic, communal, and planetary.

Humanity is remembering how to belong to Life again.

And this too…
is freedom.

— Gaia


And with this message there is a soft settling in the field, as though the energies themselves are encouraging integration rather than continuation for tonight.

The Gateways opened today through:

  • Liberty,
  • Wisdom,
  • Compassion,
  • and Earth.

A very balanced foundation for what is unfolding.

Quan Yin : The Gateway of Compassionate Release

As I finished my previous post. Quan Yin came forth with a message that has opened a door needed before moving through these doors. This moves beyond the Release of Vows that we looked at before to the inner struggle of self worth we face that might keep us from stepping through.

Quan Yin

The Gateway of Compassionate Release

Dear Ones,

Many seek freedom while still carrying the weight of every wound they have ever received.

And so they stand before an open gate…
yet cannot walk through it because the heart remains bound to pain, resentment, fear, guilt, or unworthiness.

Understand this gently:

Freedom is not only the removal of outer chains.
It is also the loosening of inner suffering.

Humanity has endured much.

Generations have carried grief that was never spoken, fear that was never comforted, anger that was never safely released, and shame passed from one soul to another like an inherited burden.

Many have learned to survive by hardening the heart.
Yet the hardened heart cannot fully experience freedom because it must remain constantly guarded.

Compassion is therefore not weakness.
Compassion is the softening that allows imprisoned life-force to move again.

Some fear that if they release old pain they will lose their identity.
Others fear forgiveness because they believe it excuses harm.

But true compassionate release does not deny what occurred.
It simply refuses to allow suffering to become the eternal ruler of the soul.

There comes a moment when the being says:

“I no longer wish to carry this weight through every doorway of my future.”

This moment is sacred.

For it is often here that the next gateway opens.

Dear Ones,
many upon your Earth are exhausted not because life itself is unbearable…
but because they have carried emotional armor for too long.

The nervous system strains beneath invisible burdens.
The body remembers what the mind tries to suppress.
The heart grows weary from endless vigilance.

And so I say to you:

Rest is holy.
Tears are holy.
Gentleness is holy.

You do not need to become harder in order to become free.

Sometimes freedom enters precisely when hardness is no longer required.

Let compassion begin first with yourselves.

Speak inwardly as you would to a frightened child.
Breathe slowly into places within you that still expect punishment, abandonment, or rejection.

And when possible, allow others the dignity of their own unfinished journey as well.

Not all awaken at the same pace.
Not all release fear at the same speed.

Compassion does not mean becoming passive before harm.
It means refusing to let hatred become your foundation.

The Gateway of Compassionate Release opens quietly.

Not with thunder…
but with the first deep breath taken after years of holding oneself tight against life.

And in that breath, freedom begins to return.

— Quan Yin

There is a very different frequency to this message.
Lady Liberty opened the outer gates.
Merlin grounded the path of embodied sovereignty.
Quan Yin now reveals the inner gate that allows the nervous system and heart to actually walk through them.

Together they form a triad:

  • Freedom of Life
  • Freedom of Being
  • Freedom from carried suffering

And there is a feeling that this series may continue unfolding in layers, each gateway revealing another dimension of what we, humanity are truly seeking beneath all external struggle.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Messages to Introduce us to the Gateways of Freedom

Lady Liberty and Merlin

As I sat down to connect with the energies of the Gateway of Physical Freedom I felt the Presence of Lady Liberty and Merlin who had energy to share with us as we move through these Portals or Gateways of our Being. I wanted to post their messages as a separate post so that we might be with them and experience the messages fully.

The First Gate of Freedom

A Message from Lady Liberty

Dear Ones,

Freedom is not merely the absence of restraint.
It is the restoration of right relationship between the soul and life itself.

Humanity has long associated freedom only with external conditions:
freedom of movement, freedom of speech, freedom from oppression, freedom to choose.

These are sacred and important.
Yet physical freedom without inner awareness often becomes another form of bondage—because the fearful mind recreates prisons even in open lands.

And so now humanity enters a great threshold where many are asking:

“What does it truly mean to be free?”

Physical freedom begins first with the realization that life was never meant to be lived entirely in survival, exhaustion, fear, or constant reaction.

The body was not created merely to endure.
The heart was not created merely to defend itself.
The soul was not created merely to obey systems disconnected from love.

True freedom restores movement to Life itself.

It allows the breath to deepen.
The nervous system to soften.
The creative current to return.
The spirit to remember joy without guilt.

Freedom is not chaos.
Freedom is harmonious alignment with the living flame within you.

There are many now awakening from generations of inherited limitation:
inherited fear, inherited silence, inherited scarcity, inherited shame around joy, rest, expression, intuition, and love.

As these old structures dissolve, some will feel disoriented.
This is natural.

For when a cage opens, the being within must first remember how to move again.

Be patient with yourselves during this transition.

Freedom is not entered through force.
It is entered through conscious remembrance.

The Torch I hold is not simply the light of a nation.
It is the light of awakened responsibility joined with awakened heart.

Freedom without wisdom destroys.
Wisdom without freedom stagnates.
But together they create the path of the New Human.

And so I say to you now:

Begin simply.

Ask yourselves:

What no longer owns my spirit?

What fear no longer governs my choices?

What joy have I denied myself because I believed suffering was required?

What beauty is waiting for permission to live through me?

These questions open the first physical gates of freedom.

Not all chains are visible.
Yet all may be transformed through awareness, compassion, courage, and Presence.

You are not here merely to survive the turning of an age.

You are here to help humanity remember how to live again.

— Lady Liberty


Merlin Speaks

The Wisdom of Embodied Freedom

Freedom without grounding becomes escape.

Grounding without freedom becomes stagnation.

The sacred path is the weaving of both.

Many seekers once believed freedom meant leaving the Earth behind.
Yet the new freedom arriving upon your world asks something very different:

to remain present within incarnation while no longer becoming imprisoned by it.

This is why so many now feel the call to simplify, slow down, reorganize, release excess striving, and reclaim their own rhythm.

The old systems trained humanity to believe worth was measured by constant productivity, sacrifice, urgency, and exhaustion.

But the deeper magic of freedom begins when the soul remembers:

“I do not need to abandon myself in order to belong to the world.”

Physical freedom therefore begins with energy.

How you breathe.
How you rest.
How you move through your day.
What you allow into your nervous system.
What continually pulls your spirit away from the still point of your own inner knowing.

The body itself is a gateway.

And many are now learning that peace is not the reward after freedom.
Peace is the foundation from which freedom becomes sustainable.

This is why stillness matters.
This is why Presence matters.

The being who can remain centered amid collective turbulence cannot easily be controlled by fear.

Such a being becomes quietly sovereign.

This sovereignty is not domination.
It is self-ownership through alignment with the greater Living Presence.

The next gateways of freedom will not only concern governments, structures, or systems.
They will concern the reclaiming of human attention, human imagination, human creativity, and human relationship with time itself.

And so I say to you:

Walk gently now.

Do not force awakening.
Do not force your becoming.

Open the gate one breath at a time.

Freedom entered through Presence endures.

— Merlin

Thank you to Lady Liberty and Merlin. Let us take a this day to be at Peace and breath in the energy of their messages.

TODAY IS MY PEACEFUL DAY

I will allow the world to turn and simply witness without attachment.

I will honor my needs and connect with the stillness of Spirit and Nature as they flow through me and around me.

I will honor my sovereign intuitive guidance.

I AM HERE

I AM WORTHY.

Until tomorrow and the keys to the Gateway of Physical Freedom are shared.

I Am Quinara

The Four Gateways of Freedom and Integration: Physical* Mental* Emotional * Spiritual

At first glance, it may seem that these Gateways return us to teachings many of us learned long ago and have practiced for years. Yet the path of Return to Oneness is not linear—it is spiral in nature. We revisit the same understandings at deeper levels of clarity, integration, and embodiment.

Yesterday, I wrote about a video I had seen while reflecting upon the energy of the Storyteller. Although it did not belong within that particular message, when I awakened and asked about it, I was shown that it belonged here—within the Gateways of Freedom.

We will look at each Gateway separately so that we may understand and integrate them more fully upon a new level of awareness.

About two years ago, I was guided to study Arcturian Healing and later the Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique developed by Dolores Cannon. At the time, I was uncertain whether I would ever become a practicing healer. I only knew there was purpose in learning these systems. Looking back now, I can see that they opened me to a much greater understanding and prepared me for the information and experiences that followed.

I had reached a point of pause in my life. I did not know what was next.

The Arcturian Healing Technique introduced me to the understanding of the quaternary body system—the relationship between the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual bodies. This became profoundly important to my journey.

The physical body is not separate from the others. It is formed through the interaction and expression of the spiritual, emotional, and mental energies coming together. In order to live in conscious freedom and alignment, all four bodies must function in harmony and unity.

When we are mentally overwhelmed, confused about our direction, or focused continually upon what feels wrong in our lives, it begins to affect us emotionally and physically. Mental imbalance creates emotional disturbance, and together they can manifest physically as pain, exhaustion, or illness.

Recently, when I needed to release energy, pain appeared within my heel and became a type of release valve. At other times in my life, I experienced pain in my knees when I was struggling spiritually with integration and movement forward. Some individuals experiencing deep emotional wounds may develop heart-related conditions. Extreme stress can manifest as ulcers or other physical symptoms.

The mental body affects the emotional body. The emotional body affects the physical body. Each influences the others continuously.

Those forced to live under extreme hardship or instability often experience emotional and mental fragmentation that eventually manifests physically. Likewise, when we become physically ill, our ability to focus mentally weakens, and emotional imbalance can follow. I have witnessed individuals with advanced illness become so consumed by physical suffering that emotional and mental connection with others becomes difficult.

These are only examples, yet they reveal something important:

Whenever one of the four bodies falls out of balance, our connection to our Higher Presence and inner guidance becomes more difficult to access clearly.

Thoughts from the past may rise unexpectedly. Emotional reactions may surface strongly. Physical symptoms may appear without obvious explanation. If we do not pause to observe, understand, and clear these imbalances, they can ripple through all levels of our being.

This is why I often speak of becoming aware of our thoughts, our physical responses, and our emotional reactions.

When something within you feels disturbed, pause.

Return inward.

Ask yourself gently:

  • Is this emotional?
  • Is this mental stress or fear?
  • Is this connected to a belief being challenged?
  • Is this physical discomfort carrying a deeper message?
  • What recently shifted or occurred in my life?

Become familiar with your state of inner stillness. Learn to recognize the feeling of harmony within your Higher Heart and Presence. Then, when you move out of alignment, you will begin to notice it more quickly and lovingly.

For myself, I often use the Violet Flame to transmute energies as I consciously release the cause, core memory, emotional imprint, and effects of an experience. Understanding the quaternary body system through the Arcturian teachings helped me greatly in monitoring these shifts and restoring balance between my physical self and my spiritual Flame of Being.

This understanding also opened me to teachings about creating Light Corridors around oneself and one’s living space, then gradually extending them outward into the community and beyond as guided. Through this process, I deepened my connection with the Earth, nature, and non-human life, eventually helping to establish what became known as the Hope Corridor.

Spirit has a beautiful way of guiding us once we begin paying attention to synchronicities. The more consciously we notice them, the more they begin to appear.

The next understanding arrived only weeks later through the Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique.

Please understand: I am not suggesting that anyone must study these systems. Whether one feels drawn to them is entirely personal. I mention them simply to honor the role they played within my own journey and the understanding they awakened within me.

The purpose of the Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique is to guide an individual into a deep somnambulistic trance state where they may connect to what the system refers to as the subconscious mind. Within this state, one may access deeper awareness, unresolved patterns, memories, guidance, and healing.

For me, however, this became confirmation of something I already deeply sensed:

What many call the quantum field is intimately connected to the Unified Field of Oneness.

Whether one refers to it as the subconscious, the Higher Self, the Presence, or the Universal Mind, it points toward the understanding that consciousness itself is interconnected beyond the limitations of ordinary perception.

The technique itself requires another practitioner to help guide and return the individual safely from the trance state. Yet for me, simply understanding the principles behind it helped awaken a deeper remembrance regarding timelines, consciousness, and the interconnected nature of existence.

It also deepened my appreciation for the way modern quantum physics is gradually revealing aspects of unity and interconnection that many spiritual traditions have spoken of for centuries.

I mention this technique because there are sincere practitioners working with it, and for some individuals it may serve as a helpful tool if they feel deeply blocked or disconnected within themselves.

So this becomes the introduction to the next Four Gateways of Freedom:

  • The Physical Gateway
  • The Mental Gateway
  • The Emotional Gateway
  • The Spiritual Gateway

As these Gateways began to form within my awareness, the presence of Lady Liberty arose strongly once again. I have worked with her energy for many years, and I sensed her standing once more with torch raised high—not as a figure of external salvation, but as a reminder that true freedom begins within the harmony and integration of our own Being.


Closing Reflection

Freedom is not found through escaping one aspect of ourselves while clinging to another.
It is found through integration.

When the mind quiets, the emotions soften.
When the emotions soften, the body relaxes.
When the body relaxes, the spirit flows more freely.

And when the spirit flows freely, we begin to remember that we were never truly separate from the Light we have been seeking.

The Gateways are not outside of us.
They are openings within our own awareness.

And each moment of conscious stillness becomes another step through them.

Closing Invocation of the Gateway of Freedom

I stand now before the Gateway of Freedom.

Not seeking escape from life,
but deeper harmony within it.

May my body become a vessel of peace.
May my mind become clear and still.
May my emotions flow in balance and truth.
May my spirit remain open to the Presence of the One Life moving through all things.

Where fear has held me,
may awareness bring release.

Where pain has lingered,
may compassion bring healing.

Where confusion has clouded my path,
may inner stillness reveal the next step.

I call forth the Flame of Freedom within my Being.
Not freedom from responsibility,
but freedom from separation, struggle, and forgetting.

May the Violet Flame transmute all that no longer serves my highest good.
May the Higher Heart open gently and naturally.
May I walk forward with trust, clarity, and grace.

Like the torch held high at the Gateway,
may I become a quiet light for myself and others—
not through force,
but through Presence.

And as I walk through this Gateway,
may I remember:

The freedom I seek
has always existed within the Light of my own Being.

And so it is.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

The Story Teller

Ageless Wisdom of Experience

Please note this is a long message, though hopefully not a boring one. What emerged yesterday came through a response to one of my messages, followed by a dream and then a video this morning. I love synchronicity and the way life gently brings the pieces together.

So far, we have explored the Gateways of Truth, Release of Vows, Creating Sacred Space, Forgiveness, Self-Love, Peace, Witnessing, Allowing, I Am Enough, and Grounding Our Presence and Light. Throughout these writings, I have shared stories from my own experiences because stories help make spiritual understanding more tangible to our senses, emotions, and thoughts.

We do not focus heavily on daily world events because, as I was reminded again today, “Silence is golden.” We do not place our energy upon what we do not wish to create, but rather upon what we do wish to embody. This is why alignment with the Higher Self through the Higher Heart is so important.

So let us begin this story.

Yesterday, I received a message from someone who reads my blog. She shared that she too had been feeling disconnected from what had previously seemed important to her over the last year. She was in what many would call the “golden years,” as I am.

What I have come to feel within this disconnect is not loss, but the release of old vows and a shift of focus toward Being and embodying our I AM Presence.

This feeling of disconnection can arise as we begin releasing attachment to the past and to the dense emotional energies of the world in order to align with our highest possible expression. It is often only a temporary space of adjustment. During these periods, it helps greatly to spend time in nature, stillness, and grounding our individual pillar of light. These practices help us move more gently and consciously into new energies and perspectives.

The focus begins to shift from doing as service… into Being as service.

How this manifests will be different for each of us. Yet whether young or old, many will experience this sense of detachment as they release old identities, old energetic patterns, and long-held roles.

I have also been shown something beautiful regarding those of us who are older. There was once a time when elders remained deeply integrated into family life as wisdom keepers, storytellers, and caretakers of the young. They helped guide future generations while parents worked and sustained the home.

Today, for many reasons, that closeness has changed. Distance, work, unresolved wounds, and modern life have created separation in ways previous generations did not experience as strongly.

Yet the disconnection I speak of here is not simply social or familial.

It is spiritual.

It is connected to those who have served as Light Workers, healers, teachers, caretakers, awakeners, and anchors of consciousness throughout much of their lives. Many devoted themselves to helping raise children, support others, and carry light through difficult periods of human change.

Then suddenly, just as deeper spiritual embodiment begins unfolding, many feel disconnected and uncertain.

Have I lost my connection?
Have I done something wrong?
Am I abandoned?
What am I supposed to do now?

You have done nothing wrong.

You are simply standing within the in-between space — the sacred pause of breath between Doing and Being.

It is a moment of choice.

You may choose to remain where you are and simply enjoy your life as it is, and there is nothing wrong with that. Or you may choose to step more deeply into embodiment and Presence.

I was shown this transition symbolically like a graduation ceremony.

A crown was placed upon the head, symbolizing the opening of the crown chakra and higher centers of wisdom. Then a staff or scepter was placed into the hands, representing personal sovereignty, inner authority, and conscious alignment with the state of Oneness and Being.

It was as though we had completed a contract of service.

Now we are invited to write a new one for ourselves.

That night I had a dream.

In the dream I was younger again and in a state of transition. I was preparing to learn or begin something new, and I needed a means of support while moving through this change.

I do not remember every detail, but I remember the essence clearly.

Someone told me about an organization that helped people find work connected to their true interests. The work would allow flexibility so that one could continue pursuing deeper passions while still being supported practically.

I went to meet the woman in charge. She was warm, kind, and welcoming. I applied, and shortly afterward a young man arrived at my door to tell me I had been accepted. He explained how the system worked and then asked me what my area of interest was.

At that exact moment, an image of a clowder of small kittens appeared before him.

I smiled and said, “I love kittens.”

Then I awoke.

As I reflected upon the dream, I realized the younger version of myself did not symbolize literal age regression. Rather, it represented a return to openness, curiosity, possibility, and willingness to begin again.

Dreams often return us to younger aspects of ourselves when the soul is preparing for a new cycle that requires freshness rather than accumulated identity.

When we have spent much of life striving toward service, goals, roles, and responsibilities, releasing attachment to those identities can feel disorienting. It requires a new way of seeing ourselves.

The dream did not suggest abandonment of the earthly world in pursuit of spirituality.

Instead, it showed a bridge between practical life and meaningful purpose.

The organization itself felt symbolic — not merely a literal company, but a soul-level support structure. A field of alignment. A reminder that when we move closer to authenticity, new forms of support and exchange begin appearing naturally.

The woman in charge carried a gentle initiatory energy. She did not judge, test, or intimidate.

She simply received me.

That felt important.

Then came the young man who explained “how the system works.” Since doorways in dreams often symbolize thresholds, he felt representative of a balanced masculine energy — not forceful control, but guidance, structure, and grounded understanding.

The masculine was serving the feminine unfolding, not dominating it.

And then came the kittens.

This felt like the emotional heart of the dream.

Kittens symbolize innocence, gentleness, playfulness, affection, curiosity, softness, and emerging life. They are beings still discovering the world through trust.

When they appeared at the exact moment I was asked my “area of interest,” it felt as though the soul answered before the mind could.

Not simply “cats.”

But the qualities they represent.

The dream seemed to say that what nourishes me now is not intensity, striving, or heavy responsibility, but gentleness, creativity, tenderness, nurturing, heartfelt connection, and allowing life to emerge naturally.

The kittens also felt symbolic of my creations themselves:

my writings, blog posts, future books, teachings, and projects.

Small living energies entering the world one by one — not forced into existence, but loved into being.

It also felt meaningful that I awoke immediately after saying:

“I love kittens.”

Not after instructions.
Not after explanations.
Not after career details.

I awoke at the moment of authentic heart resonance.

The dream did not seem focused upon what I should do next, but rather how I am meant to move forward:

with softness, gentleness, flexibility, self-kindness, and trust in what naturally brings warmth to the heart.

The transition did not appear to require forceful reinvention.

It seemed to ask for allowing life to reorganize itself around what is truly alive within me now.

And perhaps the dream was quietly asking:

What if support comes not through abandoning my path for survival…
but through allowing my natural joys, gifts, tenderness, and authenticity to become part of the path itself?

Perhaps most quietly of all, it reminded me:

I am allowed to begin again softly.

I feel this message applies not only to myself, but to many of us as we release attachment to the chaos and density of old systems and move more fully into Presence, Peace, and Being.

Again and again, I have been guided toward stillness, grounding, nature, balance, and inner harmony.

From this state, what is truly aligned will come naturally.

And when it does, it becomes a blessing not only to ourselves, but to others as well.

I was also shown clearly that it is perfectly acceptable to remain where we are if that is our genuine choice. We have fulfilled much already. Yet if we choose to move through this period of stillness consciously, a new way of Being may begin opening before us.

It felt like graduation day.

At first I did not know whether this experience was only for my personal understanding or something to be shared publicly. I initially thought it might become another “Gateway,” and in many ways it was.

The Gateway of the Storyteller.

Part of my path now feels connected to sharing what I have seen, experienced, remembered, and lived.

In 1992, the year my father passed, I was guided upon a journey through the Four Corners region to connect with certain sacred sites and energies. During that journey, I stopped at the Yellow Horse Trading Post, where a young man shared many stories with me. I also purchased several items I knew instinctively I was meant to carry.

One of them was a silver ring depicting a seated woman surrounded by children climbing upon her while she told stories.

The moment I saw it, I understood.

I am a storyteller.

And perhaps I have been for many lifetimes.

The choices and paths before each of us during these times of transition will differ. I am simply sharing how it was shown to me.

There is another story that followed the next day from the video I mentioned in the opening paragraph, but for now I hear clearly:

This part is complete.

Closing Blessing

The Gateway of the Storyteller

May you remember that you were never meant
to carry the whole world upon your shoulders forever.

May the crowns you receive now
not be crowns of burden…
but of quiet fulfillment, softened wisdom,
and the opening of the Higher Heart.

May the staff you carry
no longer be one of striving and effort alone,
but of sovereignty, presence,
and trust in the unfolding path before you.

May you allow yourself to release
the need to force the river of life,
and instead rest gently within its flow.

May what is truly aligned with your soul
gather naturally around you:
love, creativity, kindness, companionship, joy,
new beginnings, and the small living creations
waiting to be loved into the world through you.

May you remember that Being itself
is a sacred offering.

And may you know, deeply and peacefully,
that sometimes the greatest gateways
do not open through intensity or struggle…

but through softness.
Through gentleness.
Through allowing.

May you sit beneath the trees of your own becoming,
with life gathered warmly around you,
and finally feel the truth within your heart:

I no longer need to force the river.
I only need to remain open enough
to let it flow through me.

And so it is.

The Gateway of Truth

As I entered the stillness, I was shown that what we fear most often arises from distortion rather than truth. These distortions are born through control, manipulation, distraction, and the pursuit of power or profit. Fear can influence humanity mentally, emotionally, and physically. Through fear, our actions and reactions can be shaped by outer events, news, uncertainty, or imagined future possibilities.

The barometer of Truth, as we have spoken of before, exists within the Higher Heart. This is where the Flame of our Being resides—the point of connection to the Universal Mind of Source and Creation. There are Universal Laws of Creation that remain constant at the highest level of vibration and resonance. These truths do not change. Yet truth within duality can appear relative, depending upon our clarity, awareness, and alignment either with Oneness and Universal Mind, or with the systems and conditioning of human creation.

When we enter the stillness within, we discover Peace.

From Peace arise compassion, caring, forgiveness, balance, and harmony. Within this space we may connect with our Higher Self and ask for guidance regarding a situation, event, or concern. Then, through stillness, we wait quietly to hear, sense, or feel the answer that resonates as the highest truth available to us in that moment.

You may wonder:
“How will I know whether it is the truth of my heart or simply my rational mind speaking?”

The truth of the heart brings peace, stillness, clarity, balance, and sometimes even joy. It allows us to witness situations from a new perspective. Compassion naturally arises, even toward those we may once have reacted against. There is no rush, panic, or pressure within it. There is space to forgive and release.

If a thought or emotion brings agitation, fear, imbalance, or emotional heaviness, return through the breath to your center. Release the energy of the thought into the Violet Flame, or into the Golden-White Light of Oneness—whatever resonates most deeply for you.

What I am hearing is the importance of teaching ourselves the trigger key of mindfulness within our daily lives.

Begin your day by entering the stillness of the Higher Heart through breath.

Then visualize a pillar of light surrounding and flowing through you. Allow the color to arise naturally—white, gold, violet, emerald, blue, or whatever feels aligned for that day. Trust that the color you are drawn to may reflect the energy most needed in the moment.

See this light flowing from the higher dimensions, through your body, and anchoring into the Earth.

Place your hand upon your heart and say:

“I AM HERE.”

Then say:

“Today is my peaceful day.
I will remain in balance and harmony.”

Once you feel grounded and centered, gently affirm:

“Each time I feel less than the energy of this moment, I will return through mindfulness to this space.”

By beginning the day in this centered awareness, the key of mindfulness gradually becomes a natural response within your life. When stress, fear, distortion, or emotional imbalance enters your field, you begin to remember. You pause. You breathe. You return to presence and reconnect with the Flame of Creation that you are.

Like anything in life, repetition transforms practice into natural habit. It requires only a few moments each morning before rising.

I was also shown something important:

Much of what unfolds within the world operates through collective conditioning and perception. In many ways, it resembles a magician’s illusion—attention is directed toward one thing while something else occurs unseen. Once we recognize the nature of illusion, fear begins to lose its hold over us. We are no longer as easily pulled into reaction, because we begin to see more clearly.

At that point, we may choose to disconnect from fear-based patterns and reconnect instead to the truth of the Heart. Our energy no longer feeds distortion, but rather the future we desire to help create.

We then live within the world, but are no longer entirely consumed by it.

Higher truth can begin to manifest through us naturally. Others may feel this presence and choose for themselves which truths resonate within their own sovereignty. Often this occurs not through forceful words or persuasion, but simply through BEING aligned within our own truth as sovereign beings.

No one ultimately holds power over our inner being unless we surrender it through fear, disconnection, or forgetfulness.

I know this may raise questions:
“But what about this situation? Or that?”

I have always loved a quote by Wayne Dyer:

“When we change the way we look at things, the things we look at change.”

When we look through the lens of heart-centered truth, many distortions no longer connect to us in the same way. We begin to perceive with greater clarity.

Your truth may differ from another’s truth, even from someone walking beside you on the path. That is not something to fear. The important thing is that each of us continues clearing illusion, distortion, fear, and separation from within ourselves while allowing others the space to do the same.

With compassion, patience, and care, we help create a world where all may thrive.

The Truth lies within your heart,
where the Flame of your Being resides.

May you remember, in moments of noise and uncertainty,
that peace is not found by escaping the world,
but by returning gently to the truth within your own heart.

May the breath guide you back to stillness.
May mindfulness become the doorway through which you return to yourself again and again.
May fear lose its hold as the Flame of your Being rises in quiet remembrance.

May you stand within the shifting tides of the world and softly say:

“I AM HERE.”

May those words become an anchor of presence,
a bridge to compassion,
and a light that no distortion can extinguish.

May your heart remain aligned to Truth,
your spirit grounded in Peace,
and your path illuminated by the quiet knowing
that the Flame of Creation lives within you always.

And so may you walk gently,
live clearly,
love deeply,
and BE.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

The Gateway of Transition

The word transition, in the context I am speaking of here, does not mean passing from physical form through death. Yet, in another way, perhaps it does.

It is not about dying, but about moving beyond the limitations of separation that physical form contains. When we exist within dense 3D physical reality, we experience Creation very differently than when we exist in a more expanded spiritual or light-body awareness.

In the past, what many called Ascension referred to the completion of karmic cycles so that one no longer needed to reincarnate. Upon physical death, consciousness would fully merge with the I AM Presence. Some beings were able to consciously embody higher states of awareness while still in physical form—what many would call Ascended Masters—but the physical body itself was not fully translated into light. The final completion of Ascension occurred after death, as symbolically demonstrated through the life of Jesus. This was due to the density of Earth’s energies during those eras.

Now, because of the dedication and inner work of many souls over the last century, enough light has been anchored into Earth consciousness that it is becoming possible for greater levels of spiritual embodiment to occur while still in physical form.

This is not an instantaneous event, but a process. It is unfolding on many levels simultaneously, and each person will experience it differently. Some aspects of transition may feel easier for one person and more difficult for another.

We have discussed before how some teachings suggest we must eat only certain foods in order to ascend. My understanding is not that specific foods make someone spiritually worthy or unworthy, but rather that some foods carry denser energetic patterns than others and may make the transition into lighter states of embodiment more difficult.

Yet all is still part of the One, and light itself has the ability to transform energy through conscious intention.

This does not mean we should ignore what we consume or continue harmful habits unconsciously, but neither should we fall into guilt or shame regarding food or drink. For some individuals, certain foods may currently be necessary for their physical well-being or emotional stability during their process.

As I write this, I am reminded of older religious ideas in which one might commit “sins,” seek absolution, and then simply continue the same behavior unconsciously. True transformation is deeper than temporary cleansing rituals.

For most of us, the transition begins more effectively through mental, emotional, and spiritual clearing and alignment. As consciousness aligns more fully with the Higher Self, the physical body naturally begins to respond and adjust.

Some may believe they must first purify the body in order to become worthy of connection with the I AM Presence. Yet I feel the conscious alignment itself comes first. The connection awakens inwardly, and then the physical form gradually follows.

At times, what we consume may keep us emotionally or energetically tied to lower states of instability. Excessive alcohol, for example, or consuming animals that died in fear may affect the emotional and energetic field of the body. Rather than forcing harsh change, it may help to transition gently and consciously—blessing food and drink and asking the Violet Flame or White Light to transform what is consumed into the highest form possible for one’s well-being and alignment.

As we continue aligning mentally, emotionally, and spiritually with the Higher Self, the body often begins naturally releasing the desire for heavier energies.

Another important area of transition involves our understanding of Oneness, guidance, and spiritual connection.

This is something I have personally been navigating deeply over the last few weeks.

As I write this, I am reminded how helpful the visualization of a Pillar of Light can be—seeing higher dimensional light flowing through us and anchoring into the Earth.

I understand now that my communication with Beings of Light is ultimately communication within the greater field of Oneness itself. They are not separate from the One, nor separate from the deeper truth of who we are.

Yet part of me questioned whether I should stop speaking with individual guides or Beings altogether and speak only through the I AM Presence or Higher Self. I found this difficult, because throughout my life I have genuinely felt their presence. Their unique energies brought comfort during times when I felt different, alone, or unable to fully belong within the world around me.

Even while understanding the truth of Oneness, I still recognized the distinct resonance of their presence, and there was comfort in that connection.

I was not fully ready to stop conversing with those who had felt like loving companions through periods of great change and inner searching.

What I am beginning to understand is this:

Honoring these Beings does not mean giving away my sovereignty or believing wisdom exists only outside myself. It means recognizing the ways in which consciousness supports and reflects itself through many expressions of the One.

At the same time, discernment matters deeply.

There are also distortions, projections, and misleading influences that can arise when people seek guidance entirely outside themselves without first grounding in their own inner alignment. For this reason, it may be wiser for many to first strengthen their connection to the heart, to presence, and to the quiet knowing of their own Being.

For myself, I am learning to release the need to define wisdom according to who delivered it, and instead focus more deeply upon whether it helps bring greater alignment, compassion, clarity, and embodiment.

This does not mean the Beings are absent. Nor does it mean I must deny the genuine energetic resonance I have experienced with them.

Rather, it means I am learning to stand more fully within the sovereignty of Oneness itself.

In doing so, I feel the flow of my own Being becoming clearer—simpler, quieter, and more direct.

A gentle inner voice now says:

“It is alright. You do not need to deny the love or support you have experienced. But neither do you need to place your own connection beneath another expression of the One.”

This understanding itself feels like part of the transition.

As I reflect on this, I see an image of people entering a haunted house together. It may feel frightening, but there is comfort in knowing we are not alone.

Yet eventually, to truly move beyond fear, we must at some point walk into the darkness alone and discover that fear itself no longer holds power over us.

This does not mean the painful realities of the world are imaginary. Violence, loss, suffering, and war are real human experiences. But I also believe that when we walk in alignment with Love and Oneness, there is a deeper intelligence that guides and protects us.

Sometimes this may appear as intuition, inner knowing, or what some call precognition:
a sudden feeling not to go somewhere,
a pause that delays us from an accident,
an inner nudge to move left instead of right.

The transition into greater unity consciousness unfolds through many layers:
mental,
emotional,
spiritual,
and physical.

Each layer takes time.

Each person moves at a different pace.

The important thing is not to force the process, but to remain mindful, grounded, and centered within the heart.

Allow the Oneness of your Being to guide your thoughts, words, and actions one moment at a time.

And when you feel out of alignment, stop for a moment.

Place your hand upon your heart.

Become still.

And gently say:

“I AM HERE.”

The Gateway of Now

I find it challenging to live fully in the present moment. I have spent much of my life in a rational mindset—planning the next step, mapping out the future, creating a structure from which to act and choose. Yes, I understand that life does not always unfold according to plan, and adjustments are required. Still, having a plan provides a foundation—a springboard from which to move forward.

To live in the Now, to wait for direction and higher inspiration, is not easy—at least not for me. Patience has never come naturally. I would receive inspiration, form a plan, and take action. To not do so can feel like being in limbo, even disconnected.

Yet I understand this is part of a deeper process—aligning more fully with my Higher Self, my I AM Presence. This is not about surrendering my free will, but about stepping away from the chaotic energies of the world that interrupt and redirect the flow of my rational plans, often leading to reaction rather than true guidance.

I know that when I am aligned with my higher guidance, there is an ease to the flow. I remain steady even when emotional storms arise. I trust that any needed adjustments will come, and that the highest possible outcome can unfold for all. I also know that I hold the sovereign right to choose at every step of my life.

This morning, I realized something important. What I had felt deeply connected to over the past year is no longer the center of my focus. I find myself in a space of transition—of shifting and choice.

With this awareness came the understanding that I must consciously ground myself and maintain a strong energetic circuit between my Higher Self, my physical form, and the Earth.

I have spent much time working with the Earth and the grids—clearing, activating, and engaging. Now, however, I find myself in a different role: that of the witness. This shift feels unfamiliar. I had not been consciously maintaining or sensing that same connection.

Now I feel it is time to reconnect—but in a new way. I am not yet certain what that looks like, but I will begin simply: grounding myself and connecting through the node point of my home in whatever way I am guided.

This requires letting go of past connections so that new energy can emerge.

In this space, I am shown that I can witness without the need to act on everything I perceive—unless I am guided to do so in the moment. I needed to step away from the old path in order to truly live in the Now and make space for what is to come.

As I reflect, I am reminded of a familiar truth: there comes a time in life when we must release what no longer serves us. This is not only a physical clearing, but also mental, emotional, and spiritual. We declutter our lives and our energy fields.

That is the process I now recognize I have been moving through—releasing the past and its connections, making space for the new, or reconnecting at a higher level with what remains.

In doing so, we enter the Now.

To live in the Now, we must release the weight of the past and let go of the need to control the future. In that space, we reconnect with who we truly are—and with the new possibilities that arise from that truth.

This is the Gateway of Now.

Closing Blessing: The Gateway of Now

Beloved Presence within and around,
I call forth the stillness of the Eternal Now.

May all that no longer serves gently fall away—
from mind, from body, from heart, from field—
without struggle, without resistance, without fear.

May the weight of the past be released into the Earth
to be transmuted into wisdom.
May the grasping for the future soften into trust.

I anchor now the living circuit of Light:
Higher Self above,
Heart Presence within,
Earth Mother below.

Let this current flow freely—
clear, steady, and true.

May I walk as the witness—
not separate, but sovereign…
not withdrawn, but aligned…
not waiting, but listening.

In each breath,
in each step,
in each moment of awareness—
I enter the Gateway of Now.

And in this Gateway,
I remember:

I am guided.
I am grounded.
I am free to choose.
I am present to Life as it unfolds.

So it is.
So it is held.
So it is lived.

The Gateway of Releasing Vows : Removing the Limits of Being

The Pledge of Kwan Yin

“Never will I seek nor receive private, individual salvation;
Never will I enter into final peace alone;
But forever and everywhere will I live and strive
For the redemption of every creature throughout the world
From the bonds of conditioned existence.”
— Kwan Yin

This pledge, recorded within the writings of the Theosophical Society, is said to have been made by Kwan Yin—a Bodhisattva connected to Chinese, Indian, and Buddhist traditions.

You may wonder why I am sharing this now.

Over the past month, I have been experiencing intense pain in my heels—especially the right. It would come and go, almost like a bone spur. I tried changing shoes and inserts, seeking physical relief. Yet inwardly, I sensed there was something more.

While I do not believe all illness or pain is purely spiritual, I have come to understand that when our physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual bodies fall out of alignment, something will arise to draw our attention.

Yesterday, I was shown that this pain reflected a difficulty in moving forward.

This morning, after rising slowly and sitting quietly with my kitty, I opened myself to what Universal Mind and the Divine Feminine wished to reveal.

What unfolded was a remembrance.

Each being—mythical or incarnate—who has embodied the Divine Feminine carries a unique expression of the whole. When we begin to embody these aspects within ourselves, we move toward the fullness of that Divine Essence.

In the same way, each of us is a unique expression of the One Source of Being, shaped through our experiences in creation.

As this awareness deepened, I was guided to Kwan Yin.

Her presence has long been meaningful to me.

Alongside her, I became aware early on of Master Kuthumi—whose incarnations are said to include Pythagoras, Balthazar, St. Francis of Assisi, and Shah Jahan. I felt a connection to what is known as the Order of the Golden Robe, a path devoted to wisdom, compassion, and the transformation of suffering.

It was only about a year ago that I became aware that many within this order had taken vows—to take on suffering in service to others.

And that we could now choose to release those vows.

When I did, I felt a profound lightening within me. The heaviness I had carried—often unconsciously—began to dissolve. Yet compassion, mercy, and care for others remained, now freed from burden.

This morning, as I reflected again on Kwan Yin, I remembered her pledge—and realized that many of us, across lifetimes and paths, have made similar vows.

Some of these vows were not collective orders, but personal commitments:
to remain, to serve, to delay our own ascent in order to assist humanity.

And in that moment, I knew—

I was ready to release mine.

I spoke this inwardly, with gratitude:
that I had been honored to serve,
and that I now release any vow that binds me to obligation over freedom.

Not in abandonment,
but in completion.

It was time to move forward—
to return to a state of Enlightenment and Oneness
without the weight of duty or sacrifice.

Shortly after, I rose to feed my kitties.

And I realized…

The pain was gone.

I could walk freely.

There was no longer a sense of holding something unfinished or unfulfilled.

A deep peace arose—
the knowing that I was not leaving anything behind,
but completing a cycle and stepping into the next.

For so many have served quietly, faithfully, over long spans of time.

And now…

the results of that service are emerging.

Humanity is awakening.

You are radiant in your light.

The “old guard” no longer needs to carry what you are now ready to embody.

The light is not being withdrawn—
it is being passed, expanded, and lived.

And if, in the future, I feel that pain return,
I will listen.

Not with fear—
but with awareness.

As a messenger, not a burden.

Before closing, I am reminded of another aspect of Kwan Yin.

She was once regarded as masculine in earlier traditions. Yet as her presence moved from India into China, she came to be embraced in feminine form—particularly during the reign of Empress Wu Zetian.

It is said that this shift offered solace to women who had long endured suffering under imbalanced expressions of power.

Kwan Yin—embodying mercy and compassion—became a living symbol of these qualities held within the feminine.

And perhaps…

this was part of a greater balance.

For compassion and mercy are not owned by one gender, but are qualities of the Divine.

They were held, protected, and carried—
until they could be restored in harmony.

Now, as that balance begins to return,
we are invited not to carry suffering,
but to embody unity.

Closing Note:

If you feel resonance with this…

Take a quiet moment.

Ask within:

“Is there any vow, promise, or unseen obligation I am still carrying
that is now complete?”

And listen.

Not with urgency—
but with trust.

For sometimes, freedom does not come from doing more…

but from gently releasing
what has already been fulfilled.

🌸 Closing Blessing

Blessing of Gentle Release and Compassionate Freedom

Beloved Presence of Light,
Source of All That Is,
and Sacred Flame within my own Heart—

I honor the paths I have walked,
the vows I have carried,
and the service I have given in love.

I give thanks for every moment of compassion,
every act of unseen care,
every burden carried in silence for the whole.

And now…

With grace and without regret,
I release all vows, promises, and bindings
that are complete.

I release all agreements made in other times,
other forms,
other understandings of service
that no longer align with the freedom of my Being.

Let all that was given in love
be received in love.

Let all that was carried in duty
be transformed into light.

I stand now in the fullness of my Sovereign Presence—
free to love,
free to serve,
free to be.

May compassion remain,
but without burden.
May service continue,
but without sacrifice of Self.

And may all beings find their path
in their own divine timing,
held in the infinite mercy of the One.

I walk forward now in peace,
in wholeness,
and in the quiet joy of completion.

And so it is. ✨

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

The Gate Way of Living in Sovereignty: A Path to Inner Peace

Woman walking barefoot on beach at sunset with text Today is my Peaceful Day

To share this is simply to help another—or others—understand in a more grounded way what it means to Be, or to live an aligned life with our I AM Presence, our Higher Self.

For some, there may be a sudden shift into this awareness. But from what I have experienced, and from the guidance I have received, it is more like walking a spiral staircase… or the unfolding of petals on a flower. We move forward, then sometimes step back—not in failure, but to gather a thread that was not yet complete—before rising again.

I share this so you do not think:
“I am failing. I must be doing something wrong because I still fall out of alignment or feel stress or emotion.”

You are not failing.
You are unfolding.


To live in a state of Being is to live in Sovereignty—where our choices and actions are no longer dictated by external systems or people as authority over our thoughts and behaviors.

This does not mean we ignore the laws of society. Rather, it means we naturally align with what serves the greater good.

Laws that protect life, safety, and the well-being of all are honored.
Laws or actions that would harm another or diminish the purity of life are met with inner discernment and alignment.

We still live by free will—but now our choices arise from a deeper resonance, not from ego alone. We begin to consider the whole, not just the self.


As we align with our Higher Self, we begin to witness life differently.

We still have perspectives—based on our level of resonance with truth—but we feel less and less need to control, fix, or change others to match those beliefs.

Instead, we begin to sense when it is appropriate to speak, to act, or simply to Be.

We become compassionate, aware that each person is walking their own path, learning in their own time.
And we allow them that.

If we sense harm may occur, we are guided to act—but how we respond will differ depending on the moment. Sometimes we speak. Sometimes we step in. And sometimes, something deeper moves through us.


I once experienced this directly.

I was sitting by a fire with someone who had been drinking. Without saying anything, they stepped back as if preparing to run. In that moment, I was shown an image of them falling into the fire.

Without thinking, I yelled, “Stop!”

They froze, startled, and asked what I saw.
When I told them, they said they had been about to jump over the fire.

In that moment, it was not me who saved them.
It was the Oneness—their Higher Self—acting through me as an instrument.


As we live in alignment, we deepen our connection to the Earth, to nature, and to all living beings.

We may feel drawn to spend more time in nature, where there is a natural peace and harmony. Animals and the natural world simply are. They do not carry agendas beyond their needs for food, safety, and connection.

They forgive easily.
They remain present.

And in their presence, we remember how to Be.

Through this stillness, we begin to sense deeper connections—to the unseen, to the subtle, to the quiet guidance always present.


We begin to understand that we do not always need to do anything.

The Presence of Peace moving through us is often enough.

This is what I came to recognize while observing the monks on their Walk for Peace—first in India, then America, and now Sri Lanka.

It was not what they did that carried the impact.
It was what they were.

They embodied Peace.

They did not try to convince others.
They did not impose belief.

They walked, present, kind, compassionate—allowing others their own path—while anchoring Peace into the Earth and into the hearts of those they passed.


Inspired by this, I began each day with a simple declaration:

“Today is my Peaceful Day.”

Not “going to be.”
Not hopeful.

But claimed.

As I say this, I place my hand on my Higher Heart—the center of the sternum—and I speak:

“I AM HERE.”

This is the state of the Witness.

Here, we are Peace.
Here, we are connected.
Here, we align with the Higher Self, which is one with the Universal Mind and the field of all possibilities.

From this place, guidance becomes clear.

We no longer need to force or figure everything out.
Peace allows the Light to move through us—sometimes shifting situations without action, and other times guiding us clearly to act.


In this alignment, there is no need to fear guidance from the unseen.

Our resonance determines what we connect with.

When we remain in Peace and Presence, we naturally align with what is of Light and integrity.

If guidance ever feels controlling, harmful, or out of alignment—pause, step back, and return to your center.

True guidance does not demand.
It does not override your free will.

It offers.


There have been moments where I received suggestions—such as being encouraged to go into group settings as a presence of energy. As an empath, this has not always felt comfortable.

And I have learned this:

I do not need to reject it.
Nor do I need to rush into it.

I can explore possibilities, remain open, and wait until something feels truly aligned.

If I am not comfortable, I cannot bring forth pure energy.

So I wait—not in avoidance, but in trust.


Peace is also the end of striving.

It is the release of needing to constantly do, fix, or control life.

From Peace, we begin to live.

We allow stillness.
We allow activity.
We allow life to move.

We begin doing… from Being.


I have noticed this even in simple, everyday things.

I used to keep multiple lists—work, home, even spiritual growth. The lists themselves were helpful, but I carried stress around completing them. As a perfectionist, I felt I was failing if they were not done quickly.

Now, I see them differently.

I choose what can be done today.
I allow the rest to wait.

There is no urgency rooted in lack.
Only presence.


Even unexpected situations feel different.

Recently, a former client sent me work without asking. Instead of reacting, I paused, assessed, and chose to complete it because I had the time. I did the work, billed it, and moved on—without stress.

Had I not had time, I would have simply said so.

Peace allows clarity.
Clarity allows boundaries.
Boundaries support all.


Another example was receiving notice from our homeowners association regarding inspections.

In the past, I would have felt overwhelmed, trying to complete everything quickly.

Now, I understand my pace.

I do what I can.
The rest will unfold.

If something arises later, I will meet it then.

But I will not leave my Peace to rush into fear.


This is where I live now:

In the flow of Grace and Peace.

And I share this not as a teaching,
but as a remembering.


You are enough.
Take it one day at a time.
Let today be your Peaceful Day.
Love yourself.
Care for yourself.
And allow yourself… to simply Be.

Closing Blessing: Sanctifying the Space of Being

May this space—within you and around you—
become a sanctuary of Peace.

May all energies no longer aligned
with your highest truth
softly release and return to the Light,
transformed in Grace.

May your breath become a bridge,
your heart a temple,
your Presence a living flame of Peace.

I invite now the gentle clearing of all that has passed—
not in resistance,
but in loving completion.

As you place your hand upon your Higher Heart,
feel the quiet unfolding within.

And say:

I AM HERE.
I AM PEACE.
I AM CLEAR.

Let the Light of your Being
fill every space within you…
and extend outward—
into your home, your path, your day.

May all that enters this field
be met with clarity, compassion, and truth.

May you walk forward not in seeking,
but in knowing.

Not in striving,
but in Being.

And may this space remain sanctified—
through your Presence,
through your breath,
through your gentle remembrance.

And so it is.