Why am I here?

This is a large question that everyone asks at some point in their lives and of which many have written.

Although this may seem like a very long answer, it is truly only a slight touch upon the many facets of this question, bringing the basics to allow you to have a greater understanding and point of reference to know the answer for yourself.

When we as an individual ask this question, we are usually looking at it from a personal point of view, who exists separate from everyone else. We aren’t usually asking how the answer will affect others outside of our family, friends, co-workers or people in our direct sphere of influence. If we are highly ego driven we may view this question from a strictly personal perspective of how to obtain wealth, power and influence over others, and to understand the ways and means of doing this.

Due to the fact we were all granted the gift of choice by the Creator, each point of view is part of the learning process of our life on Earth. It feels like I should clarify this perspective more fully, before moving forward in sharing about the answer to our question. For this may help you to clarify which perspective you have when you ask the question and what affect that perspective has on your answer.

Creation is constantly in a state of expansion and contraction. We expand creation and life to the point where adjustments are needed in order to unify, realign and rebalance creation. We are in the point of realignment and rebalancing along the creational model.

There are myriads of life forms, known and unknown, upon the earth and in the cosmos. Some life forms have remained aligned to the Divine Will or of the Creator and the vision of a unified and balanced existence of joy, peace, exploration and expansion which benefits all Existence and Life. Some might say they have no freedom of choice, or perhaps they have chosen not to separate, but to continue to receive the Blessings and infinite wisdom of the Creator.

However, at one point in time there were ones who chose to forge a path directed by their personal will to fulfill their own desires and wants. This is a story we have heard about on earth for millennium, and yet we still do not have the total truth of this story, but one day we will. For this writing I simply touch upon the moment when personal choice occurred and the future of life on Earth emerged.

You may wonder why the Creator gave us freedom of choice if staying in Unity with the Creator is so wonderful. This was just one aspect or pathway of expansion of Creation which the Creator envisioned to see how it would come to fruition. Think of it like when a parent sees their child go off to ride their bike alone or go to school. They are concerned because they know that they can be hurt, but they also know that this is part of the process of growth, so they give them advice, and let them go.

In the case of the Creator, ALL LIFE exists within the Creator and is part of the Creator, so the Creator is simply like a parent allowing a part of itself to go forth and explore. Hoping as the parent that the child will make the right choice along the way, not antagonize others so they are hurt, or get lost, but trust they will return home. In this case a hope we will one day choose to seek the guidance, and conscious unity with the Creator and to rebalance and align back to Oneness, Blessings and Peace.

Since we are part of the Creator, and all exists within the Creator, we are part of each other and all that exists. The only separation occurs within our minds. Thus, when we choose to hurt another, we are hurting a part of ourselves and a part of the Creator. The Creator knows every hair on our head for it is a part of the Creator. The Creator knows every rock and animal for they are part of the Creator.

Earth like other planets has a creational matrix. This matrix is a system where every thought and choice we make contributes to the mass memory and consciousness of the planet. This is a large topic that requires so much more for complete understanding than I am able to share in this writing. The main point we need to know is that every choice we make, action we take, or words we speak go into the memory record of earth and affect what manifests to differing degrees the experiences of ALL LIFE.

On Earth we enter life as a soul into a physical body, our vehicle to operate on earth, to experience all we can in this incredible school of learning about how to be part of creation through freedom of choice. The Creator and Beings outside of our Earth matrix are watching to see how far we will take this experiment and finally choose to be free and experience the greater existence, here on earth and in the cosmos.

We created the CHAOS we are experiencing through our choices throughout recorded history. Throughout time ones have chosen ware, famine, hatred, anger, prejudice, abuse, violence and other debilitating experiences and actions over love, peace, compassion and unity. These were all created by EGO choices. When enough people make the same choices, it becomes a prominent part of the matrix of consciousness and a stronger choice for ones to make and with which to identify.

Let’s take this to a more personal point of view to understand. If you have the choice of moving to another location and buying a new home. This choice only affects yourself, your family and people close to you. It most likely has no long term or harmful affects on ones outside your sphere of influence. However, say you are a King, President or other type of ruler and you decide you want to expand your empire. However, you don’t want to purchase the land you want, you are going to send you military to take over the land, force the people off, fight a war or kill them to have what you want so you have more power and influence in the world. This choice has greater ramifications and influence on the collective memory and consciousness on earth. For ones are displaced and harmed by this action and it sets forth a pattern for others with ambitions of power and influence to utilize in their choices.

They are both choices about moving forth and obtaining something different or more that doesn’t belong to you at the moment, but the affects are far different. Had the leader made a different choice, much, pain and sorrow could have been avoided and they would have opened the door for more people to make a greater choice that brings about a better experience and outcome for ALL.

So, with this perspective, let’s focus back to the question.


We are here to learn to make better choices, which align with the higher perspective of what is good for ALL LIFE. We are here to learn how our thoughts, words and deeds affect not only ourselves but the entire world. To individualize these choices , the difference is what are the greater affects of our choice.

What do we do?

We need to learn to stop before we make a choice, whether that choice is still only a thought, or is at the point of being spoken or an action taken. We need to realize when we take action upon our choose it will have ramifications.

How do we make a better choice?

It is about taking responsibility for our thoughts, words, deeds and choice on a personal level first. Then we can move towards working together with others for making better choices on expanded levels of cities, countries and the world. When we start making these inspired choices for ourselves, it also adds to the creational matrix of earth to add this to the choices that all humanity has and begins to clear the chaotic input that is there. Then we can begin to work together to create a better world of love, joy, abundance and compassion for everyone. For since we are all part of the Creator, like a parent would for their child, all the Blessings are available to us, and no one has to do without when we all work together in unity.

How to begin?

Begin by stopping before you think, speak and act. Turn your attention inward to the heart. Think about the most loving experience you have had, allow that feeling to expand and then focus upon the question, thought, or action you were contemplating. Ask for guidance and then listen to the intuitive response you hear or sense. The better choice will ultimately benefit all. Once we take responsibility for our personal choices and actions we can begin to ask and seek to clear the choices we have made prior that have had a negative effect upon ourselves and others. We can then work together to create a better world for everyone and to clear from the collective memory choices made on a greater level that have negatively impacted ALL LIFE.

Why am I here?

You are here to learn how to live a life of balance, you, peace, harmony, abundance and good health for yourself and ALL LIFE by making choice based on love and compassion and taking actions which work for the benefit of ALL LIFE. It begins with a choice to live a life of service to make this a better world. There is sufficient abundance of all things for all life. When we move into conscious alignment with our inner light and love we realize there is nothing to fear.

The Creator did not allow us freedom to choose without providing for the redemption, realignment and rebalancing of this choice. There is a redemptive energy available to us. The purpose is to help us to learn to make unified choices. These redemptive energies are focused within our heart. Some refer to these energies as Christ, the Redeemer, the Comforter, Holy Spirit, Universal Consciousness, Mashiach, I am Presence, Higher Self, Maitreya, Saoshyant, Kalki, Li Hong or any other name which your spiritual belief system may use.

Our heart is the point of contact and needs to be opened and expanded to guide the mind into higher perspective and divine choices. It is the doorway at which we need but knock and ask and it shall be opened unto us. Seek the greater wisdom and love for yourself and all life, and share it with others.

THIS IS YOUR PURPOSE. The purpose for all of us.

This is the most important work you can do. It begins with you and your next choice, action or words. STOP, think and go within to your heart. Is it TRUE, HELPFUL, INSPIRING, NICE and KIND? Think. You heart will guide you if your enter it in love.

IT IS TIME – to make a better choice.



Throughout the last five millennium of recorded human history, religions have anticipated a time of transformation. It is believed to be a Golden Age of Illumination.

This has been viewed in many different forms, but each has been searching for the signs which point to a wonderful and miraculous event on a personal and planetary level will manifest. It has been predicted at different times in the past, which have passed and yet the hope still continues. Why?

The answer is both simple and complicated at the same time.

We look for and attempt to interpret information and signs based upon a human point of view for an event which has an infinite and omniscient source. We look outside ourselves at the words of others, the books others wrote and their predictions as the source of understanding and then either take their interpretations or attempt to interpret them ourselves based on our personal point of view and experiences.

Many are looking outside themselves for someone to come and save them from the chaos that humanity has created. I can hear ones, who believe in a savior or messiah returning to save them, protesting as they read this that I am denying Christ or whatever they call the savior they are awaiting, and may believe that I am lost and condemned, for there they may feel only one point of view is correct.

However, I do believe in the Being Christ, just seeing and knowing Christ in a more Universal and Personal manner, then the physical return of Jesus. For I see Jesus as the wayshower of how we shall all need to come into spiritual union with the Divine Creator through the redemptive energies which can be called Christ or the Son/Daughter aspect of Creator Source, the Divine Trinity.

I grew up in a christian church as an active participant until as a young adult I encountered the hypocrisy of the ministry and choice to leave and seek the Creator in a more personal manner. I am thankful for this event for it helped me to start my spiritual quest. This quest was both outward and inward, with each aspect allowing me a greater understanding of the Creator/ Divine Trinity and our personal relationship with and understanding of other belief systems upon the Earth and their point of view.

The most important Truth being that of the Omnipresence of the Divine Trinity/ Creator Source on the Infinite level and on the personal level within my heart.

The Divine Trinity exists within many religions, although they may have differing beliefs and stories about what they represent. In a simplified explanation, the Divine Trinity is the Self Created Source or Energy of Creation. It consists of a masculine energy which brings the Omniscient Will, Truth and Power of Creation. There is the feminine aspect which brings the energies of Wisdom, Spirit, and substance of Creation of which some refer to as the Holy Spirit. The third aspect of the trinity is the energy of balance, the Divine Son/Daughter which is the Image of Creation, the pattern of manifestation, the energy of Love and Redemption back to Source, which is referred to as Christ by some religions.

They are each a manifesting aspect of the One Self Created Source of Infinite Creation which takes the energy of the un-manifest and brings it into manifestation. They work in total unity as One and yet with differing purpose in the Cosmos. They are Omnipresent, Omniscient, and Omnipotent. they exist as one, and all that exists, exists within the Essence of their Being. The Energy of them is the air we breathe, the water we drink, the land upon which we walk, the stars in the sky, the sky itself, the animals, birds, fish and people. They are like the electricity needed to operate our computers. For we know that without electricity or a power source, we cannot operate the computer

You soul essence is a part of the Divine Trinity. You are an aspect of the Creator Source. It is like a grain of sand which is a part of the beach. We can separate it out, and yet when we put it back, it is again part of the whole, that we may or may not ever find again as the same singular grain of sand.

This aspect of the Divine, the Soul or Spirit, exists within our hearts, and is the life line which keeps us connected and animated upon the earth within the body/form we use to walk upon the 3D earth. When this is withdrawn back to Creator Source, the form passes or dies.

Because the Earth is 3D and our soul is from a higher dimensional frequency of the Divine, in order to move and live upon the earth a body/form is needed. It is our vehicle of mobility, just like we use a car to travel. When we are not living upon the Earth we are able exist in conscious Unity with Creator Source and All life. However, when we enter the earthly form, we come under a veil of forgetfulness and connect to the mass consciousness of Earth in order to see and operate in the systems created upon the earth, until such time as we seek greater knowledge and Spiritual Freedom. But, this is a choice we must make on an individual level.

When we make this choice, and begin to seek more wisdom and spiritual freedom we need to focus upon the heart, where the soul exists, that part of the Divine within us. We are symbolically – knocking upon the door- of a greater existence. When we do this, the soul or Redemptive Energies of the Divine spoken of as Christ – opens the door and the veils of forgetfulness begin to part.

There is much more about the Divine Trinity to understand but it is not for this writing. Here, we are discussing the fact that it is time for us to make that choice and knock upon the door and seek the redemptive energies of the Divine in order to be Spiritually, emotionally, physically and mentally free of the Chaos and mass consciousness illusions of Earth.


No one outside of ourselves can do this for us. The Redemptive energies exist within us in the heart. This is the return of the Christ to Earth. For Earth, Jesus, holds the Office of the Christ, overseeing the redemption program for humanity. Making sure that all we need is available to us.

HOWEVER, Christ or any other spiritual savior or Messiah can only point us in the right direction. They are wayshowers, as was Jesus, to show us how to live our lives, to seek within conscious reunion with the Creator.

Jesus said, ” I and the Father are One”. That which he did after he was anointed by the Holy Spirit upon baptism, reunited him consciously with the Creator Source/Divine Trinity. All that he did from that point forward was done not by his Will, but by following the Divine Will of the Creator for the betterment of ALL.

Jesus said, “But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.”

We can be in this Oneness also, but we must choose it. We must seek within our hearts, knock on the door to open the walls and veils, and ask for help and forgiveness. Then the Office of Christ brings the Heavenly Hosts to aide us in this process. There are a multitude of Heavenly Hosts who serve the Redemptive Office of Christ and the Creator.

However, this is a process. You don’t ask once and go back to how you lived before. It is a path you follow watching your thought, words and deeds that they be Divinely aligned. You ask for help when you feel unable to move forward or find you have stumbled, and the Heavenly Host will come to help you.

BUT YOU MUST AKS FOR HELP. They cannot intrude upon your free will.

As we seek to walk more with Divine Will and Truth and seek the Wisdom of the Creator, we are able to manifest this more in our lives. This transforms us physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. It then can expand outward and these energies become available to touch others and perhaps spark the desire to seek within them.


We have the greatest opportunity at this time. For the Creator is sending so much Light and Love in to the World.

It is like the pressure applied to carbon. Coal is created when the pressure occurs on a lower level underground and is less refined. For the formation of a diamond the pressure is purer and the carbon is nearer the surface.

We will all receive the energies of the Creator, but it is how we cho0se to use these energies that define how we move forward. We can choose to create coal, representing the ego centered chaos choices, based on individual ego will and power. In this choice ones will use these energies to create more of what exists in the world of chaos, judgment, anger, fear, war, abuse, violence, hatred and separation.

For those who choose NOW – to seek within the heart and ask for help to be FREE – they will create DIAMONDS. The help will come and they have a great chance to move more quickly into Freedom, love, compassion, abundance, good health, joy and the chance to be of Service.



We can continue to be part of the problem or part of the solution.

I hope you choose to move inward to the heart and seek freedom, unity, compassion and love.


NOW – Seeing the Truth of the Moment

Humanity lives mostly focused on either the past or the future as a basis of what we think do and say in this moment. We seek to find a point of reference from which to base our choices and actions, so that we can determine the meaning of the moment in our lives.

Yet, now is the most important point of reference you have. Nothing else exists but this instant in time. It is the past, present and future simultaneously. This is such a hard concept to understand because it is easier to feel it, and to experience the emotion of the moment. When we let go of our point of reference and expand out through our hearts into the all of the moment then we begin to understand.

This is the moment when we experience what is spoke of as the “AHA MOMENT”. This is the moment when we realize the eternal oneness of this moment. We can feel the inspiration and expansion of our conscious understanding of existence and who we truly are in that wholeness.

We begin to understand that we are in one instant the drop of water and the ocean simultaneously. All that we need to know and experience is available to us in that moment.

Then the illusion begins to fall from our eyes and we see the world in which we live as it truly exists. A type of hologram or program of experience created and operated by the computer we call mass consciousness.

We connect to and tap into this energy when we are born into this world. It is part of the system of learning and growth for which we signed up when we decided to be born upon the earth.

Earth is a beautiful, loving jewel in the crown of creation. Earth is a gracious, loving and caring Entity who agreed to allow this experiment we call humanity to play out upon her form.

Earth is like a classroom in which we as student have been experimenting with creating a program called humanity and human existence. We have the ability to choose what we will experience and as a choice is agreed upon by a large group of people it becomes a permanent part of the program for humanity.

Other choices we make are of a more limited and personal nature, which directly affect ourselves and those within our sphere of influence. These choices are usually not of a permanent nature or widespread nature, like what we eat this day or where we spend our spare time. They will change as we change our intent and focus on a personal level. There are other choices that may affect more people, like taking a new job in a new location or one that allows you to supervise or influence large groups of people.

As an individual develops more stronger energies of emotion, intent and focus they are more easily able to influence others through their work or media. They may even be able to apply this energy to mass consciousness through their intent. The power and development of communication and media in the 20th and 21st century have enabled this to be a greater influence on mass consciousness, than ever before in history.

When a strong orator or person of charisma, power and energy which are of a political, monetary, or spiritual nature speaks on media, they are able to convince others of their belief or point of view so that it can become embedded in mass consciousness and available to multitudes of people. Some are able to imprint their thoughts and intents on mass consciousness through personal will without using media.

For what we can come to understand in the moment of NOW is that statement that we are the drop of water ( the individual) and at the same time the ocean ( all of creation). All is one and never separate, except in conscious belief and understanding. What we do unto another we are doing unto ourselves and the creator. We are simply a spiritual conscious Being who is moving upon this earth within a 3D human form.

Our consciousness or we may call subconscious is always connected to the Creator and all other parts of life and humanity through what some call the soul. We simply have forgotten.

There is only one way to move beyond the influence of others and living according to another’s wants, needs, desires and intent. This is a time to stop – breathe deeply – close your eyes and relax into your heart and ask to be set free from the illusion, fear and influence of others and to experience the freedom and joy of now. To feel the love in your heart, and see the beauty in the world. To be inspired to live in harmony with all that is gracious and of harmony in the world.

AHA – I get it now. You will say.

At those times we quiet our mind enough to hear the words of the soul or spirit speaking to us. Perhaps it may not be the first time you quiet, open and listen,. But, do not give up, take a few minutes as often as possible. For the spirit within us must be asked and allowed to help us through our conscious choices. Yet, for the mass consciousness influence it does not need our individual permission because we created the mass consciousness throughout history by our choices and agreements. For mass consciousness is about control. When we stop and turn within you will understand what is true freedom and continue to seek it in your lives.

Every vote matters.

I awoke one morning with the words every life matters and be proud of the majority of Americans finally realizing that each vote matters, and despite the pandemic making their voice heard .

“Elections belong to the people. It’s their decision. If they decide to turn their back on the fire and burn their behinds, then they will just have to sit on their blisters.”― Abraham Lincoln

I love the no nonsense quote – this extends to the votes of the elected officials on laws and matters of state. When given the right to vote we need to remember that it is a right and privilege that many people do not have. If we do not like our government we have the right to vote the lawmakers out of office. If we do not vote we don’t have a right to complain for we did not care enough to vote.

To the surprise of many who have been in control of what happens in the past, this year people who have never voted decided to stand up and make their voice heard and to hopefully bring about change.

It is time for those elected to begin to vote for what is right for all people and not just a few.

“And if we cannot end now our differences, at least we can help make the world safe for diversity. For, in the final analysis, our most basic common link is that we all inhabit this small planet. We all breathe the same air. We all cherish our children’s future. And we are all mortal.”  –“Commencement Address at American University in Washington, D.C. (232),” June 10, 1963, Public Papers of the Presidents: John F. Kennedy, 1963.

I realize that is not easy, but if the vote is for the greater good of as many people as possible, all those of good morals will see that there is sufficient for all and as we uplift others we too are blessed.

There are ones who will continue to disbelieve that we had a fair and just election. That their might have been small problems in some areas is not the major but the minor factor. Millions stood up for the first time and made their voice heard through their vote.

Just as in every election whether one party or the other wins, it is always asked but seldom actualized that all must let go of partisan views and work together for the benefit of the whole. This seldom happens unfortunately.

My hope is that in the days and years ahead these new voters and the young voters will begin to step forward and begin to participate more and even run for office. PERHAPS – even create a new party which can bring balance to a dualistic system that truly serves the greater good of ALL. For they are not jaded and have an optimistic and undefiled point of view.

Too many in office forget what it is like to be poor, working class, elderly or even young. We have too many people who are not represented by politicians, who look out only for their own ability to stay in power.

This is the time for change.

Let love guide your heart and mind. Know that change is needed and peacefully work to bring it about.

“For one true measure of a nation is its success in fulfilling the promise of a better life for each of its members. Let this be the measure of our nation.”  –“Special message to the Congress on National Health Needs (65),” February 27, 1962, Public Papers of the Presidents: John F. Kennedy, 1962.

Love knows not fear.

There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. 1 John 4:18For those who fear, and anger and turn to violence against each other – let them hear those words.

We are in a time of (let’s call it testing), will humanity continue forward in fear, hostility, separation, condemnation, violence, war, anger, and bigotry? Or will we finally look inward and outward and seek the love of the Creator, the substance of creation, and be made anew. Time and again we have failed to seek the higher light through love, compassion, forgiveness, empathy and unity.

This is no longer about them or us. ALL can be changed in an instant. There is sufficient for all, for the Creator did not create disease, famine, war, hunger, and violence. HUMANITY DID THROUGH THEIR EGO. When we turn within to the heart, and seek the love of the Creator of which we are all a part, we will be transformed. We will find the peace, love and unity needed to uplift all life.


That is what has brought us to the chaos in which we currently exist. We can say they did this, they have made us slaves to illusory unseen government and all the other conspiracy theories, whether they are true or not does not matter. You may try to fight against them with brute force, but ones have tried that for MILLENIUM, and nothing has changed. For we do not see from the higher perspective, or we are trusting others to tell us the truth, when the TRUTH lie within our hearts.

So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthins 13:13

When you know the Creator, you know love. You know you are protected, that the source of your Blessings both materially and spiritually are the Creator. You know that the Creator being the source of all existence is in you and all others. That the Creator would not Bless one part of itself and not another.

The problems is that we have been given a choice to seek to walk in unity with the Creator and receive the Blessings or to walk in the chaos of our Ego and create more of the inequality of life and shortages, fear,etc.

Choose how you want to continue but for me, I choose the love of the Creator and the abundance of Life for ALL.

Where do we go from here?

Where do we go from here? We are still in the midst of Covid 19 and in a world filled with fear, anger, mistrust and hatred. How do we move forward to create a better world for everyone, with so much separation?

My first response is to come back to our center within our heart, be still and ask for the Divine Creator to help us to find peace and to find a new direction in our life. Ask to be kept safe from sickness, and to have food, shelter, peace and love in our hearts and lives and the lives of our loved ones. Yet I would say, take it one step farther and ask this for all people and life upon, within and around this earth. Ask too that the earth be healed.

Yet, I know ones may laugh at this because they do not believe that love can help us. That love is a sign of weakness instead of strength. Know that in the darkness you cannot see where you are, or where you are going without the Light. For it is the Light that shows us the way in the darkness, so that we do not get lost, and can find our way to safety.

What is Light? It is the essence of Creation and the Creator. Light and Love are the same essence. You cannot have one without the other. I do not speak of the Love which is romantic, but the infinite love that is the essence of Being, creating, allowing, forgiving, helping, uplifting, and embracing others. Love which knows that there is sufficient for all if we care and share, and so we do not have to fear another make take what we have from us. Love that knows as we empty our cup through sharing we make space for it to be filled with more of the Divine Essence of Abundance. Love that allows others to find their path, and walk it even if it appears to differ from ours. Love that realizes all Life comes from the Creator Source and eventually returns there, so we are all part of the same whole. Love which is the armor which protects us from harm, for no darkness can harm us if we walk in oneness with the Light and Love of the Creator. Love which is the medicine which protects us from illness when we know we are one with it and believe and have faith in that understanding. Love which can transform and heal us.

LOVE – all we need is LOVE.

Yet, many will still laugh. Believing they must protect themselves, love cannot do that. They must take what they want for there is not enough in the world to go around it is us or them.


Stop – listening to that which creates fear, anger, hatred and separation beliefs and feelings. Begin, to go within your heart and listen to that which speaks of peace and unity.

We cannot force another to believe as we do. We can speak our truth as we see and believe it to be. There are cases of Stockholm syndrome where ones have through force joined with their captors to survive, but is that how you want your life to be? To force another to believe as you do, that is not belief it is fear?

In America, it is time for both sides to put their differences on the back burner and begin to come together to help all the people. Ask another what they believe or feel, and why it is so? You may find you have common ground. Build upon that common ground to find a way to move forward to benefit both sides. Do not fear the other, instead look to them as a brother or sister, born of another mother, a step sibling. You are part of a family and need to find a way to build a life and move forward together.

It is a wonderful time that we have a woman in a position to make a difference in our political world. May we pray that she leads with her heart, and wisdom to bring a time of communication for which we women are so adept.

For men it is time to move into the heart. Be willing to speak to each other from a place of caring, sharing and compassion. Seek to find your common ground. Join a group where you learn to communicate with each other from the heart. ( I will say the same for women). It is time to stop seeing enemies and start seeing – fellow americans or human beings.

The time of needing to control others is over. It is a time for truth to come forth, but be discerning in what you accept as truth. Just because something is written or spoken in the media or on a stage does not make it truth.

ASK yourself – does this bring me a feeling of peace, hope, calm, unity and compassion for others. If it doesn’t let it go. If it brings strong emotions of anger, fear, hatred, desire to harm or control another, LEAVE IT ALONE.

There is a long road ahead. This road can end in civil war in america or even perhaps world war or major natural disasters. The end game is up to us. The weather and world events are the result of the actions and energies which we as individuals put forth into the mass consciousness. If we continue along the same path we are on, the times ahead will be hard.

IF, we stop now and turn our attention to unity and caring we can change how the future unfolds. It starts with you and builds from there. People tend to respond to the actions they experience. If your actions are negative, hatred, anger they tend to respond thusly. If you actions are caring and helping, they respond the same. Each action compounds because it often moves on to the next person they encounter.

WE CAN CHANGE THE WORLD – ” When you change the way you look at things. The things you look at change.” Dr. Wayne Dyer

If you are not part of the solution – you are part of the problem.

IF – you blog, try to make it of a positive and uplifting message.

If you volunteer – BLESS YOU – continue to help with a smile and inner prayer for others.

If you are a coach, teacher or any type of instructor or hope to be – teach ones to have a positive, heart felt response, thought, word or deed in their life. Teach them how to tap into their heart and move forth in their life with heart direction.

Care about your neighbors. Love your pets as part of the family.


Love is not weakness – it is easy to hate, bully, fight or try to control another. It takes inner courage to forgive and have compassion for those who would harm you.

There is so much help coming into our world from the Creator Source and the Universal Beings who serve the Creator in Light and Love. YOU have to but ask and they will help you as long as you are not seeking to harm another and it is in accordance with the Divine.

SEEK and you will find that the Divine lives within you and is awaiting for you to Knock upon the door of your heart. When you knock the door will be opened and you can but ask and it will be given.


May the Blessings and Love of the Divine be upon all people of the Earth. May humanity heal their hearts so that their bodies can be healed. May the Earth be healed and may we work in unity for the healing of earth. May all people and animals know a life free of abuse and neglect. MAY ALL KNOW LOVE, have food, shelter and peace.

Good or Evil

Yesterday I saw postings where one person was writing about how Jesus was a reptilian pawn of the church to control and deceive people and another which said anyone who believes in Archangel Metatron believes in a demon. The purpose in each was to espouse their beliefs as being right. Perhaps they believe they are enlightening and helping others, but in reality they create confusion, doutb, fear, suspicion and hate. All emotions that can lead to violence, war, anger and separation.

This battle of beliefs has been in progress for eons of time on earth and recorded since the beginning of written history. One religion or belief system fighting another for their right to be the one true religion or holder of truth. Religions have been influencing politics and politics influencing religion throughout history.

Religions and governments have been enslaving, torturing and trying to exterminate indigenous people from lands into which they have been expanding for millennium of time. Sometimes, as in America even when they were moving to escape their own religious persecution in another land.

Yet, the basis of most religions is Love and compassion.

How can we justify actions that hurt another person or people when our religious beliefs are supposed to be based on love and compassion?

Let us return to the first sentence in this writing about one person calling the beliefs of another demonic. Why do we need to demonize the beliefs of another? Is it because we are insecure in our own belief and need to justify it by destroying that of another?

All that exists comes forth from one source, whether we call it God, Creator Source, Allah, Infinite Mind, Universal Awareness, Nirvana or any other name. As creation expanded from this Source into the Universe in which we live, we were given the right to choose to remain in unity with this Source or to choose to follow our own will and desires.

As ones chose self will over the Divine direction we created the chaos we experience upon the Earth. Throughout history on Earth ones have been Divinely inspired to bring messages to humanity of hope, love and higher inspiration to help us remember our Source and Oneness.

Religions have sprung forth from the writing which their followers recorded of their experiences. Doctrines of conduct have been established based upon the interpretations of those writings by leaders and teachers within the church, based on their understanding through the lens of their human experience and mind, as best they can.

Some have formed anti church religions because of their experiences with churches and religions or become agnostic. Plus we have the records of non terrestrial beings who have contacted humans and religions sprung up calling them gods. We have the worship of Satan and demons on a conscious level. Some humans like the ‘gods’ of mythology, they have come into a belief in themselves as superior beings and right to rule leaders based on the adoration of others in what they say and do, or their family of birth.

All of these are taking our focus outside of ourselves as a focus of belief in something or someone else as a basis of truth. It does not mean they do not have truth within their belief, it is usually in the practice and application of these beliefs in their daily lives as influenced by the human mind, experiences and ego, which creates the problem.

Truth is relative or Divine. I have a more in depth writing on this if you want to read it but I will summarize it here. Divine Truth never changes it is the basis of creation and comes from a Divine Inner connection, direction and inspiration. Relative truth comes from our interpretation of information or even a Divine Truth based on our human understanding, experiences and beliefs.

Divine Source has allowed us to choose and explore creation so that one day in our human experience we will say “ENOUGH” let me be done with this chaos, hatred, anger, fear, and despair. We will then stop seeking outward for truth, validation and direction. Instead we will move into our hearts and ask for Love, Peace, Hope, Compassion and Forgiveness, Inspiration and Divine direction to fill our hearts. and minds. We seek within for a higher Truth to show us the way back to unity, hope and beauty in the world.

When we come to this point of connection and allow the Love to fill our hearts, minds and bodies and begin to share this with others, then others will be inspired to seek more also, for we are drawn to the light to dispel the darkness. When enough have made this connection, the Light and Love of the Oneness of Creation will begin transforming the energy of mass consciousness and it will be easier for humanity to make the connection.

We do not need to preach to another, shame them, denounce their beliefs, force or fight with them over who is right and who is wrong. They have the right to believe as given by the Divine as much as we do. In America, this is written into our constitution. WHY? Because many of the people who came here from Europe and England in the early days were fleeing religious and political persecution. For throughout history, religions have influenced political systems and political systems have influenced religions. All in attempts to establish a right to rule as they expanded into the world. Many have persecuted or attempted to annihilate indigenous peoples as they expanded in their manifest destiny of their right to rule the world and humanity.

Each of us has the right to believe as we will. Whether we agree or not. However, you will be curtailed if your belief harms or infringes upon the rights of others, as is established in the laws of the state system.

When each person is ready and they have reached the depths of their belief system and perhaps find something lacking, or they may connect with a person who inspires them, or they have an experience which touches their soul, then they will being asking questions and searching for something more.

We do not have to preach at another, or try to convenience them they are wrong, for when they are ready the teacher or next step will appear to guide them on their way. To often throughout history more chaos has been created by one group attempting to force another to accept their beliefs.

Instead let us try LOVE. Try being a living example of Divinely inspired and directed Love, hope, compassion, forgiveness and understanding in your life. If you are a living a divinely directed life you will not need to preach to or even try to influence others, for ones are always drawn to the light. You are not the source of this Light and Love, but a part of the Living Light and Love, a vessel of its expression on Earth. Ones will want to experience this and to learn more about having this in their life.

However, we must always, as we begin searching or becoming an influence on others,be aware of two things. First, it is easy for one who is expressing these energies unless they are consciously asking to be protected and stay connected in humbleness to source to have their Ego flattered by the attention and to come into a belief that they are the source instead of the vessel. So they need to be on guard, discerning and connected to true source and not be influenced by the ego and/or the energies of the earth mass consciousness and subconscious energies being projected like EMF waves, Ultrasonic, LIFU, Mircorwave, etc. and the thought patterns projected with them to influence the subconscious mind.

For those who are seeking they must ask for protection from the Divine Source, seek from their heart for guidance and discernment. So that they will not be fooled by the darkness(that created by human ego mass consciounsess) projecting as Light or the subconscious energy influences of systems of the world.

I say these not to scare anyone or to judge any of these but as guidance to seekers. We may go through many belief systems along our path. Each one adding to our growth and knowledge.

THE KEY – is to seek from the heart and let that which brings us a feeling of love, peace and compassion and unity with others as a guiding sign.

BLESSINGS to each of you along your path and may you come to know the Divine within your heart as a guiding light along your path.


All we need is Love

God awoke me this morning to this song.

I know that many at the time it was popular and today laugh about the concept, that all we need is love, yet the essence of the Creator is Love and so all that has been created has been created at its core is Love.

I understand what makes ones laugh at this concept is all the hatred, war, violence, killing and abuse in our world. Those emotions and actions however are not created by Source/God but by humans who believe they are separate from Source/God. It is in this belief over the many milleniums which has built up a wall around our hearts which keeps us separate from each other and the Love of the Creator which exists within our hearts.

IF – a parent will simply remember the first time they held their wanted baby in their arms, and looked into the face of pure love and innocence, then they will know, understand and have a point of reference to begin connecting to the Love of God/Source. If you do not have a child, perhaps you have a beloved pet, who has the same look within their eyes.

Recently the Creator ask me to say hourly or at least as often as I can remember each day the following:

Holy Creator, I remember that I am Holy Spirit in human form and that every face I see is the face of your Divine Love.

All religions on Earth speak of Divine and human love.

In the Islamic faith, Divine love means, as the Qur’an says, ‘Wherever you turn, there is the face of God’ (2:115).

In Christianity Jesus said: “A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another.” John 13:34, 35.

Buddha is quoted as saying: ” In the end, only three things matter, how much you loved, how gently you lived and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.”

In the Hindu religion even the greeting – NAMASTE – speaks of love – ” My soul honors your soul. I honor the place in you where the entire universe resides. I honor the Light, Love, Beauty and Truth within you, because it is also within me. In sharing these things we are united, we are the same, we are one.

We are being asked this day to begin the journey back to the Creator, back to wholeness, back to unity, back to Love. For it is through our love for each other, the Creator and All life which will transform ourselves and the world.

We can never through words and acts of hate and division change another person or change the world. However, we can through compassion, love, sharing and grace change our world and help others to open their hearts and minds.

When enough people begin acting in Love and compassion with each others, the darkness within mass consciousness which has accumulated and allowed us to be trapped in chaos and separateness will begin to dissipate and the transformation of humanity and the earth will be unstoppable through LOVE.

I know it may seem hard to believe, but what do you have to loose, except pain, sadness, fear, and being alone. What do you have to gain? Joy, peace, happiness, abundance and LOVE.

GIVE IT A TRY. OPEN YOUR HEART and allow your heart to guide you instead of your mind.


Joseph, Jesus and Mary

Joseph was a man who’s role is often forgotten. He was a humble man of God, whose faith helped him to rise above great obstacles thrust into his life path, to become the father, husband and protector of Jesus and Mary.

He represented the Divine Masculine energy of a Father to Jesus. He was the balance of that Divine energy to the Divine Feminine energy of Mary. He guided and protected them throughout his life preparing both of them for the mission of Jesus.

Mary was the Divine Feminine mother who held the Immaculate concept of the mission of her son within her heart. She was there to help him and guide him as he grew into his mission. That does not mean she like most mothers wasn’t tempted to (s)mother him to keep him safe. However, between the strong inner guidance to Jesus of his mission and the Divine Masculine energies of Joseph to guide and protect his child while allowing him to explore and grow, she too learned to let go and trust that Jesus was Divinely protected.

Joseph during his lifetime became a beacon of faith, trust, love and protection. Little thought is given unto him by most throughout the story of Jesus, but he was a true guiding and loving force in the life of Jesus and Mary.

Joseph and Mary had a warm a loving relationship which produced other children and created a happy home in which Jesus and his siblings learned to love, and grow. Jesus as with any child was loved, and disciplined. For he was a happy and inquisitive child, who loved to explore and learn.

Together Joseph and Mary provided a happy and balanced life for Jesus to grow in his own spirituality and mission, and to open his Sacred heart to God. Mary held the vision of his mission in her immaculate heart to aide him.

Jesus did not come to die for our sins, but to show us how to live a spiritual life and to remember we are children of God. However, he died because of the sins of some of those alive in that time who were to fearful and unwilling to let go of their preconceived ideas about the Messiah, and fear of the political systems of their time. Had their hearts and minds been open, our world would be a very different place.

As we enter this time where the birth of Jesus is celebrated by Christians, let us truly remember what this means. It is not about gifts, or large meals, or decorations or even large gatherings.


Giving is not about how many presents we give or receive, but how we can help others who are in need. Perhaps, a new tradition can be started this year, instead of teaching our children about Santa Claus we could share with them the teachings of Jesus.

Blessings to ALL.

Holy Father, I remember that I AM a Holy Spirit, and everyone I meet is part of your Pure Love.

Love, Wisdom, Truth, Discernment

Image: Chapel of Transfiguration at Grand Teton National Park

Love is the Essence of All Creation and Creator Source.

In the beginning was the Creator Source. Through the Love of the Source, was the desire to experience itself in myriad ways. So the Source thought about how this would happen and created a thought, image and pattern of Creation. In Love the Source sent forth the Spirit of Its Love, the Essence of Wisdom and Substance. The Creator source in its Love Spoke forth the Word or Pattern of his about his Creation and called forth the Substance of Spirit which merged with the Pattern and formed Matter. This is a simplified explanation of how the Source which is Love created the Universes and it myriad expressions. Each being a part of living and existing within Creator Source.

At a point in time we were given in our Universe the gift to choose to live our expression in creative unity with Divine Love of the Creator and the Divine Plan or to choose to experience from our own desire and ego. Many choose the later, that is where the concept of the Creator being separate from us and the duality of darkness and light came into being instead of remaining in the balance of the Trinity energy.

Through the choices made in this experiential existence of duality we came to believe that we were separate from the creator and each other. Many feeling that we were abandoned on this planet, alone and that the negativity we experience is because we are being punished in some way perhaps by the Creator.

In this state of feeling abandoned or disempowered, we are vulnerable to the influence of others. For we seek love, acceptance, validation and empowerment from sources outside of ourselves, within the systems of the Earth. These systems were created by the desire of humans seeking the same thing and realizing they could gain more by using others and causing them to accept their systems. This is how duality has taken control of our lives and world.

Our world is part of a collective consciousness. We are a system which is part of the Earth and the energies of the Earth. As humanity fell into disarray and built their system of controls, theses systems influenced the fields of earth where consciousness exists and is recorded. This allowed the power and control of thoughts and beliefs in these systems to grow. We even came to believe we are not part of the earth and can do to the planet and other life whatever we desire.

All the systems of human society are man made not Divine. Oh, but what about my religion ones may say. The religions formed around the life and teachings of Jesus, Buddha, Mohammed and any other religious Icon were created by men who came after them. They did not create religions. They were beings who were either Divinely born, or inspired or guided by spiritual experiences and visions of the Creator Source and later shared those understandings with others to help them to have similar experiences.

They came to show us how to live and reconnect with the Divine Creator and escape the duality of Earth. Few aspired to do this themselves and instead choose to create a religion around that which they heard. For we had been told that we were sinful and not worthy of communicating with the Creator or any Divine Beings. Over the years the divine inspirations passed via word of mouth and became stories that eventually ones wrote down into what became their religions sacred texts. How close the teachings are to the original truth is not the topic here.

But Truth is part of the topic. How do we know what is true and what is not.

As stated earlier, the Essence of Creator Source, the pattern from which all comes forth, is Love. All that exists came forth in Love. Love is part of all creation, and all exist within this Love. Another aspect of the Creator source is Wisdom, which is the Spirit of Creation, which forms the substance of matter. When we open our hearts to the Love of the Creator and allow it to expand and fill our form, we are now protected from that which would harm us. The Divine can then reconnect us through our heart with the Divine Mind, some call it Universal or Christ Consciousness. Here we are in a state of Divine guidance, and we can sense and know the TRUTH and hearts of others. We open to be a vessel that the Creator can once again manifest through to bring this Love, Wisdom, Truth and Enlightenment back to humanity. We have reconnected to be able to Discern Truth.

Truth is either Divine or relative. This is a teaching of its own, but to simplify this Divine Truth is eternal. Divine Truth never changes. It is part of the essence and pattern, the Word of Creation. Relative truth is what we perceive to be truth based upon the programs and systems of which we are a part, the experiences we have, and the teachings of the institutions or people around us.

This is why we must come to Love and open our hearts so that we can connect again to Divine Mind and come to know the wisdom of the Divine. Through love and wisdom we can discern Divine Truth from relative Truth.

The systems created on our planet may have begun as way to bring order out of the chaos which occurs when each person is acting and creating from ego that which benefits themselves no matter the consequences to others. Rules to guide us through military, political, economic, religious and educational systems. As people complied to the systems they began to feel less vulnerable and became less likely to question the rules. As long as they had a home, food, and were safe they allowed others to manage the rules and they lived their lives.

We have many levels of energy upon this planet that we are unable to see or perceive with our physical senses. When we were in unity with Creator Source we could see and know from a level of Infinite Awareness. When we choose to leave this Unity and seek ego choices, we became limited to our 5 physical senses. For to operate fully from ego with Infinite abilities would be disastrous for All Life. Just look around at the chaos in our world that we have created with just our physical sense and mind, and without love for All Life. There are Electro Magnetic energies, Ultra Low Frequencies, Ultra High Frequencies , Microwave, Ultrasonic energies, and other energies used to modify and control our thoughts, desires and emotions. We are not aware of theses energies and influences on a conscious level, or even necessarily through our physical senses although at times ones hear them or feel them.

This is why it is so easy for us to be deceived into believing the relative truth of ones who claim to be in contact with non physical beings who are said to be benevolent. Some are for they have reconnected with Source. Others simply tell us they are and without our ability to discern, they may play to our emotions and ego to control us to support them and their programs and belief.

It is not until we are centered in love and unity with the Creator that we are protected from the influences and can begin to see and understand what is Truth or relative truth. They may speak of love and Light and unless we are able to discern, we may follow them believing we they are Divinely guided and we are warriors of the Divine. Fighting to Free ourselves and others from the tyranny they tell us exists at the expense of hurting others because our cause is just and theirs is not. I am not saying the tyranny doesn’t exist, but until we are centered in the Divine, we are simply giving our choice and power unto another, who even if they are not personally trying to control us may themselves be controlled and be unaware this is happening.

Since we were given the right to choose, to live in belief we were separate from the Creator and able to choose how life should be, all the Creator could do was love us and at send forth the energies of Love in varying degrees to help us to awaken and remember who we truly are children of Creator Source. The Creator knocks upon the door of our heart from the inside and out hoping we will choose to open the door to the walls we have built around our heart and let the Divine Love into our heart. So the process of reunion and transformation can begin.

We are never really separate from Creator source we only think that we are. In this belief, we feel alone, vulnerable, and unworthy. We believe that we have done something wrong and are being punished. The Creator doesn’t punish us, it is the belief that we are separate that brings this into our consciousness, and has become part of some of the sacred texts of religions.

More and more we have reached a period of evolution in which the energies sent by Creator Source to help us to awaken and begin our process and journey back to Unity. This energies are being felt by all. Those who wish to control us in the earthly systems have worked even harder to maintain control.

As ones have felt the energies coming in, they have become inspired to be FREE of the tyranny. However, the important factor again is are you listening to others and believing what they tell you is the truth about who is in control or are you taking the time to center within you heart, asking the Creator to come in and show you the Truth and fill you with light, wisdom, love and truth.

For you see, when you come back to Love, you begin the process to become truly FREE. For true Freedom lies in returning to our Divine connection with Creator Source. The path to that Freedom lies within your heart. For love will bring wisdom, which shows us where Truth exists and in TRUTH and LOVE we are FREE.

Right now humanity is angry, confused, fearful and scared. They know that much is wrong and they are looking for someone to save them. Again giving up their power to another.

There is a Divine Plan of which we are all a part. You can only come to know you part in this plan as you move within yourself to know your connection with the Divine, the Creator Source. Once you know this connection, you are guided in your part of the Plan which is for the greater good of ALL Life. When a sufficient number have come to this realization, than the walls of control are removed for all and we move into the higher state of existence.

This is not done through war, violence, hatred and anger. It happens through Love. We become a vessel of the Divine which transforms us, and pours forth to those around us so that they too may be touched, and feel what it is like to be Free.

Remember – LOVE will set you FREE.

I will stop now. I hold the vision for each of you that your heart may open to the Divine and you may be Transformed and become FREE.