
What I am about to share is my recent experience in the last 24 hours. I share it because I hope it helps another to remember this is a process of release and remembrance not a need to prove we are worthy.
In this phase of my life, I asked Source:
What is the next step that would be of the greatest benefit?
As I asked, I became aware that it was still the active mind—the part of me that seeks to know, to understand, to feel in control.
It prefers doing over simply being… over resting in the unknown.
It felt like standing at the edge of a mountain.
My mind whispered, “You could fall.”
My Soul responded, “You can fly… if you trust.”
And so I saw clearly—this is the place of blending.
Of release.
Of surrender into trust.
In response, I felt Source meet me in a more structured, masculine energy—the language my mind understands.
There was a reassurance:
You are where you are meant to be.
You may rest here.
And… there is also another path that may open.
The choice is yours.
And beneath it all, one truth echoed:
I AM ENOUGH.
I was guided back into the peace of the present moment…
and gently shown the places where I still held the belief that I must earn love, earn worth, earn Oneness.
That belief is the only barrier.
Over the past months, I have felt the rising presence of the Divine Feminine—
not as something separate, but as a returning balance…
a harmonizing force to meet and realign the distorted expressions of both masculine and feminine energies within and upon the Earth.
Ancient memories… ancient wisdom… rising to be remembered and released.
I was drawn to sit with this more deeply and pulled several oracle cards.
What came forward was not random—it was a language of energy:
- Kali — not as destruction, but as sacred healing and transformative power
- Parvati — the Mother, the nurturer, the grounding presence of devotion
- St. Catherine of Labouré — and the vision of Mother Mary
In that vision, Mary radiated light into the Earth… yet not all received it.
When asked why, the answer came:
“Because not all are ready to receive.”
I felt this deeply.
We do not lack love.
We lack the openness to receive what is already given.
Then came the Creatrix—the womb of creation.
The cauldron of life within the sacral and solar plexus.
The awakening of personal sovereignty—the Sun within.
And then the Sapphire Blue Diamond—
moving through the throat, aligning communication,
connecting heart, vision, and truth.
Why share this?
Because this process is not mine alone.
It is a mirror.
We are enough.
We do not need to prove our worth—to others, or even to Source.
We are simply clearing what obscures that knowing.
And as we do…
the path opens.
The next morning, I sat quietly.
The words returned:
I AM Enough.
I asked gently,
What still blocks me from fully embodying this?
In meditation, moving through the heart with breath, I was guided to bring awareness to all aspects of my being—
physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual.
To clear… not just surface patterns, but deeper imprints—
ancestral, cellular, remembered and forgotten.
As I moved through this, I felt it physically.
In the lower body—the place of control, of needing to know.
In the shoulders, neck, and throat—
where unspoken truths and held tension had crystallized.
As the energy began to shift, it felt like something breaking open—
like wings pressing against the edges of a chrysalis.
There was movement.
Expansion.
Flow.
The energy rose through the heart…
into the mind…
and beyond.
The Sapphire current began to move.
In that moment, I knew:
Much had been released.
Much had realigned.
And again, the reminder:
No matter the path…
No matter the choice…
I AM Enough.
Yet there was also guidance:
Do not become still into stagnation.
Continue to move, to release, to align.
Flow… rather than hold.
Then came a deeper understanding.
The Divine Feminine rises now—not to replace, but to restore balance.
To bring harmony where distortion has lived.
And within me…
She was not something new.
She was something remembered.
Something that my journey had been preparing me to receive, embody, and share.
The truth became simple:
You may call it the I AM Presence, the Higher Self, the Soul—
it is all the same flame.
You are not separate from it.
There is no original sin that must be removed.
No inherent unworthiness.
You are not here to earn love.
You are a living flame of the Creator—
exploring, creating, remembering.
Yes, there are energies to balance…
but imbalance does not equal unworthiness.
It simply means we have forgotten alignment.
And then, gently, the words arose:
“She believed she could… and so she did.”
As I completed this reflection, another understanding came:
The movement from Chronos to Kairos.
Chronos is structured time—
linear, planned, controlled.
Kairos is sacred time—
the moment of inspiration, of creation, of alignment.
Chronos asks us to manage life.
Kairos invites us to live it.
And I understood:
Release the need to control.
Release the belief that you are not enough.
Step into the moment.
Into creation.
Into flow.
I AM Enough.
And I choose to live… here.
Now.
In the moment.
Closing Blessing: The Remembrance of Enoughness
May you rest now…
not in the doing,
but in the quiet truth of your Being.
May the winds of striving soften within you,
and the need to prove dissolve like mist in the morning light.
May you remember—gently, fully, without condition—
that you have never been separate from Love.
That you have never been outside of Source.
That you have never needed to become…
what you already are.
May the Sacred Feminine within you rise—
not in force,
but in flow…
not in demand,
but in quiet knowing.
May she awaken your creativity,
your intuition,
your ability to trust the moment as it unfolds.
May the Sacred Masculine within you stand steady—
not in control,
but in presence…
not in fear,
but in trust.
May he hold the space for your becoming,
anchoring you in peace
as you walk the unseen path.
May all that has been held in tension
soften…
May all that has been hidden
gently come into the light…
May all that has felt heavy
be released into the flame of transformation.
And as you move forward—
whether in stillness or in motion—
may this truth live within every breath:
You are enough.
Not when you arrive…
Not when you achieve…
Not when you are seen or understood…
But now.
As you are.
May you walk in Kairos—
in the sacred unfolding of the moment…
guided not by fear,
but by the quiet whisper of your Soul.
And may your life become
a living expression
of the Love
you have always been.
And so it is. ✨
I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim










