The Messiah Complex

This Complex is holding up Ascension for many.

This topic has been coming up in different forms this last week and I know that it will continue until I write something about the topic.

It is a topic I try to avoid, because we all have Freedom of Choice and Free Will to believe we are a Savior and try to convince others as well as being the ones who believe that some is our Savior. Both of these points of view are part of the learning process of spiritual evolution. All I can do is write about what I have experience and been shown and trust that those who need or are ready to understand will be guided to this and it will help that person(s) along their path.

As I have said before, I have recently healed a wound of guilt to heal because in another lifetime, I was unable to convince a group from performing an action which caused a catastrophic event. I could only let them know the possible consequences, but could not stop them. Seeing the destruction their actions caused created such sadness and guilt about not being able to stop them. Yet, it was their lesson to learn. That I know fully understand.

I cannot stop anyone from following a ‘messiah’ self professed, or even being a self professed ‘messiah’. Yet, I know that I can share knowledge and wisdom gained along my journey to perhaps help ones to identify choices or actions that could lead them down a path, that if they knew better they would not travel.

Not all self professed Messiahs are bad people who are trying to control or dupe people. Many are people who are on the spiritual path and when they gain a certain level of attainment, or they open to non physical Beings are convinced by experiences or input by Spirits that they are here to help save others or the World. Many have very good intent but are simply misguided, or their ego takes over as others begin to listen to them and praise them with adoration.

Whenever 2 or more people gather with intent and strong emotions their energies multiply and they can do and manifest things they never thought possible. This can aid both of them in attaining greater energy and insight.

This is difficult for me to write. However, if it helps another I will do so. As I have said before when I was 8 I heard that Christ had been born again and was the same age. I was elated for I knew I would one day walk with Christ upon the Earth.( My path leading me from the church to realize that we can each Ascend and walk as one with Christ by embodying our I AM Presence.) I was both taken to Methodist church weekly and allowed to read and study Metaphysics. Many synchronicities happened along my life journey that lead me to a moment when I walked into a gathering at Mt Shasta and saw a man that I knew had the energies of Christ.

He had peace, poise, strong energies, and a strong desire to help humanity. He was in his heart a good man and had great hopes and desires to help mankind. We knew each other and worked off and on together with planetary healing for over 30 years. Many who met him could see the Divine within him and some said he even manifested his Light Body to them. I did not see that. What I came to know is he was very gifted, wise and had a strong desire to help others and change the world. He left a wonderful set of inspirational messages for others and inspired many to touch into their gifts.

I could also see that the adoration of females was used by him to gain a support base and let’s face it, unless one is egoless, adoration it very appealing. He had a strong need to have a family and thus he was very open to the love and attention of women. Whether this was knowingly or unknowingly, he tapped into their energy and used it. I asked him about what I saw happening with some women and he said he did not understand, it appeared the light withing triggered that which was dark within them to surface to be cleared. Some he could help and others he could not, they were not ready to let go.

He was a good man, a good friend and a dedicated light worker, but He was not the Savior of Humanity. I had realized at one point when I saw his interactions with some people that something was off. I asked what it was and I was shown that he had come to represent the Christ energy to his soul family to help them to bring Christ off the Cross and to realize that they could walk as Christ themselves on Earth.

As I said his ego got in the way and I was asked to try to help him to adjust and understand. There was a greater part he could have done. He was always amazed that I would receive the same message and information from Spirit at the same time he did. But to help him to adjust his belief about himself did not work for it was a precarious balance. I knew him as a brother and best friend from so many life times. We had been best buddies and I liked him, he was at his core a very good man. My husband also liked him very much. For me I never saw him in the same way as other women. Which was probably what kept me from falling into a sad pattern many did.

Thankfully at heart he was a good man, and so the interactions with did not get to the point of him having many followers and being a Jim Jones, David Koresh or Brother 12. I don’t believe he every meant to hurt anyone, but he believed he was someone that he was not at that point. He had the higher energies with him at times but was not an Ascended Being or Christ. However, the ego was what got in the way of him doing even more that would have been possible. Was it all his fault? No, for although he was charismatic and had a strong ability to manipulate energy, and this had a strong affect on others, especially women. Once they believed he was Christ and saw his attention upon them, they wanted to be “Mary Magdalene” to his Christ.

He had visions of Christ passing him the mantle when he was young. He believed he had been John the Beloved, which I believe or at least he was connected to that energy perhaps as a guide. However, I believed what I was shown by Archangel Michael and I knew I could not convince him. We did a lot of work together for the planet and I learned a lot from him, as well as he helped me to develop spiritual abilities. There is so much more to the story that aren’t part of this concept, at least for me. There were ones who were very hurt by him feeling Christ had rejected them, when he no longer had patience for them or they did not serve a purpose in his life. There were others who gave up life, time and money to support him. He would focus upon a woman and convince her that she was like his ‘Mary Magdalene’ , his soul mate, and he could help them to be a part of the body of Christ saving humanity. They would live with him and support him. He was not abusive physically, perhaps to some emotionally and energetically with some of whom he appeared to feed off their energy like an energy vampire, no that is not correct. By being around him for some, they would absorb the negative energies that would come at him or around him so he could stay clear. Did he mean for this to happen? I don’t know. I tried to speak with some of them about what I would see, but they did not believe me. That was their choice, they were adults, there was no abuse physically, they choose to be there and so eventually I chose to totally disconnect and to do planetary work on my own.

It taught me a valuable lesson about being in integrity and humbleness in this work and to make sure always my focus is not on gathering supporters to follow me , but to help others to find the Divine within.

What really has brought this up to write now is that recently I have seen things on Social Media that triggered a warning signal within me. I recently saw a woman claiming to be the embodiment of Mary Magdalene, the Divine Feminine energy. She was promoting herself as the Feminine Christ. She was and is trying to gather followers to support her.

Today I heard two women talking about a topic that is prominent and during this they were promoting their new energy clearing and teaching courses to gain initiates. They continually espoused how they were highly developed spiritually even stating that one created the 14th dimension recently. They were stating how they had saved someone and taken their soul to the 14th dimension they created.

What I have a problem with is people espousing their own spiritual abilities to save another person in order to gain financial supporters. For them to claim to be a Savior and to ignore the ALL THAT IS as the Being acting through them. That they do nothing except for the Divine Universal Mind and Oneness within them.

As I have repeatedly said, we are here to Ascend back to Unity with the Divine I AM Presence of Oneness within us There is no outside savior. We have brothers and sisters of Light, who are Angelic, Galactic, Ascended Beings and other Beings of Light who are here to help us. They are not trying to appear or act as Saviors. This is why they don’t make mass appearances, because ones would worship them instead of the I AM within.

They all await us reaching a level of spirituality where we can meet them in the 5th dimensional energies. They appear on 3D only when absolutely necessary in form instead they speak to us if we are able to hear clairaudient, or to see clairvoyantly. It is essential to know we are connecting to real Divine Light Being to protect ourselves, clear our energies, activate our chakra system and seeking the Love and Divine within our heart where the Divine exists.

I hope this may help some who are wondering about something some says and they read before they sign up.

If you have a question feel free to contact me.

Namaste