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Questioning Beliefs: A Path to Clarity

Yesterday, I shred a youtube video about Bigfoot. My Yeti guide, Lars had lead me to it. I am so thankful to him for this because he was trying to help me to understand that I needed to trust myself fully and what I receive.

Since connecting with Lars, I have never questioned our connection and what he has shared with me or his brother Thomas. Lars is a guardian of the portal to Mt. Shasta and Shambala and Thomas is guardian of a portal near my home. I was not questioning anything about Lar or Thomas or even Bigfoot. I was questioning that some of the people I have known over the years in my spiritual quest who have been fellow seekers and some who messengers to whom my guides had lead me at different times had differing perspective from my own.

I acknowledge that we all have our own unique path and perspectives of our journey. I am not bothered by that. So what was I questioning. If I trusted their messages in the past, because of my guides, but know they differ from what I feel to be truth, am I wrong in what I believe, feel and understand. If it is simply a differing perspective that is fine. If I am wrong and need to release an old perspective or belief, I want to be aware and do so. So, I was seeking and questioning to understand.

I was doubting myself and my connection to my Highers Self and guides. Not doubting them, but am I not hearing or am I changing and coloring what they are sharing. I never , ever want to lead someone astray by what I write if I am moving along the wrong path. Now, I understand if you don’t believe in Big Foot, Yeti, Fairies, Unicorns, Elementals or Angels. That is fine, I would hope my belief in them does not make all that I share null and void, but if so then one needs to seek that which aligns with their beliefs and energies.

Questioning, when we encounter something new or a difference is good. If we simply accept what we are told, then we are nothing more than sheep drifting through life. If we never question our beliefs we never grow and expand. It is good to question and to open to the new and to release the old.

So feeling my questions and confusion, Lars had beautifully brought this video to my attention that confirmed what he had shared and even more beautiful information. He simply wanted me to know that at least in that area our connection was clear.

So I began asking for more guidance and understanding while I am working to clear and release any blockages, energies or beliefs regarding this situation. I always begin my day and throughout my day when I feel the need, ask for protection. As we become more clear and aligned, we are automatically protected by the light and don’t need to ask. I was debating yesterday If I should move away from sharing and simply continue along my own path.

The message or video from Lars, was the reminder that each of our paths are unique to our choices and what we have come to do, learn and experience. Sometimes we are on the same path for a short time and never see each other again. Sometimes we are on the same path for many years even if we don’t see each other regularly. Some we meet and our paths are quite different and we simply meet and go our own directions.

It doesn’t matter if these others have different paths and perspectives from me now. This morning many messages came through to reinforce this concept for me, but at this moment I am drawn to share this synchronicity. A pop up appeared that was from a Galactic channel who shared a short message about the Mandela effect. To be aware that the mandela effect which usually is a large group of people believing something happen in a specific manner than others do. However, it can be part of jumping timelines on an individual level. She said to be aware at things that are suddenly different in your life. It could be small things, even a bush or plant not in the same place, but these small changes you notice are indicators you have jumped to a different time line.

Currently we are merging the incarnations of ourselves in different timelines for the Ascension. I was told, it is the Ascension of Earth, ourselves and humanity and they are merging into one timeline for this to occur. I had previously shared that one day when I woke up I looked different, one big difference was I am now 5 feet and I remember myself being 5’4″. I know people shrink as they age, but my doctor who is new to me said are you sure, people don’t usually loose 4 inches. She thinks I am a bit senile I think.

Anyway, the point being that when I saw this video, I realized that my guides were trying to tell me that this was a shift on my part. A timeline jump, that makes sense as to why the shift in perspective. I was told to continue limiting social media and news until I have come into balance and harmony with these shifts so they don’t make me doubt and shut down my connection and work.

The key is to remember to ” Be in the world but not of it”. Changes have to come and how they are coming was desired by the masses at the time to cause them to shift. So continue to focus on my path and sharing in a unifying and compassionate focus as the eye in the storm and allow it to happen around me. If someone finds what I share to be a lifeline to move from the chaos into the center or eye of the storm then that is good.

I was told to remember when we are seeking we shall find teachers and teaching to help us on our way and companions along the path, but that the inner truth is what shall truly set us free Sometimes the student reaches a point where they exceed the teachers and it can be unsettling to step into the unknown without a guide. However, that guide is within your heart. I was told to remember:

“Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz always had the power to go home within her. She simply had to remember and tap into it.” Humanity has given away their power to others to make the choices and create the patterns to which we feel we must follow in order to live, be safe and prosper. These ones to whom power was given are not wise. We need to return to seeking the higher wisdom and perspective in a unified manner. In the future we will not leaders for we will come together and decide what is the best for All and that is what will happen.

We each reach a point along our path when we need stop seeking without and as we align within our vitality is restored. This does not mean that there is not a place for teachers and teachings, for we are all at different points along our path. Community, teachings and teachers help us to focus and have support so that we don’t give up in the hard times of release and change.

Shamanism and the White Lion and White Tiger have been coming up recently and as part of the understanding about my questioning. I was told to remember that they Lion and Tiger represent overcoming obstacles and living our beliefs. To focus on what makes the heart sing. To ask and receive the help and answers needed. They represent taking risk to follow what feel guided to do. Know that you are strong and have the courage to take risks.

So to end a long story before it becomes longer. We need always to question. What does your intuition tell you about this? Clear you energies and chakras. Align through your heart and trust you inner voice and truth. Seek for that is how we learn to expand our minds. But, trust your inner gut instinct as to if what you read or see is true for you. If not let go and allow ones who believe it to be and go on your merry way down the yellow brick road it will lead you home. You have always known how to get there the road is within you.

I hope this helps someone. You have to seek to learn but always be willing to question the old and the new beliefs. Don’t be afraid to let go of ones who are no longer on the same path as you for you are both on the right one for yourself at the moment. Maybe someday your paths will cross again.

Fear Matrix

UPDATE: I am happy to say that with the help of Jesus, and the support of Archangel Michael and Joan of Arc that I have healed the fear matrix on this subject. I feel at peace and free. There will be many attempts in the days ahead to keep us all small, but we are not small we are Divine Souls experiencing and creating our reality. Let not the reality others would create to keep you small stop you from being and doing all that you are capable of manifesting in this life. You are never alone. Peace and Love be with you. I wanted to place this update before the message to inspire others to stay strong and call upon the Light and Love of Creator Source to be with you, heal you and to set you free of fear.

The Fear Matrix is behind all the less than loving and compassionate acts that humans perform. It can exist in abusers, dictators, spiritual leaders and followers, in every person there is a fear matrix that needs to be released.

These images are the crux of my fear matrix. I have faith in my protection on most levels but the extremism of religious and political belief systems have persecuted me in the past and they are what has been my achilles heel. I thought I had cleared them and in the last message brought by Archangel Michael, he purposely brought up the issues he did because the religious and political extremism present in today’s society is rising to the levels found during the dark ages of the reformation, or at least that is a feeling that comes to me.

As an empath, I am so aware of the energies of humanity in the world. It triggers me and that which I had thought I had cleared, but like an onion, come to find another layer is still there waiting to be removed.

One of my current guides and helpers is Joan of Arc. I feel her presence as one of encouragement to be courageous. Today I am having the blinders removed and seeing the reflections I did not want to see. If you don’t know of Joan of Arc she was a young girl in France at the time of the end of the 100 years wars. She was a devout catholic who felt a Divine calling from God and under the direction of Archangel Michael to lead the French army to victory over England and to freedom. She won her battles and King Charles the VII was crowned. She felt they should take back Paris too. The courtiers of Charles told him she was too powerful and in her battles toward Paris, she was captured by the English. Charles did nothing to help her. The english accused her of heresy, , witchcraft and dressing like a man. After a year at the threat of death she signed a confession and was sentenced to death anyway. She went to the burning dressed as a man.

I understand the chink in my armor as I reviewed her story with her today. In her case it seems after all she did and her faith that it was not fair that she be burned at the stake. Why was she not whisked off to safety? Why did Jesus die on the Cross? Would they both suffer similar fates today? Why was I burned and tortured in past lives because I lived and believed differently than the religious leaders in control or the political leaders of the time in which I lived? Some refer to this as the ‘witch wound’.

I was taken back to one lifetime in which I and my children served the Melchizedek Order of the Blue Rose. We held knowledge that both the religious orders and political leaders at the time wanted suppressed. We were constantly moving, just a few steps ahead of their followers sent to get us. Finally they caught up and we were betrayed. They raped my daughter, while setting our house afire to force myself and the twins out to capture us. She stayed in form just long enough for myself and the twins to leave our form and then she departed. All that remained were an empty shells for them to abuse and burn. This Joan of Arc reminded me was the same thing that Jesus and she did. They left the form at some point in the persecution before death.

The point was I had forgotten and so I have allowed fear to keep me from fully manifesting the Essence of that which I truly am. I have been willing to share as long as I was safe from physical identification. I have never been scared of the possibility of everyday threats but the hypocritical and fanatical religious and political extremism that exists and has existed for a very long time upon the Earth. The ones that have lifetime after lifetime persecuted myself and others for daring to act, look or believe differently from them.

I was told that if one had to defend their belief with attacks upon others than they are in doubt. For they fear that the other may be right and they must make them believe as they do in order to feel right even if by force. Even in writing this I have had to look at the energy of emotion that someone might find out who I am and try to prove me wrong. Even more than my own safety it has been that of my loved ones that was a main concern. For why should they suffer for my beliefs as in the life time of which I wrote.

I know that I am safe both soul and form. I remember now that for each one who faces persecution for their beliefs and what they are called to do, they at all times have a choice to leave the form or be taken to safety. It is simply a vehicle in which the soul travels upon the earth. Sometimes that through which one experiences trauma allows for the freedom of another as a result. However, the goal is that no one must experience trauma for being or believing differently than you.

There are as many paths to Oneness and Enlightenment as there are people or souls. What we need is compassion, understanding, caring and allowing for each to come to their own point of realization, without fear of harm or being ostracized from society.

I am very thankful for the reflection that triggered my understanding to a new level of that which I still need to release, forgive and transform. I cannot move into the next level of service until I have done so. I hope that in sharing this might help another to realize the fear that triggers them and needs to be released.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Mindfulness and Prayer

In essence mindfulness and prayer fulfill the same purpose for a different perspective. In prayer we recognize that there is something for which we need help beyond our rational/ego mind thoughts and feelings. We seek the guidance and help of the Creator Being of our belief systems by whatever name we call them to help us and guide us.

In mindfulness also recognize the same situation. The only difference being that we recognize that the Essence of that Being does not exist only outside of ourselves but within us. That the answer to our prayer or request come from aligning to our inner guidance and taking responsibility for acting from a place of oneness and unity. Through faith and trust with that connection we have the knowing we can do what is needed to move forward in the highest possible way without fear of failure.

The ‘key’ in both is recognizing that we are not victims unless we choose to be victims. It is taking responsibility for the choices we made in the past which have lead to this point in our lives, and to take responsibility for the choices we make in the future. In both we are stopping before we repeat old patterns and asking for help so that we move in alignment with the highest possible choice and outcome for all.

Remember that ALL life is One. Whether you are calling on God, Allah, Creator Source, or and Angel. They and you are all One in Essence, and they only want to help you. Prayer, does not mean that you don’t have any responsibility to make changes in your actions and thoughts so that you don’t fall back into old patterns. It means you are asking for strength and support to help you to take the right actions, speak the right words and have the right thoughts that align to the greater good for you and everyone.

The same is true in mindfulness. You are taking responsibility to stop before you repeat that old pattern. You are asking your Higher Self and/or guides to help you to make the right choice and take the right action for the highest good of all. Again, a KEY is that you always ask that these things be done for the ‘highest good of all’. In asking for this you are being mindful that all life is ONE and that what you do unto another you are doing unto a part of yourself and the Source of All Life.

Karma comes from doing something to harm another part of creation in some manner. It is balancing energy. Through prayer and mindfulness we not only realign to our higher self or Creator we also take responsibility for not creating more karma in our lives.

In this process of understanding I was guided to a small booklet of 4 pages that i understand ones sometimes share in addiction programs. It reminds the reader that when they feel weak to temptation that they pray for help and guidance. That even after they say that prayer that whenever they feel weak or alone that they concentrate upon the name of the Creator and seek support, even unto being in a state of constant prayer if needed.

This reminded me of a spiritual friend and teacher who has now passed. One day when a group was sitting down to take a meal together, one noticed that he did not pray before eating. When asked why he said,”My life is my prayer.” In other words he was in constant communion and alignment with his Higher Self and the Creator so that he would hear the guidance and the higher energy flowed through him to bless not just his food, but the space and others within that space around him.

This was shared that we can understand that whether your beliefs focus from mindfulness or prayer they are in essence the same, just differing perspectives. The core being that we align ourselves to the higher aspect of our Being that is the Essence of the Creator. You may know this is within or belief it is without and whichever perspective you hold is right for you at this point in your life. The key is to become aware that we need to move from automatic reaction to life around us and begin to focus upon living from conscious action for our highest good and the highest good of all.

It is hoped that this helps for ones who might not quite understand when in a message the word mindfulness is used or might not understand when prayer is used that they are not so different. Most misunderstandings are simply a matter of differing perspectives.