If you have been reading my blog you know I have been in a clearing and releasing period. So many people are and we are all handling it in different ways. Currently, I am in the busiest time of my ‘muggle’ work and recently we also had the situation of a elderly neighbor who fell Christmas at her daughters and she broke her arm. They brought her home and left her alone. We normally take her to the store, and help her but now she has doctors appointments and therapy to which she needs help. She cannot see very well, can’t drive and is very hard of hearing.
I share this neither to complain or for recognition but it is a part of a realization or revelation which I had this morning. I could have set boundaries and said well it’s not my problem. However, that is not in my nature or my husband’s to not help any living thing animal, bird or human when they are in need. We all need to set boundaries so one’s don’t take advantage, but human compassion is also needed. At the time I write this the LA fires have been going for 5 days, we have fire fighters coming from different places, including Canada and Mexico. BLESS THEM ALL AND KEEP THEM SAFE.
However, I digress from the Revelation. Recently, and especially during times of clearing and releasing patterns of self doubt, depression, fear, and beliefs are surfacing. For me it was what am I doing wrong that I can’t move from my muggle work to my spiritual work and manifest the vision I was given. What am I doing wrong or what is wrong with me? I feel like I have been spinning my wheels. It is quite expensive to live where we do on the Central Coast of California. My hopes of retiring on social security and doing spiritual work does not seem feasible. It becomes tiring with work, spiritual studies, home, helping neighbors, trying to do some spiritual writing when time allows. To add helping neighbors and there is not time left over.
Yesterday, I took a free webinar Master Class on Quantum healing and manifestation. I must commend the teacher Saira Kadeer for in a short period she helped me to shift quantumly. I have been nudged into Quantum teachings recently the Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique and working with the Quantum field. So this was another piece of the puzzle. It was a very interesting webinar, and I felt the connection to the vision I have and the quantum field. The Quantum Field is the Creational Field of All Existence. It is where our Higher Self is one with all other Higher Selves and the Creator Source or Universal Mind. We reach this in the Theta level of consciousness.
The Vision of which I speak is the Star Center of Creation which I have written about before. This vision is of a place surrounded by nature where ones can come to connect with Earth, nature and elementals. Learn about working with and growing their own food. Walk and connect with the Elements and Elementals. A place where there are animals like, cats, dogs, alpacas, horses to which ones can learn to communicate and heal together through connection. It offers classes and information to help one to connect to their Higher Self and All Life. It will also offer healing on a quantum level. It also is a place where the energies have been cleared and raised so that ones can communicate with non physical Beings and they can manifest in form to interact. The idea is that ones could come for a day or a few days.
I know that many have this vision. Some have manifest parts of it or like me are contemplating how to do so. Where to begin? The idea is that when ones have come and partaken of the essence they were needing, that they would be inspired to go back to where they live and manifest a piece of this Star Center of Creation that can enlighten others and their environment.
It had become an overwhelming vision. However, I was given this morning by the Quantum Field of Oneness a REVELATION. You see I had been focusing upon where to start to manifest this bigger vision. When the object was to bring inspiration on how ones can create this where they live to begin the transformation there for themselves and touch the lives of those around them.
My Revelation was that I had created from the individual perspective a prototype. I have the flower gardens, the vegetable gardens that the elementals and fairies tend. I am so thankful to them. People comment on my gardens and I tell them all I do is plant, feed and water them, the fairies and elementals do the rest. I don’t have acres of land just a small lot, but I have pots and raised bed containers in the yard my husband made for vegetables and herbs that is enough for us, to share with neighbors and to preserve or can. I keep my flowers in pots so they are easier for me to move and tend. I have cats, racoons, opposums, many birds and insects to which I provide food and shelter as needed. We have other wildlife that comes and goes with the seasons. For we live on a small hill that overlooks a slough ( a place where rainwater gathers to create small ponds seasonally). So we see many deers, bobcats, egrets, Ibis, and sea birds, we are close to the ocean. My husband and I do this work ourselves. As well as I hold a full time job which I am lucky to do from my home. Through prayer and light our community is protected and we have wonderful caring neighbors. Not all speak english but we connect from the heart. I do my best to continue writing, and sharing as guided by my spiritual teachers and guides not in the physical as well as doing my own spiritual clearing and growth.
What is my REVELATION and why bother you with my life story. You see the Revelation was that I have been creating the individualized prototype that ones could create after visiting a Star Center of Creation if it was manifest in the physical form. I am being told to take pictures and record the journey on the website, StarCenterofCreation.org, to share how ones can create these to whatever level they are able in their own homes or apartments. You can do gardens on balconies in pots. They are seasonal and you can do grow lamps to keep a few herbs and fresh veggies if you want, all year long.
One can create with focus and/or crystals a corridor of light between the higher dimensions and their home that brings light into them, the earth, their community to help transform the negative energy. They can reach out to make sure their neighbors are doing okay and even just smile and say hello. Remember, so many elderly are ignored by their family and would love to just chat a few minutes. Children would learn so much from planting a garden and seeing the vegetables they produce to eat. Just taking them out into nature for walks and take off their shoes and touch the earth with their feet.
So, I realized I had been doing okay all along without realizing it. Now I just have to record the process and share it on the website and know it doesn’t matter if I am not the one to manifest a retreat center somewhere. The main idea is to help ones to create an oasis where they live of spiritual unity, peace and connection to Earth and the nature as well as each other. That I can do from here. I have done the small step and where it leads is up to spirit.
So the crux of this REVELATION for you is that sometimes we are so focused on the big picture we miss the little picture or the opposite can be true. Sometimes we are so focused on the little piece that we miss the bigger picture. In my case I think both apply. I was seeing the big picture and not sure how to get to it, meanwhile I was focusing all my energy on the small picture or steps but sometimes seeing them as another thing I had to do in life that was keeping me from the bigger picture. All the while I was doing exactly what needed to be done and all I simply need to do is allow myself the luxury of enjoying each step and trusting that if or when the next step comes, I am READY.
Sometimes, our daily routine seems so overwhelming, but maybe just maybe there are hidden gems we can’t see. I used to have 20/20 vision and I could easily see with my physical and spiritual eye. Then as I worked on computers more and got older my near vision got blurry and I had to wear glasses. Then about a year ago I noticed my near vision was now great – no glasses needed but my far vision was blurry. Why do I share this? I went to an eye doctor and they said I had cataracts. I was so pleased though my near vision was good, and they said it was called ‘second sight’. That something happens to the vision with cataracts that corrects any previous problem but once the cataracts are removed the original condition returns.
For me knowing that all that appears in the physical form begins in spirit. I had wondered why the switch from bad near vision to bad far vision had happened. I no longer could see clearly the future is what I sensed but I could see or was focusing upon what was close. ‘Second Sight’ well now I can understand that I needed to stop looking at the future and focus upon what I was doing now and then second sight could come. So I have done that and I understand. Sometimes we look at the future and hope to manifest that vision. SOMETIMES – we can quantumly move that future to the present close and see more clearly with a second look that it had been here all the time, we just needed that second look from a quantum perspective or higher perspective.
I hope this helps someone who might like myself be feeling that they don’t know where to begin and are perhaps beating themselves up or feeling down.
I love Dr Wayne Dyer’s quote; “When you change the way you look at things. The things you look at change.” I found this very true. When I looked at my life I saw I had been doing what I was supposed to do in my spiritual mission all along.
Blessings
I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim
Oracle of Divine Grace 