Do you feel you’ve lost your chance to manifest your dream?
Recently I have been sharing the vision given to me of ‘Star Center of Creation’. This is to be one of many such centers around the planet. It came to me a few months ago, and then as I began to focus on what was needed to manifest it I was guided to the Corridors of Light focus. I realize these 5D corridors are necessary for the purity of a Star Center of Creation to manifest.
For me a Spiritual center has been with me all my life in differing forms. As I have evolved spiritually so has the vision. Yet, it has always been seemingly just beyond my reach to manifest. Was I unworthy? Was I wrong in this vision? What was the problem?
This dream has spurred me on in my spiritual quest. Sometimes it was to the point of giving up on the vision, only to find myself connecting to a new level of spiritual growth and being recharged, finding that the vision had changed, grown and expanded too. Just about a year ago I had given up on the vision, for I was 68 years old and it seemed that this was a work for the younger generation. So, I was deciding to let go of my dream and just concentrate on my spiritual growth and perhaps blogging or writing a book.
I realize that the problem was I was calling it my dream or vision. I had held onto the vision and I was being reminded of the concept in “The Dream Giver” by Bruce Wilkinson, that the Dream was given to me as part of the Divine Plan of the Universal Oneness of Creator Source to hold and perhaps to manifest but only as directed by the Divine within and not directed by my rational mind/ego. When I realized this, then I was guided to the vision of Star Center of Creation. The understanding that there would be many around the planet of which the vision I held would be one, and they would manifest as the ones involved brought together their uniqueness to do so.
The Dreams or visions I had were always there to inspire me to grow, to be able to understand the greater part, and to be of service to help others. This is why it has been beyond my grasp, it was evolving to the greater vision and allowing for all the parts needed to grow, expand and choose to participate. I was shown that had I manifested it at any incomplete level along the way, I would possibly have gotten stuck in my growth spiritually and not made the choices needed to get me to where I am today, mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. Our choices are never wrong , we make the best choices for where we are at that point in our life, and the goal if it is not for the highest growth and purpose, is to learn from that choice.
Often the problem with ones inspired with a vision is they jump the gun, and are impatient to be of service. The guru or prophet who becomes a cult leader, can begin with the purest intent, but if they are tricked by their ego, into believing they are ready to guide others, they can get mislead by the adoration and allow the ego to take over and control others in order to retain status quo.
As I wrote this I was reminded of another part of the ‘Dream Giver’ in which Ordinary, after leaving his comfort zone, found himself battling giants and border bullies from his family trying to guilt and stop him and he had crossed the desert to then arrive in a town which needed exactly his dream. He was overjoyed to do his part, and yet after a time he realized he had to leave. It was so hard, this was his dream. Yet, there were others who were able and could take over and expand his dream for the people there. So, he left and along the next part of his journey, he gave back his dream to the Dream Giver. In doing so he found he was given a new even greater Dream. He then realized he was not to try to control the Dream given to him, but to work in Unity and guided by the Dream Giver within to manifest something wonderful. For the dream was never really his, but a gift to hold and work together to share with others.
I am reminded of three visions I had years ago that correspond with this in helping to understand what is being shared. It was 40 years ago that I was given a vision of a book that I cared for it was dark blue of truth with gold lettering. Within this book was the part that people play in the Divine Plan for Earth. I could see the mark for each person that they needed to step up to in order to play their part in the plan. Their part is that which they agreed to fulfill before incarnating. I was shown in this last year by Archangel Metatron that I work with people in the etheric before incarnating and help them to plan their lives and their service. This is how I caretake the book and know the people and their mark. Many people do this work, I am just one of many. I only share this not for my ego but as part of understanding about our vision and dreams and how they all work together.
The next vision was of me before a group starting to play a piano and sing, when I see Danny Thomas and I stand up, step aside and call to him saying, ” Please, you can do this so much better than I”.
The next vision was of a banquet for light workers of thanks. We came to a point as ones were eating and enjoying that a song of thanks was to be sung, no one had stepped forward, so I stood to sing; When I opened my mouth another persons voice sounded, it was beautiful. I looked up and saw the waitress singing. It was her part. Perhaps she just needed a cue to overcome her hesitancy.
What is the relativity of these visions? That within the Divine plan we have all signed up for some part before we incarnate. In these I knew the parts which needed to happen and I was willing to step up and do the part if the right person did not choose to fulfill their part. However, there was no ego, for when the right person appeared, I was more than happy to step aside to let them do their part.
In each I was a vision carrier and holder, always ready to make sure the part was completed. Sometimes, it is not our part to manifest a vision we have but simply to carry and expand it until the right time and person appears. Sometimes, we are awaiting a group to come together and bring their parts to complete the vision as a unified group.
Vision holder – this week I had a reading from Mother Mary. The reader is wonderful but this reading was so different for me. It was a beautiful and loving message about what I needed to see and work to release, and it was full of love and help. Yet, it left me feeling weird. I lost my focus, I felt like quitting a failure. Step back just like a year ago. Why?
I don’t have the complete answer yet to that question. This is a clearing and upgrading in progress, but this blog is an answer to part of the question. Mother Mary was taken at a very early age to the Temple to be trained and prepared to be the Mother of Jesus. Yes, she knew. Her part was to be a loving, caring and compassionate parent, but also to hold the IMMACULATE CONCEPT of his mission to help him to stay focused and to manifest it. Unfortunately, the emphasis has been changed to an immaculate conception as her great gift when this was truly the blessing she held and the gift she brings to us as part of the DIVINE FEMININE energy of Creation. The concept of bringing forth from the void of creation in unity with the DIVINE MASCULINE that vision of what is needed to manifest the will and plan for Creation. Through, love, wisdom, compassion, nurturing and caring she brings to each that which can help them to break free of limits and to reconnect and hold the immaculate vision they had when they came into life.
As I am writing this she is reminding me that sometimes a vision requries many people to manifest. Some will hold the vision and evolve it waiting and allowing for those who are to manifest it to develop and make their choices as to if they will step up to their mark and take their part. She reminded me that we need to work together to Manifest Divine Reality for the greater good of all , with the Divine Source of Creation directing us from within. As we follow our inner direction this allows for the shifting and changing of the vision as needed when ones make choice not to take their part, or the world and humanity make choices that require a change in focus.
Until we are Ascended and can see from a 5D perspective we are limited on Earth, and thus as we allow the Divine within to guide us, that direction is coming from an unlimited higher perspective of the greater picture that includes the past, present and future ramifications of events.
The vision I hold of Star Center of Creation, as one of many with similar if not exact parts and purpose, needed to await the creation of Corridors of 5D light being established so that the energy they bring is of a higher level. So the plan evolves and I am open to the changes and direction. If I had manifested the first vision I was given, I would be operating a bookstore in Fort Wayne, Indiana. Not that a bookstore is bad or that Fort Wayne Indiana is not a good place to live, but it was not the higher purpose I came to fulfill.
The Corridors of Light and the vision of Star Centers of Creation, even the website are still in the early stages. I am learning to be patient, and to allow for the guidance that has brought me to California and the many adventures and opportunities of service along the way. I see things expanding and developing and in writing this I am able to focus back to the vision. I don’t know when or how these visions will evolve. I am Trusting in the Divine guidance and working on my Ascension path to be a better vessel. Meanwhile, I am doing that which I am inspired to do in helping to manifest these visions.
I see these corridors of light which we establish on a personal, area, city or larger level as “ENLIGHTENING THE WORLD” as well as helping the soul of Earth to Ascend with as little disruption to her, nature and humanity as possible. Where this will lead is still part of the changing and evolving vision, which is why I blog and also created the site StarCenterofCreation.org in order to share the visions and changes as they occur.
Thank you to those responding to the call. Follow your heart and if I can help contact me at either oracleofdivinegrace@gmail.com or starcenterofcreation@oracleofdivinegrace
I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim
Oracle of Divine Grace 