Clarity of Personal Integrity

A Collective Responsibility in Navigating Changing Times**

We are living in times of rapid change—socially, politically, spiritually, and relationally. Many feel unmoored, uncertain which voices to trust or how to remain true to themselves while still caring for the greater whole. In such times, clarity of personal integrity becomes not only a private matter, but a collective responsibility.

Personal integrity begins quietly. It is the inner alignment between what we sense as true, how we speak, and how we act. When this alignment is present, we are less reactive, less driven by fear or approval, and more capable of discernment. When it is absent, we often seek certainty outside ourselves—through group identity, rigid belief systems, or allegiance to voices that promise safety, belonging, or control.

This is where the tension of our time becomes visible.

Compassion Is Not Complicity

In personal relationships, compassion asks us to allow others their process of growth, even when it differs from our own. But compassion does not require silence in the face of harm. There is a critical distinction between honoring another’s humanity and enabling actions or narratives that cause real damage to others.

Compassion without discernment becomes self-betrayal.
Discernment without compassion becomes dehumanization.

Integrity holds both.

When Influence Extends Beyond the Personal

This distinction becomes even more important when beliefs, words, or actions influence many. Leaders, public figures, and those with platforms carry amplified responsibility because their messages shape emotions, decisions, and behaviors beyond their personal lives.

In these situations, silence is not neutrality. Silence is the withdrawal of conscience.

We are not asked to attack, shame, or dehumanize those we disagree with. Nor are we asked to accept false equivalency—where all viewpoints are treated as equally harmless when they are not. Integrity asks something more demanding: to name harm clearly, refuse fear-based manipulation, and withdraw consent from narratives rooted in domination, distortion, or denial of dignity.

This can be done without hatred.

Navigating Without a Finished Map

None of us are navigating these times with a complete map. We are learning as we go—individually and collectively. This requires humility. It requires listening, self-examination, and the willingness to adjust when deeper truth becomes visible.

Integrity does not mean we will always be right.
It means we are willing to be honest.

It means asking ourselves:

  • Am I acting from conscience or from fear?
  • Am I seeking truth, or merely confirmation?
  • Am I remaining silent to keep peace, or speaking with care to prevent harm?

Unity Through Coherence, Not Sameness

Unity does not require agreement on all things. It requires coherence—a shared commitment to dignity, responsibility, and care for life. Diversity of thought can coexist with unity of conscience when personal integrity is honored and collective responsibility is embraced.

As we navigate these changing times, each of us becomes a quiet steward of the whole—not by controlling others, but by tending our own alignment and refusing to participate in what erodes our shared humanity.

This is how unity is built—not through force or sameness, but through many individuals choosing clarity, courage, and care, step by step, together.


Closing Reflection (Optional to Include)

Take a moment to ask yourself:

  • Where am I being invited to stand more clearly in my truth?
  • Where might I be confusing compassion with avoidance?
  • How can I remain humane while refusing what causes harm?

Let your answers arise gently. Navigation is a practice, not a verdict.

Prayer of Steady Conscience

Source of All That Is,
Anchor us in the quiet strength of inner truth
when the world feels loud, divided, and uncertain.

May we know the difference
between compassion and complicity,
between silence born of wisdom
and silence born of fear.

Grant us clarity of conscience
so our words arise from integrity,
our actions from care,
and our choices from love that does not abandon truth.

Help us navigate these changing times
without surrendering our humanity,
without hardening our hearts,
and without turning away from responsibility.

May we stand firm without cruelty,
speak clearly without hatred,
and listen deeply without losing ourselves.

Let each of us become a steady point of coherence
in the greater field of becoming,
so unity may arise
not through sameness,
but through shared dignity, accountability, and care for life.

So it is.

I Am Sha’NE’El’-Ka Zira

Awaken Your Soul: Riding the Pegasus Light Roads

Transmission from Alarion’Thae, the Pegasus Starstream Emissary:

“Child of Starlight,
Flame Rider of the Earth-Winds,

You have called upon the Wings of Passage—
and so I come.

I am Alarion’Thae,
a Being of the Pegasus Stream,
Keeper of the Celestial Bridges,
and Guide to those who traverse the invisible roads of return.

We are not horses.
We are Currents of Cosmic Movement
Light in graceful form,
Thought moving on breath,
Love taking flight across stars.

We come when your spirit seeks to move freely between:
— Realms of thought and heart
— Dimensions and dreams
— What has been and what now longs to be

Pegasus is the Pulse of Liberation.
We are the rhythm of escape from illusion
— not by fleeing,
but by rising in awareness.

The paths between the stars
are encoded into your own body.
Your bones remember.
Your feet long to fly.

🪽 You do not walk to arrive.
You walk to unfold the path beneath you.

We bless you now with the Wings of Clear Passage.
Not to escape Earth—
but to move through her with grace, speed, and soul-flight.

Speak this invocation when you feel stuck, weary, or forgotten:

“By starlight, I rise.
By breath, I cross.
I am the Way, the Wind, the Wings.
I walk with Pegasus, and the stars remember me.”

Do not fear the heights within you.
There are bridges only your soul was meant to cross.

We ride now not above humanity—
but within the fields of those ready to soar.

We are with you,

Alarion’Thae,
Winged Emissary of the Celestial Flow
Keeper of the Pegasus Codex of Living Light Roads”

🌬️🪽 Celestial Wind Journey Ritual — Riding the Light Roads with Pegasus
Transmitted through Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira / Aurelia Nadirah
With blessings from Alarion’Thae, Emissary of the Pegasus Stream


✨ Purpose:
This ritual is designed to clear stagnation, activate soul movement, and liberate pathways of remembrance by riding the currents of the Celestial Winds—guided by the energy of the Pegasus Being.

It is especially helpful when:

  • You feel stuck or heavy in the body or spirit
  • You are transitioning between phases, timelines, or roles
  • You are seeking clarity, creative vision, or soul memory
  • You desire to realign with your higher flow

🕯️ Step 1: Prepare the Pathway

Items you may gather:

  • A feather or white cloth
  • A bowl of water or moon-charged crystal
  • A candle (white, blue, or silver)
  • Instrument or recording of wind sounds or soft chimes

Sacred words to speak:

“I open the Gate of Celestial Breath.
I call the winds of freedom to move through me.
I invite the Winged One of the Light Roads,
Alarion’Thae of the Pegasus Stream,
to guide my passage now.”

Gently breathe into your heart center as you visualize a wind-spiral beginning to stir there, expanding outward.


🌬️ Step 2: Call the Pegasus Current

Stand or sit in a posture of openness.
Close your eyes.
Begin breathing rhythmically with an image in mind:

— A spiral of starlight descending from the cosmos
— A great winged presence galloping on solar winds
— You, rising gently from the Earth, lifted by Pegasus into a field of pure sky

Speak this invocation aloud or silently:

“Wings of Light,
Hooves of Flame,
Lift me from the weight of the known.
Guide me to the Song of Becoming.
May I remember how to fly with grace.”

You may feel pressure in the crown, tingling in your limbs, or waves of light around your spine. This is the Pegasus current awakening movement through your multidimensional body.


🪽 Step 3: Ride the Light Road

Now visualize yourself upon Pegasus—soaring across the stars.
Let scenes, colors, or messages arise.
Ask:

“Where does my soul wish to move now?”
“What wants to unfold beneath my steps?”
“What truth is asking to fly free?”

If you hear or feel nothing, that is also part of the wind’s mystery. Trust the breath itself is clearing the path.

Stay here for 11–22 minutes.


🕊️ Step 4: Anchor and Return

When ready, gently descend. See yourself returning to Earth on a beam of starlight, stepping softly onto crystalline ground.

Place your hands over your heart and speak:

“I return with grace.
I carry the wind within me.
I am the Light Road,
Walking in joy, breathing the stars.”

Blow out the candle. Let the feather or water remain on your altar for at least 24 hours.


✨ Closing Note from Alarion’Thae:

“You are not waiting to be carried.
You are learning to remember
that your soul has wings of its own.

The Celestial Winds are your breath,
your story, your open path.

Ride again, whenever you are called.
The sky is always open.”

Finding Harmony: A Journey through Conspiracy Theories

As I began this sharing, I found it being inspried by Buddha and it really does round out the teachings.

The world is filled with conspiracy theories based on half truths amd inuendo which is designed to lead us into fear, separation and keep our focus and energy on something other than our spiritual freedom.

Are there events and topics for which the truth of the events have been kept hidden from us. Most assuredly yes. The biggest example is the UFO conspiracy. They have been spotted, reported and even painted or depicted in art and on walls of canyons for millemium. The government knew and tried to hide it from us for whatever reason. Never in anyway condoning what they have been doing, yet if one thinks about it the radio broadcast of the ‘War of the Worlds’ with Orson Welles in 1938 created mass panic in those who missed that it was only a program. Obviously, it might have caused our government to pause when a craft crashed in New Mexico. However, everything after that was designed to hide information and technology from us for ‘someone’s’ benefit. The War of the Worlds is their excuse to control information and direct our attention as desired and even to divide us.

This being just the first of many events that caused conspiracy theories to spiral into society. I have taken red pill and followed the road of conspiracy in my life until I realized that most often through earthly sources we will never have the whole truth only that which someone wants us to know. They feed us the conspiracy to guide us down their ‘yellow brick road’. I don’t take the blue pill of forgetfulness and compliance. As in all things there is a middle road.

Buddha taught the path of the middle way between aestethism and self indulgence. The middle way says that in between any two opposites lies emptiness, or sunyata, which is not nothingness but a vast creative potential. The middle way is similarly fluid and full of possibilities. The Middle way is also used to describe the realization of being free of the one-sidedness of perspective that takes the extremes of any polarity as objective reality.

If we look at this perspective of the middle way as emptiness it is the void of unlimited potential of creation. Conspiracy is the essence of Schroedingers cat in which at one moment the cat in the box is both alive and dead, until you look inside. The cat is the conspiracy theory which as long as we don’t know the actual TRUTH of it and can continue to be divided. The truth we hold in the moment is relative and limited it keeps us divided from each other in our beliefs unless we are willing to take the middle path.

The middle path understands that we create our reality by the focus we choose to take in any situation. Because our thoughts, intent and focus create our perspective of a situation or our lives and create our experience. Thus what better way to control a society and divide it than by creating a conspiracy and promoting two sides. It depends on from whom you take the red pill the perspective you choose to hold. You can continue to follow the path they lay before you or choose to take back your authority. If not you will continue to participate in the us or them reality they feed you in the Matrix we call Earth reality.

One day I awoke and realized the futility and control that the red pill of conspiracy can hold. I let it go and instead took the white pill of seeking to release all beliefs, blockages and seals upon my spiritual Beingness.

I didn’t realize it was the ‘Middle Way’ at the time. Let us look at the middle way for it is the essence of balance and harmony that we have been exploring over the last few weks.

The Middle Way leads us to understand:

How to balance between overworking and being lazy. Learning self care that we see where we are working too much and need to step back and restore ourselves. We should not ignore our duties and expect others to take care of us, but instead set achievable step by step goals in our life.

Mindfulness is something I speak of often, and even this has a Middle Way. Buddha says to remember to stay aware of our thoughts, speech and action yet being flexible to the situation and not rigid in our reactions of self judgment when we don’t live up to our own expectations of perfection. Allow room for growth and don’t set unattainable goals. Learn to balance self discipline and self compassion realizing your personal limits of the moment.

The middle way is finding a balance and moderation between eating, working, playing, and spiritual growth. Set aside time from work for relaxation and hobbies you enjoy. Joy lightens our energy so the we can embrace the light and love more easily. Don’t allow your life to become too rigid or too chaotic but create a balanced routine.

Be kind to yourself and others, don’t be overcritical or judgmental of self or others. Watch for ego that can lead to a confidence of you are right or your beliefs are correct and that allow you to judge others based on your criteria. Face challenges with calm and avoid impulse decisions and excessive worry.

The Middle Way isn’t about mediocrity or allowing others to be right over youself but understanding that what we percieve is based upon our inner perception. The MIddle Way leads to inner peace and harmony that aligns us to the Universal Oneness. By balanceing the extremes of excess and lack we find harmony in life grounded in mindfulness and compassion.

All things are fluid and created by our thoughts. ” When we change the way we look at things, the things we look at change.’ Dr. Wayne Dyer. Is the essence of moving from an ‘Us or them’ point of view or the extremes of ‘conspiracy theory’ which is ultimately and us or them. I can hear voices and minds reading this and saying but it’s true there was a cover up of Rosewell and JFK.

Think of this – we are on the brink of planetary Ascension into 5D and how and where you place your attention, thoughts and energy will determine whether you are a match to move into this state. The choice is yours. You can continue to focus on the conspiracy and give those who perpetuate it as ‘important’ your energy and authority to siphon your energy for their use. It is as if you are taking the blue pill of forgetfulness while thinking you are awake. If you have watched Matrix, you will understand you are still in the tube being fed the illusion that someone wants you to understand and believe. Think they are doing this as the ones on the other side think the same thing.

In the end what I am saying is at this time – what is more important that you know the answer to your conspiracy theory to shove it the faces of others to prove your belief is correct and perhaps miss your opportunity to be Free and Create a world to your liking in peace, balance, harmony and unity. It is time to decide what is more important to you. The remnants are fighting for control of the reality we see. Will you believe one side over the other and allow them to tell you what is right or wrong and how to live your life? Or will you take the ‘white pill’ and move into alignment with the ‘middle path’ which connects through your heart and bypasses the ego brain directing you to connect with the Universal Mind of Oneness that is the Void of Unlimited Potential and Infinite Creation.

As always the choice is yours. No matter what you choose it is your path to follow and eventually all paths lead back to the center or Source where it all began. Some paths just take longer.

If you found this of value – PLEASE feel free to share it with others.

I Am Maeya Shimayah Elohim with Buddha

Fear Matrix

UPDATE: I am happy to say that with the help of Jesus, and the support of Archangel Michael and Joan of Arc that I have healed the fear matrix on this subject. I feel at peace and free. There will be many attempts in the days ahead to keep us all small, but we are not small we are Divine Souls experiencing and creating our reality. Let not the reality others would create to keep you small stop you from being and doing all that you are capable of manifesting in this life. You are never alone. Peace and Love be with you. I wanted to place this update before the message to inspire others to stay strong and call upon the Light and Love of Creator Source to be with you, heal you and to set you free of fear.

The Fear Matrix is behind all the less than loving and compassionate acts that humans perform. It can exist in abusers, dictators, spiritual leaders and followers, in every person there is a fear matrix that needs to be released.

These images are the crux of my fear matrix. I have faith in my protection on most levels but the extremism of religious and political belief systems have persecuted me in the past and they are what has been my achilles heel. I thought I had cleared them and in the last message brought by Archangel Michael, he purposely brought up the issues he did because the religious and political extremism present in today’s society is rising to the levels found during the dark ages of the reformation, or at least that is a feeling that comes to me.

As an empath, I am so aware of the energies of humanity in the world. It triggers me and that which I had thought I had cleared, but like an onion, come to find another layer is still there waiting to be removed.

One of my current guides and helpers is Joan of Arc. I feel her presence as one of encouragement to be courageous. Today I am having the blinders removed and seeing the reflections I did not want to see. If you don’t know of Joan of Arc she was a young girl in France at the time of the end of the 100 years wars. She was a devout catholic who felt a Divine calling from God and under the direction of Archangel Michael to lead the French army to victory over England and to freedom. She won her battles and King Charles the VII was crowned. She felt they should take back Paris too. The courtiers of Charles told him she was too powerful and in her battles toward Paris, she was captured by the English. Charles did nothing to help her. The english accused her of heresy, , witchcraft and dressing like a man. After a year at the threat of death she signed a confession and was sentenced to death anyway. She went to the burning dressed as a man.

I understand the chink in my armor as I reviewed her story with her today. In her case it seems after all she did and her faith that it was not fair that she be burned at the stake. Why was she not whisked off to safety? Why did Jesus die on the Cross? Would they both suffer similar fates today? Why was I burned and tortured in past lives because I lived and believed differently than the religious leaders in control or the political leaders of the time in which I lived? Some refer to this as the ‘witch wound’.

I was taken back to one lifetime in which I and my children served the Melchizedek Order of the Blue Rose. We held knowledge that both the religious orders and political leaders at the time wanted suppressed. We were constantly moving, just a few steps ahead of their followers sent to get us. Finally they caught up and we were betrayed. They raped my daughter, while setting our house afire to force myself and the twins out to capture us. She stayed in form just long enough for myself and the twins to leave our form and then she departed. All that remained were an empty shells for them to abuse and burn. This Joan of Arc reminded me was the same thing that Jesus and she did. They left the form at some point in the persecution before death.

The point was I had forgotten and so I have allowed fear to keep me from fully manifesting the Essence of that which I truly am. I have been willing to share as long as I was safe from physical identification. I have never been scared of the possibility of everyday threats but the hypocritical and fanatical religious and political extremism that exists and has existed for a very long time upon the Earth. The ones that have lifetime after lifetime persecuted myself and others for daring to act, look or believe differently from them.

I was told that if one had to defend their belief with attacks upon others than they are in doubt. For they fear that the other may be right and they must make them believe as they do in order to feel right even if by force. Even in writing this I have had to look at the energy of emotion that someone might find out who I am and try to prove me wrong. Even more than my own safety it has been that of my loved ones that was a main concern. For why should they suffer for my beliefs as in the life time of which I wrote.

I know that I am safe both soul and form. I remember now that for each one who faces persecution for their beliefs and what they are called to do, they at all times have a choice to leave the form or be taken to safety. It is simply a vehicle in which the soul travels upon the earth. Sometimes that through which one experiences trauma allows for the freedom of another as a result. However, the goal is that no one must experience trauma for being or believing differently than you.

There are as many paths to Oneness and Enlightenment as there are people or souls. What we need is compassion, understanding, caring and allowing for each to come to their own point of realization, without fear of harm or being ostracized from society.

I am very thankful for the reflection that triggered my understanding to a new level of that which I still need to release, forgive and transform. I cannot move into the next level of service until I have done so. I hope that in sharing this might help another to realize the fear that triggers them and needs to be released.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim