What does it mean to be triumphant in spiritual growth?

I have heard the word twice now in 2 weeks when I have sat for inspiration and guidance. So I know that I am being given a message. I just wasn’t sure what it was expressing to me. I know to be triumphant is to be victorious but over what?
As I ask for guidance regarding this I am being shown it means to be strong in spirit and to embrace our self empowerment and unity with our inner spirit over the outer world. It means we accept the Presence of Spirit in everything we do in our lives and relationships. It means to seek in love, peace and grace the inner guidance during times of challenge. It means to align to the spirit within us that our path be made clear.
It means the control mechanisms of the world have been revealed and we are triumphant in living our lives without fear. This isn’t a journey of ego or hardship. It is a journey of freedom and joy. The Universal Oneness is sending us the energy we need to be triumphant in our lives not for personal control or ego, but to be free and live in Oneness with ALL LIFE.
However, for me there is another part of this message of Triumph. I am also hearing to bring joy into my life. This is a repeat message also. I am told I have been doing good work in overcoming and being triumphant in freeing myself from the control mechanisms of the world but I haven’t embraced the joy that this freedom brings. WHY?
As I wrote the word why I was taken back to childhood and a game we played. We were in a church meeting and we were not to laugh, talk or enjoy ourselves. Growing up in a church it was always a somber occasion. I realized that I had held the belief that to be spiritual one must be solemn and this had stayed with me. It is time to release this.
I call upon my guides and teachers to come forth to help me as I release to the Violet Flame of Transformation this belief that spirituality is solemn and not a joyful experience of life to be expressed and embraced in every moment of life. I release from my DNA any ancestral energy and beliefs of this concept and ask that the person who was the original source be released also if that is their desire. That along with me they place this belief and any associated beliefs into the Violet Flame of Transmutation that we and all progeny past, present and future may be free. I ask Archangel Michael to release from myself, the original ancestor or past lifetime any cords or attachments we have regarding this belief. I ask that any contracts or agreements be transformed by the Violet Flame that the cause, core memory, record and effect of this concept be permanently removed and transformed into light within each of us. We are now free and I ask that the highest light possible fill every space that has been cleared. I thank, the Source of Creation, Archangel Michael, my guides and teachers, my ancestors or past life for their participation in this triumph over the suppression of joy of Spirit.
I now go forth free and triumphant in joy and grace.
May any who experience the same find some guidance in freeing themselves.
I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim
