Doubt the long and winding road.
I awoke from a dream this morning knowing I had to write about something I heard yesterday. The connection between the dream and what I heard yesterday will become clear as I go along.
In the dream I was in a car with a group of people and we were trying to get to work and back home to where we began our journey. Yet, we were living in an area of great beauty of which we were reminded as the road we traveled passed the ocean view and proceeded into the long and winding road through hills and overgrown vegetation which we couldn’t see beyond. At times the road disappeared or was blocked and we had to search other ways to move forward.
To me as I write this the road home is our spiritual journey. Often we look to the past or are trapped in our beliefs and thoughts by past events in our lives that hinder us from see the beauty of NOW, where we are in our lives so that we can enjoy and be joyful in how far we have come along our path. Instead we cling to the old, the past and it limits our vision and our way forward. Sometimes, it takes us off the path and we have to seek help from others, guides to find our way back to the path.
When we return to the path, will we choose to continue as we have been doing , consttantly looking back or seek to enjoy the beauty of NOW and what we have accomplished. In this we are transforming our beliefs and moving forward with clear vision of our work and path.
I thank Ascended Master Thoth for this dream/vision for it helped me to bring together the pieces.
Yesterday, I was taking a QHHT class that is Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique. In this session they were sharing a session with a person’s Subconscious/Higher Self in which they were very personable and engaging, and what they shared could have been the words from my own guides. Of course all life being one, in essence that is kind of what was happening. For in this session they shared it had taken a year for them to get her to have a session with Delores Cannon so that they could share the information the person wanted and needed with her. I awoke this morning and felt like Thoth had been nudging me to take this course to hear this session.
In QHHT a person is taken down to the THETA state of consciousness to see the most appropriate past life to answer their question as to what is the cause of their physical and/or emotional problem that is blocking them in their life. After seeing the past life, they are then taken to connect with their Subconscious/Higher Self that speaks through them to share what is needed to heal if truly desire to be healed. We have to realize that sometimes a person gains benefit or identity through the problem or illness. The choice to heal or transform is always ours.
Anyway, the point that struck me, is that the person was stuck in self doubt about her abilities. She wondered if she was truly hearing or making them up. The wisdom she had gained, she wondered if with all the teachers and books in the world, would it be of value or benefit to share what she knew. Could she really help others to heal and connect with their inner spirit.
I had to smile as her Subconscious spoke for that is what my guides have been saying to me. It doesn’t matter if there are 1 million books on a subject. My unique perspective may be exactly what 1 or 1 million people needed to hear to shift their perspective and reconnect. The struggles and experiences of my life written in a book may help another to see something of themselves and help them to shift. Just like listening to this one session brought benefit to me. Thoth is grinning widely as I write this and nodding his head.
I have been guided in the last few months to healing modalities that involve not me doing hands on healing but helping ones to clear and balance their energy bodies to heal their physical themselves. I have been nugged to finish writing the books I have been working upon some for years. I even came across one I wrote 20 years ago, and began to hear to update and publish it.
So the session of the training spoke to me, and I think to many of us about our self doubts about our abilities and if in this plethora of internet teachings and books if there is a need for us. YES THERE IS !! That is what I am hearing shouted at me as I write this. Don’t let the doubts of our past beliefs and experiences cause us to believe we don’t truly have the beauty and wisdom that is needed in this world. Live in the NOW, breath in the beauty all around you. The past does not define us, let it go and transform it with the violet flame and bring in the light of truth.
You are loved. Your are valued. You are needed and so are the gifts and wisdom you have. If you only touch one person in this world you have made a difference. TRUST in yourself and let go of doubt. Trust the inner voice and guidance it is real. Know that what you are receiving is of value to you and the world. If we focus in the Now and trust in our inner guidance, the brambles and hills that block our view and our path forward will disappear, for they are of our own creation. Listen to the inner guidance it is showing us the easiest path forward.
Embrace the beauty of the view from Now and Being aligned to your inner truth and Light. I hear my cheering squad on the other side saying – HALLELUJAH she finally gets it. So, today I am going to pick up the books and begin the process of completing them.
I hope this helped someone. It certainly helped me.
Oracle of Divine Grace 