Tag: family dynamics

The image is AI generated and so Neturp le temal means nothing as far as I know, just nonsense like much of the social media news has become.

My lessons in clearing and reflection have been continuing. It is like my guides and teachers are saying, hurry up and get rid of this garbage and get on with things. Yesterday, I noticed the title of an article which caught my eye. Now when this happens I know it is meant to be a sign to pay attention.

The headline said something about the sad state of America when it is driven to define itself by the sensationalism of peoples actions and words within the media both mainstream and social media just to gain attention and sell something. Shifting the focus there instead of the substance of needs and circumstances of people, the environment and the daily suffering and horrors many experience.

This theme is running through my life as the day before, the granddaughter of a neighbor stopped by on her way to drop her grandmother off at her house. She gave me a telephone number, asking me to call and make an appointment to take her grandmother to the doctor to get a permanent cast on her arm. She had fallen during their Christmas gathering and broke her arm. They were leaving her at her house with a broken arm and expecting me to take her to the doctor.

I am not complaining, we currently buy her cat food for her cats, take her to the grocery store and help her with what tasks we can. She is extremely hard of hearing and very poor eyesight with macular degeneration and still carries on stoically alone going months without any family checking on her. I am not asking for praise and we both, my husband and myself, will help others. That is part of being a human being with caring and compassion. I realize there is judgment in my energy on this towards the family , which I am working to release. It has awakened me two nights in a row dealing with this energy. For, in dealing with difficult mothers from both my side and my husbands, we have learned much. Yet, obviously there is more to learn, setting boundaries.

For me, one of the topics being addressed is that some might call me a collector of the wounded. I don’t really attempt to collect people or animals in need. Part of being an empath is that ones for some reason are drawn to you and will out of no where begin to tell you their life story. Even if you try not to listen they can’t seem to stop themselves. I also work with the Violet Ray of Transmutation so I have realized that it is part of the reason so they can release energy. In fact there is a portal behind my house that has violet energy. Also, all my life animals in need have come to me and I can’t see any animal hungry, scared or hurt so I feed and care for them. Luckily, my husband is understanding.

However, as I awoke this morning again at 1:30 I found myself pondering the situation into which I find myself. There doesn’t seem enough time in the day for my work, the cats, the neighbor, household duties, spiritual studies, and trying to blog and do my spiritual mission. Something has to change.

THEN – my guides and teachers said ‘AHA’ moment. It is time to set boundaries again. I have been making changes in some areas of my life, but now I need to look at each area. For instance yesterday, I found myself after this lady with the broken arm stopped by to ask me to open her bottle of medicine, worrying about how she would eat and ordering some microwavable meals for her. This morning I realized that it was not my responsibility to worry about her. She had chosen to come home instead of staying at her daughters house, maybe she didn’t feel wanted there but she knew the possibilities in coming home would be difficult. She can’t drive and now she only has one arm to use in her daily routine.

That isn’t the point, what I was being told was that in providing those meals, was a start for her to get situated however,she and her daughter were adults and need to work this out. I had set the appointment to taker her to her doctor and would do so, but I need to set boundaries. They need to learn from their choices. She can ask if she needs something but it isn’t my responsibility to worry and awaken at night because of their actions and choices. That is my lesson to learn in this. We can be caring and compassionate and help another without taking on responsibility for the world that prevents us from doing what we need for our personal spiritual growth and spiritual mission.

Another part that has popped up was I was guided to read, or skim through for I don’t read every page, the book is “Spare’. I wasn’t sure why or what the purpose is in reading the book. I don’t feel it is necessary for one to air their dirty family laundry in public. Yet here I am writing about the things happening in and around myself.

It isn’t easy or comfortable for me to do so. However, I have done so as compelled by Spirit in order that it might help someone to see they are not alone and others experience the same things. To learn how to cope with situations and to not feel bad as we learn to also care for ourselves as we care about others.

I have come to understand this is part of the reason I was guided to read the book. Prince Harry has spent his life hounded by the Press and the things he has done have been splashed across the media in a sensational means and often misinterpreted or taken out of context. The follies of youth exploited to make him appear a bad person, uncaring and without morals. His life in a fishbowl was hard enough but to grow up without a mother in a family where duty comes before personal relationships and emotional needs are to be forced down into the ‘shadows’ and the ‘inner child’ placed in the dark and left alone is sad. There is no blame on his part towards them for he understands, he simply feels differently.

So it isn’t like he is sharing new unknown information, he is placing it in context to help others in similar situations and explain things that were twisted to sell papers. The topic of its fairness to his family is between them and himself, one can only answer for their own actions. They have all by birth been born in the spotlight and it is understandable that they want to keep parts of their life private, so they are not judged harshly. To respond is to create a situation of he said, she said that is most unsettling.

This isn’t about the book or Harry’s family life but the family dynamic is corresponding to what is being shown to me in my process. I can identify with the feelings of youthful folly and the effects it can have as we progress in our lives. Many of us did not have the wonderful loving childhood of parents who were happily and joyfully in love and doted upon us, nor did we have every moment filled with happy experiences. This is not to blame parents for they are simply people learning and experiencing just as we are and most are doing the best they can, just as we are.

In his book he shares his journey. It doesn’t feel malicious for he speaks fondly of them but simply honest from his experience and understanding of the dynamic of being of royal. I can understand the family being upset, often we don’t want to see ourselves as others see us, or desire for outsiders to know what goes on in our family.

So this coincides with the situation with my neighbor who has a negative energy that few can stand to be around. I and my husband have seen this in our own families and as we have grown more spiritually have been learning that these ones are in great need of love, for they have low self esteem which is why they gossip and try to put others down and in order to raise themselves up. They are trying to make themselves look good in the eyes of others and to strike out and protect themselves before another hurts them. It is a hard circle to break that inner child wound.

Then another issue came into play. I have not for two reasons in my writing or websites shared my given name. One reason was because as we change our vibration spiritually we experience a new name as we align to a different energy or part of ourself. In using that name, Mareya Shimayah Elohim, it helps to align more fully. However, there is a another part that I am being asked to release that has to do with the topic in the first paragraph, past life memories and the subject of the book ‘Spare’, the follies of youth.

Many or maybe even most of us have had follies in our youth of which we are not yearning to have shared or splashed across the media. We see the sensationalism in our media these days loves it and that gets readers and attention. People get exposure by creating media sensation and drama about themselves or others. Ones seem to thrive on being in the spotlight and will do just about anything to get the attention.

Princess Diana and Prince Harry may not consciously have asked for the attention, but as part of the marriage she made and his birth they became part of the frenzy of media sensationalism. Putting a spin on anything that might sell more papers even if it is a complete misinterpretation. Diana learned to eventually use it to get attention of causes and so has Harry. However, ones still classify him the same as when he was young and made the mistakes of youthful folly. WHY – because it sells papers, magazines or gets viewers or followers to make MONEY.

WHY do people want this and why do they believe it. Why would you want attention for doing things that cause harm to other people as we see daily in the media. Well that being said, I realized this morning another ‘aha’ moment that I had kept my given identity silent because I don’t want myself or my family scrutinized. I have made choices that were not always the highest in my life, but they are lessons I have learned. They should not detract from the message that I am here to share or the work I am here to do. I or my loved ones should not have to face scrutiny because of my choices early in life or now. I am being asked to share my given name, that is part of my work this New Year’s Eve. My legal name is Becky Prante.

No, I have not done anything illegal. Part of not sharing this had to do with times of persecution in past lives because of my spiritual abilities. I was also isolated from others and even burned at the stake. So, it has been easier to stay legally obscure for my feelings of personal safety.

Most important has been so the focus is not on the person sharing to collect followers but on the work to help you to reconnect to your own inner Guidance. My guides and teachers are my Higher Self and Beings of the Angelic and Higher Dimensional Service Beings. They change as my vibration and work changes. I am entering a new phase and trust that I am safe is important and that the past whether in this life or another is in the past.

Many prophets in the Christian Bible were not the perfect souls one would expect to bring forth Divine messages. However, they were willing to be of service and that was the beginning and their connection to the message and energy helped them to evolve. So, we need to remember, we don’t need to be perfect, just begin and take it one step at a time. However, it is time for he media to let go of the need for sensationalism for the sake of attention, glory and money.

The past doesn’t matter to the Creator for you are a part of the Creator learning and exploring creation. You are loved, needed and wanted. Allow that you have been or may again be less than the perfection you feel one should be to connect with the Creator and Beings of Light that serve. They are here to love and help you to make corrections and they are EXTREMELY patient. Some even have a sense of humor.

This is a wonderful new world that we are creating. Let us embrace each other and do it together. We have lessons to learn and boundaries to set but we only have to do it ‘ONE STEP AT A TIME’. Let go of the past mistakes, don’t worry about the future, it will manifest based on the choices you make in the NOW with love and alignment to the guidance within you.

I ask that each of you be surrounded in the Blue pyramid of Archangel Michael’s protection. That as you ask he helps you to cut any cords holding you back on your path. I ask that Archangels Zadkiel, Amethyst and Lavendar surround you with the Flames of Transmutation and ask you ask them that any blockages and imbalance within you be Cleared. I ask that the 5D or higher energies of Ascension of Diamond and Golden light come to you with the help of Archangel Gabriel and Archangel Metatron to fill the spaces cleared with the highest light and surround you with the Diamond Light of purity. I ask that Archangel Sandalphon help you to connect fully with the Earth to ground the Light . I ask that Archangel Chamuel help you to open fully your Heart and Higher Heart to the Unconditional Love of the Universe as you are open and ask. I ask that Archangel Raphael help you to open your vision to see the Divine in all Life as you are open and ready to ask for help. I ask Archangels Jophiel and Christiel to open you mind to the Higher Mind of the Universal Oneness as you are ready and ask and to the Angelic Realms. I ask that Archangel Mariel brings her Magenta Light to open your Soul Star Chakra as you are ready to reunite with all parts of yourself and to remember who you truly are. Finally, I ask that Archangel Uriel open your Solar Plexus, you place of power as you are ready so that you take back authority over you choices in life to create the future you desire for the benefit of all life and to shine your light and love into the Earth like the Sun.

Blessings and Love for Abundance in all areas of your life, that you have good health, joy, peace and security in the days and years ahead.