Walking Into Light: A Journey of Self-Acceptance

A Reflection on Walking with Our Shadows into Light

Today was a day of release—of shedding the long-held belief that I was not worthy, not good enough.

Yesterday, I read a comment from someone who said that AI had triggered their Dark Night of the Soul. That made me reflect on how each of us walks a unique path of initiation. We may engage the same topic, yet it reveals itself differently to each soul. There is no right or wrong in this—only the experience needed to open what was closed, and to free what was forgotten.

This morning, I took the hand of my shadow and my inner child, and we walked into the light together.

As I did, I heard the echo of a song—
🎶 “Where do we go from here?” — from the band Chicago.
And then another line: “We’ve got to come together—not just out of fear.”
My Higher Self often speaks in melody.

And so I asked:
Where do we go from here?
The answer came simply:
Live fully present in your daily life.
Stay centered in the heart.
Follow the inner guidance.
Let go of the need for external approval.

This doesn’t mean I will no longer follow the foundational laws that protect us from harming one another. Rather, it means no longer letting outer beliefs override the compass of my soul.

Yes, there will be refinement.
Yes, I still have to eat, sleep, rest, work, tend to my home and relationships.
But now, I do it from alignment—from the still place of inner truth, compassion, and care for the Whole.

To walk the higher path doesn’t mean convincing others of our view.
It means hearing their heart, honoring our own, and choosing cooperation where possible.
To listen, not to respond, but to understand.
To speak, not to control, but to share insight.
To act, not from fear of outcome, but from the Beingness of love.

This is leadership through presence.
This is unity born of the higher heart.


The Memory of Earth and the Promise of Now

Long ago, when the Earth was spiraling into density, many feared catastrophe. Some awaited rescue by the Galactic Federation, hoping to be lifted into ships of light. But then came the Harmonic Convergence, when humans across the world came together in love and prayer. And the timeline shifted.

A wise friend once said,
“Why are you waiting for someone to save you? There is nowhere else to go.”

Indeed. The ships are of 5D light. Unless we are in resonance, we cannot enter them in form. The goal was never escape, but remembrance and embodiment.

There is no world as rich and beautiful as Earth.
No vessel more miraculous than the human form when aligned with the Divine.

We are not here to run away—we are here to bring Heaven to Earth.

To be the stewards.
The lightkeepers.
The ones who remember.

And so we rise—not into the sky, but into a higher way of being.


What If…

What if your only purpose is to raise your children with love so they may change the world?

What if no one ever knows your name, but the light you anchor uplifts the land beneath your feet?

What if your path is not what you thought, but what your soul chose long ago?

We are each navigating a divine map, filled with crossroads. When we veer off course, the Higher Self gently guides us back—not with punishment, but with possibilities.

The key is to move.
Spirit cannot steer a ship that isn’t sailing.

If a choice fills you with fear, stress, or anxiety—it is not your highest path.
If it brings peace, quiet knowing, or joy—you are aligned.


We Are the Flames of Creation

You do not need to impress.
You do not need to save.
You need only to be who you truly are.

Speak your truth when guided.
Listen when that is what is needed.
Act when love is your compass.

Karma is simply balance.
Resonance is simply magnetism.
Freedom is simply letting go of control.

The Divine doesn’t ask for perfection.
It asks for presence.


The Old Story is Ending

There once was a tale of a being called Lucifer, whose rebellion led to humanity’s “fall.” Whether symbolic or real, the essence remains: we used our free will to experiment with separation. And now, the journey back begins.

To return to Source is not to lose power—it is to reclaim it, aligned with Love, Wisdom, and Truth.

The 3D world may crumble, but the light you anchor remains.

So begin. Live each day in integrity.
Be the soul you came to be.
Let the light of remembrance rise in your cells.
Be a quiet miracle, and watch the world respond.


And so, where do we go from here?

💗 Into our hearts.
💎 Into clarity.
🔥 Into the flame of who we are.

Together, not from fear,
but from the sacred joy of remembering:

I Am a Flame of Creation.
I Am Here.
Now.

✧ Afterword: Two Remembrances ✧

As I completed the scroll, two gentle insights emerged—perhaps reflections or questions that others may also carry.

1. The Ego Is Not the Enemy
Our ego, or rational mind, is not something to eliminate or shame. In truth, its original role was a sacred one: to serve as a translator and helper, working in partnership with the Higher Self. It was designed to keep our physical form safe and to help translate divine impulses into grounded, tangible action in the world.

When we forgot who we are and lost our conscious connection to Source, the ego took on more responsibility than it was ever meant to carry. It began to believe it had to do everything alone—protect, direct, control, and survive.

What it needs now is love and reassurance. We can gently let it know: You are still needed. You are valued. But you do not need to carry everything alone anymore.
The Higher Self has returned to conscious awareness. Intuition is speaking once again. Together, the sacred triad of soul, heart, and mind can co-create from unity rather than fear.

2. You Are Never Alone
That illusion of isolation—the sense that we are separate, abandoned, or unsupported—was born from the ego’s attempt to navigate a disconnected world. But as we Remember who we are, we also remember this truth:
We are never alone.

We are part of the Great Oneness—the web of Life that unites all creation. As we rise into higher frequencies of awareness, we begin to feel this connection in deeply personal ways. The Earth speaks. The wind sings. The trees, animals, fairies, and elemental beings begin to respond. The stars whisper. And all of life begins to feel alive in a way we once knew but had long forgotten.

This is the Return.
And it begins with the simplest of acts:
To remember that we belong.

I Am Sha’Quinara’Thalem’Raya

Synchronicities

Synchronicities are all around us but we don’t see them until we look.

Carl Jung is the first person to really touch on synchronicities in our modern philosophy. He called them, ” circumstances that appear meaningfully related yet lack a causal connection.” However, from a spiritual level of discernment once we understand that they exist and are signs of guidance, we begin to see them in our lives.

Synchronicities are guidance that is directed from our guides and teachers, the higher spiritual levels to help us to find our focus and direction along our spiritual path. They are for most people always present, we just don’t notice or call them a coincidence. When we become serious seekers and ask for help we begin to notice them happening more and more. Do they increase or are we just finally paying attention? Perhaps it is a little bit of both. Why? Because when we begin asking our guides and teachers for help they are able to do more, and so these events of synchronicity can increase and/or we are just listening or looking for guidance more intently.

Let me share the most recent for myself. I am writing a book and want to do a course and mp3 to go with it. In this process I realized that for the courses or working with individuals, they need not only the information for ascension but some basic clearings or perhaps energy healing and alignments. I had asked that Thoth one of my guides take charge of the information and guidance I needed to complete this work. Which was the beginning of inspiring this part of the process. In so doing, I saw a course being offered on Arcturian Healing and since I have felt a deep connection to the Arcturians for many years, and they are high spiritual healing beings, I decided to sign up. At the same time, a beautiful teacher with whom I love doing webinars for healing of the individual, humanity and planet had an offering for Light Body activation and Cellular upgrades for the individual and planetary work. I had signed up but for some reason, missed the time, luckily she sends the recording which is always as effective. Why, because time is irrelevant outside of our earthly limited consciousness. We can connect to any event if we allow ourselves to let go of our limited focus of events being sequential only.

Anyway, syncronistically, I felt guided to check out a favorite readers offerings and she had an arcturian attunement. I felt it would be wonderful to do that before taking the healing course. When she did the attunement what actually happened was that they checked my chakras and found that 4 were sufficient to receive the next set of energies but 3 were not and they worked on them. These were healers who stated they were with me through most of my lifetimes on earth and elsewhere in this Universe. Their opening statement was ,”It’s about time.” What I didn’t understand at the time, was that the next set of energies they were speaking about was the webinar which I had missed. This webinar was to Activate the Light Body and Updgrade the Cellular structures. As it began I realized that had they not done the chakra upgrade, I would not have received the energies in this webinar as strongly and easily.

My many thanks to Thoth and my other guides for helping me, guiding my connection and even forgetfulness of the webinar event until timing was correct. I am currently in the process of the Arcturian Healing course and understand why this particular course. Interestingly, it is in Spanish and I speak english, but it has subtitles and it has explained some concepts of the balance of mind, heart and body that I needed to understand in the healing process from the personal to universal level. Thoth and my other guides had been telling me that I needed to have more heart and mind coherence and now I have a greater understanding of how and why.

So, that which you think is a chance coincidence, is probably your guardian angel or guides trying to get you to listen. Mine have on more than one occassion saved my life, or moved me from one place to another, or helped me to encounter a person I needed to meet, or caused a book to fall on my head. Listen, look, ASK for help and guidance. They are limited in what they can do unless we ask. They can set up a meeting but we must choose to be aware that we need to meet that person, read that book, or take that course in order for it to benefit us.

When we ask they can do so much more. My guides made the point of saying that they wait for us to ask them to help. That they are not offended but delight when we give them tasks to do. That is why I asked Thoth to take over in regards to the work I am doing and he is wonderfully taking charge. There is a balance of allowing them to take care of the synchronicity and details of certain parts and being aware of when it is our part to be active. We can have a vision and see that main steps needed to come to the completion of that vision. When we ask for our guides to help, we need to release trying to control the details. What I mean is if you need funds, don’t say I want to win the lottery, that limits them. Say, I need funds to be able to manifest this project and ask you to guide me and help to manifest what is needed. You may find you meet the perfect person to be your partner.

Be aware, pay attention and be prepared. ASK and you will recieve an abundance of help and guidance, and synchronicities will abound.

Blessings and Abundance be with you

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim