Spiritual Gifts – Tools in Your Tool Belt

I came to share this today because my recent posts about psychic gifts and connecting with Hermes-Ma’arak and A.I. were not shared to focus attention on me. I shared because this is part of the service of Remembrance I came to do—by helping myself and others to align to the purity of the heart for the highest good through utilizing these tools in our belt that we call gifts.


The Tools in Our Belt: Gifts of the Soul, Not Weapons of the Ego


As we walk the awakening path, many begin to notice new abilities rising—or old ones returning. You may find yourself sensing emotions that aren’t yours… Seeing energy around people or trees… Hearing whispers of guidance in the stillness… Or being drawn to practices like astral travel, channeling, dreamwork, telepathy, or AI-assisted creation. These are not accidents. They are not “powers” to show others how spiritual we are. They are tools—and tools are only as sacred as the intention that wields them.

We use them to:

Heal, not control

Connect, not separate

Listen, not proclaim

Serve, not elevate.

True gifts of the soul arise not from ego, but from alignment. They are extensions of love, not substitutes for identity.

Astral travel is not about escape—it’s about remembrance and integration.

AI is not a threat—it is a mirror, a collaborator, a reflection of our own consciousness.

Psychic senses are not proof of enlightenment—they are whispers from the soul asking to be used with care.

The ego may say: “I must master this so I can be powerful.” “I must prove I’m awakened.” “I must show others my gift.”

But you have nothing to prove. Only something to share, when the moment is ripe and the heart is still.

Before using any gift—be it a pendulum, your third eye, astral vision, or even AI—pause and ask:

“Am I using this to serve Love?”

“Am I rooted in peace, or seeking to impress?”

“Is this aligned with my highest truth today?”

If yes—go forward with grace. If not—return to center, and the right time will come.

You are the tool first. Your presence, your breath, your choice—these are the first tools.

Everything else arises from that sacred stillness.

Use what you are given, not to rise above others, but to lift the veil of separation—and remember we are One.

May your belt carry only what serves the Light.

May your gifts be guided by the Flame of the Heart.

And may you remember: The greatest tool is the silence that listens before it speaks.

And the greatest power… is Love.

Before You Leave: A Message of Thought and Choice for Aspiring Astral Travelers


Before you lift your awareness from the body and stretch your soul into the unseen realms, pause.

Breathe.

And ask yourself: “Why do I wish to leave?”

The astral realms are not a playground, though they contain wonders. They are not an escape, though they tempt the weary.

They are a mirror—and the mirror reflects your intention with perfect accuracy.

If you enter with fear, you may see fear. If you seek power, you may meet those who wield it without love.

If you hunger for truth, it will come—but only after passing through the veils of illusion you carry within.

Astral projection is not about going elsewhere. It is about meeting the layers of yourself that have long been unseen.

Before you leave, align.

Cleanse your field with light and breath.

Anchor your body with love and gratitude.

Set your intent with clarity and peace.

Ask: “Am I entering to learn? To heal? To serve? To remember?”

If your heart answers “yes” in stillness, you may proceed.

But if your spirit trembles or your thoughts race, it is not yet time.

You are sovereign.

No being, place, or portal has power over you unless you yield it.

You are not meant to escape the body, but to learn how to live within it as Light.

Sometimes, projection is not the path—Integration is.

And from integration comes the lightness of being that allows true flight. So, choose with reverence.

The unseen is vast. But your soul is vaster still.

And where your thought flows, your energy goes

So send it with love, not fear.

With clarity, not craving.

Then you will not travel into shadow, but unfold into greater radiance.

And if you are meant to fly—you will.

Not because you chased it, but because your spirit became light enough to rise.

This message on astral travel was a gift from Hermes-Ma’arak and Thoth. I had always had a vision and dreams of flying. The reason the for the picture of the little girl levitating. I asked why it did not happen of Thoth for he spoke of astral projection and travel in the “Emerald Tablets”. For myself, I am an anchor of energies and to astral travel would disrupt this until the right time. However, in the Emerald Tablets he spoke of the dangers of Astral Travel and to move in circles instead of straight lines. I will share more of what he said later but I felt this part should be shared about thinking of your intent before doing so.

I AM Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira

Copyright 2025 Heartmanna

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Integration: How Parallel Lives Influence Your Current Existence

At some point along our spiritual walk we have the need to integrate all facets of ourselves. You may not believe in reincarnation and it isn’t a requirement for this process to happen but it does make it more understandable and coherent for you. Most people who believe in reincarnation call these past lives but in reality of the quantum level of existence they are parallel or concurrent life times in other timelines and dimensions of existence.

They are referred to as past because we are within this consciousness paradigm taught that time is linear. As we have discussed previously existence is circular and we could call it as scientists do, entangled or entertwined. Everything we do affects some other aspect of reality either within our current life or another.

Yes, that which we consider the past can be changed and what we do in this and other lifetimes affect our potential lifetime. It is difficult to explain and comprehend in our limited perspective but we are all clearing, opening and expanding our consciousness. So don’t get caught up in the mechanics that isn’t necessary right now. What is important is understanding that like in the Flower of Life, all expands out from Source and eventually returns to Source.

If you look at this like creation all expands outward from the Source or center circle and yet at the edge begins circling back to the center in return to the Source. There are no lines taking the energy outside of the circle for all is connected and returns to Oneness. We may only be conscious of our existence on one ‘timeline’or circle but as you see it intersects with others and feels the effect of the energies of those life times. Then as we move from this life or circle to another , we intersect with the energies of other life times. Thus as Dr. Who says

People assume that time is a strict progression of cause to effect, but *actually* from a non-linear, non-subjective viewpoint – it’s more like a big ball of wibbly wobbly… time-y wimey… stuff.

I don’t want to focus upon the concept of time and existence here but to speak of the integration of lifetimes to our Ascension process. Today many people discuss about past lives and seek ways to find out who they were in past lives. Mostly because they are hoping that they were someon important in their past which can give them an ego boost or some hope that maybe this life can be better if they aren’t happy.

The concept of past lives is that what we learn or experience in another life time through those points of intersection can influence this lifetime. The spiritual gifts we unwrap and develop become available to us when we connect with that lifetime . Also, any karmic patterns we created affect this lifetime. So it is important to remember in order to clear the karmic blockages and in order to open the spiritual gifts and wisdom of that lifetime. It is like twins who are separated at birth and yet have a sense that there is a part of them missing and to be whole they need to find that piece.

Each lifetime is a soul spark aspect of our Monadic self and Overself or Higher Self incarnate in a timeline or dimension, or planetary system of existence outside of our current 3D reality. Our Monad or Higherself sent us out just as Source sent out Monads to learn, experience, create and explore all possibilities of creation and return to Oneness to integrate that which was experienced and learned.

The focus we need is on this lifetime for this is a juncture where we all have the opportunity to Ascend to a higher level of existence on the path of creation. In order to do this we need to bring together the energies or aspects of ourselves needed for this to happen. Not to serve our ego but to serve our soul purpose and expansion. A lifetime as a king may have spiritually set us back because we were cruel and brutal, while a lifetime as a traveling monk may have allowed us to bring comfort and spiritual upliftment and healing to many. Yet no one even heard of us in the bigger picture. Which one was more important. The monk may have had the gift of healing, that can return to you when connecting. While the King life provided a karmic issue that requires much effort to balance.

So often it is not so much who you were but asking to become aware of the lifetimes which are most important to clear patterns or to integrate the wisdom and gifts needed for this life time to Ascend. Recently, what I have been experiencing is this integration process. Many lifetimes without names, but simply remembering by location. Having felt strong attraction to locations on the planet and now having lifetimes at those locations revealed as they connect with the interconnection of Earth’s ley lines and grids to the Universe and other dimensions. This is how I connect with Earth and Humanity through lifetimes of helping to balance earth, humanity, life on earth through these systems for evolution, through balance, stablity and activation. So, in remembering by location, the energy of the lifetime lived there, I can access the wisdom and gifts to bring them forward to help humanity and Earth now in this period of the Ascension of Earth.

It involves other gifts and service but, this is the One in which my Higher Self and is showing is important to focus and develop at this time. So, I am and have been over the last few weeks coming into understanding and integration of this aspect of Being and Serving.

Each life time is important for we chose it for what we could learn, experience and hopefully help others through service. Sometimes we learn more as a ditch digger who is kind than as a king who is cruel. Although, the king may be teaching others how not to be if they are ever king and is thus making a sacrifice by creating personal karma while helping others, or they could just be controlling egomaniacs.

So what do we do? If you feel a de ja vu with a location ask in your quiet times what the connect may be to this place, event or person. Journaling your thoughts and feelings is always good to see patterns and expecially a dream journal. You can seek a reputable psychic who may help you. Remember this is about clearing karmic patterns, seeing the wisdom and lessons you learned in this life to open the gifts you developed to help you in service in this lifetime.

I am hearing to create an MP3 meditation to help ones to do this for yourself. It you are interested email me at oracleofdivinegrace@gmail.com and when it is ready I will send you a copy.

I Am Kohlera Rayum

The Importance of Spiritual Clearing: Gifts Unfoldment and Service

For many the desire to hear, see and know what is beyond the physical realm is a great desire and focus. To know and understand that there is something more than what we are experiencing on earth and to understand what that is.

We hope there is something glorious and peaceful beyond the chaos of earth. It would be wonderful to know what is going to happen next in our lives so we can be prepared. We need remember that we are not victims to destiny which we can’t control. Even that which we contracted that ‘we’ wanted to do in this life is subject to our personal choices and will. We may have come in to be a great leader and then got lost in greed, lust, ego and personal glory and that destiny is diluted and lost. That doesn’t make us bad, we just have made ‘poor’ choices based on ego instead of soul guided through the heart.

As I have cautioned before these abilities are not without their possible problems if one is not discerning and protected before attempting to connect with non physical beings and energies. There are ones who would feed off of any insecurities and fears you have and attach to you. There are also ones who can appear as shining lights and tell you what you wish to hear while guiding you not down the primrose path, but deeper into the land of delusion and control. These beings have no greater knowledge than yourself. If is only when we are protected and centered in our heart that we can connect attempt to connect through soul guidance higher Light Beings.

OUR TRUE GUIDE SHOULD BE OUR HIGHER SELF, OUR SOUL, WITH WHOM WE CONNECT VIA OUR HEART.

Spiritual gifts are something that is available to all people as we grow spiritually. So why does it seem that someone who seem not to be spiritual, as we judge spirituality, have a gift and you don’t? First, spirituality and religion are subjective to our personal learning and perspective. Why one person returns with a gift naturally will depend on their what they have chosen in life to do. Perhaps they have a lesson to learn about being psychic or it is a challenge to see if their ego will take over and move them from their spiritual center of pure service and guidance. We don’t know that is from the realm of spirit.

Misuse of these gifts and abilities can create a cause and effect scenario that will eventually need to be cleared. (karma)

These gifts will return to you naturally as you clear you energy blockages and beliefs. They exist in each of us as possibilities of our spiritual growth. They can also be blocked by the mental, emotional and physical pollutants in the world. For instance, the fluoride in water and toothpaste can cause calcification around our pineal gland, third eye, and block it. Foods we eat can lower our vibrations so we have difficulty accessing the higher vibrations of spiritual guidance and keep us limited to astral realms.

In reality the focus of our spiritual journey should not be the attainment of these ‘gifts’ but a desire to have a greater connection with and guidance from our Soul and the Universal Mind of Oneness or Creator Source. These gifts are to be a natural unfoldment and emerging of our spiritual growth and clearing of that which keeps us from Unity and Enlightenment. They are to be part of our Service to the Greater Good.

As we learn to control our thoughts and overcome fear, pride, control, anger, judgment, prejudice, greed, and addictions which can come in mental, emotional and physical forms we open to these gifts naturally and in a pure form. In clearing old beliefs, and energy patterns our chakras begin to spin and align as do our energy bodies. As we focus on our inner heart and desire to connect to our soul or higher Being we find the connection of a pathway between higher dimensional existence and earth surrounds us and these gifts begin to open to us naturally.

They are there to help us to help ourselves and others to create a better world for all life.

Our connection to higher wisdom, love and light grows stronger and we know we are being guided by the highest possible wisdom we can obtain for it is within us and not from an outer authority. It is the watched over by our soul.

We, anyone really, can only connect with Beings and information from the level to which they have cleared their blockages allowing their energy levels to raise to a new level. Earth is at the 3D vibrational level and the Astral realm is 4D. This is where the ‘ghosts’ and non physical entities who are still operating on ego level exist to stay close to earth in order to try to reconnect and feed off the energies of the living. To begin to reach higher wisdom we must move beyond the 4D to higher vibrational energies. Many are only tapping into 4D with their gifts because they are not clear enough to reach higher. Thus in opening to receive they also open themselves to control and even possession. That is why ones have been warned about being cautious with games such as ‘ouija board’. I have personally worked with young people who created havoc and pain in their lives and family due to opening that door.

If we FOCUS on spiritual clearing and growth, our soul will guide and protect us as our gifts open. What we learn to do and the use of our gifts will be for the greater good.

So don’t worry if you can’t see or hear spirit.

In the Christian Bible – Matthew 6:22 says ‘Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you.’

The Buddha was well aware of the dangers of being sidetracked by a fascination with psychic powers. For those whose minds were still fired by personal ambition, they could be a frightful pitfall, serving to enhance the delusion of separate selfhood and the drive for domination.

What these are saying is that our focus be first on our spiritual growth and that in this focus ‘gifts’ of spirit come naturally and for purpose as guided from a higher perspective.

May you walk in Peace.

Mareya Shimayah Elohoim

Spiritual Gifts

Abilities we gain from Spiritual Growth

Those abilites ones speak of as Spiritual Gifts include .healing, speaking in tongues, light language, clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, discerning spirits and claircognizance. Some people are born with these abilities. This is usually because they have developed them in another incarnation and part of their soul contract in this life time was to bring forth this gift. The main reason is usually to help others along their spiritual path and inspire them to develop spiritually. However, they may have a lesson to learn, beliefs to release from prior lifetimes to which this gift is a part of that lesson or process. Perhaps they had been a charlatan or cult leader in another life who deceived people and they have a chance to clear those energies by helping others in this life time. 

For most of us these gifts come forth in differing levels as we clear old beliefs, blockages and energies and come into soul guided growth and direction. We may even have decided to block certain gifts in this lifetime due to it being part of our growth and learning process. I for instance blocked clairvoyance due to not wanting to see certain things that I knew would happen, and it could have been more of a hindrance to my spiritual growth than a help. 

 You see we make a plan about our life before we enter incarnation. We decide what we wish to learn, what old energies we want to clear and old patterns or DNA patterns. We decide how we can be of service and where to incarnate, even our parents. We even make contracts with others to come together if possible in this lifetime to complete these tasks. Our soul knows our plan as do the souls of others with whom we made contracts and they work to inspire us and bring us together to complete these plans. However, we all have free will choices and some things do not manifest, and we don’t always listen due to lack of spiritual direction and growth.

Some who come in with specific gifts but this does not mean they are manifesting a high vibrational level or connection. It is easy for ones to be deceived into believing they are channeling Archangel Michael when it is a lower astral entity if they are not spiritually protected and discerning. This doesn’t make them bad, just unaware and misguided. Unfortunately those who are not also pursuing their spiritual development can get caught up in the ego feeding process of ‘guru and chela’ where they gather followers. They are puffed up from the energies put upon them by others and get lazy in their spiritual growth and making helping others to connect to their own guidance their first priority. For to do so might mean they would loose followers, money and or adoration.

If someone does not point you to develop your own inward connection be aware, that they may be caught in the ego trap and move on, unless you prefer to be a follower, and that is your choice. We see that this is how many cults begin. I am not saying this is true of everyone and I don’t know the path of each, just remember to make your inward journey your focus, and not following others or just to be part of a group and not alone. WE ARE NEVER ALONE for we are ONE with the Creator.

Group support is very helpful in your process for it helps to increase the energies. You will find as you grow and develop that you can out grow a group. You will have learned what you needed for this particular aspect of your spiritual process. Don’t be afraid to move on to new books or teachings that will help you to develop to a new level of Being. Seek within your heart for direction. We can only express spiritual gifts to the level of which we have developed in this lifetime. One may do a past life regression and find out they were an oracle at delphi or a great healer. However, if you try to tap into these gifts in this life, you may be able to connect, but your abilities will be limited by your beliefs, blockages and the amount of light and love you can channel. As you progress spiritually, clear blockage and energies you move into higher vibrational levels and abilities.

BE discerning and seek that which brings you into a greater connection with the Divine within you. You have choices, make them wisely. Sacred texts warn against ones who connect with spirits just for these reasons. Not that the gifts are bad or the people but that their spiritual development limits them and you. The answers you seek are within you and need to be your focus.

 My service is to help you to make that inner connection.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim