Once we begin to embody our I Am Presence our choices still continue. We are still in the world and it is full of choices. Being mindful and aligned through the heart makes it easier.
Last night I had a connecting dream to the one which lead to last blog. I felt guided to share.
The Choice to Enter Through the Unwatched Door
This dream came as a continuation—not just of another dream, but of a threshold already crossed.
I was leaving a place of work and obligation, traveling with another toward a retreat or meeting space. There were many parking places to easily park within and yet effort was spent trying to park in a small enclosed space perfectly aligned by the driver. They were trying to meet an unspoken expectation of those who were watching through the windows inside the building. I remember saying that it didn’t have to be perfect, yet perfection was still insisted upon.
I did not enter where the watchers were.
Instead, I went through a glass door to the right—transparent, quiet, unwatched.
Inside, I found a woman in deep pain, curled into herself. I recognized her as a doctor—one who heals others, one who carries responsibility and authority. She told me to leave and save myself. Yet I could not leave her there.
I did not try to fix her or override her pain. I simply helped her up, left with her and brought her to safety in another location. A place which and allowed her the space to recover.
Then I woke.
What I understand now is this:
I am no longer living from perfection or performance. I no longer move according to who is watching or what is expected. I choose presence over appearance, compassion over compliance.
This dream did not ask me to sacrifice myself, nor to abandon another. It showed me a new way—where freedom and care coexist, and where healing does not require martyrdom.
This is freedom remembered and lived.
I share this invocation which came to me because we are not being asked to be a warrior with sword drawn, nor to ignore injustice and the needs of others. We are being called to Remember that within us is the wisdom, truth, love and will of the Universal Oneness that can see the higher perspective to guide our passage and bring about Unity.
Invocation of Sovereign Compassion
I release the need to be perfect.
I release the belief that I must be watched to be worthy.
I choose the quiet door of truth,
the transparent path of presence,
the way that does not demand performance.
I honor those who have carried too much for too long—
within myself and within the world.
I no longer abandon them,
and I no longer abandon myself.
May compassion move through me without self-sacrifice.
May care arise without obligation.
May freedom guide my steps gently and clearly.
I stand in sovereignty.
I offer presence.
I allow healing to unfold in its own time.
I am free to be.
This is true freedom the freedom to BE in Peace the fullness of who we truly are and in that state finding that others are inspired to Remember too and we can work together to manifest that which beneifts all.
Walk in Peace and Sovereignty.
I Am Sha’Na’El-Ka’Zira
Oracle of Divine Grace 