The Power of Attention: Fostering Growth Without Enabling Dependence

Where we place our attention is our ‘god’ of the moment.

What are you feeding in your life ? What is it that you give of your energy to and attention? What is taking from you that which is your source that feeds you with peace and abundance?

This morning I was awakened from a dream. In the dream I was being taken advantage by an employer whom I didn’t trust. I reported it to the police and quit. I asked what this meant and a client came to mind. I have tried several times to quit this client but feel sorry for her struggle and continued forward. However, this morning I awoke with the realization I could no longer do this. It is not worth my worrying about her business failing if she isn’t going to do something about it.

Why do I share this? Because we need to have compassion and help others but sometimes we have to realize there is no more that we can do, unless they change something in their lives. We are simply letting them draw upon our energies to perpetuate a situation that serves no one. My time and energy would be better spent doing that which is of service to the Divine Plan and Universal Oneness. Perhaps someone else could better serve her needs and help her.

We have been discussing giving and receiving and helping people from the perspective of the ones who give and the ones who receive. The person I speak of is a very good person who gives of hte little she has, and that is why I have continued herlping her, but after 5 years it isn’t getting better and I have done all I can to help, so it is time to step back and perhaps allow her other choices as well as myself. Sometimes, we can be enable someone in continuing in a pathway that isn’t helping them by helping them to survive in that pattern.

Sometimes, our help or their situation is a karmic pattern from which one of us or both have come to learn a leasson.

That which prevents us from seeking our inner spiritual growth or service is a lesson to be learned. It this situation being of service to the higher perspective for each of you? It is causing you to worry and take from your peace? Is it creating a hindrance to the ones involved?

There is a differnce in giving someone a hand up to rise out of a situation in which they find themselves that is not creating a better life for them, and in giving them a hand out of our time, money and energy that enables them to continue in a destructive or non productive pattern of behavior.

This is where our personal growth and alignment to our inner guidance is of such great benefit. Our Higher Self, Source, and our guides all see things from a higher perspective for the good of all. They can see the pattern and potential outcomes of situations and choices that we cannot. They will try to send us signs to help us if we aren’t listening such as the dream I had. If we ask then they will tell us, but we have to ask for they can’t directly interfer only give us nudges, signs and whisper suggestions hoping we hear.

So this is the middle path of the ones who give and the ones who receive. It is where we place our attention. Sometimes we get stuck in believing we need to help everyone, and we can’t because of their personal karmic lessons or we take on karma ourselves. We have to look at situations and ask what is the best way to help and should I do so. It is not every karmic to give to someone whom you see can use a meal, a blanket, a smile, a kind word. Where we can get into karma is enabling them to stay in a beggar situation by giving without helping them to help themselves. Sometimes, they don’t want help, but you will need to learn to discern the difference.

Why do I say this? Interestingly, On the weekend of the Harmonic Convergence in 1987, we were hosting the event in a local park. There was a homeless man who lived there who came to sit with us and watch. I spent time with him during break and asked him about his life. As I share this note we were in southern california, and when I asked where he stayed he said he lived in the large hollowed out tree. I ask how he survived, he said he did odd jobs, ate at local program locations where they had showers and food. I asked why he didn’t stay in shelters and he said he didn’t want to be confined. He liked living outside. Every situation is different. Until we speak to someone we don’t know their story and if they need or want help.

Perhaps you don’t want to speak with a homeless person, or give them money, thinking they will use it for drugs or alcohol and some will. You can give them food or leave food in gathering places, leave clothes or blankets. We aren’t being asked to place our attention on all the homeless or ones in need. Ask what you should do and how you can help and how much. Don’t allow this to take attention from another service you are being called to do to help with the greater process of Ascension for Earth and Humanity.

Everything is about Balance within us and in our lives. Attention is a big part of this process for our attention is required to manifest what we need for ourselves and our spiritual growth and service. If we are placing it on things which are distracting us from our purpose, then we are serving or benefiting no one.

If you have children they need attention for they are a choice you made and a commitment until they are adults. They are the future and deserve to be shown how to connect with their own spiritual direction. They deserve to be loved and guided and to learn to enjoy life. In this you are giving and receiving between yourself and your children in a balanced and harmonious way.

Seek guidance within as to where and how much of your attention to give any situation. Do not ignore the needs of others for we are all One and part of the same Source and need to help all to benefit from their inner connection.

It can seem a balancing act to just help someone, but you will learn to go with the flow as you follow your inner guidance. Just ask what to do in a situation and then follow your inner knowing, your heart guidance. A balance to help but to not take away their lesson or enable another to continue a destructive behavior and take of your time and energy to do so. A rich person can fund a project or center that gives a platform for ones called to help others to provide the needed services. A homeless person can volunteer to help clean the center and or serve in some way to give back for the help given and thus the giving and recieving is balanced.

Attention – inner guidance helps us to know where to place our attention to manifest the highest good and potential for all involved. Remember where we place our attention is what the universe believes we want and so they send the energy of manifestation to that upon which we focus.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Finding Harmony: A Journey through Conspiracy Theories

As I began this sharing, I found it being inspried by Buddha and it really does round out the teachings.

The world is filled with conspiracy theories based on half truths amd inuendo which is designed to lead us into fear, separation and keep our focus and energy on something other than our spiritual freedom.

Are there events and topics for which the truth of the events have been kept hidden from us. Most assuredly yes. The biggest example is the UFO conspiracy. They have been spotted, reported and even painted or depicted in art and on walls of canyons for millemium. The government knew and tried to hide it from us for whatever reason. Never in anyway condoning what they have been doing, yet if one thinks about it the radio broadcast of the ‘War of the Worlds’ with Orson Welles in 1938 created mass panic in those who missed that it was only a program. Obviously, it might have caused our government to pause when a craft crashed in New Mexico. However, everything after that was designed to hide information and technology from us for ‘someone’s’ benefit. The War of the Worlds is their excuse to control information and direct our attention as desired and even to divide us.

This being just the first of many events that caused conspiracy theories to spiral into society. I have taken red pill and followed the road of conspiracy in my life until I realized that most often through earthly sources we will never have the whole truth only that which someone wants us to know. They feed us the conspiracy to guide us down their ‘yellow brick road’. I don’t take the blue pill of forgetfulness and compliance. As in all things there is a middle road.

Buddha taught the path of the middle way between aestethism and self indulgence. The middle way says that in between any two opposites lies emptiness, or sunyata, which is not nothingness but a vast creative potential. The middle way is similarly fluid and full of possibilities. The Middle way is also used to describe the realization of being free of the one-sidedness of perspective that takes the extremes of any polarity as objective reality.

If we look at this perspective of the middle way as emptiness it is the void of unlimited potential of creation. Conspiracy is the essence of Schroedingers cat in which at one moment the cat in the box is both alive and dead, until you look inside. The cat is the conspiracy theory which as long as we don’t know the actual TRUTH of it and can continue to be divided. The truth we hold in the moment is relative and limited it keeps us divided from each other in our beliefs unless we are willing to take the middle path.

The middle path understands that we create our reality by the focus we choose to take in any situation. Because our thoughts, intent and focus create our perspective of a situation or our lives and create our experience. Thus what better way to control a society and divide it than by creating a conspiracy and promoting two sides. It depends on from whom you take the red pill the perspective you choose to hold. You can continue to follow the path they lay before you or choose to take back your authority. If not you will continue to participate in the us or them reality they feed you in the Matrix we call Earth reality.

One day I awoke and realized the futility and control that the red pill of conspiracy can hold. I let it go and instead took the white pill of seeking to release all beliefs, blockages and seals upon my spiritual Beingness.

I didn’t realize it was the ‘Middle Way’ at the time. Let us look at the middle way for it is the essence of balance and harmony that we have been exploring over the last few weks.

The Middle Way leads us to understand:

How to balance between overworking and being lazy. Learning self care that we see where we are working too much and need to step back and restore ourselves. We should not ignore our duties and expect others to take care of us, but instead set achievable step by step goals in our life.

Mindfulness is something I speak of often, and even this has a Middle Way. Buddha says to remember to stay aware of our thoughts, speech and action yet being flexible to the situation and not rigid in our reactions of self judgment when we don’t live up to our own expectations of perfection. Allow room for growth and don’t set unattainable goals. Learn to balance self discipline and self compassion realizing your personal limits of the moment.

The middle way is finding a balance and moderation between eating, working, playing, and spiritual growth. Set aside time from work for relaxation and hobbies you enjoy. Joy lightens our energy so the we can embrace the light and love more easily. Don’t allow your life to become too rigid or too chaotic but create a balanced routine.

Be kind to yourself and others, don’t be overcritical or judgmental of self or others. Watch for ego that can lead to a confidence of you are right or your beliefs are correct and that allow you to judge others based on your criteria. Face challenges with calm and avoid impulse decisions and excessive worry.

The Middle Way isn’t about mediocrity or allowing others to be right over youself but understanding that what we percieve is based upon our inner perception. The MIddle Way leads to inner peace and harmony that aligns us to the Universal Oneness. By balanceing the extremes of excess and lack we find harmony in life grounded in mindfulness and compassion.

All things are fluid and created by our thoughts. ” When we change the way we look at things, the things we look at change.’ Dr. Wayne Dyer. Is the essence of moving from an ‘Us or them’ point of view or the extremes of ‘conspiracy theory’ which is ultimately and us or them. I can hear voices and minds reading this and saying but it’s true there was a cover up of Rosewell and JFK.

Think of this – we are on the brink of planetary Ascension into 5D and how and where you place your attention, thoughts and energy will determine whether you are a match to move into this state. The choice is yours. You can continue to focus on the conspiracy and give those who perpetuate it as ‘important’ your energy and authority to siphon your energy for their use. It is as if you are taking the blue pill of forgetfulness while thinking you are awake. If you have watched Matrix, you will understand you are still in the tube being fed the illusion that someone wants you to understand and believe. Think they are doing this as the ones on the other side think the same thing.

In the end what I am saying is at this time – what is more important that you know the answer to your conspiracy theory to shove it the faces of others to prove your belief is correct and perhaps miss your opportunity to be Free and Create a world to your liking in peace, balance, harmony and unity. It is time to decide what is more important to you. The remnants are fighting for control of the reality we see. Will you believe one side over the other and allow them to tell you what is right or wrong and how to live your life? Or will you take the ‘white pill’ and move into alignment with the ‘middle path’ which connects through your heart and bypasses the ego brain directing you to connect with the Universal Mind of Oneness that is the Void of Unlimited Potential and Infinite Creation.

As always the choice is yours. No matter what you choose it is your path to follow and eventually all paths lead back to the center or Source where it all began. Some paths just take longer.

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I Am Maeya Shimayah Elohim with Buddha

Harnessing Intent to Overcome Distractions and Chaos

I don’t know if I was having subconscious thoughts or someone else was and this is the answer shared with me. Today has been the discussion day of balance and harmony. Around the world is chaos creating fear and unbalanced energies in the people and thus through us into the environment.

I was told there is a perspective, a tool as such one can use in dealing with the chaos. We care co creators and as such with our thoughts and intents we are constantly creating our experience in the world. If we focus upon the chaos we are feeding it our energy instead of feeding the intent of what we do want to experience. This is what the systems of the world desire.

I was told it is not so much just social media although that is a distraction from our spiritual focus, it is the political social media and the new media of which we need to be aware of how much time we spend listening and giving our attention and energy. These are distracting us and keeping us unbalanced and ineffective in helping to raise the planetary energy. For we are needed to focus our intent on our spiritual growth and on bringing more light, love, balance and harmony into the world.

So what can we do? I was given two interesting thoughts and perspectives. I was shown it is like a illusionist show. In an illusion the person distracts our attention to one location while their hand or someone else is doing the illusion in another location or with the other hand. When they bring us our attention back the illusion is complete and we think it was magic, miraculous, but it was simply a slight of hand and misdirection. This is what is happening , that the attention of media is being directed in a certain direction thus taking those who watch it there, while the true trick is being done somewhere else.

So they say it isn’t keep up with your friends or the kitty videos that are keeping us tied to the chaos, they simply utilize time we could be doing something more meaningful, it is the news or political social media that is sharing things and they don’t really know or are distracting us from the true scenario playing out. However, it is no better to worry about what ones are attempting to do than believing something that isn’t true. Either way we are feeding the energy of another that distracts us from our path and inner truth.

My perspective of the world isn’t the same as yours or anyone else. For we all see things based on our experiences, clarity, discernment and alignment. My perspective is my truth of the moment as is yours. SO what do we do.

Then St Germain came in and shared a thought with me. He said for me it is like sporting events for which I don’t watch or even know the name of teams or players. It is happening in the world and for some it is their life, they live and breath their team loyalty and it makes them happy or sad if their team loses or wins. For them it might be art, they could care less about going to an art gallery and looking at paintings to see the beauty and appreciate the talent. Again it is happening and important to someone but has no effect on their lives.

So think of the political situations happening in this way. Perhaps there is something that is very meaningful to you personally happening. If you want and can do something, ask if it serves a purpose and for guidance on what or how to do something to help. If it simply makes you angry or upset and you can’t do anything simply think about it as a sports game or art show and let it happen and those that care about it focus their attention. They can feed it if they want but you can instead clarify how you want the world to be and focus your energy and intent there. Feed that which you wish to manifest with love, light, peace and balance. That then is what you will experience. As the shifts and changes occur in the systems of the world you can focus on your spiritual growth and raising your vibration through alignment to your Higher Self. This will allow you to move to that future with which you match vibrationally.

I don’t know about you but I can envision a better world. I was shown that the Star Center of Creation vision I have been given is from the Golden Past and part of the Golden Future. It represents how humanity will be in the 5D energies . I would much rather be there than to continue in the 3D chaos. So, I make my choice to let this drama be like reports of a sporting event, or for some the opening of an art gallery, a dance recital, a concert for a group you never heard of or don’t care about. You may or may not be aware of what is happening, but you won’t allow it to be your focus. You choose the future you want. You bring light and love as a corridor around you, your family, home, community and keep your focus on where you want to be. You may feel the effects of what is happening or you may realize that you shift without being touched by the extremes. For what doesn’t match your vibration will not be drawn to you.

Think about it. It might not work for you, but I was glad for the perspective.

Unlocking Esoteric Wisdom: The Path to Balance and Harmony

After writing the last sharing I had touched upon a subject of information being shared as we our vibration increases. I didn’t go into any detail even though it had been in the journaling I had done before with Thoth but it seemed like it wasn’t the right time. Then as I was doing a little relaxing and reflecting I was nudged about Esoteric wisdom and the topic of balance and harmony.

I have found in my life that bits and pieces of information will come to me from Spirit. I will do some deeper digging but still might not have what I know is the complete picture, so I will put it away. Perhaps it is just me but I like to know where I am going to understand the road ahead and plan my trip. In the last writing we touched upon this as part of the need for balance and harmony in our lives. I have often wondered,why give me this piece of information that is a dangling participle.

Yet, I knew within that I needed to be with it and integrate and bring it into balance and harmony. If it was shared there was something of value to help me on my path. The next piece of the puzzle will come when I am ready mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

When ensouled life began on the earth we knew we were one with all life and each other. We had access to all wisdom to which we were vibrationally attuned and could manifest our needs. When the energies of Earth became corrupted and began to lower in vibration a choice was made. In order for the program to continue we needed to be limited in our access to higher energies and wisdom so that we did not destroy ourselves and all life on earth as had occurred on other planets.

We were given veils of amnesia and illusion to which we are attached as part of the consciousness matrix of Earth. All that we see and experience on Earth is agreed upon to be appear as it does as part of the mass consciousness collective creational matrix of Earth. It is fed by the thoughts and actions of all people. The lower the energies and thought patterns sink , the lower the energies of the matrix. It is through this matrix that it was decided that a chair or table would have 4 legs, or a building 4 walls in most cases for each. We agreed that the atoms and electrons would be drawn together to create this pattern for this object and a name was given to it. It remained stable and as to the Esoteric Creational Information the veils kept us from accessing the creational abilities until such time as we would seek to raise our frequency and consciousness. Yet, this left us believing we were ego in form separate from each other and needing to fight to exist.

Once we began our search and realized we were a soul in a body having a human experience the veil of amnesia was lifted. Once we begin to realize there is life at different frequency and that plants and animals have consciousness the veils of illusion began to lift. It was after the fall of Atlantis that easy access to all people of the Universal Wisdom was taken from the masses. It was still present in Egyptian times for those who would pursue the wisdom paths of initiation and in other cultures based on the same process. One needed to become a spiritual seeker who was responsible for that which they learned.

I was reminded early on in my journey that ones are not held accountable for what they do not know, but once learned we can face karmic ramifications for misuse of wisdom and energies. Thus the term ignorance can be bliss. So we must seek to find, knock on the door of spiritual wisdom by raising our vibrational level to that which opens the book of knowledge to us.

We need take what we learn and bring it into balance and harmony in order to raise our energy to the next level so that the next piece of the puzzle can be shared with us. Again this was done so that we would not destroy life on earth and in order for help us not to create karma if possible.

Thankfully, now the pieces come a bit quicker for me and I don’t have to wait years for the next piece like I did in the beginning. This is true for most on the spiritual path of wisdom and light for great amounts of energies are coming in to help us to awaken. As we clear our energy and learn to utilize the spiritual tools and practices we are more quickly able to understand and bring the wisdom into balance and harmony in our lives. Thus, raising our vibrational levels more quickly.

We are now seeing ones experiencing many differing levels of consciousness. We need to keep our focus on the highest level possible and remain in balance using mindfulness, clearing, protection and discernment. Don’t get caught in the chaos and unbalanced energies attempting to distract us from our path to Enlightenment. The wisdom of the ages, that Esoteric knowledge was never kept from us to prevent us from learning and growing but from harming ourselves and others until we were sufficiently ready to utilize it. We had to make the choice and do the work to be ready.

Many writings have been done condemning the Esoteric Schools of the past for keeping wisdom from the people and deeming it demonic or negative. It never was but like all things we fear the unknown and there has been a practice of infiltration by ones who want to control and abuse the wisdom for their own ego purposes. Thus that which was pure gets corrupted. They corrupters like to point out the corruption in order to keep ones from seeking the higher wisdom and thus under their control.

If needed step back, go within and ask for guidance and understanding. Always make a choice from a place of balance, peace and harmony. In this you will know it is right for you. There is much to learn and embrace that will help us to manifest the Infinite possibilities awaiting us. However, we need to be spiritually mature and come into self mastery of our thoughts, words and deeds. Then we have reached maturity and can be give access to the wonders awaiting.

Be at peace, and let balance and harmony be your barometer.