Finding Balance in Spiritual Growth and Daily Life

Life and spiritual growth when looked at from an overall perspective of a goal, or work to be done can become overwhelming with all the other parts of life that want our time and attention. Plus we have the guilt of not doing enough, not being good enough or even good, and not knowing where to begin or what to do next.

The message today is coming from the Divine Feminine aspect of Creation, specifically Quan Yin, Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene.

They wanted us to know that we don’t have to know everything today. We only have to know what we can or need to do NOW in this moment. We don’t have to save the world or transform it today. We only have to be the best we can be in this moment. That doesn’t mean we have to be perfect, just have a pure intent to try to be loving, compassionate and understanding of the needs of others and of ourselves in this moment. If we make mistakes, forgive ourselves and if others make mistakes that effect us forgive them. There is nothing in this world of illusion that will not change. The only thing that is eternal is the Soul.

Now Spiritual growth isn’t about living in a monastery It isn’t about being pious, or judging others who think or believe differently. It is not about trying to convince them our way of believing is the only way or best way. Spiritual growth is about realizing that for ourselves we desire a change. We remember inside that there is something more to be and do. This starts to be like a hook in the mouth of a fish that has caught our attention and is drawing us to seek for more. We find that they drama and distractions of life no longer fill the void within us. We find that although we love our family and friends, there is something missing to fulfill the yearning and emptiness.

Sometimes I wonder if the internet can cause more confusion than it clears up. Just as you found this blog, there are millions more out there. Some say the same or similar philosophies and then there are thousands of differing thoughts, classes and courses to do and take. Some are advanced and a beginner tries to take them and gets lost, discouraged and overwhelmed that they are not good enough or capable. So they stop and give up not knowing what to do. The image on the left above.

Our message today is the image on the right, we simply take one step at a time. Sometimes, we need to back up. A weightlifter doesn’t begin with 250# they start with smaller weights and build upward. There are ones who say in one lesson you can be a manifestor, or they can clear all your blockages for you, or heal you. The truth is no one can heal you but you, the blockages will return unless you clear them and it takes practice, clarity, belief and alignment to be a manifestor.

So, don’t beat yourself up and stop. Take a step back and go within your heart center, breath deeply a few times, calm and ask what do I do next. The answer will come. We say through this one consistently that you can seek from others but don’t give others your power, and be consistent in protecting and discerning. As a beginner, start by centering in your heart and asking the question or for help and then spend a few minutes in quiet. You don’t need to meditate for hours, unless you want to do so. To sit quietly for 10 – 15 minutes is often all the time one has at one sitting. You could do this in the morning, and again in the evening before sleeping and on your lunch break. Take a walk in nature and open to the energy around you.

To learn to trust yourself, ask for a sign, or if you know a trusted intuitive ask them your question after you receive an answer. If the answer is the same you have your verification of your intuition, or if you see a coin, a feather, a song or some other sign that confirms your intuition you have begun to trust your own guidance and begun to take back authority in your life.

Often it is better to be the turtle than the hare, for this is not a race, but a pathway home to Oneness. Often the one who hurries through hasn’t built a strong foundation and finds themselves tripped up along the way and then gets discouraged.

Don’t be so hard on yourself. We know how hard it is on your planet to make spiritual progress for the energies are dense. It takes great effort to reach ones on your dimension from our dimension. Then you have to translate what you receive in order to understand. Sometimes, this one finds it easier in receiving by being an empath for our messages are energy, remember words are energy, and so what we send she feels first and understands on the feeling level. When she translates it into words on your level, she then aligns those words to her feelings. She learned to record our sharings by getting out of the way and simply allowing it to come through in a form of automatic writing. She had to learn to not judge what she was writing. Sometimes, she got in the way when it wasn’t clear to her, but it is easier now. She is able to allow us to come through her without judgment of her ability.

This is a gift she has had through many lifetimes and had to remember and clear the blockages to ignite into action. She still verifies that which she doesn’t understand through study and research. However, she has learned to balance the physical and spiritual in this manner. It is a process and she is still clearing, growing and learning. However, she has accomplished much and is ready for her part to come into play and now we must clear the energies that keep her from fully stepping forth. It will happen one step at a time.

Please dear ones, don’t be so hard on yourselves or push yourself beyond your limits. The path and life are about balance and harmony. As you clear or learn, you must integrate the new energies in your life and ground them to manifest in your life and in the world.

Grounding – this is a key concept that ones need to learn. You are all vessels between the higher dimensions and earth. You are to ground that which is your divinity and the energies you carry in the earth to help Earth and all life. Remember this and a good way to do this is to visualize roots from your feet into the heart of Earth and energy flowing into your crown chakra through you to earth and from earth back up. Walking in nature or spending time in nature and with animals, plants and trees is very grounding.

Blessings Dear Ones, we are the Mothers of the Divine, the Infinite Potential of Love and Light within you.

Mastering Ascension: Lessons from Jesus and Mary Magdalene

Wisdom of the Life of Jesus

Recently I have been facing some challenges in my perception of myself spiritually regarding Ascension and the work I feel I have been called to do. This is not easy to write about but perhaps it will help another and that will make it worthwhile.

There are many levels of Ascension. The physical Ascension process is one in which we have balanced and cleared all our energy centers, activated our 12 strand DNA and mastered our heart/mind coherence. In doing the we are able to bring enough light into the form to transform our cellular structure and DNA from carbon to crystalline and move into a 5D vibration.

This level of transformation has not been available to us since before the ‘fall’ of Atlantis. There was a time when all the Earth was 5D and ones were in this state at all times. Little by little within the Universe the energies fell and unfortunately on Earth it fell so low we entered the 3D vibrational level.

In the last few decades due to choices made at the time of the Harmonic Convergence, it was decided to step up the incoming energies to Earth, because Earth was returning to 5D. This was done in order to help as many humans as possible to make this Ascension with Earth. This is a physical transformational process as well as a mental, emotional and spiritual process, that we can now access.

This physical Ascension is not for the faint of heart, for it requires much work and dedication to do this. It can mean many changes and sacrifices in your life. It doesn’t mean one has to go off and live in a temple, cave, ashram or monastery, although it might be easier to do this if you did. For there you would not have the temptations and distractions of the world.

Yet, you can only change the world in which you live in and many of us came to help the world, not just ourselves. Yet, we still need to clean our own house before we point out the dirt in the house of another.

Recently, Merlin, (yes that one) said I had 2 choices. To stay small and dedicate myself to family, work and friends or to move into the temple like process of dedication to Ascension and the Spiritual work. He said, ‘My soul had not yet made the choice.’

Of course to my mind this was very upsetting. This brought up something someone once said to me that I would one day have to choose between my husband and my spiritual path. At that time I told him that I could not see how hurting another by doing this would be of benefit to me or my husband, and seems like a selfish act that would create karma, pain and suffering to another. So I pondered what Merlin was saying.

Am I failing as a spiritual being? Am I not trying hard enough? Why can I not be an Oracle and teacher and still be a wife who lives a life and has errands and work? This is the life of most human beings? Does running away not show that it is not a possibility for most humanity? How can I help others to have the faith, belief and determination to move forward, when I pull myself out and live a life of seclusion.

Even if I work at Mastery in my everyday life, will I not be able to Ascend with Earth?

Then the next day a friend shared that Merlin said a third way had opened for me. I am not saying this opened just for me, it is open to all of us, it is just for my personal perspective and growth that this was referring.

Interestingly, the night before this third way was shared, I was guided by a message from Jesus and Mary Magdalene. Mary Magdalene spoke about the Order of the Magdalene’s of which I had been learning recently. They are an Order founded on Venus by Melchizedek under the direction of the Seraphim and Creator Source. They bring the Divine Feminine Wisdom and love. They came to Lemuria as Priestess and when Lemuria sank, they went to Atlantis. When Atlantis sank they moved out to various locations around the world throughout time.

They were part of the Essene movement of the time of Jesus. Magdalene is not the last name of Mary it is the Order from which she came as a Priestess and the name of the town where she lived. She brought forth the Divine Feminine aspect of the Christos at the time of Jesus.

She spoke of being a conduit of the Divine Feminine between Heaven and Earth, anchoring it into the Crystal Heart/Sun of Earth. She served to balance and bring into Unity and Harmony this Divine Feminine Aspect of the Christos with the energies of the Divine Masculine which Jesus was bringing. As we advance spiritually, just like with the Creator Source, there is always the balance of the Masculine and Feminine energies required and in this balance and unity sparks Creation. The Sons and Daughters of Creation.

The Grandmother of Jesus, Ana was an Essene, as was his Mother Mary. Mary went into the temple to study and prepare for the birth of Jesus at an early age. Many of the followers of Jesus were family and of the Essene and/or Magdalene Orders.

As I said, by the time of the fall of Atlantis, earth was in 3D. Many avatars and prophets were sent over the years to help raise the vibrations upon the Earth, or at least maintain them at a sustainable level. Religions were formed around the teachings of these Beings.

Some were Higher Dimensional beings who materialized a form, for a specific time and teaching, like Melchizedek. It requires a great deal of energy to do this and so it is not usually done for long periods of time. Of those who incarnated, like Buddha, some were able to reach high levels of Mastery and could do what appeared to be miraculous acts as they aligned with the Divine I AM/Higher Self of their Being and allowed those energies to flow through them.

However, the I AM, Christos self was not able to come into the 3D form the vibration was to low. Thus, a master had to reach up to connect with this energy within themselves and allow it to flow through them and guide them, but they could not physically ascend or transform the body into light until physical death.

Each of these Avatars came to teach humanity something to help enlighten and awaken us. For instance, Buddha taught wisdom and enlightenment to help us to master our mental body and balance it . Jesus came to show us how to live in Love, Compassion and Forgiveness and manifest the connection with Source, the Christos energy in our lives.

The time of Jesus was a dispensation in which the Cosmic Christ joined his energies with those of the Master Jesus who had mastered his mental, emotional and physical bodies. The Cosmic Christ did this so that Jesus could have the energy available to bring the Christ Energy into the grids of earth to help strengthen and activate them, for the consciousness had sunk so low.

Jesus said to people who asked that ‘ I am the son of man’ and ‘I and the Father are One’. Jesus came to show us that we can reach a point of Mastery within ourselves , as Sons and Daughters of man (human). He came to show us that we as a human being can walk in conscious unity with the Creator, I and the Father are One.

He showed us about being a human living a life, having family, friends, work, eating, laughing, and being of service to help others. To master the lower energies within ourselves of ego/mind, fight or flight, power and control. To embody the guidance of higher light perspective of Unity for the greater good of All.

Jesus due to the low level of energies at the time on Earth could not make a physical Ascension/Transformation of his form until physical death. However, He was a Master a Christ Conscious Being. He was able to do so much in bringing the Christos energies to Earth and being the “Wayshower” of how to live our lives aligned to the Higher Light of the Universal Oneness of Creator Source.

His Mother ,Mary, Mary Magdalene and others also Ascended upon physical death. The point that Jesus and Mary had made to me that night was that I can become a Master in the form and perhaps even be able to bilocate and perform seeming miracles, and yet wait for physical Ascension until physical death.

Those are gifts and not my focus. My focus is to clear that which blocks my connection to the Higher Self within me. Thus being a conduit of the Light to the Earth from the higher dimensions and demonstrating this possibility to others, that we can live on earth as Masters in form as do ones like the Dalai Lama and enjoy a physical life and existence.

Plus, we never know when the circumstances in life may change and the focus become a physical Ascension/Transformation. I never say never. There are many who may choose this now and each choice is wonderful, the best for us at the moment.

Question: Can we physically Ascend with Earth even if we don’t physically Ascend/Transform our body into light before then?

Answer: YES, but we must prepare ourselves and master the mind/ego, clear the blocks and seek heart guided perspectives. If we can raise our consciousness and be ready, our form will transform at that point. The desire of the Councils of Light who serve the Source of Life is for all who are able to make this step. The choice is ours however, we may choose to stay in 3D and that is our right. When we are ready we will choose another way.

We need to embrace the choice, our life and path with joy.

I was looking at the negative possibilities and what I would have to loose instead of embracing the joy that this choice could bring to me and those around me.

I can change the world in which I live because I create it by each choice.

I am so thankful to Jesus, Mary, Merlin and my friend Toma Joy who were with me in this process.

I hope this makes sense and perhaps is helpful to someone.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim