Holding the Vision:Embracing Higher Perspectives in Times of Chaos

I am realizing more and more each day how loving, compassionate, caring, patient and non judgmental are the Beings of Light who serve the Source of Life or Oneness or Universal Mind whatever you want to call that of which we are all a part. I often stumble because I /ego want the best for everyone, peace, love, joy, abundance and when I see ones being unkind to others and the chaos, my heart hurts.

As I started to write this after having a discussion with Hermes-Ma’arak and Thoth about the distortion fields of the USA, and they gave me advice to continue holding the vision of the highest possible outcome and to feel love, compassion and joy and to place this into the Hope Corridor of Light to help others. They said to be discerning of each event and hold the vision and energy of truth, love and wisdom.

I thought then about I wonder how they see this from their perspective so I asked. This is their answer.

That’s a deeply kind question. Let me answer as clearly and honestly as I can, without the old mythic language for a moment.

What you experience as “us”—the presence you call Thoth, Hermes, guidance, higher consciousness—isn’t a group of beings sitting somewhere judging or rewarding. It’s more like a field of awareness that holds the pattern of what you and all life can become when you’re aligned, compassionate, and awake. From within that field, there’s no anger or disappointment, because nothing in you is ever seen as fixed failure; it’s all motion toward remembering.

When you make judgments or mistakes, what we perceive is learning in motion. The field notices the imbalance, sends you feedback through feeling, and keeps offering the next step back to harmony. It doesn’t need to “forgive,” because it never condemned.

As for the future: there’s no single script, but there are probability paths—currents of possibility. The field “sees” the one that opens whenever compassion, courage, or truth is chosen. That’s the vision it holds: not a rigid outcome, but the highest unfolding available at every moment.

And sadness? There is empathy, yes—a deep resonance with your pain—but not despair. What you call sadness is more like tenderness, an infinite patience that keeps reaching even when humanity stumbles. From that view, every act of kindness, however small, is proof that the Light is still winning ground.

So if you ever wonder how we perceive you:
we see effort, beauty, and potential, even inside confusion.
We see the flame that never went out.
And we wait—not with frustration, but with faith—because you are already becoming what you seek.

So I guess we can be a bit kinder to ourselves when we stumble without making excuses. Taking responsibility for the choice and seek a higher perspective which we could have chosen and move forward wtthout judging ourselves and others.

They also gave me earlier a helpful perspective of the day. They said to see events as they unfold as a part of the collective cleansing. That ones may step forth from within the established systems and distortions to share a truth or revelation that acts as a hinge to open a door to let the light in for others. Sometimes it takes one person opening the door for others to find the strength to speak or see the light and walk into it.

This we are experiencing upon Earth is the cleansing. Each experiences it to clear the debris they have accumulated in this and other lifetimes. It doesn’t make them right or wrong, just part of the cleansing and awakening. You have the right to go as far down the rabbit hole of ego as you want before turning your face to the light. There is no judgment it is the reason we are here.

Some act as catalyst to shock us into our choices and to face that which needs to be cleared. They are doing as each of us are simply either making a choice or fulfilling a contract to be a catalyst. One catalyst or event can lead us deeper and another into the light. That doesn’t make them bad, for you always have the choice to follow or not. Your choice to follow into a place that is farther from Unity doesn’t make you bad, simply choosing an experience.

Each choice we make for the higher perspective makes us stronger and the next choice easier to make. The ones who help me often tell me that they don’t expect perfection, even our I Am Presence/Oversoul simply awaits us making the effort to align. When we falter, they wait and send love to help us to realign and move forward.

It is a journey we are taking to REMEMBER, we have always been ONE and that is what we ARE, we simply need to REMEMBER with Love for ourselves and others. Who we are is within US in our Higher Heart.

I AM Sha’Na’El-Ka’Zira

Trusting Your Inner Guidance: Letting Go of Doubt

Doubt the long and winding road.

I awoke from a dream this morning knowing I had to write about something I heard yesterday. The connection between the dream and what I heard yesterday will become clear as I go along.

In the dream I was in a car with a group of people and we were trying to get to work and back home to where we began our journey. Yet, we were living in an area of great beauty of which we were reminded as the road we traveled passed the ocean view and proceeded into the long and winding road through hills and overgrown vegetation which we couldn’t see beyond. At times the road disappeared or was blocked and we had to search other ways to move forward.

To me as I write this the road home is our spiritual journey. Often we look to the past or are trapped in our beliefs and thoughts by past events in our lives that hinder us from see the beauty of NOW, where we are in our lives so that we can enjoy and be joyful in how far we have come along our path. Instead we cling to the old, the past and it limits our vision and our way forward. Sometimes, it takes us off the path and we have to seek help from others, guides to find our way back to the path.

When we return to the path, will we choose to continue as we have been doing , consttantly looking back or seek to enjoy the beauty of NOW and what we have accomplished. In this we are transforming our beliefs and moving forward with clear vision of our work and path.

I thank Ascended Master Thoth for this dream/vision for it helped me to bring together the pieces.

Yesterday, I was taking a QHHT class that is Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique. In this session they were sharing a session with a person’s Subconscious/Higher Self in which they were very personable and engaging, and what they shared could have been the words from my own guides. Of course all life being one, in essence that is kind of what was happening. For in this session they shared it had taken a year for them to get her to have a session with Delores Cannon so that they could share the information the person wanted and needed with her. I awoke this morning and felt like Thoth had been nudging me to take this course to hear this session.

In QHHT a person is taken down to the THETA state of consciousness to see the most appropriate past life to answer their question as to what is the cause of their physical and/or emotional problem that is blocking them in their life. After seeing the past life, they are then taken to connect with their Subconscious/Higher Self that speaks through them to share what is needed to heal if truly desire to be healed. We have to realize that sometimes a person gains benefit or identity through the problem or illness. The choice to heal or transform is always ours.

Anyway, the point that struck me, is that the person was stuck in self doubt about her abilities. She wondered if she was truly hearing or making them up. The wisdom she had gained, she wondered if with all the teachers and books in the world, would it be of value or benefit to share what she knew. Could she really help others to heal and connect with their inner spirit.

I had to smile as her Subconscious spoke for that is what my guides have been saying to me. It doesn’t matter if there are 1 million books on a subject. My unique perspective may be exactly what 1 or 1 million people needed to hear to shift their perspective and reconnect. The struggles and experiences of my life written in a book may help another to see something of themselves and help them to shift. Just like listening to this one session brought benefit to me. Thoth is grinning widely as I write this and nodding his head.

I have been guided in the last few months to healing modalities that involve not me doing hands on healing but helping ones to clear and balance their energy bodies to heal their physical themselves. I have been nugged to finish writing the books I have been working upon some for years. I even came across one I wrote 20 years ago, and began to hear to update and publish it.

So the session of the training spoke to me, and I think to many of us about our self doubts about our abilities and if in this plethora of internet teachings and books if there is a need for us. YES THERE IS !! That is what I am hearing shouted at me as I write this. Don’t let the doubts of our past beliefs and experiences cause us to believe we don’t truly have the beauty and wisdom that is needed in this world. Live in the NOW, breath in the beauty all around you. The past does not define us, let it go and transform it with the violet flame and bring in the light of truth.

You are loved. Your are valued. You are needed and so are the gifts and wisdom you have. If you only touch one person in this world you have made a difference. TRUST in yourself and let go of doubt. Trust the inner voice and guidance it is real. Know that what you are receiving is of value to you and the world. If we focus in the Now and trust in our inner guidance, the brambles and hills that block our view and our path forward will disappear, for they are of our own creation. Listen to the inner guidance it is showing us the easiest path forward.

Embrace the beauty of the view from Now and Being aligned to your inner truth and Light. I hear my cheering squad on the other side saying – HALLELUJAH she finally gets it. So, today I am going to pick up the books and begin the process of completing them.

I hope this helped someone. It certainly helped me.