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Unlocking the Time Portal: A Journey of Rememberance

Time Portal of Rememberance and Unification.

I first apologize for the amount of time which has passed since last posting. This has been a time of REMEMBERANCE and UNIFICATION for me. I have had what was called a time portal in the wetland behind my home. I wasn’t exactly sure what to do with it so I simply protected it and about 6 months ago I was joined by a Yeti guardian to help. I realize now that he appeared at that time because it was time for the portal to be activated and stabalized. It has been in an inversion state for a long time. I didn’t understand the unstable energies, trees dying, intense cross winds and other anomolies over the years.

However, this understanding has been part of the process unfolding through Rememberance. That word Rememberance is the KEY to the portal, this process and unification. There has been so much occurring that I needed to remember, understand, and integrate over the last couple of weeks. It is like all the pieces of a puzzle that have been my life experience are finally beginning to make sense. People I have met, trips I have taken, experiences I have had, information I have gathered, and memories I have had now begin to make sense and fit together.

I had wondered why things weren’t happening they way, I thought they should or with the speed or ease of others. Recently I learned that I had to wait for the correct timing to REMEMBER and UNIFY. For instance, I had wondered why, I have difficulty seeing clearly with my inner sight, when I instinctively know that I could do so in other lifetimes. In fact recently I developed cataracts. I had been getting stronger prescriptions for my reading glasses due to working on a computer and reading a great deal. Then suddenly I could see clearly to read and I thought a miracle had happened. When I went for my yearly examine so proud of myself, they said my far sight was so bad that I wouldn’t be able to pass an eye exam. I hadn’t realized. They said I had cataracts. When I saw the surgeon and explained that my near vision had gotten better, she called it ‘second sight’. That whatever bad vision one had before cataracts corrects itself and the good sight gets bad.

Interestingly, shortly before this I had asked about my inner vision, and I was told that I had shut if off. That I needed to remember why, and only then could I open it again. Now, I was experiencing second sight of seeing close but my far sight was very bad, like my inner vision or clairvoyance. I can see by visualization and impression, but not clearly like seeing a movie. Yet, at times images will clearly superimpose themselves over my visual range just that clearly. My declaration is I have perfect 20/20 vision. This was simply a sign.

Why am I sharing this with you. I have been realizing that it has all been bits and pieces of ‘past lives’ coming, but not understanding the meaning or why I have an experience, until recently.

Perhaps, I need to clarify the portal. At least this time portal is not about moving from one destination or timeline to another. It is about helping one to REMEMBER and UNIFY. It opens the doors to other parts of ourself living in other dimensions and existences. They are not past lives, although to us as we experience time as linear instead of circular or NOW, they seem to be past lives. All the existences we think of as past lives are happening right now, they aren’t in the past. It is just that we have moved from them to this life. We can still connect to them and experience them, change events and integrate them into our NOW. The ‘future’ us is experiencing events to which we can connect and manifest in our NOW. This portal opens the doors to all aspects of ourself so that we can merge and unify in NOW time to do that which is needed to open the portal of Metatronic Spiral to Unification within the ONENESS of Self and ALL Life.

It opens to the Quantuum Field of Existence and Manifestation. We can as we tap into its energy and potential within the Quantum Field of Unity move to other dimensions, existenses and potentials, but we need most importantly and immediatley to focus on this NOW existence and Unifying them within Ourselves. That is the point of being in this life at this time. This is the most important life and you are the ONE for which you have been waiting.

So over the last couple of weeks, I have been connecting to the portal to stabalize the energies and in the process, remembering the bits and pieces of this lifetime and the lifetimes of other aspects of myself to unify, harmonize, balance and create resonance through dimensions into NOW. It is a time portal to I AM through Resonance to the Spiral of Oneness.

I was not to see the future or understand the pieces of the ‘past’ or aspects of myself until the timing was right. Why? Well, I came into this life to learn patience. If I know something my ‘inquisitive mind’ wants to know, understand the full facts and can ‘jump’ the gun and try to take matters into my own hands/rational mind outcome scenario. Plus, that which is hidden to me, was also hidden from those who disrupt or try to control information for a lesser purposes.

I recently was going to a location to active and connect it to the portal. As I approached the location, I began to experience nausea and intense stomach cramps. At first I thought it was something I ate. Then I thought perhaps I was being attacked so I asked for protection, which only made it worse. Then I thought perhaps something was trying to tell me the site or timing was off, so I decided to go back home. After a few hours, when I decided it I should pick another day it got better. When I realized It was not the prime spot and another was better suited, it stopped altogether. Timing and inner direction and resonance are essential in our process. I had let my rational mind pick due to information shared instead of waiting upon clear inner direction.

It was today as I sat with the Portal and aligning more fully with the energies it offers, I realized its true potential as a ‘Time Portal’ was one of Unity into the I AM. As I asked, it was verified by Thoth. I had to stabalize and protect it before I could understand it and this could only happen at the correct time. Before that I wasn’t able to see or understand.

This protected it from my sharing inadvertantly or others of not pure intent picking up on its energy. Once it was protected I could begin not only my own Unification, but Unifying it with other locations around the planet to expand the Gateway of the Divine Feminine opening to the Metatronic Spiral Home for Humanity. I don’t have all the answers about this yet, it is only beginning. I am remembering and awakening to it. I am sharing because these doors are being prepared so that you may walk through them as you are ready.

“Past lives” are really other incarnations of yourself. The name you had, or the position you held only really matters in the context of that which you have learned, cleared, activated and manifest in your spiritual process and mission into Oneness. You are here now to REMEMBER the parts of yourself in order to Unify all parts of yourself in the NOW to the I AM that I AM which you are.

Now as I remember a piece of my ‘past’ whether in this or another life, I am asking what does this mean in the greater scheme of Unification and Ascension. I begin to see the pattern of the work I have done or am doing in other lives which is part of why I am here now and what I am to do. It helps to heal and restore the alignment to the abilities and gifts that have been awaiting my Remembering.

So when you feel you are slow, not good enough, that there is something wrong that you are not doing or understanding, REMEMBER, you are exactly where you should be and doing exactly what you need to do at this time. Be open to and remember the pieces of the puzzle for when you least expect it they will begin to fit and the picture will become clear or at least clearer.

I hope this makes sense to someone besides me. Please feel free to share any experiences you may have or ask questions if you have any.

oracleofdivinegrace@gmail.com

I Am Kohlera Rayum

Glamour and Ego

The Ego or Edging God Out is an easy mark for Glamour in our world.

As always if you use God, Allah, Source, Creator, Universal Mind, Higher Self, or whatever term your belief chooses it is all the same energy. This topic came up because someone who used to be a New Age Guru, suddenly renounced that which they spoke of as their belief and had an epiphany from Jesus. This set many ‘teachers’ of non traditional thought on edge. Yet, there is no threat or reason to be upset, unless one doubts their own path. Then they need to look to see if it is time to reevaluate their belief systems. The same can be said when one leaves a religious organization.

I am going to define the two words in the title in accordance to the message from Jesus that is coming through. Recently I read someone refer to the ego as ‘edging out God’. In theory this is correct, the ego is our rational mind and its original function is to serve the Soul or Higher Self. It is to take that which the Soul directs and to find what is needed in the rational/physical world to make this happen and to take care of our daily activities that have no relationship to our Soul purpose. It works with our Soul as a co-worker to perform the functions that keep us safe and fulfills our daily functions in the world.

For example our Soul may say it would benefit us to build a prayer garden or to go to the Redwoods and walk in the forest. Then the ego/rational mind decides what must be done in our daily routine to make this happen. That is how it is supposed to work. However, we came in with a veil of amnesia and illusion and forgot that we are truly our Soul and not the physical form, it is our vehicle of mobility upon the Earth, the channel through which we anchor our light into the Earth and through which the Essence of our Soul/ Higher Self transforms all into Light. It believes it is alone and must keep us safe, healthy and provide for us. It does so at the expense of others if it deems this necessary, for we are the most important person and must be protected and supported at all costs.

Glamour is the Illusional veils. Glamour is that which feeds our ego to feel better about ourselves, and to feel more important than others. Glamour is what causes us to want more in the material world versus the spiritual realms. In spirit that which is called glamour is the heavy energies that enshroud and oppress humanity by deflecting the light of Truth to embrace the darkness of fear and ego. As we move beyond the glamour and ego we begin to reconnect to the Oneness of All Life and with Source which is the Essence within which all exists. Spirituality has taken the form of religious doctrine and focus on personal growth without thinking of how it affects or benefits all Life. Glamour is the ignorance, fear and greed in the world which can only be transformed by opening our hearts to enlightenment to moving into Being and doing from a place of Being instead of ego/rational mind directed reactions. Glamour and illusion come from a negative or unclear attitude of our mind focusing upon the illusion we have created to be our life over the reality of Source and Oneness. We live in self created actions based on self interest over the greater good of All.

We have forgotten who we truly are a spark of the Source and fallen into the sleep of Maya. We seek for our ego to be fed through glamour of accolades from others and possessions. We lost our connection to the true power of Being and Creating.

One of the first lessons I was taught after protection and discernment was giving my will to the Creator and walk in humbleness. For humbleness is to acknowledge that there is always more to learn and greater wisdom beyond us along the path. In humbleness we allow Grace to guide and help us on our journey through the will of Universal Oneness and benefit for all. I share messages to help others, not to gather followers. It is your connection to your Higher Self and Oneness that is important. May this be so and if I fail to align may the slip be shown so I can realign.

This being shared we open gladly to the message of Jeshua/Jesus:

Greetings Dear One,

This is a topic that touches the hearts and minds of many and need to be addressed in order to move from judgment and separation to Unity.

You need to realize each religion, or spiritual practice or belief system on your planet began as the result of the experience or inspiration of an individual or group of individuals. When they shared of this it inspired a movement or religious belief structure to be formed. Many times this involves a set of principles of beliefs, rituals and practices that one needs to follow.

Like all other systems including the collective consciousness to which we are all connected from birth, a system requires agreement to exist. One who develops doubts as to the veracity may find themselves shunned by others in order to get them to comply to the rules or they must leave so they do not taint the beliefs of others. I am not here to condemn any person or religious belief system but to discuss the nature or shaping of reality by systems of focus and agreement. Let us go back to earlier times to understand the term ‘new age’.

Early civilizations like Lemuria and Atlantis before the fall into third dimensional energies existed in higher frequency of Light that which is now called 4D and 5D. The people were still connected in Oneness in Lemuria to their Higher Self and could communicate with Earth, nature, elementals and Beings of Light and from other planets. Both Lemuria and Atlantis existed for ages in what is termed, the Golden Age of each.

Then a shift occurred in which ego consciousness took precedence over Unity and Oneness. The frequency of Earth fell to 3D and it was to low for the connection to higher dimensional Beings and you Soul or Higher Self. No longer were you guided by the Higher Perspective of Universal Oneness and the veil of amnesia and illusion that this is all that exists and you are alone came into prominence. You began to struggle to survive and your ego took control of your rational mind to keep you safe.

From this point forward Beings of Light like myself and Buddha came to the Earth to bring Light to help ones to awaken and move forward and upward spiritually. Around their words and actions sprang up religions that were often corrupted or changed as time passed from word of mouth, to written form. Ones sharing by word of mouth told the stories as they remembered them until someone wrote them down into books, doing the same and interpreting based on their thoughts, feelings and beliefs. Then spiritual priests and leader began to interpret the texts and to teach according to their interpretations.

I do not say this was always deliberate on the part of an individual. You are influenced by memory, ego, understanding, relative truth and the influence of collective consciousness and the systems of Earth. A century or so ago in your time it was decided to begin to bring back the connection to spirit beyond just the few who had maintained the connection through spiritual clearing, alignment and practice. To open up communication in hopes to stir the hearts and minds of more people to connect to the guidance within and awaken from the miasma of glamour and ego.

Each religion or belief system has served a purpose for individuals and group who follow that belief to bring them connections to each other and a moral compass by which to navigate their environment. As the lines were opened to humanity, they were warned to be sure to ask for protection and to learn to discern spirits to not be misguided or misdirected.

It was important as Earth and the Universe were entering a phase of Ascension to try to inspire and free as many people as possible from the collective consciousness influence of the lower energy and to help them to reconnect to the Divine energy within them. Earth and those ready are about to entera ‘New Golden Age’ which is where the term ‘New Age’ began. This too has been corrupted to mean ones who are not fully conscious and live in a world of illusion.

The time ahead is a beautiful time to experience within the 5D energies. However, one must free themselves of their limiting beliefs and open to the inner guidance and connection within them. You need to return to the Oneness.

So it was decided to bring this knowing back and open the door to humanity for more than just the few dedicated students to partake and remember the Beauty and Freedom of Oneness and sharing the higher Wisdom, Light, Truth, Compassion and Love that is waiting. To do so one needs to understand and clear the patterns of Ego,Glamour and the Collective Consciousness that brings fear, judgment, anger, greed and separation.

As ones stepped out of their old beliefs and moved into the new concepts being introduced, like all other belief systems this too has been open to corruption. Ones can be influenced by lower energy beings and the collective if they are not protected and discerning. One needs to be aware of the responsibility to clear, release and transform the energies not aligned to the Highest Good of All and to open their hearts to their own connection to the Oneness within them.

When the ego remains unpurified and not under the guidance of your Higher Self it is open to the Glamour of Disciples or worshippers, gathering ones to follow them. They find the energies of followers the guru and disciple energy feeds their ego. They don’t even realize the energy, they believe they are saving people through their teaching and direction. This is where the understanding of Christ comes into play.

Christ is an Office of Redemption and Energy of helping ones come forth from the Darkness, loosening the ties that bind them to ego and glamour to move into Unity, Truth, Love and Compassion. Ones serve in this office, under the Universal Christ energy for planets and systems. I, Jeshua, as you know me served in this Office and brought this energy to Earth. I was prepared for this Service and the Son energy of the Source was One with me as I was One with the Source. You see, I and the Father are One, and you too are One with the Father. In this I refer to the Source of Creation in the terms that many understand. The Source is all that Exists and it is not my purpose in this sharing to help you to understand this fully. I came to show you how you can free yourself to Unite with the part of you that has never separated in consciousness Oneness with the Source of All Being. You are the one who has forgotten, and you Higher Self has patiently awaited your intent to return to Oneness. The Office of the Christ , these energies of redemption are the intermediary of your path to Oneness. Within each of you is the path in the heart to connect with these energies and to be guided and protected in your path to clearing and transforming all limits to be FREE. Within each of you is the energy of redemption the Christic energies. It is not simply a person outside of you but inside of you a part of you. In this came the words, I AM the way, I AM the Truth, I AM the Light. The redemptive energies bring you the truth and light you need to find your way to Oneness. I AM is the Source of All Being in which we exist and from which we came and to which we return. As I spoke that” I and the Father are One”, remember I too said, “That which I do, you will do and more”.

In this time of planetary Ascension the energies are back to where you can clear and connect to the 4D, 5D, 6D and beyond energies. This connection makes you open to so much more energies of manifestation, creation, and healing than was possible when I walked the Earth. I share all of this to get back to the original topic of this messenger. When one belongs to an organization and follows the guidelines and rules of that organization, they don’t have to face the same challenges as those who step out of their ‘comfort zone’. They have many with them. As ones step forth into ‘new ‘ vistas of spiritual exploration, they face many challenges, the greatest of which is the trap of glamour to the ego.

Unless another has the eyes and ears of discernment, ones who follow you as a lone voice do not know when you have lost your inner connection to the higher light and are coming from ego. You may not even know yourself as I stated earlier. However, I and your guardian angel and guides will always whisper in your ear and give you signs, awaiting you to ask for help and guidance. In this we can guide you to where you need to be to refocus and realign with the highest intent to your True Self. Sometimes ones get frightened and need to go backwards before going forward. Sometimes, they volunteer to do something to shake up others, to test their own faith and to seek to be sure of their own alignment.

Each person is on the path they have chosen to experience at this point in time. No one is better than another, they each have benefits for the one who is aligned. When one is ready they will knock on the door. Sometimes in going backward we sacrifice ourselves to help ones who we left behind in our journey as well as shake up others to reaffirm their own alignment.

Bless others with compassion, love and allowing for them upon their path. Forgive yourself for judgment and others for judging you. For these times take one to the dweller on the threshold, like my time in the desert being tested by Satan. When we face the shadows in the mirror of ourselves and others, we bring in the light so that we can move through the mirror, where you find the Angel of the Presence, your Soul.

When you reconnect to your soul, you find the help and support, the peace, joy, balance and harmony you have sought in your life. I am a part of the I Am which is the Source of Being. I AM that I AM. To know and understand the Oneness sets you Free. I am the energy of redemption, the energy of Christ brings you the help you need to set yourself free and reunite with the I AM within you.

You are a Soul in a form come to bring Light, Love and Truth to the Earth and anchor it within you and the Earth for others. I AM here to help you as are many others. REMEMBER who you are. Allow and honor the path of others with compassion while walking yours. I am with you always for we are One.

I Am Jeshua

Thank you Jeshua/Jesus for the beautiful message.

I Am Kohlera Rayum

The Call to Unity: Embrace Your Spiritual Purpose as Earth Caretakers

The call goes forth from the Beings of Light, the Angels, the Elementals, the Nature Kingdom, The Councils of Light, the animals, the water species, the birds, the reptiles, the air, and water for Humanity to Awaken and remember who you are.

This call has been coming forth for decades, but the time is imminent. The earth is ascending and that which can Ascend with her will do so. We came here to be caretakers of Earth and all life upon, within and around Earth. Until the industrial age we did a fair job of this. Then the monetary greed of ego took over and our mission was forgotten by most. When so many moved to the cities they lost touch with the land and nature.

Metatron says:

Those who work with the land, are so aware of the Unity of all Life and how one part affects another. They remember the purpose you came to fulfill as caretakers. You are needed now – AWAKEN.

Others were part of the creational process or they were trained in other lifetimes to work with the Grids and ley lines of Earth to maintain the balance of energies between earth, humanity, all non human life forms and the Universe. Your wisdom is needed now more than ever – AWAKEN.

Some have been energy workers, who know how to keep things in balance for humanity. They know how to clear the old trapped, stagnate energies and help with healing and activating. They know how to clear the collective consciousness programs of the lesser energies of control and bring in the Light. You are needed now – AWAKEN.

One thing to remember in Spirit it is never too late. To be too late is a linear thought form of time. Time outside of the Earth realm is circular and the past, present and future are all still happening. This is how you can clear, release and balance past karma and connect to your future self to link and begin to embody who you truly are a soul in a physical form.

With each thought, word and deed you are creating your future.

You were given the Golden Keys, the energy, the gold dust of creation when you first came unto this Earth. You have within us all that you need, if you reconnect to through your hearts. The key is in your hands. It may seem to large when you think about it, and you may fear you will drop it, but you wont. There are myriads of Beings just waiting to align with you to help you to succeed. They and all Life on Earth need you in this form to do what they cannot.

You are the Key, the connection between the Universe of Source , Earth and all Life on Earth. It is time to step out of your comfort zone of ME, ME, ME and think of WE.

This is your WAKE UP CALL. Your clarion call to Service.

I AM METATRON

Call and I AM with you.

Integration: How Parallel Lives Influence Your Current Existence

At some point along our spiritual walk we have the need to integrate all facets of ourselves. You may not believe in reincarnation and it isn’t a requirement for this process to happen but it does make it more understandable and coherent for you. Most people who believe in reincarnation call these past lives but in reality of the quantum level of existence they are parallel or concurrent life times in other timelines and dimensions of existence.

They are referred to as past because we are within this consciousness paradigm taught that time is linear. As we have discussed previously existence is circular and we could call it as scientists do, entangled or entertwined. Everything we do affects some other aspect of reality either within our current life or another.

Yes, that which we consider the past can be changed and what we do in this and other lifetimes affect our potential lifetime. It is difficult to explain and comprehend in our limited perspective but we are all clearing, opening and expanding our consciousness. So don’t get caught up in the mechanics that isn’t necessary right now. What is important is understanding that like in the Flower of Life, all expands out from Source and eventually returns to Source.

If you look at this like creation all expands outward from the Source or center circle and yet at the edge begins circling back to the center in return to the Source. There are no lines taking the energy outside of the circle for all is connected and returns to Oneness. We may only be conscious of our existence on one ‘timeline’or circle but as you see it intersects with others and feels the effect of the energies of those life times. Then as we move from this life or circle to another , we intersect with the energies of other life times. Thus as Dr. Who says

People assume that time is a strict progression of cause to effect, but *actually* from a non-linear, non-subjective viewpoint – it’s more like a big ball of wibbly wobbly… time-y wimey… stuff.

I don’t want to focus upon the concept of time and existence here but to speak of the integration of lifetimes to our Ascension process. Today many people discuss about past lives and seek ways to find out who they were in past lives. Mostly because they are hoping that they were someon important in their past which can give them an ego boost or some hope that maybe this life can be better if they aren’t happy.

The concept of past lives is that what we learn or experience in another life time through those points of intersection can influence this lifetime. The spiritual gifts we unwrap and develop become available to us when we connect with that lifetime . Also, any karmic patterns we created affect this lifetime. So it is important to remember in order to clear the karmic blockages and in order to open the spiritual gifts and wisdom of that lifetime. It is like twins who are separated at birth and yet have a sense that there is a part of them missing and to be whole they need to find that piece.

Each lifetime is a soul spark aspect of our Monadic self and Overself or Higher Self incarnate in a timeline or dimension, or planetary system of existence outside of our current 3D reality. Our Monad or Higherself sent us out just as Source sent out Monads to learn, experience, create and explore all possibilities of creation and return to Oneness to integrate that which was experienced and learned.

The focus we need is on this lifetime for this is a juncture where we all have the opportunity to Ascend to a higher level of existence on the path of creation. In order to do this we need to bring together the energies or aspects of ourselves needed for this to happen. Not to serve our ego but to serve our soul purpose and expansion. A lifetime as a king may have spiritually set us back because we were cruel and brutal, while a lifetime as a traveling monk may have allowed us to bring comfort and spiritual upliftment and healing to many. Yet no one even heard of us in the bigger picture. Which one was more important. The monk may have had the gift of healing, that can return to you when connecting. While the King life provided a karmic issue that requires much effort to balance.

So often it is not so much who you were but asking to become aware of the lifetimes which are most important to clear patterns or to integrate the wisdom and gifts needed for this life time to Ascend. Recently, what I have been experiencing is this integration process. Many lifetimes without names, but simply remembering by location. Having felt strong attraction to locations on the planet and now having lifetimes at those locations revealed as they connect with the interconnection of Earth’s ley lines and grids to the Universe and other dimensions. This is how I connect with Earth and Humanity through lifetimes of helping to balance earth, humanity, life on earth through these systems for evolution, through balance, stablity and activation. So, in remembering by location, the energy of the lifetime lived there, I can access the wisdom and gifts to bring them forward to help humanity and Earth now in this period of the Ascension of Earth.

It involves other gifts and service but, this is the One in which my Higher Self and is showing is important to focus and develop at this time. So, I am and have been over the last few weeks coming into understanding and integration of this aspect of Being and Serving.

Each life time is important for we chose it for what we could learn, experience and hopefully help others through service. Sometimes we learn more as a ditch digger who is kind than as a king who is cruel. Although, the king may be teaching others how not to be if they are ever king and is thus making a sacrifice by creating personal karma while helping others, or they could just be controlling egomaniacs.

So what do we do? If you feel a de ja vu with a location ask in your quiet times what the connect may be to this place, event or person. Journaling your thoughts and feelings is always good to see patterns and expecially a dream journal. You can seek a reputable psychic who may help you. Remember this is about clearing karmic patterns, seeing the wisdom and lessons you learned in this life to open the gifts you developed to help you in service in this lifetime.

I am hearing to create an MP3 meditation to help ones to do this for yourself. It you are interested email me at oracleofdivinegrace@gmail.com and when it is ready I will send you a copy.

I Am Kohlera Rayum

The Power of Unity: From Atlantis to Today

United WE Stand or Divided WE Fall!

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.

Not like the brazen giant of Greek fame,
With conquering limbs astride from land to land;
Here at our sea-washed, sunset gates shall stand
A mighty woman with a torch, whose flame
Is the imprisoned lightning, and her name
Mother of Exiles. From her beacon-hand
Glows world-wide welcome; her mild eyes command
The air-bridged harbor that twin cities frame.
“Keep, ancient lands, your storied pomp!” cries she
With silent lips. “Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me,
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!”

As I write this we are now in April of 2025 a time that will be remembered. I have not shared in a few days because there has been so much happening not just on the physical level but also the spiritual. It is a time of processing for greater growth and understanding.

It is the worst of times on the physical level because like so many civilizations of the past like Atlantis, Rome, Egypt, Greece and others that came and went each reached a time of choice and made a choice that took them down the path of failure. Each had its individual aspects but in the end it was the expansion of the will of a few to control the will of the many. There might be military might, but even that can fall when it surpresses the people who band together with a desire to be Free.

We the people united with a vision for the greater good of all are more powerful than any system of the material world. It is the lack of Unity and the focus on me/ego/identity that causes the fall of a civilization. Many people alive today were alive, especially in America, at the time of the fall of Atlantis and many of these other civilizations. The pattern repreats, ‘karma’ until we learn to lift our eyes upward and open our heart to see that in our Soul we are One and we need manifest this in the form to be FREE.

When the Beings of LIght saw that Atlantean scientists, leaders who followed the black hand, and the masses were on a path of downward spiral they began moving the Energy Centers, Artifacts and Wisdom Scrolls to other locations on the planet to keep them safe. Eventualyy they evacuated the oeople who served the Light as well to help establish new lands and temples to teach the people in hopes of continuing the enlightenment of humanity.

From the Temple of the Sun, the Flame of Liberty was taken to the area of present day Manhattan by the Lady of Liberty. A focus of that flame is also held in the Chateau de Liberte in France. This Flame a focus of the Three Fold Flame , symbolized by the Fleur de Lis, is watched over by Paul the Venetian. It is this connection that was the core of why France sent us the Statue of Liberty and helped us in our struggle to be Free. They soon after fought their own war of Freedom which was the inspiration of the book “A Tale of Two Cities” from which the famous quote came – “It was the best of times, It was the worst of times”.

The best of times is occurring because it is the worst of times. It takes personal threat of loss of freedom, security, material possessions or financial prosperity to cause ones to awaken. If something is happening to another, it is easy to ignore as long as our ego needs are met. However,when our security, finances or equilibrium of life is threatened, we are stunned into taking a look at the world around us and saying, “Hey, what’s the problem.”

From Lemuris, through Atlantis, Egypt, Rome, Greece and the list around the world is extensive, one by one the civilizations failed due to apathy, acceptance and a shift in focus from spiritual growth to material prosperity. We forgot that our true abundance came not from the sturggle of work to obtain possession in hopes of prosperity but through our connection to the Quantuum Field of Spiritual Unity of Creation. We went from a world of creating our wants from thoughts aligned to the Divine that Benefit all life and Earth itself, to stuggling from paycheck to paycheck to make another rich in order to try to purchase items to give us liesure time that we had in abundance when we lived aligned in Unity to Earth and All life.

LIttle by little the lower energies convinced us we needed to take what we wanted from others, to fear others, to see others as separate from ourselves. The more we went to ego of us or them instead of we, the harder our life became and the more we lost our connection to our greatest gift the Freedom of Being, experiencing and expanding from alignment to our Soul with the Unified Field of Being. We could no longer create by thought and so we had to work to have what we wanted. We were convinced we needed someone to guide us and so we gave our power to the strongest military and political rulers. They enslaved people to do the work and keep us safe and we allowed it, even embraced it and accepted it as the status quo. Eventually, in each civilizations the lust for more land and power expanded them beyond their ability to control and their fall would begin and another took their place. Money and power would rule the world, and humans were given a hope that if they worked hard enough for that person they too would succeed and be powerful enough to have others working for them and buy what they wanted and have leisure time.

Funny thing is that Freedom has always belonged to us, without working for others it exists in our pure alignment within our hearts to the Unity of All Life. This Unity is not one of Unifying to protect our physical forms and possessions from others as the us or them. It is the Unity of WE the People, a part of the Unified Field of Universal Mind, Unified Will and Infinite Creation and Being who live for the betterment and Benefit of ALL Life forms, All People and Earth.

This is the best of times part. For in this chaos, ones are finding that those ones who they thought would save them are the bringers of chaos. Why? To help them to awaken and it is working. Ones are coming together not to support individual agendas, but for the rights and benefits of ALL People and Life. United we stand and Divided we fall.

This message has been shared before on this site, btu Paul the Venetian thought it was time to remind us again.

“You are the Light of the World, when you live from your heart. The light of the Three Fold Flame of Divine Wisdom, Unconditional Love, and the Truth and Will of the Universal Mind of Oneness Unite in your heart. As you focus upon and tend this FLAME OF LIBERTY within you for yourself and ALL PEOPLE you become LIBERTY ENLIGHENING THE WORLD.

Long ago, Lady Liberty, placed the Flame in your country. It drew people to come even before you became a Country known as the United States. It was hoped that Ones would fan the Flame of Unity and Freedom from servitude and oppression. It was hoped ones could once again come together guided by the Light within their hearts. Not serving a specific religion or political ideology but living from the Living Flame within that Unites us All.

The flame could easily be extinguished on the material level, but it will always exist on the levels of Spirit for it is the Essence of our Being. We are sparks, Flames of Light of the One Life of which we are all part. Seek not your answer in the systems of the World but turn within to the TRUTH,WISDOM,and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE which will guide you to the highest perspective and actions for the Benefit of All Life.

We are here. Multitudes of Beings of Light are here to help in this process but the choice is yours. You have but to ask, seek within your heart and FAN the FLAME of LIBERTY.”

I AM Paul the Venetian

I thank Paul for his loving guidance and presence. May you each fan the flame within you and seek the highest guidance in your life. You will not find it in the systems of the world but in your heart.

I AM Kohlera Rayum

Empowered Choices: Navigating Life’s Decisions

We touch upon this subject repeatedly, but it has many layers and facets at which to look. Today a topic came up that brought it to my attention to and a message came through. This message came from the Melchizedek order.

It is not always a happy experience when we are young and told what to do by our parents, but it is far easier than when we grow up and as adults have to make the choices ourselves and experience the results of our choices. My father used to say,” We will make the best choice we can at this time and if it doesn’t turn out well, we won’t make that choice again.”

It is comfortable when our parents or boss tells us what to do on one level because we know that we can say, well you told me to do it and be the victim. We don’t have to take responsibility for the results unless someone is looking for a scapegoat and decides we are the one. If we are the owner or self employed, our business can sink or flourish based on our choices. The choice might be simply the employees we hire and how they perform or the direction we choose for our company, or how well we train them. Each choice we make determines the results. Unless you choose that scapegoat upon a set back , the buck stops with you. Then you can be the victim and they are at fault.

All choices we make have an affect upon us mentally, emotionally, physically or spiritually. If anyone of these areas of our lives is out of balance, it will affect another part. So this is a summary of what we have discussed before.

Today the idea that was brought to my attention was a question posed on Facebook. When I see one of these I think they are probably a Psychology Major doing research for their thesis. The one I was drawn to was :

When I was 15 my parents kicked me out of their house. Now they have lost their house and they want to move in with me. What should I do?

On a human level, it is wonderful just like when we were children to have someone tell us what to do. Then if it doesn’t work out well or we end up feeling bad, or getting bad karmic energy from the choice, we can say, “But, everyone said I should do this.” , and be the victim instead of making an adult choice and living with the consequences, good or bad. Now nothing is really good or bad, it is simply a learning experience for growth..

As an adult this person needs to make the choice that her heart tells her is the best. Whether this is yes or no to her parents moving into her home. Her heart will guide her as to the choice with which she will feel at peace and empowered as an adult physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. We need to stop wanting others to tell us what to do so we can blame another if things don’t turn out well.

All is a learning experience. Another doesn’t have the wisdom to know if this is a karmic situation that you should say no so they learn from their choices. Or perhaps it is a karmic lesson for you, in that you did what they did to someone else in another life and you are being given the opportunity to balance that karma. Or if it is simply you learning to clear old patterns that this situation created in this life and to rise above it and be empowered. This is where alignment to Your Higher Self which comes through your heart is of benefit.

You can ask a pyschic or your Angels or Guides. However, for your Angels and Guides, they are here simply to help you to understand your life purpose and life choices chart you decided upon before incarnation, but the choice must be yours. They can show you the possibilities of each choice if your higher self thinks that would be of benefit. They will not tell you waht to do, that is your choice and part of your growth and self mastery path to enlightenment.

Yes, being told what to do when we are a child is frustrating because we want to be independent. Then we grow up and find we have so many choices to make in life and they all have results that we might feel are beneficial or not. It would be wonderful if someone who could see beyond this moment would tell us what to do, but then we wouldn’t learn to seek the higher perspective and move beyond the fear of ego, and the limitations of self doubt.

In not telling us what to do, they allow us to step into spiritual adulthood and self mastery. We move beyond our self imposed limits to empowered Being. So, the answer to that question is to search within their hearts to find ask find the answer with which they can be at peace with the results. If their choice doesn’t turn out as they had hoped, it wasn’t a bad choice, just one which they should remember, grow from, release, ask forgiveness or forgive, transform and move forward to make a better choice. It is only the individual who knows what the best choice is for them at this point on their path in life.

One last thought from the Melchizedeks is that they bring a very high light of wisdom and love from Source. They can help us, if we ask, to release old patterns or thoughts that limit us so that we can make the highest choice possible.

Finally it is not a weakness to ask for help it helps us to see the different possibilities and perspectives. Sometimes it helps to have a village to gain perspective. Many people are unable to ask for help due to traum or events that have created self doubt or mistrust of others. Thus, they don’t allow others to get close and always do things on their own and alone. It is fine to ask for help but in the end you need make the choice for which you are able to accept the results no matter what they are.

I AM Rayum Elohim

Thank you to the Melchizedek for your guidance.

Embrace Your Inner Light: Overcoming Fear and Ego

You are created from golden Stardust. You are the essence of the stars. When you are algined through your heart to who you truly are the light shines forth from the back of your heart chakra like wings. You are part of the Unity of Creation when you place your focus upon the heart.

You can also place your focus upon you ego, for you have fogotten your connection to the higher light. You can fear the world around you and seek to control and have power over others to feel safe. You can need in your fear to see and hear the adoration or fidelity to your greatness from others to validate your reason to exist. You can seek to gain material possessions at the expense of others to prove your worth to yourself and others. Me, Me, Me or Us or them are the concepts of Fear. The basis of all fear is for the physical form to suffer and/or die. You have forgotten you are not the form but a Being of Light living for a short time in a form. You came in to experience the possibilities here in order to overcome the limits and to embrace the unlimited potential of spirit.

You are a creator in training. It is interesting that so many messages repeat the same information. Why? Becuase we need to be reminded or someone does until they can understand. You are not alone. You are never alone. Within you exists the Essence of Creation and Creator Source. You do not need to struggle, instead surrender to the love and peace in your heart and open to receive the wisdom and guidance and to share it with others. This is the message I want to share always.

I was told long ago to be a messenger of good new. The good news is that we are on the brink of Eternal possibilities and the choice of when we experience it is up to us. All will have the opportunity more quickly than we think but you must choose to be ready. You must choose to be able to vibrate with love, wisdom , truth and compassion of the 5D or higher level to experience this. No one can do this for you, you must make the choice and ask for help . When you ask for help with loving intent the universe aligns to match you intent and help you beyond what you can imagine.

Time seems to pass more quickly each day, because we ar moving into a higher vibrational state. Time is a concept of 3D linear existence and we are moving into the Quantum field where all possibilities exist at the same time. You have already made your Ascension or at least some aspect of your being. Ask to connect with that part and then ask it what you still need to do and for help to do so.

We can focus upon the ego, fear and materialism. There is nothing wrong with having things, but if they become our focus over spiritual becoming then we are limited and anchored into this vibration when what we truly wantt is to be FREE. To be the Being of Light with wings to fly that we truly are. Let your Light shine so you can fly. You know you are meant to do so. Choose when you allow yourself to be limitless in the Unlimited Potential of Creation.

You are loved, you are wanted and you are a powerful Being of Light. Claim it. Do not let fear limit you.

Overcoming Fear: Embracing Spiritual Abundance

I realize that we are repeating this topic for it has been spoke of before and some may consider it repetitive. I heard that often it is in the different manner of sharing that ones who did not understand before may now be enlightened.

Plus, it is a differing group sharing as you will see in the signature.

Due to the dense energies and human connection to the collective consciousness it is very difficult to break free from the control structure directed beliefs and life styles to move into spiritual alignment. In the United States in particular at this time it takes the form of financial and personal security. For many they are more than willing to allow others to direct the structures of control and humanity as long as the have money in the bank, food on their table, a home, the material possessions they desire and there is not physical threat upon their life or safety. IF they experience fear that any one of these are threatened, then they will sit up and cry poor me, I am a victim, and try to find someone to blame for their condition. IF someone says , I will save you and take care of all your fears and put money in your pocket, they are more than willing to move back into their cave and give the power to that person.

They don’t really care how anyone else is affected by events in the world as long as they have their needs, wants and desires met.

It is a dichotomy that one may espouse a religious belief in love, caring, sharing and compassion and yet their actions contradict their words. It is the fear within one and not their spiritual belief and alignment that causes them to believe that there is not sufficient in the connection the Source of Creation for ALL LIFE. It is fear that causes one to believe they must blame another for their situation and not take responsibility for their own actions. It is fear that causes us to believe we can lack anything by sharing with another and being sure they are safe and have food and shelter, when in reality they are our brother and sister in creation, a part of ourselves and Creator.

Fear is not of the Source of Creation or higher dimensions but of human ego and the system of control.

We are not saying that there are not ones who abuse the systems and try to take without giving. They however are no different from the ones who have plenty and refuse to share with those who are in need. Neither is aligned to the pure Oneness of Source.

There is a Universal Law of Creation that we need balance giving and receiving. There is nothing material upon the Earth that will exist when you have left the physical form. It is transitory and of your ego creation. What exists after transition is the love, compassion, caring, wisdom, honor, integrity and truth by which we lived our lives and interacted with others.

You see these things are what determine your alignment to Source and your vibratory level of your Being. All material things of Earth are 3D vibrational level. They cannot exist in the higher dimensions of Creation. If youfocus upon them they become anchors holding you to the 3D vibration, just as do fear, judgment, anger, violence and other negative emotions.

When Earth was created human souls were to guide the planet and life on the planet. As the world became more dense due to the ego/personal choices made that were not aligned to your soul guidance, you became consciously separated from your Soul and could no longer remember who you truly are so that you did not go too far in using your power of manifestation as directed by your ego and not your soul. Now you need to find that alignment and guidance again to live and raise your vibrational level beyond 3D level and then you can experience being in the world but not of it. Why? Because you will be living in 5D vibrational frequency while walking upon the Earth, guided by uour Soul.

All that exists is part of the Creator Source. Thus all that exists including you are part of each other. All is part of the One. When you hurt another you hurt a part of yourselves and the Creator. In the Christian bible it is recorded – Jesus said, “Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me” (Matthew 25:40). This doesn’t say when you do to those who are not Christian, or come from another country, race or ethnicity it is okay. For Jesus knew and came to show that all are One and brothers and sisters in the Unity of the Creator.

Back to the Universal Law of Giving and Receiving. All energy must flow or it becomes stagnate. Everything is energy, whether mental, emotional, physical, spiritual or material. It is the subatomic level that connects all that exists and thus are created and sustained through the energy of the Source of Creation within the Quantum Field of Oneness. This is also called the Universal Mind by some.

If one hoards of anything and is unwilling to share with another in need they are blocking the flow through all creation from them and back to them. Eventually the flow will stop, and that which they need or want will not come to them. You are currently experiencing this in the United States because you are attempting to control the flow of energy on all levels but especially on the monetary level. You are seeing instant karmic reaction. Why? Because as said earlier, ones are willing to allow others the power, as long as they think it is benefiting them, even if it hurts another. They pay attention when they are effected themselves.

Is this a punishment or judgment? No, you see it is a Law of Creation a flow of energy. If you block the flow to another, it eventually blocks the flow to you. It doesn’t matter if it is money, compassion, wisdom or light from the higher realms.

The love of money, fame and power has become an obsession in the United States. It is worshipped in your churches. Ones preach that by being rich you are proving your religious superiority and blessings.

Jesus Cleanses the Temple

12 eAnd Jesus entered the temple2 and drove out all who sold and bought in the temple, and he overturned the tables of fthe money-changers and the seats of those who sold gpigeons. 

13 He said to them, “It is written that my house shall be a house of prayer. But, you have made it a den of thieves. ” He threw them out.

14 jAnd the blind and the lame came to him in the temple, and he healed them.

You see it is not the money one has but how they utilize this money. Is it to make the world a better place or just their own lives. This is not a judgment. You each have the right to do what you wish with your material wealth. However, as energy must flow, or it is a block, the Universal Law of Giving and Receiving will determine the result.

Matthew 19:16-30

16 A man came to Jesus and asked, “Teacher, what good thing must I do to have eternal life?”

17 Jesus answered, “Why do you ask me about what is good? Only God is good. But if you want to have eternal life, obey the law’s commands.”

18 The man asked, “Which ones?”

Jesus answered, “‘You must not murder anyone, you must not commit adultery, you must not steal, you must not tell lies about others, 19 you must respect your father and mother,’[a] and ‘love your neighbor[b] the same as you love yourself.’[c]”

20 The young man said, “I have obeyed all these commands. What else do I need?”

21 Jesus answered, “If you want to be perfect, then go and sell all that you own. Give the money to the poor, and you will have riches in heaven. Then come and follow me!”

22 But when the young man heard Jesus tell him to give away his money, he was sad. He didn’t want to do this, because he was very rich. So he left.

23 Then Jesus said to his followers, “The truth is, it will be very hard for a rich person to enter God’s kingdom. 24 Yes, I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter God’s kingdom.”

25 The followers were amazed to hear this. They asked, “Then who can be saved?”

26 Jesus looked at them and said, “This is something that people cannot do. But God can do anything.”

To GIVE just to receive is not in balance. To expect others to give to you and only receive because you have a need or don’t want to put forth effort in life is not in balance. Even a person who is homeless and in need must balance the scales. Perhaps they have already by being a good person before meeting tough circumstances and so they are receiving back for their caring. Perhaps they have agreed as part of their service in this life to be a tool of compassion and caring to others.

If one who is receiving offers you something in return be sure to accept it so that the flow continues. Perhaps they offer you a blessing or thanks for that is all they have to share. This is an energy flow.

We see in this world judgment of ones who are in a war or battle for their lives in situations thrust upon them. One needs before judging their situation to think about how they would react or feel if the same situation was thrust upon them. Is one a tyrant for defending themselves against aggression by another?

You may say I don’t believe in violence or war? Neither does this one? She would like to think and believe that She would not take fatal action against another no matter the circumstance. However, to say we believe we would not and to be of the actual level of spiritual development, understanding and protection to where you would not do this is a matter of timing in your personal development.

No matter the area of your life to which you look at in regarding this topic you must individually answer to the depths and focus of your intent choices and actions which will manifest the appropriate response needed to balance the energy. In sharing this we are attempting to help humans understand the higher perspective.

From the beginning certain Laws were set forth that guide Creation and keep things moving and expanding in order and unity. It is your alignment to these Laws that determine your level of development and vibration and where one goes upon leaving the 3D physical realm of Earth. This is the true wealth one can possess, it is not money, gold, power, fame, control, intelligence or material possession.

When these are your focus then you are like the rich man who cannot go through the eye of the needle for his possessions keep him anchored to the earth and material world. He does not possess the vibrational lightness of spirit and the freedom to move through the portal into the Quantum Field of Unity and Oneness in Creation.

Within the higher dimensions of Creation we do not see countries, races or any other form of separation. We see a living breathing planet full of Life that is struggling to exist through the clammer of noise trying to confuse and create separation. You are all loved equally by Source and us, as are all life whether animal, plant, elemental, or swims in the ocean, flies in the sky or crawls upon the earth on its belly.

When you live from your heart in Unity all that is in Creation is available to you. The supply is endless, but it is through the Heart in compassion and caring that you tap into this field. You have always all been chosen, but it is you who chooses to move from outside influences and the fear of your ego to the Intent of Alignment to your soul that determines your Future. You need to choose to align to the Inner guidance and Higher Perspective.

It is you with your focus and choices that determine your vibrational level and what you experience beyond this earth life and upon it. You make the choice and now is the time to begin.

We are the Nine of the Council of Light on Saturn.

Note update: I was told there was a question as to who are the Nine. They are a higher collective council representing our solar system. Saturn is the planet where the governance of our Solar System and its flow and connection with the Universe, Galaxy etc is stationed. They are a collective that do not go by individualized names for they represent aspects of the Source.

There other question I heard was why are they speaking so directly about the United States if they perceive Earth as a Unified Collective. They did so because of the question which I asked personally in regards to the effect of the US on the world Ascension process. They can look at specifics but even in doing so they see it in a collective perspective. I was told I could connect with them now because I asked to be disconnected from the lower collective consciousness of Earth and was able to do so. I had not directly addressed them but they came forth to answer.

I thank them for their help.

Navigating Inner Turmoil: A Journey of Self-Reflection

This has been a day of self reflection and understanding. I journaled my first thoughts about this sharing 11 hours ago. I realized that there was something I was missing in my early reflections. So,I busied myself to avoid going within to learn the answers.

I will begin with the situations and my early thoughts while journaling upon awakening. The last two days, I found myself getting irriatated at things that didn’t go my way. Usually I can go with the flow and that has seemed to be the mantra of my guides lately. Go with the flow, go with the flow. So, perhaps they were aware of the energies coming and trying to warn me. (This just came to me as I am writing.)

I found myself falling into old patterns which I thought I had overcome in regards to my neighbor who wanted to gossip and getting short with her. I could have handled it better in setting boundaries with her, than to let it irritate me but, I didn’t. I found my muggle work being very frustrating and causing irritability. I got upset over little things, but mainly my inability to be in control and balanced.

I thought this morning, how can I expect anyone to believe anything I share when I can’t consistently manifest and live my own truth. I felt like I should just stop sharing until I can fully manifest on a consistent basis what I share. I felt a failure.

At that point I heard that my sharing is telling my story of my journey and what I am learning and how I am learning. I do this not because my path and truth are the only path and truth, but to help others to understand spiritual growth is a path. Like learning to walk, one step at a time, we fall down and get up and take another step. The child doesn’t quit trying because they fall down. They don’t worry when someone laughs when they fall.

I sensed that in part there was something going on in the collective and I was feeling it and not protecting myself enough. A few months ago the Council of Light from Saturn gave permission for Archangel Michael that, when we ask, in addition to the blue light of protection he provides to us he could place a blue pyramid over the minds of individuals. This pyramid blocks the input of the systems of control from the collective consciousness. I heard to be very conscious of doing this and to ask for help in more fully disconnecting from the collective consciousness. The Council of Light determines what is in alignment to the overall plan for the Universe and Free will choices.

I was reminded also of the stray cat that came about the same time as I began my stressful and irritating period. It is injured and I want to help it but it runs away to protect itself. Much like me getting irritated by others to protect myself. I am trying to help the kitty and feeling bad because it isn’t working. When I attempt to get close I scare it so I can’t help it. I was wondering what was going on with the timing. (P.S. the kitty’s leg seemed bent like it was dislocated which was so worrying, but today it was straight again, but still avoiding me)

So, I didn’t type this blog, in the morning and as I said I busied myself cleaning, self care and reading to avoid the quiet and what my inner self wanted to tell me. I noticed a reminder on my computer that Neptune had gone retrograde into Aries beginning yesterday, March 29,2025, for the next 14 year. Then I decided to go outside and sit with the other kitties.

While sitting quietly I heard that it is not my higher self telling me I had been bad, but my ego.

The ego’s purpose being to keep us happy and safe. If we are feeling bad or scared the ego does what it thinks best on the physical level to keep us in status quo. Since our parents protected us by disciplining us when we did something bad, the inner parent is triggered by the ego to do the same. If it can convince me to stop sharing, then I don’t need to feel bad about myself.

I was reminded, as I said that my path and truth are not the only path and truth. Some of what I share you may agree with and some you may not. We are all on our own unique path and learning process. We have each experienced many things in many lives and we have specific aspects of all the possibilities that we are attempting to learn and experience in this life, along with karma to clear.

Many teachers in the past taught in sacred texts through parables or stories because we can more easily learn and understand something if we can see the real life application rather than a scientific treatise. So if something helps you or clicks with your great, if not, let it go and maybe tomorrow, or another person will have what you are seeking.

The final piece of this story is when I came back in I decided to look at the Neptune is Aries situation to see if it meant something since it happened about the same time as this all began for me. Neptune is the planet in our solar system that is part of a group that is bringing Wisdom and Energy for Ascension from Source to Earth and Humanity. It went retrograde which is interesting because we just came out of the inbreath of Source. Which occurred from 2012 to 2023. The in breath a time of evaluation and return to Source of that which is completed or unable to move forward into the next outbreath of creation.

We are in year 2 of a 9 year period of the rest between breaths of Source. At the end of the 9th year of rest in 2032 we begin a new creative period of the outbreath of Source. Some refer to this as the New Golden Age.

Neptune had been in Pisces representing a period of spiritual growth, embracing compassion and emotional healing. Neptune is about dreams, higher consciousness, intuition and transformation. These aspects of ourselves are moving from the womb of nurturing and healing which is the feminine aspect represent by Pisces. It has went retrograde or backwards into the masculine aspect of Aries.

Now we are in the 14 years of Aries, which is considered a warrior energy. This is a period where we learn to stand up for our truth in light and compassion. To let go of that which doesn’t serve our higher purpose in order to manifest it in our lives. Neptune in Aries is about breaking from tradition to find and live our individual truth and path with courage. It is about bravery, leadership, initiative to step out of our comfort zone and trust in our inner abilities to manifest that which we came to do.

I realize that other people, situations or events that have irritated me in the last few days have been obligations that although one may be of a good purpose are not fulfilling my higher purpose and direction. The irritation is with myself allowing them to take my time and energy that I could use for other purposes. I need to reevaluate my boundaries without getting irritated, but doing so with understanding. I need to set my goals and work towards them while having loving compassion for myself needing time to rest and decompress.

So Neptune in Aries isn’t an excuse to be irritated with others. What I do now understand is that sometimes things that happen have more parts to them than I am aware. I thank my ego for trying to protect me, but I need to take back control from my ego, and to disconnect from the collective consciousness so that what is happening with others doesn’t affect my balance and harmony. I have plenty of my own garbage to deal with and don’t need to take on that of others unless it is my choice to work with clearing it. I need to learn to set boundaries and to decide what I want to do and take steps to move forward. Not with the energy of a bull in a china shop but with the cunning of a lion who knows what it wants and how to do it for the good of its family/pride.

So, this is my journey of discovery today. Always good to see where I need to clear and focus. I must admit in the midst of the revelation it isn’t always so pleasant but it is about how we learn to move forward and try to stay more balanced in the future when events and irritants occur.

Blessings of Light on your path.

The Joy of Inspiration: Overcoming Fear and Doubt

People are inspired in so many different ways. It may be something you see, and amazingly while you are inspired the person standing next to you might not even notice what inspires you. It may be something you hear, read, or a simple feeling you have. These are all seemingly outer sources of inspiration, but we also have the inner voice or whisper that causes us to see that amazing sunset and think of painting a picture while the person beside is is texting on their phone.

Inspiration is an outward manifestation of an inner process. It is also part of a larger plan that began before you were born.

While you were in spirit awaitng to be born you began the plan for your life creating agreements and contracts with others to help you to fulfill your goals, and often to help them with their goals at the same time. You decided what karmic debts you would like to balance, what you would like to learn and experience in this life and how you could be of service to help and inspire others in their spiritual process.

You planned where you would be born and you parents for th best possibility of success in you goals. You guardian angel agreed to guide and inspire you with signs and synchronicities as well as protecting you all within the free will guidelines. You made agreements with certain Beings to guide and teach you as you began you life, of course as you grow and change you may get different guides and teachers better suited to your new state of growth in your process. They inspire you with whispers, and signs to see what you need to help you.

Inspiration is a joyful experience. When we are inspired, we are happy and full of excitement and expectations. Our fears and doubts are left behind, being replaced by the feeling we can do this and it will make us happy and inspire others. The joy of inspiration makes us Lighter and allows for more wisdom and inspiration to come to us and through us to others. It is infectious or for some around us it can be frightening.

These are the testers, the border bullies in our life who are afraid of change and try to convince us of the folly of our dream and inspiration. They aren’t bad people. They simply live in fear that leads to complacency in life, sticking to the familiar. Joy and inspiration go hand in hand to free us from the doubt and fear that we are not enough and can’t do this. It takes us beyond limits, doubts and fears through the joy and happiness it brings.

To stay inspired ask whomever you feel in spirit can protect you and help you to stay inspired to do so. It may be your guardian angel, Archangel Michael, the Creator or whatever Being you feel connected to in Spirit. If you have a trusted friend or loved one who is supportive ask them to help you to continue to feel inspired and to move past any doubts that try to stop you.

Stay aligned to your inner guidance of inspiration through your heart. Keep moving forward despite the doubts or seeming setbacks. Courage and strength come from moving forward despite the inner doubts and fear.

Remember you are never alone, inspiration comes because you are ready and able to do this. Ask for what you need to help you and it will be given. Have faith in yourself and your dream and align to the inner guidance which is the source of that dream.

May you be divinely inspired each day of your life to lift you into joy of life and Being. You can do this, you are loved and you are never alone.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim