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Glamour and Ego

The Ego or Edging God Out is an easy mark for Glamour in our world.

As always if you use God, Allah, Source, Creator, Universal Mind, Higher Self, or whatever term your belief chooses it is all the same energy. This topic came up because someone who used to be a New Age Guru, suddenly renounced that which they spoke of as their belief and had an epiphany from Jesus. This set many ‘teachers’ of non traditional thought on edge. Yet, there is no threat or reason to be upset, unless one doubts their own path. Then they need to look to see if it is time to reevaluate their belief systems. The same can be said when one leaves a religious organization.

I am going to define the two words in the title in accordance to the message from Jesus that is coming through. Recently I read someone refer to the ego as ‘edging out God’. In theory this is correct, the ego is our rational mind and its original function is to serve the Soul or Higher Self. It is to take that which the Soul directs and to find what is needed in the rational/physical world to make this happen and to take care of our daily activities that have no relationship to our Soul purpose. It works with our Soul as a co-worker to perform the functions that keep us safe and fulfills our daily functions in the world.

For example our Soul may say it would benefit us to build a prayer garden or to go to the Redwoods and walk in the forest. Then the ego/rational mind decides what must be done in our daily routine to make this happen. That is how it is supposed to work. However, we came in with a veil of amnesia and illusion and forgot that we are truly our Soul and not the physical form, it is our vehicle of mobility upon the Earth, the channel through which we anchor our light into the Earth and through which the Essence of our Soul/ Higher Self transforms all into Light. It believes it is alone and must keep us safe, healthy and provide for us. It does so at the expense of others if it deems this necessary, for we are the most important person and must be protected and supported at all costs.

Glamour is the Illusional veils. Glamour is that which feeds our ego to feel better about ourselves, and to feel more important than others. Glamour is what causes us to want more in the material world versus the spiritual realms. In spirit that which is called glamour is the heavy energies that enshroud and oppress humanity by deflecting the light of Truth to embrace the darkness of fear and ego. As we move beyond the glamour and ego we begin to reconnect to the Oneness of All Life and with Source which is the Essence within which all exists. Spirituality has taken the form of religious doctrine and focus on personal growth without thinking of how it affects or benefits all Life. Glamour is the ignorance, fear and greed in the world which can only be transformed by opening our hearts to enlightenment to moving into Being and doing from a place of Being instead of ego/rational mind directed reactions. Glamour and illusion come from a negative or unclear attitude of our mind focusing upon the illusion we have created to be our life over the reality of Source and Oneness. We live in self created actions based on self interest over the greater good of All.

We have forgotten who we truly are a spark of the Source and fallen into the sleep of Maya. We seek for our ego to be fed through glamour of accolades from others and possessions. We lost our connection to the true power of Being and Creating.

One of the first lessons I was taught after protection and discernment was giving my will to the Creator and walk in humbleness. For humbleness is to acknowledge that there is always more to learn and greater wisdom beyond us along the path. In humbleness we allow Grace to guide and help us on our journey through the will of Universal Oneness and benefit for all. I share messages to help others, not to gather followers. It is your connection to your Higher Self and Oneness that is important. May this be so and if I fail to align may the slip be shown so I can realign.

This being shared we open gladly to the message of Jeshua/Jesus:

Greetings Dear One,

This is a topic that touches the hearts and minds of many and need to be addressed in order to move from judgment and separation to Unity.

You need to realize each religion, or spiritual practice or belief system on your planet began as the result of the experience or inspiration of an individual or group of individuals. When they shared of this it inspired a movement or religious belief structure to be formed. Many times this involves a set of principles of beliefs, rituals and practices that one needs to follow.

Like all other systems including the collective consciousness to which we are all connected from birth, a system requires agreement to exist. One who develops doubts as to the veracity may find themselves shunned by others in order to get them to comply to the rules or they must leave so they do not taint the beliefs of others. I am not here to condemn any person or religious belief system but to discuss the nature or shaping of reality by systems of focus and agreement. Let us go back to earlier times to understand the term ‘new age’.

Early civilizations like Lemuria and Atlantis before the fall into third dimensional energies existed in higher frequency of Light that which is now called 4D and 5D. The people were still connected in Oneness in Lemuria to their Higher Self and could communicate with Earth, nature, elementals and Beings of Light and from other planets. Both Lemuria and Atlantis existed for ages in what is termed, the Golden Age of each.

Then a shift occurred in which ego consciousness took precedence over Unity and Oneness. The frequency of Earth fell to 3D and it was to low for the connection to higher dimensional Beings and you Soul or Higher Self. No longer were you guided by the Higher Perspective of Universal Oneness and the veil of amnesia and illusion that this is all that exists and you are alone came into prominence. You began to struggle to survive and your ego took control of your rational mind to keep you safe.

From this point forward Beings of Light like myself and Buddha came to the Earth to bring Light to help ones to awaken and move forward and upward spiritually. Around their words and actions sprang up religions that were often corrupted or changed as time passed from word of mouth, to written form. Ones sharing by word of mouth told the stories as they remembered them until someone wrote them down into books, doing the same and interpreting based on their thoughts, feelings and beliefs. Then spiritual priests and leader began to interpret the texts and to teach according to their interpretations.

I do not say this was always deliberate on the part of an individual. You are influenced by memory, ego, understanding, relative truth and the influence of collective consciousness and the systems of Earth. A century or so ago in your time it was decided to begin to bring back the connection to spirit beyond just the few who had maintained the connection through spiritual clearing, alignment and practice. To open up communication in hopes to stir the hearts and minds of more people to connect to the guidance within and awaken from the miasma of glamour and ego.

Each religion or belief system has served a purpose for individuals and group who follow that belief to bring them connections to each other and a moral compass by which to navigate their environment. As the lines were opened to humanity, they were warned to be sure to ask for protection and to learn to discern spirits to not be misguided or misdirected.

It was important as Earth and the Universe were entering a phase of Ascension to try to inspire and free as many people as possible from the collective consciousness influence of the lower energy and to help them to reconnect to the Divine energy within them. Earth and those ready are about to entera ‘New Golden Age’ which is where the term ‘New Age’ began. This too has been corrupted to mean ones who are not fully conscious and live in a world of illusion.

The time ahead is a beautiful time to experience within the 5D energies. However, one must free themselves of their limiting beliefs and open to the inner guidance and connection within them. You need to return to the Oneness.

So it was decided to bring this knowing back and open the door to humanity for more than just the few dedicated students to partake and remember the Beauty and Freedom of Oneness and sharing the higher Wisdom, Light, Truth, Compassion and Love that is waiting. To do so one needs to understand and clear the patterns of Ego,Glamour and the Collective Consciousness that brings fear, judgment, anger, greed and separation.

As ones stepped out of their old beliefs and moved into the new concepts being introduced, like all other belief systems this too has been open to corruption. Ones can be influenced by lower energy beings and the collective if they are not protected and discerning. One needs to be aware of the responsibility to clear, release and transform the energies not aligned to the Highest Good of All and to open their hearts to their own connection to the Oneness within them.

When the ego remains unpurified and not under the guidance of your Higher Self it is open to the Glamour of Disciples or worshippers, gathering ones to follow them. They find the energies of followers the guru and disciple energy feeds their ego. They don’t even realize the energy, they believe they are saving people through their teaching and direction. This is where the understanding of Christ comes into play.

Christ is an Office of Redemption and Energy of helping ones come forth from the Darkness, loosening the ties that bind them to ego and glamour to move into Unity, Truth, Love and Compassion. Ones serve in this office, under the Universal Christ energy for planets and systems. I, Jeshua, as you know me served in this Office and brought this energy to Earth. I was prepared for this Service and the Son energy of the Source was One with me as I was One with the Source. You see, I and the Father are One, and you too are One with the Father. In this I refer to the Source of Creation in the terms that many understand. The Source is all that Exists and it is not my purpose in this sharing to help you to understand this fully. I came to show you how you can free yourself to Unite with the part of you that has never separated in consciousness Oneness with the Source of All Being. You are the one who has forgotten, and you Higher Self has patiently awaited your intent to return to Oneness. The Office of the Christ , these energies of redemption are the intermediary of your path to Oneness. Within each of you is the path in the heart to connect with these energies and to be guided and protected in your path to clearing and transforming all limits to be FREE. Within each of you is the energy of redemption the Christic energies. It is not simply a person outside of you but inside of you a part of you. In this came the words, I AM the way, I AM the Truth, I AM the Light. The redemptive energies bring you the truth and light you need to find your way to Oneness. I AM is the Source of All Being in which we exist and from which we came and to which we return. As I spoke that” I and the Father are One”, remember I too said, “That which I do, you will do and more”.

In this time of planetary Ascension the energies are back to where you can clear and connect to the 4D, 5D, 6D and beyond energies. This connection makes you open to so much more energies of manifestation, creation, and healing than was possible when I walked the Earth. I share all of this to get back to the original topic of this messenger. When one belongs to an organization and follows the guidelines and rules of that organization, they don’t have to face the same challenges as those who step out of their ‘comfort zone’. They have many with them. As ones step forth into ‘new ‘ vistas of spiritual exploration, they face many challenges, the greatest of which is the trap of glamour to the ego.

Unless another has the eyes and ears of discernment, ones who follow you as a lone voice do not know when you have lost your inner connection to the higher light and are coming from ego. You may not even know yourself as I stated earlier. However, I and your guardian angel and guides will always whisper in your ear and give you signs, awaiting you to ask for help and guidance. In this we can guide you to where you need to be to refocus and realign with the highest intent to your True Self. Sometimes ones get frightened and need to go backwards before going forward. Sometimes, they volunteer to do something to shake up others, to test their own faith and to seek to be sure of their own alignment.

Each person is on the path they have chosen to experience at this point in time. No one is better than another, they each have benefits for the one who is aligned. When one is ready they will knock on the door. Sometimes in going backward we sacrifice ourselves to help ones who we left behind in our journey as well as shake up others to reaffirm their own alignment.

Bless others with compassion, love and allowing for them upon their path. Forgive yourself for judgment and others for judging you. For these times take one to the dweller on the threshold, like my time in the desert being tested by Satan. When we face the shadows in the mirror of ourselves and others, we bring in the light so that we can move through the mirror, where you find the Angel of the Presence, your Soul.

When you reconnect to your soul, you find the help and support, the peace, joy, balance and harmony you have sought in your life. I am a part of the I Am which is the Source of Being. I AM that I AM. To know and understand the Oneness sets you Free. I am the energy of redemption, the energy of Christ brings you the help you need to set yourself free and reunite with the I AM within you.

You are a Soul in a form come to bring Light, Love and Truth to the Earth and anchor it within you and the Earth for others. I AM here to help you as are many others. REMEMBER who you are. Allow and honor the path of others with compassion while walking yours. I am with you always for we are One.

I Am Jeshua

Thank you Jeshua/Jesus for the beautiful message.

I Am Kohlera Rayum

Embrace Your Inner Light: Overcoming Fear and Ego

You are created from golden Stardust. You are the essence of the stars. When you are algined through your heart to who you truly are the light shines forth from the back of your heart chakra like wings. You are part of the Unity of Creation when you place your focus upon the heart.

You can also place your focus upon you ego, for you have fogotten your connection to the higher light. You can fear the world around you and seek to control and have power over others to feel safe. You can need in your fear to see and hear the adoration or fidelity to your greatness from others to validate your reason to exist. You can seek to gain material possessions at the expense of others to prove your worth to yourself and others. Me, Me, Me or Us or them are the concepts of Fear. The basis of all fear is for the physical form to suffer and/or die. You have forgotten you are not the form but a Being of Light living for a short time in a form. You came in to experience the possibilities here in order to overcome the limits and to embrace the unlimited potential of spirit.

You are a creator in training. It is interesting that so many messages repeat the same information. Why? Becuase we need to be reminded or someone does until they can understand. You are not alone. You are never alone. Within you exists the Essence of Creation and Creator Source. You do not need to struggle, instead surrender to the love and peace in your heart and open to receive the wisdom and guidance and to share it with others. This is the message I want to share always.

I was told long ago to be a messenger of good new. The good news is that we are on the brink of Eternal possibilities and the choice of when we experience it is up to us. All will have the opportunity more quickly than we think but you must choose to be ready. You must choose to be able to vibrate with love, wisdom , truth and compassion of the 5D or higher level to experience this. No one can do this for you, you must make the choice and ask for help . When you ask for help with loving intent the universe aligns to match you intent and help you beyond what you can imagine.

Time seems to pass more quickly each day, because we ar moving into a higher vibrational state. Time is a concept of 3D linear existence and we are moving into the Quantum field where all possibilities exist at the same time. You have already made your Ascension or at least some aspect of your being. Ask to connect with that part and then ask it what you still need to do and for help to do so.

We can focus upon the ego, fear and materialism. There is nothing wrong with having things, but if they become our focus over spiritual becoming then we are limited and anchored into this vibration when what we truly wantt is to be FREE. To be the Being of Light with wings to fly that we truly are. Let your Light shine so you can fly. You know you are meant to do so. Choose when you allow yourself to be limitless in the Unlimited Potential of Creation.

You are loved, you are wanted and you are a powerful Being of Light. Claim it. Do not let fear limit you.

Navigating Inner Turmoil: A Journey of Self-Reflection

This has been a day of self reflection and understanding. I journaled my first thoughts about this sharing 11 hours ago. I realized that there was something I was missing in my early reflections. So,I busied myself to avoid going within to learn the answers.

I will begin with the situations and my early thoughts while journaling upon awakening. The last two days, I found myself getting irriatated at things that didn’t go my way. Usually I can go with the flow and that has seemed to be the mantra of my guides lately. Go with the flow, go with the flow. So, perhaps they were aware of the energies coming and trying to warn me. (This just came to me as I am writing.)

I found myself falling into old patterns which I thought I had overcome in regards to my neighbor who wanted to gossip and getting short with her. I could have handled it better in setting boundaries with her, than to let it irritate me but, I didn’t. I found my muggle work being very frustrating and causing irritability. I got upset over little things, but mainly my inability to be in control and balanced.

I thought this morning, how can I expect anyone to believe anything I share when I can’t consistently manifest and live my own truth. I felt like I should just stop sharing until I can fully manifest on a consistent basis what I share. I felt a failure.

At that point I heard that my sharing is telling my story of my journey and what I am learning and how I am learning. I do this not because my path and truth are the only path and truth, but to help others to understand spiritual growth is a path. Like learning to walk, one step at a time, we fall down and get up and take another step. The child doesn’t quit trying because they fall down. They don’t worry when someone laughs when they fall.

I sensed that in part there was something going on in the collective and I was feeling it and not protecting myself enough. A few months ago the Council of Light from Saturn gave permission for Archangel Michael that, when we ask, in addition to the blue light of protection he provides to us he could place a blue pyramid over the minds of individuals. This pyramid blocks the input of the systems of control from the collective consciousness. I heard to be very conscious of doing this and to ask for help in more fully disconnecting from the collective consciousness. The Council of Light determines what is in alignment to the overall plan for the Universe and Free will choices.

I was reminded also of the stray cat that came about the same time as I began my stressful and irritating period. It is injured and I want to help it but it runs away to protect itself. Much like me getting irritated by others to protect myself. I am trying to help the kitty and feeling bad because it isn’t working. When I attempt to get close I scare it so I can’t help it. I was wondering what was going on with the timing. (P.S. the kitty’s leg seemed bent like it was dislocated which was so worrying, but today it was straight again, but still avoiding me)

So, I didn’t type this blog, in the morning and as I said I busied myself cleaning, self care and reading to avoid the quiet and what my inner self wanted to tell me. I noticed a reminder on my computer that Neptune had gone retrograde into Aries beginning yesterday, March 29,2025, for the next 14 year. Then I decided to go outside and sit with the other kitties.

While sitting quietly I heard that it is not my higher self telling me I had been bad, but my ego.

The ego’s purpose being to keep us happy and safe. If we are feeling bad or scared the ego does what it thinks best on the physical level to keep us in status quo. Since our parents protected us by disciplining us when we did something bad, the inner parent is triggered by the ego to do the same. If it can convince me to stop sharing, then I don’t need to feel bad about myself.

I was reminded, as I said that my path and truth are not the only path and truth. Some of what I share you may agree with and some you may not. We are all on our own unique path and learning process. We have each experienced many things in many lives and we have specific aspects of all the possibilities that we are attempting to learn and experience in this life, along with karma to clear.

Many teachers in the past taught in sacred texts through parables or stories because we can more easily learn and understand something if we can see the real life application rather than a scientific treatise. So if something helps you or clicks with your great, if not, let it go and maybe tomorrow, or another person will have what you are seeking.

The final piece of this story is when I came back in I decided to look at the Neptune is Aries situation to see if it meant something since it happened about the same time as this all began for me. Neptune is the planet in our solar system that is part of a group that is bringing Wisdom and Energy for Ascension from Source to Earth and Humanity. It went retrograde which is interesting because we just came out of the inbreath of Source. Which occurred from 2012 to 2023. The in breath a time of evaluation and return to Source of that which is completed or unable to move forward into the next outbreath of creation.

We are in year 2 of a 9 year period of the rest between breaths of Source. At the end of the 9th year of rest in 2032 we begin a new creative period of the outbreath of Source. Some refer to this as the New Golden Age.

Neptune had been in Pisces representing a period of spiritual growth, embracing compassion and emotional healing. Neptune is about dreams, higher consciousness, intuition and transformation. These aspects of ourselves are moving from the womb of nurturing and healing which is the feminine aspect represent by Pisces. It has went retrograde or backwards into the masculine aspect of Aries.

Now we are in the 14 years of Aries, which is considered a warrior energy. This is a period where we learn to stand up for our truth in light and compassion. To let go of that which doesn’t serve our higher purpose in order to manifest it in our lives. Neptune in Aries is about breaking from tradition to find and live our individual truth and path with courage. It is about bravery, leadership, initiative to step out of our comfort zone and trust in our inner abilities to manifest that which we came to do.

I realize that other people, situations or events that have irritated me in the last few days have been obligations that although one may be of a good purpose are not fulfilling my higher purpose and direction. The irritation is with myself allowing them to take my time and energy that I could use for other purposes. I need to reevaluate my boundaries without getting irritated, but doing so with understanding. I need to set my goals and work towards them while having loving compassion for myself needing time to rest and decompress.

So Neptune in Aries isn’t an excuse to be irritated with others. What I do now understand is that sometimes things that happen have more parts to them than I am aware. I thank my ego for trying to protect me, but I need to take back control from my ego, and to disconnect from the collective consciousness so that what is happening with others doesn’t affect my balance and harmony. I have plenty of my own garbage to deal with and don’t need to take on that of others unless it is my choice to work with clearing it. I need to learn to set boundaries and to decide what I want to do and take steps to move forward. Not with the energy of a bull in a china shop but with the cunning of a lion who knows what it wants and how to do it for the good of its family/pride.

So, this is my journey of discovery today. Always good to see where I need to clear and focus. I must admit in the midst of the revelation it isn’t always so pleasant but it is about how we learn to move forward and try to stay more balanced in the future when events and irritants occur.

Blessings of Light on your path.

The Importance of Spiritual Clearing: Gifts Unfoldment and Service

For many the desire to hear, see and know what is beyond the physical realm is a great desire and focus. To know and understand that there is something more than what we are experiencing on earth and to understand what that is.

We hope there is something glorious and peaceful beyond the chaos of earth. It would be wonderful to know what is going to happen next in our lives so we can be prepared. We need remember that we are not victims to destiny which we can’t control. Even that which we contracted that ‘we’ wanted to do in this life is subject to our personal choices and will. We may have come in to be a great leader and then got lost in greed, lust, ego and personal glory and that destiny is diluted and lost. That doesn’t make us bad, we just have made ‘poor’ choices based on ego instead of soul guided through the heart.

As I have cautioned before these abilities are not without their possible problems if one is not discerning and protected before attempting to connect with non physical beings and energies. There are ones who would feed off of any insecurities and fears you have and attach to you. There are also ones who can appear as shining lights and tell you what you wish to hear while guiding you not down the primrose path, but deeper into the land of delusion and control. These beings have no greater knowledge than yourself. If is only when we are protected and centered in our heart that we can connect attempt to connect through soul guidance higher Light Beings.

OUR TRUE GUIDE SHOULD BE OUR HIGHER SELF, OUR SOUL, WITH WHOM WE CONNECT VIA OUR HEART.

Spiritual gifts are something that is available to all people as we grow spiritually. So why does it seem that someone who seem not to be spiritual, as we judge spirituality, have a gift and you don’t? First, spirituality and religion are subjective to our personal learning and perspective. Why one person returns with a gift naturally will depend on their what they have chosen in life to do. Perhaps they have a lesson to learn about being psychic or it is a challenge to see if their ego will take over and move them from their spiritual center of pure service and guidance. We don’t know that is from the realm of spirit.

Misuse of these gifts and abilities can create a cause and effect scenario that will eventually need to be cleared. (karma)

These gifts will return to you naturally as you clear you energy blockages and beliefs. They exist in each of us as possibilities of our spiritual growth. They can also be blocked by the mental, emotional and physical pollutants in the world. For instance, the fluoride in water and toothpaste can cause calcification around our pineal gland, third eye, and block it. Foods we eat can lower our vibrations so we have difficulty accessing the higher vibrations of spiritual guidance and keep us limited to astral realms.

In reality the focus of our spiritual journey should not be the attainment of these ‘gifts’ but a desire to have a greater connection with and guidance from our Soul and the Universal Mind of Oneness or Creator Source. These gifts are to be a natural unfoldment and emerging of our spiritual growth and clearing of that which keeps us from Unity and Enlightenment. They are to be part of our Service to the Greater Good.

As we learn to control our thoughts and overcome fear, pride, control, anger, judgment, prejudice, greed, and addictions which can come in mental, emotional and physical forms we open to these gifts naturally and in a pure form. In clearing old beliefs, and energy patterns our chakras begin to spin and align as do our energy bodies. As we focus on our inner heart and desire to connect to our soul or higher Being we find the connection of a pathway between higher dimensional existence and earth surrounds us and these gifts begin to open to us naturally.

They are there to help us to help ourselves and others to create a better world for all life.

Our connection to higher wisdom, love and light grows stronger and we know we are being guided by the highest possible wisdom we can obtain for it is within us and not from an outer authority. It is the watched over by our soul.

We, anyone really, can only connect with Beings and information from the level to which they have cleared their blockages allowing their energy levels to raise to a new level. Earth is at the 3D vibrational level and the Astral realm is 4D. This is where the ‘ghosts’ and non physical entities who are still operating on ego level exist to stay close to earth in order to try to reconnect and feed off the energies of the living. To begin to reach higher wisdom we must move beyond the 4D to higher vibrational energies. Many are only tapping into 4D with their gifts because they are not clear enough to reach higher. Thus in opening to receive they also open themselves to control and even possession. That is why ones have been warned about being cautious with games such as ‘ouija board’. I have personally worked with young people who created havoc and pain in their lives and family due to opening that door.

If we FOCUS on spiritual clearing and growth, our soul will guide and protect us as our gifts open. What we learn to do and the use of our gifts will be for the greater good.

So don’t worry if you can’t see or hear spirit.

In the Christian Bible – Matthew 6:22 says ‘Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you.’

The Buddha was well aware of the dangers of being sidetracked by a fascination with psychic powers. For those whose minds were still fired by personal ambition, they could be a frightful pitfall, serving to enhance the delusion of separate selfhood and the drive for domination.

What these are saying is that our focus be first on our spiritual growth and that in this focus ‘gifts’ of spirit come naturally and for purpose as guided from a higher perspective.

May you walk in Peace.

Mareya Shimayah Elohoim

Spiritual Gifts

Abilities we gain from Spiritual Growth

Those abilites ones speak of as Spiritual Gifts include .healing, speaking in tongues, light language, clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, discerning spirits and claircognizance. Some people are born with these abilities. This is usually because they have developed them in another incarnation and part of their soul contract in this life time was to bring forth this gift. The main reason is usually to help others along their spiritual path and inspire them to develop spiritually. However, they may have a lesson to learn, beliefs to release from prior lifetimes to which this gift is a part of that lesson or process. Perhaps they had been a charlatan or cult leader in another life who deceived people and they have a chance to clear those energies by helping others in this life time.

For most of us these gifts come forth in differing levels as we clear old beliefs, blockages and energies and come into soul guided growth and direction. We may even have decided to block certain gifts in this lifetime due to it being part of our growth and learning process. I for instance blocked clairvoyance due to not wanting to see certain things that I knew would happen, and it could have been more of a hindrance to my spiritual growth than a help.

You see we make a plan about our life before we enter incarnation. We decide what we wish to learn, what old energies we want to clear and old patterns or DNA patterns. We decide how we can be of service and where to incarnate, even our parents. We even make contracts with others to come together if possible in this lifetime to complete these tasks. Our soul knows our plan as do the souls of others with whom we made contracts and they work to inspire us and bring us together to complete these plans. However, we all have free will choices and some things do not manifest, and we don’t always listen due to lack of spiritual direction and growth.

Some who come in with specific gifts but this does not mean they are manifesting a high vibrational level or connection. It is easy for ones to be deceived into believing they are channeling Archangel Michael when it is a lower astral entity if they are not spiritually protected and discerning. This doesn’t make them bad, just unaware and misguided. Unfortunately those who are not also pursuing their spiritual development can get caught up in the ego feeding process of ‘guru and chela’ where they gather followers. They are puffed up from the energies put upon them by others and get lazy in their spiritual growth and making helping others to connect to their own guidance their first priority. For to do so might mean they would loose followers, money and or adoration.

If someone does not point you to develop your own inward connection be aware, that they may be caught in the ego trap and move on, unless you prefer to be a follower, and that is your choice. We see that this is how many cults begin. I am not saying this is true of everyone and I don’t know the path of each, just remember to make your inward journey your focus, and not following others or just to be part of a group and not alone. WE ARE NEVER ALONE for we are ONE with the Creator.

Group support is very helpful in your process for it helps to increase the energies. You will find as you grow and develop that you can out grow a group. You will have learned what you needed for this particular aspect of your spiritual process. Don’t be afraid to move on to new books or teachings that will help you to develop to a new level of Being. Seek within your heart for direction. We can only express spiritual gifts to the level of which we have developed in this lifetime. One may do a past life regression and find out they were an oracle at delphi or a great healer. However, if you try to tap into these gifts in this life, you may be able to connect, but your abilities will be limited by your beliefs, blockages and the amount of light and love you can channel. As you progress spiritually, clear blockage and energies you move into higher vibrational levels and abilities.

BE discerning and seek that which brings you into a greater connection with the Divine within you. You have choices, make them wisely. Sacred texts warn against ones who connect with spirits just for these reasons. Not that the gifts are bad or the people but that their spiritual development limits them and you. The answers you seek are within you and need to be your focus.

My service is to help you to make that inner connection.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Taking back our authority and sovereignty

Ego is our ID our identity of self. It is that part of us that speaks and acts based upon the beliefs of our rational mind and the conclusions it reaches based on past teachings and experiences. It is the guardian of the form which focuses upon the fight and flight energy.

Our ego can love, but it needs to control the situation and the interactions with others. The other extreme is that the ego is a wounded child energy that has self doubt or low self esteem due to past experiences and becomes subservient to another. In this scenario we see the concept of opposites attracting. Both extremes come from a place of ego and unbalanced energy.

In life interactions the ego seeks control of all situations in order to be safe and avoid the need of fight or flight. It seeks shelter, and fulfillment of its needs, wants and desires. It is the role of the ego/rational mind to protect the form and perform the daily functions of life directed by the soul.

In the beginning we all existed in Oneness with our I AM Presence, which is always one with the Creator. However as earth came into 3D frequency from 5D the I AM Presence could not exist on these frequencies and so the soul became the go between. The soul does not manifest on the physical level, but it seeks constantly to communicate with us and guide us. It wants to help us to remember who we are and to complete the contracts we came in to do and live a life of abundance, peace and joy. In reality we are a part of the Creator experiencing our creation in a myriad of forms. We no longer remember this because of the amnesia we experience now upon incarnation. This is done so that we will be limited in our ability to utilize our creational energies fully until such time as we remember who we truly are and create in alignment with our Soul and I AM Presence.

When we begin to connect with our soul from a heart centered focus we find that our life becomes easier and flows. Our ego and rational mind begin to relax knowing that they no longer need to try to control the world in order to keep us safe. For in unity with our Soul we are connected to the Creator, via our I AM Presence and the Universal Mind of Oneness. The choices we are guided to make and the action we take will benefit us and all life. We can begin to enjoy life more and experience abundance, mentally, emotionally, financially and spiritually. We loose nothing but the fear, and we gain the unlimited and infinite.

We come to know that all we need is with us and all we had to do was to LET GO of the need to control and allow the Oneness to guide us. In this choice we have taken back authority and power in our lives from the control mechanisms of the world.

May you find the Peace of Unity and freedom in your life.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim together with Sanat Kumara