I AM – Oracle of Divine Grace

The Power of I AM: Manifesting Your Reality

I AM these are two of the most powerful words in all Creation. These are the words that the original Source spoke to become manifest out of the vastness of Unrealized potential. It is the energy of the Divine Masculine acting upon the womb of the Divine Feminine and together manifesting into Consciousness.

They are the words of Creation and manifestation.

When an individual says I AM they are claiming the sovereignty of existence as a conscious Being within the Quantum Field of Creation and existence. When we place words behind these we are claiming the energy of what these words represent asa part of our being and energy. When one says I am sick, I am tired, I am poor, I am unlovable they are claiming this thought as part of their life as a creator being. They are word of ownership and manifestation upon the physical ego driven realm.

All words are powerful. Words follow thought in creation. When we think of something and then speak it we claim it as our own. The Universe responds to us as Creator Beings and sends to us that which we need to manifest this in our lives. The Universe doesn’t seen good or bady, higher or low, it simply sees energy and the spoken word is energy of manifestation. When you add I AM to it you are owning it and claiming it.

You may be wondering about the image. I heard to ask AI to create an image of the I AM Presence. Now there are many images on the internet of the traditional but sometimes we can get lost in the details and explanations of them. To me this represents the living energy of the I AM. So what is the I AM as connected to us.

This image also reminds me of the images in Egyptian pictures of the Sun with the rays ending in arms. Their representation of the Creator.

There are many similar and slightly differing thoughts about this. That is why I like this image. The Creator Source deciding to expand and experience creation sent forth seeds called Monads there are Infinite numbers of Monads. These Monads are a direct part of the Source of Creation, some might call them our god for lack of a better understanding. For they as created by Source created us. They are the I Am Presence of our Being, the I AM that I AM. Which means you exist because the Monda or I AM exists and created you. The I Am or Monad exist within the LIght Body some call it the Causal Body. This is represented in the image as the Ball of Light at the top from which all the rays are pouring forth into the void of infinite potential.

Each Monad at least as far as I know in our Universe decided they wanted to experience denser forms of manifestation and they send forth 12 rays or fire sparks which we term Higher Self. See the Rays of light going out of the circle. The Higher Self is also called the Soul, Super Conscious and Higher Mind. the Higher Self send forth 12 sparks each called ego personalities which are us. This makes each monad consist of 144 which is why we hear about the 144 in religious material. Djwal Kul and Ascended Master says there are 60 million monads who have walked through the timeline of Earth and are here to finish their karmic debts and be of service in the time of Asension on Earth. I calculated and and that makes 8.6 billion possible ego/personalities incarnate. We are said to have over 8 billion people on earth now. Makes sense.

Just think of it each one a creator being trying to bend the will and of life on earth to their desires. So our soul has 12 other souls this is where the idea of soulmate comes forth because we are part of the same family. They have out there and there could be up to 144 parts of our monad incarnate at any time in this timeline, another timeline or planet or dimension. The soul or oversoul looks out for all of these parts of itself. It can see each incarnate personality and guide it along its path. It doesn’t matter if you name these parts of the monads by differing names it is realizing that we are all united and extensions of the monad of our being and that our monad is the Divine son/daughter of the source of all existence. We live and have our being within the Source and our Monadic Being to which we will return in conscious connection called Ascension. It is about the Conscious reconnection which in this time also allows us to transform our body into a crystalline structured body of light.

We are connected to our Monday through the channel of light which is descending from the circle it passed through us and into the center of Earth. It keeps our three fold flame of life energized while we are in the form. This is symbolized by the fleur de lis image. When this is withdrawn the physical form dies, but our soul continues existing.

I know this is a brief explanation of a complex subject, but it is important to understand how power are the words I AM. I AM a creator Being and that which I experience as life, I created through my thoughts, words and deeds. I AM because my Monadic and Higher Self wanted to experience existence on this level. If I don’t like this life I can change it by my choices, thoughts and actions. If I seek to be free, I need place my attention on the I AM.

When I sign off with I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim that is the current name my soul is expressing through this form, not my birth or married name. I use this because in these messages I am expressing that energy and I AM also claiming it in my life.

Blessings of the I AM that I AM of your Being.

Hope, Belief, Faith

Freedom, wisdom and truth come when we have moved through hope and belief into faith.

“Hope is a desire or want for something to be true or to appear and exist in your life. You might say, “I hope I can get that job.”Hope is a desire or want for something to be true or to appear and exist in your life. You might say, “I hope I can get that job.” “I hope I will win the lottery.” “I hope it won’t rain today.” Hope leaves way for the possibility that the objective of your hope may not manifest so that you will not be so dissapointed if it doesn’t. It is part of our ego protection that attempts to balance our spiritual desires of manifestation to keep us from being hurt.

Belief is the acceptance that something is true or exists. Belief would like proof, but is willing to hold onto the idea that it is possible or probable and base our actions and reactions upon that belief. Belief is the next step from hope. Hope really doesn’t hold a belief one way or another, it simply exists in the moment of the desire entering our thoughts and emotions. Whereas , belief can be a powerful thought form or motivator. It can lead us to extremes of actions in a hope of proving our belief is correct. Belief still leaves us vulnerable to doubt. That which would challenge or belief or cause doubt triggers the ego to fight or flight mode. Belief needs proof to alleviate all doubt.

Faith is the complete trust or confidence that what we believe or think is true. Faith is without doubt and doesn’t need proof to believe. It is at this point in our spiritual journey where we have mastered the self doubt and limiting beliefs. We are at one with the greater I AM Presence of our Being and we are able, through our thoughts and energy, to draw to us that which is required in order manifest all our hopes, wants, desires and need. We are without doubt, unshakable in our belief that that in which we have placed our Faith is Truth.

There was a Tibetan mystic names Unjetsun Milarepa who would take his students to a cave in the mountains. There he would put his hand into a wall, which became malleable to his touch, and not solid in appearance. When he withdrew his hand, it would leave an imprint in the wall. Thus, he showed to his students that at the same instance the wall can be either solid or malleable . At the same time, it is both. It is our perception and belief which determines which appearance we hold at the moment. Think of the idea of jumping time lines discussed yesterday. It is our perception that determines our life, our future, based on our perception and choices. Our perception and choices are based on our beliefs.

It is always our thoughts and beliefs which determine what we will experience at any given moment of our lives. In the above example the wall can be either the solid object which we are domesticated to believe it is, or we can realize that all creation is made up of moving electrons, which can take any desired form at any instant in time. It is our thoughts which make it solid, our belief it is solid, and we hold that belief with our faith that the wall is solid.

When we are able to let go of that belief and realize that in any instant we are creating the reality we see, and by our thoughts we can change it. In that instant, any hope we have in our heart and mind, we are able to believe we can create it and have faith it will appear for as long as we need or desire.

Where are you in your spiritual process?

Are you at hope, belief or faith?

Once your realize where your are in your process, you can ask to be shown what limiting thoughts and beliefs you hold, which block you from moving forward to the next step of the process. Once you understand what is blocking you, you are then able to transform them yourself or ask for help in order to do so.

Freedom is living in faith, in unity with your I AM Presence as the part of the Divine Creation which you truly are.

Namaste

I AM Moriah

The I AM Presence and the Shadow

Understanding who we truly are and from where the shadow emerges.

I AM THAT I AM

This name of the Creator was unspoken for generations. Why, I am not sure. What I do know is that in not speaking and understanding this Name we became limited and controlled.

I AM a part of the Creator. The Crator began creation by stating I AM, and thus brining the infinite energy of potential into a conscious patter of creation. I AM are the defining words of the Creator. From I AM came forth all that we see and know to exist. I AM , me the person in this form, because I AM created me. Thus I AM that I AM. I AM an extension of the Creator Source, like a cell within our body.

The Creator I AM decided to expand and create myriad forms through which to experience differing typse of existence. Many souls were brought into Being of which I AM one and so are you. I can exist as an individual when desired or return to the Oneness from which I came, a part of the Universal Mind and Infinite possibilities. I can express,experience and create in a single world or multiple worlds at the same time.

It is difficult in the dense energies of Earth with its many veils of illusion and forgetfulness to fully understand the concept of Oneness beyond an informational level. We are so trapped within the energies of the form, and the beliefs of the systems in which we live, that although one might say I Am a child of the creator. It is said in a way in which they have come forth as a baby does from the mother into an individual form, a separate being.

The word shadow can be defined as a lesser or vestigial form, a shaded or reflected image cast when a body comes between the light and another object, an imitation of the original or a source of gloom and unhappiness. To fully understand who we are a part of the Creator experiencing a physical existence, it must come from an emotional, heartfelt energy that allows us to let go of the physical boundaries of form and thought form. Only then can we truly feel, manifest and BE the Wisdom and Truth that we are ONE with ALL LIFE and the Creator. I AM like a cell, or drop of water within the sea of Universal Mind and Oneness, expressing in this for as I AM.

What can we do to remove the blockages that keep us from remembering and Being, I AM. There are many aspects of the process of remembering and being free which is termed Enlightenment or Ascension. For many one of the biggest blockages comes in the form of what many term the Shadow Self.

What is the Shadow and what do we do?

Some religions teach their followers to fear the Creator. There teachings say that the Creator punishes those who are bad. They say that we are all sinners and so we must appease the Creator in order for the Creator to love us and forgive us. This is similar to how many parents train their children to behave and believe in a certain manner. It is called the rewards and punishment system. In this system we learn to get what we want by saying and doing what the person in authority wants so that we will not be punished. This coupled with the belief in a punishing Creator, causes many to try to hide that which they think they have done wrong, or is different than their religious belief system in fear of going to Hell a place of eternal punishment.

So we try to hide these actions and feelings, hoping that the Creator wasn’t paying attention because after all there are so many people, perhaps what I did wasn’t noticed. I feel bad, so I will put my feelings and thoughts about the situation, words or actions in a box. We create a shadow. Many speak of the shadow and shadow work as something horrible to face, because the shadow is evil. The shadow is not evil, it is but those parts of ourselves that we have put away from the light. We stand between them and the light in order for them not to be seen by the Light/Creator, and hopefully we can forget them and not be judged or punished.

However, when we move along our Ascension path to Enlightenment, we come to realize that I AM a part of the Creator and thus the Creator already knows what I did and has forgiven me. Why would the Creator forgive me. Do I not have to be punished? The Creator gave us the right to choose what we do. However, with each choice it must be in a balanced manner that does not harm another, and if we make an unbalanced choice at some point in our existence it needs to be faced and balanced before returning to Conscious Oneness along the Ascension path. The Creator has forgiven us and is trying to help us to balance out the energy we created, by sending energy of love and forgiveness, and Beings of Light who await our call to help us to feel secure enough to face the shadow.

Perhaps if you think of the shadow like we do the Inner Child. Someone who has fear, pain and hurt created by their experiences which have been locked away behind a wall. This wall prevents us from fully, living, loving, forgiving ourselves and others. This hinders our experiencing and expressing who we truly are as a part of the Creator, who came to Earth to experience the joy of Life and Creation. Just like the Inner Child who needs understanding and love to quit punishing, and condemning ourselves for not living up to the expectations of others, so the shadow needs us to take down the walls and to look at the hurt within us. It may be from this lifetime or others, but the walls allowed us to function in society without crawling into a ball of self hatred and fear.

You may think,but I don’t have a shadow self and perhaps that is true. Perhaps you have inner child issues, or a blocked heart that keeps you from loving self or others. Sometimes, we are just not ready to look at the shadow. It may seem scary to open it up for it may be like Pandora’s box. Pandora’s box was full of all the sorry, hurt and pain in the world. Pandora was to keep it guarded and closed so that people could function and enjoy life. When it was accidently opened, they came to find out at the bottom of the box there was HOPE. Hope is what keeps us moving forward despite the pain, fear and despair in the world.

The Shadow is like Pandora and holds those emotions which we don’t want to face. However, remember there is hope. The Creator knows all about them, and who do we truly care about knowing and loving us more than our Creator. So if our Creator knows, allowed and forgave us, and even is sending us energy and Beings to help. Why not be hopeful and open the box.

You don’t have to swing wide the lid all at once. Sit down quietly and ask the Creator and Archangel Michael, the Protector Archangel and your own guardian Angel to protect you from any negative energies. Call forth the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame of Transmutation to clear the energies in and around you. Call upon the Golden White Light of Love to fill you and surround you.

The shadow is a part of you that wants to be loved, forgiven, embraced, healed and transformed back to light. Like you to the Creator it no longer wants to be separate from you. Ask the Creator to send help that you may open the box bringing Light and Love to the Shadow and look at one piece at a time. Just do one during this quiet time. Remember, it is not hidden from anyone, only put aside by you until you were ready to look at it and balance the energy so it can once again become part of you.

Look at what it is, a thought against another, an action you took that hurt another, a word you spoke in anger that hurt another. Perhaps it was something someone said about you, that you were ugly, fat, stupid and it hurt so much you couldn’t face it. Perhaps, you were a bit over weight and lost pounds, but never forgot , or you gained more from despair and self doubt. Look at whatever this one aspect is. Where did it originate? Was your reaction a part of your belief system and how you were taught by others to react? As a par tof the Creator, remember you are loved, worthy and each step of your path was a part of learning and becoming a more loving, forgiving and compassionate Being? For example does your weight define whether or not you are a loving and giving part of God? What reactions came as a result of the original event? Can you see it from a higher perspective and let go of the misqualified energies it created? Can you embrace that part of yourself, forgive yourself and all others involved? Can you move forward knowing this was but a step along a journey of Becoming, and once you understand the event and how to better move through such an event with loving understanding , you will never face it again, for you are I AM, a part of the Creator.

Once you have looked at this, once again bring in the Gold, SIlve and Violet Flame of Transmuation to clear the energies and return them to source. Surround yourself with Golden White Light again and ask that any cords, agreement or contracts involved with the situation be cut or terminated without karmic repercussions.

Give yourself a few days of self care before attempting another clearing, but as you look at these you will find yourself speaking to a friend who has carried a heavy burden for you, and now you are helping them and yourself to be free. There is nothing to fear or be ashamed for the Light of I AM is all that Is.

One day you will find that you and the Shadow are One and there is only the Light of I AM.

Blessings

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.