light – Oracle of Divine Grace

The I AM Presence and the Shadow

Understanding who we truly are and from where the shadow emerges.

I AM THAT I AM

This name of the Creator was unspoken for generations. Why, I am not sure. What I do know is that in not speaking and understanding this Name we became limited and controlled.

I AM a part of the Creator. The Crator began creation by stating I AM, and thus brining the infinite energy of potential into a conscious patter of creation. I AM are the defining words of the Creator. From I AM came forth all that we see and know to exist. I AM , me the person in this form, because I AM created me. Thus I AM that I AM. I AM an extension of the Creator Source, like a cell within our body.

The Creator I AM decided to expand and create myriad forms through which to experience differing typse of existence. Many souls were brought into Being of which I AM one and so are you. I can exist as an individual when desired or return to the Oneness from which I came, a part of the Universal Mind and Infinite possibilities. I can express,experience and create in a single world or multiple worlds at the same time.

It is difficult in the dense energies of Earth with its many veils of illusion and forgetfulness to fully understand the concept of Oneness beyond an informational level. We are so trapped within the energies of the form, and the beliefs of the systems in which we live, that although one might say I Am a child of the creator. It is said in a way in which they have come forth as a baby does from the mother into an individual form, a separate being.

The word shadow can be defined as a lesser or vestigial form, a shaded or reflected image cast when a body comes between the light and another object, an imitation of the original or a source of gloom and unhappiness. To fully understand who we are a part of the Creator experiencing a physical existence, it must come from an emotional, heartfelt energy that allows us to let go of the physical boundaries of form and thought form. Only then can we truly feel, manifest and BE the Wisdom and Truth that we are ONE with ALL LIFE and the Creator. I AM like a cell, or drop of water within the sea of Universal Mind and Oneness, expressing in this for as I AM.

What can we do to remove the blockages that keep us from remembering and Being, I AM. There are many aspects of the process of remembering and being free which is termed Enlightenment or Ascension. For many one of the biggest blockages comes in the form of what many term the Shadow Self.

What is the Shadow and what do we do?

Some religions teach their followers to fear the Creator. There teachings say that the Creator punishes those who are bad. They say that we are all sinners and so we must appease the Creator in order for the Creator to love us and forgive us. This is similar to how many parents train their children to behave and believe in a certain manner. It is called the rewards and punishment system. In this system we learn to get what we want by saying and doing what the person in authority wants so that we will not be punished. This coupled with the belief in a punishing Creator, causes many to try to hide that which they think they have done wrong, or is different than their religious belief system in fear of going to Hell a place of eternal punishment.

So we try to hide these actions and feelings, hoping that the Creator wasn’t paying attention because after all there are so many people, perhaps what I did wasn’t noticed. I feel bad, so I will put my feelings and thoughts about the situation, words or actions in a box. We create a shadow. Many speak of the shadow and shadow work as something horrible to face, because the shadow is evil. The shadow is not evil, it is but those parts of ourselves that we have put away from the light. We stand between them and the light in order for them not to be seen by the Light/Creator, and hopefully we can forget them and not be judged or punished.

However, when we move along our Ascension path to Enlightenment, we come to realize that I AM a part of the Creator and thus the Creator already knows what I did and has forgiven me. Why would the Creator forgive me. Do I not have to be punished? The Creator gave us the right to choose what we do. However, with each choice it must be in a balanced manner that does not harm another, and if we make an unbalanced choice at some point in our existence it needs to be faced and balanced before returning to Conscious Oneness along the Ascension path. The Creator has forgiven us and is trying to help us to balance out the energy we created, by sending energy of love and forgiveness, and Beings of Light who await our call to help us to feel secure enough to face the shadow.

Perhaps if you think of the shadow like we do the Inner Child. Someone who has fear, pain and hurt created by their experiences which have been locked away behind a wall. This wall prevents us from fully, living, loving, forgiving ourselves and others. This hinders our experiencing and expressing who we truly are as a part of the Creator, who came to Earth to experience the joy of Life and Creation. Just like the Inner Child who needs understanding and love to quit punishing, and condemning ourselves for not living up to the expectations of others, so the shadow needs us to take down the walls and to look at the hurt within us. It may be from this lifetime or others, but the walls allowed us to function in society without crawling into a ball of self hatred and fear.

You may think,but I don’t have a shadow self and perhaps that is true. Perhaps you have inner child issues, or a blocked heart that keeps you from loving self or others. Sometimes, we are just not ready to look at the shadow. It may seem scary to open it up for it may be like Pandora’s box. Pandora’s box was full of all the sorry, hurt and pain in the world. Pandora was to keep it guarded and closed so that people could function and enjoy life. When it was accidently opened, they came to find out at the bottom of the box there was HOPE. Hope is what keeps us moving forward despite the pain, fear and despair in the world.

The Shadow is like Pandora and holds those emotions which we don’t want to face. However, remember there is hope. The Creator knows all about them, and who do we truly care about knowing and loving us more than our Creator. So if our Creator knows, allowed and forgave us, and even is sending us energy and Beings to help. Why not be hopeful and open the box.

You don’t have to swing wide the lid all at once. Sit down quietly and ask the Creator and Archangel Michael, the Protector Archangel and your own guardian Angel to protect you from any negative energies. Call forth the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame of Transmutation to clear the energies in and around you. Call upon the Golden White Light of Love to fill you and surround you.

The shadow is a part of you that wants to be loved, forgiven, embraced, healed and transformed back to light. Like you to the Creator it no longer wants to be separate from you. Ask the Creator to send help that you may open the box bringing Light and Love to the Shadow and look at one piece at a time. Just do one during this quiet time. Remember, it is not hidden from anyone, only put aside by you until you were ready to look at it and balance the energy so it can once again become part of you.

Look at what it is, a thought against another, an action you took that hurt another, a word you spoke in anger that hurt another. Perhaps it was something someone said about you, that you were ugly, fat, stupid and it hurt so much you couldn’t face it. Perhaps, you were a bit over weight and lost pounds, but never forgot , or you gained more from despair and self doubt. Look at whatever this one aspect is. Where did it originate? Was your reaction a part of your belief system and how you were taught by others to react? As a par tof the Creator, remember you are loved, worthy and each step of your path was a part of learning and becoming a more loving, forgiving and compassionate Being? For example does your weight define whether or not you are a loving and giving part of God? What reactions came as a result of the original event? Can you see it from a higher perspective and let go of the misqualified energies it created? Can you embrace that part of yourself, forgive yourself and all others involved? Can you move forward knowing this was but a step along a journey of Becoming, and once you understand the event and how to better move through such an event with loving understanding , you will never face it again, for you are I AM, a part of the Creator.

Once you have looked at this, once again bring in the Gold, SIlve and Violet Flame of Transmuation to clear the energies and return them to source. Surround yourself with Golden White Light again and ask that any cords, agreement or contracts involved with the situation be cut or terminated without karmic repercussions.

Give yourself a few days of self care before attempting another clearing, but as you look at these you will find yourself speaking to a friend who has carried a heavy burden for you, and now you are helping them and yourself to be free. There is nothing to fear or be ashamed for the Light of I AM is all that Is.

One day you will find that you and the Shadow are One and there is only the Light of I AM.

Blessings

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.

Archangel Michael

Speaks on his service to humanity.

I am Michael. I come to you this day to speak about Truth, Protection and Discernment which are the areas of primary need and service which I bring to humanity.

I am most often depicted holding a sword and and standing on a serpent of some kind. People have a perception of me as a warrior, which I am but not of the kind of your military warriors. However, my sword is the Sword of Truth. Truth cuts through the darkness and cords which bind you to set you free to BE the LIGHT. There is no bloodshed, for nothing can stand in the Light of Truth that is of the Darkness. That is why it is said, “The Truth shall set you Free.”

To understand the difference between Divine truth and relative truth you can read the message recorded previously by this channel regarding Truth. I will make just a few comments regarding recognizing Divine Truth. If the Truth you hold and the Truth you speak is aligned to the Divine Creator Source and you speak from your Heart, then you will find no need to defend your Truth either verbally or physically. If you feel the need to defend or justify your truth, then it is most likely a relative truth.

Never be afraid to speak the Divine Truth as revealed to you. For when you are aligned spiritually the Light of the Divine will pour forth through you and as you speak you will be protected from harm. For ones will feel the Light and it will have an affect upon them. Truth stands on it’s own. Once spoken you can then allow the other to either accept or reject it. That is their right to choose. For this is a planet of free will and freedom of choice. If and when they are ready to hear Divine Truth they will seek it out, otherwise you are simply wasting your breath and time.

The Light as it intensifies brings out the best and the worst in humanity. The best so that you can grow spiritually and the worst for the same reason, so that it can be revealed, released and transformed. It can be that when you speak, you may find a great darkness in the other that is triggered, and do not feel as though you have grown enough upon your path to be safe. That is the time to Invoke my protection the second energy of service of which I spoke.

I am known as the Protective Angel and so it is. I and my legions are always ready to be of service to protect ones when we are called. As you grow along your spiritual path and your light increases, you will come to know that you are always protected by the Light and that you and the Creator are One, as you are One with All Life. You will come to live this knowing without a doubt.

However, until that time, I would say to begin you day by calling upon me and asking for my cloak of protection to be placed around you. If at any time during you day you feel unsafe call upon me and I will send ones to surround you. You can ask me to surround your car, your home, your family, and your pets. You can ask me to go into any place upon the planet in need of my protection, any person or situation.

As a part of the protection process, you can call upon me to help you to cut any cords of karmic attachment to others or contracts which no longer are valid or serve your highest growth. You must be willing to let them go, or they will reattach. These contracts or ties may be from this lifetime or prior lifetimes. They may be contracts to help another along their path, and if so you may want to ask for guidance from your guides or higher self to be sure, cutting this cord of contract unfulfilled does not create a karmic cord.

Remember always with all Beings of Light, whether Angels or Ascended Masters, none of us can interfer with your free will choices, and must be asked to intervene. I am part of the Creator as are you and all life. The difference being I have never forgotten and have always been aligned to the Light and Will of the Creator. I know that I am Infinite and Unlimited. I connect to you through your heart as does the Creator. All life connects via the heart upon your planet. Many have built walls around their hearts and so they are unable to connect with others. They must make a conscious choice to bring down those walls and to reconnect for true spiritual progress to be made.

The center of Truth within your form is the Throat Chakra and its alignment to the open Heart Chakra. This is the third area of service of which I will speak. I am the Archangel of the Throat Chakra. If you want to place a color upon it think of a sapphire blue, radiant with white. Archangel Dorenka works with me and his service upon this planet involves working with the bats. This is how he connects to working with your throat chakra. As you may be aware, the bats send forth sonic sounds which they hear to know which path to follow and where there are obstructions. Your throat chakra when active is your Truth barometer like the sonics of the bat, to show you the true path to follow through the darkness into the Light and thus you become a beacon for others. You can call upon me to help you to open your throat chakra. As your throat chakra is activated , we can begin to download keys and codes to help you along your path of Truth and Service.

As you find your Truth and begin to speak it in humility, compassion, integrity and honor, you will find your light growing and more will be attracted to hear your truth and to learn. Know always that the Truth comes from the Divine and you are the vessel, do not let ego lead you astray.

The Truth is a shining Light to lead the way home.

I Am Michael

The pain of being empathic.

Today when I checked out facebook there was one post about empaths which said it perfectly. It had an image of Johnny Depp as the pirate running away from people and the caption was something about, ” Why was I born into this world?” and the next image was him running back,” I was born to help others and to bring light into the world.”

It is really hard to be empathic, for you feel the pain of others so srongly. Man’s inhumanity to man, nature, and animals. It can be so overwhelming sometimes, that we do want to run away and either leave th earth or move into a retreat somewhere far from other people. Yet, we also feel the strong calling of our soul and the work that we agreed to do to help others to be free of the control of negative mass consciousness and the ego.

I see images of animals having been abused and abandoned. Wars and the horrible ramifications upon the innocent humans and animals, and my heart breaks. I see people threatening each other over political issues. I work daily to send love and light into the world and at times it feels as if it has no impact, yet I know it is helping for light always transforms the darkness.

I cannot make the choice for another to let go of the dark thoughts of separation, judgment, pain, fear and hurt, but I can send the light and Violet Flame to surround them and clear the energies along their path, so that they have a chance of feeling the light, asking it in and making a choice to live from a higher more loving perspective. So, in those moments when the pain of feeling others hurt and wanting to run away. I turn back and send the Light in hopes that someone out there will be able to break free.

We can all do this and that is why we came here. We came to free not just ourselves but humanity so the world can be transformed. If each day we would just take a few minutes less than 5 and ask that Archangel Zadkiel would bring the Violet Flame into our life and set us free, and to bring it through us into the earth, the water, the air and any situation, location or around any person in need, so that all can be free. It will make a difference.

Thank you for listening. Don’t make political choices more important than the lives of animals, people and all living things on Earth.

Let There Be Peace on Earth

After my earlier post St. Germain and Archangel Zadkiel came in to say they wanted the Violet, Silver and Gold Flame connected to that message . They also placed within my head the Song “Let there be Peace on Earth” to be part of the process.

Music, color, and visualization working together are very powerful.

I was guided to say that the Violet Flame of Transformation has added to it the Gold of Wisdom and the Silver of Grace to become the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame. This was done in order that as the energies were released and transformed the energies of Love, Wisdom and Grace would immediately fill those spaces.

The way to connect these all together to help is to spend a few minutes in quiet. You can begin in this quiet to move into your heart and breath slowly and deeply. Our breath connects us to the Life of Oneness and Creation. Then begin singing either out loud or in your head the song, “Let there Be Peace on Earth.” As you sing this Call Upon Archangel Zadkiel and St. Germain and those Beings of Light who work with the Violet Flame. Begin to visualize the Silver, Gold and Violet flame entering your body and moving through all parts of your body. Then expand it outward and ask that they take it to a situation, place or simply move it through the grids and ley lines around the world to release, transform and heal the world or any person or situation.

Thus we have brought sound, color and visualization together to help to manifest Peace in the world. I will in the future be making an mp3 meditation to use and will post when it is ready.

We all live busy lives, and yet want to do something important to help. This can be one of the best methods of doing so and a hope to unite us all in Peace, Love, Harmony and Balance to transform the world.

Thank you for your Service.

This is an image of the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame Dragon. From the ‘Dragons Oracle Cards’ by Diana Cooper. This is my favorite image of the flame and of course a dragon.

Here is a link to the song if you don’t know it to begin.

CHRIST – The Wayshower

Christ came to show us the way to live in Unity with the Creator and All Life.

As I was praying and meditating last night asking for help and direction, the energies of Christ came in and gave me the title of this message and then it began to flow.

One of the strongest memories I have from my childhood is at age 8, when I had a realization that I would walk with Christ in this life. I didn’t know what that meant for sure at the time, but it caused my heart to sing and I danced with joy.

As the years passed I found my life was being guided more and more for me to understand the true meaning of Spirituality and the wonder and mystery of Christ. Christ came to earth to show us the way in which to live in Oneness with the Creator and all life. He was the Wayshower.

I had found in my teens the hypocrisy of the church leaders of the church I had attended. I did not fully realize at that time that even though they were telling us how to live, that perhaps they too were struggling to live that life they preached and were not just being hypocritical. However, all is of service for it set me free to find my own connection and understanding of spirituality.

On August 15, 1973, the year I graduated from high school, the movie came out titled, “Jesus Christ, Superstar”. Christ was portrayed by Ted Neely. This movie touched me very deeply, I went to see it at least a dozen times. It was very controversial to the churches at the time, but for me the way Jesus was portrayed was the way in which I remembered him at the time he was on Earth .

When he was here so long ago, he walked the earth sharing the message of the Love and Light of the Creator. He spoke of how we were all children of the Creator and so we were brothers and sisters. He performed what ones called Miracles, and said that what he did we could do and more. He took no credit for himself but instead said that it was the Father/Creator who did all, as he walked in oneness with the Will of the Creator.

He came to show us how to live a spiritual life and to empty the vessel of ego wants and desires. He came to show us that our focus should be to remember our Oneness with the Creator and walk in unity with the will of the Creator to be of service to All Life and receive the Peace and Blessings of Abundance this brings. He showed us peace of the unity with the creator throughout his trial, beating and crucifixion. He showed us the Blessings of Abundance as he was able to multiple the fish and bread. He showed us that all things are possible by bringing back Lazarus from the dead. He said that the Father did this and not him, for all things we experience are in reality the Creator experiencing Creation through us.

When he said what he did we could do and more. He meant that as we remember our oneness with the Creator all things are possible. He came to show us how to live for the energy of Christ is the redemptive energies of the Creator to bring us back to Oneness. The Masculine/Father aspect is the will, power, the vision and movement forward of creation. The Feminine/Mother aspect or Holy Spirit is the energy from which material world manifests, wisdom, comfort and nurturing. Christ is the pattern of creation, the redemptive energy, Love and the manifest part of the Creator within Creation.

The wisdom he shared was beyond the comprehension of most at that time. He spoke in parables because people were not ready for the greater messages, and so he shared in manners that they could understand, while speaking on deeper levels with his inner group, in preparing them for their part after he was gone. Also, he was limited in his time as to the number of people he could reach on a physical level.

As I watched the movie, I remember the song, “Jesus Christ, Superstar” sung by Judas/ Carl Anderson, in which he sang, ” Why did you choose such a backward time and such a strange land. If you had come today your could have reached a whole nation. Israel in 4 B.C. had no mass communication.” ( remember the internet and cell phones were not even in the thoughts of the masses at that time).

For me I thought how true. Yet, I knew it was the time for Christ to return in my lifetime. Would people believe in him today? There are the predictions of false prophets and we have seen so many in our time. Perhaps, he would again be rejected. I like to think that perhaps in 1973 when the movie came out he may have been rejected, but much has changed since that time.

Being at One with the Creator and Universal mind, he was aware of the possibilities in his lifetime. He had to prepare his inner circle, although he did not loose hope until the choice was made by people at the time to crucify him.

In the greater Universe of multiple timelines, all choices are available, and there are ones in which Christ did not go to the cross. I believe this is why many are confused at this time as to if he died on the cross or lived. We create the future and the events we experience and we can change the past for all events are happening at the same time., but the concept of time is not the focus of this writing.

On August 17, 1987, there was a world wide event called the Harmonic Convergence in which the focus and future of humanity was shifted. We were at a very low point spiritually and the hope was falling that we would shift from an ego focus to a spiritual focus. Christ was still being kept on the cross and we were keeping him there so we could live in the ego and not take responsibility spiritually for our actions. People, were waiting for Christ to return in the clouds, or perhaps they were expecting ET/UFO’s to come to take them away to Heaven, simply because they said they believed. People did not want to make the effort to do the inner spiritual work to clear the controlling energy of mass consciousness, the shadow, and ego, to remember and reconnect with the Christ energy of the Creator within them. They wanted to believe that the death of Jesus on the cross did the work for them and they could live their life as they pleased and one day they would be taken to Heaven.

But, on that day in 1987,people came together in a unity of spiritual awakening and said this is our path ahead. From that point onward, the Creator and the Legions of Light began to send more and more energies to Earth to help us to awaken our Christ consciousness. That a part of the Creator, the energies of Christ within us would manifest and through each awakened person, Christ would return.

For you see that is what Jesus meant about returning, and that what he did we could do and more. He wanted us to understand that we are connected to our Creator at all times, but we have forgotten. We need to make a choice and have the intent to shift our focus in life from fear and living from the ego’s direction to that of the direction of the Universal mind of Unity which is the Creator. With that choice, we need to ask for help and guidance. Then the Legions that serve Creator Source can begin to help us to let go of fear, anger, prejudice, judgment and pain. This was the goal of Jesus to show us the way to be Free if we are willing to dedicate our lives to the greater good for all. To walk in the Light and Love of Unity with the Creator and All Life. For we are a part of the Creator, and a part of the Creator called the Higher Self/Christ lives within us. We live within the essence of the Creator, for the Creator is the essence of love that animates all Life. We are One with each other.

TODAY – we have the internet and cell phones. We can learn so much on an information level. However, as in all things, it does not mean that the information available is all true or for our highest benefit. Some is meant to keep us in fear and under the control of ego and mass consciousness instead of from the Soul within.

Does that mean that Jesus will not return, you may ask? It is easier to think that he will come in a cloud and take us to Heaven than to give up our will to the Creator?

My sense is that the Jesus as the head of the Office of the Christ will return when we bring him down from the Cross on an individual and group level. For as long as we look to him as a Savior and we have to do nothing. We will not know him. As we come into our own Unity consciousness with the part of the Creator , Christ within us, we will take our place of service within the body of Christ and we will know the Truth, and see the Christ return ourselves and in the earth.

It may seem scary to some to think of living by the will of the Creator instead of ego or self will. Yet we are willing each day to go to a job and do the will of the employer for money in order to buy things. What if you truly knew and understood that in the Oneness of Divine will all that you need is yours to manifest, like Jesus multiplied the fish and bread, as long as it is of benefit in the world and harms no one. What is you could go within to your heart and feel the Peace and Love of the Creator, and know that this energy would be with you always, and that whatever you were guided to do or speak from this Source of Love and Light would never control you or harm you or anyone else. That you would live a life of health, peace, joy, happiness, abundance, unity and service to the Creative powers of the Universe. You have freedom to manifest amazing things that benefit everyone. We are one with everyone and there is nothing to fear for we manifest our needs and there is sufficient for all.

“whoever believes in me will also do the works that I do; and greater works than these will he do, because I am going to the Father”

When he speaks of us being able to do this because he is going to the Father, he tells me this refers to completing the circuit. We live on a planet in which the dispensation for us was that we would forget our connection to the Creator and we would have the freedom to choose to do our own will over that of the Creator. In coming to Earth he was showing us how to live a life in accordance with the Creator’s will. As he died on the cross and was resurrected, he showed us we could overcome all things even death. Although he had shown that with Lazarus, if ones had not decided to crucify him that was already shown. But, the resurrection showed us that Jesus overcame death and returned to the Creator – completing the Circle of the Power of REDEMPTION. For in returning to the Father he opened the door for us to be able to once again access the Christ energies and his blood spilling upon the Earth placed that vibration within the Earth and was the Earthly part of the circuit.

As to my reference earlier to other timelines in which he did not die. I do feel that ones who believe he did not die are remembering or experiencing the energies of another timeline. There is so much we don’t understand from our limited perspective. Perhaps they are right and the rest of us are remembering another time line. Remember, the Creator is All that exists and so all scenarios can be experienced. Some are not ready for this information and so please do not feel threatened by it. Just put is aside and perhaps allow that the Universe and all the dimensions are so vast and wonderful, there is so much to learn and explore within the Creator that we will never be bored.

HERE WE ARE 35 YEAR LATER, from the Harmonic Convergence. It is 35 years which = 8. The number 8 is said to refer to infinity “as above, so below”. In the bible it is closely associated with new beginnings and with Christ. So perhaps, this time we have come full circle to manifest the part of Creator that lives within us as we walk upon the Earth. To be that spark of the Creator through which the Creator experiences and Blesses life on Earth. To serve and live in peace, love and harmony.

We are constantly creating our future on earth, but it is coming from an ego/fear based consciousness and will, and thus there is chaos and uncertainty in the world. HOW DIFFERENT – when we walk aligned to the will of the Creator, for that which we creator will manifest worlds and be a blessing to all. We will not be limited when we are aligned to the Creators will, we will be free of the limits of Earth’s rules and laws.

Remember, that we need always to ask for protection and discernment. For especially in today’s media society as we seek, there is much information being given that would keep our focus upon fear and ego, instead of love and compassion which bring true Freedom. The answer exists within your heart.

” Ask and it shall be given. Seek and ye shall find.”

We were given freedom to choose and so to be free to see from a higher , non ego fear based level we must ask for help and guidance and learn to live from a heart based focus.

All that speak of light and love are not of the Light. There are false prophets who would seek to mislead you through their words. The only true path is to go within and ask that only the Light and Love of Creator protects and surrounds you. That you be shown the greater wisdom and truth.

I am your Sister of Christ, and I share this from the Light and Love of Christ and our Creator.

May you walk in the Light and Love of the Creator