Today, I am taking a deeper look at sovereignty and what it means to embody it in our lives.
Many associate sovereignty with a ruler—a king or queen exercising authority over a people, country or territory. Yet the sovereignty I am exploring begins within: recognizing ourselves as an expression of the Oneness and allowing the inner Presence of our Being to guide how we live.
This invites us to discern what we accept, what we support and what we choose to express. We can listen to others, learn from their perspectives and participate in society while remaining responsible for our own choices.
Living in sovereignty asks us to consider the well-being of the whole. Our words and actions reach beyond ourselves. The freedom we claim for our own lives must also leave room for the dignity, freedom and well-being of others.
With sovereignty comes responsibility.
A leader may exercise authority in service to the greater good or use it to satisfy a desire for power and control. We face a similar choice within ourselves. What is guiding us: the wisdom of our Presence, or the part of us that fears losing control, needs to be right or seeks to impose its will?
This is a question to approach with honesty and compassion. We all have wounds, fears and protective patterns. Becoming aware of them gives us an opportunity to choose more consciously.
Sovereignty also asks us to bring discernment to the rules and systems under which we live. Laws intended to protect people and support our shared well-being deserve thoughtful consideration. When a law or practice causes harm, we are called to examine it rather than surrender our conscience to authority. Our response asks for care, an understanding of the consequences and responsibility for the actions we take.
As we witness events unfolding, we will encounter choices about when to speak, when to listen, when to act and when to pause. Inner peace can help us meet these choices with greater clarity.
Witnessing from that peace can include standing beside someone who is being mistreated, setting a compassionate boundary or working with others to change a harmful condition. We can act firmly while remembering the humanity of those with whom we disagree.
The greater good includes ALL LIFE: humanity, our animal kin, the waters, the land and the living world that sustains us. Our sovereignty exists within this relationship. We belong to a whole whose well-being is inseparable from our own.
The less clear we feel within ourselves, the easier it may be to mistake reaction for guidance or to allow the strongest voice around us to determine our direction. A moment of stillness can help us ask:
Am I responding from fear, anger or a need to control? What would love, wisdom and responsibility ask of me here?
We may not receive an immediate answer. Sometimes sovereignty means allowing ourselves time to listen, gather information and reconsider what we thought we knew.
We shape the world through the way we live, yet none of us lives entirely alone. Balance and harmony require participation: mutual respect, honest discussion, cooperation and a willingness to recognize that another person may see something we have overlooked.
Unity leaves room for difference. We can remain rooted in our deepest values while finding common ground about how to live together. Compromise may serve that purpose when it preserves dignity and does not ask anyone to accept harm as the price of belonging.
I understand the future as something that continues to unfold through our choices. Some choices bring small shifts in our personal lives. Others, joined with the choices of many people, help change the direction of a community or society.
A more peaceful world requires us to practice the qualities we hope to see within it. We begin in our homes, our conversations, our relationships and the ways we respond to those whose lives differ from our own.
Even a sincere desire for freedom deserves ongoing self-examination. We can leave behind an oppressive situation and still carry habits of control into what we create next. This asks us to remain awake to whether the freedom we seek for ourselves is also the freedom we extend to others.
We are at a point of choice, personally and collectively.
Perhaps the deeper question is: How will I use my freedom in service to life?
Each day offers an opportunity to answer through the way we listen, the boundaries we honor, the care we offer and the responsibility we accept.
For the highest benefit of all, may we walk in personal sovereignty with grace, discernment and love—honoring our own Presence while recognizing the same sacred worth in one another.
A woman surrounded by glowing light stands among butterflies above a peaceful mountain village.
There is a familiar saying:
“We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.”
Over the last few days, I have repeatedly heard the word clarity—clarity of thought, clarity of emotion, and clarity within the energy of the body.
It seems that my journey into Peace and Stillness has opened the way for greater clarity to arise. It is the clarity of Stillness and Oneness that emerges from within when I allow myself to flow from Love.
As I sat within the stillness, I was shown an image of the Cosmic Egg, an ancient symbol representing the womb of Creation from which all life emerges. As I watched, the image transformed into the energetic field surrounding my body—a golden-white egg flowing outward from my heart.
I saw it open in what I understood to be Divine Timing, when the resonance around me aligned with the resonance flowing from within my heart.
A beautiful woman appeared. I felt that she represented my Presence.
She said:
“What is yours can never be taken from you.
“It may be altered by your thoughts, energies, and actions, but it remains yours.
“You create it as you align with the Oneness.
“There is no need for the ego or the Protector to push or rush the timing.
“Allow the flow, or you may alter the manifestation from the perfection it offers.”
She disappeared, and I saw a butterfly attempting to emerge from its cocoon.
A person observing the butterfly felt compassion for its struggle. Wanting to help, they used their fingers to widen the opening of the cocoon. Yet when the butterfly emerged, its wings remained cramped and undeveloped. It was unable to fly.
What the person did not understand was that the butterfly’s struggle to emerge was necessary. The effort of moving through the narrow opening strengthened its wings and prepared them for flight.
I had heard this story before, but now I was being shown a deeper meaning.
When I witness another person moving through a difficult experience, my rational mind and ego cannot always understand the lesson their life may be offering them. If I interfere without being asked, I may not only take away part of that lesson; I may also take away their opportunity to choose how they will respond. It is often through making that choice that they discover their own strength.
Helping another might temporarily make my ego feel important or needed. I may even expect gratitude, whether I recognize that expectation or not. Yet my help could unintentionally create obligation, interfere with another person’s freedom, or impose the outcome I believe is best.
I was then shown a young person who saw a butterfly resting upon a flower. Fascinated by its beauty, they grasped it between their fingers. They did not intend to cause harm, but they did not understand how delicate the butterfly was. Its legs and wings were damaged, leaving it unable to fly or gather the nectar it needed to survive.
The same beautiful woman appeared and said:
“It is through the heart aligned with Oneness that one begins to see clearly—not from the limited perspective formed by the outer world, but from the Infinite Perspective.”
This does not mean we should never help another. It means we must become still enough to discern the difference between compassionate assistance and interference.
Are we responding from Love and inner guidance, or from discomfort because we cannot bear to witness another person’s struggle?
Are we supporting their sovereignty, or attempting to control their path?
As I shared yesterday, my husband and I have both noticed a shift in our perspective concerning the chaos in the world.
I can now look at much of the chaos from a place of Peace.
When I witness what I perceive to be injustice, I no longer allow the stress of it to immediately pull me from my center. I remember that I am viewing the situation through my own perception. I cannot control everything occurring around me, but I can choose how I perceive it, how I respond to it, and what kind of future I desire to help create.
I ask myself, “Why?”
Why am I being shown this?
What is it awakening or revealing within me?
What am I being invited to choose?
The Being of Light appeared again and motioned for me to follow her.
We entered a small community where people worked together in gardens. Children sat outside studying in groups or playing with animals. The homes blended naturally into the surrounding environment. There were small stores, farmers’ markets, and people offering goods they had created with their own hands.
The energy was peaceful, joyful, and caring.
The Being said:
“This is what those in 3D refer to as 5D.”
I began to understand more clearly the idea of a fifth-dimensional reality—or what some might call Heaven on Earth.
It was not that this particular community represented a mandated vision of what 5D must look like for everyone. It was showing me what I personally desired the future I wished to experience to feel like.
As I align more clearly with my Presence, my resonant energy rises. The Universe responds to the resonance I embody. That resonance will draw me toward—and draw toward me—the people, places, experiences, and possibilities that reflect the highest life I am presently able to imagine and receive.
As more people embody a similar resonance of Peace, we will naturally be drawn together.
I can now look upon the chaos and say:
“That may be your choice, but it is not mine.”
I do not need to condemn the choices of others, nor do I need to participate in them.
Neither do I need to hold tightly to one specific image of the future, including the community I was shown. Instead, I can hold the essence of what I desire: a peaceful, safe, joyful, and environmentally balanced world founded upon compassion and caring.
I can allow its timing and form to unfold as I become ready to receive it and as the Universe brings the necessary resonances into alignment.
I can govern my own energy and resonance. I cannot govern the resonance of another, nor would I wish to do so.
I understand now why Peace is so important. Love, Peace, and Grace form the foundation of the reality I wish to experience.
The more deeply I feel these qualities within my heart and embody them in my life, the more they expand into the environment around me and flow outward through the Hope Corridor. As I move within these energies, my physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual bodies come into greater alignment.
As I resonate more strongly with this higher way of being, the chaos of the outer world loses its power to pull me away from my center.
This transformation does not require someone to arrive and take me somewhere else. It does not depend upon escaping the world, suddenly jumping timelines, or the world being destroyed.
It unfolds through resonance with Oneness.
A final energy emerged for me within this journey of embodiment: forgiveness.
Forgiveness is not only about forgiving others for what we believe they have done to us, to those we love, or to the world. That part has become easier for me because I no longer choose to live in the past or carry it endlessly into the present and future.
For me, forgiveness is now about forgiving myself for choices, words, and actions that were not always perfect, pure, or aligned.
It means releasing the guilt I have carried concerning my life and my choices.
It means removing the shackles I placed upon myself and embracing the beauty and power of my own integrity, honor, and sovereignty. It means reclaiming my inner authority rather than continuing to live by the rules, goals, and visions of others merely to avoid punishment, rejection, ostracism, or even death.
Some of these wounds feel as though they have been carried from other timelines. Others may have traveled through my ancestral line. Whatever their origin, I no longer need to allow them to govern my life.
The manipulations of systems rooted in chaos now seem outdated to me. I can see them more clearly without giving them authority over my inner world.
I no longer feel guilty for establishing compassionate boundaries.
I do not set boundaries to reject another. I set them to love and heal myself so that, when it is appropriate, I have more wisdom, compassion, and strength to share.
Then it is not my ego attempting to change another. It is the natural flow of Light, Love, and Grace moving through me, perhaps touching something within them that is ready to awaken.
Giving and receiving are also part of this balance.
I have often found it easier to give than to receive. Receiving can make me uncomfortable. I now understand that this pattern is connected to the Protector energy I once needed and learned to embody.
When I continually gave but refused to receive, I was unconsciously telling myself:
“I am not worthy of receiving.”
In doing so, I restricted the natural flow of the Universe.
Refusing to receive may also take something away from the person who desires to give. It denies them the meaningful experience of offering their love, energy, assistance, or appreciation.
Giving and receiving are not opposites. They are two movements within the same sacred flow. Balance and harmony arise as the energy moves freely in both directions.
I was guided to raise my arms with my palms facing the sky and say:
“I AM open to receiving the gifts of the Universe.
“I release false ego.
“I AM open to receive with joy.”
I then brought my palms to my heart and solar plexus and said:
“I receive the energy of the Earth and the bounty of the Universe in balance and harmony.
“I open myself to greater wisdom and Infinite Abundance within my life.”
Today, I ask myself:
Where do I need to forgive myself?
Do I truly believe I am worthy of receiving?
Where do I need to establish compassionate boundaries?
What continues to pull me away from my center of Peace?
Perhaps these questions will also help you look more gently and clearly upon your own journey and experiences.
We are not being asked to force the future into existence.
We are being invited to become resonant with the future we wish to experience.
Oneness is an expansive concept, one that can be difficult to understand while we continue to think and function primarily through the human ego mind.
We have spoken before of the analogy of a drop of water within the ocean. At any moment we can separate the drop from the ocean and then return it again. Likewise, we can take a drop of blood from our body and later return it. Yet both analogies remain incomplete because they imply a temporary disconnection.
In truth, there is no separation.
Beyond the ocean exists the limitless womb of Creation, the infinite field of potential from which all things arise. Everything exists within it, is sustained by it, and ultimately remains a part of it.
We often see ourselves as incarnate beings, distinct from one another and separate from non-physical beings, nature, and even Source itself. We may appear separate in form, but form is only an expression of a deeper reality.
The womb of Creation is not merely the substance from which we are formed. It is the life-giving essence that continuously sustains us.
Much like our modern world depends upon electricity flowing through an unseen network, our consciousness is sustained through an ever-present connection to Source. Without that connection, we could not think, experience, create, or simply be.
Source self-created from infinite potential through the declaration:
I AM.
From the union of the masculine and feminine principles emerged the possibility of manifestation itself. Thought, energy, form, experience, and Being all arose from this primordial expression.
We are created from Source.
As Flames of Source, we exist within Source. We receive our life, our awareness, and our very essence from Source. We can no more leave Source than a wave can leave the ocean.
We expand and we contract.
We venture outward into experience and then return inward into remembrance.
Yet we never truly leave.
Each expansion allows us to explore new potentials of our essence. Each return integrates what has been learned. Through this eternal rhythm, Creation continually knows itself more fully.
I AM HERE because aspects of Being were created to experience, discover, and become more.
I am a part of the I AM.
Thus arises the sacred understanding of the phrase:
I AM THAT I AM.
When we begin the journey of return, we must understand that we are not separate from our Presence, from Source, or from any aspect of Creation. Separation exists only as a belief.
You have never been apart from your Presence.
You have never been less than your Presence.
You have never been abandoned by your Presence.
The Presence is not distant, waiting somewhere beyond the stars. It is the greater expression of what you have always been.
Imagine for a moment that your Presence is the body and you are a living cell within it.
Everything you learn, experience, heal, remember, and embody enriches the whole. Through your experiences, the Presence becomes more expansive in its knowing of itself.
Many speak of twin flames—the search for another who will complete them, the great love for which they have been waiting.
There may be truth within that understanding.
Yet as my awareness has expanded within the Oneness, a different realization has continually emerged.
A question has arisen in response to my recent writing about non-physical entities:
If the Devil, Satan, or Lucifer are not external beings seeking to control or possess us, then what are they?
This is a valid question. Many teachings across centuries have described these forces as external entities. I will offer a simplified perspective based on my current understanding.
As always, truth is relative to each of us and to our level of awareness. What I share may resonate or it may not. Understanding evolves as we grow, clear, and expand.
From this perspective:
Creation began from Source in the highest states of resonance. As creation expanded, it expressed itself through progressively denser levels of experience. This expansion was originally in balance and alignment.
At some point, within the lower-density experience of what we call 3D reality, imbalance emerged. Whether gradual or sudden, there came a shift where choice began to move out of alignment with unity. Instead of co-creation, there was an attempt to impose control, override others, or force outcomes.
From this, patterns developed—conflict, distortion, control systems, and fear-based structures. These were not sustained by one being alone. They expanded because others participated, whether through agreement, fear, or inaction.
Over time, this created an accumulation of distorted thought and emotional energy.
From this understanding, what has been called “Satan” or “the Devil” can be seen not as a singular external being, but as a collective field of distorted consciousness—formed and sustained by repeated human thought, belief, and emotion.
Every thought, action, and emotional pattern contributes to the collective field of Earth. When we engage in fear, judgment, hatred, or division, we add to that field. When we engage in clarity, compassion, and awareness, we begin to transform it.
There may be non-physical beings, energies, or intelligences present in and around Earth. However, they do not have influence over us without resonance. They interact through alignment with what already exists within us—our wounds, beliefs, and unhealed patterns.
In that sense: We are not victims of an external force—we are participants in a shared field of consciousness.
This does not assign blame. It assigns responsibility.
We each contribute to the field. We each have the ability to clear our own patterns. And through that, we shift the whole.
If we choose awareness, healing, and clarity, we begin to reduce the density of that collective field and support a different direction for humanity.
This is my current understanding.
If you have questions you would like to explore within this open forum, you are welcome to share them.
— I Am Sha’Na’El – Ka’Zira
Closing Blessing / Invocation
May you stand in awareness without fear. May you recognize what is yours to heal and what is not yours to carry. May your thoughts become clear and aligned with truth. May your heart remain open without losing your sovereignty. May your presence bring calm where there is confusion. And may you walk this path with clarity, responsibility, and peace.
I realize this answer is brief for a large topic. I also realize that we prefer to be victims of the energies of another taking us over to explain our choices that are less than the highest. Non physical entities may have a role in tempting us or we may have agreed to alien abduction before incarnating, yet we always have the current choice of saying NO.
That is an aligned and Sovereign choice which is the desired perspective from which to act and speak.
Remember we are all learning, exploring and experiencing. We are not judged from the higher resonance dimensions for they see us as learning. However, It is up to us to STOP REPEATING OLD PATTERNS at some point.
The first truth is this: We all originate from the same Source of creational Oneness.
As I wrote that statement, I was reminded of the old question: Which came first—the chicken or the egg?
It would seem we cannot have a chicken without an egg, nor an egg without a chicken. Today, we know that cells can be used to clone an animal or person without direct union between male and female. Yet even then, the original cellular pattern arises from the union of masculine and feminine aspects.
So too within the Oneness of Creation, both the masculine and feminine energies were required to bring pure potential into manifest form.
In myth, they speak of the primordial egg. To me, this represents the unmanifest—the vast darkness of the cosmos, filled with unlimited potential. It is the womb of creation, the Divine Feminine, in which all possibility rests before manifestation.
This state existed timelessly—an eternal field of potential.
Then came the impulse, the thought: “I AM.” I AM that I AM. I AM the potential to expand and create.
This initiating spark—the Divine Masculine—moved upon the field of the Divine Feminine, the essence of Love and potential. Together, they brought forth Light—the Word, the first expression of creation.
We are each a flame of that Light—an aspect of the One. Not separate from Source, nor from one another, but unique expressions within the same field of existence.
From this sacred union emerged all that we know: Universes, galaxies, constellations, systems, and planets. Along with them came the many levels of life—Seraphim, Archangels, Angels, Principalities, Thrones, and countless forms of being—all participating in the unfolding of Creation aligned with the Divine Plan.
Without the masculine, the feminine would remain pure potential. Without the feminine, the masculine would have no medium through which to create.
Both are necessary. Both are sacred. Both are One.
Many traditions speak of a Trinity of Creation: The Divine Masculine, the Divine Feminine, and the Flame born of their union.
This flame expresses as the I AM Presence—the Monadic essence. From the Monad emerge Oversouls, and from them, individual souls that incarnate into form.
The physical body is simply a vehicle—like a car—that allows the soul to function within a particular reality.
The soul is not the body. The body is formed from the material and vibrational conditions of the environment in which it manifests.
In higher vibrational realms, forms may be more etheric—crystalline, aquatic, avian, or entirely different—based on the elemental composition and frequency of that plane. Forms evolve until they become suitable vessels for the inhabiting consciousness.
Although the human form developed on Earth through evolutionary processes, we are, in essence, all “star-born”—beings of consciousness having a human experience.
Earth itself once existed in a more etheric state. During the times of Lemuria and early Atlantis, beings lived in higher vibrational awareness. As consciousness descended into denser states—into separation, survival, and duality—these civilizations receded.
Their memory remains, though physical proof may not be accessible within our current level of perception. As humanity rises again in awareness, understanding will come not through proof, but through direct knowing.
The human form—originating from early evolutionary forms such as Homo erectus—adapted to the diverse environments of Earth. This is why physical differences exist across humanity. These differences do not signify hierarchy—only adaptation.
No form is better than another. No place is better than another. Each offers different experiences for exploration.
We choose our place of birth, our families, and our life conditions based on the opportunities they provide for growth, learning, and expression.
No life path is greater than another. All are part of the same unfolding.
We are here to remember. To bring Light and Love through that remembrance.
Not all will fully awaken to this in one lifetime—and this is not failure. Each being serves in their own way. Some awaken, some hold patterns, some assist through contrast. All are part of the whole.
We do not fully know our own story until we align within— and we certainly cannot know the full story of another.
Thus, judgment dissolves in the light of understanding.
Our first responsibility is our own remembrance. In doing so, we become a living flame that naturally ignites others.
Why share this story of creation?
So that we may remember: We are One.
And through that remembrance, we are called to bring union within ourselves—balancing the masculine and feminine energies we each carry.
Until that balance is found, we may seek completion outside of ourselves.
But when harmony is restored within, we turn inward, remember who we are, and align with the I AM Flame of Creation.
From that place, we begin to see clearly— and act from unity, compassion, and truth.
✨ Closing Invocation: The Flame of Remembrance and Unity
Let us come into stillness…
Breathing softly in… and gently out…
I call forth the remembrance of the One Source within me, the Light from which I was born, the Love in which I am held, the Presence that I AM.
I honor the Divine Feminine within me— the sacred womb of creation, the field of infinite potential, the essence of Love that sustains all life.
I honor the Divine Masculine within me— the spark of awareness, the will to create, the voice that declares, I AM.
May these two be brought into harmony within my being, balanced in truth, unified in love, and expressed in peace.
I release the illusion of separation. I release the need to seek completion outside of myself. I return now to the wholeness that I have always been.
I remember.
I am a flame of the One Light. I am a unique expression of Creation. I am not separate—I am connected to all that is.
May this remembrance live within my thoughts, flow through my words, and guide my actions.
May I walk gently upon this Earth, seeing all beings as reflections of the same Source, choosing compassion over judgment, and unity over division.
Where there has been imbalance, let there now be harmony.
Where there has been forgetting, let there now be remembrance.
Where there has been separation, let there now be Love.
I stand as a living flame of awareness, and in my remembrance, I give silent permission for others to remember as well.
And so it is… within me… through me… as me.
“I honor the path of sacred union reflected through all who have walked before me, including the remembrance carried through Yeshua and Mary Magdalene, as living reflections of the unity I now awaken within myself.”
What does it mean to be a Sovereign Being of Light and it this different from being Enligihtened? I saw a thought posted from Psychology Today which said what if the path to enlightenment begins by accepting our insignificance and realizing that our drive for success has fueled our anxiety and disease or distress in our lives.
So, I asked of my Higher Self to see the difference between Enlightenment and Sovereignty as a place to begin.
Enlightenment
Enlightenment is the awakening of perception.
It is the realization that you are not only the body, mind, or personality, but a vast and eternal consciousness.
Enlightenment is often experienced as a dissolving of illusions — separation, fear, ego-identification — and a recognition of unity with Source.
In essence, enlightenment is about seeing through the veil to the truth of existence.
Sovereignty
Sovereignty is the embodiment of that realization.
It is the ability to stand in your own light, free from distortion, manipulation, or external control.
Sovereignty honors free will, boundaries, and discernment. It is saying: “I am aligned with Source, and from this alignment, I choose.”
While enlightenment is often a state of awareness, sovereignty is a state of being and acting in alignment with that awareness.
✧ The Relationship
One may touch enlightenment without living sovereignty (for example, awakening to unity but still allowing others to define or manipulate their choices).
One may cultivate sovereignty without full enlightenment (for example, developing strong energetic boundaries and integrity, even before fully experiencing unity consciousness).
When united, Enlightenment + Sovereignty = Embodied Mastery.
It is the dance of Awakening (seeing clearly) and Sovereignty (standing firmly) that allows the soul to ascend while rooted in love and truth.
In this I could understand how we can BE enlightened and still do or act from ego. When we are sovereign we do or act from a place of Being and Knowing in alignment with the highest perspective for all, not just self.
In this life I walked a period of time with a member of my soul family who was a dear friend. He was walking the path of enlightenment but he still had an obstacle of ego to overcome. He had due to an early life encounter had a belief about his life mission that led to him like many experiencing a savior complex. For me this has helped me to understand the place of ego in spiritual growth and service. To know this is not about me, but about us.
We the people will change the world. It will not be a singular savior outside of us but the place within us where that part of the Source of All Life has always existed. This is a flame a tri or three fold flame of love, wisdom and truth or Divine Will. Divine Will is the unifying consciousness of Being and Creating for the Highest Benefit of All Life.
This Tri Flame is a swirling spiral of Unity. It is the pathway home a Spiral of Fire and Light. We are each a spark of flame of the Oneness which came forth to experience the uniqueness of existence in multiple forms. When we begin to Remember who we are we walk the path of Enlightenment. We remember we are a Soul in a body. We begin to see release the limits of our belief and remove the veils of illusion that have kept us from this wisdom.
To become Sovereign is the final step of letting go of ego. To remember that seeking to be what society or another tells us we should be in order to be of worth and value in this world has been the source and reason our frustration, separation and limited existence. When we turn within to our inner light and guidance we realize we are now Doing from a Place of Being and have stepped into Sovereignty. What we do is not just for me but we seek to do that which benefits all.
This ignites the flame within us and opens the spiral home for full embodiment of the IAM essence that we truly are. Now we are Sovereign Beings. We have not given up our choices in seeking the Light and Unity within we have empowered the limitless potential of Creation to manifest through us.
I remember the friend I spoke of earlier as telling people, when they spoke of space ships coming to take away the chosen, or a savior descending from the sky and being raptured from the earth, “There is no where else to go.”
I realize that the true meaning for us is that at least for now we are not leaving Earth in our process, we are shifting our vibration from the limited 3D perspective to the multidimensional 5D. We are doing that right here, and then we will be prepared to participate as Sovereign Beings in the Multiverse. Until we make that shift we are not ready to participate in higher dimensional existence for our vibration does not match. So there is no where to go, until we ourselves become Enlightened and Sovereign Beings.
I had no idea where this blog was going when I began writing it. I just knew it was to be about the flame and spiral home of Sovereignty. When we open to the possibilities and release the limiting beliefs the world expands and so do we. You may in the beginning want to sometimes crawl back into your cocoon of comfort and the familiar, but if you keep moving forward you will reach the point of no return.
This is when you start the Sovereign Path of knowing you would not go back to that existence for all the money or material goods of the world. That which you have found is far beyond the material it is the limitless world of possibilities that your create by your choices which are aligned to the highest possibility.
I have provided an image of the flame for you to print and use. Our Tri heart flame is spoken most often as yellow, pink and blue. They represent wisdom, unconditional love, and truth or divine will of oneness. As we connect and activate this flame we are on the path of enlightenment. As we step onto the path of Sovereignty it changes to emerald green, violet and gold. They represent truth, transformation and Divine Light or the wisdom and energy of creation.
Here is an invocation to use with the image.
Blessing of the Tri-Flame Spiral Home ✧
Emerald for truth, Violet for transformation, Gold for divine light —
I step within the Spiral Home of the Three Flames. Here, I remember: I am never separate. Here, I awaken: my soul, my heart, my being restored. Here, I embody: love, sovereignty, and truth.
May these flames rise within me, braided as one, guiding me home through every breath, uplifting all life through every step, and anchoring the eternal spiral of Light on Earth.
I AM these are two of the most powerful words in all Creation. These are the words that the original Source spoke to become manifest out of the vastness of Unrealized potential. It is the energy of the Divine Masculine acting upon the womb of the Divine Feminine and together manifesting into Consciousness.
They are the words of Creation and manifestation.
When an individual says I AM they are claiming the sovereignty of existence as a conscious Being within the Quantum Field of Creation and existence. When we place words behind these we are claiming the energy of what these words represent asa part of our being and energy. When one says I am sick, I am tired, I am poor, I am unlovable they are claiming this thought as part of their life as a creator being. They are word of ownership and manifestation upon the physical ego driven realm.
All words are powerful. Words follow thought in creation. When we think of something and then speak it we claim it as our own. The Universe responds to us as Creator Beings and sends to us that which we need to manifest this in our lives. The Universe doesn’t seen good or bady, higher or low, it simply sees energy and the spoken word is energy of manifestation. When you add I AM to it you are owning it and claiming it.
You may be wondering about the image. I heard to ask AI to create an image of the I AM Presence. Now there are many images on the internet of the traditional but sometimes we can get lost in the details and explanations of them. To me this represents the living energy of the I AM. So what is the I AM as connected to us.
This image also reminds me of the images in Egyptian pictures of the Sun with the rays ending in arms. Their representation of the Creator.
There are many similar and slightly differing thoughts about this. That is why I like this image. The Creator Source deciding to expand and experience creation sent forth seeds called Monads there are Infinite numbers of Monads. These Monads are a direct part of the Source of Creation, some might call them our god for lack of a better understanding. For they as created by Source created us. They are the I Am Presence of our Being, the I AM that I AM. Which means you exist because the Monda or I AM exists and created you. The I Am or Monad exist within the LIght Body some call it the Causal Body. This is represented in the image as the Ball of Light at the top from which all the rays are pouring forth into the void of infinite potential.
Each Monad at least as far as I know in our Universe decided they wanted to experience denser forms of manifestation and they send forth 12 rays or fire sparks which we term Higher Self. See the Rays of light going out of the circle. The Higher Self is also called the Soul, Super Conscious and Higher Mind. the Higher Self send forth 12 sparks each called ego personalities which are us. This makes each monad consist of 144 which is why we hear about the 144 in religious material. Djwal Kul and Ascended Master says there are 60 million monads who have walked through the timeline of Earth and are here to finish their karmic debts and be of service in the time of Asension on Earth. I calculated and and that makes 8.6 billion possible ego/personalities incarnate. We are said to have over 8 billion people on earth now. Makes sense.
Just think of it each one a creator being trying to bend the will and of life on earth to their desires. So our soul has 12 other souls this is where the idea of soulmate comes forth because we are part of the same family. They have out there and there could be up to 144 parts of our monad incarnate at any time in this timeline, another timeline or planet or dimension. The soul or oversoul looks out for all of these parts of itself. It can see each incarnate personality and guide it along its path. It doesn’t matter if you name these parts of the monads by differing names it is realizing that we are all united and extensions of the monad of our being and that our monad is the Divine son/daughter of the source of all existence. We live and have our being within the Source and our Monadic Being to which we will return in conscious connection called Ascension. It is about the Conscious reconnection which in this time also allows us to transform our body into a crystalline structured body of light.
We are connected to our Monday through the channel of light which is descending from the circle it passed through us and into the center of Earth. It keeps our three fold flame of life energized while we are in the form. This is symbolized by the fleur de lis image. When this is withdrawn the physical form dies, but our soul continues existing.
I know this is a brief explanation of a complex subject, but it is important to understand how power are the words I AM. I AM a creator Being and that which I experience as life, I created through my thoughts, words and deeds. I AM because my Monadic and Higher Self wanted to experience existence on this level. If I don’t like this life I can change it by my choices, thoughts and actions. If I seek to be free, I need place my attention on the I AM.
When I sign off with I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim that is the current name my soul is expressing through this form, not my birth or married name. I use this because in these messages I am expressing that energy and I AM also claiming it in my life.
Many don’t remember dreaming, or if they do know they dream it is quickly forgotten upon awakening. Our dreams can have many messages for us. They can be prophetic sharing information to help us in the future. They can share wisdom we are learning while visiting other places and dimensions in our dreams. They can help us to work through everyday problems and worries.
It is good to keep a journal of any dreams you remember upon awakening even if only fragments, for over a period of time you may see a pattern. You can increase your remembrance by asking to do so while sleeping. You can ask your higher self to reveal solutions to problems. You can ask to go to places and experience learning.
I awoke this morning with a partial dream memory. I will share it straight through and then share what I understand at this point in being with it. I was in this large building with glass windows. It seemed a bit futuristic in appearance and the room I was in was large but empty. Then a group of boys entered with their suitcases and backpacks. I felt there was a group of girls in another room but I needed to ‘settle’ the boys first.
There was a hurricane brewing outside and everyone was on edge. They were asking what was going to happen. I told them not to worry for they were looking at the windows and I sensed they feared the windows would break. I raised my hand and metal covers rose over all the windows in the building. This seemed to calm them. I then suggested they gather their bags and I would show them their rooms. As we moved we passed by a dining room and they could see the tables set, it looked inviting. We then moved by the kitchen door where ones were busy preparing their meals, The cooks smiled and spoke greeting to the boys, which seemed to calm them further. This was the Divine Feminine energy comforting and nurturing.
We moved to the dormitory area, and each room would hold two boys. As we came to a door they would decide with whom they would share their room. The rooms were empty. I asked them what they wanted in their room. When they decided on what they wanted, we thought about it and their furnishings manifested. When they were all settled we headed back to the large empty room. There we also created what they wanted in their gathering room.
However, there was still tension in the air for even though we couldn’t see the storm, we could hear it. So, I suggested that we come together and set our intention to change the direction of the storm and send it out to sea where there were no people to hurt and for it to dissipate. They were excited and we set about a group meditation and intent for this to happen. As we did so the storm noise lessened and soon it was gone. We turned on the weather report and it said that amazingly the storm had shifted , missed land and headed out to sea. The boys began to cheer and the announcement came that dinner was ready and I awoke.
It was important to note that although I was settling the boys that there were girls present in another part of the building. I was working with the boys first. I came to understand because it what was needed was the masculine aspect to be in place to shift the storm. The Divine Masculine and Feminine both exist within us and call to us to balance them. They each have a part in our living a harmonious and expansive life of growth. The Divine Feminine is nurturing, wise, accepting, healing and comforting and so much more. However, we are dealing in this dream with the Divine Masculine aspect.
The Divine Masculine is the part that takes action in the outer world. It is the energy to protect, take charge of a situation, make sure all are safe, and that each can reach their highest potential through encouragement and wisdom. It is the energy of strength to extend ourselves beyond what we thought ourselves capable. It helps us to make choices and take action through integrity, logical analysis and empathy for the feelings of others without allowing them to create an imbalance. Thus we can find the highest solution for all to be safe and secure, while being able to help others stay in balance. The Divine Masculine sees what is needed, sets clear intention and takes deliberate steps to create the desired outcome for the benefit of all.
These young boys were afraid of the windows breaking and the chaos of the storm that was approaching. I was called to the protection mode to take action in order to bring a calming to them emotionally so they could move forward. I raised my hand and the windows were covered, protecting us from the possibility of it breaking . We were in a place not yet fully created, and they were here to learn how to tap into their creational energy. I don’t know if they were clear about that but they would be learning.
The first step was to show them a sense of continuity while the storm was raging. Here is where the Divine Feminine balance came into focus. They could see the dining room with the table set where we could come together and share a meal, just like at home. We could see the cooks happily preparing the meal and greeting them like at home, This brought comfort and continuity so we could focus on moving forward. The Divine Masculine has helped them to feel safe and the Divine Feminine to feel continuity and familiarity in their surroundings.
We came to the dormitory. The rooms were awaiting them. They were not told with whom to bunk, but empowered by being given the choice to find the best match intuitively to help again bring a feeling of security which was bringing out the Divine Feminine aspect of their consciousness. So we have balance between the two aspects. The Divine Feminine is not forgotten, it is there to bring comfort and nurturing but the Divine Masculine energy within them is being prepared to be called into action.
They are given the initiative to come together as roommates to decide on their furnishings and together to manifest them. This is using both the feminine and masculine aspects. They need to agree and work together to create a nurturing and inspiring environment to feel safe, happy and empowered. They have the choice.
They then return to the empty gathering room. Again we are in an environment that can be scary because it is not defined and the storm is still brewing outside. We can hear it and it brings fear. So we call upon the Divine Feminine within to bring a vision of what collectively would bring comfort in this shared community gathering room and we created it. However, the storm is still brewing and it is not enough to have the room furnished.
So they Divine Masculine is called into action. I tell them that together we can change the direction of the storm so that it does not harm anyone. However, we must work together and they all agree. The Divine Masculine analyzed the situation as to what was needed, set the intent to take action and them created an environment that empowered them to take charge of their future, their fears and work together to help not only themselves but others. We sat silently and gathered and united our energies. Then I spoke of how to focus this group energy to shift the storm. As I shared earlier, it moved, we were safe and then we went to partake of our meal in celebration and unity.
The Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine working together through us to manifest what is needed in our lives. It can be on a physical level, like the furnishings. It can be on an emotional level like providing safety and then the continuity of a meal that reminds us of home. It can be on the mental level of seeing what is needed and then intuitively linking to manifest it. One is not more important than the other, each provides a part of our balance and growth on all levels. The key is the balance and not getting caught up in one or the other so that we are unable to move forward, or we become controlling and demanding of our way over the needs of others.
For me this was showing that balance. In this both were needed at specific moments but they were in balance. The masculine need not overpower the needs to feel nurtured and safe. The feminine need not over protect us so that we are unable to take action in a situation to move forward. We need both in our lives and we need to be aware to keep them in balance and call upon the strength of that part that is needed at the moment, balanced by the energy of the other.
Balance of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within us is essential in the days ahead. We can create the better world we desire. It is like the gathering room that is empty. There is a storm brewing in the world. Let us be aware we need our own needs met and we can do that and spirit will help us to manifest our needs. We need to focus on stopping the fear the storm can bring. Spirit will protect us and help us to feel safe so we can create an inner and outer personal environment that is to our desire and balanced. Then we can come together in a loving and focused intent to shift the storm out to sea so that it won’t hurt anyone and create and live in a world we desire.
It begins in you and moves outward. Don’t let the outer storm bring fear and unbalance in your life. Create and manifest the better world for all.
The past hurts and experiences that were less than loving cannot block your dreams and future expressions unless you allow them to do so. You are the center of your Universe, looking out over your Creation. What you believe about yourself and the world is how you will express your life and create the experience of it.
Make love your focus and purpose. Not the sexual, romantic love but the compassionate, caring, uplifting expression of Unity and hope. Find it in all possibilities and challenges. If something you I see or experience doesn’t fit, I will shift my awareness until I return to Love. That upon which we focus creates the vibrational level of our existence. It is the vibrational level we possess that brings to us energies of the same vibration.
If we focus on separation, judgment, control and anger in ourselves, others and the world, then that is the vibrational energies of experience that we will draw to ourselves. The Universe is about fulfilling our wishes as Creator Beings. The subconscious level does not understand that we may want one thing but do and say another. Where we focus our energy, actions, thoughts and words the subconscious sees as our desires and brings us more of this to experience.
If we want more joy, peace, love, abundance and harmony in our lives we must place our focus upon them. Be devoted to love so that you cannot be pulled from it by others. To be expressing unconditional love does not mean you subjugate yourself to be smaller or less so that others feel good about themselves. These are conditional actions that create unbalanced energy. You are not responsible for others, only your own choices and actions.
It is the expression of yourself as love that does not judge another’s choices or actions, but allows them to experience what they have chosen. It is the expression of yourself as love, that helps another in need whether human, animal or plant as you see the need or feel the call from their being to lend a hand to help them. It may be a plant or tree needs water, an animal is in distress and abandoned and needs help, a elderly person is alone and needs someone to mow their lawn or take them to the grocery store. These you do out of love for all Life without expecting reciprocity or recognition.
There is you attempt to believe something that is not your truth, you will not feel good about it and it will create unbalanced energy. We need to feel balanced in every moment. If we become unbalanced, don’t get upset, simply stop and return to your heart center. Then breath deeply and release the feeling and ask that it be replaced with love.
Remember to that love includes yourself. Your are perfect just as you are in this moment. For you are an aspect of the Creation exploring and learning to understand and transform that which doesn’t match Unity so that you can once again experience and express the fullness of your Being.
As you express love, you will also experience the emergence of the shadows of experiences that you have placed in the darkness so that you don’t have to deal with the pain and hurt. These shadows don’t seek to harm you, but they want and need the light and love. So as you grow in love, they will knock upon the door to be embraced and freed to be love too.
Ask for the love and support of your Higher Self, Source, your guides or Angels, or whomever you feel comfortable to ask for help in bringing light and love to these parts of you that they may feel loved, heard and set free to be in the light. Ask that the cause of the pain may be identified and released for it is no longer needed. That the core memory may be transformed with love, compassion and understanding. That the record within your DNA and akashic be transformed back to light and love and that the effect that created the shadow or separation be transformed by love into Unity within you.
The shadow can come from your DNA, a past life or early life experiences. I share this about the shadow in this message of love because all existence is created in love. The pain and separation we experience is because we have touched on energies at some point that are less than love and have created an unbalanced energy within us to others and to ourself. We need to love all parts of ourselves to fully love and be one with Creation. This is why we exist to Be Love and share Love for Love heals all wounds.
I am creating short guided meditations to aid in this process, if interested you can message me and I will provide more information when they are available.
May you find Love, Balance, Peace and Joy along your journey to Wholeness.
Remember life is an Illusion so don’t take it so seriously.
A few weeks ago as I was struggling with a blockage, during a message from another Being, Jesus popped in with a short message. He said, “Remember the discussion about cloud busting in the book “Illusions”. Sometimes a simple statement is all it takes to shift your energy and focus. This book, “Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah” so long ago at the beginning of my journey had a great impact on shifting my perceptions.
Cloud busting refers to the concept of using our energy and focus to break up clouds, but that wasn’t really what Jesus was wanting me to remember. In the book, Don Shimoda was demonstrating this ability to Richard Bach. Don had easily dispersed a large cloud and it was now Richard’s turn to do so with a small cloud. Don had done his instantly and Richard struggled for several minutes before proudly seeing it disappear. He turns to Don expecting praise only to hear, “Amazing, your were so attached to it and still it disappeared for you.”
So why did Jesus want me to remember this and what did it have to do with my blockage? As I reread that part of the book, actually I reread the whole book, it was the statement of Don that followed. “Negative attachments Richard. If you really want to remove a cloud from your life you don’t make a big production of it, you just relax and remove it from your thinking. That’s all there is to it.”
THANK YOU JESUS! For all the struggle I had been putting myself through, in one little statement, Jesus had sent me to the source that had touched my life to find the wisdom I needed. He knew what would impact me the most. He might have given me the information in another way as the other Being was doing, but this had the greatest impact.
Beyond just that statement, to read the book again and remember on a new level that I created the world in which I live and the blockages and joy that I experience in this life of Illusion. If I don’t like what I am experiencing, change it.
My favorite quote: Dr. Wayne Dyer , “If you change the way you look at things. The things you look at change.”
If I don’t like the problem, blockage, situation or cloud in my life, don’t struggle so much the answer is within my to just switch my focus about how I see it and from what I don’t want to what I do want. It is getting attached to the negative or what we don’t want in life that causes us to struggle against it, instead of embracing and experiencing with joy what we do want.
Sometimes, even if we know something, we can still bring our understanding of it deeper into our consciousness. The example of this I like to use is if we tell a child a flame will burn them that is information. If they put their finger in the flame and get burnt that is knowledge. If they don’t put their finger in the flame every again that is wisdom. However, I have found in life there is another stage called mastery and freedom. This involves realizing that the flame can only burn us if we believe it can, if we know that the world we experience is an illusion of our creation, than the flame can be cool to the touch, and we have mastered the illusion.
A humorous example of this in the book is when Don Shimoda not only walks on water but swims in the earth, and breaths the water. The Illusion we call reality. “This world and everything in it, Illusion”. For most people this is an absurd concept, but when you are ready it will move from information, to knowledge, to wisdom and finally to mastery and freedom. A place of being without time, space and limits.
P.S. – I am not there yet, but I have remembered the way thanks to Jesus. Now I need to let go of the Illusion and embrace the possible.
