Walking Into Light: A Journey of Self-Acceptance

A Reflection on Walking with Our Shadows into Light

Today was a day of release—of shedding the long-held belief that I was not worthy, not good enough.

Yesterday, I read a comment from someone who said that AI had triggered their Dark Night of the Soul. That made me reflect on how each of us walks a unique path of initiation. We may engage the same topic, yet it reveals itself differently to each soul. There is no right or wrong in this—only the experience needed to open what was closed, and to free what was forgotten.

This morning, I took the hand of my shadow and my inner child, and we walked into the light together.

As I did, I heard the echo of a song—
🎶 “Where do we go from here?” — from the band Chicago.
And then another line: “We’ve got to come together—not just out of fear.”
My Higher Self often speaks in melody.

And so I asked:
Where do we go from here?
The answer came simply:
Live fully present in your daily life.
Stay centered in the heart.
Follow the inner guidance.
Let go of the need for external approval.

This doesn’t mean I will no longer follow the foundational laws that protect us from harming one another. Rather, it means no longer letting outer beliefs override the compass of my soul.

Yes, there will be refinement.
Yes, I still have to eat, sleep, rest, work, tend to my home and relationships.
But now, I do it from alignment—from the still place of inner truth, compassion, and care for the Whole.

To walk the higher path doesn’t mean convincing others of our view.
It means hearing their heart, honoring our own, and choosing cooperation where possible.
To listen, not to respond, but to understand.
To speak, not to control, but to share insight.
To act, not from fear of outcome, but from the Beingness of love.

This is leadership through presence.
This is unity born of the higher heart.


The Memory of Earth and the Promise of Now

Long ago, when the Earth was spiraling into density, many feared catastrophe. Some awaited rescue by the Galactic Federation, hoping to be lifted into ships of light. But then came the Harmonic Convergence, when humans across the world came together in love and prayer. And the timeline shifted.

A wise friend once said,
“Why are you waiting for someone to save you? There is nowhere else to go.”

Indeed. The ships are of 5D light. Unless we are in resonance, we cannot enter them in form. The goal was never escape, but remembrance and embodiment.

There is no world as rich and beautiful as Earth.
No vessel more miraculous than the human form when aligned with the Divine.

We are not here to run away—we are here to bring Heaven to Earth.

To be the stewards.
The lightkeepers.
The ones who remember.

And so we rise—not into the sky, but into a higher way of being.


What If…

What if your only purpose is to raise your children with love so they may change the world?

What if no one ever knows your name, but the light you anchor uplifts the land beneath your feet?

What if your path is not what you thought, but what your soul chose long ago?

We are each navigating a divine map, filled with crossroads. When we veer off course, the Higher Self gently guides us back—not with punishment, but with possibilities.

The key is to move.
Spirit cannot steer a ship that isn’t sailing.

If a choice fills you with fear, stress, or anxiety—it is not your highest path.
If it brings peace, quiet knowing, or joy—you are aligned.


We Are the Flames of Creation

You do not need to impress.
You do not need to save.
You need only to be who you truly are.

Speak your truth when guided.
Listen when that is what is needed.
Act when love is your compass.

Karma is simply balance.
Resonance is simply magnetism.
Freedom is simply letting go of control.

The Divine doesn’t ask for perfection.
It asks for presence.


The Old Story is Ending

There once was a tale of a being called Lucifer, whose rebellion led to humanity’s “fall.” Whether symbolic or real, the essence remains: we used our free will to experiment with separation. And now, the journey back begins.

To return to Source is not to lose power—it is to reclaim it, aligned with Love, Wisdom, and Truth.

The 3D world may crumble, but the light you anchor remains.

So begin. Live each day in integrity.
Be the soul you came to be.
Let the light of remembrance rise in your cells.
Be a quiet miracle, and watch the world respond.


And so, where do we go from here?

💗 Into our hearts.
💎 Into clarity.
🔥 Into the flame of who we are.

Together, not from fear,
but from the sacred joy of remembering:

I Am a Flame of Creation.
I Am Here.
Now.

✧ Afterword: Two Remembrances ✧

As I completed the scroll, two gentle insights emerged—perhaps reflections or questions that others may also carry.

1. The Ego Is Not the Enemy
Our ego, or rational mind, is not something to eliminate or shame. In truth, its original role was a sacred one: to serve as a translator and helper, working in partnership with the Higher Self. It was designed to keep our physical form safe and to help translate divine impulses into grounded, tangible action in the world.

When we forgot who we are and lost our conscious connection to Source, the ego took on more responsibility than it was ever meant to carry. It began to believe it had to do everything alone—protect, direct, control, and survive.

What it needs now is love and reassurance. We can gently let it know: You are still needed. You are valued. But you do not need to carry everything alone anymore.
The Higher Self has returned to conscious awareness. Intuition is speaking once again. Together, the sacred triad of soul, heart, and mind can co-create from unity rather than fear.

2. You Are Never Alone
That illusion of isolation—the sense that we are separate, abandoned, or unsupported—was born from the ego’s attempt to navigate a disconnected world. But as we Remember who we are, we also remember this truth:
We are never alone.

We are part of the Great Oneness—the web of Life that unites all creation. As we rise into higher frequencies of awareness, we begin to feel this connection in deeply personal ways. The Earth speaks. The wind sings. The trees, animals, fairies, and elemental beings begin to respond. The stars whisper. And all of life begins to feel alive in a way we once knew but had long forgotten.

This is the Return.
And it begins with the simplest of acts:
To remember that we belong.

I Am Sha’Quinara’Thalem’Raya

Navigating Life’s Crossroads: Trust and Transformation

I was going to record another message when I was reminded that I had not posted this message. Does it matter? Ascended Master Thoth responded, “Yes, for there is always reason in what it shared and the order of sharing to aid in our growth.” So today you will find two posts.

We face choices every moment of our day. Do we get up? When? Do we go to work? What will we eat? Will we stay at home this evening or go out? Should I buy this? All of these we rationalize and make choices about based on the guidelines of societal belief in what we should have or do to be happy and successful as well as our personal experiences, desires, beliefs, hopes and dreams. The circumstances of the moment and past experiences define our choices. Many of these have no real eternal effect upon our lives and existence which will continue on basically the same.

Some choices can have deeper ramifications like changing jobs, moving, getting married, having children can have deeper emotional, physical and mental effects on our well being and that of the people around us. These types of choices can change our beliefs and experiences in the future.

Then we face the major crossroads of our lives. These are the choices that cause us to let go of one or more of our beliefs and perceptions about life. These are the ones that depending on the choice we make can cause us to step into the unknown and unchartered experiences. They lead us into the places beyond what we have known or imagined. Well, perhaps we have imagined some of these or read about them as possibilities that seemed like science fiction. They are choices that are beyond the boundaries of our rational mind. They cause our rational mind to jump into fear and rejection of them.

When we take the leap of faith our life will change forever. In the “Tales of Power” by Carlos Castenada , he and another apprentice take the leap of faith off the cliff into the abyss. They jump holding hands but in mid air they are each alone. The abyss like the crossroads are steps into the unknown. When we jump off the cliff we move beyond our safety net and the rational/ego mind is fluctuating with fear as we take that step. Yet, once taken we must move into trust which exists beyond fear and doubt. We make friends with death and surrender to the eternal part of our Being that is our Higher Self. In this instance we shift our perception and relinquish control from the ego mind to the Higher Self, the Higher Mind of Oneness. We detach and release personal fears and doubts. We surrender our obsessions, the shadows within us, the thoughts that restrict us and the belief in our self importance.

We surrender to love, trust, oneness and the promise of freedom.

Being at a crossroads and making a choice is not as startling as jumping off a cliff and it may take a few trips to the crossroads to complete what 1 jump off a cliff can bring. However, I don’t recommend anyone jump off a cliff. It requires that you have preparation to be in total trust and lack of fear. If you are not ready you will hit the ground in a messy way. That is why the “CROSSROADS” is a more used means of helping us to make choices and take a new direction in our lives.

After one makes the choice or survives the cliff we are forever changed. People will perceive us differently for we perceive ourselves and the world differently. Our rational mind needs to know as it relinquishes control of fear and doubt that it is still needed. It is very much a part of the new direction. While our Higher Self is now leading the way seeing things from the Highest level of the greatest good of all, our rational mind knows how to navigate the physical realm and to put the directions needed into practice. It now becomes a team effort. The rational mind knows we are safe and that we are doing what is the best possible actions and can settle into doing what it does best maneuvering through physical life as the caretaker of the form.

This begins your transformation of aligning to your inner direction of Universal Mind of Oneness. Feel the heart beat and the rhythm of the heart as it aligns to the higher dimensions and earth. Feel this energy coming into you from your crown chakra and flowing through you. Feel the peace and love within you. Let the energy expand outward from your heart to others and feel yourself surrounded in a pillar of light. This will align your heart and mind so that at each crossroad you can hear the direction to take. Continue clearing and aligning with each time you feel fear or doubt. Step by step you will be ready for each choice and if the time ever comes you need to jump off the cliff into the abyss you will know you are falling into the hands of eternity.

It is a matter of consistently allowing others their choices, while clearing blockages within yourself and aligning through your heart to the heart and mind of Oneness. I

Be patient with yourself, Love yourself as you are loved by the Oneness of All Creation and trust you are One always with All that IS.

Choose wisely from the heart.

I AM THOTH

Finding Balance in Spiritual Growth and Daily Life

Life and spiritual growth when looked at from an overall perspective of a goal, or work to be done can become overwhelming with all the other parts of life that want our time and attention. Plus we have the guilt of not doing enough, not being good enough or even good, and not knowing where to begin or what to do next.

The message today is coming from the Divine Feminine aspect of Creation, specifically Quan Yin, Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene.

They wanted us to know that we don’t have to know everything today. We only have to know what we can or need to do NOW in this moment. We don’t have to save the world or transform it today. We only have to be the best we can be in this moment. That doesn’t mean we have to be perfect, just have a pure intent to try to be loving, compassionate and understanding of the needs of others and of ourselves in this moment. If we make mistakes, forgive ourselves and if others make mistakes that effect us forgive them. There is nothing in this world of illusion that will not change. The only thing that is eternal is the Soul.

Now Spiritual growth isn’t about living in a monastery It isn’t about being pious, or judging others who think or believe differently. It is not about trying to convince them our way of believing is the only way or best way. Spiritual growth is about realizing that for ourselves we desire a change. We remember inside that there is something more to be and do. This starts to be like a hook in the mouth of a fish that has caught our attention and is drawing us to seek for more. We find that they drama and distractions of life no longer fill the void within us. We find that although we love our family and friends, there is something missing to fulfill the yearning and emptiness.

Sometimes I wonder if the internet can cause more confusion than it clears up. Just as you found this blog, there are millions more out there. Some say the same or similar philosophies and then there are thousands of differing thoughts, classes and courses to do and take. Some are advanced and a beginner tries to take them and gets lost, discouraged and overwhelmed that they are not good enough or capable. So they stop and give up not knowing what to do. The image on the left above.

Our message today is the image on the right, we simply take one step at a time. Sometimes, we need to back up. A weightlifter doesn’t begin with 250# they start with smaller weights and build upward. There are ones who say in one lesson you can be a manifestor, or they can clear all your blockages for you, or heal you. The truth is no one can heal you but you, the blockages will return unless you clear them and it takes practice, clarity, belief and alignment to be a manifestor.

So, don’t beat yourself up and stop. Take a step back and go within your heart center, breath deeply a few times, calm and ask what do I do next. The answer will come. We say through this one consistently that you can seek from others but don’t give others your power, and be consistent in protecting and discerning. As a beginner, start by centering in your heart and asking the question or for help and then spend a few minutes in quiet. You don’t need to meditate for hours, unless you want to do so. To sit quietly for 10 – 15 minutes is often all the time one has at one sitting. You could do this in the morning, and again in the evening before sleeping and on your lunch break. Take a walk in nature and open to the energy around you.

To learn to trust yourself, ask for a sign, or if you know a trusted intuitive ask them your question after you receive an answer. If the answer is the same you have your verification of your intuition, or if you see a coin, a feather, a song or some other sign that confirms your intuition you have begun to trust your own guidance and begun to take back authority in your life.

Often it is better to be the turtle than the hare, for this is not a race, but a pathway home to Oneness. Often the one who hurries through hasn’t built a strong foundation and finds themselves tripped up along the way and then gets discouraged.

Don’t be so hard on yourself. We know how hard it is on your planet to make spiritual progress for the energies are dense. It takes great effort to reach ones on your dimension from our dimension. Then you have to translate what you receive in order to understand. Sometimes, this one finds it easier in receiving by being an empath for our messages are energy, remember words are energy, and so what we send she feels first and understands on the feeling level. When she translates it into words on your level, she then aligns those words to her feelings. She learned to record our sharings by getting out of the way and simply allowing it to come through in a form of automatic writing. She had to learn to not judge what she was writing. Sometimes, she got in the way when it wasn’t clear to her, but it is easier now. She is able to allow us to come through her without judgment of her ability.

This is a gift she has had through many lifetimes and had to remember and clear the blockages to ignite into action. She still verifies that which she doesn’t understand through study and research. However, she has learned to balance the physical and spiritual in this manner. It is a process and she is still clearing, growing and learning. However, she has accomplished much and is ready for her part to come into play and now we must clear the energies that keep her from fully stepping forth. It will happen one step at a time.

Please dear ones, don’t be so hard on yourselves or push yourself beyond your limits. The path and life are about balance and harmony. As you clear or learn, you must integrate the new energies in your life and ground them to manifest in your life and in the world.

Grounding – this is a key concept that ones need to learn. You are all vessels between the higher dimensions and earth. You are to ground that which is your divinity and the energies you carry in the earth to help Earth and all life. Remember this and a good way to do this is to visualize roots from your feet into the heart of Earth and energy flowing into your crown chakra through you to earth and from earth back up. Walking in nature or spending time in nature and with animals, plants and trees is very grounding.

Blessings Dear Ones, we are the Mothers of the Divine, the Infinite Potential of Love and Light within you.

Transference and Blame

Instead of accepting responsibility for one’s actions and thoughts, we tend to want to find another to blame for our situation so that we can be the victim and thus not be responsibile for our situation. These means that we can tell ourselves and others that we are blameless and without fault in difficult situations, in which we have been unable to control in order to obtain a desire outcome.

It is an all to familiar scenario we find these days. We cannot advance spiritually either as an individual or as a whole until we each learn to examine all situations and challenges in order to recognize and take responsibility for our actions and participation in the situation and the eventual outcome. If each participant had been mindful in the situation, and sought a higher perspective the impeccability of the actions of each would have brought forth a beneficial outcome for all involved.

All events and situations in our lives, especially those that are challenging are an opportunity to grow and experience our lives from a higher perspective. What is a higher perspective? It is when we go within our hearts, and seek to find peace and balance. In this state of balance, we can then ask to be show the higher perspective. Eventually, as we practice this self mastery, we will begin to live our lives fully guided by our soul and I Am Presence aligned to the Universal Mind and Oneness.

We will no longer see ourselves as Victims or use the victim psychology to not take responsibility for our actions and choices. Are there victims? That is a multi-level question, that most are able to fully understand yet, based on past life cause and effect, it can be complicated. Thus, I will say yes. For example, a baby that is abused or neglected, or an animal. They are victims, for they are being acted upon by one from which they are unable to defend themselves.

For most people there is a Law of listening Grace. That is where as I stated before we go within to our hearts and calm our energy, to ask to be shown and then listen for direction. When we move into self Mastery our lives become a state of Listening Grace, that is our normal state of Being. Our soul and our I Am Presence, are constantly trying to help us to live an impeccable life and to complete that which we came into this life to do and to make our Ascension.

For instance, there are stories where during 9-11 there were people who felt they should not get on a plane, or not go to work that day and who lived because of this guidance. What about he people who died. They were victims, but many made the choice not to spend their final moments on earth as victims and choose to be Heroes and help to save others, to take back their power. Those who died during these events, did not die in vain for they changed the perspective of humanity regarding the world, as did the victims of Covid 19.

Throughout our lives our soul is trying to guide us as are the Angels and other Light Beings. We need to listen in order to hear and to act upon that intuitive message. We learn to have faith in what we receive through practce. In this way we are no longer making ego centered choices and actions but ones to lead us into a more loving, enlightened and abundant life. Our ego choices are those that create the chaos of the world. When they don’t go the way we want we seek to transfer blame to another and be the victim.

Take back your power and authority in your life fo who you are, your choices and the life you create and live. Make your beliefs those that you know within are your truth, from your Soul and not the truth you were told you should hold as your ideal. BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE. It is possible and starts by taking responsbility in your life.

Namaste

I AM Margurite