Tag: Unification

Wolf Full Moon Energy : Standing in Truth Without Violence

Wolf speaking to the Cosmos.

I don’t really follow astrology. For me, the planets do not guide or determine our future—our choices and actions do.
However, I am deeply aware of the energy each planet carries, and how that energy, through location and placement in the sky, can influence timing when we consciously connect with it.

We may make similar choices at many points in life, yet when planetary energies align in specific ways, those same choices can carry greater weight, visibility, or consequence. The sky does not decide for us—but it can illuminate when something is ready to be seen, felt, or acted upon.

“You don’t have to believe what I believe. Just stay present in your truth.”

With that understanding, what follows arose beneath the Wolf Full Moon—a moment when timing, truth, and choice converged.

The Wolf Full Moon: Standing in Truth Without Violence

Reflections on the January 3, 2026 Full Moon in Cancer

The Wolf Full Moon arrives not to frighten us, but to call us home.

On January 3, 2026, the Full Moon rose in Cancer—sign of the Divine Mother, emotional truth, belonging, and protection—during Capricorn season, the realm of structure, authority, and consequence. At the same time, Mars stood fully illuminated opposite Jupiter, revealing a stark contrast between force and conscience, impulse and wisdom.

This was not merely an astronomical event. It was a threshold.

A Full Moon in Cancer does not allow what has been buried to remain hidden. Feelings long contained, grief long postponed, and truths long softened for safety rise to the surface asking to be felt, named, and honored. When Mars is fully lit, action itself is exposed—no longer masked by strategy or denial. And when Jupiter opposes Mars, humanity is asked a timeless question:

Just because we can, does that mean we should?

The Wolf Moon has many names—Stay Home Moon, Quiet Moon, Severe Moon—but its oldest teaching is this: the wolf survives by knowing its voice and its pack. This is a moon of remembering where we belong and choosing to stand in truth without becoming what we resist.

Asteroid Harmonia, positioned between Mars and Jupiter, quietly reminded us that harmony cannot be imposed. Peace does not arise through domination. Balance comes only when inner dissonance is faced with honesty and compassion.

On the planetary level, this Moon illuminated collective tensions that could no longer be ignored. On the human level, it revealed where blame binds us into victimhood and where responsibility can return us to sovereignty. On the personal level, it asked each of us to remove the masks we no longer need, to stop hiding our tenderness or our strength, and to hold unconditional love with uncompromising boundaries.

This Moon did not ask for violence.
It asked for presence.
It did not ask us to fight.
It asked us to howl—to let our truth be heard without harm.

Grounding Reflection: Returning to the Body and the Earth

If this Full Moon stirred strong emotions, exhaustion, or a sense of inner pressure, pause here.

Place one hand on your heart and one on your lower belly.
Feel the steadiness beneath the movement.

Breathe slowly and imagine your breath traveling downward—through your body, into the Earth, where all intensity is composted into wisdom. Let the nervous system settle. Let the mind soften.

You may say silently or aloud:

I am safe to feel.
I am grounded in the present moment.
What rises within me is information, not danger.

Stay with the breath until the body responds with a subtle sense of ease.

The Wolf Moon Vow Practice: A Living Commitment

This vow practice may be used at any Full Moon, during times of upheaval, or whenever you sense a call to step forward more fully.

Read each line slowly. Pause where it resonates.

  • I stay devoted to all my rebirths.
  • Every day, I become closer and closer to the person I needed when I was young.
  • Every day, I become more and more the person I was never allowed to be.
  • I vow to experience as much of the splendor of the world as I can before I leave it.
  • I vow to let the world experience me at my most splendid.
  • I choose to live in a world that I love, and so, I create it.
  • I love myself. I become love itself.

After reading, place your hand on your heart and ask gently:

What is one small way I can live this vow today?

Let the answer be simple. Let it be kind. Let it be real.

Closing Blessing

May we stand in our truth without violence.
May we release blame and reclaim responsibility.
May we find our pack not through fear, but through resonance.
And may each voice that rises in honesty help create a world where it is safe to be seen.

The Wolf Moon has howled.
The rest is up to us.

Unlocking the Time Portal: A Journey of Rememberance

Time Portal of Rememberance and Unification.

I first apologize for the amount of time which has passed since last posting. This has been a time of REMEMBERANCE and UNIFICATION for me. I have had what was called a time portal in the wetland behind my home. I wasn’t exactly sure what to do with it so I simply protected it and about 6 months ago I was joined by a Yeti guardian to help. I realize now that he appeared at that time because it was time for the portal to be activated and stabalized. It has been in an inversion state for a long time. I didn’t understand the unstable energies, trees dying, intense cross winds and other anomolies over the years.

However, this understanding has been part of the process unfolding through Rememberance. That word Rememberance is the KEY to the portal, this process and unification. There has been so much occurring that I needed to remember, understand, and integrate over the last couple of weeks. It is like all the pieces of a puzzle that have been my life experience are finally beginning to make sense. People I have met, trips I have taken, experiences I have had, information I have gathered, and memories I have had now begin to make sense and fit together.

I had wondered why things weren’t happening they way, I thought they should or with the speed or ease of others. Recently I learned that I had to wait for the correct timing to REMEMBER and UNIFY. For instance, I had wondered why, I have difficulty seeing clearly with my inner sight, when I instinctively know that I could do so in other lifetimes. In fact recently I developed cataracts. I had been getting stronger prescriptions for my reading glasses due to working on a computer and reading a great deal. Then suddenly I could see clearly to read and I thought a miracle had happened. When I went for my yearly examine so proud of myself, they said my far sight was so bad that I wouldn’t be able to pass an eye exam. I hadn’t realized. They said I had cataracts. When I saw the surgeon and explained that my near vision had gotten better, she called it ‘second sight’. That whatever bad vision one had before cataracts corrects itself and the good sight gets bad.

Interestingly, shortly before this I had asked about my inner vision, and I was told that I had shut if off. That I needed to remember why, and only then could I open it again. Now, I was experiencing second sight of seeing close but my far sight was very bad, like my inner vision or clairvoyance. I can see by visualization and impression, but not clearly like seeing a movie. Yet, at times images will clearly superimpose themselves over my visual range just that clearly. My declaration is I have perfect 20/20 vision. This was simply a sign.

Why am I sharing this with you. I have been realizing that it has all been bits and pieces of ‘past lives’ coming, but not understanding the meaning or why I have an experience, until recently.

Perhaps, I need to clarify the portal. At least this time portal is not about moving from one destination or timeline to another. It is about helping one to REMEMBER and UNIFY. It opens the doors to other parts of ourself living in other dimensions and existences. They are not past lives, although to us as we experience time as linear instead of circular or NOW, they seem to be past lives. All the existences we think of as past lives are happening right now, they aren’t in the past. It is just that we have moved from them to this life. We can still connect to them and experience them, change events and integrate them into our NOW. The ‘future’ us is experiencing events to which we can connect and manifest in our NOW. This portal opens the doors to all aspects of ourself so that we can merge and unify in NOW time to do that which is needed to open the portal of Metatronic Spiral to Unification within the ONENESS of Self and ALL Life.

It opens to the Quantuum Field of Existence and Manifestation. We can as we tap into its energy and potential within the Quantum Field of Unity move to other dimensions, existenses and potentials, but we need most importantly and immediatley to focus on this NOW existence and Unifying them within Ourselves. That is the point of being in this life at this time. This is the most important life and you are the ONE for which you have been waiting.

So over the last couple of weeks, I have been connecting to the portal to stabalize the energies and in the process, remembering the bits and pieces of this lifetime and the lifetimes of other aspects of myself to unify, harmonize, balance and create resonance through dimensions into NOW. It is a time portal to I AM through Resonance to the Spiral of Oneness.

I was not to see the future or understand the pieces of the ‘past’ or aspects of myself until the timing was right. Why? Well, I came into this life to learn patience. If I know something my ‘inquisitive mind’ wants to know, understand the full facts and can ‘jump’ the gun and try to take matters into my own hands/rational mind outcome scenario. Plus, that which is hidden to me, was also hidden from those who disrupt or try to control information for a lesser purposes.

I recently was going to a location to active and connect it to the portal. As I approached the location, I began to experience nausea and intense stomach cramps. At first I thought it was something I ate. Then I thought perhaps I was being attacked so I asked for protection, which only made it worse. Then I thought perhaps something was trying to tell me the site or timing was off, so I decided to go back home. After a few hours, when I decided it I should pick another day it got better. When I realized It was not the prime spot and another was better suited, it stopped altogether. Timing and inner direction and resonance are essential in our process. I had let my rational mind pick due to information shared instead of waiting upon clear inner direction.

It was today as I sat with the Portal and aligning more fully with the energies it offers, I realized its true potential as a ‘Time Portal’ was one of Unity into the I AM. As I asked, it was verified by Thoth. I had to stabalize and protect it before I could understand it and this could only happen at the correct time. Before that I wasn’t able to see or understand.

This protected it from my sharing inadvertantly or others of not pure intent picking up on its energy. Once it was protected I could begin not only my own Unification, but Unifying it with other locations around the planet to expand the Gateway of the Divine Feminine opening to the Metatronic Spiral Home for Humanity. I don’t have all the answers about this yet, it is only beginning. I am remembering and awakening to it. I am sharing because these doors are being prepared so that you may walk through them as you are ready.

“Past lives” are really other incarnations of yourself. The name you had, or the position you held only really matters in the context of that which you have learned, cleared, activated and manifest in your spiritual process and mission into Oneness. You are here now to REMEMBER the parts of yourself in order to Unify all parts of yourself in the NOW to the I AM that I AM which you are.

Now as I remember a piece of my ‘past’ whether in this or another life, I am asking what does this mean in the greater scheme of Unification and Ascension. I begin to see the pattern of the work I have done or am doing in other lives which is part of why I am here now and what I am to do. It helps to heal and restore the alignment to the abilities and gifts that have been awaiting my Remembering.

So when you feel you are slow, not good enough, that there is something wrong that you are not doing or understanding, REMEMBER, you are exactly where you should be and doing exactly what you need to do at this time. Be open to and remember the pieces of the puzzle for when you least expect it they will begin to fit and the picture will become clear or at least clearer.

I hope this makes sense to someone besides me. Please feel free to share any experiences you may have or ask questions if you have any.

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I Am Kohlera Rayum