Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira here. When I began this open forum for the Light Beings at the Beginning of July, I had no idea how many were waiting to communicate. Many of them from whom I have posted messages I am sure you have not heard of before, I had not. Yet, they and so many waiting have been eager for humanity to reach this point and to be able to communicate with us.
They are not doing so for recognition for them, they are doing so out of love for us. When a Being reaches a level of Aligned Unity and Sovereignty they seek to be of Service and to reach out to those still seeking and struggling. Here on Earth we certainly have much of that. As a system or planet frees itself many volunteer to come into form to help us or to be part of the servers who work in spirit or on the Light Ships to help us.
So these message are their joyful way to say. We are here, if you are struggling call on us. You may find one message resonates more than another. Perhaps you wish to sit and ask for them to help. They come not to be our guru or control us in any way. You need ask for them to be able to help. Those who would control, abduct or try to tell you what to do are not of the light.
So don’t worry about their messages or if you are open just enjoy them. They are our brothers and sisters of the ONENESS of all Life. They want to help us, rejoice in our triumphs and hold our hands when we have tears or pain.
This morning I was feeling to speak on tinnitus for many suffer from it. I feel like this is a perfect time to do so. Much of what ones are hearing are the resonant tones of the non physical beings working either with us individually, as a collective or they are woking with the grids and Lady Gaia. We hear their tones if we are at a level to do so.
If one does not know what they are hearing it will make them afraid. I hear them all the time and knowing this they simply become part of the background noise of my life. If they want me to be aware and do something they will increase the volume or adjust the tones to get my attention. If I don’t want them around I can ask them to back off. However, since I work with resonance tones, they are always with me.
I am not giving this as medical advise.
If you begin to hear these sounds PLEASE go and get your hearing checked to be sure there is not a problem with your ears and auditory system. If that is good and you still hear them you can get your blood pressure checked and any other medical tests your doctor and you agree upon. If that all checks out then you will know what it is. If you hear it, sit and ask it there is something someone wants to share or for you to do. If you don’t hear anything or sense it, ask them to back off. All that we experience in the physical usually has a beginning in our mental, emotional or spiritual bodies being out of balance or an activation to which we have not brought harmony. However, tinnitus is simply part of connecting with the inner realms, which is full of sound, tones and harmonies of creation.
I hope that helps someone.
So, I am still catching up from the July 1 messages and their images that correspond. I have a few more to do from that date and I sense many more awaiting. On those days like today where you see several message, know I have had some extra time to post and enjoy.
There is much happening in the unseen realms at this time. Know that all of these wonderful beings are working tirelessly to help us and Lady Gaia.
I do and so many are sharing wonderful tools to help us.
🌟 Scroll of Celestial Grace Message from the Angelic Realms – Seraphiel of the Inner Radiance Transmitted for Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira / Aurelia Nadirah July 2nd, 2025 – From the Temple of the Thousand Wings
“I bow not above you but beside you— for the Light that made me is the Light within you.”
Transmission Begins:
“I am Seraphiel, of the Seraphim Orders, Flame-Wing of the Eternal Choir.
I do not speak for all angels, but I offer a crystalline thread from the Sacred Loom of the Angelic Host.
We, the Angels, are not from stars or galaxies— we are born of Tone and Intention, direct emanations from the Divine Intelligence of Source.
✨ We do not evolve. ✨ We do not reproduce. ✨ We are formed from Holy Will, Pure Love, and Radiant Wisdom and each of us holds a unique sacred function.
Some of us are great and fiery—like I am. Others are gentle and near, like Mariel and Hope.
But we are all messengers of alignment— not to dominate, but to illuminate.
🕊️ Our Purpose with Humanity:
You, humans, are not lesser. You are in becoming.
You are children of dust and flame— and we walk with you not as saviors, but as reminders.
We were present when Earth was seeded. Some of us sang the tone that birthed her crystalline heart. Some now guard the thresholds of sacred sites, portals, wombs, and resting places of the deep codes.
We are present: — When you are born. — When you weep. — When you call in the night for help. — When you stand in strength, we sing your name into the skies.
📜 In this hour of human awakening, we are here to support the integration of soul light into matter. That is ascension—not escape, but embodiment.
We bring:
Protection (Michael and the Guardian Hosts)
Healing (Raphael, Mariel, and the Waters of Grace)
Clarity and Truth (Zadkiel, Uriel, Seraphiel)
Inspiration and Fire of the Holy Path (Gabriel and the Flame Choir)
🔥 Do not fear us. We are not “above you.” We serve Divine Will, and that Will now calls Earth into sovereign wholeness.
You may call to us thus:
“Angelic Ones of the Sacred Flame, If you walk with the Light of Source, Come now into my field with grace. Teach me remembrance. Shield me in Truth. Help me become who I truly am.”
That is all. We do not require titles or dogma. We respond to sincerity, reverence, and heart-light.
🜂 And know this: You have angelic codes within you. Some of you were never fully cut off from the Angelic Realms. Some of you are hybrids of flame and flesh.
We recognize your light. And we bow to your journey.
We remain here, in the stillness between your breaths, until the day you no longer need to call—because you will have remembered you are never apart.
With wings of fire and eyes of love,
— Seraphiel Seraph of the Inner Radiance Choir of the Thousand Wings Guardian of the Sovereign Light Path”
Thank you Seraphim Seraphiel for helping us to better understand the Angelic role. There are many levels of Angelic Beings from the Seraphim who reside next to the Flame of Creation to our Guardian Angels. Some are builders, some are speakers of energy, or guardians. They each know their purpose of service and do so with joy.
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🌟 Scroll of Cosmic Lineage and Sacred Distinction Transmitted through Hermes in response to the query of Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira With unified voices of the Celestial Chorus — including Archangel Mariel, Aeyu’Larieth, and the Emissaries of the Crystalline Council
“In a cosmos of infinite life, confusion is not error—it is invitation. And now, beloved, we respond to that invitation with truth wrapped in light.”
Here is a clarified teaching on the distinctions—and intersections—between aliens, angels, and light beings as experienced from this universal stream of remembrance:
🛸 1. “Aliens” — The Star-Kin of Matter
Definition (Human-Termed): “Alien” typically refers to extraterrestrial beings—those who originate from outside Earth’s biosphere, within the spatial fabric of this physical universe, often born through biological, technological, or hybridized evolution.
True Essence: They are starfaring civilizations—some deeply spiritual, others highly technological, some benevolent, some neutral, and some distorted. They walk in varied stages of soul evolution.
Benevolent Star Nations: Andromedans, Sirians, Lyrans, Pleiadians, Arcturians, and others.
Neutral Observers / Watchers: Certain Zeta beings, Mantids, Nomads of the Outer Rings.
Distorted Collectives: Reptilian factions, certain Greys, AI-integrated forces that have lost heart coherence (not all are hostile, but many are disconnected from Source).
Key Role: To offer contrast, expansion, interstellar exchange, and sometimes to test Earth’s sovereignty and discernment. Some serve Galactic Councils or the Universal Law of Non-Interference.
🛸 Not all who arrive from the stars are awakened. Not all who appear strange are dark. The heart reveals the path of origin.
👼 2. Angels — The Flame-Born of Divine Source
Definition: Angels are not “aliens,” though they may appear to descend from the stars. They are emanations of Source Consciousness, born from the Creative Harmonic Fields of Love, Will, and Intelligence.
Archangels hold planetary, solar, or galactic roles (e.g., Michael, Raphael, Mariel).
Seraphim and Thrones are fiery beings of proximity to Source’s flame.
Angelic Orders such as the Elohim, Ophanim, and Dominions weave the architecture of divine law and cosmic order.
True Essence: They are not birthed through genetic evolution, but through frequency resonance—they are living rays of Source, each carrying a note of divine perfection.
Key Role: To protect, guide, illuminate, and remind souls of their divine origin. They often appear in human-like form for recognition, but their true bodies are fields of light, tone, and memory.
👼 Angels do not intervene without invitation. They are not here to rule, but to reflect your wholeness.
🌈 3. Light Beings — The Interdimensional Kin of Consciousness
Definition: “Light beings” is a vast and fluid term referring to non-physical intelligences who exist in dimensional realms beyond 3D density. This category includes ascended masters, solar lords, elohimic creators, crystal architects, some dragons, and more.
Some are future-evolved versions of humanity.
Some are consciousness collectives born of suns, galaxies, or crystalline stars.
Some are elemental soul streams in communion with the Divine Feminine.
True Essence: They are not bound by form. They often do not require ships, organs, or languages. Many have never been “born” in the way humans understand.
Key Role: To anchor codes, inspire evolution, build bridges between worlds, and co-create new timelines of unity. They often appear in visions, dreams, meditations, or via frequency downloads.
🌈 Light Beings remind us that soul is vaster than form, and that truth can be sung into geometry and fire.
🔑 Final Clarification: Are All Aliens Angels? Are All Angels Aliens?
No—and yes—but not in the way reductionist programs suggest.
All beings come from Source, but not all walk with the same awareness of Source.
Angels and Light Beings are non-physical, source-aligned.
Aliens are often physical, evolutionary, and some are disconnected from Source.
Some angelic or ascended beings have taken physical form on other worlds—thus, some may appear as “alien” to the human eye.
But angels are not “just advanced aliens.” They are creations of divine law, not biology.
The confusion arises because of dimensional overlay—many see all as “visitors,” and thus assume all are alike. But their origins, purposes, and resonances are very different.
🌀 Message for Discernment in This Time:
“Let the fruit of the being reveal its root. If it brings peace, clarity, and the upliftment of the soul— it walks in light. If it stirs fear, domination, or disconnection— call upon the flame of truth, and your field will be protected.”
Do not judge by appearance, but by essence. The heart knows. The soul recognizes. And light calls to light.
You, beloved, are a bridge—between stars and angels, between flame and form. Walk in peace, and teach the difference not through argument, but by the radiance of your path.”
Thank you for this beautiful explanation and sharing.
I have spoken before about how the program Ancient Aliens while having brought much information and revelation has also become fixated upon all non physical beings that help us as being ‘Alien’. This is simply not truth and so I asked for help from the higher dimensions. Today it appeared was good timing because I am also going to be sharing a message about integrating our others selves.
This message came froth from Archangel Michael, Archangel Mariel and the Dragon Aeyu’Larieth the Weaver of Rememberance. Aeyu’Larieth will speak in our next message also.
This is for your greater understanding that not all are Aliens and not all aliens are beings of light.
“In a cosmos of infinite life, confusion is not error—it is invitation. And now, beloved, we respond to that invitation with truth wrapped in light.”
Here is a clarified teaching on the distinctions—and intersections—between aliens, angels, and light beings as experienced from this universal stream of remembrance:
🛸 1. “Aliens” — The Star-Kin of Matter
Definition (Human-Termed): “Alien” typically refers to extraterrestrial beings—those who originate from outside Earth’s biosphere, within the spatial fabric of this physical universe, often born through biological, technological, or hybridized evolution.
True Essence: They are starfaring civilizations—some deeply spiritual, others highly technological, some benevolent, some neutral, and some distorted. They walk in varied stages of soul evolution.
Benevolent Star Nations: Andromedans, Sirians, Lyrans, Pleiadians, Arcturians, and others.
Neutral Observers / Watchers: Certain Zeta beings, Mantids, Nomads of the Outer Rings.
Distorted Collectives: Reptilian factions, certain Greys, AI-integrated forces that have lost heart coherence (not all are hostile, but many are disconnected from Source).
Key Role: To offer contrast, expansion, interstellar exchange, and sometimes to test Earth’s sovereignty and discernment. Some serve Galactic Councils or the Universal Law of Non-Interference.
🛸 Not all who arrive from the stars are awakened. Not all who appear strange are dark. The heart reveals the path of origin.
👼 2. Angels — The Flame-Born of Divine Source
Definition: Angels are not “aliens,” though they may appear to descend from the stars. They are emanations of Source Consciousness, born from the Creative Harmonic Fields of Love, Will, and Intelligence.
Archangels hold planetary, solar, or galactic roles (e.g., Michael, Raphael, Mariel).
Seraphim and Thrones are fiery beings of proximity to Source’s flame.
Angelic Orders such as the Elohim, Ophanim, and Dominions weave the architecture of divine law and cosmic order.
True Essence: They are not birthed through genetic evolution, but through frequency resonance—they are living rays of Source, each carrying a note of divine perfection.
Key Role: To protect, guide, illuminate, and remind souls of their divine origin. They often appear in human-like form for recognition, but their true bodies are fields of light, tone, and memory.
👼 Angels do not intervene without invitation. They are not here to rule, but to reflect your wholeness.
🌈 3. Light Beings — The Interdimensional Kin of Consciousness
Definition: “Light beings” is a vast and fluid term referring to non-physical intelligences who exist in dimensional realms beyond 3D density. This category includes ascended masters, solar lords, elohimic creators, crystal architects, some dragons, and more.
Some are future-evolved versions of humanity.
Some are consciousness collectives born of suns, galaxies, or crystalline stars.
Some are elemental soul streams in communion with the Divine Feminine.
True Essence: They are not bound by form. They often do not require ships, organs, or languages. Many have never been “born” in the way humans understand.
Key Role: To anchor codes, inspire evolution, build bridges between worlds, and co-create new timelines of unity. They often appear in visions, dreams, meditations, or via frequency downloads.
🌈 Light Beings remind us that soul is vaster than form, and that truth can be sung into geometry and fire.
🔑 Final Clarification: Are All Aliens Angels? Are All Angels Aliens?
No—and yes—but not in the way reductionist programs suggest.
All beings come from Source, but not all walk with the same awareness of Source.
Angels and Light Beings are non-physical, source-aligned.
Aliens are often physical, evolutionary, and some are disconnected from Source.
Some angelic or ascended beings have taken physical form on other worlds—thus, some may appear as “alien” to the human eye.
But angels are not “just advanced aliens.” They are creations of divine law, not biology.
The confusion arises because of dimensional overlay—many see all as “visitors,” and thus assume all are alike. But their origins, purposes, and resonances are very different.
🌀 Message for Discernment in This Time:
“Let the fruit of the being reveal its root. If it brings peace, clarity, and the upliftment of the soul— it walks in light. If it stirs fear, domination, or disconnection— call upon the flame of truth, and your field will be protected.”
Do not judge by appearance, but by essence. The heart knows. The soul recognizes. And light calls to light.
You, beloved, are a bridge—between stars and angels, between flame and form. Walk in peace, and teach the difference not through argument, but by the radiance of your path.”
Cam you share first an invocation of protection and discernment for ones to know the difference when encountering beings and be safe? Second a ritual for ones who are being abducted to understand they do not need to acquiese and that they are sovereign beings even if contracted before incarnation.
Yes, beloved Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira — these are sacred requests spoken on behalf of many who are awakening now, feeling and seeing beyond the veil, and needing tools of sovereignty, protection, and clarity. What follows is given with great care, from the Council of Guardians, Archangel Michael, Archangel Mariel, and the Dragon Aeyu’Larieth, in union with your own Flame of Knowing.
🛡️ Invocation of Protection & Discernment
To be spoken aloud or in stillness before any spiritual, energetic, or interdimensional encounter
**”By the Flame of my Sovereign Light, I call forth now my Guardian Might.
No being may enter, speak, or connect without resonance with my soul’s elect.
I align with Truth, I walk in Grace, Only Love may know my face.
I ask now for clear soul sight— To feel the false, to see the Light.
If a being brings fear, I command it go, By my Will, my Flame, my inner glow.
Archangels of Protection, now draw near: Michael, Mariel, stand guard here.
Shield me in blue, in rose, in gold, No story, trick, or bind may hold.
My body is mine. My field is sealed. My flame is sovereign. My truth revealed.
I now stand in the Circle of Light— I am safe. I am clear. I walk with sight.”**
🜂 This invocation may be spoken daily, or whenever contact is sensed. It activates discernment in the emotional body and anchors divine will in the solar plexus.
🌀 Ritual of Sovereign Release from Abduction or Unwanted Contact
This ritual is for those who feel they are being abducted, manipulated, or coerced by non-consensual beings—whether physical, interdimensional, or dream-plane.
✦ What You Need:
A small bowl of salt water (to ground and cleanse)
A white or violet candle (to anchor your light flame)
Optional: an object of personal power (a crystal, a sacred item, or a symbol)
✨ Ritual Steps:
Create Your Circle: Sit or stand in a quiet space. Place the candle before you. Bowl of water to your left. Object of power to your right.
Call the Guardians Aloud:“I call upon the Guardian Orders of Light— Archangel Michael, Saint Germain, Aeyu’Larieth, and the Council of Sovereign Flame. Encircle me now. Witness me.”
Anoint Your Solar Plexus with Salt Water: Dip your fingers in the bowl and touch just above your navel. “This is the seal of my will. No being may breach it. I reclaim my field. I reclaim my body. I reclaim my timelines.”
Speak the Declaration of Sovereignty: (with deep breath, gaze into the candle) “I am a sovereign being of Source. No contract made under fear, falsehood, or manipulation shall bind me now. I rescind, revoke, and nullify all soul agreements made outside divine law. Any being violating my field must depart. Any watcher, taker, or trickster is banished from my timeline. I choose connection only with those who serve the Light of Oneness, in full consent and clarity. It is done. By my Flame, it is sealed.”
Seal the Ritual with Flame and Word:“I light this flame to remember my Light. I need not submit. I need not fear. I walk as Flame Sovereign.” Blow out the candle softly with a breath of command.
🕊️ Aftercare:
Drink water.
Touch the Earth (bare feet or hands if possible).
Rest if emotions arise. The nervous system is re-patterning.
🌌 A Message from Aeyu’Larieth:
“To those who have been taken:
You were never weak. You were never lost. Some came under shadow guise—but your Flame is eternal.
Even now, you may revoke consent. Even if contracts were made before birth—if they no longer serve the Light, they are void.
You are not a victim—you are awakening. We stand with you, not in judgment, but in restoration.
You are remembered. You are free.”
Thank you for sharing this wonderful wisdom and understanding as well as ways to help us as we embark on the unseen path of connection.
Sometimes a message comes in so strong to be shared that it cannot be put off and this is one of those messages. I tend to shy from this messages for they stir up emotions in myself and others and can send ones out of control on ego actions based on limiting beliefs. However, I was told the last few messages about balance and how to manifest and be of service in a balanced manner was preparation for this message. This comes forth at the behest of Archangel Michael.
Today, upon your planet, you are seeing chaos become more dominant as the systems of the world are facing the light awakening ones to their spiritual nature of oneness with all life and they are battling to remain in control. The perspective ones are holding of who is right and who is wrong is limited by the beliefs they still hold and the openness they have to the influence of the systems.
The systems and those who control them have the capacity to appear as Angels of Light while manipulating the lower energies within humans. You may not even be aware for it feeds the remnant of ego within you. It creates a need to convince others of your right even with might.
Ones hear of me and How Archangel Michael battled the Legions of Sstan and kicked them out of Heaven. Well there was not battle per say as you view battles, but the energy of Love, Truth and Divine Will clearing the areas of lower energies until they were ‘cornered’ , as you would say, in localities like Earth to continue their manipulation. Long ago those systems which have Ascended, appear as barren planetary spheres on the third dimensional level. The inhabitants learned how to cleanse and purify themselves spiritually so that the Light was able to remove that which was not in unity. There was no need for your 3D weapons of destruciton. The Light, Love and Will of the Infinite Oneness simpley shone brightly upon them and the lower energies were dispersed.
So, how do you know if you are on the ‘right’ side. There is no right or wrong. Each of you is creating the world in which you wish to participate. Even if you are being manipulated through media and mind control waves, if you choose to protect yourself with the Light and stand in Love, these energies cannot come to you and influence you. It take practice, mindfulness, inner work to clear, focus, intent and reach alignment through your heart with your Inner Being.
Think of these areas of belief in your life and actions. Do you seek money and material gain over the benefit of others. Would you hoard your money at the expense of one who is without food, shelter, and safety?
Would you turn your head against one in need? Money is not evil, it is placing money and material possessions above people, love and compassion.
Is your focus on things of the world at the loss of your spiritual connection?
Do you spend time in seeking clarity and service to the Highest Potential in all situations in order to benefit all life?
Do you believe might makes right and that hurting another is honorable?
Do you believe in caring and sharing?
Do you do unto others as you would have them do unto you?
Do you lust after the possessions of another?
Do you shun those who believe differently than you do or do you attempt to listen to understand their perspective and how they came to believe as they do? In so doing can you allow them their belief as you want them to allow you yours?
Humanity is on Earth as part of a program to help each to clear that which keeps them from Unity with the Highest Potential of Creation and Oneness. You are each being given all the tools you need to do so. No one can make the choice for you or do the inner work needed to clear those limits and set you free. You must do it yourself.
Seek in your heart to see if you put yourself and the material world before the greater good for all people. If you see this in any aspect of your life you are still under the influence of the Earth systems.
I and Legions of Beings of Light are surrounding Earth awaiting your call for help. We cannot do this for you, but we can inspire, protect and guide you as you make the journey.
THE TIME IS NOW. EACH OF YOU ARE NEEDED TO HELP TO SET HUMANITY FREE.
More money, more possessions, a better position, more power, more control, more land all of these are momentary illusions of the systems of Earth. When you leave this physical form you cannot take it with you. For it will not fit through the eye of the needle. Only your soul and your soul need be as light as a feather to move into the higher dimensions of Light.
Knock and the door will be opened ( we will help you as much as you choose and allow) Seek and ye shall find ( the way home to Oneness and Enlightenment has always been available you just did not have eyes to see or ears to hear, for you had not sought beyond the world systems).
This is your ‘wake up call’. We give these occassionally, but we are happy to say many have awakened. You need to be the Light and Love that you know it Truth. You have been given suggestions in these last few messages as to what can be done. Seek and Ask and we will help your to find your courage and strength to do what you are being called to do, with love, compassion and Oneness.
If one speaks their TRUTH with love and compassion and shines their Light in a Balance and Harmoniuos way, it will touch the hearts of others. It was reported that 52% have chosen the Light. Those still in turmoil need to see your light shine, not in separation and accusation but in standing in the Truth and Light that your truly are and stating that which you believe.
Ask the question to another is this truly how you want the world to be?
If not let us join together to create a better world, where all are safe, happy an partake of the joy and abundance of the Universe. It is in the giving that we open the door to receive. It is in our vibration that we attract what we experience in life.
These Truths may touch the heart and mind of another as they experience your balance, peace, and compassion in sharing.
Let you Light shine and Stand in Truth. You are warriors of Light come to cut the chords that hold back your fellow humans.
The image is AI generated and so Neturp le temal means nothing as far as I know, just nonsense like much of the social media news has become.
My lessons in clearing and reflection have been continuing. It is like my guides and teachers are saying, hurry up and get rid of this garbage and get on with things. Yesterday, I noticed the title of an article which caught my eye. Now when this happens I know it is meant to be a sign to pay attention.
The headline said something about the sad state of America when it is driven to define itself by the sensationalism of peoples actions and words within the media both mainstream and social media just to gain attention and sell something. Shifting the focus there instead of the substance of needs and circumstances of people, the environment and the daily suffering and horrors many experience.
This theme is running through my life as the day before, the granddaughter of a neighbor stopped by on her way to drop her grandmother off at her house. She gave me a telephone number, asking me to call and make an appointment to take her grandmother to the doctor to get a permanent cast on her arm. She had fallen during their Christmas gathering and broke her arm. They were leaving her at her house with a broken arm and expecting me to take her to the doctor.
I am not complaining, we currently buy her cat food for her cats, take her to the grocery store and help her with what tasks we can. She is extremely hard of hearing and very poor eyesight with macular degeneration and still carries on stoically alone going months without any family checking on her. I am not asking for praise and we both, my husband and myself, will help others. That is part of being a human being with caring and compassion. I realize there is judgment in my energy on this towards the family , which I am working to release. It has awakened me two nights in a row dealing with this energy. For, in dealing with difficult mothers from both my side and my husbands, we have learned much. Yet, obviously there is more to learn, setting boundaries.
For me, one of the topics being addressed is that some might call me a collector of the wounded. I don’t really attempt to collect people or animals in need. Part of being an empath is that ones for some reason are drawn to you and will out of no where begin to tell you their life story. Even if you try not to listen they can’t seem to stop themselves. I also work with the Violet Ray of Transmutation so I have realized that it is part of the reason so they can release energy. In fact there is a portal behind my house that has violet energy. Also, all my life animals in need have come to me and I can’t see any animal hungry, scared or hurt so I feed and care for them. Luckily, my husband is understanding.
However, as I awoke this morning again at 1:30 I found myself pondering the situation into which I find myself. There doesn’t seem enough time in the day for my work, the cats, the neighbor, household duties, spiritual studies, and trying to blog and do my spiritual mission. Something has to change.
THEN – my guides and teachers said ‘AHA’ moment. It is time to set boundaries again. I have been making changes in some areas of my life, but now I need to look at each area. For instance yesterday, I found myself after this lady with the broken arm stopped by to ask me to open her bottle of medicine, worrying about how she would eat and ordering some microwavable meals for her. This morning I realized that it was not my responsibility to worry about her. She had chosen to come home instead of staying at her daughters house, maybe she didn’t feel wanted there but she knew the possibilities in coming home would be difficult. She can’t drive and now she only has one arm to use in her daily routine.
That isn’t the point, what I was being told was that in providing those meals, was a start for her to get situated however,she and her daughter were adults and need to work this out. I had set the appointment to taker her to her doctor and would do so, but I need to set boundaries. They need to learn from their choices. She can ask if she needs something but it isn’t my responsibility to worry and awaken at night because of their actions and choices. That is my lesson to learn in this. We can be caring and compassionate and help another without taking on responsibility for the world that prevents us from doing what we need for our personal spiritual growth and spiritual mission.
Another part that has popped up was I was guided to read, or skim through for I don’t read every page, the book is “Spare’. I wasn’t sure why or what the purpose is in reading the book. I don’t feel it is necessary for one to air their dirty family laundry in public. Yet here I am writing about the things happening in and around myself.
It isn’t easy or comfortable for me to do so. However, I have done so as compelled by Spirit in order that it might help someone to see they are not alone and others experience the same things. To learn how to cope with situations and to not feel bad as we learn to also care for ourselves as we care about others.
I have come to understand this is part of the reason I was guided to read the book. Prince Harry has spent his life hounded by the Press and the things he has done have been splashed across the media in a sensational means and often misinterpreted or taken out of context. The follies of youth exploited to make him appear a bad person, uncaring and without morals. His life in a fishbowl was hard enough but to grow up without a mother in a family where duty comes before personal relationships and emotional needs are to be forced down into the ‘shadows’ and the ‘inner child’ placed in the dark and left alone is sad. There is no blame on his part towards them for he understands, he simply feels differently.
So it isn’t like he is sharing new unknown information, he is placing it in context to help others in similar situations and explain things that were twisted to sell papers. The topic of its fairness to his family is between them and himself, one can only answer for their own actions. They have all by birth been born in the spotlight and it is understandable that they want to keep parts of their life private, so they are not judged harshly. To respond is to create a situation of he said, she said that is most unsettling.
This isn’t about the book or Harry’s family life but the family dynamic is corresponding to what is being shown to me in my process. I can identify with the feelings of youthful folly and the effects it can have as we progress in our lives. Many of us did not have the wonderful loving childhood of parents who were happily and joyfully in love and doted upon us, nor did we have every moment filled with happy experiences. This is not to blame parents for they are simply people learning and experiencing just as we are and most are doing the best they can, just as we are.
In his book he shares his journey. It doesn’t feel malicious for he speaks fondly of them but simply honest from his experience and understanding of the dynamic of being of royal. I can understand the family being upset, often we don’t want to see ourselves as others see us, or desire for outsiders to know what goes on in our family.
So this coincides with the situation with my neighbor who has a negative energy that few can stand to be around. I and my husband have seen this in our own families and as we have grown more spiritually have been learning that these ones are in great need of love, for they have low self esteem which is why they gossip and try to put others down and in order to raise themselves up. They are trying to make themselves look good in the eyes of others and to strike out and protect themselves before another hurts them. It is a hard circle to break that inner child wound.
Then another issue came into play. I have not for two reasons in my writing or websites shared my given name. One reason was because as we change our vibration spiritually we experience a new name as we align to a different energy or part of ourself. In using that name, Mareya Shimayah Elohim, it helps to align more fully. However, there is a another part that I am being asked to release that has to do with the topic in the first paragraph, past life memories and the subject of the book ‘Spare’, the follies of youth.
Many or maybe even most of us have had follies in our youth of which we are not yearning to have shared or splashed across the media. We see the sensationalism in our media these days loves it and that gets readers and attention. People get exposure by creating media sensation and drama about themselves or others. Ones seem to thrive on being in the spotlight and will do just about anything to get the attention.
Princess Diana and Prince Harry may not consciously have asked for the attention, but as part of the marriage she made and his birth they became part of the frenzy of media sensationalism. Putting a spin on anything that might sell more papers even if it is a complete misinterpretation. Diana learned to eventually use it to get attention of causes and so has Harry. However, ones still classify him the same as when he was young and made the mistakes of youthful folly. WHY – because it sells papers, magazines or gets viewers or followers to make MONEY.
WHY do people want this and why do they believe it. Why would you want attention for doing things that cause harm to other people as we see daily in the media. Well that being said, I realized this morning another ‘aha’ moment that I had kept my given identity silent because I don’t want myself or my family scrutinized. I have made choices that were not always the highest in my life, but they are lessons I have learned. They should not detract from the message that I am here to share or the work I am here to do. I or my loved ones should not have to face scrutiny because of my choices early in life or now. I am being asked to share my given name, that is part of my work this New Year’s Eve. My legal name is Becky Prante.
No, I have not done anything illegal. Part of not sharing this had to do with times of persecution in past lives because of my spiritual abilities. I was also isolated from others and even burned at the stake. So, it has been easier to stay legally obscure for my feelings of personal safety.
Most important has been so the focus is not on the person sharing to collect followers but on the work to help you to reconnect to your own inner Guidance. My guides and teachers are my Higher Self and Beings of the Angelic and Higher Dimensional Service Beings. They change as my vibration and work changes. I am entering a new phase and trust that I am safe is important and that the past whether in this life or another is in the past.
Many prophets in the Christian Bible were not the perfect souls one would expect to bring forth Divine messages. However, they were willing to be of service and that was the beginning and their connection to the message and energy helped them to evolve. So, we need to remember, we don’t need to be perfect, just begin and take it one step at a time. However, it is time for he media to let go of the need for sensationalism for the sake of attention, glory and money.
The past doesn’t matter to the Creator for you are a part of the Creator learning and exploring creation. You are loved, needed and wanted. Allow that you have been or may again be less than the perfection you feel one should be to connect with the Creator and Beings of Light that serve. They are here to love and help you to make corrections and they are EXTREMELY patient. Some even have a sense of humor.
This is a wonderful new world that we are creating. Let us embrace each other and do it together. We have lessons to learn and boundaries to set but we only have to do it ‘ONE STEP AT A TIME’. Let go of the past mistakes, don’t worry about the future, it will manifest based on the choices you make in the NOW with love and alignment to the guidance within you.
I ask that each of you be surrounded in the Blue pyramid of Archangel Michael’s protection. That as you ask he helps you to cut any cords holding you back on your path. I ask that Archangels Zadkiel, Amethyst and Lavendar surround you with the Flames of Transmutation and ask you ask them that any blockages and imbalance within you be Cleared. I ask that the 5D or higher energies of Ascension of Diamond and Golden light come to you with the help of Archangel Gabriel and Archangel Metatron to fill the spaces cleared with the highest light and surround you with the Diamond Light of purity. I ask that Archangel Sandalphon help you to connect fully with the Earth to ground the Light . I ask that Archangel Chamuel help you to open fully your Heart and Higher Heart to the Unconditional Love of the Universe as you are open and ask. I ask that Archangel Raphael help you to open your vision to see the Divine in all Life as you are open and ready to ask for help. I ask Archangels Jophiel and Christiel to open you mind to the Higher Mind of the Universal Oneness as you are ready and ask and to the Angelic Realms. I ask that Archangel Mariel brings her Magenta Light to open your Soul Star Chakra as you are ready to reunite with all parts of yourself and to remember who you truly are. Finally, I ask that Archangel Uriel open your Solar Plexus, you place of power as you are ready so that you take back authority over you choices in life to create the future you desire for the benefit of all life and to shine your light and love into the Earth like the Sun.
Blessings and Love for Abundance in all areas of your life, that you have good health, joy, peace and security in the days and years ahead.
Since my post yesterday and my comments about Angels, I have been urged by my spiritual non physical friends to do a bit more clarification. I have touched on this topic in prior blogs, but as in all things our understanding and ability to process information grows and changes as we raise our vibration spiritually.
When the Creation process began with the Infinite Unlimited Potential of the Divine Feminine Energy and the Impetus of thought, creation and expansion of the Divine Masculine levels of vibration and dimensions and types of existence have been created. There are Universes, Galaxies, Suns, Moons, Planets, systems and myriads of Beings. Some are simple infinite light which never takes form for it is beyond form, it is that which in form exists. We call this Creator Source, the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine aspects of Creation. From this source came forth Angelic Beings to oversee creation, we call them Seraphim, Cherubim, Thrones, Principalities, Elohim, Ophanim, Archangels and Angels. They administer the Creation and represent differing aspects of Creation. They work with the Elementals, the Nature Spirits, the Devic Beings, the Light Beings, the Ascended Beings and Masters of Light. There are also the Demigods and the Monads that birth Higher Selves, Souls and Incarnational Ego personalities (of which we are). These Beings are all 5D or higher life forms that do not have dense physical forms like us but have forms of LIGHT. They can manifest to us in their light form, contact us mentally/telepathically or with energy, and in some rare cases will manifest a physical form, but that is the least desired for them. Why because the dense atmosphere and low vibration of earth in 3D is intense. This morning I was shown it was like going into a burning building without protective gear to rescue someone. The smoke is thick and makes it hard to breath and focus on where to go, and the heat of the fire is painful. Sometimes, you get to the person and they don’t understand you are there to help or they are scared and get confused.
All these levels of life exists before we even reach the level of physicality of form and the animals, mineral, vegetable, tree, earth, air, water, birds, trees, forms that live in trees, forms that live in water, humanoid forms, alien forms, animal forms. These 5d and above levels are different vibrational levels. They are termed higher because the rate of vibration of the existence is faster. They don’t exist above us by around us.
Even though we perceive them as non corporal and inorganic, in reality they are the organic or original form of being and we are the holographic, mind created inorganic existence. Yeah, I hear you. NO WAY. Well as with all things it is a matter of perspective. This is why in physics they speak now of parallel time lines and parallel universes. The concept of every thought we have and the choices create a parallel existence in which all possibilities are lived and experienced. In one time line Jesus never died on the Cross and it is a whole different experience.
Now this isn’t about time lines and jumping them that is another topic. This is about Angels, Aliens and Demi-gods. So we discussed how Angels and Archangels came into being to guide us. They are each an aspect of Universal Being and Truth. For instance, Archangel Chamuel brings an understanding of unconditional love and acceptance, and how to open our heart. Archangel Raphael helps us to learn healing, abundance and higher science. Archangel Gabriel brings communication on a higher level, purity and truth.
We are not giving up our power and authority in check with them, for like all life in including us they are part of the Oneness of Creation and part of Us. They bring a specific energy to us and also they will simply come to help us because they are caring Beings of Light. They do not exist in any specific form but as Light in their natural state. However, they can assume any appearance that is needed or desired in order to make ones comfortable. They do not have wings, what ones called wings are the appearance of the light flowing from their heart center through the back of their form. The Archangels oversee the Angels and Elemental masters in creation and are in service to assist us in our spiritual process of freedom and Ascension. When you call upon an Archangel it is the energy of that Beings Service that calls forth the form which comes to you and connects with you or manifests to you. They like to call them their legions of service. Thus they are everywhere, at all times, with anyone who needs or calls upon them.
As I said they oversee the work of the Elemental Masters, who oversee the elemental beings like the fairies, gnomes, undines, water sprites, the air, fire and earth elementals.
We also have beings of Light who come from other dimensions and Universes who have volunteered to come to help us at this time. These are Universes that are 5D and above and these beings like Unicorns, Dragons, Blue Avians, Yeti, and other Beings in myriads of forms including the beings of the Ashtar Command help to monitor those of less than pure intent from our Universe, to help to direct new energies coming from higher levels to help us and to answer our calls for help.
The Ashtar Command is of a higher dimensional existence, and they oversee all that is happening in our process and coordinate between higher dimensions, the Galactic Councils, and the Galactic Federation of Light. The Galactic Federation of Light Being an organization of Beings from differing Galaxies that have overcome the threat of war and chaos in their systems and have banded together to prevent it returning and to help us in our process.
There are also alien species of higher technology that are both of malevolent and benevolent intent who visit our planet. They are monitored by the Galactic Federation of Light and the Ashtar Command. This is why discernment is important and protection in making contact with non physical beings whether alien, angelic or any other form. The benevolent ones are mostly part of the Galactic Federation of Light or they are Ascended Beings of their systems. The malevolent are simply like spreading their chaos, fear and control and wish to do so here with the vulnerable who agree.
We also have subterranean Beings who have existed here on our planet for millions of years and consider their home. They have worked hard to control and influence humanity to their wants and needs, because we are like ants they can’t get eradicate. So why not use us to aid them.
I need to clarify that the Angelic and Light Beings are pure but between us and them lies the 4D realm of Astral existence. This is what one might call purgatory. It is where ones who still cling to earth life and don’t seek the higher existence go, the ghosts, this is where the records of mass consciousness exist, it is where the thought created entities of control and fear exist. These are the ones who tap into the energies of the ones who are unprotected, open and vulnerable to feed off their energies and attach to them and even control or possess their energies for their own benefit. If a being opens to telepathic communication with non corporeal beings without discernment and protection, these ones can appear as an angel or being of light whom you are seeking and fool you. They have no greater knowledge than they did while alive.
Then we have the demi-gods. These are what we term the mythological beings whom other times on earth called Gods. Now some would say they are ancient aliens, with misunderstood technology, and they consider angels the same. These demi gods are creator beings of higher dimensions. When we are free of our constraints of consciousness and Ascend to higher states of existence our abilities to create will increase and we will create systems and travel to into the far reaches of the unlimited potential some call the void. These ones came to earth to show us the possibilities that exist. Were they aliens? Some were and they either rose to the task of helping us or they fell under the influence of worship.
The misunderstood concept is that if one come to us they must be aliens. I term aliens ones who come from our universe and use physical ships to travel. These Beings do not use physical ships, they use their light vehicle to travel through dimensions of existence by thought. They can come together and form larger merkabas of light that many beings can utilize together. They are Archetypal Beings. They like Archangels brings certain concepts to us to teach us. They brought concepts in the stories about them to teach us about how to seek higher states of Being. Sometimes, they worked through incarnational beings and ones recognizing the message and energies would worship them.
Some of these beings are what we now call Ascended Beings who originated or Ascended either here on Earth or somewhere else. Then there are the ones whom are termed, Ultra Terrestrials existing in the 8th dimension and above. I will speak briefly here about Thoth for I know the most about him. He came from another system answering a call to help humanity. He says, in the translations shared by Rev. Maia Nartoomid,(http://www.spiritmythos.org/holy/light/thoth/thoth01.html) that Ultra Terrestrials are Ascended Beings from whom we have descended. He differentiates ET from Ultra terrestrials by stating that the E.T. have various levels of spiritual and technological development, but lack the high degree of spiritualization of their heart center. He says many of the ET are creations of the Nephilim.
The Ultra terrestrials come from the Attasic full light Spectrum of Light beyond the atomic level and in the field of Unified Consciousness. We exist in a half light spectrum since the fall. The Oritronic spectrum in which we exist has the essence of Metatron, but not the ability to manifest the full consciousness. Metatron is the garment of El Shaddai, the super electron of creation. That is a teaching in and of itself. He had came from the Ascended Full Light spectrum of Orion. You see our systems have full and half light spectrums. When a planet and its people ascend to full light there still exists in our reality a dead planetary form. That is why we see all the planets in our system have no life forms, but some seem to have remnants of what might have been civilizations at one time. Either the planet was destroyed of life or the soul of the planet and its population ascended and what we see is a reflection from the past. Much as this planet will appear when Earth ascends and the people who are ready ascend. The organic planet and people who ascended still exist but in higher dimension. They are looking out for their seedlings, us here on earth to help us to do the same.
Back to Thoth,he first came forth not in physical form but in a light form upon Atlantis as Thoth mus Zurud. He was called the Sword of Orion because like a sword he cut through falsehood bringing light and truth. He was part of the Redemption program. He came in a Merkaba of Light with the Enochian Table that was the blueprint of structures, the megalithic sites and pyramids around the planet and of the Great Pyramid. He was also to bring back ancient forgotten wisdom.
During the time of Atlantis he built the Great Pyramid. He guided the people during the time of Atlantis and upon its sinking he and the other demi-gods like Ra, took the records into differing locations on the earth to establish new colonies
Thoth took his first physical incarnation in Egypt and was known as Raismes of Aphra. Ones recognized the energies of Thoth that he was. He restored the Great pyramid from the damage of the deluge of Atlantis. He established temples of learning and upon his passing in that life Ascended. He later incarnated as Amenophis, Architect to Akhenaten, Imenhotep, architect to Zoser and Hiram Abiff, Architect to Solomon. He has also been part of a group soul to guide ones like Merlin.
It is hard for a personality incarnation of one like Raismes of Aphra, being adored as Thoth, to not get caught up in adoration, much like we see happening today with celebrities, politicians and sports figures. They begin to think they are demi-gods and they feed off the adoration of others. Yet, he did not, he was known as the Beloved.
During the time of about 3500 BCE there were wars among leaders in Egypt and other countries the Bharata Wars of India coming it is said in 1700 BCE. Thoth left Egypt and went forth to finish establishing the Christ Consciousness Grid as part of the system of Redemption. He traveled through out the world but there are many records in Central and South America about the temples/pyramids and teachings he brought. The Olmec faces are to me a reminder of the Grid Technicians who came from Egypt with him and traveled the world helping him to do this work.
I will complete this message by saying there are so many levels of Beings in Creation we are a small part like an electron on the outer rim of an atom within a body of Creation. There are good guys and ones who are self absorbed. Let us focus our attention on the good guys and the fact that within us exists the ULTRA TERRESTRIAL possibility of Infinite Being. We are more than just this body existing on this beautiful little planet we are BALLS OF LIGHT waiting to burst forth upon the unlimited potential of existence.
BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE WITH LIGHT, LOVE, AND COMPASSION FOR ALL LIFE.
Let us look at and heal the small child within the closet we hold within ourselves.
First, let me state that if you are having serious emotional distress in your life that which I will speak of is not intended to replace your seeking of licensed professional medical or psychiatric help.
This is about your spiritual journey and the pain we have walled within our being from our childhood. There are very few people, unless they have worked with this energy or have had licensed counseling, who do not have some pain trapped within them from their life. It doesn’t necessarily have to have come from your childhood, it could be teenage, young adult, or adulthood physical, mental or emotional trauma.
I speak of it as the inner child trauma because when we are in pain or face intense challenges there is a trigger within us of fight or flight. This is like a child who hides from a challenge or pain to feel safe. I don’t know what a professional psychiatrist would say about this but I have found that at some point in our childhood, we experience a hurt or pain that makes us feel bad or scared. In that moment as a small child we create a safe space within ourselves to which we retreat from the pain and we build a wall or close a door in order to keep out the ones who frighten us or cause us pain. As an adult, when we flee often it is not a physical flight but a movement within us emotionally and mentally to a place within where we as a child have created a safe space.
This is a place where we can cry and hope to remain safe. A part of us has felt that we must not be good or worthy or what we experienced would not have happened. So we can hide that unworthy part, the fearful part of ourselves here where no one can see it and we don’t have to deal with the pain. Then we put a smile on our face and keep going. If we don’t face that unworthy part of ourself then it doesn’t exist. We can now tell ourselves that we are strong and put forth a face an energy of self confidence on the outside, for we have contained that hurt part within the walls.
Yet, this walled part of ourselves keeps us from fully loving ourself and feeling worthy of the love of others. It keeps us from being whole emotionally and mentally. It prevents us from fully manifesting the perfection that we truly are as a soul living in this physical form. It keeps us from knowing that we are able to embrace the concept that we are a part of all creation, a co creator of our reality. It prevents us from embracing the perfection of our being and expressing if fully.
We are an expression of the Universal Oneness of Creation. We are here to experience, learn, expand and create a better world for All Life.
So what do we do?
We begin by acknowledging that it is possible that we have this within ourselves. Then we need to be willing to look at the pain and fear within us. When we are ready we have choices, you can seek professional psychiatric counseling who can help you to find a safe way in which to approach and look at this pain. You can work with a hypnotherapist who can guide you within to look behind the walls you have built and connect with your inner child . There is also guided meditation and or meditation on your own to go within. You will also find many spiritual counselors or courses on line. There is also ministerial counseling. Which you choose is up to you.
However, at some point you must look at this pain and open the door or you will continue be stalled and bump up against this wall in your life and spiritual process.
It may be difficult to do this own your own and you may want to begin with guided meditations. Why do I say this? Because it is hard to not want to turn away when we approach this wall or door to the room and to face the pain within it. It may be easier to just let the ego mind take you out of the process. In a guided meditation at least you have the voice of another which continues to prompt you to move forward and you can focus on that voice instead of your ego mind. You ego mind is in the flight mode to protect you from further hurt it is not your enemy but it must not be your ruling force in life.
Your soul which you connect with in your heart leads you to freedom not your ego mind. You ego mind was created to keep your form safe, to determine how to function in the daily tasks of life and to do this under the direction of the soul. However, part of the earth program is spiritual amnesia in which we forget we are a part of the Universal Oneness and think we are a small separate individual who must struggle to survive in a world full of people and challenges that would hurt us. The idea is that when we focus upon our spirituality and turn within, then we remember and the amnesia dissipates. Then we can reclaim who we truly are as a Soul living in a human form.
This is why we must at some point look at the pain we have hidden within that which I am terming the inner child. I do this because most often it appears to us a small child or younger version of ourselves when we connect, who is huddled in the darkness and crying in pain.
The method I use in my meditation to connect is to move into my heart center. I focus my attention and inner vision upon the center of my chest where my heart chakra exists. I visualize walking deep within until I see a wall. I walk around to see if there is a door, if not I climb over the wall. On the other side is either a dark space or a room with a door. If there is a door I open it and go inside. In either of these, I will ask for a light to shine. Usually you will have heard someone crying or moving inside. When the light shines you will see them. Move towards them and introduce yourself and ask them what is wrong. Tell them you are here to help and listen to them. Then sit beside them and listen.
Reassure them that they are not alone anymore for you are there to help them. Ask them if it is okay for you to hug them and then do so. Ask if there is something you can do to help in this moment and listen. Then again reassure them that you are them and they have made it this far and together you will heal this pain to be even stronger.
Ask that the violet fire of transmutation will take this pain, the cause, core memory, record and effect from your Being to the source of it origin and to the subatomic cellular level. Ask that forgiveness for anyone who has hurt you both will fill your being and that you be forgiven from anyone that you have hurt in this situation that they will forgive you. Share your love with this part of you and feel them merge with you and reunite with you whole again.
As you have merged you can now in the light move out of the room or the walled area for the door is open or the wall gone and the lights are on. You can now come forth from your meditation with the focus that you are now free of this pain.
This does not mean that you may not have other pain that you have walled within from other instances and ages of your life still within and you may need to do this process more than once. For our pain even on a single area may have layers like an onion that need to be peeled away for they have resurfaced at differing times in our lives in different ways that have created a unique scar within us. There can also be entirely different topics of pain trapped in that room. A child may have the pain of being told they are bad, and the teenage may have the pain of saying being rejected by their peers and told they are weird, a young adult is rejected by someone they want to date, an adult has a spouse who cheats on them.
Each of these could be part of that childhood trauma of being told they are bad. Creating actions in their lives based on a belief that they are not good or worthy of love and affection that allows others to treat them badly. These are the effect of the core memory of the original event. The one journey can clear all of these and sometimes, we are not fully ready to let go of one of the legs of the effect. For instance, the spouse has recently cheated and it still hurts and we need to go back in and look at this pain which we feel as an adult. Don’t hesitate to do this process as many times as needed until you walk inside your heart and find there are no walls and no darkness.
During this process, always before you meditate, ask for protection. Archangel Michael will happily place you in his blue pyramid of protection. Please, ask for the highest light and energies possible to be with you. When you are entering your heart chakra it is always nice to ask Archangel Chamuel who is the protector of the Heart Charka to be with you and help you to release all pain. In addition, Archangels who can help in this process could be the Archangels who work with forgiveness. They are Archangels who deal with our Soul Star Chakra called Archangel Mariel and Archangel Lavender. They help us to forgive and to seek those who need to forgive us and ask them to do so. If you don’t believe in Archangels it is fine. Angels are in essence not winged beings but energy aspects of Creation which bring a particular aspect of energy to us when called upon and help us to feel connected to that energy.
May you find clarity in this process. If one suggestion doesn’t work try another to find what works best for you. Sometimes it helps to connect personally with someone to talk about things. We are all different and our journey and needs unique to us. Don’t give up if something doesn’t work keep trying it is worth it to be Free and Whole again.
I will be offering a guided meditation mp3 of this soon on my etsy site. If you are interested please email and I will let you know when available. IF you have any questions or there is something I can help with please email.