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Trauma Wounds

Learning to understand and Identify in order to heal.

All of us experience trauma personally at some point in our lives. We see and hear about traumatic events almost daily around the world. We have memories of trauma and rejection from past lives and even ancestral trauma patterns within our DNA. The human body has built in connections to the rational mind of fight or flight instinct which is automatically activated . This is the basis upon which our rational mind evaluates people and events in conjunction with our learned beliefs and perceptions regarding the world. This triggers reactions of behavior to what we see or experience.

You may even find your body responding to something with pain due to a DNA memory stored in our body of a previous similar event for ourselves in this life or another, even of a ancestor passed to us in our DNA. You may wonder how a past life of grandparent could affect us. This is not a simple concept for it is a multidimensional topic, but I will try to break it down into the simplest explanation possible.

Life on Earth, ALL LIFE, is connected not only because we are all a part of the Source of Creation, but because we are all connected via the Creational Matrix of Earth. Within the Earth’s grids and ley lines are also crystal matrices. When we are not incarnate these crystal matrices hold the memory of us as an individual to be accessed by mass consciousness, and then we reconnect to it and mass consciousness of the Creational Matrix, if and when we reincarnate. This is done via our DNA which is multidimensional. It is not my purpose in this writing to explain this, and if you are interested now, please try the book, “The Twelve Layers of DNA” by Kryon.

The mass consciousness within the Creational Matrix determines what life is like on Earth and what we perceive as reality. All we perceive has been agreed upon at some point in evolution. For example we all see a table as a flat surface supported by vertical legs, usually 4. It is through this connection that we also connect to past life karma. Our familial genetic karmic wounds are stored within the genetic DNA we inherit from our parents on the cellular level. While the personal past life is from a consciousness level. All of the above affect our perceptions and life choices.

Before incarnating you have taken all of these factors into consideration in creating the plan for your life in form. We choose our parents, where we will be born, when, what karmic patterns we will work to clear, what we will seek as knowledge and understanding, and even what higher service we plan on doing. The hard part is that earth has a policy of amnesia for the unascended beings when you incarnate. This means that you forget, who you are and what you came in to do in order that you don’t abuse your power to create until you have chosen to move into higher spiritual levels and can utilize these abilities for the highest good. This is for our protection so we don’t create more karma.

During each life we also experience new trauma because life on Earth is not easy. We all realize that we have physical conditions that we may have inherited, like being prone to heart disease, asthma, breast cancer, blood diseases. However, we can also have inherited fears, phobia, even abilities or spiritual gifts. From my mother’s mother’s side of the family I inherited psychic gifts. For the women in my mother’s family, they didn’t speak of such things as psychic gifts for that was witchcraft, but they had these thoughts and feelings and unfortunately in denying them, they often caused them to be emotionally and mentally frustrated and for some unstable. It was when my Mother and I began discussing them that it was finally allowed to heal.

Yet, for me there was still a blockages in my connection and it wasn’t until I realized that I had experienced a traumatic past life event in which I felt guilty because I was trying to prevent this event and was unable to stop the perpetrators. I felt guilt that I had failed in my task. It wasn’t until I was able to look at it in this life and understand I can only control my choices and not those of another. I did all I could but the Law of Freedom of Choice, Self Will meant I had to allow them without interference or I would have created karmic repercussions perhaps even worse. In realizing this I was able to release the guilt and trauma and embrace seeing again. For I realize I don’t have to look at that event if I don’t choose to do so, but I have not done anything wrong and it is okay to ‘see’.

I have found it hard to meditate in silence. I can do meditation with music or guided easily. However, to sit in silence was difficult. When I dug deep, I realized a part of me felt guilty about wasting time, when there were so many things that needed done. Growing up on a small family farm there was always something to be done. In our society small farmers not only work their farms but outside of their farms at other jobs. Both my parents worked and my sister and I had many chores to help to keep things going. This had influenced my life so that it was hard to sit and just be when there were things to ‘do’. I knew that our goal is to ‘do’ from a place of ‘being’ with the I AM. I am still working on this but getting better. I know use more music to aid in reaching these states.

This morning I had another realization which triggered this post. I saw a posting by a woman and it had to do with the Divine Feminine. What she said were repeated information we have all heard, but her claims bothered me and I wasn’t sure why. As I shared with a friend, I was able to uncover that in past lives, like in the life I spoke of before regarding the Catastrophic event, I have been bound to not saying too much due to allowing all to their free will choices. This had created the guilt, for a part of me always wanted to say , wait don’t believe that it is not true. Yet, we have all come in to learn, explore and make choices. As I learned in that prior lifetime, I could share the possible outcomes, but it was still their choice and experience to make and have. So I realized that all I can truly do is to share as I am now doing what I have learned and hope the person seeking and needing an answer can find it and make a better choice.

If you have any questions please feel free to ask.

Namaste

I Am Presence

Standing in the Light and Love

I would like to clarify any chance of misconception which my prior writing may have created regarding working with guides and Beings of Light. The subject of my last blog wasn’t about giving up my authority and power to make choice in regards to my life and spiritual growth, it was about coming together in Unity with others in order to be of Service for the upliftment and enlightenment of Earth, humanity and All Life on Earth.

In Essence we are all One, thus we are coming together with other parts of ourselves to be of Service to All Life. The Divine Mission or Service which we each came in to do is part of why we are here on Earth. In addition to the mission we each came in to do, we came to grow Spiritually and hopefully to Ascend to unity consciousness with our I AM Presence. We also came in to bring more light and energy into the planet to help Earth as well as life on earth.

While service is about coming together with others both human and Beings of Light in order to increase the energy of our service. In asking our guides and teachers to help with parts of our service and growth should not be about giving over our choices and power to them for what we do, but realizing that they see things from a higher perspective. In 5D they see time not as linear but circular and can see the quantum possibilities of certain paths and choices.

Thus they can share this with us, and even guide us to books, courses, people and location where we can synchronistically encounter that which can help us for the greater good of ourselves and others, both in our personal growth and service. We still have the right and purpose to connect within to our own soul guidance as to if it feels right to us. If we choose not to follow the guidance, that is not wrong just our choice of experience and purpose.

For energies to fully enter the earth, grids and mass consciousness of the creative field of Earth, it needs to be anchored through the human form. However, they can’t do this without our permission. Those who are Beings serving the Divine Unity Consciousness do not interfere in our personal choices. That is why we must ask for help and give them direction.

In our spiritual work it is time to overcome the exclusiveness to begin the inclusiveness of Unity Consciousness. Coming together on multiple levels. While our spiritual growth and Ascension path is personal the end result is bringing us together with the other parts of us in unity through our I AM Presence. In our Ascension we take back authority that we have given to the powers of the systems of Earth. We release their influence and hold to turn to the Divine within us so that our will becomes the Divine will of Creation for the betterment of All Life.

Then together we work to create a Divine Reality on Earth for All Life.

It is up to us to protect ourselves from 4D and 3D lower energies that seek to control us. It is up to us to clear the old belief of the systems of the Earth that keep us from Being one with the Divine within us. It is up to us to learn how to discern the level of the energies around us and who are sharing information with us, not simply reaching out to anyone to tell us what to do. Instead learning to discern it is a process, of first learning to bring down the halls around the heart and to move within to the light, love and guidance it brings. There you can discern the lower and higher vibrations. You can know the guidance of what to do and with whom to connect and work.

There is no all or nothing. It is about learning, growing and Being , so that all you do comes from a place of Being. All that we experience and choose has a purpose, as do all that people and events that enter our lives. It is up to us to make the highest choices and seek unity instead of division through love, compassion, caring, forgiveness and hope.

You are in control of your choices. Don’t be a victim, instead take responsibility for your choices and the results. Live from the heart centered guidance. Unite with others to help to MANIFEST A DIVINE REALITY.

Namaste

Transference and Blame

Instead of accepting responsibility for one’s actions and thoughts, we tend to want to find another to blame for our situation so that we can be the victim and thus not be responsibile for our situation. These means that we can tell ourselves and others that we are blameless and without fault in difficult situations, in which we have been unable to control in order to obtain a desire outcome.

It is an all to familiar scenario we find these days. We cannot advance spiritually either as an individual or as a whole until we each learn to examine all situations and challenges in order to recognize and take responsibility for our actions and participation in the situation and the eventual outcome. If each participant had been mindful in the situation, and sought a higher perspective the impeccability of the actions of each would have brought forth a beneficial outcome for all involved.

All events and situations in our lives, especially those that are challenging are an opportunity to grow and experience our lives from a higher perspective. What is a higher perspective? It is when we go within our hearts, and seek to find peace and balance. In this state of balance, we can then ask to be show the higher perspective. Eventually, as we practice this self mastery, we will begin to live our lives fully guided by our soul and I Am Presence aligned to the Universal Mind and Oneness.

We will no longer see ourselves as Victims or use the victim psychology to not take responsibility for our actions and choices. Are there victims? That is a multi-level question, that most are able to fully understand yet, based on past life cause and effect, it can be complicated. Thus, I will say yes. For example, a baby that is abused or neglected, or an animal. They are victims, for they are being acted upon by one from which they are unable to defend themselves.

For most people there is a Law of listening Grace. That is where as I stated before we go within to our hearts and calm our energy, to ask to be shown and then listen for direction. When we move into self Mastery our lives become a state of Listening Grace, that is our normal state of Being. Our soul and our I Am Presence, are constantly trying to help us to live an impeccable life and to complete that which we came into this life to do and to make our Ascension.

For instance, there are stories where during 9-11 there were people who felt they should not get on a plane, or not go to work that day and who lived because of this guidance. What about he people who died. They were victims, but many made the choice not to spend their final moments on earth as victims and choose to be Heroes and help to save others, to take back their power. Those who died during these events, did not die in vain for they changed the perspective of humanity regarding the world, as did the victims of Covid 19.

Throughout our lives our soul is trying to guide us as are the Angels and other Light Beings. We need to listen in order to hear and to act upon that intuitive message. We learn to have faith in what we receive through practce. In this way we are no longer making ego centered choices and actions but ones to lead us into a more loving, enlightened and abundant life. Our ego choices are those that create the chaos of the world. When they don’t go the way we want we seek to transfer blame to another and be the victim.

Take back your power and authority in your life fo who you are, your choices and the life you create and live. Make your beliefs those that you know within are your truth, from your Soul and not the truth you were told you should hold as your ideal. BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE. It is possible and starts by taking responsbility in your life.

Namaste

I AM Margurite

Perspective or a Matter of Perception

Choose to awaken from victim consciousness and take responsibility for your choices, thoughts, words, and deeds.

Perspective is an attitude, a way of looking at something or a point of view, it is a learned process. While perception is the ability to be aware of something to hear, sense or feel it through our physical senses. Perception triggers the ego whose function is to keep us safe – fight or flight. Perspective is something that we learn as a result of experiences, instructions, educations, and moral teachings. While perception is a tactile, and physical response which can trigger our perspectives regarding the physical response. This in turn causes uf to make choices based on that response and perspective.

So what?

I bring this up because recently I was listening to a website program in which the speaker referred to Earth as a prison planet. This was something that he was told by extraterrestrials regarding a wall he perceived in his remote viewing process around earth that he understood would not let us leave the planetary area after death. I do not know all the details of this process for him for I have not watched all of his videos. However, I will say his remote viewing is done with great diligence, and I believe he and his group to be honorable people in sharing what they perceive and their perspective of that perception of the experience. However, since perception is learned it is not necessarily the Divine Truth regarding this topic, but is their perspective and thus true for them.

For me Earth is a jewel of love and compassion, beauty and promise some of humanity has chosen to abuse and destroy at their personal whim and profit. It is not always an easy planet upon which to live and at times I would rather be somewhere else than to feel the pain and anguish of people and the planet as war and violence are everywhere.

This person perceives a prison because he feels locked into the planet due to his experience and what the aliens with which he interacts told him. He said he was told that the aliens cannot interfere in removing the blockages, we had to do this ourselves, and this is true on an individual basis.

I believe his perspective is skewed based upon his reaction to the ‘ring pass not’ which prevents ones from taking their negative energies into other areas of the universe before having balanced and transmuted their karma, while incarnate upon the planet. There is also a closed creational system of earth which hold the karma within the creational matrix until it is balanced. We as individuals must balance our personal karma, as well as the help with the group, community, county , ancestral and planetary humanity karma for which we have had direct responsibility. We can ascend to Christ consciousness when our personal karma is balanced, but we will at that point choose to be of service to help balance the karma of humanity.

In our Universe, a doctrine of free will choices was given which when acted upon can create karma which must be balanced in order for a human to ascend and return to unity consciousness. As the first free will choice was made the chaos began and this virus spread. As it spread so did war and chaos followed across the Universe. It took a long time for planets and systems to make the choice to once again align to Divine Will and make the changes to clear the energies and return to higher dimensional frequencies.

There came a time when in order to contain the chaotic energies of war and destruction wrought by self will choices, a few planets agreed to contain the energies and allow for these ones to have time to awaken and free themselves.

Earth was a great leader in this program. A shining jewel of beauty and abundance. Lady Gaia ,the soul of Earth, agreed to take on ones and not only did we have the free will clause , but a decree that all karma must be balanced which free will created. Also, when ones embody upon the earth they will forget that they are One with the Creator and All Life and will believe themselves separate and alone. A strong set of rules. However, when one is able to awaken and overcome the chaos of self will choices, to balance all karma and remember they are one with the Creator, they are free to help others to remember and to become the co creators of the future systems and worlds.

The original ones who came from planetary systems that were destroyed and were seeking a new home came, but most still had violent tendencies were unable to shift and resumed their tendencies to create chaos and violence. There were many from other systems who CHOSE to come to Earth to help the these ones from their home planet, and to experience life on this beautiful planet. They had to be of a higher dimensional energy to do so and it needed the approval of Lady Gaia and the Council of Light. They knew that once they came into physical embodiment that if they created karma, it would need to be balanced.

We are not forced to return to Earth incarnation to balance our karma, but it is a long slow process to do so from the spirit realm, and it can be done quickly here on earth if we don’t screw it up and create more . Plus, we love to help others when we are in spirit the spirit realm, and tend to believe we can handle it and not create karma. For you see until you incarnate you really can’t understand how dense the energies are on this planet. There are also ones who are so attached to the earthly life and pleasure of the flesh that they don’t move on beyond the 4D astral realm after passing and try to live vicariously through a person incarnate or to quickly reincarnate themselves.

To not allow the negativity to spread a ring pass not was established. It keeps the lower violent energies from moving out into other planets and systems. It is not a prison gate for our souls to keep us in , but does contain the negative physical energies from spreading.

The ones of Light (remember not all who are in spirit or alien are of the highest light many still have lessons to be learned) around us whether angelic or star beings who serve the light are not here as our prison guards but as teachers and helpers. However, they can only share wisdom and they can only help us if we ask. Free will does not allow interference except for the dispensation to prevent nuclear war. They help to facilitate the light and energy of the Creator which is coming to us to help us transmute the lower energies and to awaken to higher perspectives of understanding.

So, I can understand when they feel this type of wall , that they automatically have a perceive this as a type of prison wall, based on earthly life. However , this perspective not based on a full understanding of the nature of the Universe and Earth. So, I am sharing this perspective in case you hear this thought that Earth is a prison planet, so that you will know that millions of Beings of Light are watching and helping humanity because they know of the wonder of life on Earth and the great Blessings we can receive as we choose to awaken from the belief that someone else is doing this to us. The victim consciousness, and let go and take responsibility for our choices, thoughts, words and deeds.

I like to think of it as if you had an infection in your arm and a pustule would develop to keep the infection from moving into other parts of your body until it can be treated and cleared. Our negative thoughts and emotions are the infection which the other parts of us, for ALL LIFE IS ONE, does not want to spread. They have treated the infection and transformed it in their part of the body. They are doing all they can to help us to heal the infection, but we must stop scratching at the scab and allow the energy of healing to flow to us. Just like a doctor can’t treat us with antibiotics unless we allow it. The Being of Light who surround us cannot help us unless we ask, and that help won’t last unless we decide to take responsibility for our thoughts, words, deeds and choices that they be aligned with the higher light, in love for the benefit of ALL. Perhaps not the most shining example but one that has stuck in my mind for many decades after being shared by spirit with me.

This is my truth of the moment. If it does not resonate with you find you truth.

May you choice be for the higher light.

Marguerite