Embracing Freedom: Choosing Presence Over Perfection

Once we begin to embody our I Am Presence our choices still continue. We are still in the world and it is full of choices. Being mindful and aligned through the heart makes it easier.

Last night I had a connecting dream to the one which lead to last blog. I felt guided to share.

The Choice to Enter Through the Unwatched Door

This dream came as a continuation—not just of another dream, but of a threshold already crossed.

I was leaving a place of work and obligation, traveling with another toward a retreat or meeting space. There were many parking places to easily park within and yet effort was spent trying to park in a small enclosed space perfectly aligned by the driver. They were trying to meet an unspoken expectation of those who were watching through the windows inside the building. I remember saying that it didn’t have to be perfect, yet perfection was still insisted upon.

I did not enter where the watchers were.

Instead, I went through a glass door to the right—transparent, quiet, unwatched.

Inside, I found a woman in deep pain, curled into herself. I recognized her as a doctor—one who heals others, one who carries responsibility and authority. She told me to leave and save myself. Yet I could not leave her there.

I did not try to fix her or override her pain. I simply helped her up, left with her and brought her to safety in another location. A place which and allowed her the space to recover.

Then I woke.

What I understand now is this:
I am no longer living from perfection or performance. I no longer move according to who is watching or what is expected. I choose presence over appearance, compassion over compliance.

This dream did not ask me to sacrifice myself, nor to abandon another. It showed me a new way—where freedom and care coexist, and where healing does not require martyrdom.

This is freedom remembered and lived.

I share this invocation which came to me because we are not being asked to be a warrior with sword drawn, nor to ignore injustice and the needs of others. We are being called to Remember that within us is the wisdom, truth, love and will of the Universal Oneness that can see the higher perspective to guide our passage and bring about Unity.

Invocation of Sovereign Compassion

I release the need to be perfect.
I release the belief that I must be watched to be worthy.

I choose the quiet door of truth,
the transparent path of presence,
the way that does not demand performance.

I honor those who have carried too much for too long—
within myself and within the world.
I no longer abandon them,
and I no longer abandon myself.

May compassion move through me without self-sacrifice.
May care arise without obligation.
May freedom guide my steps gently and clearly.

I stand in sovereignty.
I offer presence.
I allow healing to unfold in its own time.

I am free to be.

This is true freedom the freedom to BE in Peace the fullness of who we truly are and in that state finding that others are inspired to Remember too and we can work together to manifest that which beneifts all.

Walk in Peace and Sovereignty.

I Am Sha’Na’El-Ka’Zira

My Dream

A dream shared by many

This blog may not be something that most want to read for it is about the dream which I share with many others a place for ones to come together in spiritual communion. I believe we have these visions because we remember them. It may be from another lifetime in a golden age of Earth, or another planet or dimension in which we have lived or currently live in another form, but we remember. We remember what it is like to live without war, fear, lack, judgment, pain, hunger and despair. We remember what it is like to manifest our needs in order to pursue that which is of interest to us. We remember what it is like to communicate with the animals, the plants, the trees, crystals and beings not in physical 3D form. We remember what it is like to feel at one with everything, and be at peace. We remember and we are seeking it, knowing it is possible for us.

I would not normally share this but when I blog usually the topic is given to me by Spirit and today was about Visualization of the Dream we each have and the importance of bringing it into our daily lives through refining the vision and feeling it existing in the now moment. I was told to share because for myself and perhaps others that would move it even more into the present to manifest.

Our thoughts, imagination and ability to visualize and feel what we desire is a powerful tool of manifestation. We can manifest and change anything in our life through our power to focus upon our desires or change with clarity and to feel it fully and strongly without doubt. Another important key is to feel it manifest and changed in the NOW MOMENT, and not at some future time. If we say I want to have, that is future. If we say I manifest now and have in my life the object of your desire, that is in the NOW. Think of your dream in meditation, while you are doing dishes, taking a walk, or whatever does not require you to use your rational mind to complete the task fully. Don’t need to keep asking for it because you are seeing it as existing, see yourself living where you dream, or doing the work you dream of doing. See that book complete, and people reading it. Make it real in the now and the more you do the stronger the feeling and the quicker it will manifest. Your first request sent out to the universe, began the process. With the power of attraction the stronger your emotional passion and connection the more it will attract that which is needed to complete your dream.

For me the dream is a location for a spiritual retreat center and perhaps a community at some point. The location is a place of peace where together we can manifest a Divine Reality. It has a name but I am not ready to share that yet. It is for those who wish to release and recharge, to connect with Unity and Oness. It is a place where ones can come to learn, heal, shift their consciousness and experience peace.

It is a location for interspecies communication. You may think of human and animal communication when I say interspecies but it is so much more. We are entering more into our ability to communicate telepathically. It is also about communicating with nature, animals and other non human life forms, the Earth, crystals and Beings of Light. I have seen a pyramidal building where Beings of Light manifest to share with us.

I see a sanctuary where animals of different species live and interact and communicate with humans as well as bring their individual healing abilities. It is known that animals like horses are highly intuitive and can help those with stress or emotional traumas to heal. Just to be calm with a cat or dog can bring peace to us. Animals have come with open hearts to earth to help us and learn and experience themselves. Some of them have come to teach us.

I have seen a light healing center for balancing our energy, with light, color and sound which enables healing to occur from the emotional and mental levels to the physical. A place where ones will remember their abilities and help others. It will also be a place where the Light Beings or non physical Entities who desire will come to help us with our physical bodies.

The location is one where we can connect with the energies of nature and what it has to teach us. It will have gardens to grow food, and fruit and nut trees. We will learn to connect with the plants and trees as they did in Findhorn.

There will be classes for learning and sharing. There will be places for ones to camp or stay in rooms to retreat and rejuvenate. It will be a place of reflection to reconnect to the Divine within in order to share and take your vision into the world to help others to be Free.

That is the greater vision, I share with many. For today my vision is to blog, and continue writing the book about Ascension which is in the process. It is through sharing this that I open the door for the greater vision to also manifest, and it is through completing the book that it may also go forth and touch and inspire others to manifest their visions and dreams.

We are all beautiful Co-Creator Beings, with gifts and visions just waiting for us to focus our attention within and connect. We are changing the world, each time we choose compassion, love, forgiveness, and hope over hurt, pain, fear and control.

Remember who you are and let the light within you shine.

Namaste