Balance and Integration

Welcoming and integrating all the parts of yourself.

When this blog first came into my mind was with a realization tuning to a program I was guided to watch. Then as I began to write I realized how much more encompassing this topic could be. However, that being said let us begin.

I have been in the process of looking at myself and the blockages I still have left. The second part is balancing the spiritual and physical parts of my life more seamlessly, and integration the masculine and feminine. A part of this also involves taking a course that reflects upon lifetimes when I was a spiritually empowered person, but events happened which caused me to close off and even fear utilizing these energies and gifts in this life.

The show I was guided to watch was “Drop Dead Diva”, an episode called “Crazy” from 2009. The premise of the show is a model dies in an accident and goes to Heaven. She wants to come back and so she hits a big red return button. However, it doesn’t put back in her body it puts her in the body of highly intelligent and rubenesque lawyer who died of a heart attack. The points I was to understand in the episode where to remember, we die and come back in many forms. Just because the form we are in this time, might not be our dream form, we chose to come in and live this life. Thus we need to make the most of it and enjoy life to its fullest while helping others. In this particular episode she is defending a man who due to a brain tumor acts and lives his life differently and his son wants him declared incompetent. He is simply living every moment to its fullest. She defends him by showing the jury that the intelligence she has is no less valuable if she put on rabbit ears. It is simply our matter of perception and beliefs that make it so. 

As I began to write it brought back the work I have been doing personally and how this corresponds. We all have pushed the red button to return to life. Unlike the show we carefully plan each incarnation before returning. I work inbetween lifetimes to help others to read their akashaic and plan out their next incarnation. We look at the possibilities and plan the course with guides and teachers and take the leap back into form. Unfortunately, even with our belief we can overcome the veil of amnesia and the illusions of earth, we too often are overcome by the power of the control energy on earth, and can’t hear our guides and teachers. We stumble making rational choices based on our domestication by family and society and our experiences. We feel alone, abandoned by someone or something which is missing, a hole in our heart, which we search to fill. 

There are many ways we search, through addictions or control of others and our environment. There is a pain within us that needs healed not filled. It is by opening the heart, that we can connect to the Heart of Creation to heal and fill that empty space. In this we then know we are never alone. We can reconnect with our Soul, I Am Presence part of God, and our guides and teachers. We can begin to balance the spiritual and physical parts of our lives to enjoy both and share this joy and the light pouring through us with us to help them heal and inspire some. 

However, it is those lifetimes when we had encounters that left us afraid to step forward which need to be seen and the issues healed. In this way we can reclaim our spiritual wisdom, gifts and power. We can integrate and balance these parts of ourselves with the Being we are in this lifetime. I recently read a wisdom that addresses this when they say, ” We live many lives, and outside of our earth time continuum they are happening simultaneously. However, the important lifetime for us is this one in which we have the opportunity to Ascend and this allows for all other lifetimes to be freed to rise higher.” 

Thus, I realize the importance of the choice I made to jump off into the abyss and take a course to seek to address this lifetimes. I do not do it to seek power over others, but to seek to reclaim the wisdom of who I truly am a ‘daughter’ of the Creator and One with all Life. I came to help others to be able to do this also. I am not recommending spend a great deal of searching into past life times. For many simply want to know if they were someone important in another life to share this with others to feel more important in this lifetime. 

We have been victims and victimizers, poor and rich, male and female and a myriad of lifetimes, learning and experiencing. Because we are important in another lifetime doesn’t mean we didn’t choose to be a person of simple means and needs in this lifetime, to experience the entire spectrum. It is our choices that determine if we even succeed in completing the course we set for ourselves before incarnating. To seek in past lives should be about clearing blockages to our manifesting our full spiritual potential to Ascend and be of Service in this lifetime. That is what I am seeking to balance in this life. 

One great gift is humbleness, which means we have overcome ego. When we no longer need recognition for our actions and service, and need no outside validation for our lives. We know we are One with the Creator through our I AM Presence and to be of Service is a gift and Blessing. 

My prayer for each of you this year is that you are Blessed and inspired to seek the Divine within and to manifest the Divine Being you truly are that together we may make the connection between the Creator and Earth so that the Light of the Divine may shine through Earth and the grids and enlighten the hearts and minds of humanity to enter the Golden Age. 

Focus not upon fear in the days ahead. Let go of the badgering of bad news and fear and seek the vision of hope, joy, abundance and compassion for all.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Spiritual Empowerment

True power is not physical strength but the Light within you.

Today much of what we see and read about in the media, even the video games are about physical power. Those who are the strongest are have the most money are the most powerful. This is the way in which we are educated so that we value those above honesty, truth, integrity, compassion and love.

The highest empowerment that we can possess comes not from without but from within us. The power of the world is but an illusion that fades with the passing of time or the physical form, but the empowerment of spirit, which brings us to enlightenment and unity last for infinity. To reconnect to the guidance of the Divine, our soul within us, connects us to the greatest power of creation and manifestation that exists. This ability to create benefits all life, not just a few. The guidance it brings to us allows us to move easily without the need to control another, or to take from or make another less, in order for us to manifest our vision.

As I was writing this, I was just reminder by spirit of the book called “The Dream Giver” by Bruce Wilkinson. It is a book about the path to freedom of fulfilling our Divine Mission which is a delightful, insightful and inspiriational tale. It is the journey of a man named Ordinary, who lives in a town called familiar, and how as he moves forth to pursue the Dream he was given, his family, friends and people he encounter all try to stop him.

When we connect to the Divine within us, we connect to the power to overcome the border bullies who would stop us, the fear, doubts and obstacles that come along our path. Just because we care Divinely guided doesn’t mean we won’t have trials and obstacles. However, when they happen as we turn within and meet them with love, and higher wisdom, instead of fear, doubt and a need to control from the ego, we will find we are able to move without more ease.

For as we desire something, our soul and the universe begin to gather what we need to manifest it. The ease, and quickness of the manifestation is based upon our integrity, intent, clarity of focus, and the purity and intensity of emotio that this manifestation will bring into our lives.

The connection to All is within us, and as we strengthen that connection and allow the Love, Wisdom, Truth, and Light of the Creator and Universal Mind to flow through us we connect to Infinite Power and possibility. This energy can then pour forth into the world for the betterment of all life.

Last night there was a program about the work being done by Michelle Obama, Melinda French Gates and Amal Clooney to bring the freedom of education and the pathway for young women to pursue their dreams and manifest them in the world. There are many countries where women are not allowed to get an education and they are trying to change this so that they may become all that they can dream. A key phrase I remember is that they are not empowering the girls, for we must empower ourselves, but that they are providing an opportunity for them to choose to do so.

Even in societies where we can get an education, whether male or female most of us have been programed into self doubt to keep us small. They spoke of self doubt, which is the biggest obstacle programmed into us which can stop us from pursuing and manifesting our dreams. Most societies are built upon a determined structure of living in order to exist in that society. It differs from country to country, and between ethnic, moral, spiritual and political ideologies. We are taugth by parents, teachers, media, and other beings of influence how to think and behave in order to live in our society.

For example in America, we have the American dream. This consists of a job, spouse, family, friends, home, food, car and some kind of pleasure pursuit. If you can click off these boxes you are a success, and the more of them and money you have the more successful you are for money gives you power. Often it doesn’t matter how you obtain the money, as long as you don’t get caught, you are considered a success.

The openess, freedom and joy to simply live in the moment and be at one with All life, is trained out of our children day by day. We learn how to behave to get rewards and not get punished. If we have a dream that seems outside of the box, we are taught to surpress it. If we think differently we are punished or laughed at and to be accepted we change our way of acting, thinking and speaking to fit the norm. We learn to doubt our inner guidance, and our dreams as being fantasy and unrealistic. Little by little the spark of spiritual joy dims in our lives. This doesn’t mean you had an unhappy life, just that there is a part of you that you have surpressed and learned to deny that could bring you infinite joy and possibilities.

Often it is when we reach our golden years, and have the free time to contemplate our lives and dreams we begin to remember. Remember the dream, the joy of anticipation that we had to put aside to live in the designated world of familiar. We might think, but what if I had pursued that dream. Well, it doesn’t matter now, for I am too old. Are you?

The Divine Plan has a way of adjusting itself according to the choices that the participants make in their life. If something is needed immediately, another person who is open and willing will be called forth to fulfill that part of the mission. If it is something that can wait, the plan will be adjusted accordingly. Perhaps that exact dream is no longer needed, or perhaps it is. However, there is always something that needs to be done to help to FREE and ENLIGHTEN the world. You need to free yourself, and make the connection wthin and offer your services. Then you will be shown if your dream is still alive or perhaps an even greater dream can be possible because you are wiser and have more time to dedicate yourself to manifesting the new or updated Dream.

The Dream Giver is always ready to welcome you home with love and open arms.

There is always much to be done for one with an open and willing heart and mind. Remember too as a parent or grandparent, you have the opportunity to help to your children and grandchildren to remain open and connected within their hearts with the Divine, so that they can be all that they came into life to be and to manifest their dream and to be of service to humanity.

When we choose to be a parent, that is a major role in helping to change the world by helping our loved ones to keep an open heart and mind connection to their inner light and guidance. You are guiding the future of humanity, are you doing it from a learned place of societal behavior or from a spiritual level.

True power to change ourselves and the world is within each of us. It is a flame of the Divine within our heart. We can connect to it, nurture it and feed it with love and light or allow the flame to get small, so small we forget it exists. Seek it out, go within, embrace it, and ask for it to guide you and fill you with Light and Love. Then share this Light and Love with others. You don’t need to speak it, just be it and visualize it moving outward into the world and they will feel it.

Your Dream is needed and the power to manifest it exists within you, no matter your age.

There is a scripture in the Christian Bible: Isaiah 11:6
“The wolf will live with the lamb, the leopard will lie down with the goat, the calf and the lion and the yearling together; and a little child will lead them.”

Why a little child? Because a child is pure of heart. They know not prejudice, fear, hatred, judgment or self doubt. These emotions are taught to them. A child cannot learn Love, compassion, honesty, integrity and truth in a home where it is not lived. Be the example for others, not just your children but the world. It isn’t a burden something you have to do or you will be punished. It is a gift of freedom to be all that you can be without limitations of the physical world systems, but to bring forth the Enlightened world.

In the abundance teachings of Eshter Hicks she uses the word satisfaction. We know within us that which is of the highest good for us because it brings us satisfaction and we don’t have fear, dount or trepidation regarding it. When we can align our thoughts and emotions to that which brings us satisfaction, by making choices that bring us to that feeling, we will find our ability to manifest and to feel empowered in our lives increases. When we find something satisfying and uplifting, we create an energy around us that attracts more. The universe wants us to be joyful and abundant so they help us in that attraction. When we get confused and have doubts, the energy and momentum falls back, until such time as we make a different choice or refocus our energy. The energy of Creation is LOVE. If we stay heart centered with our mind aligned to our heart, we are centered in the energy of creation. The strength of that emotion allows us to call forth that which is needed to manifest our dreams and desires.

Always be clear and aware of what you want and desire to manifest, for it may not be exactly what you expect if you are manifesting from ego instead of an inner connection to your truth and soul. For instance you may ask for more clients, and get so many that you have no free time, or perhaps the clients you get will be demanding and irritating.

Manifesting, Spiritual Mission and Dreams, Empowerment. If you always seek first the Light within to guide you, the course ahead will run more easily. It doesn’t mean you won’t have obstacles or choices, but you will have a true navigator to help you to follow the higher perspective and choices.

I wish for all people to find the path home to inner light and empowerment, which can help them to manifest the Dream given to them as part of their journey of service and enlightenment on Earth.

I am Marguerite