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Navigating Life’s Tempests with Sagacity and Mindfulness

A tempest is a storm of great power and challenges us in our lives.

Today I was given the message that two forms of tempest are coming and that I need to use sagacity in maneuvering through them. I didn’t know what sagacity meant – solid choices, intelligent insight, wisdom, insight and perception. I was also told to used mindfulness.

What we perceive as a problem or challenge in our life is an opportunity to grow and learn. It is our perception of the situation that determines how we move through it either screaming and yelling or with mindfulness and grace. These actions will determine the results we experience regarding the situations as to if it was a blessing or a frustration.

My father always said, “When you are faced with a choice, you make the best one you can at the time. If it doesn’t work out then you have learned not to make the same choice again. Lesson learned, don’t dwell on the negative. Let it go and grow.” I have always considered myself a survivor. No matter what the circumstances if it doesn’t go as well as I had hoped, I may take a few minutes or day to fell sad, but then I stand up and see what needs to be done and move forward.

Sometimes I realize I let my mind and fears make the choices that turned our poorly instead of taking the time to seek the higher perspective within. Today, I was given a message that two tempests are coming. One is on a personal level and the other on a more global level. The personal tempest is due to poor choices I made in the past that have as spirit says created brambles on my path that are causing me to not move forward as desired.

They are both beyond my ability to prevent. The personal is for the greater good of the work I contracted to do and the other is a needed reset in consciousness of humanity from ego/control perspective to a unified perspective. Neither tempest will be easy but they will clear out the old for the new to come forth. Just like a huge windy storm will blow down branches that are dead so the tree can produce new and stronger limbs.

I was told to be open to the new changes on both levels but to be mindful and to spend time in meditation and quiet to seek the truth and higher wisdom. To allow the Universal Beingness to help me to keep a steady path of balance and harmony.

I was shown to be the eye of the storm. To be aware of what was happening around me, but to not get caught up in the emotional whirlwind, for it is clearing that which no longer serves to create a new vision of Unity. Each will experience where they are within the tempest, the whirlwind by their choices and focus, and it needs to be allowed.

I saw the political systems of the world at this time as the tempest, the whirlwind. Don’t get caught up in sides, but seek the inner guidance and higher perspective shown to you. Seek balance, harmony and be mindful in your thoughts, words and interaction with others. Remembering all have the right to their choices, for it is their path to growth. Their choices cannot affect you unless you allow them to do so. If we are centered within we are protected, and you can always ask to be protected if you feel unsafe at anytime.

We are coming to a new place in the multiverse and the duality of earth is being shaken to its very foundations. Whether the tempest we face is personal or global how we move through it is up to us. The goal is unity and compassion and where we place our focus in the days ahead will determine what we experience in the process.

This is not meant to scare anyone, for fear come when we focus outside instead of inside. I was reminded to write this for it shows just how caring and protective the Universe is of us. If every you are in the midst of say a devastating earthquake. You can ask Archangel Sandalphon who is the protector of the Earth Star Chakra to surround you in light and anchor you silver cord in a place that is safe and move you there. You are also able to ask for that to happen to others even your pets. If you know about and have activated your Merkabah field you can use that to move your form to a safe location, it can even cloak your presence from others. Help will always come if you ask. I am not predicting an earthquake. I am simply sharing an example of how we don’t need to fear if we align with the Light and Spirit within us.

Be prepared the help you need lies within you to move through the tempest with sagacity.

Namaste

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Reconnecting with Nature and Unity: Embracing Freedom of Choice in a Globalized World

Free Will and Freedom of Choice amongst 7 billion (8.7) people – no wonder we have chaos.

After completing writing this blog I was reminded of the image of the milkway with all of the stars, planets, and debris moving within a directed spiral while each having its individual path of orbit or movement. Yet, the overall movement is part of a unified plan. So, keeping this in mind that there is reason even for free will choices chaos I will continue with my blog.

As I was contemplating free will and freedom of choice this morning I was thinking that it is no surprise that we have chaos on this planet when we have 7 billion people make ego choice that benefit themselves. Then we add in the fact that we are all plugged into mass consciousness influence when we incarnate it makes it even harder to see the greater good. We also have ancestral DNA influences, past life or parallel life incarnational influences and effects. Plus we have mass media telling us what to do, what to buy, how to act and what to believe.

WOW – it is like living in an insane asylum.

The more we open to multiple dimensional information and influences, the more amazing it becomes to think that many of us actually volunteered to come here knowing what we faced. I was thinking about how exponentially the population has grown along with technology. In 1900 the world had 1.7 billion people and I was wrong I looked up today’s population count it is 8.7 billion. In 124 years we have added 7 billion people. WOW – think about the input into mass consciousness to which we are connected when we incarnate and how that affects our choices, emotions, thoughts and beliefs. Then add the fact that media tells us what to want to eat, buy, how to look, and what to believe about everything. No wonder we have fear and confusion. People just wanting to make sure they have what they want and need or believe they want and need to make them happy.

Think about 1900 and a more rural existence. Yes, there were cities and people in the cities had to face the energies of others and crowded living conditions but nothing to compare to today. Then think about the rural lives of people then and the remote tribes of then and now (although there are few without influence today) who lived close to the land and with their family values. Not all was flowers and joy, they worked hard to make a living and to stay safe and secure, but they didn’t have this constant input from others about how to act and believe and live. Many had strong spiritual values. They helped each other and cared about their neighbors. Even in cities they didn’t have the input of media except for newspapers, then radio and then finally television and computers and cell phones.

We have lost the quiet time to hear the inner voice, to connect with nature and to simply BE at One with the world around us. In cities we see what others have and we want it too.

The small farmer was connected to their land as are the Native Americans. They both love the land, and know it is alive and as we care for it, it will care for us. When you produce crops and food with love and caring for the land and elements, you find it is more productive and more nutritious. People living in the city unless they go out into nature a great deal have lost that connection. The big mega farmers or agri -business doesn’t have this connection. I won’t say all don’t but most have lost it. That is why the need for chemicals and genetic modifications because they are not lovingly connected to the land and so they must do something to produce more, to make more money.

Plants, trees, flowers, the earth, water and air, when we walk upon it with love will respond to us. If we need to release something walk in your bare feet with love for the earth or hug a tree with love (you can just put your hands on it instead of hugging) and the earth or tree will if you ask take away the energy or pain and transform it into a useable form of energy.

Plants, flowers, animals the elements, elementals, angels, fairies and other nature and nature beings have a spirit. It is not necessarily a soul like us but a being of energy that responds to our intent and emotions. When we speak to the plant, flower or animal, or even just to the fairy being and address them with belief in their existence with love and compassion they respond. A plant will grow better based on the energy and caring it receives from you. A fairy will work with you to make your garden and flowers grow. You can speak to the water angel and elementals to request rain. You can ask the wind elementals to calm a strong wind. You can send love and light into a storm to calm it or into the earth to help lessen an earthquake. Be sure always to thank an elemental or the earth for their service through loving energy or a gift is nice.

This is what we lost when we disconnected from nature and connected to our electronic devices. Now I am not against technology, I believe it came to help give us more time to focus on spirituality instead of having to spend all day working hard and being too exhausted to meditate and contemplate. We have become out of balance with the Earth which is the source of our physical form. The elementals, nature and animals were meant to work with us to create a better world, but we disconnected and so they have to do the best they can. We abuse and pollute and they must adjust, they feel the anger of mass consciousness and the confusion of human thought and it affects them.

The 8.7 billion different choices is out of control. So what do we do?

The answer is to turn off your electronics more and go within and go ito nature and tune into the oneness of the Universe. In this way we can begin to see more clearly and take back the choices we make from those we are told we shuld make to the ones we feel are the best from within us, intuitively. We begin to remember the connection we have to the Universe, the Earth, each other and all non human life on earth. We see what we do affects all life and we will seek to make better choices. We begin to see we can manifest what we need when we are aligned to the universe instead of trusting in the structures of earth as our means of support. We see how unity creates abundance for all. We see how we don’t need to build ships of metal to go into space, we can activate our personal vehicle of light our Merkabah field and do where ever we want, whenever we want to explore.

THIS IS FREEDOM OF CHOICE. To choose to remember we are all One human and non human. Let us take back the authority of our choices and seek the guidance not from our electronics and media but from the higher perspective voice within.

Then we will see like the image at the beginning that we are still individuals on our path but we choose to flow with the greater unified field that brings balance, harmony, expansion and unlimited possibilities.

Namaste

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Glamour Versus Reality: Embracing the Reward of Weeding

How quickly a day can change yet all be related.

arlier, I was called to look at Glamour in our lives and how it is an illusin.

However, as life would have it, I had many weeds in my gardens of flowers and vegetables that needed pulled. So off I went to do the dreaded job. I would say no one likes weeding for it is a hard job, yet there are ones who might. At least they might like myself appreciate the result of their effort.

Weeding is painful on the knees, back and fingernails. YET, it has its rewards when you can look at the garden and see it nice and neat and the plants and flower having room to breath and grow. It reminds me of my own personal energy weeding of beliefs and blockages.

In some ways the hard physical weeding is easier than the personal weeding of my thoughts and beliefs, to clear and heal. Garden weeds I can easily just pull and throw away. When I have to look within myself, I have to determine where it began, the cause. Was it this life, a past life, an ancestorial DNA inherited cause? What was the core memory or trauma that created it? Am I willing to let it go or do I still find benefit from holding on to the belief and pain? What is the benefit in keeping it and letting go?

However, weed we must our physical garden and our spiritual beliefs and blockages. Just keep your focus on the joy the result will bring and that will help you to make it through.

I have added several guided meditations to aid in this process on my etsy site if you are interested. You don’t need guided meditation, you can simply go within and seek the answers in the quiet. I just find it helps me to keep my monkey mind quiet and focused to use guided meditations.

Here is a link if you are interested.

https://violetfireguidance.etsy.com/

If you want to share of your journey and process visit my face book page

Star Center of Creation

Let’s all do some weeding. It may not be a glamorous job but it is one worth doing.

Namaste

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Inner Healing: Releasing Guilt, Finding Joy, and Spiritual Path

Guilt is like an onion with many layers that need to be removed before you can get to the source.

I love working with my soul, guides and teachers for it is so en-lightening. The prior blog being keyed by my experience yesterday further nudged me forward by yelling GUILT as I was sitting quietly petting the kitty. I have touched on this topic before but like the onion it is good to look at a new layer of understanding.

Yesterday and the yard work are part of this nudge. I usually work being self employed 6 days, it used to be 7, and then on Sunday I do spiritually reading, classes, videos and blogging. I don’t know when I last had a vacation. There is always so much to be done, between work, the household inside and out, and trying to grow spiritually and do what I have contracted spiritually to be of service. It doesn’t help that I have a built in parental voice that says, idleness is the devil’s work. There is something that needs done, do it. Don’t waste time. Time is money. If you don’t do it, who will?

So my three days off involve, doing yard work, creating mp3 and completing some classes and videos I haven’t watched. Even those last 2 are indulgences since, I have dusting, sorting, and sewing that needs done. GUILT – supersized.

So I as I was eating breakfast I asked if there was something I should look at and I have realized Jesus really likes ‘Illusions’ because he told me to just open it up and see what it says. So, of course, I opened it to a section that as I began to read spoke of Guilt. Richard has been asking Don about why he quit being a Messiah. During the night Richard has a dream that showed the crowds following Don but not really listening to what he said or actually making it applicable in their lives. So one day he Quit. He just disappeared. Richard remembered reading about it. It had been front page news : Donald Shimoda, the one they were calling the Mechanic Messiah, the American Messiah, disappeared one day in front of 25,000 witnesses. Richard looked at Donald and he asked , ” Are you allowed? I didn’t know a Messiah could just turn in his keys like that. Aren’t you supposed to save the world.?”

Don answered, ” Of course you can quit. You can quite anything, if your change your mind about doing it. You can quit breathing if you want. ”

The point of what Jesus was trying to show me was that it is the joy of doing the work and service that makes it worthwhile. If it doesn’t bring you joy it is not your hearts calling. Joy and love are not found outside of yourself they are within. That is what Jesus tried to teach that the kingdom is within you. One’s called him the Savior and to him that meant he was a Son of God. He tried to tell people that they were also, but they just wanted the miracles and healing and again as written in the book they didn’t want to change their life to become that which he was sharing.

This teaching isn’t about the life of Jesus, but the teaching in the books that states, Don Shimoda, the Reluctant Messiah, faced the same thing as do many teachers. The people just wanted miracles and healing and not to learn and become the Truth. So, he quit. In reality, we are each our own Savior for the way home is within us. So, he just quit being their example and allowed them to decide for themselves how they would pursue their spiritual path and life.

The key being we have the right to not do something, we don’t have to do it just because it is expected of us or the inner parent feeds us guilt. A good way to work with freeing ourselves of this inner parent voice is to do the Inner Child Healing Meditation. In this we can get to the present life trigger and heal it. The source may actually be past life or ancestral/DNA, but it was triggered in this life by something earlier in our life. You can read that blog and meditation here

https://oracleofdivinegrace.org/?s=inner+child+healing

or I now have an MP3 guided meditation available on etsy.

https://www.etsy.com/shop/violetfireguidance/?etsrc=sdt

I have realized mine was triggered in this life and is Ancestral/DNA so I will be doing an meditation to deal with this on that level. It is time to quit feeling guilty and be able to relax fully. Those things to be done will still be there later.

Namaste

Jesus and

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

The Golden Rule and Universal Responsibility: Understanding Its Core Essence

Golden Rule – Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.

I had a bit of a frustrating day yesterday and deep inside I knew it was of my own creation. I had a plan about landscaping that my husband in which my husband was not wanting to participate. So I worked hard to complete what I could of my task. By the end of the day we had compromised on what his part might be in the completion of the task.

So, I awoke today asking for a thought upon which I should contemplate. I was told to open “Illusions” and the following thoughts presented themselves. I do not exist to make the world happy and other people do not exist to make me happy. Everyone has the right to do what they choose and freewill. However, Universal law says we must be responsible for the results of those choices and Actions.

So, how does this fit in with the Golden Rule,” Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” was the thought of contemplation. I had always just thought of this from my perspective that each of us having souls, would at our core want love, security, peace, caring, compassion and understanding. So that is what I try to give unto others.

So, the question came up, “What about masochist, serial killers, fanatical cult leaders, possessed or demonic people?” Well, that leads to a whole other level of thought. Do these people still have a soul, which would mean at their core they still want the same things as most people, but perhaps they have shut off their soul so completely that they don’t feel its call.

Perhaps, they were so brutally hurt in their life, that they believe they are unworthy of anything good, and this leaves them so frustrated that they seek release in hurting others. Perhaps even believing that in so doing they will receive the punishment they deserve. Their mental, spiritual and emotional bodies can be shredded because of physical, mental or emotional abuse in their early lives. They have never received good things in their lives so how can they know what that is to share with others.

Perhaps the serial killer has become numb to the pain they cause another by watching violence on television, in movies or in video games. They killing they do in real life is the same to them as in their miasmic entertainment. Or they are simply passing on their earlier pain and abuse to others. Perhaps it is something from a past life or genetic. They don’t care about others only what feeds the need within them.

Then there are the soulless ones. How can one be without a soul. The soul leaves due to extreme experience they can’t handle and a disincarnate spirit steps into the form. The form was created by cloning without a soul. A person due to substance abuse opens their fields to be possessed by disincarnate spirits that take over and push the soul back or out of the form. You might ask if these things really happen. Yes, they do.

So, I guess the golden rule is not so golden for everyone when you have to deal with the experience of connecting with these particular humans. Yet, we cannot let them stop us from Being the best person that we can be. We need to be aware of not abusing substances or getting angry, fearful or controlling of others that would open our fields to disincarnates taking control.

We cannot let the extreme in the world stop us from being the best we can be. There is much in this world that seeks to stop us and control our existence. To keep us trapped in the belief we are not good enough so we shut ourselves off from others and our soul. It can also pump up our ego so that it takes control of ourselves and others to feed the need within this is the space from which cult leaders emerge. The need to feed their self worth from the adoration of others through control. They keep them trapped in the belief they need the leader to be worthwhile, when in reality the opposite is true.

The core essence of who we are and what we want as a human Being, a person with a soul lies in our heart where we connect to our soul. From here we can surround ourselves with protection of the light of our soul to keep out these disincarnate beings and lower thought forms. If you want love be loving. Have compassion and caring for others without the thought of reward. If you want the right to choose and not be told what to do or controlled. Don’t control others. You can inspire them by walking the talk and being an example. They have the right to make their choices and have their own beliefs. When one is ready to change they will. Empower others and yourself by living your truth.

That truth lies within your heart and not your mind. Your mind hold the patterns of beliefs, taught to you by others in order to conform to the structures of the world and control you. Your heart is where you can meet your soul and the higher perspective of universal consciousness and wisdom. This is where you will remember and understand that which will bring you ultimate happiness and joy – your heart’s desire. This is what you came into this life to experience.

In this state of mind and reference you have no need to control another, fear them or anything in your life for you know you are doing what you were meant to do. For this is your true authentic self, living from inner authority, not outer. The doorway and path to this quantum life exists in your heart. Follow it.

Namaste

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Living Life with Joy: Embracing Unity and Healing for Spiritual Growth

I keep trying to get back to the blogs on healing, but other thoughts keep coming up. My sense is I need to have the mp3 ready to do the next blog so hopefully this weekend.

Today what is coming up to remember that life is precious. That we need to live it with joy and take the risk to gain the rewards. Also, we are being reminded that constantly Cosmic Upgrade of information for the planet, humanity and all life are filtering into the Earth and it is important that we humans with a physical form be a conduit for that energy. This Upgrades as we open, activate and prepare are giving us infinite options to travel through time, to jump timelines to an organic one where humanity walks in Unity for we have the freedom to choose our course and the life we experience

When we stretch our awareness beyond the material 3D world and what it has to offer we connect with the Quantum field of Unity. It is a field of infinite Universes, and realities/timelines where other aspects of your Higher Self exist. There are 11 other that need to connect with you to reunite with your Higher Self in Oneness. In the Quantum state you can see your past and future self and communicate. See the possibilities and clear and do healing, perhaps you future self has guidance to help you in the NOW. We don’t want to get caught up in the past and future, for it is in the NOW that we need to unite all parts of ourselves, heal and become whole and united with our Higher Self to Ascend. If you are having difficulty remember it is only as difficult as you allow it to be. Don’t let it be a stumbling block, go within ask for guidance.

Life is precious. We came here as soul to learn and grow and as a star seed to help earth and life here on earth. We came to help our star family incarnated here and anchor the higher galactic energies into our fields and the fields of earth. It is time to heal and activate and to open our natural spiritual gifts to navigate the Infinite with ease and grace. Life can have challenges but we chose to come here and to incarnate to be of service, to experience and even to ascend. This is the most unique place, time and opportunity that will be available for a very long time. There is a blessing if we choose to step up and participate. There is no shame if it is not your choice, and you choose to remain in 3D consciousness. All is up to us.

This is a unique and wonderful journey we simply need to plug into the Unity and Infinite Mind and follow the heart guided inspiration to enjoy the bliss of Being. It is like a labyrinth I am hearing. Remember the story of the Ariadne and Theseus and the Minotaur. The bull man minotaur lived within the labyrinth beneath the kingdom of which Ariadne was a princess. Every 7 years it demanded 7 men and 7 women in sacrifice. Theseus loved Ariadne but he was to be part of the sacrifice, and he was determined to kill the minotaur. She decided to help him by giving him a sword and a ball of yarn to find his way back.

The message is that someone needs but have courage to overcome what feels like the inevitable despair and fear of life. Every 7 years the masculine and feminine were sacrificed to the whims of the animalistic nature of the minotaur. The seven representing our chakra system that needs to be open and active, free to live, not trapped in a labyrinth of despair from which there is no escape. Because of love and the courage Theseus showed, Ariadne took the risk to give him the tools needed to kill that lower nature, that blocked people with fear from finding their way out and slowly but surely tracked them down until they died. Love was the key to opening the door, eliminating that which would keep one trapped and finding their way out so that this would not happen to others.

That is why we came here as star seeds, to remember, to eliminate or transform that animalistic nature of fight or flight to open our hearts and ignite our 7 chakras. To bring together the masculine and feminine aspects of our being into unity so that we can find our way out of this labyrinth of control to be free and to show the way to others who are trapped.

This is the message. May it help whomever it is meant to help.

Namaste

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

The Importance of Allowing and Harmony – Blue Avian Collective Message

A Message from the Blue Avian Collective

(This is not what they look like but the best AI image I could get)

We are a collective of Beings who come to you from beyond the Universal boundaries. We travel the infinite working with new creations in order to precipitate the divine creation.

We come to speak to you today regarding allowing. Ones will tell you this is our specialty as you humans speak. We have seen in your Universe the lack of allowing due to self will choices has lead to chaos.

So what do we mean specifically by allowing. Each person has their individualized perception of the world. Some of the perceptions you have learned from others and some come as a result of experiences in your life. No matter the source these are the scope within which you evaluate all people and events as being right or wrong. Many feel so strongly about their beliefs and perceptions that they work diligently to convince others to believe as they do and to control events. This leads to conflict and chaos.

What we have come to share is what you term the middle road or we call allowing. Right now in your ‘time’ it is an important concept. You can call in compromise. Everyone has been given free will to make choices. So each of you has the right to your opinion. However, one might say your right from that perspective ends at the nose of the other person. (this is a colloquialism our channel uses)

We would remind you that as souls you come to earth to explore, learn and expand in order to overcome duality and return to balance and harmony. Balance and harmony are the view of the greater good for all over just the one. There is always a middle ground or compromise that can meet the needs of all making life better for not just humans, but earth and all non human life on earth. This is called the middle ground or more importantly the higher perspective.

We do not get involved in conflict for it is your right to choose to have conflict. Each of you has the right to your opinion as we have opinions. However, if you step over the boundaries of another you are stepping into Universal Law of cause and effect. For that is the balance to bring back harmony into the Universe to learn by experiencing that which we have chosen and put forth into the world in our own lives. The higher perspective is to Allow for all to have their perspective but work collectively to find the middle path, the higher perspective that benefits ALL LIFE

We are the Blue Avian Collective

Balancing Non-Physical Bodies for Health and Harmony: A Holistic Approach to Healing

It is important to love ourselves enough to take the time to heal.

When one speaks of healing they usually refer to a physical problem. Fewer people seek emotional or mental healing until they become extreme. Many aren’t even aware of the past life and ancestral/DNA influenced problems that need healing or of that we have non physical bodies that are part of our physical well being.

It is important to realize that often the source of our physical problems originate in one of our non physical bodies, the mental, emotional or spiritual body. I have written about this before but since we are discussing healing I have been told to do so again.

For us to be in optimal health we need to have each of our non physical bodies clear just like we care for our physical form so that they can all operate in balance and harmony. In creation spirit is the source which creates from thought which ripples forth through upon the seas of possibility to create material form. So we see the spiritual body, the mental body, the emotional body/the sea and finally the material form being interrelated. These levels below that the spirit created were to be the way in which spirit was able to explore, learn and expand within itself the balance of shadow and light.

For the true pure essence of Creator/Universal Mind and Oneness to flow through us we need to be clear of blockages so that we can walk in balance and harmony and the light and love essence of creation flow through us and transform the shadow into light and uplift and upgrade all creation.

How do the emotional, mental and spiritual bodies affect us? If we are emotionally upset may find we have difficulty thinking, our emotional imbalance affecting our mental body. We can become unfocused and confused. We may experience digestive issues and our physical body is now out of balance. This is because we no longer feel empowered and our solar plexus chakra which works with our stomach is out of balance.

If we are having extreme mental stress from our job or other life issues, we may become easily angered. We may find we are not paying attention to what is going on around us and suddenly we have an accident. If we are eating a lot of genetically modified food or processed food we may find we are having physical problems, which can cause us mental and emotional distress.

If our beliefs are not aligned to spirit we can find ourselves struggling to make choices that bring satisfaction and can cause stress and physical disturbances. One may resort to using alcohol or drugs to forget about their problems, leaving their spiritual body open to astral attachments from entities seeking to feed off this energy.

In a past life perhaps we were betrayed by someone we trusted and we were persecuted for our beliefs. Each strong emotion, thought or physical trauma imprints deeply in our DNA and our soul imprint. It is recorded to be balanced at some point and if not in the same incarnation , the imprint remains and is reunited with us in another incarnation. This betrayal can surface as a mistrust of others, and not wanting to get close, even mistrust of ones in authority. So we become a loner, unable to function easily in a group environment and problems with authority figures.

It could be ancestral recorded in our DNA. Perhaps your grandparents were part of the trail of tears. The imprint of being ripped from their homes and forced to endure a long march in brutal conditions, causing starvation and death. Imprinted on their DNA and passed down to you a fear, a pain, and mistrust of government and white people. A lack of self worth, anger, and feeling powerless.

There are many layers of our being that we need to be sure are clear, for all of this is an illusion of human creation. It is part of a program to learn about the shadow to expand and explore before we go forth to Create in the Infinite. Nothing is worth retaining that prevents us from Being Free. It can be easy or hard, depending on the intent and strength of our desire to not let go, but it is worth the effort.

Namaste

Healing Inner Child Trauma: Spiritual Journey and Self-Expression

Let us look at and heal the small child within the closet we hold within ourselves.

First, let me state that if you are having serious emotional distress in your life that which I will speak of is not intended to replace your seeking of licensed professional medical or psychiatric help.

This is about your spiritual journey and the pain we have walled within our being from our childhood. There are very few people, unless they have worked with this energy or have had licensed counseling, who do not have some pain trapped within them from their life. It doesn’t necessarily have to have come from your childhood, it could be teenage, young adult, or adulthood physical, mental or emotional trauma.

I speak of it as the inner child trauma because when we are in pain or face intense challenges there is a trigger within us of fight or flight. This is like a child who hides from a challenge or pain to feel safe. I don’t know what a professional psychiatrist would say about this but I have found that at some point in our childhood, we experience a hurt or pain that makes us feel bad or scared. In that moment as a small child we create a safe space within ourselves to which we retreat from the pain and we build a wall or close a door in order to keep out the ones who frighten us or cause us pain. As an adult, when we flee often it is not a physical flight but a movement within us emotionally and mentally to a place within where we as a child have created a safe space.

This is a place where we can cry and hope to remain safe. A part of us has felt that we must not be good or worthy or what we experienced would not have happened. So we can hide that unworthy part, the fearful part of ourselves here where no one can see it and we don’t have to deal with the pain. Then we put a smile on our face and keep going. If we don’t face that unworthy part of ourself then it doesn’t exist. We can now tell ourselves that we are strong and put forth a face an energy of self confidence on the outside, for we have contained that hurt part within the walls.

Yet, this walled part of ourselves keeps us from fully loving ourself and feeling worthy of the love of others. It keeps us from being whole emotionally and mentally. It prevents us from fully manifesting the perfection that we truly are as a soul living in this physical form. It keeps us from knowing that we are able to embrace the concept that we are a part of all creation, a co creator of our reality. It prevents us from embracing the perfection of our being and expressing if fully.

We are an expression of the Universal Oneness of Creation. We are here to experience, learn, expand and create a better world for All Life.

So what do we do?

We begin by acknowledging that it is possible that we have this within ourselves. Then we need to be willing to look at the pain and fear within us. When we are ready we have choices, you can seek professional psychiatric counseling who can help you to find a safe way in which to approach and look at this pain. You can work with a hypnotherapist who can guide you within to look behind the walls you have built and connect with your inner child . There is also guided meditation and or meditation on your own to go within. You will also find many spiritual counselors or courses on line. There is also ministerial counseling. Which you choose is up to you.

However, at some point you must look at this pain and open the door or you will continue be stalled and bump up against this wall in your life and spiritual process.

It may be difficult to do this own your own and you may want to begin with guided meditations. Why do I say this? Because it is hard to not want to turn away when we approach this wall or door to the room and to face the pain within it. It may be easier to just let the ego mind take you out of the process. In a guided meditation at least you have the voice of another which continues to prompt you to move forward and you can focus on that voice instead of your ego mind. You ego mind is in the flight mode to protect you from further hurt it is not your enemy but it must not be your ruling force in life.

Your soul which you connect with in your heart leads you to freedom not your ego mind. You ego mind was created to keep your form safe, to determine how to function in the daily tasks of life and to do this under the direction of the soul. However, part of the earth program is spiritual amnesia in which we forget we are a part of the Universal Oneness and think we are a small separate individual who must struggle to survive in a world full of people and challenges that would hurt us. The idea is that when we focus upon our spirituality and turn within, then we remember and the amnesia dissipates. Then we can reclaim who we truly are as a Soul living in a human form.

This is why we must at some point look at the pain we have hidden within that which I am terming the inner child. I do this because most often it appears to us a small child or younger version of ourselves when we connect, who is huddled in the darkness and crying in pain.

The method I use in my meditation to connect is to move into my heart center. I focus my attention and inner vision upon the center of my chest where my heart chakra exists. I visualize walking deep within until I see a wall. I walk around to see if there is a door, if not I climb over the wall. On the other side is either a dark space or a room with a door. If there is a door I open it and go inside. In either of these, I will ask for a light to shine. Usually you will have heard someone crying or moving inside. When the light shines you will see them. Move towards them and introduce yourself and ask them what is wrong. Tell them you are here to help and listen to them. Then sit beside them and listen.

Reassure them that they are not alone anymore for you are there to help them. Ask them if it is okay for you to hug them and then do so. Ask if there is something you can do to help in this moment and listen. Then again reassure them that you are them and they have made it this far and together you will heal this pain to be even stronger.

Ask that the violet fire of transmutation will take this pain, the cause, core memory, record and effect from your Being to the source of it origin and to the subatomic cellular level. Ask that forgiveness for anyone who has hurt you both will fill your being and that you be forgiven from anyone that you have hurt in this situation that they will forgive you. Share your love with this part of you and feel them merge with you and reunite with you whole again.

As you have merged you can now in the light move out of the room or the walled area for the door is open or the wall gone and the lights are on. You can now come forth from your meditation with the focus that you are now free of this pain.

This does not mean that you may not have other pain that you have walled within from other instances and ages of your life still within and you may need to do this process more than once. For our pain even on a single area may have layers like an onion that need to be peeled away for they have resurfaced at differing times in our lives in different ways that have created a unique scar within us. There can also be entirely different topics of pain trapped in that room. A child may have the pain of being told they are bad, and the teenage may have the pain of saying being rejected by their peers and told they are weird, a young adult is rejected by someone they want to date, an adult has a spouse who cheats on them.

Each of these could be part of that childhood trauma of being told they are bad. Creating actions in their lives based on a belief that they are not good or worthy of love and affection that allows others to treat them badly. These are the effect of the core memory of the original event. The one journey can clear all of these and sometimes, we are not fully ready to let go of one of the legs of the effect. For instance, the spouse has recently cheated and it still hurts and we need to go back in and look at this pain which we feel as an adult. Don’t hesitate to do this process as many times as needed until you walk inside your heart and find there are no walls and no darkness.

During this process, always before you meditate, ask for protection. Archangel Michael will happily place you in his blue pyramid of protection. Please, ask for the highest light and energies possible to be with you. When you are entering your heart chakra it is always nice to ask Archangel Chamuel who is the protector of the Heart Charka to be with you and help you to release all pain. In addition, Archangels who can help in this process could be the Archangels who work with forgiveness. They are Archangels who deal with our Soul Star Chakra called Archangel Mariel and Archangel Lavender. They help us to forgive and to seek those who need to forgive us and ask them to do so. If you don’t believe in Archangels it is fine. Angels are in essence not winged beings but energy aspects of Creation which bring a particular aspect of energy to us when called upon and help us to feel connected to that energy.

May you find clarity in this process. If one suggestion doesn’t work try another to find what works best for you. Sometimes it helps to connect personally with someone to talk about things. We are all different and our journey and needs unique to us. Don’t give up if something doesn’t work keep trying it is worth it to be Free and Whole again.

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I will be offering a guided meditation mp3 of this soon on my etsy site. If you are interested please email and I will let you know when available. IF you have any questions or there is something I can help with please email.

oracleofdivinegrace@oracleofdivinegrace

Blessings on your journey to freedom.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.

Embracing Authentic Self: Accelerating into 5D Vibration

Your words and actions are the truth you project.

Do they match that which you say you believe?

Are you living your authentic self?

We are in a time of amazing opportunity for transformation of self to be that which we believe to be the best self possible. Earth is transitioning from 3D chaos to 5D organic existence. We are being given the opportunity to move forward with Earth, by the Universe sharing all the energies we need to do it.

These energies are intended to aid us and are activating energies which mean they activate within us that which exists. If you have done your spiritual work to clear old blockages and outdated beliefs, they are providing you with energies to accelerate into 5D levels of vibration to move with Earth easily.

If you have within you fear, anger, hatred, judgement, violence, prejudice or any other separatist, controlling or limiting energy including a lack of self love or non forgiveness then these too are being activated and accelerated. Not as a punishment, because the energy is neutral it simply provides the possibility of activation, but as a tool that we can use to identify and clear. We are being show these aspects so that we can make a choice to continue forward as we have or to look at them and make the choice to be free.

These energies are not a punishment, but a clear tool to aid us in this process. If we choose to look at those aspects of ourselves which we most often lock away behind a wall because we don’t like them, that which is termed the shadow self, we are given accelerated tools of transformation and release. What used to take years of therapy, counseling and for some living in isolation to identify, deal with, release and transform can more easily be accomplished.

The key is you must make the choice, be willing to do this, focus upon it with intent to release, transform and be free. I am not saying each one will be easy. Some of these emotions, memories and beliefs are deeply embedded within us. Some are ancestral and in our DNA, or are from prior lives, or childhood. Some we were taught by our parents, families and people we trusted to be truth and the way things should be. However, the world changes and evolves and we must decide if those truths are making us happier and creating a better world for ourselves and all life. This is not about saying you are bad or wrong. We each have chosen to participate and create the world in which we live. We seek ones who believe the same to validate those beliefs. We have the right to make that choices and live it as long as we desire.

However, if you are finding it is not as satisfying as you once felt, then perhaps it is time to reevaluate them. We are being given so much help in order to make this as easy as possible for the Universe loves us and wants the highest and greatest good for all. Energies of release and transformation are coming forth to help us.

One of the best tools is the Violet Fire of Transformation from the Source of Creation which will remove and transmute any energy we are ready to release. Bring it down to the subatomic level of your being to release that which keep you from enjoying freedom to move into 5D level of vibration and Ascension with Earth.

There are many levels of release and transformation but we are being given the tools to make it easier. However, we must do the work no one can do it for us. For we are given free will to make the choice of how we want to live, learn and explore life and creation. We do not judge you as right or wrong, we are simply offering an alternative. If you are ready to live a life of freedom from chaos to explore the possibilities of the Universe, begin the process now.

We don’t need a space ship to see the wonders possible, for it exists within our light body to travel to the Infinite ends of existence and create more. This is the freedom that awaits us. We can’t reach that if we want to hold on to hatred, anger, violence, separation, fear and all the other changes that tie us to 3D chaos reality. One day all will make the choice of freedom, but it may not be as easy to do as it is now with all the help available.

Where do you begin? Begin by being mindful of your thoughts before you speak and act. Stop before you speak, take a deep breath and ask yourself is this kind, helpful, uplifting and unifying? If not, then ask yourself what it is within you that causes you to have this thought that would hurt another or cause separation. This is what needs to be released and transformed.

It is a process. When you can identify it, you need to be willing to release it. When you are ready to release it call for help and ask that the Violet Fire of Transformation, a gift of the Universe to come into your being to the subatomic level to release the energy or thought. Ask that the cause, core memory , record and effect of this original creation be released and transformed. Then ask that the clear diamond light of purity fill those cleared spaces with light and love.

Think of the Violet Fire as a flame that moves through you clearing and burning away the debris. If it is a thought form or belief you can also think of it as a camp fire, into which you write the thought on a piece of paper and say, I release this old belief or memory into the fire of transformation to be released of the cause, core memory, record and effect it has had upon me – TO BE FREE.

This is where you begin, by making the choice and taking control of your thoughts, words and deeds which create your future. There are more steps to take and we will be looking at them in the days ahead, but this begins your process. Love yourself, forgive yourself, embrace yourself and others who are part of you. We will look at that which is ancestral in your DNA, your inner child that has been affected and locked away since childhood, we will look at past lives.

I plan to create and offer in my esty shop MP3 meditations for ones to use to look at each of these areas and to move to release and transform them. For most of us have many layers of clearing and it helps to have something to refer back to and aid us in this process. I will let you know if you are interested when they are ready.

If you have any questions please email me and may your journey bring you joy and peace whatever you choose.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim