Tag: healing

Embrace Your Essence: The Power of Love

You are Pure Love at the Essence of Your Being.

The past hurts and experiences that were less than loving cannot block your dreams and future expressions unless you allow them to do so. You are the center of your Universe, looking out over your Creation. What you believe about yourself and the world is how you will express your life and create the experience of it.

Make love your focus and purpose. Not the sexual, romantic love but the compassionate, caring, uplifting expression of Unity and hope. Find it in all possibilities and challenges. If something you I see or experience doesn’t fit, I will shift my awareness until I return to Love. That upon which we focus creates the vibrational level of our existence. It is the vibrational level we possess that brings to us energies of the same vibration.

If we focus on separation, judgment, control and anger in ourselves, others and the world, then that is the vibrational energies of experience that we will draw to ourselves. The Universe is about fulfilling our wishes as Creator Beings. The subconscious level does not understand that we may want one thing but do and say another. Where we focus our energy, actions, thoughts and words the subconscious sees as our desires and brings us more of this to experience.

If we want more joy, peace, love, abundance and harmony in our lives we must place our focus upon them. Be devoted to love so that you cannot be pulled from it by others. To be expressing unconditional love does not mean you subjugate yourself to be smaller or less so that others feel good about themselves. These are conditional actions that create unbalanced energy. You are not responsible for others, only your own choices and actions.

It is the expression of yourself as love that does not judge another’s choices or actions, but allows them to experience what they have chosen. It is the expression of yourself as love, that helps another in need whether human, animal or plant as you see the need or feel the call from their being to lend a hand to help them. It may be a plant or tree needs water, an animal is in distress and abandoned and needs help, a elderly person is alone and needs someone to mow their lawn or take them to the grocery store. These you do out of love for all Life without expecting reciprocity or recognition.

There is you attempt to believe something that is not your truth, you will not feel good about it and it will create unbalanced energy. We need to feel balanced in every moment. If we become unbalanced, don’t get upset, simply stop and return to your heart center. Then breath deeply and release the feeling and ask that it be replaced with love.

Remember to that love includes yourself. Your are perfect just as you are in this moment. For you are an aspect of the Creation exploring and learning to understand and transform that which doesn’t match Unity so that you can once again experience and express the fullness of your Being.

As you express love, you will also experience the emergence of the shadows of experiences that you have placed in the darkness so that you don’t have to deal with the pain and hurt. These shadows don’t seek to harm you, but they want and need the light and love. So as you grow in love, they will knock upon the door to be embraced and freed to be love too.

Ask for the love and support of your Higher Self, Source, your guides or Angels, or whomever you feel comfortable to ask for help in bringing light and love to these parts of you that they may feel loved, heard and set free to be in the light. Ask that the cause of the pain may be identified and released for it is no longer needed. That the core memory may be transformed with love, compassion and understanding. That the record within your DNA and akashic be transformed back to light and love and that the effect that created the shadow or separation be transformed by love into Unity within you.

The shadow can come from your DNA, a past life or early life experiences. I share this about the shadow in this message of love because all existence is created in love. The pain and separation we experience is because we have touched on energies at some point that are less than love and have created an unbalanced energy within us to others and to ourself. We need to love all parts of ourselves to fully love and be one with Creation. This is why we exist to Be Love and share Love for Love heals all wounds.

I am creating short guided meditations to aid in this process, if interested you can message me and I will provide more information when they are available.

May you find Love, Balance, Peace and Joy along your journey to Wholeness.

Letting Go

For all of us this is an intense time of change and emotional upheaval to come to a place of balance and harmony in our lives.

To do this it means searching the shadows or blockages within us to see the source or cause and let go of the core memory, record and effect of that cause. For those of us who are type A personalities and control freaks of any level it is difficult. For we love our comfort zones and it isn’t easy to step out of them and to see that there might be a better way of perceiving and living.

Yet, that is exactly what we must do in order to move forward. We don’t have to do everything at once. That is what becomes the frightening aspect and also an excuse not to look at things or make changes because it is to much, too overwhelming. We don’t know where to begin and it is frightening to not know what lies beyond in the unknown realm. Our fears and beliefs have been the parameters which define our lives and how we are supposed to live. They are our comfort zone, even if they are sometimes negative, at least we know them and how to deal with them.

We each have this prompt within us that we know we are supposed to do something, but we don’t exactly know what that might be. Even when we have a hint what it is, we are not sure where to begin. It can seem so overwhelming, that we climb back in our comfort zone that we know so well.

We might know on a knowledge level of information that the Universe wants us to be in perfect health, happy and abundant, but we just haven’t seen those things manifest in our real, everyday life. Well, perhaps sometimes, but not on a regular basis. What if the thing we came to do might require a change in location or work? What if we live pay check to pay check and don’t know how we can afford to leave our job or move. We need our job, we have a family.

Please know that your I AM Presence, the part of you that is part of the Source of All knows this. The Source , your Higher Self wants you to have it ALL, and to be ALL that you came into this life to BE. You are a loving and loved, Being of the Universe, who has magic within you. This magic can create anything and everything, when you are able to tap into the HEART of your BEING.

You have free will. If, how and when you decide to begin to make changes personally to grow spiritually and to move toward that ‘why you are here’ aspect is up to you. Take it one step at a time. You need but ask for help from your I AM, God, the Source, Angels, Guide, with whomever you feel a connection, ask and they will help you.

Start by being mindful of your thoughts, words and deeds, that they come from a place of caring, compassion and balance. That you act from a place of inner peace instead of emotional reaction. Focus within your heart to feel peace and ask for guidance and then follow that guidance. Allow others the same without the need to judge their choices if they are different, or to control them. “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you”, as a loving and caring person.

ASK yourself what you would love to do if you could do anything in this world as your career or job. What is you passion? When you love your job, you never work a day in your life, for you are living your passion. Ask for guidance in how you should proceed. Make a list of the steps needed and make them small steps so you can do them easily one at a time, but be open to the inner guidance and hunches, the signs might show you a different path to follow at the crossroads.

What I mean is I hear constantly from Spirit that I am a healer. Yet, I have never wanted to be a doctor, or even to do hands on healing. I like the Arcturian Healing method because it is being a therapist that finds out what is needed and connects you to the Arcturians who work with you to heal. I also have been drawn to the QHHT healing because it is a form of hypnosis that takes one to the theta state to connect with your Higher Self who works with you to do healing. I prefer to help people to clear the mental, emotional and spiritual blockages that are the source of their physical symptoms, which are a signal to pay attention to the imbalances in your life.

Letting go means to let go of the need to control everything and everyone. To let go of the blockages and beliefs we hold from this life, our ancestors through our DNA or in past or parallel lives to be able to move into the flow of unity with our Higher Self and the Universal Oneness.

It doesn’t have to be scary if we focus on the NOW moment and turn within to ask for guidance as to what is the higher perspective in this moment. Release the need to control and seek that which brings unity and harmony. This doesn’t mean giving your power to another, it means allowing them their choices, and seeking the higher perspective for you that brings you to unity with your Higher Self so that you can tap into the MAGIC of CREATING a better life for you and in the world. Struggles and conflict change nothing. They create more of the same.

When you let go of control and see a challenge as an opportunity of reflection of something within you that no longer serves and needs to be released, you have taken a step to freedom and mastery. Mindfulness – STOP – take a breath, center in the heart and release.

You can do this.

ONE STEP AT A TIME – LET GO – LET YOUR INTUITION GUIDE YOU.

Trusting Your Inner Guidance: Letting Go of Doubt

Doubt the long and winding road.

I awoke from a dream this morning knowing I had to write about something I heard yesterday. The connection between the dream and what I heard yesterday will become clear as I go along.

In the dream I was in a car with a group of people and we were trying to get to work and back home to where we began our journey. Yet, we were living in an area of great beauty of which we were reminded as the road we traveled passed the ocean view and proceeded into the long and winding road through hills and overgrown vegetation which we couldn’t see beyond. At times the road disappeared or was blocked and we had to search other ways to move forward.

To me as I write this the road home is our spiritual journey. Often we look to the past or are trapped in our beliefs and thoughts by past events in our lives that hinder us from see the beauty of NOW, where we are in our lives so that we can enjoy and be joyful in how far we have come along our path. Instead we cling to the old, the past and it limits our vision and our way forward. Sometimes, it takes us off the path and we have to seek help from others, guides to find our way back to the path.

When we return to the path, will we choose to continue as we have been doing , consttantly looking back or seek to enjoy the beauty of NOW and what we have accomplished. In this we are transforming our beliefs and moving forward with clear vision of our work and path.

I thank Ascended Master Thoth for this dream/vision for it helped me to bring together the pieces.

Yesterday, I was taking a QHHT class that is Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique. In this session they were sharing a session with a person’s Subconscious/Higher Self in which they were very personable and engaging, and what they shared could have been the words from my own guides. Of course all life being one, in essence that is kind of what was happening. For in this session they shared it had taken a year for them to get her to have a session with Delores Cannon so that they could share the information the person wanted and needed with her. I awoke this morning and felt like Thoth had been nudging me to take this course to hear this session.

In QHHT a person is taken down to the THETA state of consciousness to see the most appropriate past life to answer their question as to what is the cause of their physical and/or emotional problem that is blocking them in their life. After seeing the past life, they are then taken to connect with their Subconscious/Higher Self that speaks through them to share what is needed to heal if truly desire to be healed. We have to realize that sometimes a person gains benefit or identity through the problem or illness. The choice to heal or transform is always ours.

Anyway, the point that struck me, is that the person was stuck in self doubt about her abilities. She wondered if she was truly hearing or making them up. The wisdom she had gained, she wondered if with all the teachers and books in the world, would it be of value or benefit to share what she knew. Could she really help others to heal and connect with their inner spirit.

I had to smile as her Subconscious spoke for that is what my guides have been saying to me. It doesn’t matter if there are 1 million books on a subject. My unique perspective may be exactly what 1 or 1 million people needed to hear to shift their perspective and reconnect. The struggles and experiences of my life written in a book may help another to see something of themselves and help them to shift. Just like listening to this one session brought benefit to me. Thoth is grinning widely as I write this and nodding his head.

I have been guided in the last few months to healing modalities that involve not me doing hands on healing but helping ones to clear and balance their energy bodies to heal their physical themselves. I have been nugged to finish writing the books I have been working upon some for years. I even came across one I wrote 20 years ago, and began to hear to update and publish it.

So the session of the training spoke to me, and I think to many of us about our self doubts about our abilities and if in this plethora of internet teachings and books if there is a need for us. YES THERE IS !! That is what I am hearing shouted at me as I write this. Don’t let the doubts of our past beliefs and experiences cause us to believe we don’t truly have the beauty and wisdom that is needed in this world. Live in the NOW, breath in the beauty all around you. The past does not define us, let it go and transform it with the violet flame and bring in the light of truth.

You are loved. Your are valued. You are needed and so are the gifts and wisdom you have. If you only touch one person in this world you have made a difference. TRUST in yourself and let go of doubt. Trust the inner voice and guidance it is real. Know that what you are receiving is of value to you and the world. If we focus in the Now and trust in our inner guidance, the brambles and hills that block our view and our path forward will disappear, for they are of our own creation. Listen to the inner guidance it is showing us the easiest path forward.

Embrace the beauty of the view from Now and Being aligned to your inner truth and Light. I hear my cheering squad on the other side saying – HALLELUJAH she finally gets it. So, today I am going to pick up the books and begin the process of completing them.

I hope this helped someone. It certainly helped me.

Glamour Versus Reality: Embracing the Reward of Weeding

How quickly a day can change yet all be related.

arlier, I was called to look at Glamour in our lives and how it is an illusin.

However, as life would have it, I had many weeds in my gardens of flowers and vegetables that needed pulled. So off I went to do the dreaded job. I would say no one likes weeding for it is a hard job, yet there are ones who might. At least they might like myself appreciate the result of their effort.

Weeding is painful on the knees, back and fingernails. YET, it has its rewards when you can look at the garden and see it nice and neat and the plants and flower having room to breath and grow. It reminds me of my own personal energy weeding of beliefs and blockages.

In some ways the hard physical weeding is easier than the personal weeding of my thoughts and beliefs, to clear and heal. Garden weeds I can easily just pull and throw away. When I have to look within myself, I have to determine where it began, the cause. Was it this life, a past life, an ancestorial DNA inherited cause? What was the core memory or trauma that created it? Am I willing to let it go or do I still find benefit from holding on to the belief and pain? What is the benefit in keeping it and letting go?

However, weed we must our physical garden and our spiritual beliefs and blockages. Just keep your focus on the joy the result will bring and that will help you to make it through.

I have added several guided meditations to aid in this process on my etsy site if you are interested. You don’t need guided meditation, you can simply go within and seek the answers in the quiet. I just find it helps me to keep my monkey mind quiet and focused to use guided meditations.

Here is a link if you are interested.

https://violetfireguidance.etsy.com/

If you want to share of your journey and process visit my face book page

Star Center of Creation

Let’s all do some weeding. It may not be a glamorous job but it is one worth doing.

Namaste

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Healing Inner Child Trauma: Spiritual Journey and Self-Expression

Let us look at and heal the small child within the closet we hold within ourselves.

First, let me state that if you are having serious emotional distress in your life that which I will speak of is not intended to replace your seeking of licensed professional medical or psychiatric help.

This is about your spiritual journey and the pain we have walled within our being from our childhood. There are very few people, unless they have worked with this energy or have had licensed counseling, who do not have some pain trapped within them from their life. It doesn’t necessarily have to have come from your childhood, it could be teenage, young adult, or adulthood physical, mental or emotional trauma.

I speak of it as the inner child trauma because when we are in pain or face intense challenges there is a trigger within us of fight or flight. This is like a child who hides from a challenge or pain to feel safe. I don’t know what a professional psychiatrist would say about this but I have found that at some point in our childhood, we experience a hurt or pain that makes us feel bad or scared. In that moment as a small child we create a safe space within ourselves to which we retreat from the pain and we build a wall or close a door in order to keep out the ones who frighten us or cause us pain. As an adult, when we flee often it is not a physical flight but a movement within us emotionally and mentally to a place within where we as a child have created a safe space.

This is a place where we can cry and hope to remain safe. A part of us has felt that we must not be good or worthy or what we experienced would not have happened. So we can hide that unworthy part, the fearful part of ourselves here where no one can see it and we don’t have to deal with the pain. Then we put a smile on our face and keep going. If we don’t face that unworthy part of ourself then it doesn’t exist. We can now tell ourselves that we are strong and put forth a face an energy of self confidence on the outside, for we have contained that hurt part within the walls.

Yet, this walled part of ourselves keeps us from fully loving ourself and feeling worthy of the love of others. It keeps us from being whole emotionally and mentally. It prevents us from fully manifesting the perfection that we truly are as a soul living in this physical form. It keeps us from knowing that we are able to embrace the concept that we are a part of all creation, a co creator of our reality. It prevents us from embracing the perfection of our being and expressing if fully.

We are an expression of the Universal Oneness of Creation. We are here to experience, learn, expand and create a better world for All Life.

So what do we do?

We begin by acknowledging that it is possible that we have this within ourselves. Then we need to be willing to look at the pain and fear within us. When we are ready we have choices, you can seek professional psychiatric counseling who can help you to find a safe way in which to approach and look at this pain. You can work with a hypnotherapist who can guide you within to look behind the walls you have built and connect with your inner child . There is also guided meditation and or meditation on your own to go within. You will also find many spiritual counselors or courses on line. There is also ministerial counseling. Which you choose is up to you.

However, at some point you must look at this pain and open the door or you will continue be stalled and bump up against this wall in your life and spiritual process.

It may be difficult to do this own your own and you may want to begin with guided meditations. Why do I say this? Because it is hard to not want to turn away when we approach this wall or door to the room and to face the pain within it. It may be easier to just let the ego mind take you out of the process. In a guided meditation at least you have the voice of another which continues to prompt you to move forward and you can focus on that voice instead of your ego mind. You ego mind is in the flight mode to protect you from further hurt it is not your enemy but it must not be your ruling force in life.

Your soul which you connect with in your heart leads you to freedom not your ego mind. You ego mind was created to keep your form safe, to determine how to function in the daily tasks of life and to do this under the direction of the soul. However, part of the earth program is spiritual amnesia in which we forget we are a part of the Universal Oneness and think we are a small separate individual who must struggle to survive in a world full of people and challenges that would hurt us. The idea is that when we focus upon our spirituality and turn within, then we remember and the amnesia dissipates. Then we can reclaim who we truly are as a Soul living in a human form.

This is why we must at some point look at the pain we have hidden within that which I am terming the inner child. I do this because most often it appears to us a small child or younger version of ourselves when we connect, who is huddled in the darkness and crying in pain.

The method I use in my meditation to connect is to move into my heart center. I focus my attention and inner vision upon the center of my chest where my heart chakra exists. I visualize walking deep within until I see a wall. I walk around to see if there is a door, if not I climb over the wall. On the other side is either a dark space or a room with a door. If there is a door I open it and go inside. In either of these, I will ask for a light to shine. Usually you will have heard someone crying or moving inside. When the light shines you will see them. Move towards them and introduce yourself and ask them what is wrong. Tell them you are here to help and listen to them. Then sit beside them and listen.

Reassure them that they are not alone anymore for you are there to help them. Ask them if it is okay for you to hug them and then do so. Ask if there is something you can do to help in this moment and listen. Then again reassure them that you are them and they have made it this far and together you will heal this pain to be even stronger.

Ask that the violet fire of transmutation will take this pain, the cause, core memory, record and effect from your Being to the source of it origin and to the subatomic cellular level. Ask that forgiveness for anyone who has hurt you both will fill your being and that you be forgiven from anyone that you have hurt in this situation that they will forgive you. Share your love with this part of you and feel them merge with you and reunite with you whole again.

As you have merged you can now in the light move out of the room or the walled area for the door is open or the wall gone and the lights are on. You can now come forth from your meditation with the focus that you are now free of this pain.

This does not mean that you may not have other pain that you have walled within from other instances and ages of your life still within and you may need to do this process more than once. For our pain even on a single area may have layers like an onion that need to be peeled away for they have resurfaced at differing times in our lives in different ways that have created a unique scar within us. There can also be entirely different topics of pain trapped in that room. A child may have the pain of being told they are bad, and the teenage may have the pain of saying being rejected by their peers and told they are weird, a young adult is rejected by someone they want to date, an adult has a spouse who cheats on them.

Each of these could be part of that childhood trauma of being told they are bad. Creating actions in their lives based on a belief that they are not good or worthy of love and affection that allows others to treat them badly. These are the effect of the core memory of the original event. The one journey can clear all of these and sometimes, we are not fully ready to let go of one of the legs of the effect. For instance, the spouse has recently cheated and it still hurts and we need to go back in and look at this pain which we feel as an adult. Don’t hesitate to do this process as many times as needed until you walk inside your heart and find there are no walls and no darkness.

During this process, always before you meditate, ask for protection. Archangel Michael will happily place you in his blue pyramid of protection. Please, ask for the highest light and energies possible to be with you. When you are entering your heart chakra it is always nice to ask Archangel Chamuel who is the protector of the Heart Charka to be with you and help you to release all pain. In addition, Archangels who can help in this process could be the Archangels who work with forgiveness. They are Archangels who deal with our Soul Star Chakra called Archangel Mariel and Archangel Lavender. They help us to forgive and to seek those who need to forgive us and ask them to do so. If you don’t believe in Archangels it is fine. Angels are in essence not winged beings but energy aspects of Creation which bring a particular aspect of energy to us when called upon and help us to feel connected to that energy.

May you find clarity in this process. If one suggestion doesn’t work try another to find what works best for you. Sometimes it helps to connect personally with someone to talk about things. We are all different and our journey and needs unique to us. Don’t give up if something doesn’t work keep trying it is worth it to be Free and Whole again.

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I will be offering a guided meditation mp3 of this soon on my etsy site. If you are interested please email and I will let you know when available. IF you have any questions or there is something I can help with please email.

oracleofdivinegrace@oracleofdivinegrace

Blessings on your journey to freedom.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.

Manifesting Reality: The Power of Intent and Focus

Where we focus our attention with Intent and strong feelings manifests. The stronger our feelings and the clearer our focus and intent the quicker this happens.

We create the world we experience each day of our lives. Yes, it is the norm in today’s society to say, “No, I am a victim of the actions of others.” Yet, even in an event in which another does something to us physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally or even financially, we have to be aware of our choices that might have put us in that position. If we listen from our hearts, there are always signs to warn us to be-ware or be aware of what is happening.

I remember reading about a young girl who told how her mother always told her not to go out at night alone. She was in at college and through with classes and decided to walk to the store and was robbed. Luckily that is all that happened. Was she a victim? Yes, she suffered from the actions of another. Did she have responsibility for being there at that time that made it possible, even though that mother voice in her head said she shouldn’t? Yes , she did.

I am an independent bookkeeper. One day a manager of a store called me to say that the electric company had called and needed payment or they would shut off the power. I knew that the electric company was automatically paid, but even if I didn’t I would have confirmed if payment was due before I sent a payment.

On September 11, 2001 many people did not get on certain planes, or go into the office on that date because they felt that they shouldn’t do so. One lady told her brother on September 10, that she felt she was going to die, and she did go into work the next day and passed in the horror of the twin towers of New York City. Those who died were victims of the choices of terrorists. Yet, did they each have a warning sign, feeling or signal which they ignored.

Each choice we make creates the actions and perspective we have of events we experience in life. We have the choice to listen to the signs and signals or ignore them.

Not all possible choices or signs are ones that create negative situations or experiences. I was told when I was 16 that I would live west of the Mississippi. Didn’t seem that possible growing up on a farm in Indiana. Then I married and it seemed even less likely. One day a man came to where I worked and brought me a books called “The Cosmic Conspiracy” by Stan Deyo. I did not know the man nor did I ever see him again. He simply said he was told to bring me this book. That moment in time set me on a path of spiritual growth and experience beyond belief. It opened doors that eventually lead me to California.

So from that day forward, I try always to watch for signs, feelings and messages. I find Spirit is accommodating whenever possible to my life and work, but I try to keep focused upon what is to be done. I try to keep my will out of the way as much as possible to keep the intent pure to what is needed for the highest good and to feel the joy, peace and thankfulness for being able to participate in what is needed to aid the higher vision for humanity.

So, I apply with intent, focus and feeling the concept of mindfulness to remember no my will but the highest perspective possible in life. If I choose not to participate that is my right, but that does not make me a victim of life. I can’t say but my family needed this or that, for if we truly want something we focus on making it happen, the more we desire it the more likely we are to make it happen. The key is purity of intent, is it for personal power and glory or for love and a desire to help create a better world.

We are at a unique moment in time. The changes happening in governments all over the planet will determine the experiences of humanity as a whole. We can sit back and say well what can I do, I am a victim. Of course there is also the option, that I will force my point of view on others because it is right and the only way. That is power and control focus of ego consciousness.

THE HIGHER PERSPECTIVE is for people around the world to say, “OK, enough is enough. I don’t want this chaos, pain, hurt and violence anymore. I don’t want to see people being killed or suffering. I want to see a better world of abundance, security, love, compassion and hope for all. LET US OPEN THE BOX AND LET OUT HOPE. Let us make the choice to drop the us and them and seek ‘we’.

WE THE PEOPLE – United we stand and divided we fall. If we focus on love and compassion and coming together. It doesn’t matter what person or group of people are leading a country, if we do what we know to be the best and kindest actions and choices in our lives. Working together with each other instead of drawing lines in the sand. If this we do eventually the old order will fall for it will no longer be fed by anger and division and a NEW era of leadership will emerge in which we all prosper and are safe and loved.

YOU MUST MAKE THE CHOICE TO LET GO OF THE OLD and CHOOSE THE HIGHER PATH OF UNITY.

THE HOSTS OF LIGHT AWAIT OR CHOICES TO COME TO JOIN US IN THIS PROCESS.

Namaste – Peace be with you

I Am Marguerite

Trauma Wounds

Learning to understand and Identify in order to heal.

All of us experience trauma personally at some point in our lives. We see and hear about traumatic events almost daily around the world. We have memories of trauma and rejection from past lives and even ancestral trauma patterns within our DNA. The human body has built in connections to the rational mind of fight or flight instinct which is automatically activated . This is the basis upon which our rational mind evaluates people and events in conjunction with our learned beliefs and perceptions regarding the world. This triggers reactions of behavior to what we see or experience.

You may even find your body responding to something with pain due to a DNA memory stored in our body of a previous similar event for ourselves in this life or another, even of a ancestor passed to us in our DNA. You may wonder how a past life of grandparent could affect us. This is not a simple concept for it is a multidimensional topic, but I will try to break it down into the simplest explanation possible.

Life on Earth, ALL LIFE, is connected not only because we are all a part of the Source of Creation, but because we are all connected via the Creational Matrix of Earth. Within the Earth’s grids and ley lines are also crystal matrices. When we are not incarnate these crystal matrices hold the memory of us as an individual to be accessed by mass consciousness, and then we reconnect to it and mass consciousness of the Creational Matrix, if and when we reincarnate. This is done via our DNA which is multidimensional. It is not my purpose in this writing to explain this, and if you are interested now, please try the book, “The Twelve Layers of DNA” by Kryon.

The mass consciousness within the Creational Matrix determines what life is like on Earth and what we perceive as reality. All we perceive has been agreed upon at some point in evolution. For example we all see a table as a flat surface supported by vertical legs, usually 4. It is through this connection that we also connect to past life karma. Our familial genetic karmic wounds are stored within the genetic DNA we inherit from our parents on the cellular level. While the personal past life is from a consciousness level. All of the above affect our perceptions and life choices.

Before incarnating you have taken all of these factors into consideration in creating the plan for your life in form. We choose our parents, where we will be born, when, what karmic patterns we will work to clear, what we will seek as knowledge and understanding, and even what higher service we plan on doing. The hard part is that earth has a policy of amnesia for the unascended beings when you incarnate. This means that you forget, who you are and what you came in to do in order that you don’t abuse your power to create until you have chosen to move into higher spiritual levels and can utilize these abilities for the highest good. This is for our protection so we don’t create more karma.

During each life we also experience new trauma because life on Earth is not easy. We all realize that we have physical conditions that we may have inherited, like being prone to heart disease, asthma, breast cancer, blood diseases. However, we can also have inherited fears, phobia, even abilities or spiritual gifts. From my mother’s mother’s side of the family I inherited psychic gifts. For the women in my mother’s family, they didn’t speak of such things as psychic gifts for that was witchcraft, but they had these thoughts and feelings and unfortunately in denying them, they often caused them to be emotionally and mentally frustrated and for some unstable. It was when my Mother and I began discussing them that it was finally allowed to heal.

Yet, for me there was still a blockages in my connection and it wasn’t until I realized that I had experienced a traumatic past life event in which I felt guilty because I was trying to prevent this event and was unable to stop the perpetrators. I felt guilt that I had failed in my task. It wasn’t until I was able to look at it in this life and understand I can only control my choices and not those of another. I did all I could but the Law of Freedom of Choice, Self Will meant I had to allow them without interference or I would have created karmic repercussions perhaps even worse. In realizing this I was able to release the guilt and trauma and embrace seeing again. For I realize I don’t have to look at that event if I don’t choose to do so, but I have not done anything wrong and it is okay to ‘see’.

I have found it hard to meditate in silence. I can do meditation with music or guided easily. However, to sit in silence was difficult. When I dug deep, I realized a part of me felt guilty about wasting time, when there were so many things that needed done. Growing up on a small family farm there was always something to be done. In our society small farmers not only work their farms but outside of their farms at other jobs. Both my parents worked and my sister and I had many chores to help to keep things going. This had influenced my life so that it was hard to sit and just be when there were things to ‘do’. I knew that our goal is to ‘do’ from a place of ‘being’ with the I AM. I am still working on this but getting better. I know use more music to aid in reaching these states.

This morning I had another realization which triggered this post. I saw a posting by a woman and it had to do with the Divine Feminine. What she said were repeated information we have all heard, but her claims bothered me and I wasn’t sure why. As I shared with a friend, I was able to uncover that in past lives, like in the life I spoke of before regarding the Catastrophic event, I have been bound to not saying too much due to allowing all to their free will choices. This had created the guilt, for a part of me always wanted to say , wait don’t believe that it is not true. Yet, we have all come in to learn, explore and make choices. As I learned in that prior lifetime, I could share the possible outcomes, but it was still their choice and experience to make and have. So I realized that all I can truly do is to share as I am now doing what I have learned and hope the person seeking and needing an answer can find it and make a better choice.

If you have any questions please feel free to ask.

Namaste

Creativity

Purity and clarity of intent, focus and energy manifest.

Today upon awakening I heard and recorded,

” In manifestation, clarity and purity of intent with joy or passion are essential.”

I didn’t think much more about it. I have been focused upon learning the Arcturian healing technique. I decided to pull 3 cards from the Angel deck I have to see what energies would be good upon which to focus. When I say pull, I shuffle and watch for the cards that fly out or stick up, for that is how my guides help me. The cards were, Imagination, Creativity and Archangel Gabriel. Synchronicities I love them.

The imagination card speaks of how our thoughts are the building blocks of life from which everything originates. It further says when we add creativity (the other card I pulled). It reminds me that from a bridge, to a castle or an airplane, everything begins with a thought which is then given energy and emotion to manifest in the physical plane. It reminds me to use my creative imagination to expand my horizons and manifest the life I want.

When we hold a vision with purity and clarity, the angels see it and draw forth the energies we need to manifest it. Decide what one wants to manifest, and speak, “I hold the highest possible positive outcome of this or something better, in alignment with the greater good for all. “

The next card was creativity, which suggests I explore the possibilities and to let my imagination flow. It also suggest asking my guides and angels to direct me to something worthwhile and to help me to channel the energies. If one is not focused and able to channel the energies we can become restless and dispirited and give up on the vision manifesting. The angels remind us we are co-creators with the Divine and need to use our energy, purely and with joy. An affirmation being ” I enjoy my creative abilities and use them with purity of intent.”

The final card being Archangel Gabriel. Archangel Gabriel brings guidance, clarity, purification, communicates Divine Will, and bring Divine Grace. He helps us to release old patterns and thoughts which keep us in a lower vibration. He helps us to find discipline, clarity and joy. An Affirmation to use, “I am the purity and light of the Divine.” Call on Gabriel to help us to become clear, to release the old, and begin to find focus and purity of intent and purpose to manifest that which we desire in our lives.

So these cards truly came together to help bring more clarity and direction about creating and manifesting, which is what I am needing as I proceed forward to manifest the mission I feel called to do. At first though I was surprised the cards didn’t have a direction regarding the healing work. Then I realized that the first lessons of the healing course I am taking has to do with manifestation. It was directed to how disease manifests in our physical form, mental, emotional or energetic patterns and why. Now, I see the pattern and reasoning of my guides.

You see, we have four main bodies that interact consistently as we live in our 3D form. There are more as we raise our frequency to more subtle levels, but in our 3D they are the physical, energy/astral, emotional and mental bodies. The last three all being on more subtle 4D energy levels. For us to be healthy, happy and able to manifest what we desire and even to live hundreds of years without physical deterioration, our 4 bodies must be operating at maximum clarity in balance and harmony with each other. Disease can begin on the physical level, due to foods we eat.

For instance, an animal who is mistreated, fed chemicals and killed in an horrific and frightening manner for human consumption will have fear, chemical and maybe even diseases within its meat. When we eat this meat, the fear of the animal cannot be processed by our physical form, but is still present in the meat and so that energy goes to our emotional and mental bodies to be processed and we become out of balance. This can create fear in us, feelings of pain and anger, that is present and we have not obsorbed it.

The same as when someone has a transplant. The memories of who we are exist in our DNA and blood. When we take on the organ of another person, the energies of their thoughts and emotions cannot be utilized by our physical form and so they move to our mental and emotional body to be processed. Thus, this is why some will find new interest, or emotions after a transplant.

As with Creation beginning as a thought which with the emotion of desire to manifest it is spoken and the energy needed to materialize it is called forth, the same can happen in our form. We have anger and fear, or belief patterns that are intense and out of balance with the Oneness of Creation. These imbalances create a dis-ease within the physical form. Now when it moves from subtle bodies to physical it is clearing the subtle levels and bringing them into balance. The desire is for us to then with a clarity of intent, to move into a focus of release and transformation to clear it from the physical. This is a simplified explanation for which I am sure you have many doubts and questions. My point in sharing this was to show how all things work together.

Just as I wish to understand how to manifest and share my mission, as I am learning this new healing method it to is about manifestation of disease and how to heal it. My guides are helping me to realize that I need to bring all my bodies into clarity and balance, by healing them so that I can manifest with purity. It doesn’t do anyone any good to share with them what happens in the manifestation and Ascension process, without sharing how to heal and clear their thoughts, words, deeds, energies, emotions and physical form.

Clearing, balancing, healing, protection and discernment are the basics of our spiritual growth. From this state of clarity we can do things with ease. Even in the healing process of another, as one is helping another we must be clear ourselves and create a clear and safe environment in which to work. No one can heal you only the Divine within you. Another can help to direct the energies of the Divine into you to help bring release and rebalancing, but if you do not change the root cause the imbalance will return.

Today is the lesson of the importance of focusing not one gifts we can reactivate like psychic abilities, but placing our attention on healing and clearing our quaternary bodies and bringing them into balance. From here we can access the higher energies of our Being.

Namaste

Synchronicities

Synchronicities are all around us but we don’t see them until we look.

Carl Jung is the first person to really touch on synchronicities in our modern philosophy. He called them, ” circumstances that appear meaningfully related yet lack a causal connection.” However, from a spiritual level of discernment once we understand that they exist and are signs of guidance, we begin to see them in our lives.

Synchronicities are guidance that is directed from our guides and teachers, the higher spiritual levels to help us to find our focus and direction along our spiritual path. They are for most people always present, we just don’t notice or call them a coincidence. When we become serious seekers and ask for help we begin to notice them happening more and more. Do they increase or are we just finally paying attention? Perhaps it is a little bit of both. Why? Because when we begin asking our guides and teachers for help they are able to do more, and so these events of synchronicity can increase and/or we are just listening or looking for guidance more intently.

Let me share the most recent for myself. I am writing a book and want to do a course and mp3 to go with it. In this process I realized that for the courses or working with individuals, they need not only the information for ascension but some basic clearings or perhaps energy healing and alignments. I had asked that Thoth one of my guides take charge of the information and guidance I needed to complete this work. Which was the beginning of inspiring this part of the process. In so doing, I saw a course being offered on Arcturian Healing and since I have felt a deep connection to the Arcturians for many years, and they are high spiritual healing beings, I decided to sign up. At the same time, a beautiful teacher with whom I love doing webinars for healing of the individual, humanity and planet had an offering for Light Body activation and Cellular upgrades for the individual and planetary work. I had signed up but for some reason, missed the time, luckily she sends the recording which is always as effective. Why, because time is irrelevant outside of our earthly limited consciousness. We can connect to any event if we allow ourselves to let go of our limited focus of events being sequential only.

Anyway, syncronistically, I felt guided to check out a favorite readers offerings and she had an arcturian attunement. I felt it would be wonderful to do that before taking the healing course. When she did the attunement what actually happened was that they checked my chakras and found that 4 were sufficient to receive the next set of energies but 3 were not and they worked on them. These were healers who stated they were with me through most of my lifetimes on earth and elsewhere in this Universe. Their opening statement was ,”It’s about time.” What I didn’t understand at the time, was that the next set of energies they were speaking about was the webinar which I had missed. This webinar was to Activate the Light Body and Updgrade the Cellular structures. As it began I realized that had they not done the chakra upgrade, I would not have received the energies in this webinar as strongly and easily.

My many thanks to Thoth and my other guides for helping me, guiding my connection and even forgetfulness of the webinar event until timing was correct. I am currently in the process of the Arcturian Healing course and understand why this particular course. Interestingly, it is in Spanish and I speak english, but it has subtitles and it has explained some concepts of the balance of mind, heart and body that I needed to understand in the healing process from the personal to universal level. Thoth and my other guides had been telling me that I needed to have more heart and mind coherence and now I have a greater understanding of how and why.

So, that which you think is a chance coincidence, is probably your guardian angel or guides trying to get you to listen. Mine have on more than one occassion saved my life, or moved me from one place to another, or helped me to encounter a person I needed to meet, or caused a book to fall on my head. Listen, look, ASK for help and guidance. They are limited in what they can do unless we ask. They can set up a meeting but we must choose to be aware that we need to meet that person, read that book, or take that course in order for it to benefit us.

When we ask they can do so much more. My guides made the point of saying that they wait for us to ask them to help. That they are not offended but delight when we give them tasks to do. That is why I asked Thoth to take over in regards to the work I am doing and he is wonderfully taking charge. There is a balance of allowing them to take care of the synchronicity and details of certain parts and being aware of when it is our part to be active. We can have a vision and see that main steps needed to come to the completion of that vision. When we ask for our guides to help, we need to release trying to control the details. What I mean is if you need funds, don’t say I want to win the lottery, that limits them. Say, I need funds to be able to manifest this project and ask you to guide me and help to manifest what is needed. You may find you meet the perfect person to be your partner.

Be aware, pay attention and be prepared. ASK and you will recieve an abundance of help and guidance, and synchronicities will abound.

Blessings and Abundance be with you

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Abundance

Abundance is a state of mind originating in the heart.

A few thoughts of focus on the subject.

There is so much information on the internet about Abundance. Books, webinars, attunements, blockage removal for abundance, the list goes on and on. Abundance is the natural spiritual state for all life. We block it due to fears of lack, which are part of the fight or flight nature of our animal instincts. This comes from the ego/mind which believes itself separate from the Creator due to the veil of amnesia we have until we have stepped onto our Ascension path.

This morning a few thoughts came forth to be shared from Archangel Raphael and Archangel Chamuel. They may seem an unlikely pairing for abundace, the Archangel of healing Raphael and the Archangel of Love/Heart Chamuel but not really. For you see we must heal the heart and all the pain and hurt we have surrounding our heart which has created walls to prevent it from opening. For our heart is where our connection to the Creator resides. When it is open we are moving in alignment with the Infinite and all is possible. When the heart is closed and walled up, we are directed by our ego/mind which says, we must keep ourselves safe from lack and the pain of others.

First I was reminded of the power of prayer. For whenever we have a situation in which we need healing, direction, inspiration or help of any kind, we need to take it within to our Soul, which is the intermediary to the I AM Presence. The I Am Presence being that part of the Creator which is you. As we take our request with humblesness, hope, faith and gratitude to our inner sanctum of the heart, we connect to the guidance of the Creator through our Soul and I AM Presence that are one with the Creator. If you heart is blocked or you have fear, it is important to ask for help to transform or heal, release and transform the energy which is present. You can ask Archangel Raphael to help you to do this.

When asking a specific Archangel or Light Being to help you, you are not praying to them as a replacement of the Creator. I know ones of some religions have a problem with asking non physical beings outside of the Creator for help. In fact there are correct in that we don’t need to look outside of ourselves and our own Oneness with the Creator for help and guidance. However, the Creator created helpers, the Heavenly Hosts to help us. All life is created and at one with the Creator, so there is no separation. However, even more specifically, think of Archangels and Angels as ray of energy. If you are sending love to another, you will expand your energy outward from your heart either in general to the whole planet or to a specific individual or situation. Well, love being the Essence of the Creator , the Creator has many other aspects of itself which exist as specific rays of energy to help Creation. Archangel Raphael is a ray of healing, so you can pray to the Creator for healing or ask Archangel Raphael to heal you. Praying you are acknowledging the Creator as your Source. However, you ask for Archangel Raphael to help you. He cannot interfer in your life situation and choices unless you ask for his help. Just don’t worship other non physical Beings above the Divine Creator. They are your brothers and sisters in the Light and Love of the Creator who were either created to help you like Angels or have evolved consciously back to Oneness and have pledged to help us along our path.

Prayer involves, acknowledging the power and glory of the love of our Creator. Being thankful for the Infinite Love and compassion show to us. Asking for help and thanking the Creator for the guidance and infinite Blessings and then entering listening Grace and waiting upon the direction and our signs to guide you. For our connection tot he Creator within brings us unlimited resources, infinite healing, protection, joy, peace, comfort, love and guidance. Be sure to act upon your guidance. You may not always get the answer for which you were hoping, but when you seek within you will always get the answer you need for yourself and the highest good of all life.

Archangel Raphel reminds us to not think about abundance as something we do not have and we are waiting to receive. For you see our Soul/Spirit only knows the now. So if we are saying we don’t have it and we are waiting for it to come, we are creating a permanent state of waiting. The law of magnetism and attraction means we must have the vision, feelings, and mindset in the now of that which we are seeking to bring it into our life. The stronger your vision and feeling of having it NOW, the easier and quicker it will manifest. However, always ask that this or something better which is for you higher good. See and speak about your life and be thankful for the abundance you possess now. Do you have a home? A Car? Do you have food? Are you living somewhere safe? If you begin with this you will attract more of it into your life.

Archangel Chamuel reminds us of toxic relationships. The toxic relationship could even be your own perception of yourself. Do you love yourself? Do you speak of yourself in a positive manner? Do you see the good things you do and how far you have come in your life? Do you set boundaries or let others walk all over you? Do you care for yourself phyiscally, mentally and spiritually? Do you have caring and loving people around you? Are you kind and compassionate with other? If you have toxic relationships with others and even with yourself you have walls around your heart and you are blocking the love and guidance which attracts abundance, light and love into your life. Choose the relationships in your life wisely. For that benefits you and others. You can help another person who is having a hard time in life without allowing them to take over your time and energy. There are ones who live off the light and energy of others. There are ones who ask for help but don’t want to make any changes in their thoughts and actions to make their own life better, they want to be the pity me victim. You cannot be the victim and and reconnect with your Higher Being, for that is not taking responsbility for you thoughts, words and deeds (self mastery) which is essential for enlightenment, which is essential for connecting to the Divine within and the Infinite Abundance of Creation.

As I was going to write this I was drawn to a saying someone posted on social media:

Most the scars on people’s hearts werent left there by their enemies

They were left there by the people who claimed to love them the most.

As a part of the Creator and All Life, Infinite abundance is your birthright and you deserve all the support for which you ask along yoru path of fulfilling your Divine Purpose and Ascension.

YOU ARE LOVED UNCONDITIONALLY BY THE CREATOR AND YOUR ARE NOT JUDGED.

Why because you are a part of the Creator experiencing and expanding within Creation.

Archangel Raphael reminds us that money is an exchange of energy for commodities or other energies like wisdom and healing. It is neither good nor bad. Part of the abundance consciousness is the flow of Giving and receiving. If we hoard our money, we are living in a fear of lack consciousness. Do not resent your current circumstances or even the monetary system itself. It will change as we change our consciousness frequency and the frequency of the planet and systems. See money working to create a better life for you and for all others on the planet. See it helping to make the world a better place by exchanging money for that which is needed.

Archangel Chamuel reminds us there is no need to fear a lack or loss of abundance or to try to compete for resources. In actuality there is sufficient for all if we do not hoard and we share. For instance, I and a neighbor lady who lives on social security take care of the feeding of the neighborhood cats. She cannot afford to buy cat food, so I provide it to her. She in return provides me with extra vegetables she receives. It is an even exchange so we give and receive in honor and so to the cats are fed. We need to have a Divine Mindset of Oneness, Love and Compassion for All Life. This connects us to abundance and provides a space of workign together for the greater good which opens all door to Abundance.

Open yourself to positive thoughts, experiences, and opportunities. Transform all fear and doubt with the use of the Violet Flame. There may be set backs or delays along your path but this is only temporary. Do not focus on the set back or delay for they are not of the moment , keep the faith and focus on the blessings you have and more of them.