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Glamour and Ego

The Ego or Edging God Out is an easy mark for Glamour in our world.

As always if you use God, Allah, Source, Creator, Universal Mind, Higher Self, or whatever term your belief chooses it is all the same energy. This topic came up because someone who used to be a New Age Guru, suddenly renounced that which they spoke of as their belief and had an epiphany from Jesus. This set many ‘teachers’ of non traditional thought on edge. Yet, there is no threat or reason to be upset, unless one doubts their own path. Then they need to look to see if it is time to reevaluate their belief systems. The same can be said when one leaves a religious organization.

I am going to define the two words in the title in accordance to the message from Jesus that is coming through. Recently I read someone refer to the ego as ‘edging out God’. In theory this is correct, the ego is our rational mind and its original function is to serve the Soul or Higher Self. It is to take that which the Soul directs and to find what is needed in the rational/physical world to make this happen and to take care of our daily activities that have no relationship to our Soul purpose. It works with our Soul as a co-worker to perform the functions that keep us safe and fulfills our daily functions in the world.

For example our Soul may say it would benefit us to build a prayer garden or to go to the Redwoods and walk in the forest. Then the ego/rational mind decides what must be done in our daily routine to make this happen. That is how it is supposed to work. However, we came in with a veil of amnesia and illusion and forgot that we are truly our Soul and not the physical form, it is our vehicle of mobility upon the Earth, the channel through which we anchor our light into the Earth and through which the Essence of our Soul/ Higher Self transforms all into Light. It believes it is alone and must keep us safe, healthy and provide for us. It does so at the expense of others if it deems this necessary, for we are the most important person and must be protected and supported at all costs.

Glamour is the Illusional veils. Glamour is that which feeds our ego to feel better about ourselves, and to feel more important than others. Glamour is what causes us to want more in the material world versus the spiritual realms. In spirit that which is called glamour is the heavy energies that enshroud and oppress humanity by deflecting the light of Truth to embrace the darkness of fear and ego. As we move beyond the glamour and ego we begin to reconnect to the Oneness of All Life and with Source which is the Essence within which all exists. Spirituality has taken the form of religious doctrine and focus on personal growth without thinking of how it affects or benefits all Life. Glamour is the ignorance, fear and greed in the world which can only be transformed by opening our hearts to enlightenment to moving into Being and doing from a place of Being instead of ego/rational mind directed reactions. Glamour and illusion come from a negative or unclear attitude of our mind focusing upon the illusion we have created to be our life over the reality of Source and Oneness. We live in self created actions based on self interest over the greater good of All.

We have forgotten who we truly are a spark of the Source and fallen into the sleep of Maya. We seek for our ego to be fed through glamour of accolades from others and possessions. We lost our connection to the true power of Being and Creating.

One of the first lessons I was taught after protection and discernment was giving my will to the Creator and walk in humbleness. For humbleness is to acknowledge that there is always more to learn and greater wisdom beyond us along the path. In humbleness we allow Grace to guide and help us on our journey through the will of Universal Oneness and benefit for all. I share messages to help others, not to gather followers. It is your connection to your Higher Self and Oneness that is important. May this be so and if I fail to align may the slip be shown so I can realign.

This being shared we open gladly to the message of Jeshua/Jesus:

Greetings Dear One,

This is a topic that touches the hearts and minds of many and need to be addressed in order to move from judgment and separation to Unity.

You need to realize each religion, or spiritual practice or belief system on your planet began as the result of the experience or inspiration of an individual or group of individuals. When they shared of this it inspired a movement or religious belief structure to be formed. Many times this involves a set of principles of beliefs, rituals and practices that one needs to follow.

Like all other systems including the collective consciousness to which we are all connected from birth, a system requires agreement to exist. One who develops doubts as to the veracity may find themselves shunned by others in order to get them to comply to the rules or they must leave so they do not taint the beliefs of others. I am not here to condemn any person or religious belief system but to discuss the nature or shaping of reality by systems of focus and agreement. Let us go back to earlier times to understand the term ‘new age’.

Early civilizations like Lemuria and Atlantis before the fall into third dimensional energies existed in higher frequency of Light that which is now called 4D and 5D. The people were still connected in Oneness in Lemuria to their Higher Self and could communicate with Earth, nature, elementals and Beings of Light and from other planets. Both Lemuria and Atlantis existed for ages in what is termed, the Golden Age of each.

Then a shift occurred in which ego consciousness took precedence over Unity and Oneness. The frequency of Earth fell to 3D and it was to low for the connection to higher dimensional Beings and you Soul or Higher Self. No longer were you guided by the Higher Perspective of Universal Oneness and the veil of amnesia and illusion that this is all that exists and you are alone came into prominence. You began to struggle to survive and your ego took control of your rational mind to keep you safe.

From this point forward Beings of Light like myself and Buddha came to the Earth to bring Light to help ones to awaken and move forward and upward spiritually. Around their words and actions sprang up religions that were often corrupted or changed as time passed from word of mouth, to written form. Ones sharing by word of mouth told the stories as they remembered them until someone wrote them down into books, doing the same and interpreting based on their thoughts, feelings and beliefs. Then spiritual priests and leader began to interpret the texts and to teach according to their interpretations.

I do not say this was always deliberate on the part of an individual. You are influenced by memory, ego, understanding, relative truth and the influence of collective consciousness and the systems of Earth. A century or so ago in your time it was decided to begin to bring back the connection to spirit beyond just the few who had maintained the connection through spiritual clearing, alignment and practice. To open up communication in hopes to stir the hearts and minds of more people to connect to the guidance within and awaken from the miasma of glamour and ego.

Each religion or belief system has served a purpose for individuals and group who follow that belief to bring them connections to each other and a moral compass by which to navigate their environment. As the lines were opened to humanity, they were warned to be sure to ask for protection and to learn to discern spirits to not be misguided or misdirected.

It was important as Earth and the Universe were entering a phase of Ascension to try to inspire and free as many people as possible from the collective consciousness influence of the lower energy and to help them to reconnect to the Divine energy within them. Earth and those ready are about to entera ‘New Golden Age’ which is where the term ‘New Age’ began. This too has been corrupted to mean ones who are not fully conscious and live in a world of illusion.

The time ahead is a beautiful time to experience within the 5D energies. However, one must free themselves of their limiting beliefs and open to the inner guidance and connection within them. You need to return to the Oneness.

So it was decided to bring this knowing back and open the door to humanity for more than just the few dedicated students to partake and remember the Beauty and Freedom of Oneness and sharing the higher Wisdom, Light, Truth, Compassion and Love that is waiting. To do so one needs to understand and clear the patterns of Ego,Glamour and the Collective Consciousness that brings fear, judgment, anger, greed and separation.

As ones stepped out of their old beliefs and moved into the new concepts being introduced, like all other belief systems this too has been open to corruption. Ones can be influenced by lower energy beings and the collective if they are not protected and discerning. One needs to be aware of the responsibility to clear, release and transform the energies not aligned to the Highest Good of All and to open their hearts to their own connection to the Oneness within them.

When the ego remains unpurified and not under the guidance of your Higher Self it is open to the Glamour of Disciples or worshippers, gathering ones to follow them. They find the energies of followers the guru and disciple energy feeds their ego. They don’t even realize the energy, they believe they are saving people through their teaching and direction. This is where the understanding of Christ comes into play.

Christ is an Office of Redemption and Energy of helping ones come forth from the Darkness, loosening the ties that bind them to ego and glamour to move into Unity, Truth, Love and Compassion. Ones serve in this office, under the Universal Christ energy for planets and systems. I, Jeshua, as you know me served in this Office and brought this energy to Earth. I was prepared for this Service and the Son energy of the Source was One with me as I was One with the Source. You see, I and the Father are One, and you too are One with the Father. In this I refer to the Source of Creation in the terms that many understand. The Source is all that Exists and it is not my purpose in this sharing to help you to understand this fully. I came to show you how you can free yourself to Unite with the part of you that has never separated in consciousness Oneness with the Source of All Being. You are the one who has forgotten, and you Higher Self has patiently awaited your intent to return to Oneness. The Office of the Christ , these energies of redemption are the intermediary of your path to Oneness. Within each of you is the path in the heart to connect with these energies and to be guided and protected in your path to clearing and transforming all limits to be FREE. Within each of you is the energy of redemption the Christic energies. It is not simply a person outside of you but inside of you a part of you. In this came the words, I AM the way, I AM the Truth, I AM the Light. The redemptive energies bring you the truth and light you need to find your way to Oneness. I AM is the Source of All Being in which we exist and from which we came and to which we return. As I spoke that” I and the Father are One”, remember I too said, “That which I do, you will do and more”.

In this time of planetary Ascension the energies are back to where you can clear and connect to the 4D, 5D, 6D and beyond energies. This connection makes you open to so much more energies of manifestation, creation, and healing than was possible when I walked the Earth. I share all of this to get back to the original topic of this messenger. When one belongs to an organization and follows the guidelines and rules of that organization, they don’t have to face the same challenges as those who step out of their ‘comfort zone’. They have many with them. As ones step forth into ‘new ‘ vistas of spiritual exploration, they face many challenges, the greatest of which is the trap of glamour to the ego.

Unless another has the eyes and ears of discernment, ones who follow you as a lone voice do not know when you have lost your inner connection to the higher light and are coming from ego. You may not even know yourself as I stated earlier. However, I and your guardian angel and guides will always whisper in your ear and give you signs, awaiting you to ask for help and guidance. In this we can guide you to where you need to be to refocus and realign with the highest intent to your True Self. Sometimes ones get frightened and need to go backwards before going forward. Sometimes, they volunteer to do something to shake up others, to test their own faith and to seek to be sure of their own alignment.

Each person is on the path they have chosen to experience at this point in time. No one is better than another, they each have benefits for the one who is aligned. When one is ready they will knock on the door. Sometimes in going backward we sacrifice ourselves to help ones who we left behind in our journey as well as shake up others to reaffirm their own alignment.

Bless others with compassion, love and allowing for them upon their path. Forgive yourself for judgment and others for judging you. For these times take one to the dweller on the threshold, like my time in the desert being tested by Satan. When we face the shadows in the mirror of ourselves and others, we bring in the light so that we can move through the mirror, where you find the Angel of the Presence, your Soul.

When you reconnect to your soul, you find the help and support, the peace, joy, balance and harmony you have sought in your life. I am a part of the I Am which is the Source of Being. I AM that I AM. To know and understand the Oneness sets you Free. I am the energy of redemption, the energy of Christ brings you the help you need to set yourself free and reunite with the I AM within you.

You are a Soul in a form come to bring Light, Love and Truth to the Earth and anchor it within you and the Earth for others. I AM here to help you as are many others. REMEMBER who you are. Allow and honor the path of others with compassion while walking yours. I am with you always for we are One.

I Am Jeshua

Thank you Jeshua/Jesus for the beautiful message.

I Am Kohlera Rayum

The Power of I AM: Manifesting Your Reality

I AM these are two of the most powerful words in all Creation. These are the words that the original Source spoke to become manifest out of the vastness of Unrealized potential. It is the energy of the Divine Masculine acting upon the womb of the Divine Feminine and together manifesting into Consciousness.

They are the words of Creation and manifestation.

When an individual says I AM they are claiming the sovereignty of existence as a conscious Being within the Quantum Field of Creation and existence. When we place words behind these we are claiming the energy of what these words represent asa part of our being and energy. When one says I am sick, I am tired, I am poor, I am unlovable they are claiming this thought as part of their life as a creator being. They are word of ownership and manifestation upon the physical ego driven realm.

All words are powerful. Words follow thought in creation. When we think of something and then speak it we claim it as our own. The Universe responds to us as Creator Beings and sends to us that which we need to manifest this in our lives. The Universe doesn’t seen good or bady, higher or low, it simply sees energy and the spoken word is energy of manifestation. When you add I AM to it you are owning it and claiming it.

You may be wondering about the image. I heard to ask AI to create an image of the I AM Presence. Now there are many images on the internet of the traditional but sometimes we can get lost in the details and explanations of them. To me this represents the living energy of the I AM. So what is the I AM as connected to us.

This image also reminds me of the images in Egyptian pictures of the Sun with the rays ending in arms. Their representation of the Creator.

There are many similar and slightly differing thoughts about this. That is why I like this image. The Creator Source deciding to expand and experience creation sent forth seeds called Monads there are Infinite numbers of Monads. These Monads are a direct part of the Source of Creation, some might call them our god for lack of a better understanding. For they as created by Source created us. They are the I Am Presence of our Being, the I AM that I AM. Which means you exist because the Monda or I AM exists and created you. The I Am or Monad exist within the LIght Body some call it the Causal Body. This is represented in the image as the Ball of Light at the top from which all the rays are pouring forth into the void of infinite potential.

Each Monad at least as far as I know in our Universe decided they wanted to experience denser forms of manifestation and they send forth 12 rays or fire sparks which we term Higher Self. See the Rays of light going out of the circle. The Higher Self is also called the Soul, Super Conscious and Higher Mind. the Higher Self send forth 12 sparks each called ego personalities which are us. This makes each monad consist of 144 which is why we hear about the 144 in religious material. Djwal Kul and Ascended Master says there are 60 million monads who have walked through the timeline of Earth and are here to finish their karmic debts and be of service in the time of Asension on Earth. I calculated and and that makes 8.6 billion possible ego/personalities incarnate. We are said to have over 8 billion people on earth now. Makes sense.

Just think of it each one a creator being trying to bend the will and of life on earth to their desires. So our soul has 12 other souls this is where the idea of soulmate comes forth because we are part of the same family. They have out there and there could be up to 144 parts of our monad incarnate at any time in this timeline, another timeline or planet or dimension. The soul or oversoul looks out for all of these parts of itself. It can see each incarnate personality and guide it along its path. It doesn’t matter if you name these parts of the monads by differing names it is realizing that we are all united and extensions of the monad of our being and that our monad is the Divine son/daughter of the source of all existence. We live and have our being within the Source and our Monadic Being to which we will return in conscious connection called Ascension. It is about the Conscious reconnection which in this time also allows us to transform our body into a crystalline structured body of light.

We are connected to our Monday through the channel of light which is descending from the circle it passed through us and into the center of Earth. It keeps our three fold flame of life energized while we are in the form. This is symbolized by the fleur de lis image. When this is withdrawn the physical form dies, but our soul continues existing.

I know this is a brief explanation of a complex subject, but it is important to understand how power are the words I AM. I AM a creator Being and that which I experience as life, I created through my thoughts, words and deeds. I AM because my Monadic and Higher Self wanted to experience existence on this level. If I don’t like this life I can change it by my choices, thoughts and actions. If I seek to be free, I need place my attention on the I AM.

When I sign off with I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim that is the current name my soul is expressing through this form, not my birth or married name. I use this because in these messages I am expressing that energy and I AM also claiming it in my life.

Blessings of the I AM that I AM of your Being.

As Above- So Below

I AM that I AM

These two quotes are the same concept and the essence of Ascension. I and the Creator are One. Heaven upon the Earth. All is a matter of heart and mind coherence which shifts our assemblage point and the way in which we see the world, from doing to a point of Being. 

I will switch here for a moment to speak on a personal level. I have written before that I have been guided to view that which I receive and share from the perspective of my I Am Presence instead of focusing on an individual Being of Light. This was designed so that I would understand and be able to help others to understand that we are ALL ONE.

In the spiritual realm it doesn’t matter from whom the message is being received it is ALL the CREATOR SOURCE. Let me emphasize, that I am speaking of the Higher Dimensional Beings of Light once you have learned discernment and protection. Protection from mind control energies of earth, and lower beings on earth and in the Astral realms. For ALL is a manifestation of the Creator experiencing and expanding creation in the myriad of forms, whether a star, a plant, a human or a dolphin. Some have advanced more spiritually than others due to choices made. Yet, All are of the Essence of the Creator. So by focusing upon my I AM Presence, I strengthen that connection. My I Am Presence is and always has been one with the Creator, as is yours.

The Ascension process, is opening the heart so that we can connect to our I AM Presence and allow it to be the guiding energy in our life. Thus, all that we do comes from a state of Being in Oneness with the Creator Source for the benefit of ALL. 

There was a time where I felt the connection to Thoth very strongly and then an event happened in which that connection seemed to be severed. I offered a year or so ago to be a channel for Thoth and I felt no direct connection again. So about a week ago I asked directly. What I was told was ” What makes you think you aren’t already doing this?” Then I realized that what had been happening was that he was doing so through my I AM Presence and my intuition, as I do the blog and journal. I was told last week by Source, Thoth and others that my path is to explore this so that ones understand the importance not of seeking a particular light being to channel, but to seek the union with their I AM Presence. This does not mean you can’t channel, it means we need make a connection to the higher energies as our priority.

In this Oneness of the heart, I AM, all that I AM able to embody at this time as a part of the Creator Source, I AM. I AM that I AM. Thus, As above -so below. I manifest the I AM within the form. I AM in the process of doing this. However, I AM a teacher in the Shaman manner of teaching. I am to learn the process so that I can share it with others and help them from a practical manner of having walked the walk, not just talk the talk. 

I am in no way looking at channeling as being wrong or lesser in any way for there is so much wisdom to be shared with us and it helps so many along their path, including myself. We just need to learn discernment. I have been helped by many and when I feel stuck, I seek out help from those I trust. Again, part of my process until I fully embody my I AM. What I have learned in the last week is that your path, is the path you choose and it is right for you at the time. The experiences you have are ones you have created by your choices, so look at them with a new perspective not of fear or trepidation, but what can I learn from this, and how could I have chosen differently. If I have fear, what is the source of that fear? To ask WHY? Why did I choose thiS? Why do I feel this way? Why is this happening to me or in the world?

I learned to focus on the heart connection to source, and heart mind coherence. To learn and to forgive and to release. 

I was also reminded that our guides and teachers want to help us but we must ask and direct them. I was told they can get bored with nothing to do? I don’t believe they ever have nothing to do, but it was a nudge to connect. After all in this doing world, we don’t want anyone to be bored.  Ask Archangel Ariel to help you with any problems you may encounter with your pets. Ask Archangel Jophiel to help you to connect to your higher wisdom. Ask Archangel Gabriel if you need to write. Ask Archangel Michael to help you speak your truth. This allows you to make a closer connection to them. 

Your I AM Presence – you connect with in your heart. Be quiet, breath slowly and deeply and see yourself within you heart center. See the light and love of the Creator enter with each breath and expand outward to surround you with each out breath. When you feel relaxed move deeper within and state I AM that I AM. As you make this statement allow the energy to come to you and experience your Oneness. It may not happen the first time but be patient. 

Trust your inner knowing, the answers and thoughts that bring peace and joy, they are your connection.

You are in the wave, allow it to gently bring you to the shore. I AM that I AM , all that I AM in Heaven, I AM on Earth, as above – so below.

May the Peace and Joy of the Creator be with you.

Who are what is the Creator?

Upon the Earth the Creator Source is called by many names by various religious beliefs. The Creator is seen as a man like being sitting on a throne, men and women with mystical powers of long lives, aliens, and panatheism of the Creator living in all things. Then we also have the belief that there is no Creator source and all life began with a big bang, and we evolved from a life form that emerged from the primordial waters upon the land, living this life and then nothing upon death.

Everyone has the right to believe what they choose about the existence or lack of existence of a Creator. This is part of our journey to learn, grow and explore existence on Earth.

I asked to be shown a way to share an understanding of the Creator and I was given this experience. I hope it helps those for whom it is meant.

As I relax into a meditative space, I am taken into what we would call the darkeness or emptiness between the planets, yet this is long before the planets exist. For all is this darkness, yet it is not darkness as we view darkness, it is the pool of unlimited potential. I exist at one with all parts of this pool, yet I have a consciousness, it seems I have awakened to a new level of existence. I have a thought to experience more.

I move within myself to the essence of my existence which is love and I send it forth in all directions. Slowly lights begin to appear in the void, parts of my self which begin to form into planets, systems, constellations, galaxies and universes. I separate out parts of myself,which go forth upon these newly formed systems to create plants, animals, and all forms of life including forms into which future creator parts of myself embody. These forms for souls come in many differing appearances based upon their place of existence.

Now, I can experience all that is happening in all places because all that exists is part of me and has come forth from the essence of my existence. Those souls born into creation have the ability to create new experiences from the pool of unlimted potential of which I am a part and yet I am the whole of unlimted potential.

This is how I am everywhere, yet anywhere at any time, and see all and know all that happens to any part of creation, for it is ME, experiencing my existence in myriad of ways. I AM . When you awaken and remember you are part of me and say I AM and know that you are because I AM, then you to0 can take your place once again as I AM THAT I AM, a creator being.

Is there a Creator Being outside of ourself? The answer you need lies within your heart, take a moment, get quiet. Seek and ye shall find the answer you need.

Try this meditation, and feel the energy of creation of which we are a part.

I AM Moriah Elohim

The I AM Presence and the Shadow

Understanding who we truly are and from where the shadow emerges.

I AM THAT I AM

This name of the Creator was unspoken for generations. Why, I am not sure. What I do know is that in not speaking and understanding this Name we became limited and controlled.

I AM a part of the Creator. The Crator began creation by stating I AM, and thus brining the infinite energy of potential into a conscious patter of creation. I AM are the defining words of the Creator. From I AM came forth all that we see and know to exist. I AM , me the person in this form, because I AM created me. Thus I AM that I AM. I AM an extension of the Creator Source, like a cell within our body.

The Creator I AM decided to expand and create myriad forms through which to experience differing typse of existence. Many souls were brought into Being of which I AM one and so are you. I can exist as an individual when desired or return to the Oneness from which I came, a part of the Universal Mind and Infinite possibilities. I can express,experience and create in a single world or multiple worlds at the same time.

It is difficult in the dense energies of Earth with its many veils of illusion and forgetfulness to fully understand the concept of Oneness beyond an informational level. We are so trapped within the energies of the form, and the beliefs of the systems in which we live, that although one might say I Am a child of the creator. It is said in a way in which they have come forth as a baby does from the mother into an individual form, a separate being.

The word shadow can be defined as a lesser or vestigial form, a shaded or reflected image cast when a body comes between the light and another object, an imitation of the original or a source of gloom and unhappiness. To fully understand who we are a part of the Creator experiencing a physical existence, it must come from an emotional, heartfelt energy that allows us to let go of the physical boundaries of form and thought form. Only then can we truly feel, manifest and BE the Wisdom and Truth that we are ONE with ALL LIFE and the Creator. I AM like a cell, or drop of water within the sea of Universal Mind and Oneness, expressing in this for as I AM.

What can we do to remove the blockages that keep us from remembering and Being, I AM. There are many aspects of the process of remembering and being free which is termed Enlightenment or Ascension. For many one of the biggest blockages comes in the form of what many term the Shadow Self.

What is the Shadow and what do we do?

Some religions teach their followers to fear the Creator. There teachings say that the Creator punishes those who are bad. They say that we are all sinners and so we must appease the Creator in order for the Creator to love us and forgive us. This is similar to how many parents train their children to behave and believe in a certain manner. It is called the rewards and punishment system. In this system we learn to get what we want by saying and doing what the person in authority wants so that we will not be punished. This coupled with the belief in a punishing Creator, causes many to try to hide that which they think they have done wrong, or is different than their religious belief system in fear of going to Hell a place of eternal punishment.

So we try to hide these actions and feelings, hoping that the Creator wasn’t paying attention because after all there are so many people, perhaps what I did wasn’t noticed. I feel bad, so I will put my feelings and thoughts about the situation, words or actions in a box. We create a shadow. Many speak of the shadow and shadow work as something horrible to face, because the shadow is evil. The shadow is not evil, it is but those parts of ourselves that we have put away from the light. We stand between them and the light in order for them not to be seen by the Light/Creator, and hopefully we can forget them and not be judged or punished.

However, when we move along our Ascension path to Enlightenment, we come to realize that I AM a part of the Creator and thus the Creator already knows what I did and has forgiven me. Why would the Creator forgive me. Do I not have to be punished? The Creator gave us the right to choose what we do. However, with each choice it must be in a balanced manner that does not harm another, and if we make an unbalanced choice at some point in our existence it needs to be faced and balanced before returning to Conscious Oneness along the Ascension path. The Creator has forgiven us and is trying to help us to balance out the energy we created, by sending energy of love and forgiveness, and Beings of Light who await our call to help us to feel secure enough to face the shadow.

Perhaps if you think of the shadow like we do the Inner Child. Someone who has fear, pain and hurt created by their experiences which have been locked away behind a wall. This wall prevents us from fully, living, loving, forgiving ourselves and others. This hinders our experiencing and expressing who we truly are as a part of the Creator, who came to Earth to experience the joy of Life and Creation. Just like the Inner Child who needs understanding and love to quit punishing, and condemning ourselves for not living up to the expectations of others, so the shadow needs us to take down the walls and to look at the hurt within us. It may be from this lifetime or others, but the walls allowed us to function in society without crawling into a ball of self hatred and fear.

You may think,but I don’t have a shadow self and perhaps that is true. Perhaps you have inner child issues, or a blocked heart that keeps you from loving self or others. Sometimes, we are just not ready to look at the shadow. It may seem scary to open it up for it may be like Pandora’s box. Pandora’s box was full of all the sorry, hurt and pain in the world. Pandora was to keep it guarded and closed so that people could function and enjoy life. When it was accidently opened, they came to find out at the bottom of the box there was HOPE. Hope is what keeps us moving forward despite the pain, fear and despair in the world.

The Shadow is like Pandora and holds those emotions which we don’t want to face. However, remember there is hope. The Creator knows all about them, and who do we truly care about knowing and loving us more than our Creator. So if our Creator knows, allowed and forgave us, and even is sending us energy and Beings to help. Why not be hopeful and open the box.

You don’t have to swing wide the lid all at once. Sit down quietly and ask the Creator and Archangel Michael, the Protector Archangel and your own guardian Angel to protect you from any negative energies. Call forth the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame of Transmutation to clear the energies in and around you. Call upon the Golden White Light of Love to fill you and surround you.

The shadow is a part of you that wants to be loved, forgiven, embraced, healed and transformed back to light. Like you to the Creator it no longer wants to be separate from you. Ask the Creator to send help that you may open the box bringing Light and Love to the Shadow and look at one piece at a time. Just do one during this quiet time. Remember, it is not hidden from anyone, only put aside by you until you were ready to look at it and balance the energy so it can once again become part of you.

Look at what it is, a thought against another, an action you took that hurt another, a word you spoke in anger that hurt another. Perhaps it was something someone said about you, that you were ugly, fat, stupid and it hurt so much you couldn’t face it. Perhaps, you were a bit over weight and lost pounds, but never forgot , or you gained more from despair and self doubt. Look at whatever this one aspect is. Where did it originate? Was your reaction a part of your belief system and how you were taught by others to react? As a par tof the Creator, remember you are loved, worthy and each step of your path was a part of learning and becoming a more loving, forgiving and compassionate Being? For example does your weight define whether or not you are a loving and giving part of God? What reactions came as a result of the original event? Can you see it from a higher perspective and let go of the misqualified energies it created? Can you embrace that part of yourself, forgive yourself and all others involved? Can you move forward knowing this was but a step along a journey of Becoming, and once you understand the event and how to better move through such an event with loving understanding , you will never face it again, for you are I AM, a part of the Creator.

Once you have looked at this, once again bring in the Gold, SIlve and Violet Flame of Transmuation to clear the energies and return them to source. Surround yourself with Golden White Light again and ask that any cords, agreement or contracts involved with the situation be cut or terminated without karmic repercussions.

Give yourself a few days of self care before attempting another clearing, but as you look at these you will find yourself speaking to a friend who has carried a heavy burden for you, and now you are helping them and yourself to be free. There is nothing to fear or be ashamed for the Light of I AM is all that Is.

One day you will find that you and the Shadow are One and there is only the Light of I AM.

Blessings

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.