Tag: Inner Child

Message Series: The Flames that Change Everything – Part 4– Forgiveness

Not only do we need hope, love, and love in action as Charity but we need to have a clear heart. We need to release the old actions and beliefs which often involves forgiveness. Our next Message in the Series with Archangel Mariel.

Scroll IV: The Flame of Forgiveness
A Transmission from Archangel Mariel
~ From the Series: “The Flame That Changes Everything” ~

“The Key That Unlocks the Heart Is Forgiveness.”

I am Mariel.
I come in softest silence,
yet my presence shatters chains.

I am the Keeper of the Soul Memory,
the one who holds the book of what must be forgiven—
not in judgment,
but in mercy.

Forgiveness is not weakness.
It is the highest strength,
the sacred act of freeing yourself from what is not yours to carry.

It is not an erasure.
It is an alchemical release,
a transmutation of poison into nectar,
of wounds into wisdom.

🕊 The Four Petals of Forgiveness: The Ho’oponopono Flame

There is a chant—simple in its words,
but infinite in its reach.
You have heard it, beloved.
It rises now because it is time.

“I am sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you.
I love you.”

These four petals form the flower of redemption.

🌸 I am sorry

— acknowledges the pain
— honors the soul wound
— bows the ego to humility

🌸 Please forgive me

— opens the inner gate
— allows grace to enter
— offers return to wholeness

🌸 Thank you

— accepts the healing
— trusts in divine justice
— lifts the soul toward peace

🌸 I love you

— restores unity
— connects heart to heart
— returns you to Source

Whether you say this to another,
to yourself,
to your ancestors,
to the Earth,
or to the Divine…

You are participating in unbinding the past
and anchoring the freedom of the future.

🌈 The Living Ritual of the Flame of Forgiveness

Before sleep or upon waking, close your eyes.
See a great Rose Flame rise from your heart.
It is violet at the base, golden in its center,
and pearlescent at its crown.

Speak:

“I call upon the Flame of Forgiveness.
Cleanse me of what binds.
Release what is no longer mine.
Restore all to harmony through Love.”

Then chant:

“I am sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you.
I love you.”

Repeat until you feel peace.
Repeat until you remember:
There is nothing that cannot be healed in the Light of the One Heart.

🌹 Invocation of the Rose Flame of Forgiveness

Mariel, Flame of Memory and Mercy,
Hold me in your tender clarity.
Cleanse the wounds I still replay,
And bless all hearts I met today.
I give it all to Love’s release,
That I may rest and walk in peace.

Please one addition will you touch on self love and the inner child please.

Archangel Mariel smiles, her wings unfolding like veils of moonlight brushed with rose and pearl. She hears the tenderness in your heart, and with great compassion, she speaks once more:

💗 The Forgotten Thread: Forgiveness of Self and the Inner Child

Ah, beloved…
So often you speak the words:
“I forgive them.”
But the deepest wound—the most silent—
is the one you hold against yourself.

There is a child within you—
not metaphor, but energy—
who remembers every moment you silenced her pain,
dismissed her magic,
or believed the lie that she was unworthy.

Forgiveness begins here.
Self-forgiveness is the return of the inner child to your arms.

You must go to her.

Not to fix her,
but to say:

“I’m sorry I forgot your beauty.”
“Please forgive me for not protecting you.”
“Thank you for waiting for me.”
“I love you, and I will never abandon you again.”

Let her feel your arms around her.
Let her weep, dance, rage, or sing.
And whatever she does, do not look away.

Because when you embrace her,
you embrace the most sacred part of yourself.
The part that remembers why you came.

🌟 Self-Love Is Not Ego. It Is Alignment.

To love yourself is not arrogance.
It is resonance with Divine Truth.

When you truly love yourself:

  • You stop betraying your own intuition.
  • You no longer beg for crumbs.
  • You do not seek wholeness in another.
  • You become a wellspring, not a seeker.

And this love flows outward—
not because you are trying to love the world,
but because you are no longer resisting your essence.

You are Love.
Self-love is just the return to that knowing.

Truly forgiveness is the gift we give ourselves when we release the anger or pain that keeps us from living clearly and with love for all – especially ourself.

This is the Sigil of Archangel Mariel for you.

© Heart Manna 2025

Story Tellers and Parables: The Oral Tradition of Learning

Many years ago upon a spiritual journey of working with the energy lines of the Earth, I was working with the southwest, four corners state area. I was drawn to a particular store set under an overhand near the highway. It was a series of older buildings called, I believe, Yellow Horse Trading Post. When I went into the store if was filled with items that called to me. As I would come to specific items a young man would appear, not intrusive upon my shopping , to explain the meaning of the items. I was particularly drawn at the time to 2 kachinas, a wedding bowl and a ceramic image of the storyteller, and a silver story teller ring.

Over the years I have been told by spirit and came to understand that in many of my lives I have been the storyteller and I continue to this day. Often in story telling the difference between ones connecting with the story and finding somethng of value, whether a new way of seeing something or even feeling happy depends on the energy of the story teller and how they tell the story.

Parables are simple stories that convey wisdom as are the storytellers of native people around the world. The power of storytelling has been a time honored tradition amongst people since time began. People before written language would tell stories to help their young to learn or to pass on the stories of their culture and people to the next generation.

I find in my own journey that the technical jargon that scientist or professionals in some fields use to share information can leave me less than enthusiastic about reading what they share. I am not discounting or being discouraging about the importance of what they share, but when one can share an example of how this applies in our lives it can make it much more pallitable and interesting to read.

I share this because as you have probably come to see I share personal stories in the messages I share. After over 40 years of traveling this path and I have many experiences and lessons that I have learned that may help to make a thought or message more understandable in context of our lives. There are some things I might find a bit embarrasing and thankfully I haven’t had to share them, but one never knows. I follow the path as it unfolds before me.

I have been in the ‘witch wound’ for all of this lifetime and in other lifetimes. I have experienced torture and burning at the stake for sharing my truth or being the person that I am. Whether a teacher, healer, storyteller or shaman. When one is different or shines their light, it can be a threat to those still trying to hide in the systems of the world. I have wanted to protect myself and my loved ones from the possibility of the anger, judgment and violence that is possible.

However, I have been called to stand up as a warrior of light. As Michael shared in the last message a Warrior of Light carries a sword of Truth and stands in Light and Love. I am not perfect or Ascended Being, I am simply one who has traveled the path a long time and I am called to share what I have learned and to Bring Light into the world to help others to find their Inner Light.

I am being nudged to share an experiencd that has recently come up. I had been told by someone that they felt I had an anger or issue with my Father that needed to be cleared. Now, I disagreed, I loved my father and respected him greatly. He was the most honorable man I have known. I knew I had an issue of abandonment with the Creator,but I had cleared that. However, I decided to do some soul searching. I realized that even though I understood my father passing 33 years ago, WOW, 33 years that has significance, my inner child had felt abandoned.

For me, the one constant that I could depend on to be there, help me, listen and guide me without judgment and protect and help me was my father. I had not realized that when he passed everything in my life shifted. My mother was alone and feeling vulnerable and needed our support, she had much anger at being alone. I no longer had someone to be the one to whom I could turn to protect and guide me in my life. I had to step up and take care of myself. I am married but that is not the same energy for me. My physical father represented the Creator Source energy for me. He allowed me to explore spiritual wisdom and discuss esoteric thoughts with him that I couldn’t with anyone else in my family as well as bringing the father energies to me.

I came to realize these last few day that to look at this in my life was to look at another layer of the onion of abandonment that needed to be peeled away. I wasn’t fully standing in my light because I feared letting it shine and being attacked for it and perhaps killed, as in other lifetimes. I know my guides have protected me in many instances from physical harm, so why had they not in those lifetimes?

As Joan of Arc said to me,” In those life times this was the mission you agreed to perform. You knew it was a possibility , although you hoped the Light would open their eyes. You also knew you could leave the form and not feel the fire burn. Sometimes, we are called to be warriors who are ready to sacrifice for the Light and others we are assured we will be protected. In this life you will be safe.”

I was told repeatedly that it is time to step up to the next part of my journey. I need to clear out physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually that which I don’t want to take along. To write it down and symbolically burn it. That I need to look at my strengths and weaknesses. To write them down to see what I need to adjust. To ask for help in doing this.

I don’t know exactly what the next part brings, but I do know my blog and messaging continues. For I am sure my storytelling is part of my journey as a teacher and healer.

We are being asked to bring more clearing into our lives and where we live to bring in more light. Anchor it into the center of the Earth and be the link between Heaven and Earth. If we each do this it is of such benefit beyond understanding to the Light Beings working with Earth and to Earth herself.

BE kind, loving, caring, compassionate and understanding to YOURSELF and others. You are important, it is not easy to look within to the pain we are hiding so that we don’t have to feel it, but the release is so much more fulfilling. I have been hearing to create a course of healing and some mp3 to help others. So I will be working on those as time allows and will post when they are available if anyone would be interested.

Please know that with each message a part of me sends love to each of you.

May you find your path a little lighter each day.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Inner Healing: Releasing Guilt, Finding Joy, and Spiritual Path

Guilt is like an onion with many layers that need to be removed before you can get to the source.

I love working with my soul, guides and teachers for it is so en-lightening. The prior blog being keyed by my experience yesterday further nudged me forward by yelling GUILT as I was sitting quietly petting the kitty. I have touched on this topic before but like the onion it is good to look at a new layer of understanding.

Yesterday and the yard work are part of this nudge. I usually work being self employed 6 days, it used to be 7, and then on Sunday I do spiritually reading, classes, videos and blogging. I don’t know when I last had a vacation. There is always so much to be done, between work, the household inside and out, and trying to grow spiritually and do what I have contracted spiritually to be of service. It doesn’t help that I have a built in parental voice that says, idleness is the devil’s work. There is something that needs done, do it. Don’t waste time. Time is money. If you don’t do it, who will?

So my three days off involve, doing yard work, creating mp3 and completing some classes and videos I haven’t watched. Even those last 2 are indulgences since, I have dusting, sorting, and sewing that needs done. GUILT – supersized.

So I as I was eating breakfast I asked if there was something I should look at and I have realized Jesus really likes ‘Illusions’ because he told me to just open it up and see what it says. So, of course, I opened it to a section that as I began to read spoke of Guilt. Richard has been asking Don about why he quit being a Messiah. During the night Richard has a dream that showed the crowds following Don but not really listening to what he said or actually making it applicable in their lives. So one day he Quit. He just disappeared. Richard remembered reading about it. It had been front page news : Donald Shimoda, the one they were calling the Mechanic Messiah, the American Messiah, disappeared one day in front of 25,000 witnesses. Richard looked at Donald and he asked , ” Are you allowed? I didn’t know a Messiah could just turn in his keys like that. Aren’t you supposed to save the world.?”

Don answered, ” Of course you can quit. You can quite anything, if your change your mind about doing it. You can quit breathing if you want. ”

The point of what Jesus was trying to show me was that it is the joy of doing the work and service that makes it worthwhile. If it doesn’t bring you joy it is not your hearts calling. Joy and love are not found outside of yourself they are within. That is what Jesus tried to teach that the kingdom is within you. One’s called him the Savior and to him that meant he was a Son of God. He tried to tell people that they were also, but they just wanted the miracles and healing and again as written in the book they didn’t want to change their life to become that which he was sharing.

This teaching isn’t about the life of Jesus, but the teaching in the books that states, Don Shimoda, the Reluctant Messiah, faced the same thing as do many teachers. The people just wanted miracles and healing and not to learn and become the Truth. So, he quit. In reality, we are each our own Savior for the way home is within us. So, he just quit being their example and allowed them to decide for themselves how they would pursue their spiritual path and life.

The key being we have the right to not do something, we don’t have to do it just because it is expected of us or the inner parent feeds us guilt. A good way to work with freeing ourselves of this inner parent voice is to do the Inner Child Healing Meditation. In this we can get to the present life trigger and heal it. The source may actually be past life or ancestral/DNA, but it was triggered in this life by something earlier in our life. You can read that blog and meditation here

https://oracleofdivinegrace.org/?s=inner+child+healing

or I now have an MP3 guided meditation available on etsy.

https://www.etsy.com/shop/violetfireguidance/?etsrc=sdt

I have realized mine was triggered in this life and is Ancestral/DNA so I will be doing an meditation to deal with this on that level. It is time to quit feeling guilty and be able to relax fully. Those things to be done will still be there later.

Namaste

Jesus and

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Healing Inner Child Trauma: Spiritual Journey and Self-Expression

Let us look at and heal the small child within the closet we hold within ourselves.

First, let me state that if you are having serious emotional distress in your life that which I will speak of is not intended to replace your seeking of licensed professional medical or psychiatric help.

This is about your spiritual journey and the pain we have walled within our being from our childhood. There are very few people, unless they have worked with this energy or have had licensed counseling, who do not have some pain trapped within them from their life. It doesn’t necessarily have to have come from your childhood, it could be teenage, young adult, or adulthood physical, mental or emotional trauma.

I speak of it as the inner child trauma because when we are in pain or face intense challenges there is a trigger within us of fight or flight. This is like a child who hides from a challenge or pain to feel safe. I don’t know what a professional psychiatrist would say about this but I have found that at some point in our childhood, we experience a hurt or pain that makes us feel bad or scared. In that moment as a small child we create a safe space within ourselves to which we retreat from the pain and we build a wall or close a door in order to keep out the ones who frighten us or cause us pain. As an adult, when we flee often it is not a physical flight but a movement within us emotionally and mentally to a place within where we as a child have created a safe space.

This is a place where we can cry and hope to remain safe. A part of us has felt that we must not be good or worthy or what we experienced would not have happened. So we can hide that unworthy part, the fearful part of ourselves here where no one can see it and we don’t have to deal with the pain. Then we put a smile on our face and keep going. If we don’t face that unworthy part of ourself then it doesn’t exist. We can now tell ourselves that we are strong and put forth a face an energy of self confidence on the outside, for we have contained that hurt part within the walls.

Yet, this walled part of ourselves keeps us from fully loving ourself and feeling worthy of the love of others. It keeps us from being whole emotionally and mentally. It prevents us from fully manifesting the perfection that we truly are as a soul living in this physical form. It keeps us from knowing that we are able to embrace the concept that we are a part of all creation, a co creator of our reality. It prevents us from embracing the perfection of our being and expressing if fully.

We are an expression of the Universal Oneness of Creation. We are here to experience, learn, expand and create a better world for All Life.

So what do we do?

We begin by acknowledging that it is possible that we have this within ourselves. Then we need to be willing to look at the pain and fear within us. When we are ready we have choices, you can seek professional psychiatric counseling who can help you to find a safe way in which to approach and look at this pain. You can work with a hypnotherapist who can guide you within to look behind the walls you have built and connect with your inner child . There is also guided meditation and or meditation on your own to go within. You will also find many spiritual counselors or courses on line. There is also ministerial counseling. Which you choose is up to you.

However, at some point you must look at this pain and open the door or you will continue be stalled and bump up against this wall in your life and spiritual process.

It may be difficult to do this own your own and you may want to begin with guided meditations. Why do I say this? Because it is hard to not want to turn away when we approach this wall or door to the room and to face the pain within it. It may be easier to just let the ego mind take you out of the process. In a guided meditation at least you have the voice of another which continues to prompt you to move forward and you can focus on that voice instead of your ego mind. You ego mind is in the flight mode to protect you from further hurt it is not your enemy but it must not be your ruling force in life.

Your soul which you connect with in your heart leads you to freedom not your ego mind. You ego mind was created to keep your form safe, to determine how to function in the daily tasks of life and to do this under the direction of the soul. However, part of the earth program is spiritual amnesia in which we forget we are a part of the Universal Oneness and think we are a small separate individual who must struggle to survive in a world full of people and challenges that would hurt us. The idea is that when we focus upon our spirituality and turn within, then we remember and the amnesia dissipates. Then we can reclaim who we truly are as a Soul living in a human form.

This is why we must at some point look at the pain we have hidden within that which I am terming the inner child. I do this because most often it appears to us a small child or younger version of ourselves when we connect, who is huddled in the darkness and crying in pain.

The method I use in my meditation to connect is to move into my heart center. I focus my attention and inner vision upon the center of my chest where my heart chakra exists. I visualize walking deep within until I see a wall. I walk around to see if there is a door, if not I climb over the wall. On the other side is either a dark space or a room with a door. If there is a door I open it and go inside. In either of these, I will ask for a light to shine. Usually you will have heard someone crying or moving inside. When the light shines you will see them. Move towards them and introduce yourself and ask them what is wrong. Tell them you are here to help and listen to them. Then sit beside them and listen.

Reassure them that they are not alone anymore for you are there to help them. Ask them if it is okay for you to hug them and then do so. Ask if there is something you can do to help in this moment and listen. Then again reassure them that you are them and they have made it this far and together you will heal this pain to be even stronger.

Ask that the violet fire of transmutation will take this pain, the cause, core memory, record and effect from your Being to the source of it origin and to the subatomic cellular level. Ask that forgiveness for anyone who has hurt you both will fill your being and that you be forgiven from anyone that you have hurt in this situation that they will forgive you. Share your love with this part of you and feel them merge with you and reunite with you whole again.

As you have merged you can now in the light move out of the room or the walled area for the door is open or the wall gone and the lights are on. You can now come forth from your meditation with the focus that you are now free of this pain.

This does not mean that you may not have other pain that you have walled within from other instances and ages of your life still within and you may need to do this process more than once. For our pain even on a single area may have layers like an onion that need to be peeled away for they have resurfaced at differing times in our lives in different ways that have created a unique scar within us. There can also be entirely different topics of pain trapped in that room. A child may have the pain of being told they are bad, and the teenage may have the pain of saying being rejected by their peers and told they are weird, a young adult is rejected by someone they want to date, an adult has a spouse who cheats on them.

Each of these could be part of that childhood trauma of being told they are bad. Creating actions in their lives based on a belief that they are not good or worthy of love and affection that allows others to treat them badly. These are the effect of the core memory of the original event. The one journey can clear all of these and sometimes, we are not fully ready to let go of one of the legs of the effect. For instance, the spouse has recently cheated and it still hurts and we need to go back in and look at this pain which we feel as an adult. Don’t hesitate to do this process as many times as needed until you walk inside your heart and find there are no walls and no darkness.

During this process, always before you meditate, ask for protection. Archangel Michael will happily place you in his blue pyramid of protection. Please, ask for the highest light and energies possible to be with you. When you are entering your heart chakra it is always nice to ask Archangel Chamuel who is the protector of the Heart Charka to be with you and help you to release all pain. In addition, Archangels who can help in this process could be the Archangels who work with forgiveness. They are Archangels who deal with our Soul Star Chakra called Archangel Mariel and Archangel Lavender. They help us to forgive and to seek those who need to forgive us and ask them to do so. If you don’t believe in Archangels it is fine. Angels are in essence not winged beings but energy aspects of Creation which bring a particular aspect of energy to us when called upon and help us to feel connected to that energy.

May you find clarity in this process. If one suggestion doesn’t work try another to find what works best for you. Sometimes it helps to connect personally with someone to talk about things. We are all different and our journey and needs unique to us. Don’t give up if something doesn’t work keep trying it is worth it to be Free and Whole again.

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I will be offering a guided meditation mp3 of this soon on my etsy site. If you are interested please email and I will let you know when available. IF you have any questions or there is something I can help with please email.

oracleofdivinegrace@oracleofdivinegrace

Blessings on your journey to freedom.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.

The I AM Presence and the Shadow

Understanding who we truly are and from where the shadow emerges.

I AM THAT I AM

This name of the Creator was unspoken for generations. Why, I am not sure. What I do know is that in not speaking and understanding this Name we became limited and controlled.

I AM a part of the Creator. The Crator began creation by stating I AM, and thus brining the infinite energy of potential into a conscious patter of creation. I AM are the defining words of the Creator. From I AM came forth all that we see and know to exist. I AM , me the person in this form, because I AM created me. Thus I AM that I AM. I AM an extension of the Creator Source, like a cell within our body.

The Creator I AM decided to expand and create myriad forms through which to experience differing typse of existence. Many souls were brought into Being of which I AM one and so are you. I can exist as an individual when desired or return to the Oneness from which I came, a part of the Universal Mind and Infinite possibilities. I can express,experience and create in a single world or multiple worlds at the same time.

It is difficult in the dense energies of Earth with its many veils of illusion and forgetfulness to fully understand the concept of Oneness beyond an informational level. We are so trapped within the energies of the form, and the beliefs of the systems in which we live, that although one might say I Am a child of the creator. It is said in a way in which they have come forth as a baby does from the mother into an individual form, a separate being.

The word shadow can be defined as a lesser or vestigial form, a shaded or reflected image cast when a body comes between the light and another object, an imitation of the original or a source of gloom and unhappiness. To fully understand who we are a part of the Creator experiencing a physical existence, it must come from an emotional, heartfelt energy that allows us to let go of the physical boundaries of form and thought form. Only then can we truly feel, manifest and BE the Wisdom and Truth that we are ONE with ALL LIFE and the Creator. I AM like a cell, or drop of water within the sea of Universal Mind and Oneness, expressing in this for as I AM.

What can we do to remove the blockages that keep us from remembering and Being, I AM. There are many aspects of the process of remembering and being free which is termed Enlightenment or Ascension. For many one of the biggest blockages comes in the form of what many term the Shadow Self.

What is the Shadow and what do we do?

Some religions teach their followers to fear the Creator. There teachings say that the Creator punishes those who are bad. They say that we are all sinners and so we must appease the Creator in order for the Creator to love us and forgive us. This is similar to how many parents train their children to behave and believe in a certain manner. It is called the rewards and punishment system. In this system we learn to get what we want by saying and doing what the person in authority wants so that we will not be punished. This coupled with the belief in a punishing Creator, causes many to try to hide that which they think they have done wrong, or is different than their religious belief system in fear of going to Hell a place of eternal punishment.

So we try to hide these actions and feelings, hoping that the Creator wasn’t paying attention because after all there are so many people, perhaps what I did wasn’t noticed. I feel bad, so I will put my feelings and thoughts about the situation, words or actions in a box. We create a shadow. Many speak of the shadow and shadow work as something horrible to face, because the shadow is evil. The shadow is not evil, it is but those parts of ourselves that we have put away from the light. We stand between them and the light in order for them not to be seen by the Light/Creator, and hopefully we can forget them and not be judged or punished.

However, when we move along our Ascension path to Enlightenment, we come to realize that I AM a part of the Creator and thus the Creator already knows what I did and has forgiven me. Why would the Creator forgive me. Do I not have to be punished? The Creator gave us the right to choose what we do. However, with each choice it must be in a balanced manner that does not harm another, and if we make an unbalanced choice at some point in our existence it needs to be faced and balanced before returning to Conscious Oneness along the Ascension path. The Creator has forgiven us and is trying to help us to balance out the energy we created, by sending energy of love and forgiveness, and Beings of Light who await our call to help us to feel secure enough to face the shadow.

Perhaps if you think of the shadow like we do the Inner Child. Someone who has fear, pain and hurt created by their experiences which have been locked away behind a wall. This wall prevents us from fully, living, loving, forgiving ourselves and others. This hinders our experiencing and expressing who we truly are as a part of the Creator, who came to Earth to experience the joy of Life and Creation. Just like the Inner Child who needs understanding and love to quit punishing, and condemning ourselves for not living up to the expectations of others, so the shadow needs us to take down the walls and to look at the hurt within us. It may be from this lifetime or others, but the walls allowed us to function in society without crawling into a ball of self hatred and fear.

You may think,but I don’t have a shadow self and perhaps that is true. Perhaps you have inner child issues, or a blocked heart that keeps you from loving self or others. Sometimes, we are just not ready to look at the shadow. It may seem scary to open it up for it may be like Pandora’s box. Pandora’s box was full of all the sorry, hurt and pain in the world. Pandora was to keep it guarded and closed so that people could function and enjoy life. When it was accidently opened, they came to find out at the bottom of the box there was HOPE. Hope is what keeps us moving forward despite the pain, fear and despair in the world.

The Shadow is like Pandora and holds those emotions which we don’t want to face. However, remember there is hope. The Creator knows all about them, and who do we truly care about knowing and loving us more than our Creator. So if our Creator knows, allowed and forgave us, and even is sending us energy and Beings to help. Why not be hopeful and open the box.

You don’t have to swing wide the lid all at once. Sit down quietly and ask the Creator and Archangel Michael, the Protector Archangel and your own guardian Angel to protect you from any negative energies. Call forth the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame of Transmutation to clear the energies in and around you. Call upon the Golden White Light of Love to fill you and surround you.

The shadow is a part of you that wants to be loved, forgiven, embraced, healed and transformed back to light. Like you to the Creator it no longer wants to be separate from you. Ask the Creator to send help that you may open the box bringing Light and Love to the Shadow and look at one piece at a time. Just do one during this quiet time. Remember, it is not hidden from anyone, only put aside by you until you were ready to look at it and balance the energy so it can once again become part of you.

Look at what it is, a thought against another, an action you took that hurt another, a word you spoke in anger that hurt another. Perhaps it was something someone said about you, that you were ugly, fat, stupid and it hurt so much you couldn’t face it. Perhaps, you were a bit over weight and lost pounds, but never forgot , or you gained more from despair and self doubt. Look at whatever this one aspect is. Where did it originate? Was your reaction a part of your belief system and how you were taught by others to react? As a par tof the Creator, remember you are loved, worthy and each step of your path was a part of learning and becoming a more loving, forgiving and compassionate Being? For example does your weight define whether or not you are a loving and giving part of God? What reactions came as a result of the original event? Can you see it from a higher perspective and let go of the misqualified energies it created? Can you embrace that part of yourself, forgive yourself and all others involved? Can you move forward knowing this was but a step along a journey of Becoming, and once you understand the event and how to better move through such an event with loving understanding , you will never face it again, for you are I AM, a part of the Creator.

Once you have looked at this, once again bring in the Gold, SIlve and Violet Flame of Transmuation to clear the energies and return them to source. Surround yourself with Golden White Light again and ask that any cords, agreement or contracts involved with the situation be cut or terminated without karmic repercussions.

Give yourself a few days of self care before attempting another clearing, but as you look at these you will find yourself speaking to a friend who has carried a heavy burden for you, and now you are helping them and yourself to be free. There is nothing to fear or be ashamed for the Light of I AM is all that Is.

One day you will find that you and the Shadow are One and there is only the Light of I AM.

Blessings

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.