Who am I?

This is one of those questions that we all ask ourselves at various points in our life. Usually it comes with, Why am I here? . A few days ago a neighbor was at my house and talking about her grandmothers house when she was a child and her life and said, ” I bet you have lots of memories about your childhood and home.”

I had to stop for a moment, for the memories are there in my rational/computer part of my mind if I seek them, but are not a prominent determining factor in my daily life as it is with her and many others. I said to her, ” Yes, I have found memories, but often it is more like another person lived that life than myself.”

I have said this to others, for there are stage of my life to which this is the truth. Who I was as a child, teen, young adult, 30 years ago or 15 years ago, even yesterday is not who I am today. How I view things and what I would write about in this blog are not necessarily how I would have viewd or written about a topic even last year.

Why?

I have in my spiritual journey learned to look at my life and release those feelings, emotions and beliefs which no longer help me in my journey to Being. All that I experienced, felt or did, has been a part of who I am today, but my focus is on living in the now, and returning to Oneness Consciousness and so I look at that which creates unbalanced states, or pulls me into the past. I look at the family issues within my DNA, past experiences and relationships and see what I learned from them, release and transform the energies. With each release I become a new me.

I can look into my storage banks if needed to pull up memories, but they have no emotional charge for me, if they do then I need to look at them and why I feel the strong emotional connection, just as I do when the actions of another person bother me. So, the past is clear for now, and I need to let go of the effects of the future possibilities , to live fully in the now.

My higher self, I Am said to ask myself, “Where am I now” for it is in the NOW where I can connect to my I AM Presence and Oneness. It is not in the past or the future for they are constructs of the 3D system. The future is created by my actions, intent and thoughts of now and I need to make them as clear as possible by living in the now connected to the higher perspective of my Soul. It is from this space that the highest possible potential will manifest for the highest good of all.

Who am I? I AM Moriah and I live in this moment, in the peace and grace of Divine Oneness and that is what matters to be Free of all limits and BE ALL THAT I CAN BE.

Namaste

I AM Moriah

I AM THAT I AM

The Source of Existence

It has been a source of misunderstanding to speak about the Source of Existence between religious groups on Earth for there are many differing names and concepts regarding what this means. For some there is only the path to enlightenment and nothing beyond, for others there is a being who is our Father and is the judge of our actions, for others there is the creator in all things which have many differing names or perhaps a trinity of being, the list goes on and on. Yet, in the end they are all looking at the Source of our existence and trying to name and comprehend what this means.

It is a difficult concept from our current perspective of duality to understand that the Source of Existence is just that, not a singular Being living in a temple and sitting on a throne somewhere, but the Essence of All Life in which we move and have our existence. We are a facet of that Source experiencing our Creation. We are in the essence of the Creator, like a cell in our body, which has forgotten we are part of the body, and thus may have become diseased and not functioning properly.

Once there was only the unlimited potential which some refer to as the void. This Energy to manifest existed without form, and at some point from within came a thought, I AM. I AM self created and existed within the energy of the unlimited potential. When I AM desired more, it thought and then said, Let there be Light. Desire, thought and the Spoken word are the essence of creation and manifestation. The process of expansion through what we call sacred geometry began. As the impetus of the I AM acted upon the potential of the void to create experiences and form through which to experience.

I was in meditation when I was reminded of how so many early cultures spoke and created images of the creational EGG. If you think about an egg it is the womb like structure which contains the potential for life. If it is fertilized a new chick will be born. If left unfertilized it will either spoil or we a life form can eat it and find nourishment. I believe this was a way to explain to humans in the past the concept of creation in a tangible way they would understand.

The void of unlimited potential is the womb which contains the potential of life and form, where the eggs of life are contained. It is the feminine aspect of creation. Unless acted upon by the intent of the masculine aspect of intent and thought it remains potential without form. The masculine who says I AM begins the process of creation. When the I AM desires for more and states that desire to bring Light or Life into manifestation, the expansion begins a circle or egg is formed within the potential to contain the creational matrix, from the egg of life, it expands into the flower of life. With each new desire of expression the I AM expands the sacred geometrical form of the Flower of Life, yet all paths lead back to the point of Creation, no matter how far the expansion.

I AM because the Self Created one Said ” I AM” and began a process of creation. I AM an incarnational aspect of the Source of Creation expanding and experiencing my Creation. There is a Source of Being of which I AM a part which is the whole of Existence the Universal Oneness and Universal Mind. This Source has a plan for expansion and exploration which is perfect and brings joy, wisdom, truth, love and abundance to all parts of Itself. Yet, I AM an aspect of the Creator and thus a co creator, and so there is only me, expressing myself.

However, the problem on Earth, exists in the fact that we have existed in a state of amnesia to our Oneness with All Life and thus we make creative choices which are not aligned to the benefit of all but to our limited perspective. Our I Am consciousness has not been able to guide us in unity, due to our ego/self will choices. I Am cannot function through the form in 3D reality so a Soul was created to guide us. Unfortunately, we don’t listen to the soul either. Our Soul and the connection to our I AM Presence exists within our Heart Chakra and Higher Heart. Due to existence, choices and experiences on Earth, most of us have built walls around our heart in order not to be hurt. We don’t trust our inner instincts and are disconnected, nor do we trust other people. We only trust our rational ego mind.

Our rational ego mind was designed only to be a tool directed by our Soul/I Am in order for our physical form to be safe and function in the systems of society as directed. Without our Soul direction we are like an rudderless ship reacting by instinct of self preservation to everything and everyone around us. The self mastery and enlightenment concepts taught in the Buddhic religion are the wonderful preparation for our mind to be the tool of our soul. However, we also need an open heart to connect to our Soul. This is what Jesus taught is the divine love of all others. Love being the Essence of Creation. We must master our thoughts, words and deed, to clear the authority of lower energies over us and open the heart to the enlightenment of the Soul.

When this happens, our body begins to lighten also, and become of a more refined nature so that we can connect more readily to our I AM Presence within the form. This is the Ascension process bringing the Divine Presence of the Creator Source, our I AM Presence energy, light and love into the Earth to help all life. You see we were never disconnected except in our minds and belief systems.

Is there a God, a Creator beyond us? Yes, and no. There is the ultimate Source of Creation of which we are a part expressing a unique aspect. When we return to unity with our I AM Presence and All life, we can know and create from the Infinite Potential for the blessings of All. Yet, it takes more than just us individually to create and manifest in the Infinite, it takes the original Source which has a Divine Plan of expansion.

Let me explain it like this. I have an idea for a movie. I may have the script, the ability to direct and produce and the funds to make this happen. Yet, I can’t act every part, prepare the props, provide for all the needed support. It takes each person doing their part to produce a movie. We finally need an audience who wants to watch or what is the purpose in the movie.

The I AM of self creation, is the person with the idea. We are all the writers, actors, producers, and audience of the movie. The I AM gave us the overall plan, provides the funds to make the movie and when we are doing our part aligned to our Soul/I AM Presence will be a guiding director to make sure it finishes with the overall impact to benefit everyone in the audience. If the writer, director, producer and actors think they know better than the original author, you may have a very different movie and it may not have the desired affect upon the audience.

The same with building a building. The person who wants the building may have a wonderful idea of their needs. It takes an architect to design , engineers for structural integrity, contractors, and workers to build the structure and bring the idea into manifestation. However, if anyone being thinks they know better than the overall plan it may fall down not being structurally safe, or it will not be pleasing to the idea or eye of the person contracting the building and they are unhappy.

Unity consciousness is the prize at the end of the Ascension pathway. It is were we meet the Universal Mind of the Creator Source and Infinite potential. It is the point of exploration into Infinite possibilities, blessings and abundace. It is there that we remember and say, why did I ever believe I knew better.

Do you know why so many inventors like Tesla and Einstein have spoken of the inspiration for their ideas and inventions? Or why at the same time more than one person was inspired to invent the telephone? It is because the Universal mind of Creator Source put forth the thought as being time for us, to help us on our pathway to something more and they were listening. Some say it was extra terrestrials, and perhaps the helpers who put it out there were from another planet, dimesion or frequency of existence, which would make them extra terrestrials. No matter, the original source was the Infinite Universal Mind of the Source of all Creation.

You are the created and the Creator. I AM because I AM exists and made me to exist. It is time to remember.

I Am Moriah Elohim

Wholeness and Love

Wholeness allows us to understand life from a higher persepective.

Love being the essence of creation, when we can live from our hearts, we can enter into wholeness with the Creator and All Life. Wholeness allows for us to understand the greater perspective of the life we are creating and experiencing. We can come to understand that disease and emotional or mental imbalances or stress in our life are the result of being out of balance in some area of our life.

We begin to understand that what we think, believe and our actions have an affect upon our physical body, as well as our mental and emotional state of Being.

When we begin to live from the heart we can be intuitively guided to make better choices in our lives. This can lead to better physical, emotional and mental states of Being. We see life and the actions of others from a new perspective. We begin to realize that our thoughts and action create results which can be of benefit or harm to ourself and others.

We can begin to see the choice of one person can change the course of a country or the world. We can understand the need to be responsible for our actions for eventually we have to balance the results if they are harmful. We start to focus on creating a more caring and compassionate point of view with our thoughts, words and deeds.

We can let of the limiting and learned ideals and beliefs taught to us by the structural forms of the world which create a need to judge others based on those ideals and beliefs. Instead we can see with compassion that if one truly understands the ramifications they would have chosen differently. We react often because of the wounded child within us, who was emotionally or mentally abused for not responding appropriately. Perhaps it is the voice of the wounded parent within us who holds a belief of a particular ideal and needs defend that ideal no matter what to be right.

We carry these wounds within our physical form and also our mental and emotional bodies which are non physical. We react to stimulus and it triggers a response within us. You can often feel it in a part of your body, or an emotional turmoil or great anger triggering a response from you to defend your belief or protect yourself if it comes from the inner wounded child. These are the refult of being trained from childhood to give authority to others whom we deem to be authority in our life.

How do we change this? First, allow yourself to feel this truth.

YOUR ARE A PART OF THE CREATOR, a soul spark, living in this human form. You came here to learn, experience and explore this beautiful jewel called Earth. You knew before you came into your form that you would forget this, but you desired to help awaken others and to be of help in this wonderous time of Ascension.

You knew it might be hrad to remember but you felt confident you could do so.

THIS IS YOUR WAKE UP CALL

YOU ARE LOVED

YOU ARE WANTED, VALUED AND NEEDED

It is time for you to remember and rejoin the ONENESS of Peace, Truth and Abundance.

There is a purpose for being here now and all you need to fulfill that purpose is awaiting your answer to the call.

Knock and the door will be opened.

There will still be steps of realization and releasing upon your journey but you are not alone. You have never been alone except in your belief.

Awaken dear ones. OPen your heart, seek oneness and you shall find it.

Let the light within you shine to light the path of others. We await your call, your answer to our call. We who serve the Universal Mind and Oneness of Creation of which you are a part.

The time of Ascension is now open, release and embrace the Infinite possibilities it brings.

WE ARE ELOHIM

Blessings

FREE TO BE – YOU AND ME

In 1972 Marlo Thomas and a group of friend brought forth a concept of empowerment, love and acceptance of each other. A concept many are still struggling to understand.

Free to be you and me – what if we never had to worry about others judging us, abusing us or teasing us. What if we could wake up in the morning and know that we could be and feel and express that which is within us, and know that although others may not understand us completely they allow us to be because that makes us happy.

What if from the moment you were born, each child was loved unconditionally, and allowed to express their emotions, thoughts and desires and be heard. What if all living things had a home, food and loving support. Then they would not live in fear, hurt and despair.

I am as I write this being reminded of a dog and how like a small child even when abused they keep coming back to their owner, like a child does with their parent who abuses them. They come with heads down and tail between their legs, hoping that this time it will be different. For this person is supposed to care for them and provide for them.

I now see a child who is running to be with their friend, one is black and the other white. They don’t see any difference. There is the image of the mother cat taking in babies of other species and nursing them when abandoned. The innocent allow for all because their hearts are pure and their hearts guide their minds.

If we allow for others to be different, because we are each different, then everyone would be free to express the beauty of their soul without fear. How FREE if we didn’t have to hide any part of ourselves from another.

I see the image of the circle of children of the Xhosa culture from a post on facebook. An anthropoligist placed a basket of fruit near a tree and told the children whomever got there first won all the fruit. They did not run separatly to do so but said the word “Ubuntu” I Am because we are. There response being how can one of us be happy when the others are sad.

We can work together, and be together freely in unity if we let down the learned walls of separation, fear of failure, feelings of unworthiness, fear of judgment, because we are taught that we cannot be different. Thus we learn to be the one who runs to the tree to get the fruit before the others, to be judged worthy, and not be less than anyone else.

How much more joyful, when everyone has that piece of fruit and can enjoy the sweetness together. When we can run together in the race and be the best we can be and be happy for each others accomplishment. How wonderful when someone asks us not where do you live, and what do you do, and how much money do you make, but asks how is life, what do you enjoy doing, do you feel happy?

My husband and I have been married for 35 years. In the early years we were asked repeatedly if when we were going to have children. It is something people ask about not knowing that perhaps a couple is unable or has made the choice not to have children. It can get quite ackward depending on your response. For one must grow up, get a good job, marry, have children, buy a home etc. If you are different ones don’t know how to interact with you. We have learned over the years to just answer the question, no we don’t have any children and move on to another question without explanation.

Everyone’s life, desires, hopes and dreams should be allowed to develop naturally and not based upon the expectations of others or society. If one feels loved and secure from birth, and able to be and express themselves as an individual we may find less violence, fear, hatred and anger in the world.

I found as a spiritual being who discovered my belief outside of the main religious structure, that ones can tend to look at you differently. It was quite ackward at times, when asked what church or religions I belong to, and when I would share that I was not affiliated with an organized religion, I was viewed suspiciously.

I learned to be quiet and cautious about my sharing, and the joy my faith has brought to me. It took a leap for me to finally feel FREE TO BE.

I am thankful that over 50 years ago Marlo Thomas started this process and hopefully one day soon it will be the norm and not the exception. Marlo and her father Danny Thomas have brought heart and freedom into their work and into the lives of many. Danny Thomas being a wonderful actor and the founder of St Judes Childrens Research Hospital and his work continued by Marlo an actress and Caring human being. I thank them for their service to humanity and the difference they have made in the lives of many.

FREE TO BE – YOU AND ME

Namaste

Moriah Elohim