Unlocking the Time Portal: A Journey of Rememberance

Time Portal of Rememberance and Unification.

I first apologize for the amount of time which has passed since last posting. This has been a time of REMEMBERANCE and UNIFICATION for me. I have had what was called a time portal in the wetland behind my home. I wasn’t exactly sure what to do with it so I simply protected it and about 6 months ago I was joined by a Yeti guardian to help. I realize now that he appeared at that time because it was time for the portal to be activated and stabalized. It has been in an inversion state for a long time. I didn’t understand the unstable energies, trees dying, intense cross winds and other anomolies over the years.

However, this understanding has been part of the process unfolding through Rememberance. That word Rememberance is the KEY to the portal, this process and unification. There has been so much occurring that I needed to remember, understand, and integrate over the last couple of weeks. It is like all the pieces of a puzzle that have been my life experience are finally beginning to make sense. People I have met, trips I have taken, experiences I have had, information I have gathered, and memories I have had now begin to make sense and fit together.

I had wondered why things weren’t happening they way, I thought they should or with the speed or ease of others. Recently I learned that I had to wait for the correct timing to REMEMBER and UNIFY. For instance, I had wondered why, I have difficulty seeing clearly with my inner sight, when I instinctively know that I could do so in other lifetimes. In fact recently I developed cataracts. I had been getting stronger prescriptions for my reading glasses due to working on a computer and reading a great deal. Then suddenly I could see clearly to read and I thought a miracle had happened. When I went for my yearly examine so proud of myself, they said my far sight was so bad that I wouldn’t be able to pass an eye exam. I hadn’t realized. They said I had cataracts. When I saw the surgeon and explained that my near vision had gotten better, she called it ‘second sight’. That whatever bad vision one had before cataracts corrects itself and the good sight gets bad.

Interestingly, shortly before this I had asked about my inner vision, and I was told that I had shut if off. That I needed to remember why, and only then could I open it again. Now, I was experiencing second sight of seeing close but my far sight was very bad, like my inner vision or clairvoyance. I can see by visualization and impression, but not clearly like seeing a movie. Yet, at times images will clearly superimpose themselves over my visual range just that clearly. My declaration is I have perfect 20/20 vision. This was simply a sign.

Why am I sharing this with you. I have been realizing that it has all been bits and pieces of ‘past lives’ coming, but not understanding the meaning or why I have an experience, until recently.

Perhaps, I need to clarify the portal. At least this time portal is not about moving from one destination or timeline to another. It is about helping one to REMEMBER and UNIFY. It opens the doors to other parts of ourself living in other dimensions and existences. They are not past lives, although to us as we experience time as linear instead of circular or NOW, they seem to be past lives. All the existences we think of as past lives are happening right now, they aren’t in the past. It is just that we have moved from them to this life. We can still connect to them and experience them, change events and integrate them into our NOW. The ‘future’ us is experiencing events to which we can connect and manifest in our NOW. This portal opens the doors to all aspects of ourself so that we can merge and unify in NOW time to do that which is needed to open the portal of Metatronic Spiral to Unification within the ONENESS of Self and ALL Life.

It opens to the Quantuum Field of Existence and Manifestation. We can as we tap into its energy and potential within the Quantum Field of Unity move to other dimensions, existenses and potentials, but we need most importantly and immediatley to focus on this NOW existence and Unifying them within Ourselves. That is the point of being in this life at this time. This is the most important life and you are the ONE for which you have been waiting.

So over the last couple of weeks, I have been connecting to the portal to stabalize the energies and in the process, remembering the bits and pieces of this lifetime and the lifetimes of other aspects of myself to unify, harmonize, balance and create resonance through dimensions into NOW. It is a time portal to I AM through Resonance to the Spiral of Oneness.

I was not to see the future or understand the pieces of the ‘past’ or aspects of myself until the timing was right. Why? Well, I came into this life to learn patience. If I know something my ‘inquisitive mind’ wants to know, understand the full facts and can ‘jump’ the gun and try to take matters into my own hands/rational mind outcome scenario. Plus, that which is hidden to me, was also hidden from those who disrupt or try to control information for a lesser purposes.

I recently was going to a location to active and connect it to the portal. As I approached the location, I began to experience nausea and intense stomach cramps. At first I thought it was something I ate. Then I thought perhaps I was being attacked so I asked for protection, which only made it worse. Then I thought perhaps something was trying to tell me the site or timing was off, so I decided to go back home. After a few hours, when I decided it I should pick another day it got better. When I realized It was not the prime spot and another was better suited, it stopped altogether. Timing and inner direction and resonance are essential in our process. I had let my rational mind pick due to information shared instead of waiting upon clear inner direction.

It was today as I sat with the Portal and aligning more fully with the energies it offers, I realized its true potential as a ‘Time Portal’ was one of Unity into the I AM. As I asked, it was verified by Thoth. I had to stabalize and protect it before I could understand it and this could only happen at the correct time. Before that I wasn’t able to see or understand.

This protected it from my sharing inadvertantly or others of not pure intent picking up on its energy. Once it was protected I could begin not only my own Unification, but Unifying it with other locations around the planet to expand the Gateway of the Divine Feminine opening to the Metatronic Spiral Home for Humanity. I don’t have all the answers about this yet, it is only beginning. I am remembering and awakening to it. I am sharing because these doors are being prepared so that you may walk through them as you are ready.

“Past lives” are really other incarnations of yourself. The name you had, or the position you held only really matters in the context of that which you have learned, cleared, activated and manifest in your spiritual process and mission into Oneness. You are here now to REMEMBER the parts of yourself in order to Unify all parts of yourself in the NOW to the I AM that I AM which you are.

Now as I remember a piece of my ‘past’ whether in this or another life, I am asking what does this mean in the greater scheme of Unification and Ascension. I begin to see the pattern of the work I have done or am doing in other lives which is part of why I am here now and what I am to do. It helps to heal and restore the alignment to the abilities and gifts that have been awaiting my Remembering.

So when you feel you are slow, not good enough, that there is something wrong that you are not doing or understanding, REMEMBER, you are exactly where you should be and doing exactly what you need to do at this time. Be open to and remember the pieces of the puzzle for when you least expect it they will begin to fit and the picture will become clear or at least clearer.

I hope this makes sense to someone besides me. Please feel free to share any experiences you may have or ask questions if you have any.

oracleofdivinegrace@gmail.com

I Am Kohlera Rayum

Understanding the Power of Belief, Faith, Hope and Grace in Our Lives

The meaning of BELIEF is a state or habit of mind in which trust or confidence is placed in some person or thing.

Faith is confidence or trust in a person, thing, or concept. In the context of religion, faith is “belief in God/Creator Source/Oneness or in the doctrines or teachings of …

The meaning of HOPE is to cherish a desire with anticipation : to want something to happen or be true.

The meaning of GRACE is unmerited divine assistance given to humans for their regeneration or sanctification

It felt right to list the definitions of these concepts before exploring them further to understand the accepted or generally understood meaning. We think of belief in terms of a religion and its tenets, yet that is only one aspect or focus. We can believe in our political, financial or educational systems. We can believe in our parents and family and the ideas they taught us. We can believe in ourselves and our abilities. We can believe in a person and what they say and do. We can believe that everyday we will have food, shelter and air to breath. We can believe we are good and someone else is bad. Of course we can believe in religious teachings, tenets and texts. But to say we believe in something doesn’t mean that we manifest this belief as an overall unifying concept in our life. That is where hypocrisy originates when we don’t live that which we say we believe.

This is not always easy in the world today when we are bombarded with so much input from media. We can find our thoughts and emotions being assaulted with the beliefs of others and reports that our beliefs are incorrect. This can leave us confused and angry. The only place we can find peace and balance is within us, in our hearts. Our heart is our barometer, when we ignore our barometer and utilize our mind which is designed simply to function in daily activities and to keep our form safe, then allow fear to be our guide.

Faith is belief in a person or concept. When we are putting our faith is someone outside of ourselves as our source of guidance and protection then we are giving authority in our lvies unto another. We are no longer aligned to the Creational Field of Oneness the Source of LIfe. Again, where we need to place our faith and belief is in the alignment of our heart to our higher self, that part of us that is and always has been one with All Life the Source of Creation.

Often we hear something which a person is saying that sounds good, and we put our faith in that person that they will help us and lead us into a new future and better future aligned to our beliefs. We may ignore the small signs that their actions do not align with their words. For they have offered us hope that they can ‘save’ us from that which we fear. We place our hope in what they say having faith that they truly believe as we do and can make our lfie better and manifest our desires, without us having to do too much except give them our support and believe in them. Oops did we give them our belief, faith and hope?

Are these not the tenets of a spiritual foundation? Have we given over our spiritual energy to another outside of ourselves to do what we should be trusting the Source of Creation, the Universal Onenss to do?

When we let go of the belief that someone or something outside of ourselves has a greater power and wisdom than the energy of Oneness to which we are all connected we have given them power over us. We have placed our faith in an energy that makes choices from less than the Universal Mind of Oneness.

This has been the reason all along that we live in chaos. Spiritual laziness that leads to indulgence in desires of material comfort over spiritual transformation. We want someone or something outside of ourselves to save us and do the work to make our lives better so we can go to or participate in whatever we think is Divine or Heavenly after this life without having to make any effort to change the core imbalances within us. We want someone else to make us safe so we can indulge our earthly desires. We simply want to have the things we want and enjoy life without any thoughts of the cost to others or how they may be affected.

People will give their power to whomever promises them this life until such time as it hits them in their pockets and then they will cry poor me.

We have forgotten that it is in alignment to our higher self we are granted the gift of grace. Grace is the unmerited assistance given to us for our regeneration or sanctification. Regeneration and sanctification is about the effort we must place in our spiritual growth. We have to clear the old beliefs that keep us tied to the authority of others and giving our allegiance to them over our inner knowing. We have to focus on opening our hearts and caring about ALL LIFE and bringing balance and harmony into the world at all levels of existence, for we live in a Unified Matrix and what one does affects others. We have to align our hearts to our higher self so that our mind and actions align to the Universal mind of Oneness to guide us instead of someone or something outisde of us ont the earthly plane. There is no human a savior, the savior exists within you. The Esscense of Oneness that is the Source of Creation resides within you.

For in this alignment we tap into the resources of physical health, mental clarity, emotional balance , abundace and spiritual expansion. All that we desire is available to us when we place our attention, our belief, faith and hope upon the algnment within us through our heart to the Source of Existence, Universal Mind and Oneness that is the Quantuum field of Creation. We don’t have to fear not having enough for in the Oneness we realize all we needs can be manifest through us. Int he Creaitonal law of Giving and Receiving, as we give without thought of return or recognition unto others , the universe can return the flow to us and we never want. In the Unity we are safe, for the light and love of creation protect us. We are guided in our lives to that which will bring us the greatest joy and ability to help others and to be part of the creational process. We tap into the Infinite flow of Oneness that is limitless, abundant and expansive.

SHIFT – if you are placing your faith and belief in another, you are giving away your higher gift of grace. You have given up hope in yourself and your ability to become Infinite and your hope of manifesting a better world for yourself and the future of All Life. Will it require effort? Of course all things require us to put forth effort even manifestation. However, the eternal and infinite rewards of spiritual growth and heart centered alignment are far more rewarding than the limited rewards any person can offer to you as long as you must believe in them to ‘save’ you over your own inner grace. You cannot comprehend the peace and joy the changes bring into your life until you begin the journey.

Feel the call to be in the world but not of it. To live as a Being of Light and Love so that these gifts of Spirit can pour through you to touch others to help them to remember the power of the Infinite within themselves. Not to bring followers to you, but to help others awaken to their own Beingness.

Believe there is something more for you as you focus upon spiritual growth. Have faith in yourself you can do this, there are blessings beyond belief awaiting you. Keep a focus of HOPE for a better world for ALL LIFE on Earth. Ask for your Higher Self, your inner connection to Oneness and the Source of Creation the Infinite to guide you and protect you in the state of GRACE, that you are Love, Needed and Protected.

I Am your sister in Light and Grace.

Aligning with Your Higher Self: Overcoming Fear and Embracing Unity

I am answering a question that someone had in spirit. It is a common question and a common fear. The question being that we struggle so much in life to gain control over what happens that to think of aligning to and taking guidance from unseen energies and Beings created fear and rebellion within our emotions and ego/personality.

The ultimate answer is this 8 “As above So below” the infinity sign. It was mentioned in the last 2 posts. So let us begin by saying that you are bombarded constantly by energies, signals, and thought patterns from outside of you of which you are unaware. Just think about the Havana Syndrome in which Americans in other countries were bombarded with sounds that affect them mentally, emotionally and physically. Your government and military have a device called an LRAD – long range acoustic device – that sends out sounds to disrupt thoughts and actions of people for crowd control. These are just 2 examples of how you can be controlled from outside of yourself without even knowing about it.

Self control and self will are tools we use to benefit ego self and to feel safe and in charge of your lives. They are rationalized by your physical brain/mind. You are also constantly influenced by past experiences, societal values, learned beliefs and ancestral patterns. There is also the influence of mass consciousness.

The creational matrix of earth holds the thoughts of all humanity and your experiences for eons since the beginning. It is by the agreed upon choices of life on Earth that what you see and believe is real exists. A chair is a chair because at some point all agreed that is how a chair should look. If people believed in a one eyed, one horned , flying purple people eater, it might just exist in physical form. So what does this have to do with giving up your choices to align to a higher non physical beings will?

Well, it shows that you are constantly being influenced currently by others thoughts, beliefs and ideas without even knowing it. These are earthly beings with their own agendas. The guides and teachers who are looking out for you and sending you messages and signs, have one agenda. That is the Divine Plan of all creation and to produce the outcome that is for the greatest good of all life and existence. They cannot force you to do anything, nor would they want to do so.

They know what you contracted and wanted to do in this life as far as your personal karmic clearing, your agreements to help others with their karma, your ascension process or spiritual growth desires and finally what service you wished to do for the higher good. They are simply trying to nudge you to remember. They can give you more direct messages and help if you open to them and align to your Higher Self.

The KEY here being your Higher Self. If you are not familiar with that it is the aspect of yourself that has remained in oneness consciousness with the Creator of ALL Life. It knows it is an aspect, a part of that Source and you are a part of your Higher Self. You are an incarnational aspect of your Higher Self which is an Aspect of the Source of Creation. You are one with the Source of Creation, you have simply forgotten. Well, I guess it doesn’t seem so simple to you.

There are other incarnational aspects of your Higher Self that are currently in other dimensions and time lines of existence. As you Ascend you merge back together with them and with your Higher Self. This is part of the alignment of which we speak. When this occurs the 8 becomes one with

The Infinity of “As above, So Below” combines with “As within, So without”.

You see in making the choice and it is your choice to make, to align to your Higher Self and the Will of the One you are aligning to the fullness of who you are. You are a part of the Creator experiencing the ultimate in separation and fear. You journeyed to see how far away you could go until you realized the futility of your duality journey and remembered the Infinite joy and possibilities of Oneness to the All.

You are not giving up your free will and ability to choose, you are aligning it with all the other parts of yourself to create something wonderful and infinite and eternal. You will inspire others to remember by the light and love that comes through you in your alignment. You will remember how to fly, to travel through time, to manifest with your thoughts, to create a ‘one eyed, one horned, flying purple bundle of laughter’. You will remember the beginning of time and understand the infinite possibilities that are before you. You will remember that you are one with everything that exists for it comes from the substance of Source, the same substance from which you originate. You all exist within the energy of the One Source. The Essence of that Source is Love.

Love is your shield, it is the energy that shines within your and heals you and makes you whole. It is not the conditional love of Earth humans, but the unconditional love of caring, compassion and hope for all life to have abundantly all that they need. There is no need to control others so that you may benefit when all can benefit equally. There is no need to worry about the LRAD for you are protected by your guides and guardian angel. They are not separate from you but part of you. They are here to help you remember who you truly are.

There is nothing to fear about alignment and unity with ‘the will’ of the One and your Higher Self for it is returning home. The prodigal son/daughter is welcomed and a feast is prepared.

I AM Thoth and we await your choice with open arms and much love.

Mystic in the Mews

I am so ready for the sequel or a series that continues this tale of wisdom, magic, enlightenment, synchronicity and spiritual awakening. This tale of friends who enter the world of spiritual guidance by an Enlightened Being is spell binding. I found myself not wanting to put it down because I wanted to know what happened next. It is a journey of discovery of the Infinite possibilities that lie within us as we open our hearts and minds to that which may seem impossible. The characters are lovable and captivate your heart and mind as they struggle and overcome their own doubts and fears. You will not be sorry and like myself you will be ready for more.

A wonderful story of wisdom, adventure and transformation.

This is a book that can cross the borders of countries, politics, beliefs/religions and takes us into the Reality of Oneness and Infinite Possibilities which lies within each of us.

I am so ready for the sequel or a series that continues this tale of wisdom, magic, enlightenment, synchronicity and spiritual awakening.

This tale of friends who enter the world of spiritual guidance by an Enlightened Being who mystically appears to them is spell binding. I found myself not wanting to put it down because I wanted to know what happened next.

It is a journey of discovery of the Infinite possibilities that lie within us as we open our hearts and minds to that which may seem impossible. The characters are lovable and captivate your heart and mind as they struggle and overcome their own doubts and fears.

You will not be sorry and like myself you will be ready for more.

It is available on Amazon.

Reversing the Process

There is a process called Reverse Osmosis.

Upon the spiritual growth path we are experiencing this process. Filtering out the mass consciousness and personally held thought patterns, beliefs, ideas of ideals, memories and genetic patterns to be FREE and PURE.

For me I am switching gears personally in a reverse osmosis process regarding writing and blocking for my spiritual service.

Many people as they open to Spirit become mediums and channels for non physical beings. They offer messages and guides either for free or for a fee. Some do so as a desire to be of help and service, and others to obtain notoriety and income. I am not saying that this is bad or good. I personally don’t believe in bad or good, but in choices and experiences.

I SO OFTEN remind you as you open to non physical beings, and really just in your personal life to ask for and use spiritual protection and learn discernment. To open to connect with our guides, teachers and loved ones is a wonderful experience of learning that we are not alone and that life is continuous. They can offer us help and guidance depending on the level of attainment they have reached. However, all that glitters is not gold and some are simply at a lower level non physical being trying to feed off light beings energy and will say what is needed to connect, or it can be psychic energy within the ethers and mass consciousness being sent out to ‘suggest’ like in hypnosis what we should or should not do. If we open ourselves to everyone and everything without protection and discernment we can be decieved.

Again I am not saying that they are good or bad, they are simply doing what they need or want to do as part of their choices and experiences. We can choose to participate or not. We can ask for Beings of Light to protect us until we learn to protect ourselves and to discern the vibration of the energies of different beings so that we are sure and aware of the ones with whom we are connecting. We don’t need to ask Light Beings to protect us if we are based in a heart centered focus of Unconditional Love, Unconditional Love will protect us. Unconditional Love is not the passion and lust of earthly love, but the caring and compassion for all living beings.

I will remind you here of a story in the Himalaya of Jesus, when he was ‘missing’ before his mission began. He was studying in different monasteries in Tibet. One day a hoarde was approaching the village and the people were panicking. Jesus walked to the top of the gully through which they were approaching and held up his hand and the horses bolted throwing off their riders, who fled in panic. When asked what he did. Jesus said,” I simply sent love towards them and love repelled that which did not match it’s vibration.”

To open up psychically, to other dimensions of existence as a medium, psychic, channel, translator or oracle is a responsibility that one takes on to the people with whom they share their information. We can only receive and translate what we receive at the level of attainment we have personally reached. Thus we become karmically responsible for that which we share, but as well the person listening or reading is responsible to discern the information before they use it or apply it in their lives. CHOICES it is all about how we choose and focus our attention.

Thus, to open to other dimensions is supposed to be part of our personal process in which we open to guidance, learn to discern what we receive and to put into practice by clearing and releasing the old which keeps us from reaching greater wisdom, love and light. If we stop at the psychic level and simply become a channel and don’t grow personally, we are not helping ourselves or others and that is a limit.

To use protection and discernment is to help us to learn to focus and utilize that which we are receiving to grow to and expand into greater freedom. As we learn to stand in love and light, we no longer need protection for it is always within and around us. We are thus sovereign beings within our form. There is only ONE Being in reality that is made up of all of us. There is only one Mind which is Universal, we simply tap into it at the level of vibration to which we have risen.

The reality we experience here was created by the agreement of certain conscious parameters long ago as allowed by Lady Gaia. this is called the Creational Matrix. It is a conglomerate of our mass consciousness. However, once free will and spiritually amnesia came into existence after Atlantis it has been added to by every generation of incarnational beings by their individualized thoughts, beliefs, fears, hopes, dreams. No longer does everyone have to agree all that we think and do goes into it creating CHAOS. We also have our genetic generational belief patterns in our DNA and those that we have learned as values, ideal and beliefs from our family and society in which we live.

This is a human created reality that can change in an instant if enough people agree to focus on transforming it.

There is no good or bad only choices, beliefs of what we think is real and experiences to help us learn, grow, transform and understand existence. Everything we think do and say is projected and stored in mass consciousness and can influence others. There are ones who have learned by projecting thought forms into the atmosphere as wave signals they can affect the choice and actions of others. That is why protection is essential, whether by Archangel Michael, your guardian Angel or the LOVE AND LIGHT within you. I suggest Michael and your guardian Angel simply because until one has cleared old beliefs and fears our hearts are usually enclosed within a wall of fear, disbelief, and pain which needs released and transformed to have the strength of energy to protect ourselves.

Mass consciousness can influence our perception of what is reality and limit us from moving beyond what we perceive as reality to the true reality of infinite Being. Not only are there physical level projections coming at us that can say they are anyone or anything, but there are also lower energy beings, that we might term ghosts, incarnates, some would call demons. They are simply beings who have left the form and were at a low level of understanding and vibration which keeps them in the lower 4d. They seek light and connections to earth and so they come around ones who are open or on drugs and alcohol trying to connect and live off their energy. They will say and do what is needed to get their ‘fix’. They are not bad, simply lost and seeking and need help as we do. Some may have not so good intent and seek power and control to influence through one who is open, that is what many term demons. Again, if we are seeking higher light and love we limit their connections for they can only attach to that which is of the lower energy within us. That is why our personal spiritual work is so important either before opening, or after, to non physical communication. Usually you will know them by their message, but some can be deceptive.

Beings of Light bring teachings that encourage us and inspire us into transforming our limited beliefs and to seek spiritual growth, oneness and service in love to others.

I share all of this to get back to the title of this blog Reversing the Process. Reverse Osmosis as in the image is a filter that takes out the unwanted particles in water to create pure and clean water. Most people begin expanding into the non physical realms by connecting psychically as part of their learning process. They share, hopefully of the higher light and wisdom, and continue to grow as an individual. We can only receive, translate and share information at the level to which we have evolved. Part of this process is learning to let go of that from past lives, or learned beliefs and ideas which hinder or hold us back, THE FILTER. So they filter their old beliefs out of their energy to create a pure stream of Being and energy.

For me in this life to come forth and do this blog was a difficult choice. I have not come forth as a channel or psychic sharing messages from different Light Beings with you. Most of what I have shared has been from my process and wisdom learned. HOWEVER, that does not mean that it did not come from other Beings of LIGHT, for it did in the understanding that we are all one. My process being reverse of most people who share message from Light Beings.

I cam into this life to focus upon returning to Oneness with All That IS, to move through the Ascension Process and learn it in the many aspects to share with others. So I have focused upon that process. I have been helped by so many wonderful Beings of Light of which sometimes I am aware and other times it is synchronistic experiences which they have helped to created for me to learn and I am not aware of which beautiful soul was at the crux of it.

When I felt guided to start this blog to share of my experiences and what I have learned I knew it was good for me to not differentiate my understanding from the Oneness with All Life. In this I mean, it didn’t matter if Jesus, Buddha, or Ashtar was sharing in Essence we are All One. I needed to keep my focus there to get my full understanding of Oneness with my I AM Presence and thus ALL Life as my focus. It is not me or anyone in particular doing this work and sharing this wisdom it is the ONE within ALL of US sharing. The more I can know this, I can manifest this in my life. They have worked with me in the process of my growth, to give me confidence in myself and my oneness and that which I share, knowing the source.

In essence Beings of Light seek not notoriety or recognition for their messages, for it is given in order to help us to evolve and transform.

The second part of this for me has been that in many lifetimes I was an oracle, medium, channel, priestess or shaman. These lifetimes have not all been wonder and magic, although many were, but some have ended not so nice for me. Thus, coming into this life I did not want to be in that position until I was clear and felt ready.

I am now being told that is it time and it is not required that I not the source of a message which comes from another Being of Light, but it can be helpful to me and to them. For me it brings forth more of a unity of consciousness work that I can move into the outer world. In this I mean that in other lifetimes which were not so nice, I learned to mistrust others when sharing my gifts and built up walls. Not with the spiritual realm but the physical realm. TRUST ISSUES. I know come from a place of complete protection and must learn to trust others. I also know that a message from Mother Mary or Quan Yin may mean more to some people than a message shared just by me. So, I am reverse osmosis the process going from the pure protected level and diving back into the world of chaos but in a sovereign state of being in this lifetime.

I do this in service to ALL.

One last note I am told to make. I do not share my birth name for still the message is not about me but about you and your connection with source. On messages I share not from other Beings of Light it will be signed either , Marguerite ( this is the name Metatron gave me) or Mareya Shimayah Elohim (this is my current spiritual name). These names are only signposts for me to help me to grow spiritually into new essences of my Being. They are not important. It is not important what I am called, for the message is what is important and coming into Oneness.

A last note on names. Most of us influenced the name we are given at birth for a specific vibration or tone. This tone mixes with our energy tone/vibration within our blood crystals and DNA. Together they form our signature, the tone we are within the Music of the Spheres. As we clear the limiting beliefs, blockages and patterns we begin to have a new tone, and we find we have a new ‘name’ which fits more who we now are energetically within the Oneness. The variance of our tone to the purity of Oneness lessens. We embody more of our true essence and sing a tone of purity. In the Christian Bible it says

Revelation 2:17
Verse Concepts
He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes, to him I will give some of the hidden manna, and I will give him a white stone, and a new name written on the stone which no one knows but he who receives it.’

Revelation 2:17
He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes, to him I will give some of the hidden manna, and I will give him a white stone, and a new name written on the stone which no one knows but he who receives it.’

hidden manna is the food of wisdom, white stone is purity of heart, the new name is your I AM PRESENCE.

AHAVA – to give in love

This message was inspired by Mother Mary, Jesus and Ascended Master Thoth

I will be bringing forth a series of messages from the Divine Feminine Beings of Light as requested by Mother Mary.

NO ONE LEFT BEHIND

It was deemed to be so if we choose to Ascend.

A few decades ago, after the Harmonic Convergence in which humanity showed our desire and willingness to return to Unity Consciousness, it was decided that as Lady Gaia/ Earth ascends anyone who chooses Ascension will be given all the help possible to do so. Also, all possible energy would be supplied to help as much as possible within the parameters of self will, so that the control of mass consciousness would ease for as many as possible to make that choice.

It is the right of those who prefer the 3D ego consciousness of greed, self preservation and control to continue in that mode of consciousness. There will be a time when all will make the choice of Unity Consciousness, if not now then later. Why? All is part of Creator Source or Universal Oneness. As we are expanding forth we remain connected to this Oneness through our heart. We simply have to make our choice to remember, desire to reconnect and help is provided.

No one is chosen over another, we make the choice. The chosen are the ones who choose to Ascend. The Ones who desire to remain in ego consciousness now, when they finally make the choice to Ascend will be welcomed home to unity with love as much as the first who returned. There is always joy when we return to unity consciousness.

As a part of the Universal Oneness, that is called Creator Source, we are all inherently good and deserving of joy and abundance. The ‘fall’ was a fall in consciousness from 5D or higher to 3D that occurred when we chose to incarnate on earth, that we must raise back to Unity. It need not be a struggle, the Creator or Universal Oneness Consciousness wants us to be happy and prosperous. Thus, we need only remember and accept that we are part of the all of existence and All Beings. The connection to the Divine Presence Consciousness is within us. You are the teacher, the savior for whom you have been waiting. The answers to all your questions lies within you.

It is not wrong to seek knowledge from others, for we are taught and live our lives on earth in a singular fashion. On Earth we are taught that information comes to us from outside of ourselves. That is why discernment and protection are needed, and a heart centered focus. This is needed for us to be able to understand that each person is either giving us the best that they understand, which may not be the best for us or they might be trying to deceive and control us. We only can distinguish from a heart centered state of being.

Until we reach the point of knowing and Being from a place of Oneness consciousness, the other parts of ourselves who have remembered their Oneness are trying to help us. They come not from a physical connection but an inner connection to remind us who we are. In this too we need to use protection and discernment, for there are energies in the ethers (non physical) realms of earth that try to tap into our telepathic/ inner hearing to control us.

As long as we believe that only one man could ever manifest the perfection of the Divine, we will feel ourselves weak and unable to be the True Essence of the Creator Oneness that we are in Reality. All religions sprang from the sharing of inspired wisdom of ones who tapped into Universal Oneness. They did not teach others while alive to seek them, but whatever form they understood to be Universal Oneness and the Source of Creation. The limits of them as being the only ones able to connect to the Source of Oneness came afterwards, along with rules and rituals in which to do this if we want to be accepted and worthy.

This may have had purpose at one point in time, but it no longer serves to set us free but instead to keep us controlled and separate from the Divine within us. It keeps us looking without for that which exists within us.

So to return to the title of this writing, No One Left Behind, this is the Desire of All Oneness outside of our 3D limits and they seek to help us in our journey. It means that NO ONE who desires to seek Freedom and Ascension of consciousness back to Oneness, that which some term Heaven and Creator, will be left behind as Earth Ascends. Earth is returning to 5D from 3D and all who are able will do so along with her. That is why the abundance of help is being made available to us, so that if we choose, we can do so. However, we need to make the choice and ask for help. Due to free will choice they cannot interfere is we choose to stay in 3D. We will simply move to incarnate in another 3D system when Earth moves to 5D to experience the same as we do now. Is this hell punishment,? Well, it depends on how you look at the state of the humanity at this time.

Do not fear, you will not be left behind if you want to explore the greater existence, you need but ask for help and seek to let go of the limits that you have been taught to believe.

Namaste

FEAR

Bravery is acting despite our fear.

Love is the absence of fear.

Today I awoke with these thoughts moving through my energy fields. I find that although I have known peace at various times in my life, today for the first time, I truly feel that peace within all my physical and non physical energy bodies. I realized that I have let go of fear and embraced the shadows with love, compassion, forgiveness and understanding.

Fear is layered within our DNA and emotional bodies. We also, connect with it as it exists within the creational matrix and mass consciousness grids. I realized that I had finally been able to let go of the fear within me. However, like an onion which has many layers, there might be something hiding in a hidden corner of which I am not aware. If that is so, I will face that shadow with the love and support of my Soul, and my I AM Presence. I will embrace the hidden shadows if they still exist as they appear.

For now I understand them as the small child within me that has felt less than another, abandoned, hurt, bullied, shunned, not enough to meet the standards of the one in authority at the time. The small one that has climbed inside the safe place, only to find someone shut the door. They shut the door to keep from facing and experiencing the pain that I held. They built a wall around me and left me hidden in this dark corner of their heart and mind. On occassion I would knock on the door asking them to open it and let me out. I asked to know why they had abandoned me here. Sometimes, I would get angry and stir their emotions to lash out at others, especially those who had hurt me and caused me pain. Other times I would just feel more pain and hurt. They call me the dark side or shadow self. I am not a shadow but they have put me in the shadows and kept me from the light. The light I need so much to feel safe. The light that will embrace me and allow me to know that I am enough. Those who said I am not were suffering from their own pain and belief and taking them out on me or trying to force them upon me. I need the light. I need the love and warmth. When you open the door to me, we can both be healed and return to wholeness. We become strong together and take back the authority of knowing what is right for us and that we are enough. We don’t need the approval of another or to follow their beliefs. We don’t need to force ours upon them.

We are One within ourselves with All that exists. We are loved unconditionally no matter what we may have done for we are explorers upon the expansion wave of the Creator Source, experiencing that which we came to see and understand. We cannot with our logical/rational mind understand why we are experiencing all things for those choices were made before we came to this incarnation. However, the answer lies within our hearts, but first we must open the door to the closet where we have placed the inner child within the shadows and bring in the light and love to them. Embrace them with love and acceptance. Dance the dance of oneness and open your hearts together to your Soul wisdom and then you will in the quiet begin to understand. Together you are brave for you know the love and light protect you and you are enough. What you do is at this point forward Divinely guided to be for the highest good.

You are at One within and without, above and below. Peace has come with knowing you are loved and the light shines upon the path ahead. There is no fear, for fear is the absence of love and you are love manifest. You spread light and love with each step you take.

Open to the shadow with you and embrace your wholeness. YOU ARE LOVED. There is nothing to fear.

Blessings

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

I love the synchronicity of spirit. Later after writing this I came across a quote from the movie ” Fantastic Beasts, the Secrets of Dumbledore”. It is Dumbledore addressing the only, non magical people in their group of warriors to save magic. His name is Jacob and he feels he has little to contribute. Dumbledore tells him to “Stop doubting yourself. You are a what most people seek all of their lives to be a person with a heart full of love. Only a truly brave man could open themselves and their heart up so honestly and completely.”

Be Brave – open your heart fully to love and know the Unity of Life and its abundance of Blessings and wisdom. Then the light and shadows will become as the ying and yang, blending in a dance of bliss and peace.

Oneness

We are One with the Universe and All Life.

We are a soul living in a vehicle called a body which allow us to explore and maneuver in this world. We are also a part of the Universe which is a living entity called by many names such as Allah, God, Brahma, Great Spirit, Universal Mind, the list is long. The Universe or Creator Entity is alive in and through us. It is growing, expanding and exploring through us. The Universal Oneness experiences itself it a myriad of ways through our experiences.

In the beginning the Source sent out parts of itself to explore and create. These parts eventually sent out parts, and those parts sent out parts that became souls which can embody through a physical form of which each of us is a part. The entity which is the Universal Mind or Oneness exists within you and as you. However, you have forgotten and when you remember and take down the veil of amnesia you will be Unlimited and Free.

The Universal Oneness explores the uniqueness of creation as you. This is hard to understand from our viewpoint of the form where we are separate, seeing a world of duality and limits. When we are ready to understand who who truly are and let go of the limited authority of duality consciousness, we will bring down the veil of illusion and remember our Oneness.

I AM that I AM

Until then there are Angels and Beings of Light to help us. In reality they are not separate from us but a part of us manifesting to help us remember, explore and expand. They know our journey and want us to fulfill it back to Freedom and Being.

The journey begins with a choice and seeking from within the heart for guidance. How do we seek within the heart. Sit quietly for a moment. Breathe deeply and slowly several times, while placing your focus within the center of your chest area. This is where the heart chakra is located. Think of the breath entering there and and follow it. Relax into the heart and feel yourself let go of tension. Then ask that which you seek and listen quietly. You may not receive an answer at first but in time you will. The answer may not come in meditation, it may come as a song you hear, something another says, a feather appearing at your feet. You may feel something rather than hear. Be open, you can even ask for a sign to be given to verify what you receive. Be patient it takes time and practice.

It can happen in a moment but for most it takes time, but one day the veil of amnesia will come down. You will see the veils of illusion begin to part so that you can see the world in all its beauty and glory. The Universal Oneness will see through you, and you will see through the eyes of Oness. You will need no outside authority to tell you how to live and view life, for you are aligned to the highest perspective for the good of All Life. You will understand how limited was the world of illusion which you considered reality.

Remember throughout this process that the rational mind/ego is strong and will struggle to stay in control. It can be very deceiving and allow you to think you have reached freedom while it is still in control. Remember, that Oneness benefits all life not just personal desires and needs. As long as you are discerning it will happen. During this journey move outside your comfort zone, face your fears and be joyful. We are here to learn, enjoy, explore and expand.

Blessings

Who am I?

This is one of those questions that we all ask ourselves at various points in our life. Usually it comes with, Why am I here? . A few days ago a neighbor was at my house and talking about her grandmothers house when she was a child and her life and said, ” I bet you have lots of memories about your childhood and home.”

I had to stop for a moment, for the memories are there in my rational/computer part of my mind if I seek them, but are not a prominent determining factor in my daily life as it is with her and many others. I said to her, ” Yes, I have found memories, but often it is more like another person lived that life than myself.”

I have said this to others, for there are stage of my life to which this is the truth. Who I was as a child, teen, young adult, 30 years ago or 15 years ago, even yesterday is not who I am today. How I view things and what I would write about in this blog are not necessarily how I would have viewd or written about a topic even last year.

Why?

I have in my spiritual journey learned to look at my life and release those feelings, emotions and beliefs which no longer help me in my journey to Being. All that I experienced, felt or did, has been a part of who I am today, but my focus is on living in the now, and returning to Oneness Consciousness and so I look at that which creates unbalanced states, or pulls me into the past. I look at the family issues within my DNA, past experiences and relationships and see what I learned from them, release and transform the energies. With each release I become a new me.

I can look into my storage banks if needed to pull up memories, but they have no emotional charge for me, if they do then I need to look at them and why I feel the strong emotional connection, just as I do when the actions of another person bother me. So, the past is clear for now, and I need to let go of the effects of the future possibilities , to live fully in the now.

My higher self, I Am said to ask myself, “Where am I now” for it is in the NOW where I can connect to my I AM Presence and Oneness. It is not in the past or the future for they are constructs of the 3D system. The future is created by my actions, intent and thoughts of now and I need to make them as clear as possible by living in the now connected to the higher perspective of my Soul. It is from this space that the highest possible potential will manifest for the highest good of all.

Who am I? I AM Moriah and I live in this moment, in the peace and grace of Divine Oneness and that is what matters to be Free of all limits and BE ALL THAT I CAN BE.

Namaste

I AM Moriah

I AM THAT I AM

The Source of Existence

It has been a source of misunderstanding to speak about the Source of Existence between religious groups on Earth for there are many differing names and concepts regarding what this means. For some there is only the path to enlightenment and nothing beyond, for others there is a being who is our Father and is the judge of our actions, for others there is the creator in all things which have many differing names or perhaps a trinity of being, the list goes on and on. Yet, in the end they are all looking at the Source of our existence and trying to name and comprehend what this means.

It is a difficult concept from our current perspective of duality to understand that the Source of Existence is just that, not a singular Being living in a temple and sitting on a throne somewhere, but the Essence of All Life in which we move and have our existence. We are a facet of that Source experiencing our Creation. We are in the essence of the Creator, like a cell in our body, which has forgotten we are part of the body, and thus may have become diseased and not functioning properly.

Once there was only the unlimited potential which some refer to as the void. This Energy to manifest existed without form, and at some point from within came a thought, I AM. I AM self created and existed within the energy of the unlimited potential. When I AM desired more, it thought and then said, Let there be Light. Desire, thought and the Spoken word are the essence of creation and manifestation. The process of expansion through what we call sacred geometry began. As the impetus of the I AM acted upon the potential of the void to create experiences and form through which to experience.

I was in meditation when I was reminded of how so many early cultures spoke and created images of the creational EGG. If you think about an egg it is the womb like structure which contains the potential for life. If it is fertilized a new chick will be born. If left unfertilized it will either spoil or we a life form can eat it and find nourishment. I believe this was a way to explain to humans in the past the concept of creation in a tangible way they would understand.

The void of unlimited potential is the womb which contains the potential of life and form, where the eggs of life are contained. It is the feminine aspect of creation. Unless acted upon by the intent of the masculine aspect of intent and thought it remains potential without form. The masculine who says I AM begins the process of creation. When the I AM desires for more and states that desire to bring Light or Life into manifestation, the expansion begins a circle or egg is formed within the potential to contain the creational matrix, from the egg of life, it expands into the flower of life. With each new desire of expression the I AM expands the sacred geometrical form of the Flower of Life, yet all paths lead back to the point of Creation, no matter how far the expansion.

I AM because the Self Created one Said ” I AM” and began a process of creation. I AM an incarnational aspect of the Source of Creation expanding and experiencing my Creation. There is a Source of Being of which I AM a part which is the whole of Existence the Universal Oneness and Universal Mind. This Source has a plan for expansion and exploration which is perfect and brings joy, wisdom, truth, love and abundance to all parts of Itself. Yet, I AM an aspect of the Creator and thus a co creator, and so there is only me, expressing myself.

However, the problem on Earth, exists in the fact that we have existed in a state of amnesia to our Oneness with All Life and thus we make creative choices which are not aligned to the benefit of all but to our limited perspective. Our I Am consciousness has not been able to guide us in unity, due to our ego/self will choices. I Am cannot function through the form in 3D reality so a Soul was created to guide us. Unfortunately, we don’t listen to the soul either. Our Soul and the connection to our I AM Presence exists within our Heart Chakra and Higher Heart. Due to existence, choices and experiences on Earth, most of us have built walls around our heart in order not to be hurt. We don’t trust our inner instincts and are disconnected, nor do we trust other people. We only trust our rational ego mind.

Our rational ego mind was designed only to be a tool directed by our Soul/I Am in order for our physical form to be safe and function in the systems of society as directed. Without our Soul direction we are like an rudderless ship reacting by instinct of self preservation to everything and everyone around us. The self mastery and enlightenment concepts taught in the Buddhic religion are the wonderful preparation for our mind to be the tool of our soul. However, we also need an open heart to connect to our Soul. This is what Jesus taught is the divine love of all others. Love being the Essence of Creation. We must master our thoughts, words and deed, to clear the authority of lower energies over us and open the heart to the enlightenment of the Soul.

When this happens, our body begins to lighten also, and become of a more refined nature so that we can connect more readily to our I AM Presence within the form. This is the Ascension process bringing the Divine Presence of the Creator Source, our I AM Presence energy, light and love into the Earth to help all life. You see we were never disconnected except in our minds and belief systems.

Is there a God, a Creator beyond us? Yes, and no. There is the ultimate Source of Creation of which we are a part expressing a unique aspect. When we return to unity with our I AM Presence and All life, we can know and create from the Infinite Potential for the blessings of All. Yet, it takes more than just us individually to create and manifest in the Infinite, it takes the original Source which has a Divine Plan of expansion.

Let me explain it like this. I have an idea for a movie. I may have the script, the ability to direct and produce and the funds to make this happen. Yet, I can’t act every part, prepare the props, provide for all the needed support. It takes each person doing their part to produce a movie. We finally need an audience who wants to watch or what is the purpose in the movie.

The I AM of self creation, is the person with the idea. We are all the writers, actors, producers, and audience of the movie. The I AM gave us the overall plan, provides the funds to make the movie and when we are doing our part aligned to our Soul/I AM Presence will be a guiding director to make sure it finishes with the overall impact to benefit everyone in the audience. If the writer, director, producer and actors think they know better than the original author, you may have a very different movie and it may not have the desired affect upon the audience.

The same with building a building. The person who wants the building may have a wonderful idea of their needs. It takes an architect to design , engineers for structural integrity, contractors, and workers to build the structure and bring the idea into manifestation. However, if anyone being thinks they know better than the overall plan it may fall down not being structurally safe, or it will not be pleasing to the idea or eye of the person contracting the building and they are unhappy.

Unity consciousness is the prize at the end of the Ascension pathway. It is were we meet the Universal Mind of the Creator Source and Infinite potential. It is the point of exploration into Infinite possibilities, blessings and abundace. It is there that we remember and say, why did I ever believe I knew better.

Do you know why so many inventors like Tesla and Einstein have spoken of the inspiration for their ideas and inventions? Or why at the same time more than one person was inspired to invent the telephone? It is because the Universal mind of Creator Source put forth the thought as being time for us, to help us on our pathway to something more and they were listening. Some say it was extra terrestrials, and perhaps the helpers who put it out there were from another planet, dimesion or frequency of existence, which would make them extra terrestrials. No matter, the original source was the Infinite Universal Mind of the Source of all Creation.

You are the created and the Creator. I AM because I AM exists and made me to exist. It is time to remember.

I Am Moriah Elohim