Tag: healing

Healing Inner Child Trauma: Spiritual Journey and Self-Expression

Let us look at and heal the small child within the closet we hold within ourselves.

First, let me state that if you are having serious emotional distress in your life that which I will speak of is not intended to replace your seeking of licensed professional medical or psychiatric help.

This is about your spiritual journey and the pain we have walled within our being from our childhood. There are very few people, unless they have worked with this energy or have had licensed counseling, who do not have some pain trapped within them from their life. It doesn’t necessarily have to have come from your childhood, it could be teenage, young adult, or adulthood physical, mental or emotional trauma.

I speak of it as the inner child trauma because when we are in pain or face intense challenges there is a trigger within us of fight or flight. This is like a child who hides from a challenge or pain to feel safe. I don’t know what a professional psychiatrist would say about this but I have found that at some point in our childhood, we experience a hurt or pain that makes us feel bad or scared. In that moment as a small child we create a safe space within ourselves to which we retreat from the pain and we build a wall or close a door in order to keep out the ones who frighten us or cause us pain. As an adult, when we flee often it is not a physical flight but a movement within us emotionally and mentally to a place within where we as a child have created a safe space.

This is a place where we can cry and hope to remain safe. A part of us has felt that we must not be good or worthy or what we experienced would not have happened. So we can hide that unworthy part, the fearful part of ourselves here where no one can see it and we don’t have to deal with the pain. Then we put a smile on our face and keep going. If we don’t face that unworthy part of ourself then it doesn’t exist. We can now tell ourselves that we are strong and put forth a face an energy of self confidence on the outside, for we have contained that hurt part within the walls.

Yet, this walled part of ourselves keeps us from fully loving ourself and feeling worthy of the love of others. It keeps us from being whole emotionally and mentally. It prevents us from fully manifesting the perfection that we truly are as a soul living in this physical form. It keeps us from knowing that we are able to embrace the concept that we are a part of all creation, a co creator of our reality. It prevents us from embracing the perfection of our being and expressing if fully.

We are an expression of the Universal Oneness of Creation. We are here to experience, learn, expand and create a better world for All Life.

So what do we do?

We begin by acknowledging that it is possible that we have this within ourselves. Then we need to be willing to look at the pain and fear within us. When we are ready we have choices, you can seek professional psychiatric counseling who can help you to find a safe way in which to approach and look at this pain. You can work with a hypnotherapist who can guide you within to look behind the walls you have built and connect with your inner child . There is also guided meditation and or meditation on your own to go within. You will also find many spiritual counselors or courses on line. There is also ministerial counseling. Which you choose is up to you.

However, at some point you must look at this pain and open the door or you will continue be stalled and bump up against this wall in your life and spiritual process.

It may be difficult to do this own your own and you may want to begin with guided meditations. Why do I say this? Because it is hard to not want to turn away when we approach this wall or door to the room and to face the pain within it. It may be easier to just let the ego mind take you out of the process. In a guided meditation at least you have the voice of another which continues to prompt you to move forward and you can focus on that voice instead of your ego mind. You ego mind is in the flight mode to protect you from further hurt it is not your enemy but it must not be your ruling force in life.

Your soul which you connect with in your heart leads you to freedom not your ego mind. You ego mind was created to keep your form safe, to determine how to function in the daily tasks of life and to do this under the direction of the soul. However, part of the earth program is spiritual amnesia in which we forget we are a part of the Universal Oneness and think we are a small separate individual who must struggle to survive in a world full of people and challenges that would hurt us. The idea is that when we focus upon our spirituality and turn within, then we remember and the amnesia dissipates. Then we can reclaim who we truly are as a Soul living in a human form.

This is why we must at some point look at the pain we have hidden within that which I am terming the inner child. I do this because most often it appears to us a small child or younger version of ourselves when we connect, who is huddled in the darkness and crying in pain.

The method I use in my meditation to connect is to move into my heart center. I focus my attention and inner vision upon the center of my chest where my heart chakra exists. I visualize walking deep within until I see a wall. I walk around to see if there is a door, if not I climb over the wall. On the other side is either a dark space or a room with a door. If there is a door I open it and go inside. In either of these, I will ask for a light to shine. Usually you will have heard someone crying or moving inside. When the light shines you will see them. Move towards them and introduce yourself and ask them what is wrong. Tell them you are here to help and listen to them. Then sit beside them and listen.

Reassure them that they are not alone anymore for you are there to help them. Ask them if it is okay for you to hug them and then do so. Ask if there is something you can do to help in this moment and listen. Then again reassure them that you are them and they have made it this far and together you will heal this pain to be even stronger.

Ask that the violet fire of transmutation will take this pain, the cause, core memory, record and effect from your Being to the source of it origin and to the subatomic cellular level. Ask that forgiveness for anyone who has hurt you both will fill your being and that you be forgiven from anyone that you have hurt in this situation that they will forgive you. Share your love with this part of you and feel them merge with you and reunite with you whole again.

As you have merged you can now in the light move out of the room or the walled area for the door is open or the wall gone and the lights are on. You can now come forth from your meditation with the focus that you are now free of this pain.

This does not mean that you may not have other pain that you have walled within from other instances and ages of your life still within and you may need to do this process more than once. For our pain even on a single area may have layers like an onion that need to be peeled away for they have resurfaced at differing times in our lives in different ways that have created a unique scar within us. There can also be entirely different topics of pain trapped in that room. A child may have the pain of being told they are bad, and the teenage may have the pain of saying being rejected by their peers and told they are weird, a young adult is rejected by someone they want to date, an adult has a spouse who cheats on them.

Each of these could be part of that childhood trauma of being told they are bad. Creating actions in their lives based on a belief that they are not good or worthy of love and affection that allows others to treat them badly. These are the effect of the core memory of the original event. The one journey can clear all of these and sometimes, we are not fully ready to let go of one of the legs of the effect. For instance, the spouse has recently cheated and it still hurts and we need to go back in and look at this pain which we feel as an adult. Don’t hesitate to do this process as many times as needed until you walk inside your heart and find there are no walls and no darkness.

During this process, always before you meditate, ask for protection. Archangel Michael will happily place you in his blue pyramid of protection. Please, ask for the highest light and energies possible to be with you. When you are entering your heart chakra it is always nice to ask Archangel Chamuel who is the protector of the Heart Charka to be with you and help you to release all pain. In addition, Archangels who can help in this process could be the Archangels who work with forgiveness. They are Archangels who deal with our Soul Star Chakra called Archangel Mariel and Archangel Lavender. They help us to forgive and to seek those who need to forgive us and ask them to do so. If you don’t believe in Archangels it is fine. Angels are in essence not winged beings but energy aspects of Creation which bring a particular aspect of energy to us when called upon and help us to feel connected to that energy.

May you find clarity in this process. If one suggestion doesn’t work try another to find what works best for you. Sometimes it helps to connect personally with someone to talk about things. We are all different and our journey and needs unique to us. Don’t give up if something doesn’t work keep trying it is worth it to be Free and Whole again.

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Blessings on your journey to freedom.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.

Manifesting Reality: The Power of Intent and Focus

Where we focus our attention with Intent and strong feelings manifests. The stronger our feelings and the clearer our focus and intent the quicker this happens.

We create the world we experience each day of our lives. Yes, it is the norm in today’s society to say, “No, I am a victim of the actions of others.” Yet, even in an event in which another does something to us physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally or even financially, we have to be aware of our choices that might have put us in that position. If we listen from our hearts, there are always signs to warn us to be-ware or be aware of what is happening.

I remember reading about a young girl who told how her mother always told her not to go out at night alone. She was in at college and through with classes and decided to walk to the store and was robbed. Luckily that is all that happened. Was she a victim? Yes, she suffered from the actions of another. Did she have responsibility for being there at that time that made it possible, even though that mother voice in her head said she shouldn’t? Yes , she did.

I am an independent bookkeeper. One day a manager of a store called me to say that the electric company had called and needed payment or they would shut off the power. I knew that the electric company was automatically paid, but even if I didn’t I would have confirmed if payment was due before I sent a payment.

On September 11, 2001 many people did not get on certain planes, or go into the office on that date because they felt that they shouldn’t do so. One lady told her brother on September 10, that she felt she was going to die, and she did go into work the next day and passed in the horror of the twin towers of New York City. Those who died were victims of the choices of terrorists. Yet, did they each have a warning sign, feeling or signal which they ignored.

Each choice we make creates the actions and perspective we have of events we experience in life. We have the choice to listen to the signs and signals or ignore them.

Not all possible choices or signs are ones that create negative situations or experiences. I was told when I was 16 that I would live west of the Mississippi. Didn’t seem that possible growing up on a farm in Indiana. Then I married and it seemed even less likely. One day a man came to where I worked and brought me a books called “The Cosmic Conspiracy” by Stan Deyo. I did not know the man nor did I ever see him again. He simply said he was told to bring me this book. That moment in time set me on a path of spiritual growth and experience beyond belief. It opened doors that eventually lead me to California.

So from that day forward, I try always to watch for signs, feelings and messages. I find Spirit is accommodating whenever possible to my life and work, but I try to keep focused upon what is to be done. I try to keep my will out of the way as much as possible to keep the intent pure to what is needed for the highest good and to feel the joy, peace and thankfulness for being able to participate in what is needed to aid the higher vision for humanity.

So, I apply with intent, focus and feeling the concept of mindfulness to remember no my will but the highest perspective possible in life. If I choose not to participate that is my right, but that does not make me a victim of life. I can’t say but my family needed this or that, for if we truly want something we focus on making it happen, the more we desire it the more likely we are to make it happen. The key is purity of intent, is it for personal power and glory or for love and a desire to help create a better world.

We are at a unique moment in time. The changes happening in governments all over the planet will determine the experiences of humanity as a whole. We can sit back and say well what can I do, I am a victim. Of course there is also the option, that I will force my point of view on others because it is right and the only way. That is power and control focus of ego consciousness.

THE HIGHER PERSPECTIVE is for people around the world to say, “OK, enough is enough. I don’t want this chaos, pain, hurt and violence anymore. I don’t want to see people being killed or suffering. I want to see a better world of abundance, security, love, compassion and hope for all. LET US OPEN THE BOX AND LET OUT HOPE. Let us make the choice to drop the us and them and seek ‘we’.

WE THE PEOPLE – United we stand and divided we fall. If we focus on love and compassion and coming together. It doesn’t matter what person or group of people are leading a country, if we do what we know to be the best and kindest actions and choices in our lives. Working together with each other instead of drawing lines in the sand. If this we do eventually the old order will fall for it will no longer be fed by anger and division and a NEW era of leadership will emerge in which we all prosper and are safe and loved.

YOU MUST MAKE THE CHOICE TO LET GO OF THE OLD and CHOOSE THE HIGHER PATH OF UNITY.

THE HOSTS OF LIGHT AWAIT OR CHOICES TO COME TO JOIN US IN THIS PROCESS.

Namaste – Peace be with you

I Am Marguerite

Trauma Wounds

Learning to understand and Identify in order to heal.

All of us experience trauma personally at some point in our lives. We see and hear about traumatic events almost daily around the world. We have memories of trauma and rejection from past lives and even ancestral trauma patterns within our DNA. The human body has built in connections to the rational mind of fight or flight instinct which is automatically activated . This is the basis upon which our rational mind evaluates people and events in conjunction with our learned beliefs and perceptions regarding the world. This triggers reactions of behavior to what we see or experience.

You may even find your body responding to something with pain due to a DNA memory stored in our body of a previous similar event for ourselves in this life or another, even of a ancestor passed to us in our DNA. You may wonder how a past life of grandparent could affect us. This is not a simple concept for it is a multidimensional topic, but I will try to break it down into the simplest explanation possible.

Life on Earth, ALL LIFE, is connected not only because we are all a part of the Source of Creation, but because we are all connected via the Creational Matrix of Earth. Within the Earth’s grids and ley lines are also crystal matrices. When we are not incarnate these crystal matrices hold the memory of us as an individual to be accessed by mass consciousness, and then we reconnect to it and mass consciousness of the Creational Matrix, if and when we reincarnate. This is done via our DNA which is multidimensional. It is not my purpose in this writing to explain this, and if you are interested now, please try the book, “The Twelve Layers of DNA” by Kryon.

The mass consciousness within the Creational Matrix determines what life is like on Earth and what we perceive as reality. All we perceive has been agreed upon at some point in evolution. For example we all see a table as a flat surface supported by vertical legs, usually 4. It is through this connection that we also connect to past life karma. Our familial genetic karmic wounds are stored within the genetic DNA we inherit from our parents on the cellular level. While the personal past life is from a consciousness level. All of the above affect our perceptions and life choices.

Before incarnating you have taken all of these factors into consideration in creating the plan for your life in form. We choose our parents, where we will be born, when, what karmic patterns we will work to clear, what we will seek as knowledge and understanding, and even what higher service we plan on doing. The hard part is that earth has a policy of amnesia for the unascended beings when you incarnate. This means that you forget, who you are and what you came in to do in order that you don’t abuse your power to create until you have chosen to move into higher spiritual levels and can utilize these abilities for the highest good. This is for our protection so we don’t create more karma.

During each life we also experience new trauma because life on Earth is not easy. We all realize that we have physical conditions that we may have inherited, like being prone to heart disease, asthma, breast cancer, blood diseases. However, we can also have inherited fears, phobia, even abilities or spiritual gifts. From my mother’s mother’s side of the family I inherited psychic gifts. For the women in my mother’s family, they didn’t speak of such things as psychic gifts for that was witchcraft, but they had these thoughts and feelings and unfortunately in denying them, they often caused them to be emotionally and mentally frustrated and for some unstable. It was when my Mother and I began discussing them that it was finally allowed to heal.

Yet, for me there was still a blockages in my connection and it wasn’t until I realized that I had experienced a traumatic past life event in which I felt guilty because I was trying to prevent this event and was unable to stop the perpetrators. I felt guilt that I had failed in my task. It wasn’t until I was able to look at it in this life and understand I can only control my choices and not those of another. I did all I could but the Law of Freedom of Choice, Self Will meant I had to allow them without interference or I would have created karmic repercussions perhaps even worse. In realizing this I was able to release the guilt and trauma and embrace seeing again. For I realize I don’t have to look at that event if I don’t choose to do so, but I have not done anything wrong and it is okay to ‘see’.

I have found it hard to meditate in silence. I can do meditation with music or guided easily. However, to sit in silence was difficult. When I dug deep, I realized a part of me felt guilty about wasting time, when there were so many things that needed done. Growing up on a small family farm there was always something to be done. In our society small farmers not only work their farms but outside of their farms at other jobs. Both my parents worked and my sister and I had many chores to help to keep things going. This had influenced my life so that it was hard to sit and just be when there were things to ‘do’. I knew that our goal is to ‘do’ from a place of ‘being’ with the I AM. I am still working on this but getting better. I know use more music to aid in reaching these states.

This morning I had another realization which triggered this post. I saw a posting by a woman and it had to do with the Divine Feminine. What she said were repeated information we have all heard, but her claims bothered me and I wasn’t sure why. As I shared with a friend, I was able to uncover that in past lives, like in the life I spoke of before regarding the Catastrophic event, I have been bound to not saying too much due to allowing all to their free will choices. This had created the guilt, for a part of me always wanted to say , wait don’t believe that it is not true. Yet, we have all come in to learn, explore and make choices. As I learned in that prior lifetime, I could share the possible outcomes, but it was still their choice and experience to make and have. So I realized that all I can truly do is to share as I am now doing what I have learned and hope the person seeking and needing an answer can find it and make a better choice.

If you have any questions please feel free to ask.

Namaste

Creativity

Purity and clarity of intent, focus and energy manifest.

Today upon awakening I heard and recorded,

” In manifestation, clarity and purity of intent with joy or passion are essential.”

I didn’t think much more about it. I have been focused upon learning the Arcturian healing technique. I decided to pull 3 cards from the Angel deck I have to see what energies would be good upon which to focus. When I say pull, I shuffle and watch for the cards that fly out or stick up, for that is how my guides help me. The cards were, Imagination, Creativity and Archangel Gabriel. Synchronicities I love them.

The imagination card speaks of how our thoughts are the building blocks of life from which everything originates. It further says when we add creativity (the other card I pulled). It reminds me that from a bridge, to a castle or an airplane, everything begins with a thought which is then given energy and emotion to manifest in the physical plane. It reminds me to use my creative imagination to expand my horizons and manifest the life I want.

When we hold a vision with purity and clarity, the angels see it and draw forth the energies we need to manifest it. Decide what one wants to manifest, and speak, “I hold the highest possible positive outcome of this or something better, in alignment with the greater good for all. “

The next card was creativity, which suggests I explore the possibilities and to let my imagination flow. It also suggest asking my guides and angels to direct me to something worthwhile and to help me to channel the energies. If one is not focused and able to channel the energies we can become restless and dispirited and give up on the vision manifesting. The angels remind us we are co-creators with the Divine and need to use our energy, purely and with joy. An affirmation being ” I enjoy my creative abilities and use them with purity of intent.”

The final card being Archangel Gabriel. Archangel Gabriel brings guidance, clarity, purification, communicates Divine Will, and bring Divine Grace. He helps us to release old patterns and thoughts which keep us in a lower vibration. He helps us to find discipline, clarity and joy. An Affirmation to use, “I am the purity and light of the Divine.” Call on Gabriel to help us to become clear, to release the old, and begin to find focus and purity of intent and purpose to manifest that which we desire in our lives.

So these cards truly came together to help bring more clarity and direction about creating and manifesting, which is what I am needing as I proceed forward to manifest the mission I feel called to do. At first though I was surprised the cards didn’t have a direction regarding the healing work. Then I realized that the first lessons of the healing course I am taking has to do with manifestation. It was directed to how disease manifests in our physical form, mental, emotional or energetic patterns and why. Now, I see the pattern and reasoning of my guides.

You see, we have four main bodies that interact consistently as we live in our 3D form. There are more as we raise our frequency to more subtle levels, but in our 3D they are the physical, energy/astral, emotional and mental bodies. The last three all being on more subtle 4D energy levels. For us to be healthy, happy and able to manifest what we desire and even to live hundreds of years without physical deterioration, our 4 bodies must be operating at maximum clarity in balance and harmony with each other. Disease can begin on the physical level, due to foods we eat.

For instance, an animal who is mistreated, fed chemicals and killed in an horrific and frightening manner for human consumption will have fear, chemical and maybe even diseases within its meat. When we eat this meat, the fear of the animal cannot be processed by our physical form, but is still present in the meat and so that energy goes to our emotional and mental bodies to be processed and we become out of balance. This can create fear in us, feelings of pain and anger, that is present and we have not obsorbed it.

The same as when someone has a transplant. The memories of who we are exist in our DNA and blood. When we take on the organ of another person, the energies of their thoughts and emotions cannot be utilized by our physical form and so they move to our mental and emotional body to be processed. Thus, this is why some will find new interest, or emotions after a transplant.

As with Creation beginning as a thought which with the emotion of desire to manifest it is spoken and the energy needed to materialize it is called forth, the same can happen in our form. We have anger and fear, or belief patterns that are intense and out of balance with the Oneness of Creation. These imbalances create a dis-ease within the physical form. Now when it moves from subtle bodies to physical it is clearing the subtle levels and bringing them into balance. The desire is for us to then with a clarity of intent, to move into a focus of release and transformation to clear it from the physical. This is a simplified explanation for which I am sure you have many doubts and questions. My point in sharing this was to show how all things work together.

Just as I wish to understand how to manifest and share my mission, as I am learning this new healing method it to is about manifestation of disease and how to heal it. My guides are helping me to realize that I need to bring all my bodies into clarity and balance, by healing them so that I can manifest with purity. It doesn’t do anyone any good to share with them what happens in the manifestation and Ascension process, without sharing how to heal and clear their thoughts, words, deeds, energies, emotions and physical form.

Clearing, balancing, healing, protection and discernment are the basics of our spiritual growth. From this state of clarity we can do things with ease. Even in the healing process of another, as one is helping another we must be clear ourselves and create a clear and safe environment in which to work. No one can heal you only the Divine within you. Another can help to direct the energies of the Divine into you to help bring release and rebalancing, but if you do not change the root cause the imbalance will return.

Today is the lesson of the importance of focusing not one gifts we can reactivate like psychic abilities, but placing our attention on healing and clearing our quaternary bodies and bringing them into balance. From here we can access the higher energies of our Being.

Namaste

Synchronicities

Synchronicities are all around us but we don’t see them until we look.

Carl Jung is the first person to really touch on synchronicities in our modern philosophy. He called them, ” circumstances that appear meaningfully related yet lack a causal connection.” However, from a spiritual level of discernment once we understand that they exist and are signs of guidance, we begin to see them in our lives.

Synchronicities are guidance that is directed from our guides and teachers, the higher spiritual levels to help us to find our focus and direction along our spiritual path. They are for most people always present, we just don’t notice or call them a coincidence. When we become serious seekers and ask for help we begin to notice them happening more and more. Do they increase or are we just finally paying attention? Perhaps it is a little bit of both. Why? Because when we begin asking our guides and teachers for help they are able to do more, and so these events of synchronicity can increase and/or we are just listening or looking for guidance more intently.

Let me share the most recent for myself. I am writing a book and want to do a course and mp3 to go with it. In this process I realized that for the courses or working with individuals, they need not only the information for ascension but some basic clearings or perhaps energy healing and alignments. I had asked that Thoth one of my guides take charge of the information and guidance I needed to complete this work. Which was the beginning of inspiring this part of the process. In so doing, I saw a course being offered on Arcturian Healing and since I have felt a deep connection to the Arcturians for many years, and they are high spiritual healing beings, I decided to sign up. At the same time, a beautiful teacher with whom I love doing webinars for healing of the individual, humanity and planet had an offering for Light Body activation and Cellular upgrades for the individual and planetary work. I had signed up but for some reason, missed the time, luckily she sends the recording which is always as effective. Why, because time is irrelevant outside of our earthly limited consciousness. We can connect to any event if we allow ourselves to let go of our limited focus of events being sequential only.

Anyway, syncronistically, I felt guided to check out a favorite readers offerings and she had an arcturian attunement. I felt it would be wonderful to do that before taking the healing course. When she did the attunement what actually happened was that they checked my chakras and found that 4 were sufficient to receive the next set of energies but 3 were not and they worked on them. These were healers who stated they were with me through most of my lifetimes on earth and elsewhere in this Universe. Their opening statement was ,”It’s about time.” What I didn’t understand at the time, was that the next set of energies they were speaking about was the webinar which I had missed. This webinar was to Activate the Light Body and Updgrade the Cellular structures. As it began I realized that had they not done the chakra upgrade, I would not have received the energies in this webinar as strongly and easily.

My many thanks to Thoth and my other guides for helping me, guiding my connection and even forgetfulness of the webinar event until timing was correct. I am currently in the process of the Arcturian Healing course and understand why this particular course. Interestingly, it is in Spanish and I speak english, but it has subtitles and it has explained some concepts of the balance of mind, heart and body that I needed to understand in the healing process from the personal to universal level. Thoth and my other guides had been telling me that I needed to have more heart and mind coherence and now I have a greater understanding of how and why.

So, that which you think is a chance coincidence, is probably your guardian angel or guides trying to get you to listen. Mine have on more than one occassion saved my life, or moved me from one place to another, or helped me to encounter a person I needed to meet, or caused a book to fall on my head. Listen, look, ASK for help and guidance. They are limited in what they can do unless we ask. They can set up a meeting but we must choose to be aware that we need to meet that person, read that book, or take that course in order for it to benefit us.

When we ask they can do so much more. My guides made the point of saying that they wait for us to ask them to help. That they are not offended but delight when we give them tasks to do. That is why I asked Thoth to take over in regards to the work I am doing and he is wonderfully taking charge. There is a balance of allowing them to take care of the synchronicity and details of certain parts and being aware of when it is our part to be active. We can have a vision and see that main steps needed to come to the completion of that vision. When we ask for our guides to help, we need to release trying to control the details. What I mean is if you need funds, don’t say I want to win the lottery, that limits them. Say, I need funds to be able to manifest this project and ask you to guide me and help to manifest what is needed. You may find you meet the perfect person to be your partner.

Be aware, pay attention and be prepared. ASK and you will recieve an abundance of help and guidance, and synchronicities will abound.

Blessings and Abundance be with you

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Abundance

Abundance is a state of mind originating in the heart.

A few thoughts of focus on the subject.

There is so much information on the internet about Abundance. Books, webinars, attunements, blockage removal for abundance, the list goes on and on. Abundance is the natural spiritual state for all life. We block it due to fears of lack, which are part of the fight or flight nature of our animal instincts. This comes from the ego/mind which believes itself separate from the Creator due to the veil of amnesia we have until we have stepped onto our Ascension path.

This morning a few thoughts came forth to be shared from Archangel Raphael and Archangel Chamuel. They may seem an unlikely pairing for abundace, the Archangel of healing Raphael and the Archangel of Love/Heart Chamuel but not really. For you see we must heal the heart and all the pain and hurt we have surrounding our heart which has created walls to prevent it from opening. For our heart is where our connection to the Creator resides. When it is open we are moving in alignment with the Infinite and all is possible. When the heart is closed and walled up, we are directed by our ego/mind which says, we must keep ourselves safe from lack and the pain of others.

First I was reminded of the power of prayer. For whenever we have a situation in which we need healing, direction, inspiration or help of any kind, we need to take it within to our Soul, which is the intermediary to the I AM Presence. The I Am Presence being that part of the Creator which is you. As we take our request with humblesness, hope, faith and gratitude to our inner sanctum of the heart, we connect to the guidance of the Creator through our Soul and I AM Presence that are one with the Creator. If you heart is blocked or you have fear, it is important to ask for help to transform or heal, release and transform the energy which is present. You can ask Archangel Raphael to help you to do this.

When asking a specific Archangel or Light Being to help you, you are not praying to them as a replacement of the Creator. I know ones of some religions have a problem with asking non physical beings outside of the Creator for help. In fact there are correct in that we don’t need to look outside of ourselves and our own Oneness with the Creator for help and guidance. However, the Creator created helpers, the Heavenly Hosts to help us. All life is created and at one with the Creator, so there is no separation. However, even more specifically, think of Archangels and Angels as ray of energy. If you are sending love to another, you will expand your energy outward from your heart either in general to the whole planet or to a specific individual or situation. Well, love being the Essence of the Creator , the Creator has many other aspects of itself which exist as specific rays of energy to help Creation. Archangel Raphael is a ray of healing, so you can pray to the Creator for healing or ask Archangel Raphael to heal you. Praying you are acknowledging the Creator as your Source. However, you ask for Archangel Raphael to help you. He cannot interfer in your life situation and choices unless you ask for his help. Just don’t worship other non physical Beings above the Divine Creator. They are your brothers and sisters in the Light and Love of the Creator who were either created to help you like Angels or have evolved consciously back to Oneness and have pledged to help us along our path.

Prayer involves, acknowledging the power and glory of the love of our Creator. Being thankful for the Infinite Love and compassion show to us. Asking for help and thanking the Creator for the guidance and infinite Blessings and then entering listening Grace and waiting upon the direction and our signs to guide you. For our connection tot he Creator within brings us unlimited resources, infinite healing, protection, joy, peace, comfort, love and guidance. Be sure to act upon your guidance. You may not always get the answer for which you were hoping, but when you seek within you will always get the answer you need for yourself and the highest good of all life.

Archangel Raphel reminds us to not think about abundance as something we do not have and we are waiting to receive. For you see our Soul/Spirit only knows the now. So if we are saying we don’t have it and we are waiting for it to come, we are creating a permanent state of waiting. The law of magnetism and attraction means we must have the vision, feelings, and mindset in the now of that which we are seeking to bring it into our life. The stronger your vision and feeling of having it NOW, the easier and quicker it will manifest. However, always ask that this or something better which is for you higher good. See and speak about your life and be thankful for the abundance you possess now. Do you have a home? A Car? Do you have food? Are you living somewhere safe? If you begin with this you will attract more of it into your life.

Archangel Chamuel reminds us of toxic relationships. The toxic relationship could even be your own perception of yourself. Do you love yourself? Do you speak of yourself in a positive manner? Do you see the good things you do and how far you have come in your life? Do you set boundaries or let others walk all over you? Do you care for yourself phyiscally, mentally and spiritually? Do you have caring and loving people around you? Are you kind and compassionate with other? If you have toxic relationships with others and even with yourself you have walls around your heart and you are blocking the love and guidance which attracts abundance, light and love into your life. Choose the relationships in your life wisely. For that benefits you and others. You can help another person who is having a hard time in life without allowing them to take over your time and energy. There are ones who live off the light and energy of others. There are ones who ask for help but don’t want to make any changes in their thoughts and actions to make their own life better, they want to be the pity me victim. You cannot be the victim and and reconnect with your Higher Being, for that is not taking responsbility for you thoughts, words and deeds (self mastery) which is essential for enlightenment, which is essential for connecting to the Divine within and the Infinite Abundance of Creation.

As I was going to write this I was drawn to a saying someone posted on social media:

Most the scars on people’s hearts werent left there by their enemies

They were left there by the people who claimed to love them the most.

As a part of the Creator and All Life, Infinite abundance is your birthright and you deserve all the support for which you ask along yoru path of fulfilling your Divine Purpose and Ascension.

YOU ARE LOVED UNCONDITIONALLY BY THE CREATOR AND YOUR ARE NOT JUDGED.

Why because you are a part of the Creator experiencing and expanding within Creation.

Archangel Raphael reminds us that money is an exchange of energy for commodities or other energies like wisdom and healing. It is neither good nor bad. Part of the abundance consciousness is the flow of Giving and receiving. If we hoard our money, we are living in a fear of lack consciousness. Do not resent your current circumstances or even the monetary system itself. It will change as we change our consciousness frequency and the frequency of the planet and systems. See money working to create a better life for you and for all others on the planet. See it helping to make the world a better place by exchanging money for that which is needed.

Archangel Chamuel reminds us there is no need to fear a lack or loss of abundance or to try to compete for resources. In actuality there is sufficient for all if we do not hoard and we share. For instance, I and a neighbor lady who lives on social security take care of the feeding of the neighborhood cats. She cannot afford to buy cat food, so I provide it to her. She in return provides me with extra vegetables she receives. It is an even exchange so we give and receive in honor and so to the cats are fed. We need to have a Divine Mindset of Oneness, Love and Compassion for All Life. This connects us to abundance and provides a space of workign together for the greater good which opens all door to Abundance.

Open yourself to positive thoughts, experiences, and opportunities. Transform all fear and doubt with the use of the Violet Flame. There may be set backs or delays along your path but this is only temporary. Do not focus on the set back or delay for they are not of the moment , keep the faith and focus on the blessings you have and more of them.

Cleansing and Healing

We are in a period of history in which such powerful energy is coming to us from Creator Source and the Host of Light Beings who serve the Creator so that we can Ascend if we truly desire to do so.

Having just passed through the Covid period of time and now in the northern hemisphere we enter the cold and flu season. Due to this it may be easy to dismiss your clearing and healing symptoms of Ascension. Often the symptoms are similar to colds or flu.

I was reminded of this and nudged to post about it having gone through a clearing recently. I was exposed to a respiratory virus when I visited a relavtive, while wearing a mask ,and could easily have believed it was simply this virus. However, I noticed that my symptoms unlike the person to whom I was exposed, centered around my throat. It was so sore and I am a person who is very rarely sick. I had in the past had strep throats and tonsilitis and the symptoms were similar. However, my intuition told me that it was a clearing of my throat chakra.

My higher self has been guiding me to more strongly speak my truth and this was a way of getting my attention. Sometimes, spirit wants us to stop or slow down, pay attention and do self care. This was the case for me. I have learned that if I feel a strong sense I am getting sick to get into bed, clear my energy with the violet flame, bring in the green flame of healing and the white light of the Creator. In this case ,I also used lots of throat lozenges and colloidal silver for physical symptoms and meditation for non physical causes. I rested most of 3 days and never had to go to the doctor or take anti biotics.

I am not recommending that others do not go to the doctor when they feel sick. Everyone has different physical constitutions and needs. What I am saying is,that for myself, I realized early that Spirit was wanting to take me through a clearing and healing to activate my throat chakra to another level. Had I not listened and simply told myself it was a respiratory infection, it might have been so. I was also having lots of fatigue and less air capacity. I was reminded that I needed to pay attention to my Breath, the passage of Chi life force into our body, and to consciously breath deeper and slower.

There has been much information on the internet for years regarding ascension symptoms and how to handle. I would like to discuss a few because I feel it is important that we go within to see if what ever we are experiencing had a physical cause or is part of our process.

NOTE: Never forego Medical or Psychiatric help and dismiss what you are experiencing. This information is not intended to replace your own medical help.

Some of the symptoms include:

Bodily aches and pains – we can simply acknowledge it as a result of the weather or our age or bodily health. As part of the ascension process it can be the result of the frequency of our cells rising and as they are changing into higher dimensional frequency, they can change and expand. You can use the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame to help clean out old residue, BLESS and drink plenty of water to flush out that which is released, exercise, walk or be in nature.

Headaches – As our frequency is rising, the energies of our mind and ego can be resisting and wanting to hold onto the old thoughts and patterns so tightly that it become like a constricting band. Again go within and ask your Higher Self what you are resisting or holding on to tightly and ask to be released. Use the Violet Flame to clear and release, drink Blessed water and meditate.

The flu and cold symptoms I discussed with my own symptoms. You may experience the flu symptom of vomiting to purge the body, or diarrhea. Get medical help and advice to be sure you don’t allow theses symptoms to become an even greater problem physically. However, like myself it can be a part of the process of letting go, clearing and activating.

Anxiety, panic attacks and depression: IF,these are new symptoms for you they can be a part of not understanding the changes you are going through physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. We tend to not want to change our life and let go of old patterns and thoughts unless we are forced to do so. We will try to ignore and make excuses not to face them. This creates a break between the flow of our energy with our Soul and I Am Presence of the Creator of which we are a part. It is best to stop when we have symptoms, to move into our heart center and ask to be shown. BREATHE – slowly and deeply to allow the life force to circulate within and remove the energies and use the Violet Flame of transmutation. These will slow the symptoms and allow you to come back into balance.

Emotional imbalances of intense ups and downs or outbursts, and fear which can cause withdrawal. These are us facing our emotional fears and patterns which need released and to learn how we deal with them. I would advise using the same tools of going within, Breath, Violet Flame and meditation. HOWEVER, if you have had either of these last two symptoms before and for extended periods of time you need to seek medical and or psychiatric advise.

FATIGUE – so many are experiencing extreme fatigue no matter how long they sleep. This comes from resisting letting go of old patterns also. We may find ourselves sleeping too much and even very little. This can be because of the energy changes in our body. If we are allowing and not blocking we will find we need less sleep and food. If we are resisting, we may need to sleep so that our spirit can aid us to release and make the needed changes. Again, go within, ask your Soul what it is you are resisting. Then use your Breath and Violet Flame to help release them. You may have cords of attachments from and with others that need released, for which Archangel Michael will help you if asked. You may also have old spiritual agreements and contracts which no longer serve your higher good which need released.

Tinnitus or sounds in the ear. So many have these symptoms as do I . I have had them for years but I knew that they were the result (at least for me) of hearing Spirit and the energies around me from non physical dimensions. It was part of the telepathic and clairaudient process. So I learned to simply allow it and not worry or pay attention to it as something that bothered me but as something that was helping me. When you focus upon it as a bad symptoms or something wrong that is your reality. My mother had it and sometimes felt suicidal because it bothered her so much. For me, it is present most of the time and unless it becomes loud to get my attention or I place my focus upon it, during normal daily activity I am seldom aware it is there. If I hear it increase, I simply sit and ask whom or what is trying to contact me. AGAIN – this is not saying that tinnitus is not the result of some physical problem for which you need to seek a doctors advice. I am saying that not all sounds we hear are tinnitus which can have a physical cause, but can be part of our process and opening to higher guidance.

Seeing Spirits or non physical images. As we grow spiritually,clear our energies and raise them we will begin to see Spirit and beings from beyond the third dimension. This gift is called clairvoyance. For me when this first happend about 30 years ago, it was upsetting. I would see images superimposed upon my physical visual range. It was not all the time, but when it happened,no matter what I was looking at I would see an image superimposed over the background. It was as if you would be looking through a window outside and the window had an image painted upon it that obstructed your view of the outdoors. This image would have differing forms, it may be shaped like an eagle, but within that outline are geometric form of triangles and circles of differing colors which vibrated. As time progressed the image would grow until it filled my visual range and I could not make out the form any longer only see the vibrating colors. The colors still remaining translucent enough to see the world, but with a vibrating image overlayed. I learned that this was spirit, sometimes they called themselves color ray scientists working with my visual energies to activate and sometimes to teach me something through the image, colors and vibrations. So, don’t be afraid, if you begin to see things, go within and ask what it is. HOWEVER, I am not saying that you should not seek a doctor or optometrist to advise for it may be something for which you need medical help.

Remember we are in a process and that sometimes instead of a drug we need to allow the process to take place.

TOOLS to remember.

Bless and drink lots of water to flush out old toxins. To Bless water you simply need to ask that the Creator will transform and Bless this water so that it is absolutely perfect for you and your process.

Spend more time in Nature and meditation.

IF you feel the need to sleep do so.

If you feel sluggish, try walking and excersising.

Watch the food you put into your system for chemicals and types of sugar.

Try abstaining from recreational drugs and alchohol.

Meditation and going into the heart is so helpful to balance, learn and expand.

Breath – learn to breath deeply and slowly.

Service – learn to focus on helping others and sharing of higher energies so that you don’t become stuck and can continue to grow spiritually and expand.

If you have any questions or need help, please feel free to email.

violetfireministry@gmail.com

Namaste

Marguerite

Faith & Healing

A conversation I had recently involved the relationship of faith, healing and the Creator. In the last few days I have felt the nudge of spirit to speak about this. I have learned that the nudges keep coming until I complete the task.

First to address is the relationship between the medical field and healing. Some people totally put their trust in Doctors and some totally in Faith healing. Like everything else on this planet we have the extremes of duality often appearing. At this time upon the Earth each have a place for most people are not prepared spiritually to completely heal themselves. Even when we are, there may be times when someone has a fall and perhaps break their legs. The leg will heal but it must be properly aligned to heal correctly, thus a doctor or some person with knowledge of doing this properly is needed.

Although, we all have the potential because we are an aspect of the Creator to heal ourselves, most do not have the understanding, faith and belief to do so at this time. We can say we believe this, but to fully manifest this in our lives, we must believe without a doubt. For when doubt appears, the healing may not be complete. When our faith and belief are strong and no doubt exists, healing will be complete, and in some cases instantaneous and seem miraculous.

So, at this time Doctors still have their place in our world, to bring healing to humanity. In the future ones will come to learn more and more about the natural healing properties of plants that has once again become a subject of study, and it is beginning to be accepted more within the medical field. This is a great step forward from chemical drugs.

All disease either begins within our thougths and beliefs or are the result of lifestyle choices and the chemicals in or on our food. When humanity more and more demands that industry and growers stop using chemicals as is becoming more popular these days, we will see many diseases and allergies disappearing. Many times Doctors can only treat the symptoms and keep the disease at bay through medicine because ones will not change their lifestyle or there is no cure at this time. Unless you are determined to take responsibility for your personal spiritual growth which will lead to the ability to reconnect to the healing powers of the Creator, you should still utilize a combination of medical care and investigate natural medicines over chemicals would be of benefit.

Now to the topic of hands on healers, energy healers, and faith healing. A honest energy or hands on healer will tell you they do not do the healing. They are a channel for the healing energies of the Creator and are facilitating a connection between you and the Divine power to heal within you. The key here is when you see on television what seems a miraculous healing, you are not seeing what happens months down the road. In the fevor of the moment, one when surrounded by others and the strength of energies that a strong healer can connect you with can produce wonderful results in the moment. However, unless you are strong in your belief that your are healed, and change any mental, emotionl and physical processes which created the disease in the beginning you have a strong potential for it returning. It is not the healers fault, they are simply the channel who like a doctor is working to help you.

TRUE HEALING begins and ends within you and comes from the strength of your trust, belief and faith in your connection to the Creator.

The same is true of calling upon the Angelic Beings of Light to heal you. They can bring it to you but if the healing is to occur and be permanent depends on the strength of your faith, belief and choices in the future.

So, the choice begins with you. I would say to begin your spiritual journey of clearing and connection to the Divine. Continue to utilize medical professionals, make lifestyle changes, investigate natural supplements and as your faith and connection grows, your will find yourself having less and less illness and disease for the Light will heal and keep you well.

I hope this helps to clear some questions.

Where do we go from here?

Where do we go from here? We are still in the midst of Covid 19 and in a world filled with fear, anger, mistrust and hatred. How do we move forward to create a better world for everyone, with so much separation?

My first response is to come back to our center within our heart, be still and ask for the Divine Creator to help us to find peace and to find a new direction in our life. Ask to be kept safe from sickness, and to have food, shelter, peace and love in our hearts and lives and the lives of our loved ones. Yet I would say, take it one step farther and ask this for all people and life upon, within and around this earth. Ask too that the earth be healed.

Yet, I know ones may laugh at this because they do not believe that love can help us. That love is a sign of weakness instead of strength. Know that in the darkness you cannot see where you are, or where you are going without the Light. For it is the Light that shows us the way in the darkness, so that we do not get lost, and can find our way to safety.

What is Light? It is the essence of Creation and the Creator. Light and Love are the same essence. You cannot have one without the other. I do not speak of the Love which is romantic, but the infinite love that is the essence of Being, creating, allowing, forgiving, helping, uplifting, and embracing others. Love which knows that there is sufficient for all if we care and share, and so we do not have to fear another make take what we have from us. Love that knows as we empty our cup through sharing we make space for it to be filled with more of the Divine Essence of Abundance. Love that allows others to find their path, and walk it even if it appears to differ from ours. Love that realizes all Life comes from the Creator Source and eventually returns there, so we are all part of the same whole. Love which is the armor which protects us from harm, for no darkness can harm us if we walk in oneness with the Light and Love of the Creator. Love which is the medicine which protects us from illness when we know we are one with it and believe and have faith in that understanding. Love which can transform and heal us.

LOVE – all we need is LOVE.

Yet, many will still laugh. Believing they must protect themselves, love cannot do that. They must take what they want for there is not enough in the world to go around it is us or them.

WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE?

Stop – listening to that which creates fear, anger, hatred and separation beliefs and feelings. Begin, to go within your heart and listen to that which speaks of peace and unity.

We cannot force another to believe as we do. We can speak our truth as we see and believe it to be. There are cases of Stockholm syndrome where ones have through force joined with their captors to survive, but is that how you want your life to be? To force another to believe as you do, that is not belief it is fear?

In America, it is time for both sides to put their differences on the back burner and begin to come together to help all the people. Ask another what they believe or feel, and why it is so? You may find you have common ground. Build upon that common ground to find a way to move forward to benefit both sides. Do not fear the other, instead look to them as a brother or sister, born of another mother, a step sibling. You are part of a family and need to find a way to build a life and move forward together.

It is a wonderful time that we have a woman in a position to make a difference in our political world. May we pray that she leads with her heart, and wisdom to bring a time of communication for which we women are so adept.

For men it is time to move into the heart. Be willing to speak to each other from a place of caring, sharing and compassion. Seek to find your common ground. Join a group where you learn to communicate with each other from the heart. ( I will say the same for women). It is time to stop seeing enemies and start seeing – fellow americans or human beings.

The time of needing to control others is over. It is a time for truth to come forth, but be discerning in what you accept as truth. Just because something is written or spoken in the media or on a stage does not make it truth.

ASK yourself – does this bring me a feeling of peace, hope, calm, unity and compassion for others. If it doesn’t let it go. If it brings strong emotions of anger, fear, hatred, desire to harm or control another, LEAVE IT ALONE.

There is a long road ahead. This road can end in civil war in america or even perhaps world war or major natural disasters. The end game is up to us. The weather and world events are the result of the actions and energies which we as individuals put forth into the mass consciousness. If we continue along the same path we are on, the times ahead will be hard.

IF, we stop now and turn our attention to unity and caring we can change how the future unfolds. It starts with you and builds from there. People tend to respond to the actions they experience. If your actions are negative, hatred, anger they tend to respond thusly. If you actions are caring and helping, they respond the same. Each action compounds because it often moves on to the next person they encounter.

WE CAN CHANGE THE WORLD – ” When you change the way you look at things. The things you look at change.” Dr. Wayne Dyer

If you are not part of the solution – you are part of the problem.

IF – you blog, try to make it of a positive and uplifting message.

If you volunteer – BLESS YOU – continue to help with a smile and inner prayer for others.

If you are a coach, teacher or any type of instructor or hope to be – teach ones to have a positive, heart felt response, thought, word or deed in their life. Teach them how to tap into their heart and move forth in their life with heart direction.

Care about your neighbors. Love your pets as part of the family.

BE KIND – BE PATIENT- LOVE

Love is not weakness – it is easy to hate, bully, fight or try to control another. It takes inner courage to forgive and have compassion for those who would harm you.

There is so much help coming into our world from the Creator Source and the Universal Beings who serve the Creator in Light and Love. YOU have to but ask and they will help you as long as you are not seeking to harm another and it is in accordance with the Divine.

SEEK and you will find that the Divine lives within you and is awaiting for you to Knock upon the door of your heart. When you knock the door will be opened and you can but ask and it will be given.

MAY YOU HEART BE OPEN AND GUIDE YOU ALONG YOUR PATH.

May the Blessings and Love of the Divine be upon all people of the Earth. May humanity heal their hearts so that their bodies can be healed. May the Earth be healed and may we work in unity for the healing of earth. May all people and animals know a life free of abuse and neglect. MAY ALL KNOW LOVE, have food, shelter and peace.