Tag: healing

Trusting Your Inner Guidance: Letting Go of Doubt

Doubt the long and winding road.

I awoke from a dream this morning knowing I had to write about something I heard yesterday. The connection between the dream and what I heard yesterday will become clear as I go along.

In the dream I was in a car with a group of people and we were trying to get to work and back home to where we began our journey. Yet, we were living in an area of great beauty of which we were reminded as the road we traveled passed the ocean view and proceeded into the long and winding road through hills and overgrown vegetation which we couldn’t see beyond. At times the road disappeared or was blocked and we had to search other ways to move forward.

To me as I write this the road home is our spiritual journey. Often we look to the past or are trapped in our beliefs and thoughts by past events in our lives that hinder us from see the beauty of NOW, where we are in our lives so that we can enjoy and be joyful in how far we have come along our path. Instead we cling to the old, the past and it limits our vision and our way forward. Sometimes, it takes us off the path and we have to seek help from others, guides to find our way back to the path.

When we return to the path, will we choose to continue as we have been doing , consttantly looking back or seek to enjoy the beauty of NOW and what we have accomplished. In this we are transforming our beliefs and moving forward with clear vision of our work and path.

I thank Ascended Master Thoth for this dream/vision for it helped me to bring together the pieces.

Yesterday, I was taking a QHHT class that is Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique. In this session they were sharing a session with a person’s Subconscious/Higher Self in which they were very personable and engaging, and what they shared could have been the words from my own guides. Of course all life being one, in essence that is kind of what was happening. For in this session they shared it had taken a year for them to get her to have a session with Delores Cannon so that they could share the information the person wanted and needed with her. I awoke this morning and felt like Thoth had been nudging me to take this course to hear this session.

In QHHT a person is taken down to the THETA state of consciousness to see the most appropriate past life to answer their question as to what is the cause of their physical and/or emotional problem that is blocking them in their life. After seeing the past life, they are then taken to connect with their Subconscious/Higher Self that speaks through them to share what is needed to heal if truly desire to be healed. We have to realize that sometimes a person gains benefit or identity through the problem or illness. The choice to heal or transform is always ours.

Anyway, the point that struck me, is that the person was stuck in self doubt about her abilities. She wondered if she was truly hearing or making them up. The wisdom she had gained, she wondered if with all the teachers and books in the world, would it be of value or benefit to share what she knew. Could she really help others to heal and connect with their inner spirit.

I had to smile as her Subconscious spoke for that is what my guides have been saying to me. It doesn’t matter if there are 1 million books on a subject. My unique perspective may be exactly what 1 or 1 million people needed to hear to shift their perspective and reconnect. The struggles and experiences of my life written in a book may help another to see something of themselves and help them to shift. Just like listening to this one session brought benefit to me. Thoth is grinning widely as I write this and nodding his head.

I have been guided in the last few months to healing modalities that involve not me doing hands on healing but helping ones to clear and balance their energy bodies to heal their physical themselves. I have been nugged to finish writing the books I have been working upon some for years. I even came across one I wrote 20 years ago, and began to hear to update and publish it.

So the session of the training spoke to me, and I think to many of us about our self doubts about our abilities and if in this plethora of internet teachings and books if there is a need for us. YES THERE IS !! That is what I am hearing shouted at me as I write this. Don’t let the doubts of our past beliefs and experiences cause us to believe we don’t truly have the beauty and wisdom that is needed in this world. Live in the NOW, breath in the beauty all around you. The past does not define us, let it go and transform it with the violet flame and bring in the light of truth.

You are loved. Your are valued. You are needed and so are the gifts and wisdom you have. If you only touch one person in this world you have made a difference. TRUST in yourself and let go of doubt. Trust the inner voice and guidance it is real. Know that what you are receiving is of value to you and the world. If we focus in the Now and trust in our inner guidance, the brambles and hills that block our view and our path forward will disappear, for they are of our own creation. Listen to the inner guidance it is showing us the easiest path forward.

Embrace the beauty of the view from Now and Being aligned to your inner truth and Light. I hear my cheering squad on the other side saying – HALLELUJAH she finally gets it. So, today I am going to pick up the books and begin the process of completing them.

I hope this helped someone. It certainly helped me.

Glamour Versus Reality: Embracing the Reward of Weeding

How quickly a day can change yet all be related.

arlier, I was called to look at Glamour in our lives and how it is an illusin.

However, as life would have it, I had many weeds in my gardens of flowers and vegetables that needed pulled. So off I went to do the dreaded job. I would say no one likes weeding for it is a hard job, yet there are ones who might. At least they might like myself appreciate the result of their effort.

Weeding is painful on the knees, back and fingernails. YET, it has its rewards when you can look at the garden and see it nice and neat and the plants and flower having room to breath and grow. It reminds me of my own personal energy weeding of beliefs and blockages.

In some ways the hard physical weeding is easier than the personal weeding of my thoughts and beliefs, to clear and heal. Garden weeds I can easily just pull and throw away. When I have to look within myself, I have to determine where it began, the cause. Was it this life, a past life, an ancestorial DNA inherited cause? What was the core memory or trauma that created it? Am I willing to let it go or do I still find benefit from holding on to the belief and pain? What is the benefit in keeping it and letting go?

However, weed we must our physical garden and our spiritual beliefs and blockages. Just keep your focus on the joy the result will bring and that will help you to make it through.

I have added several guided meditations to aid in this process on my etsy site if you are interested. You don’t need guided meditation, you can simply go within and seek the answers in the quiet. I just find it helps me to keep my monkey mind quiet and focused to use guided meditations.

Here is a link if you are interested.

https://violetfireguidance.etsy.com/

If you want to share of your journey and process visit my face book page

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Let’s all do some weeding. It may not be a glamorous job but it is one worth doing.

Namaste

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Healing Inner Child Trauma: Spiritual Journey and Self-Expression

Let us look at and heal the small child within the closet we hold within ourselves.

First, let me state that if you are having serious emotional distress in your life that which I will speak of is not intended to replace your seeking of licensed professional medical or psychiatric help.

This is about your spiritual journey and the pain we have walled within our being from our childhood. There are very few people, unless they have worked with this energy or have had licensed counseling, who do not have some pain trapped within them from their life. It doesn’t necessarily have to have come from your childhood, it could be teenage, young adult, or adulthood physical, mental or emotional trauma.

I speak of it as the inner child trauma because when we are in pain or face intense challenges there is a trigger within us of fight or flight. This is like a child who hides from a challenge or pain to feel safe. I don’t know what a professional psychiatrist would say about this but I have found that at some point in our childhood, we experience a hurt or pain that makes us feel bad or scared. In that moment as a small child we create a safe space within ourselves to which we retreat from the pain and we build a wall or close a door in order to keep out the ones who frighten us or cause us pain. As an adult, when we flee often it is not a physical flight but a movement within us emotionally and mentally to a place within where we as a child have created a safe space.

This is a place where we can cry and hope to remain safe. A part of us has felt that we must not be good or worthy or what we experienced would not have happened. So we can hide that unworthy part, the fearful part of ourselves here where no one can see it and we don’t have to deal with the pain. Then we put a smile on our face and keep going. If we don’t face that unworthy part of ourself then it doesn’t exist. We can now tell ourselves that we are strong and put forth a face an energy of self confidence on the outside, for we have contained that hurt part within the walls.

Yet, this walled part of ourselves keeps us from fully loving ourself and feeling worthy of the love of others. It keeps us from being whole emotionally and mentally. It prevents us from fully manifesting the perfection that we truly are as a soul living in this physical form. It keeps us from knowing that we are able to embrace the concept that we are a part of all creation, a co creator of our reality. It prevents us from embracing the perfection of our being and expressing if fully.

We are an expression of the Universal Oneness of Creation. We are here to experience, learn, expand and create a better world for All Life.

So what do we do?

We begin by acknowledging that it is possible that we have this within ourselves. Then we need to be willing to look at the pain and fear within us. When we are ready we have choices, you can seek professional psychiatric counseling who can help you to find a safe way in which to approach and look at this pain. You can work with a hypnotherapist who can guide you within to look behind the walls you have built and connect with your inner child . There is also guided meditation and or meditation on your own to go within. You will also find many spiritual counselors or courses on line. There is also ministerial counseling. Which you choose is up to you.

However, at some point you must look at this pain and open the door or you will continue be stalled and bump up against this wall in your life and spiritual process.

It may be difficult to do this own your own and you may want to begin with guided meditations. Why do I say this? Because it is hard to not want to turn away when we approach this wall or door to the room and to face the pain within it. It may be easier to just let the ego mind take you out of the process. In a guided meditation at least you have the voice of another which continues to prompt you to move forward and you can focus on that voice instead of your ego mind. You ego mind is in the flight mode to protect you from further hurt it is not your enemy but it must not be your ruling force in life.

Your soul which you connect with in your heart leads you to freedom not your ego mind. You ego mind was created to keep your form safe, to determine how to function in the daily tasks of life and to do this under the direction of the soul. However, part of the earth program is spiritual amnesia in which we forget we are a part of the Universal Oneness and think we are a small separate individual who must struggle to survive in a world full of people and challenges that would hurt us. The idea is that when we focus upon our spirituality and turn within, then we remember and the amnesia dissipates. Then we can reclaim who we truly are as a Soul living in a human form.

This is why we must at some point look at the pain we have hidden within that which I am terming the inner child. I do this because most often it appears to us a small child or younger version of ourselves when we connect, who is huddled in the darkness and crying in pain.

The method I use in my meditation to connect is to move into my heart center. I focus my attention and inner vision upon the center of my chest where my heart chakra exists. I visualize walking deep within until I see a wall. I walk around to see if there is a door, if not I climb over the wall. On the other side is either a dark space or a room with a door. If there is a door I open it and go inside. In either of these, I will ask for a light to shine. Usually you will have heard someone crying or moving inside. When the light shines you will see them. Move towards them and introduce yourself and ask them what is wrong. Tell them you are here to help and listen to them. Then sit beside them and listen.

Reassure them that they are not alone anymore for you are there to help them. Ask them if it is okay for you to hug them and then do so. Ask if there is something you can do to help in this moment and listen. Then again reassure them that you are them and they have made it this far and together you will heal this pain to be even stronger.

Ask that the violet fire of transmutation will take this pain, the cause, core memory, record and effect from your Being to the source of it origin and to the subatomic cellular level. Ask that forgiveness for anyone who has hurt you both will fill your being and that you be forgiven from anyone that you have hurt in this situation that they will forgive you. Share your love with this part of you and feel them merge with you and reunite with you whole again.

As you have merged you can now in the light move out of the room or the walled area for the door is open or the wall gone and the lights are on. You can now come forth from your meditation with the focus that you are now free of this pain.

This does not mean that you may not have other pain that you have walled within from other instances and ages of your life still within and you may need to do this process more than once. For our pain even on a single area may have layers like an onion that need to be peeled away for they have resurfaced at differing times in our lives in different ways that have created a unique scar within us. There can also be entirely different topics of pain trapped in that room. A child may have the pain of being told they are bad, and the teenage may have the pain of saying being rejected by their peers and told they are weird, a young adult is rejected by someone they want to date, an adult has a spouse who cheats on them.

Each of these could be part of that childhood trauma of being told they are bad. Creating actions in their lives based on a belief that they are not good or worthy of love and affection that allows others to treat them badly. These are the effect of the core memory of the original event. The one journey can clear all of these and sometimes, we are not fully ready to let go of one of the legs of the effect. For instance, the spouse has recently cheated and it still hurts and we need to go back in and look at this pain which we feel as an adult. Don’t hesitate to do this process as many times as needed until you walk inside your heart and find there are no walls and no darkness.

During this process, always before you meditate, ask for protection. Archangel Michael will happily place you in his blue pyramid of protection. Please, ask for the highest light and energies possible to be with you. When you are entering your heart chakra it is always nice to ask Archangel Chamuel who is the protector of the Heart Charka to be with you and help you to release all pain. In addition, Archangels who can help in this process could be the Archangels who work with forgiveness. They are Archangels who deal with our Soul Star Chakra called Archangel Mariel and Archangel Lavender. They help us to forgive and to seek those who need to forgive us and ask them to do so. If you don’t believe in Archangels it is fine. Angels are in essence not winged beings but energy aspects of Creation which bring a particular aspect of energy to us when called upon and help us to feel connected to that energy.

May you find clarity in this process. If one suggestion doesn’t work try another to find what works best for you. Sometimes it helps to connect personally with someone to talk about things. We are all different and our journey and needs unique to us. Don’t give up if something doesn’t work keep trying it is worth it to be Free and Whole again.

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I will be offering a guided meditation mp3 of this soon on my etsy site. If you are interested please email and I will let you know when available. IF you have any questions or there is something I can help with please email.

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Blessings on your journey to freedom.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.

Manifesting Reality: The Power of Intent and Focus

Where we focus our attention with Intent and strong feelings manifests. The stronger our feelings and the clearer our focus and intent the quicker this happens.

We create the world we experience each day of our lives. Yes, it is the norm in today’s society to say, “No, I am a victim of the actions of others.” Yet, even in an event in which another does something to us physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally or even financially, we have to be aware of our choices that might have put us in that position. If we listen from our hearts, there are always signs to warn us to be-ware or be aware of what is happening.

I remember reading about a young girl who told how her mother always told her not to go out at night alone. She was in at college and through with classes and decided to walk to the store and was robbed. Luckily that is all that happened. Was she a victim? Yes, she suffered from the actions of another. Did she have responsibility for being there at that time that made it possible, even though that mother voice in her head said she shouldn’t? Yes , she did.

I am an independent bookkeeper. One day a manager of a store called me to say that the electric company had called and needed payment or they would shut off the power. I knew that the electric company was automatically paid, but even if I didn’t I would have confirmed if payment was due before I sent a payment.

On September 11, 2001 many people did not get on certain planes, or go into the office on that date because they felt that they shouldn’t do so. One lady told her brother on September 10, that she felt she was going to die, and she did go into work the next day and passed in the horror of the twin towers of New York City. Those who died were victims of the choices of terrorists. Yet, did they each have a warning sign, feeling or signal which they ignored.

Each choice we make creates the actions and perspective we have of events we experience in life. We have the choice to listen to the signs and signals or ignore them.

Not all possible choices or signs are ones that create negative situations or experiences. I was told when I was 16 that I would live west of the Mississippi. Didn’t seem that possible growing up on a farm in Indiana. Then I married and it seemed even less likely. One day a man came to where I worked and brought me a books called “The Cosmic Conspiracy” by Stan Deyo. I did not know the man nor did I ever see him again. He simply said he was told to bring me this book. That moment in time set me on a path of spiritual growth and experience beyond belief. It opened doors that eventually lead me to California.

So from that day forward, I try always to watch for signs, feelings and messages. I find Spirit is accommodating whenever possible to my life and work, but I try to keep focused upon what is to be done. I try to keep my will out of the way as much as possible to keep the intent pure to what is needed for the highest good and to feel the joy, peace and thankfulness for being able to participate in what is needed to aid the higher vision for humanity.

So, I apply with intent, focus and feeling the concept of mindfulness to remember no my will but the highest perspective possible in life. If I choose not to participate that is my right, but that does not make me a victim of life. I can’t say but my family needed this or that, for if we truly want something we focus on making it happen, the more we desire it the more likely we are to make it happen. The key is purity of intent, is it for personal power and glory or for love and a desire to help create a better world.

We are at a unique moment in time. The changes happening in governments all over the planet will determine the experiences of humanity as a whole. We can sit back and say well what can I do, I am a victim. Of course there is also the option, that I will force my point of view on others because it is right and the only way. That is power and control focus of ego consciousness.

THE HIGHER PERSPECTIVE is for people around the world to say, “OK, enough is enough. I don’t want this chaos, pain, hurt and violence anymore. I don’t want to see people being killed or suffering. I want to see a better world of abundance, security, love, compassion and hope for all. LET US OPEN THE BOX AND LET OUT HOPE. Let us make the choice to drop the us and them and seek ‘we’.

WE THE PEOPLE – United we stand and divided we fall. If we focus on love and compassion and coming together. It doesn’t matter what person or group of people are leading a country, if we do what we know to be the best and kindest actions and choices in our lives. Working together with each other instead of drawing lines in the sand. If this we do eventually the old order will fall for it will no longer be fed by anger and division and a NEW era of leadership will emerge in which we all prosper and are safe and loved.

YOU MUST MAKE THE CHOICE TO LET GO OF THE OLD and CHOOSE THE HIGHER PATH OF UNITY.

THE HOSTS OF LIGHT AWAIT OR CHOICES TO COME TO JOIN US IN THIS PROCESS.

Namaste – Peace be with you

I Am Marguerite

Trauma Wounds

Learning to understand and Identify in order to heal.

All of us experience trauma personally at some point in our lives. We see and hear about traumatic events almost daily around the world. We have memories of trauma and rejection from past lives and even ancestral trauma patterns within our DNA. The human body has built in connections to the rational mind of fight or flight instinct which is automatically activated . This is the basis upon which our rational mind evaluates people and events in conjunction with our learned beliefs and perceptions regarding the world. This triggers reactions of behavior to what we see or experience.

You may even find your body responding to something with pain due to a DNA memory stored in our body of a previous similar event for ourselves in this life or another, even of a ancestor passed to us in our DNA. You may wonder how a past life of grandparent could affect us. This is not a simple concept for it is a multidimensional topic, but I will try to break it down into the simplest explanation possible.

Life on Earth, ALL LIFE, is connected not only because we are all a part of the Source of Creation, but because we are all connected via the Creational Matrix of Earth. Within the Earth’s grids and ley lines are also crystal matrices. When we are not incarnate these crystal matrices hold the memory of us as an individual to be accessed by mass consciousness, and then we reconnect to it and mass consciousness of the Creational Matrix, if and when we reincarnate. This is done via our DNA which is multidimensional. It is not my purpose in this writing to explain this, and if you are interested now, please try the book, “The Twelve Layers of DNA” by Kryon.

The mass consciousness within the Creational Matrix determines what life is like on Earth and what we perceive as reality. All we perceive has been agreed upon at some point in evolution. For example we all see a table as a flat surface supported by vertical legs, usually 4. It is through this connection that we also connect to past life karma. Our familial genetic karmic wounds are stored within the genetic DNA we inherit from our parents on the cellular level. While the personal past life is from a consciousness level. All of the above affect our perceptions and life choices.

Before incarnating you have taken all of these factors into consideration in creating the plan for your life in form. We choose our parents, where we will be born, when, what karmic patterns we will work to clear, what we will seek as knowledge and understanding, and even what higher service we plan on doing. The hard part is that earth has a policy of amnesia for the unascended beings when you incarnate. This means that you forget, who you are and what you came in to do in order that you don’t abuse your power to create until you have chosen to move into higher spiritual levels and can utilize these abilities for the highest good. This is for our protection so we don’t create more karma.

During each life we also experience new trauma because life on Earth is not easy. We all realize that we have physical conditions that we may have inherited, like being prone to heart disease, asthma, breast cancer, blood diseases. However, we can also have inherited fears, phobia, even abilities or spiritual gifts. From my mother’s mother’s side of the family I inherited psychic gifts. For the women in my mother’s family, they didn’t speak of such things as psychic gifts for that was witchcraft, but they had these thoughts and feelings and unfortunately in denying them, they often caused them to be emotionally and mentally frustrated and for some unstable. It was when my Mother and I began discussing them that it was finally allowed to heal.

Yet, for me there was still a blockages in my connection and it wasn’t until I realized that I had experienced a traumatic past life event in which I felt guilty because I was trying to prevent this event and was unable to stop the perpetrators. I felt guilt that I had failed in my task. It wasn’t until I was able to look at it in this life and understand I can only control my choices and not those of another. I did all I could but the Law of Freedom of Choice, Self Will meant I had to allow them without interference or I would have created karmic repercussions perhaps even worse. In realizing this I was able to release the guilt and trauma and embrace seeing again. For I realize I don’t have to look at that event if I don’t choose to do so, but I have not done anything wrong and it is okay to ‘see’.

I have found it hard to meditate in silence. I can do meditation with music or guided easily. However, to sit in silence was difficult. When I dug deep, I realized a part of me felt guilty about wasting time, when there were so many things that needed done. Growing up on a small family farm there was always something to be done. In our society small farmers not only work their farms but outside of their farms at other jobs. Both my parents worked and my sister and I had many chores to help to keep things going. This had influenced my life so that it was hard to sit and just be when there were things to ‘do’. I knew that our goal is to ‘do’ from a place of ‘being’ with the I AM. I am still working on this but getting better. I know use more music to aid in reaching these states.

This morning I had another realization which triggered this post. I saw a posting by a woman and it had to do with the Divine Feminine. What she said were repeated information we have all heard, but her claims bothered me and I wasn’t sure why. As I shared with a friend, I was able to uncover that in past lives, like in the life I spoke of before regarding the Catastrophic event, I have been bound to not saying too much due to allowing all to their free will choices. This had created the guilt, for a part of me always wanted to say , wait don’t believe that it is not true. Yet, we have all come in to learn, explore and make choices. As I learned in that prior lifetime, I could share the possible outcomes, but it was still their choice and experience to make and have. So I realized that all I can truly do is to share as I am now doing what I have learned and hope the person seeking and needing an answer can find it and make a better choice.

If you have any questions please feel free to ask.

Namaste

Creativity

Purity and clarity of intent, focus and energy manifest.

Today upon awakening I heard and recorded,

” In manifestation, clarity and purity of intent with joy or passion are essential.”

I didn’t think much more about it. I have been focused upon learning the Arcturian healing technique. I decided to pull 3 cards from the Angel deck I have to see what energies would be good upon which to focus. When I say pull, I shuffle and watch for the cards that fly out or stick up, for that is how my guides help me. The cards were, Imagination, Creativity and Archangel Gabriel. Synchronicities I love them.

The imagination card speaks of how our thoughts are the building blocks of life from which everything originates. It further says when we add creativity (the other card I pulled). It reminds me that from a bridge, to a castle or an airplane, everything begins with a thought which is then given energy and emotion to manifest in the physical plane. It reminds me to use my creative imagination to expand my horizons and manifest the life I want.

When we hold a vision with purity and clarity, the angels see it and draw forth the energies we need to manifest it. Decide what one wants to manifest, and speak, “I hold the highest possible positive outcome of this or something better, in alignment with the greater good for all. “

The next card was creativity, which suggests I explore the possibilities and to let my imagination flow. It also suggest asking my guides and angels to direct me to something worthwhile and to help me to channel the energies. If one is not focused and able to channel the energies we can become restless and dispirited and give up on the vision manifesting. The angels remind us we are co-creators with the Divine and need to use our energy, purely and with joy. An affirmation being ” I enjoy my creative abilities and use them with purity of intent.”

The final card being Archangel Gabriel. Archangel Gabriel brings guidance, clarity, purification, communicates Divine Will, and bring Divine Grace. He helps us to release old patterns and thoughts which keep us in a lower vibration. He helps us to find discipline, clarity and joy. An Affirmation to use, “I am the purity and light of the Divine.” Call on Gabriel to help us to become clear, to release the old, and begin to find focus and purity of intent and purpose to manifest that which we desire in our lives.

So these cards truly came together to help bring more clarity and direction about creating and manifesting, which is what I am needing as I proceed forward to manifest the mission I feel called to do. At first though I was surprised the cards didn’t have a direction regarding the healing work. Then I realized that the first lessons of the healing course I am taking has to do with manifestation. It was directed to how disease manifests in our physical form, mental, emotional or energetic patterns and why. Now, I see the pattern and reasoning of my guides.

You see, we have four main bodies that interact consistently as we live in our 3D form. There are more as we raise our frequency to more subtle levels, but in our 3D they are the physical, energy/astral, emotional and mental bodies. The last three all being on more subtle 4D energy levels. For us to be healthy, happy and able to manifest what we desire and even to live hundreds of years without physical deterioration, our 4 bodies must be operating at maximum clarity in balance and harmony with each other. Disease can begin on the physical level, due to foods we eat.

For instance, an animal who is mistreated, fed chemicals and killed in an horrific and frightening manner for human consumption will have fear, chemical and maybe even diseases within its meat. When we eat this meat, the fear of the animal cannot be processed by our physical form, but is still present in the meat and so that energy goes to our emotional and mental bodies to be processed and we become out of balance. This can create fear in us, feelings of pain and anger, that is present and we have not obsorbed it.

The same as when someone has a transplant. The memories of who we are exist in our DNA and blood. When we take on the organ of another person, the energies of their thoughts and emotions cannot be utilized by our physical form and so they move to our mental and emotional body to be processed. Thus, this is why some will find new interest, or emotions after a transplant.

As with Creation beginning as a thought which with the emotion of desire to manifest it is spoken and the energy needed to materialize it is called forth, the same can happen in our form. We have anger and fear, or belief patterns that are intense and out of balance with the Oneness of Creation. These imbalances create a dis-ease within the physical form. Now when it moves from subtle bodies to physical it is clearing the subtle levels and bringing them into balance. The desire is for us to then with a clarity of intent, to move into a focus of release and transformation to clear it from the physical. This is a simplified explanation for which I am sure you have many doubts and questions. My point in sharing this was to show how all things work together.

Just as I wish to understand how to manifest and share my mission, as I am learning this new healing method it to is about manifestation of disease and how to heal it. My guides are helping me to realize that I need to bring all my bodies into clarity and balance, by healing them so that I can manifest with purity. It doesn’t do anyone any good to share with them what happens in the manifestation and Ascension process, without sharing how to heal and clear their thoughts, words, deeds, energies, emotions and physical form.

Clearing, balancing, healing, protection and discernment are the basics of our spiritual growth. From this state of clarity we can do things with ease. Even in the healing process of another, as one is helping another we must be clear ourselves and create a clear and safe environment in which to work. No one can heal you only the Divine within you. Another can help to direct the energies of the Divine into you to help bring release and rebalancing, but if you do not change the root cause the imbalance will return.

Today is the lesson of the importance of focusing not one gifts we can reactivate like psychic abilities, but placing our attention on healing and clearing our quaternary bodies and bringing them into balance. From here we can access the higher energies of our Being.

Namaste

Synchronicities

Synchronicities are all around us but we don’t see them until we look.

Carl Jung is the first person to really touch on synchronicities in our modern philosophy. He called them, ” circumstances that appear meaningfully related yet lack a causal connection.” However, from a spiritual level of discernment once we understand that they exist and are signs of guidance, we begin to see them in our lives.

Synchronicities are guidance that is directed from our guides and teachers, the higher spiritual levels to help us to find our focus and direction along our spiritual path. They are for most people always present, we just don’t notice or call them a coincidence. When we become serious seekers and ask for help we begin to notice them happening more and more. Do they increase or are we just finally paying attention? Perhaps it is a little bit of both. Why? Because when we begin asking our guides and teachers for help they are able to do more, and so these events of synchronicity can increase and/or we are just listening or looking for guidance more intently.

Let me share the most recent for myself. I am writing a book and want to do a course and mp3 to go with it. In this process I realized that for the courses or working with individuals, they need not only the information for ascension but some basic clearings or perhaps energy healing and alignments. I had asked that Thoth one of my guides take charge of the information and guidance I needed to complete this work. Which was the beginning of inspiring this part of the process. In so doing, I saw a course being offered on Arcturian Healing and since I have felt a deep connection to the Arcturians for many years, and they are high spiritual healing beings, I decided to sign up. At the same time, a beautiful teacher with whom I love doing webinars for healing of the individual, humanity and planet had an offering for Light Body activation and Cellular upgrades for the individual and planetary work. I had signed up but for some reason, missed the time, luckily she sends the recording which is always as effective. Why, because time is irrelevant outside of our earthly limited consciousness. We can connect to any event if we allow ourselves to let go of our limited focus of events being sequential only.

Anyway, syncronistically, I felt guided to check out a favorite readers offerings and she had an arcturian attunement. I felt it would be wonderful to do that before taking the healing course. When she did the attunement what actually happened was that they checked my chakras and found that 4 were sufficient to receive the next set of energies but 3 were not and they worked on them. These were healers who stated they were with me through most of my lifetimes on earth and elsewhere in this Universe. Their opening statement was ,”It’s about time.” What I didn’t understand at the time, was that the next set of energies they were speaking about was the webinar which I had missed. This webinar was to Activate the Light Body and Updgrade the Cellular structures. As it began I realized that had they not done the chakra upgrade, I would not have received the energies in this webinar as strongly and easily.

My many thanks to Thoth and my other guides for helping me, guiding my connection and even forgetfulness of the webinar event until timing was correct. I am currently in the process of the Arcturian Healing course and understand why this particular course. Interestingly, it is in Spanish and I speak english, but it has subtitles and it has explained some concepts of the balance of mind, heart and body that I needed to understand in the healing process from the personal to universal level. Thoth and my other guides had been telling me that I needed to have more heart and mind coherence and now I have a greater understanding of how and why.

So, that which you think is a chance coincidence, is probably your guardian angel or guides trying to get you to listen. Mine have on more than one occassion saved my life, or moved me from one place to another, or helped me to encounter a person I needed to meet, or caused a book to fall on my head. Listen, look, ASK for help and guidance. They are limited in what they can do unless we ask. They can set up a meeting but we must choose to be aware that we need to meet that person, read that book, or take that course in order for it to benefit us.

When we ask they can do so much more. My guides made the point of saying that they wait for us to ask them to help. That they are not offended but delight when we give them tasks to do. That is why I asked Thoth to take over in regards to the work I am doing and he is wonderfully taking charge. There is a balance of allowing them to take care of the synchronicity and details of certain parts and being aware of when it is our part to be active. We can have a vision and see that main steps needed to come to the completion of that vision. When we ask for our guides to help, we need to release trying to control the details. What I mean is if you need funds, don’t say I want to win the lottery, that limits them. Say, I need funds to be able to manifest this project and ask you to guide me and help to manifest what is needed. You may find you meet the perfect person to be your partner.

Be aware, pay attention and be prepared. ASK and you will recieve an abundance of help and guidance, and synchronicities will abound.

Blessings and Abundance be with you

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Abundance

Abundance is a state of mind originating in the heart.

A few thoughts of focus on the subject.

There is so much information on the internet about Abundance. Books, webinars, attunements, blockage removal for abundance, the list goes on and on. Abundance is the natural spiritual state for all life. We block it due to fears of lack, which are part of the fight or flight nature of our animal instincts. This comes from the ego/mind which believes itself separate from the Creator due to the veil of amnesia we have until we have stepped onto our Ascension path.

This morning a few thoughts came forth to be shared from Archangel Raphael and Archangel Chamuel. They may seem an unlikely pairing for abundace, the Archangel of healing Raphael and the Archangel of Love/Heart Chamuel but not really. For you see we must heal the heart and all the pain and hurt we have surrounding our heart which has created walls to prevent it from opening. For our heart is where our connection to the Creator resides. When it is open we are moving in alignment with the Infinite and all is possible. When the heart is closed and walled up, we are directed by our ego/mind which says, we must keep ourselves safe from lack and the pain of others.

First I was reminded of the power of prayer. For whenever we have a situation in which we need healing, direction, inspiration or help of any kind, we need to take it within to our Soul, which is the intermediary to the I AM Presence. The I Am Presence being that part of the Creator which is you. As we take our request with humblesness, hope, faith and gratitude to our inner sanctum of the heart, we connect to the guidance of the Creator through our Soul and I AM Presence that are one with the Creator. If you heart is blocked or you have fear, it is important to ask for help to transform or heal, release and transform the energy which is present. You can ask Archangel Raphael to help you to do this.

When asking a specific Archangel or Light Being to help you, you are not praying to them as a replacement of the Creator. I know ones of some religions have a problem with asking non physical beings outside of the Creator for help. In fact there are correct in that we don’t need to look outside of ourselves and our own Oneness with the Creator for help and guidance. However, the Creator created helpers, the Heavenly Hosts to help us. All life is created and at one with the Creator, so there is no separation. However, even more specifically, think of Archangels and Angels as ray of energy. If you are sending love to another, you will expand your energy outward from your heart either in general to the whole planet or to a specific individual or situation. Well, love being the Essence of the Creator , the Creator has many other aspects of itself which exist as specific rays of energy to help Creation. Archangel Raphael is a ray of healing, so you can pray to the Creator for healing or ask Archangel Raphael to heal you. Praying you are acknowledging the Creator as your Source. However, you ask for Archangel Raphael to help you. He cannot interfer in your life situation and choices unless you ask for his help. Just don’t worship other non physical Beings above the Divine Creator. They are your brothers and sisters in the Light and Love of the Creator who were either created to help you like Angels or have evolved consciously back to Oneness and have pledged to help us along our path.

Prayer involves, acknowledging the power and glory of the love of our Creator. Being thankful for the Infinite Love and compassion show to us. Asking for help and thanking the Creator for the guidance and infinite Blessings and then entering listening Grace and waiting upon the direction and our signs to guide you. For our connection tot he Creator within brings us unlimited resources, infinite healing, protection, joy, peace, comfort, love and guidance. Be sure to act upon your guidance. You may not always get the answer for which you were hoping, but when you seek within you will always get the answer you need for yourself and the highest good of all life.

Archangel Raphel reminds us to not think about abundance as something we do not have and we are waiting to receive. For you see our Soul/Spirit only knows the now. So if we are saying we don’t have it and we are waiting for it to come, we are creating a permanent state of waiting. The law of magnetism and attraction means we must have the vision, feelings, and mindset in the now of that which we are seeking to bring it into our life. The stronger your vision and feeling of having it NOW, the easier and quicker it will manifest. However, always ask that this or something better which is for you higher good. See and speak about your life and be thankful for the abundance you possess now. Do you have a home? A Car? Do you have food? Are you living somewhere safe? If you begin with this you will attract more of it into your life.

Archangel Chamuel reminds us of toxic relationships. The toxic relationship could even be your own perception of yourself. Do you love yourself? Do you speak of yourself in a positive manner? Do you see the good things you do and how far you have come in your life? Do you set boundaries or let others walk all over you? Do you care for yourself phyiscally, mentally and spiritually? Do you have caring and loving people around you? Are you kind and compassionate with other? If you have toxic relationships with others and even with yourself you have walls around your heart and you are blocking the love and guidance which attracts abundance, light and love into your life. Choose the relationships in your life wisely. For that benefits you and others. You can help another person who is having a hard time in life without allowing them to take over your time and energy. There are ones who live off the light and energy of others. There are ones who ask for help but don’t want to make any changes in their thoughts and actions to make their own life better, they want to be the pity me victim. You cannot be the victim and and reconnect with your Higher Being, for that is not taking responsbility for you thoughts, words and deeds (self mastery) which is essential for enlightenment, which is essential for connecting to the Divine within and the Infinite Abundance of Creation.

As I was going to write this I was drawn to a saying someone posted on social media:

Most the scars on people’s hearts werent left there by their enemies

They were left there by the people who claimed to love them the most.

As a part of the Creator and All Life, Infinite abundance is your birthright and you deserve all the support for which you ask along yoru path of fulfilling your Divine Purpose and Ascension.

YOU ARE LOVED UNCONDITIONALLY BY THE CREATOR AND YOUR ARE NOT JUDGED.

Why because you are a part of the Creator experiencing and expanding within Creation.

Archangel Raphael reminds us that money is an exchange of energy for commodities or other energies like wisdom and healing. It is neither good nor bad. Part of the abundance consciousness is the flow of Giving and receiving. If we hoard our money, we are living in a fear of lack consciousness. Do not resent your current circumstances or even the monetary system itself. It will change as we change our consciousness frequency and the frequency of the planet and systems. See money working to create a better life for you and for all others on the planet. See it helping to make the world a better place by exchanging money for that which is needed.

Archangel Chamuel reminds us there is no need to fear a lack or loss of abundance or to try to compete for resources. In actuality there is sufficient for all if we do not hoard and we share. For instance, I and a neighbor lady who lives on social security take care of the feeding of the neighborhood cats. She cannot afford to buy cat food, so I provide it to her. She in return provides me with extra vegetables she receives. It is an even exchange so we give and receive in honor and so to the cats are fed. We need to have a Divine Mindset of Oneness, Love and Compassion for All Life. This connects us to abundance and provides a space of workign together for the greater good which opens all door to Abundance.

Open yourself to positive thoughts, experiences, and opportunities. Transform all fear and doubt with the use of the Violet Flame. There may be set backs or delays along your path but this is only temporary. Do not focus on the set back or delay for they are not of the moment , keep the faith and focus on the blessings you have and more of them.

Cleansing and Healing

We are in a period of history in which such powerful energy is coming to us from Creator Source and the Host of Light Beings who serve the Creator so that we can Ascend if we truly desire to do so.

Having just passed through the Covid period of time and now in the northern hemisphere we enter the cold and flu season. Due to this it may be easy to dismiss your clearing and healing symptoms of Ascension. Often the symptoms are similar to colds or flu.

I was reminded of this and nudged to post about it having gone through a clearing recently. I was exposed to a respiratory virus when I visited a relavtive, while wearing a mask ,and could easily have believed it was simply this virus. However, I noticed that my symptoms unlike the person to whom I was exposed, centered around my throat. It was so sore and I am a person who is very rarely sick. I had in the past had strep throats and tonsilitis and the symptoms were similar. However, my intuition told me that it was a clearing of my throat chakra.

My higher self has been guiding me to more strongly speak my truth and this was a way of getting my attention. Sometimes, spirit wants us to stop or slow down, pay attention and do self care. This was the case for me. I have learned that if I feel a strong sense I am getting sick to get into bed, clear my energy with the violet flame, bring in the green flame of healing and the white light of the Creator. In this case ,I also used lots of throat lozenges and colloidal silver for physical symptoms and meditation for non physical causes. I rested most of 3 days and never had to go to the doctor or take anti biotics.

I am not recommending that others do not go to the doctor when they feel sick. Everyone has different physical constitutions and needs. What I am saying is,that for myself, I realized early that Spirit was wanting to take me through a clearing and healing to activate my throat chakra to another level. Had I not listened and simply told myself it was a respiratory infection, it might have been so. I was also having lots of fatigue and less air capacity. I was reminded that I needed to pay attention to my Breath, the passage of Chi life force into our body, and to consciously breath deeper and slower.

There has been much information on the internet for years regarding ascension symptoms and how to handle. I would like to discuss a few because I feel it is important that we go within to see if what ever we are experiencing had a physical cause or is part of our process.

NOTE: Never forego Medical or Psychiatric help and dismiss what you are experiencing. This information is not intended to replace your own medical help.

Some of the symptoms include:

Bodily aches and pains – we can simply acknowledge it as a result of the weather or our age or bodily health. As part of the ascension process it can be the result of the frequency of our cells rising and as they are changing into higher dimensional frequency, they can change and expand. You can use the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame to help clean out old residue, BLESS and drink plenty of water to flush out that which is released, exercise, walk or be in nature.

Headaches – As our frequency is rising, the energies of our mind and ego can be resisting and wanting to hold onto the old thoughts and patterns so tightly that it become like a constricting band. Again go within and ask your Higher Self what you are resisting or holding on to tightly and ask to be released. Use the Violet Flame to clear and release, drink Blessed water and meditate.

The flu and cold symptoms I discussed with my own symptoms. You may experience the flu symptom of vomiting to purge the body, or diarrhea. Get medical help and advice to be sure you don’t allow theses symptoms to become an even greater problem physically. However, like myself it can be a part of the process of letting go, clearing and activating.

Anxiety, panic attacks and depression: IF,these are new symptoms for you they can be a part of not understanding the changes you are going through physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. We tend to not want to change our life and let go of old patterns and thoughts unless we are forced to do so. We will try to ignore and make excuses not to face them. This creates a break between the flow of our energy with our Soul and I Am Presence of the Creator of which we are a part. It is best to stop when we have symptoms, to move into our heart center and ask to be shown. BREATHE – slowly and deeply to allow the life force to circulate within and remove the energies and use the Violet Flame of transmutation. These will slow the symptoms and allow you to come back into balance.

Emotional imbalances of intense ups and downs or outbursts, and fear which can cause withdrawal. These are us facing our emotional fears and patterns which need released and to learn how we deal with them. I would advise using the same tools of going within, Breath, Violet Flame and meditation. HOWEVER, if you have had either of these last two symptoms before and for extended periods of time you need to seek medical and or psychiatric advise.

FATIGUE – so many are experiencing extreme fatigue no matter how long they sleep. This comes from resisting letting go of old patterns also. We may find ourselves sleeping too much and even very little. This can be because of the energy changes in our body. If we are allowing and not blocking we will find we need less sleep and food. If we are resisting, we may need to sleep so that our spirit can aid us to release and make the needed changes. Again, go within, ask your Soul what it is you are resisting. Then use your Breath and Violet Flame to help release them. You may have cords of attachments from and with others that need released, for which Archangel Michael will help you if asked. You may also have old spiritual agreements and contracts which no longer serve your higher good which need released.

Tinnitus or sounds in the ear. So many have these symptoms as do I . I have had them for years but I knew that they were the result (at least for me) of hearing Spirit and the energies around me from non physical dimensions. It was part of the telepathic and clairaudient process. So I learned to simply allow it and not worry or pay attention to it as something that bothered me but as something that was helping me. When you focus upon it as a bad symptoms or something wrong that is your reality. My mother had it and sometimes felt suicidal because it bothered her so much. For me, it is present most of the time and unless it becomes loud to get my attention or I place my focus upon it, during normal daily activity I am seldom aware it is there. If I hear it increase, I simply sit and ask whom or what is trying to contact me. AGAIN – this is not saying that tinnitus is not the result of some physical problem for which you need to seek a doctors advice. I am saying that not all sounds we hear are tinnitus which can have a physical cause, but can be part of our process and opening to higher guidance.

Seeing Spirits or non physical images. As we grow spiritually,clear our energies and raise them we will begin to see Spirit and beings from beyond the third dimension. This gift is called clairvoyance. For me when this first happend about 30 years ago, it was upsetting. I would see images superimposed upon my physical visual range. It was not all the time, but when it happened,no matter what I was looking at I would see an image superimposed over the background. It was as if you would be looking through a window outside and the window had an image painted upon it that obstructed your view of the outdoors. This image would have differing forms, it may be shaped like an eagle, but within that outline are geometric form of triangles and circles of differing colors which vibrated. As time progressed the image would grow until it filled my visual range and I could not make out the form any longer only see the vibrating colors. The colors still remaining translucent enough to see the world, but with a vibrating image overlayed. I learned that this was spirit, sometimes they called themselves color ray scientists working with my visual energies to activate and sometimes to teach me something through the image, colors and vibrations. So, don’t be afraid, if you begin to see things, go within and ask what it is. HOWEVER, I am not saying that you should not seek a doctor or optometrist to advise for it may be something for which you need medical help.

Remember we are in a process and that sometimes instead of a drug we need to allow the process to take place.

TOOLS to remember.

Bless and drink lots of water to flush out old toxins. To Bless water you simply need to ask that the Creator will transform and Bless this water so that it is absolutely perfect for you and your process.

Spend more time in Nature and meditation.

IF you feel the need to sleep do so.

If you feel sluggish, try walking and excersising.

Watch the food you put into your system for chemicals and types of sugar.

Try abstaining from recreational drugs and alchohol.

Meditation and going into the heart is so helpful to balance, learn and expand.

Breath – learn to breath deeply and slowly.

Service – learn to focus on helping others and sharing of higher energies so that you don’t become stuck and can continue to grow spiritually and expand.

If you have any questions or need help, please feel free to email.

violetfireministry@gmail.com

Namaste

Marguerite

Faith & Healing

A conversation I had recently involved the relationship of faith, healing and the Creator. In the last few days I have felt the nudge of spirit to speak about this. I have learned that the nudges keep coming until I complete the task.

First to address is the relationship between the medical field and healing. Some people totally put their trust in Doctors and some totally in Faith healing. Like everything else on this planet we have the extremes of duality often appearing. At this time upon the Earth each have a place for most people are not prepared spiritually to completely heal themselves. Even when we are, there may be times when someone has a fall and perhaps break their legs. The leg will heal but it must be properly aligned to heal correctly, thus a doctor or some person with knowledge of doing this properly is needed.

Although, we all have the potential because we are an aspect of the Creator to heal ourselves, most do not have the understanding, faith and belief to do so at this time. We can say we believe this, but to fully manifest this in our lives, we must believe without a doubt. For when doubt appears, the healing may not be complete. When our faith and belief are strong and no doubt exists, healing will be complete, and in some cases instantaneous and seem miraculous.

So, at this time Doctors still have their place in our world, to bring healing to humanity. In the future ones will come to learn more and more about the natural healing properties of plants that has once again become a subject of study, and it is beginning to be accepted more within the medical field. This is a great step forward from chemical drugs.

All disease either begins within our thougths and beliefs or are the result of lifestyle choices and the chemicals in or on our food. When humanity more and more demands that industry and growers stop using chemicals as is becoming more popular these days, we will see many diseases and allergies disappearing. Many times Doctors can only treat the symptoms and keep the disease at bay through medicine because ones will not change their lifestyle or there is no cure at this time. Unless you are determined to take responsibility for your personal spiritual growth which will lead to the ability to reconnect to the healing powers of the Creator, you should still utilize a combination of medical care and investigate natural medicines over chemicals would be of benefit.

Now to the topic of hands on healers, energy healers, and faith healing. A honest energy or hands on healer will tell you they do not do the healing. They are a channel for the healing energies of the Creator and are facilitating a connection between you and the Divine power to heal within you. The key here is when you see on television what seems a miraculous healing, you are not seeing what happens months down the road. In the fevor of the moment, one when surrounded by others and the strength of energies that a strong healer can connect you with can produce wonderful results in the moment. However, unless you are strong in your belief that your are healed, and change any mental, emotionl and physical processes which created the disease in the beginning you have a strong potential for it returning. It is not the healers fault, they are simply the channel who like a doctor is working to help you.

TRUE HEALING begins and ends within you and comes from the strength of your trust, belief and faith in your connection to the Creator.

The same is true of calling upon the Angelic Beings of Light to heal you. They can bring it to you but if the healing is to occur and be permanent depends on the strength of your faith, belief and choices in the future.

So, the choice begins with you. I would say to begin your spiritual journey of clearing and connection to the Divine. Continue to utilize medical professionals, make lifestyle changes, investigate natural supplements and as your faith and connection grows, your will find yourself having less and less illness and disease for the Light will heal and keep you well.

I hope this helps to clear some questions.