Today, as I was returning from seeing a client, I placed a CD into my player—Kenny Loggins: Outside from the Redwoods. As I listened and sang—loudly—to Conviction of the Heart and What a Fool Believes, something stirred deeply within me.
I realized that for the past eighteen years of my journey, I have largely walked it alone.
These songs from my adulthood awakened a sense of freedom and joy within my heart and throughout my energy. I felt the desire to dance, to laugh, to sing—fully and without restraint. The lyrics reminded me of something I have always known:
Where are the dreams that we once had?
And the truth that arose was this—those dreams have never left. They have remained within my heart and mind, even when it has felt as though they disappeared from the world around me.
Now is the time to bring them forward again.
It is a time to hold the vision of the world we know Earth can be—the world we would choose to live in. A world where people care for one another, where compassion is natural, where we uplift instead of divide. A world where we honor nature, air, animals, water, and land. A world where we live as one with the Earth, one with the sky, one with all of life.
This is the way life on Earth was always meant to be.
As I reflected, I understood more clearly why I have walked so much of this path alone. It created the space I needed—to find my own alignment, to come into my sovereignty and truth, and to do so in peace, without the influence of others’ beliefs or journeys shaping my own.
In many ways, I have lived like a hermit—not in isolation, but in quiet inner focus. I continued to work, to serve, to connect with clients, yet I did not often speak of my spiritual journey. Instead, I allowed it to unfold within me, in its own way and timing.
Now, however, I feel a gentle but persistent nudge arising from within.
A call to become more present—not only through writing, but in physical presence.
After so many years, this is not an easy transition. Questions arise:
Where do I begin?
How do I begin?
Do I even want to?
My life is calm and peaceful, even within a world that often feels chaotic. Yet the words from Conviction of the Heart echo within me as a reminder:
“The world only changes that we live in.”
If my role is to bring Presence into form—to touch others, to help awaken remembrance, to help kindle the inner flame—then I must find a way to step forward. We can be of service by anchoring the Light, Love and Compassion into the Grids and pathways of Earth which can help others greatly. Yet, even more as we embody and align with our I Am/Higher Self, our physical presence can be felt and help others. Much as ones who followed the Monks who walked for Peace saw the release people experienced as they anchored the Presence of Peace. The same as Buddha and Jesus and other Beings of Light affected ones who were in their Presence. We don’t have to be Jesus or Buddha to embody the Presence of the Flame of Source and allow it to flow and touch and inspire others.
I share this because each of us comes to these crossroads.
There is no wrong choice.
If I choose to remain as I am, it is not a failure. It is not a mark against me in any measure of spirit. Yet I also recognize that if I do not step into what I am being called toward, there may be a space left unfilled. Perhaps another will step into that space. Perhaps they will not be ready in the timing that is now available.
Some of us are called to bring new energies forward first—to anchor them, to embody them, to help others recognize and connect with them.
If we choose not to, another may be called—but their readiness may take time, while you are ready now.
Still, all choices are honored.
We are not judged as good or bad.
If we do not feel aligned with one aspect of our path, we may serve in another. Every act of anchoring light, love, and compassion upon the Earth matters. Every expression is needed. Every offering is valued.
And in truth, it is all appreciated.
I Am Bieta Seshone Tamara Elohim
Where are the dreams that we once had?
And the truth that arose was this—those dreams have never left. They have remained within my heart and mind, even when it has felt as though they disappeared from the world around me.
Now is the time to bring them forward again.
It is a time to hold the vision of the world we know Earth can be—the world we would choose to live in. A world where people care for one another, where compassion is natural, where we uplift instead of divide. A world where we honor nature, animals, water, and land. A world where we live as one with the Earth, one with the sky, one with all of life.
This is the way life on Earth was always meant to be.
As I reflected, I understood more clearly why I have walked so much of this path alone. It created the space I needed—to find my own alignment, to come into my sovereignty and truth, and to do so in peace, without the influence of others’ beliefs or journeys shaping my own.
In many ways, I have lived like a hermit—not in isolation, but in quiet inner focus. I continued to work, to serve, to connect with clients, yet I did not often speak of my spiritual journey. Instead, I allowed it to unfold within me, in its own way and timing.
Now, however, I feel a gentle but persistent nudge arising from within.
A call to become more present—not only through writing, but in physical presence.
After so many years, this is not an easy transition. Questions arise:
Where do I begin?
How do I begin?
Do I even want to?
My life is calm and peaceful, even within a world that often feels chaotic. Yet the words from Conviction of the Heart echo within me as a reminder:
“The world only changes… if we change the world we live in.”
If my role is to bring Presence into form—to touch others, to help awaken remembrance, to help kindle the inner flame—then I must find a way to step forward.
I share this because each of us comes to these crossroads.
There is no wrong choice.
If I choose to remain as I am, it is not a failure. It is not a mark against me in any measure of spirit. Yet I also recognize that if I do not step into what I am being called toward, there may be a space left unfilled. Perhaps another will step into that space. Perhaps they will. Perhaps they will not be ready in the timing that is now available.
Some of us are called to bring new energies forward first—to anchor them, to embody them, to help others recognize and connect with them.
If we choose not to, another may be called—but their readiness may take time, while you are ready now.
Still, all choices are honored.
We are not judged as good or bad.
If we do not feel aligned with one aspect of our path, we may serve in another. Every act of anchoring light, love, and compassion upon the Earth matters. Every expression is needed. Every offering is valued.
And in truth, it is all appreciated.
Oracle of Divine Grace 