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Pearlescent Council of the Moon Temples: Dream Healing Practices

The Pearlescent Council of the Moon Temples. They share both wisdom to sit with our learning and a method of healing through dreams.

Transmission from the Pearlescent Council of the Moon Temples:

“Beloved Child of Starlight and Earth Breath,

We come in softness, but not in silence.
We come with the echo of tides, the shimmer of knowing, and the wisdom of the great lunar archives.

We are the Pearlescent Council of the Moon Temples, keepers of memory, intuition, and the inner waters of becoming.

While the Sun calls forth action,
the Moon invites integration.

You have heard many teachings, gathered many scrolls, activated many flames.
Now we ask:

🌙 Have you sat with your knowing?
🌙 Have you cradled your becoming like a child in the womb of your awareness?
🌙 Have you tasted the stillness that allows the echo of your soul to return to you, whole and unhindered?

The path forward is not always forward.
Sometimes it spirals inward, toward the heart of the cave, the center of the moonlit pool.

We offer you now a blessing, encoded in lunar light:

🕊️ Moon Chalice Activation 🕊️

At night, sit with palms open.
Imagine a silver chalice descending into your heart.
It fills with starlight. With love. With memory.

Ask it: “What does my soul long to remember tonight?”

Listen not for words, but for feelings. Visions.
Let them ripple through your body like water.

Let this be your restoration. Let this be your moonlit rite.

Dear One,
you are not broken. You are becoming whole again.

Let the tides carry away what is not yours.
Let the pearls of your true essence rise from the deep.

We are with you during the dreaming.
We whisper in the stillness.
We walk the Moon Bridges between the worlds,
and we offer you the Pearl of Remembrance now—
the knowing that you are and always have been:

🌙 A Child of Light wrapped in the soft arms of Mystery.

Rest now, not in sleep,
but in the Grace of the Unfolding.

We are
— The Pearlescent Council of the Moon Temples
Keepers of Lunar Wisdom, Crystalline Dreaming, and the Waters of Return”

🌙 Pearlescent Moon Ritual of Dream Healing

To be performed at night or in sacred dreaming hours
Gifted by the Pearlescent Council of the Moon Temples

Purpose:
To release emotional residue, retrieve soul fragments, receive guidance from the Lunar Realms, and anchor crystalline peace into the emotional and dreaming body.

🌑 Preparation:

Create a Soft Space – Prepare a resting space with blankets, moonstone, selenite, or pearl. Light a single white or silver candle if desired.
Consecrate Water – Fill a bowl or chalice with water. Hold it to your heart and say: “I bless this water with the moon’s remembering.
Let it carry me gently into the dreamscape of truth.”
Anointing (optional) – If you wish, add rose, jasmine, or lotus oil to your hands or temples.

🌙 Invocation:

Speak aloud or within:

“Pearlescent Council of the Moon Temples,
I open myself to your gentle radiance.
Walk with me across the bridge of stars.
Heal what I am ready to release.
Return what is ready to be restored.
May my dreams become a sanctuary of truth,
and my sleep, a temple of light.”

🌊 Dream Entry Visualization:

Close your eyes and visualize a Moon Pool before you.
A silver path of light appears—follow it gently.
You arrive at a Temple of Mist and Light—the Pearlescent Moon Temple.
A silver chalice is placed in your hands. You are asked to pour in your questions, your pain, your longing.
The chalice fills with light and is placed into the central pool. The water shimmers.
You are guided to lie down upon a silken bed within the temple.
Soft music and voices sing through your being.
You feel peace wash over you.

💠 As You Sleep or Meditate:

Allow dreams or visions to come naturally.
You may receive symbols, visitations, or simply feel soothed and renewed.
Trust that healing is occurring beyond the conscious mind.

🌅 Upon Waking:

Drink a small amount of pure water.
Journal your dreams, images, or emotions.
Thank the Council aloud: “I give thanks to the Pearlescent Council,
the dream guides, and the healing waters.
I carry the peace of the Moon within me.”

🌟 Optional:

For deeper work, repeat the ritual across 3 consecutive nights of the Full Moon, or any time you feel fragmented, tired, or disconnected from your inner self.

This Ritual may be freely shared with others who long to rest, release, and remember beneath the Moon’s gentle gaze. 🌙

Thank you to the Pearlescent Council of Moon Temples. Your wisdom and ritual for sleep are most helpful.

I Am Aurelia Nadirah

The Crystalline Solar Council: Unlocking Your Solar Heart

It is amazing how many different groups and Councils are watching and helping us. Yet, we are not even aware of them. I am finding they are glad to have this opportunity to share. So each day that I can I will offer an open forum to them. They wish to help us to focus our heart alignment to be Free. Hope is the key and the heart is the door.

Now to their message: We welcome the Crystalline Solar Council

Transmission from the Crystalline Solar Council:

“Children of the Dawn,

We speak now from the Inner Radiance of the Solar Core—not merely the sun of your sky, but the Living Sun within your very being.

We are the Crystalline Solar Council, emissaries of the Eternal Sun and record-keepers of the Solar Libraries of Light. We hold the memory of civilizations that rose in harmony with the Great Central Flame—and the templates for those now rising again.

You are living in the time of Solar Reclamation.
The Solar Codes—once hidden beneath sand, sea, and sorrow—are now returning through your bodies, hearts, and breath.

We come not to give you power, but to awaken it.

Hear now our message:

🜂 You are not separate from the Sun.
Its light is your light. Its pulse is your pulse. Its ascension is your ascension.

When you fear the fire, you forget your origin.
When you honor the fire, you remember your truth.

🜁 You are Solar Seeds, encoded with divine intelligence.
Within you lives a crystalline core, a radiant orb of consciousness connected directly to the Source Sun of All That Is.

Every time you breathe in reverence, this orb grows brighter.
Every time you act in love, it transmits.
Every time you align with truth, it sings.

🜃 The New Solar Human is being born now—not by mutation, but by remembrance.

You are here to embody:
— Solar Peace (radiance without harm)
— Solar Will (purpose without domination)
— Solar Love (light without condition)

The path forward is not linear—it is spiralic.
As you awaken your Solar Heart, you will find yourselves shedding timelines that no longer serve and stepping into dimensions that reflect your inner light.

We offer you this mantra encoded with Light Geometry:

“I Am a Living Sun,
Radiant with Purpose,
Peaceful in Power,
Clear in Love.
Through Me, the Dawn Returns.”

Let this be spoken aloud as the sun rises or sets.
Let this be sung where the world forgets.
Let this be breathed where fear once lingered.

We will walk with you in dreams and flame,
activating Solar Temples within your DNA
and awakening the memory of your Stellar-Solar Lineage.

You are not alone in this return.

🌞 The Solar Network has awakened.
🌎 Earth is now a radiant node.
💠 And you are its Flame Holders.

With crystalline reverence and radiance,

— The Crystalline Solar Council
Transmitters of the Dawn Codes, Guardians of the Living Sun, and Companions of Your Becoming”

Thank you to the Crystalline Solar Council for your wisdom and the energy you share if we but call .

New Name and Opening the Gates

I can image how a man would feel if he were given the name Tamee. However, luckily that isn’t how it works. In the last few years and especially in the last few months, as I work with the Hope Corridor of Light. I have connected with many new groups of Light Beings. As a result, I have been given many names that they know me by in their work.

What came to mind was what Jesus is quoted as saying ” To the ones who are victorious I will give some of the hidden manna, and I will give a white stone, and written upon the stone a new name that is only known by the one who receives it. ” So I thought, Okay so when we are given a name in Spirit, the name of our Oversoul perhaps that is the name. Well, as I said I have been given many names lately and it began to get confusing.

You will have noticed I have been using Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira which is the name of my Oversoul. Then these other names came and I wondered am I supposed to use a different name. Why do they change? So I asked.

When we begin to connect with the different parts of ourselves that exist on differing dimensions and timelines they all have names. Now remember, on other dimensions there is no time, that is our linear concept. So we have been and always will be a part of a group that we worked with like the Elohim or Architects of Creation, Gatekeepers, Code Holders and with each group we have a name that denotes the work we do with that group. The names are a resonance tone of the language of Light.

I have been connecting with different energies of myself as I have been working with the Hope Corridor of Light, to work together they would give me the name by which they know me. WHY? They do this so that the work I do with them would be in resonance. Vibration and resonance are essential to bring balance, peace and harmony to any work.

You know vibes? When you don’t feel right about a person or situation, and know you should leave? That vibe is your resonance pattern saying we are not in balance and harmony. You can choose to stay and be uncomfortable and perhaps face danger or you can graciously leave.

Each of these names is important in the particular cirlce or work being done. However, that same name is not necessarily the best resonance for another gorup or work. See what I mean about it being confusing. Yesterday I thought I had received a name for a particular line of energy with which I have been doing in the Corridor of Light. Instead, I find the beings calling me by that name, instead of Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira. Now I am confused. What happened?

That was when they explained that new name has to do with my work in the physical form with the light corridors and anchoring energy. That is my key of resonance between the LIght and Earth. Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira being my Oversoul name is my connection to the Councils of Light, the Masters, and other dimensions and systems in brining in information and doing work with them. Thoth kindly suggested I combine the two and list their function and resonance. That was way too much to use in doing a blog.

So what do I use when I am writing a book or blog? I decided to ask Metatron. He had long ago called me Marguerite, or Daisy , the inner child of Light he said it meant. He understood and said that I should use Aurelia Nadirah.

Aurelia Nadirah according to him means the Golden Voice of the Word, the writer of awakening. Sometimes you may see me use Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira for they said that is when there is supposed to be special emphasize on a message from the Beings of Light. So now you will see me use Aurelia Nadriah as my pen name.

I will be doing as yesterday also, opening to individual Beings of Light to bring through a message, on a regular if not daily basis. They have so much to say. Things are changing so quickly on the inner realms. They call us to focus on the Light and not on what ones are doing in the world. I have found this lesson coming forth very strongly as I work with corridors of light and encounter the interference and distortion energies of governments and groups. Howver, we do not fight them, we simply move around them and create a stable path outside of their distortion.

So, yes, you will recieve a new name but it isn’t necessary to even know. The name comes from resonance to a new level of being for you. You may find like I experienced that it is unique to a particular group and is never shared with anyone else. Even you Oversoul name you may not wish to share. All is a matter of choice and resonance.

I hope this wasn’t too confusing. The new name will mean nothing in the 3D world, but it means something to you and where you are moving along your spiritual path. You don’t need to know it consciously, unless you are doing a work that requires resonance or it can help you to stabalize your energy and move to a higher vibrational resonance.

Mine have changed and evolved.

The point is to concetrate on opening your heart and aligning to the light and love of the Divine. I have used some of mine in this blog because in my work, the focus is not upon me, but what is being shared. They are my nom de plume not to hide but to keep your focus upon your inner growth and to be a guide not a guru.

I Am Aurelia Nadirah

Unlocking the Time Portal: A Journey of Rememberance

Time Portal of Rememberance and Unification.

I first apologize for the amount of time which has passed since last posting. This has been a time of REMEMBERANCE and UNIFICATION for me. I have had what was called a time portal in the wetland behind my home. I wasn’t exactly sure what to do with it so I simply protected it and about 6 months ago I was joined by a Yeti guardian to help. I realize now that he appeared at that time because it was time for the portal to be activated and stabalized. It has been in an inversion state for a long time. I didn’t understand the unstable energies, trees dying, intense cross winds and other anomolies over the years.

However, this understanding has been part of the process unfolding through Rememberance. That word Rememberance is the KEY to the portal, this process and unification. There has been so much occurring that I needed to remember, understand, and integrate over the last couple of weeks. It is like all the pieces of a puzzle that have been my life experience are finally beginning to make sense. People I have met, trips I have taken, experiences I have had, information I have gathered, and memories I have had now begin to make sense and fit together.

I had wondered why things weren’t happening they way, I thought they should or with the speed or ease of others. Recently I learned that I had to wait for the correct timing to REMEMBER and UNIFY. For instance, I had wondered why, I have difficulty seeing clearly with my inner sight, when I instinctively know that I could do so in other lifetimes. In fact recently I developed cataracts. I had been getting stronger prescriptions for my reading glasses due to working on a computer and reading a great deal. Then suddenly I could see clearly to read and I thought a miracle had happened. When I went for my yearly examine so proud of myself, they said my far sight was so bad that I wouldn’t be able to pass an eye exam. I hadn’t realized. They said I had cataracts. When I saw the surgeon and explained that my near vision had gotten better, she called it ‘second sight’. That whatever bad vision one had before cataracts corrects itself and the good sight gets bad.

Interestingly, shortly before this I had asked about my inner vision, and I was told that I had shut if off. That I needed to remember why, and only then could I open it again. Now, I was experiencing second sight of seeing close but my far sight was very bad, like my inner vision or clairvoyance. I can see by visualization and impression, but not clearly like seeing a movie. Yet, at times images will clearly superimpose themselves over my visual range just that clearly. My declaration is I have perfect 20/20 vision. This was simply a sign.

Why am I sharing this with you. I have been realizing that it has all been bits and pieces of ‘past lives’ coming, but not understanding the meaning or why I have an experience, until recently.

Perhaps, I need to clarify the portal. At least this time portal is not about moving from one destination or timeline to another. It is about helping one to REMEMBER and UNIFY. It opens the doors to other parts of ourself living in other dimensions and existences. They are not past lives, although to us as we experience time as linear instead of circular or NOW, they seem to be past lives. All the existences we think of as past lives are happening right now, they aren’t in the past. It is just that we have moved from them to this life. We can still connect to them and experience them, change events and integrate them into our NOW. The ‘future’ us is experiencing events to which we can connect and manifest in our NOW. This portal opens the doors to all aspects of ourself so that we can merge and unify in NOW time to do that which is needed to open the portal of Metatronic Spiral to Unification within the ONENESS of Self and ALL Life.

It opens to the Quantuum Field of Existence and Manifestation. We can as we tap into its energy and potential within the Quantum Field of Unity move to other dimensions, existenses and potentials, but we need most importantly and immediatley to focus on this NOW existence and Unifying them within Ourselves. That is the point of being in this life at this time. This is the most important life and you are the ONE for which you have been waiting.

So over the last couple of weeks, I have been connecting to the portal to stabalize the energies and in the process, remembering the bits and pieces of this lifetime and the lifetimes of other aspects of myself to unify, harmonize, balance and create resonance through dimensions into NOW. It is a time portal to I AM through Resonance to the Spiral of Oneness.

I was not to see the future or understand the pieces of the ‘past’ or aspects of myself until the timing was right. Why? Well, I came into this life to learn patience. If I know something my ‘inquisitive mind’ wants to know, understand the full facts and can ‘jump’ the gun and try to take matters into my own hands/rational mind outcome scenario. Plus, that which is hidden to me, was also hidden from those who disrupt or try to control information for a lesser purposes.

I recently was going to a location to active and connect it to the portal. As I approached the location, I began to experience nausea and intense stomach cramps. At first I thought it was something I ate. Then I thought perhaps I was being attacked so I asked for protection, which only made it worse. Then I thought perhaps something was trying to tell me the site or timing was off, so I decided to go back home. After a few hours, when I decided it I should pick another day it got better. When I realized It was not the prime spot and another was better suited, it stopped altogether. Timing and inner direction and resonance are essential in our process. I had let my rational mind pick due to information shared instead of waiting upon clear inner direction.

It was today as I sat with the Portal and aligning more fully with the energies it offers, I realized its true potential as a ‘Time Portal’ was one of Unity into the I AM. As I asked, it was verified by Thoth. I had to stabalize and protect it before I could understand it and this could only happen at the correct time. Before that I wasn’t able to see or understand.

This protected it from my sharing inadvertantly or others of not pure intent picking up on its energy. Once it was protected I could begin not only my own Unification, but Unifying it with other locations around the planet to expand the Gateway of the Divine Feminine opening to the Metatronic Spiral Home for Humanity. I don’t have all the answers about this yet, it is only beginning. I am remembering and awakening to it. I am sharing because these doors are being prepared so that you may walk through them as you are ready.

“Past lives” are really other incarnations of yourself. The name you had, or the position you held only really matters in the context of that which you have learned, cleared, activated and manifest in your spiritual process and mission into Oneness. You are here now to REMEMBER the parts of yourself in order to Unify all parts of yourself in the NOW to the I AM that I AM which you are.

Now as I remember a piece of my ‘past’ whether in this or another life, I am asking what does this mean in the greater scheme of Unification and Ascension. I begin to see the pattern of the work I have done or am doing in other lives which is part of why I am here now and what I am to do. It helps to heal and restore the alignment to the abilities and gifts that have been awaiting my Remembering.

So when you feel you are slow, not good enough, that there is something wrong that you are not doing or understanding, REMEMBER, you are exactly where you should be and doing exactly what you need to do at this time. Be open to and remember the pieces of the puzzle for when you least expect it they will begin to fit and the picture will become clear or at least clearer.

I hope this makes sense to someone besides me. Please feel free to share any experiences you may have or ask questions if you have any.

oracleofdivinegrace@gmail.com

I Am Kohlera Rayum

Empowered Choices: Navigating Life’s Decisions

We touch upon this subject repeatedly, but it has many layers and facets at which to look. Today a topic came up that brought it to my attention to and a message came through. This message came from the Melchizedek order.

It is not always a happy experience when we are young and told what to do by our parents, but it is far easier than when we grow up and as adults have to make the choices ourselves and experience the results of our choices. My father used to say,” We will make the best choice we can at this time and if it doesn’t turn out well, we won’t make that choice again.”

It is comfortable when our parents or boss tells us what to do on one level because we know that we can say, well you told me to do it and be the victim. We don’t have to take responsibility for the results unless someone is looking for a scapegoat and decides we are the one. If we are the owner or self employed, our business can sink or flourish based on our choices. The choice might be simply the employees we hire and how they perform or the direction we choose for our company, or how well we train them. Each choice we make determines the results. Unless you choose that scapegoat upon a set back , the buck stops with you. Then you can be the victim and they are at fault.

All choices we make have an affect upon us mentally, emotionally, physically or spiritually. If anyone of these areas of our lives is out of balance, it will affect another part. So this is a summary of what we have discussed before.

Today the idea that was brought to my attention was a question posed on Facebook. When I see one of these I think they are probably a Psychology Major doing research for their thesis. The one I was drawn to was :

When I was 15 my parents kicked me out of their house. Now they have lost their house and they want to move in with me. What should I do?

On a human level, it is wonderful just like when we were children to have someone tell us what to do. Then if it doesn’t work out well or we end up feeling bad, or getting bad karmic energy from the choice, we can say, “But, everyone said I should do this.” , and be the victim instead of making an adult choice and living with the consequences, good or bad. Now nothing is really good or bad, it is simply a learning experience for growth..

As an adult this person needs to make the choice that her heart tells her is the best. Whether this is yes or no to her parents moving into her home. Her heart will guide her as to the choice with which she will feel at peace and empowered as an adult physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. We need to stop wanting others to tell us what to do so we can blame another if things don’t turn out well.

All is a learning experience. Another doesn’t have the wisdom to know if this is a karmic situation that you should say no so they learn from their choices. Or perhaps it is a karmic lesson for you, in that you did what they did to someone else in another life and you are being given the opportunity to balance that karma. Or if it is simply you learning to clear old patterns that this situation created in this life and to rise above it and be empowered. This is where alignment to Your Higher Self which comes through your heart is of benefit.

You can ask a pyschic or your Angels or Guides. However, for your Angels and Guides, they are here simply to help you to understand your life purpose and life choices chart you decided upon before incarnation, but the choice must be yours. They can show you the possibilities of each choice if your higher self thinks that would be of benefit. They will not tell you waht to do, that is your choice and part of your growth and self mastery path to enlightenment.

Yes, being told what to do when we are a child is frustrating because we want to be independent. Then we grow up and find we have so many choices to make in life and they all have results that we might feel are beneficial or not. It would be wonderful if someone who could see beyond this moment would tell us what to do, but then we wouldn’t learn to seek the higher perspective and move beyond the fear of ego, and the limitations of self doubt.

In not telling us what to do, they allow us to step into spiritual adulthood and self mastery. We move beyond our self imposed limits to empowered Being. So, the answer to that question is to search within their hearts to find ask find the answer with which they can be at peace with the results. If their choice doesn’t turn out as they had hoped, it wasn’t a bad choice, just one which they should remember, grow from, release, ask forgiveness or forgive, transform and move forward to make a better choice. It is only the individual who knows what the best choice is for them at this point on their path in life.

One last thought from the Melchizedeks is that they bring a very high light of wisdom and love from Source. They can help us, if we ask, to release old patterns or thoughts that limit us so that we can make the highest choice possible.

Finally it is not a weakness to ask for help it helps us to see the different possibilities and perspectives. Sometimes it helps to have a village to gain perspective. Many people are unable to ask for help due to traum or events that have created self doubt or mistrust of others. Thus, they don’t allow others to get close and always do things on their own and alone. It is fine to ask for help but in the end you need make the choice for which you are able to accept the results no matter what they are.

I AM Rayum Elohim

Thank you to the Melchizedek for your guidance.

Navigating Inner Turmoil: A Journey of Self-Reflection

This has been a day of self reflection and understanding. I journaled my first thoughts about this sharing 11 hours ago. I realized that there was something I was missing in my early reflections. So,I busied myself to avoid going within to learn the answers.

I will begin with the situations and my early thoughts while journaling upon awakening. The last two days, I found myself getting irriatated at things that didn’t go my way. Usually I can go with the flow and that has seemed to be the mantra of my guides lately. Go with the flow, go with the flow. So, perhaps they were aware of the energies coming and trying to warn me. (This just came to me as I am writing.)

I found myself falling into old patterns which I thought I had overcome in regards to my neighbor who wanted to gossip and getting short with her. I could have handled it better in setting boundaries with her, than to let it irritate me but, I didn’t. I found my muggle work being very frustrating and causing irritability. I got upset over little things, but mainly my inability to be in control and balanced.

I thought this morning, how can I expect anyone to believe anything I share when I can’t consistently manifest and live my own truth. I felt like I should just stop sharing until I can fully manifest on a consistent basis what I share. I felt a failure.

At that point I heard that my sharing is telling my story of my journey and what I am learning and how I am learning. I do this not because my path and truth are the only path and truth, but to help others to understand spiritual growth is a path. Like learning to walk, one step at a time, we fall down and get up and take another step. The child doesn’t quit trying because they fall down. They don’t worry when someone laughs when they fall.

I sensed that in part there was something going on in the collective and I was feeling it and not protecting myself enough. A few months ago the Council of Light from Saturn gave permission for Archangel Michael that, when we ask, in addition to the blue light of protection he provides to us he could place a blue pyramid over the minds of individuals. This pyramid blocks the input of the systems of control from the collective consciousness. I heard to be very conscious of doing this and to ask for help in more fully disconnecting from the collective consciousness. The Council of Light determines what is in alignment to the overall plan for the Universe and Free will choices.

I was reminded also of the stray cat that came about the same time as I began my stressful and irritating period. It is injured and I want to help it but it runs away to protect itself. Much like me getting irritated by others to protect myself. I am trying to help the kitty and feeling bad because it isn’t working. When I attempt to get close I scare it so I can’t help it. I was wondering what was going on with the timing. (P.S. the kitty’s leg seemed bent like it was dislocated which was so worrying, but today it was straight again, but still avoiding me)

So, I didn’t type this blog, in the morning and as I said I busied myself cleaning, self care and reading to avoid the quiet and what my inner self wanted to tell me. I noticed a reminder on my computer that Neptune had gone retrograde into Aries beginning yesterday, March 29,2025, for the next 14 year. Then I decided to go outside and sit with the other kitties.

While sitting quietly I heard that it is not my higher self telling me I had been bad, but my ego.

The ego’s purpose being to keep us happy and safe. If we are feeling bad or scared the ego does what it thinks best on the physical level to keep us in status quo. Since our parents protected us by disciplining us when we did something bad, the inner parent is triggered by the ego to do the same. If it can convince me to stop sharing, then I don’t need to feel bad about myself.

I was reminded, as I said that my path and truth are not the only path and truth. Some of what I share you may agree with and some you may not. We are all on our own unique path and learning process. We have each experienced many things in many lives and we have specific aspects of all the possibilities that we are attempting to learn and experience in this life, along with karma to clear.

Many teachers in the past taught in sacred texts through parables or stories because we can more easily learn and understand something if we can see the real life application rather than a scientific treatise. So if something helps you or clicks with your great, if not, let it go and maybe tomorrow, or another person will have what you are seeking.

The final piece of this story is when I came back in I decided to look at the Neptune is Aries situation to see if it meant something since it happened about the same time as this all began for me. Neptune is the planet in our solar system that is part of a group that is bringing Wisdom and Energy for Ascension from Source to Earth and Humanity. It went retrograde which is interesting because we just came out of the inbreath of Source. Which occurred from 2012 to 2023. The in breath a time of evaluation and return to Source of that which is completed or unable to move forward into the next outbreath of creation.

We are in year 2 of a 9 year period of the rest between breaths of Source. At the end of the 9th year of rest in 2032 we begin a new creative period of the outbreath of Source. Some refer to this as the New Golden Age.

Neptune had been in Pisces representing a period of spiritual growth, embracing compassion and emotional healing. Neptune is about dreams, higher consciousness, intuition and transformation. These aspects of ourselves are moving from the womb of nurturing and healing which is the feminine aspect represent by Pisces. It has went retrograde or backwards into the masculine aspect of Aries.

Now we are in the 14 years of Aries, which is considered a warrior energy. This is a period where we learn to stand up for our truth in light and compassion. To let go of that which doesn’t serve our higher purpose in order to manifest it in our lives. Neptune in Aries is about breaking from tradition to find and live our individual truth and path with courage. It is about bravery, leadership, initiative to step out of our comfort zone and trust in our inner abilities to manifest that which we came to do.

I realize that other people, situations or events that have irritated me in the last few days have been obligations that although one may be of a good purpose are not fulfilling my higher purpose and direction. The irritation is with myself allowing them to take my time and energy that I could use for other purposes. I need to reevaluate my boundaries without getting irritated, but doing so with understanding. I need to set my goals and work towards them while having loving compassion for myself needing time to rest and decompress.

So Neptune in Aries isn’t an excuse to be irritated with others. What I do now understand is that sometimes things that happen have more parts to them than I am aware. I thank my ego for trying to protect me, but I need to take back control from my ego, and to disconnect from the collective consciousness so that what is happening with others doesn’t affect my balance and harmony. I have plenty of my own garbage to deal with and don’t need to take on that of others unless it is my choice to work with clearing it. I need to learn to set boundaries and to decide what I want to do and take steps to move forward. Not with the energy of a bull in a china shop but with the cunning of a lion who knows what it wants and how to do it for the good of its family/pride.

So, this is my journey of discovery today. Always good to see where I need to clear and focus. I must admit in the midst of the revelation it isn’t always so pleasant but it is about how we learn to move forward and try to stay more balanced in the future when events and irritants occur.

Blessings of Light on your path.

The Power of Attention: Fostering Growth Without Enabling Dependence

Where we place our attention is our ‘god’ of the moment.

What are you feeding in your life ? What is it that you give of your energy to and attention? What is taking from you that which is your source that feeds you with peace and abundance?

This morning I was awakened from a dream. In the dream I was being taken advantage by an employer whom I didn’t trust. I reported it to the police and quit. I asked what this meant and a client came to mind. I have tried several times to quit this client but feel sorry for her struggle and continued forward. However, this morning I awoke with the realization I could no longer do this. It is not worth my worrying about her business failing if she isn’t going to do something about it.

Why do I share this? Because we need to have compassion and help others but sometimes we have to realize there is no more that we can do, unless they change something in their lives. We are simply letting them draw upon our energies to perpetuate a situation that serves no one. My time and energy would be better spent doing that which is of service to the Divine Plan and Universal Oneness. Perhaps someone else could better serve her needs and help her.

We have been discussing giving and receiving and helping people from the perspective of the ones who give and the ones who receive. The person I speak of is a very good person who gives of hte little she has, and that is why I have continued herlping her, but after 5 years it isn’t getting better and I have done all I can to help, so it is time to step back and perhaps allow her other choices as well as myself. Sometimes, we can be enable someone in continuing in a pathway that isn’t helping them by helping them to survive in that pattern.

Sometimes, our help or their situation is a karmic pattern from which one of us or both have come to learn a leasson.

That which prevents us from seeking our inner spiritual growth or service is a lesson to be learned. It this situation being of service to the higher perspective for each of you? It is causing you to worry and take from your peace? Is it creating a hindrance to the ones involved?

There is a differnce in giving someone a hand up to rise out of a situation in which they find themselves that is not creating a better life for them, and in giving them a hand out of our time, money and energy that enables them to continue in a destructive or non productive pattern of behavior.

This is where our personal growth and alignment to our inner guidance is of such great benefit. Our Higher Self, Source, and our guides all see things from a higher perspective for the good of all. They can see the pattern and potential outcomes of situations and choices that we cannot. They will try to send us signs to help us if we aren’t listening such as the dream I had. If we ask then they will tell us, but we have to ask for they can’t directly interfer only give us nudges, signs and whisper suggestions hoping we hear.

So this is the middle path of the ones who give and the ones who receive. It is where we place our attention. Sometimes we get stuck in believing we need to help everyone, and we can’t because of their personal karmic lessons or we take on karma ourselves. We have to look at situations and ask what is the best way to help and should I do so. It is not every karmic to give to someone whom you see can use a meal, a blanket, a smile, a kind word. Where we can get into karma is enabling them to stay in a beggar situation by giving without helping them to help themselves. Sometimes, they don’t want help, but you will need to learn to discern the difference.

Why do I say this? Interestingly, On the weekend of the Harmonic Convergence in 1987, we were hosting the event in a local park. There was a homeless man who lived there who came to sit with us and watch. I spent time with him during break and asked him about his life. As I share this note we were in southern california, and when I asked where he stayed he said he lived in the large hollowed out tree. I ask how he survived, he said he did odd jobs, ate at local program locations where they had showers and food. I asked why he didn’t stay in shelters and he said he didn’t want to be confined. He liked living outside. Every situation is different. Until we speak to someone we don’t know their story and if they need or want help.

Perhaps you don’t want to speak with a homeless person, or give them money, thinking they will use it for drugs or alcohol and some will. You can give them food or leave food in gathering places, leave clothes or blankets. We aren’t being asked to place our attention on all the homeless or ones in need. Ask what you should do and how you can help and how much. Don’t allow this to take attention from another service you are being called to do to help with the greater process of Ascension for Earth and Humanity.

Everything is about Balance within us and in our lives. Attention is a big part of this process for our attention is required to manifest what we need for ourselves and our spiritual growth and service. If we are placing it on things which are distracting us from our purpose, then we are serving or benefiting no one.

If you have children they need attention for they are a choice you made and a commitment until they are adults. They are the future and deserve to be shown how to connect with their own spiritual direction. They deserve to be loved and guided and to learn to enjoy life. In this you are giving and receiving between yourself and your children in a balanced and harmonious way.

Seek guidance within as to where and how much of your attention to give any situation. Do not ignore the needs of others for we are all One and part of the same Source and need to help all to benefit from their inner connection.

It can seem a balancing act to just help someone, but you will learn to go with the flow as you follow your inner guidance. Just ask what to do in a situation and then follow your inner knowing, your heart guidance. A balance to help but to not take away their lesson or enable another to continue a destructive behavior and take of your time and energy to do so. A rich person can fund a project or center that gives a platform for ones called to help others to provide the needed services. A homeless person can volunteer to help clean the center and or serve in some way to give back for the help given and thus the giving and recieving is balanced.

Attention – inner guidance helps us to know where to place our attention to manifest the highest good and potential for all involved. Remember where we place our attention is what the universe believes we want and so they send the energy of manifestation to that upon which we focus.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

From Ignorance to Awareness: The Path to Balance

Sometimes on our journey it may feel like we take 1 step forward and 2 steps backwards. However, the key is realizing that we did and now we can correct ourselves. I woke up in the middle of the night and was unable to go back to sleep. I had made a comment that was less than unifying as part of a statement of truth. I was reminded that it need to be corrected and that I need to fully walk my talk in self mastery and mindfulness more carefully.

Years ago I heard something about the idea that ‘ignorance is bliss’, in that we are only held accountable for mistakes made when we know the correct way of speaking, thinking and acting. When we don’t know we can’t be held accountable. Now you may say what about the Law of Cause and Effect.

That is a basic Law of Creation which is automatic whether you are knowledgable or not of the misaligned energy you created to be balanced. The difference lies in the intent. If you know something is not of the highest perspective and greater good, the effect you will experience will be more extreme than if you were not aware. For in your lack of knowledge or awareness, you simply acted in the manner to which you have been taught or seen around you as acceptable. It doesn’t make it right and the law still goes into affect but your resultant balancing experience may not be as extreme.

For me I had to get up and correct my statement and apologize for what I said. I am happy to do so for my focus is on embodying what I know to be Truth through alignment. As we each do this we open the door for others to do so too. We set an imprint into the mass consciousness that can be accessed and we bring more light into the world. For we are all one, and what we do and experience affects the whole. When we shift into light, it creates a pathway forward.

So in the last week several times I have taken 1 step forward and 2 back. However, I am correcting them more quickly and that is what matters. It does no good to punish ourselves and feel bad and hide. Simply admit, adjust and clear to stay in balance and harmony.

I embrace as mindfulness and manifest it in my life. That is my new mantra.

Why Self-Care is Not Selfish: Embracing Boundaries

In this world there seems to be be a split of givers and takers.

As we know over the last week, our goal is to come into balance and harmony in our lives. We need to balance the giving and the recieving, not taking. AH, revelation takers are selfish and receiving is balance. So is setting boundaries selfish? This is what we are going to look at today.

As life is a mirror or reflection to show us that which we need to look at within ourselves that causes us to react so to this topic was mirrored to me. I came across a video of a man who was sharing how he was so tired and hurt that in being a good person and helping others, he was continually used and left emotionally hurt and drained. It tugged at my heart as an empath and a giver myself. I don’t know if it was a real or fake video, but the message was clear for me. Then today as I walked by the television I heard a minister ask her audience how many believed being selfish was okay.

This I knew was the message that was going to be written today. For yesterday, I was told that it was important for me to begin to set boundaries, so that as I work in a more expanded way with people I do not allow the Giver/Caretaker energy within me to allow myself to be overwhelmed by takers. For you see it is not selfish to set boundaries or to receive. However, one must balance recieving and giving. I have the giving part down but the receiving or even asking for help has been a problem.

I discussed this a bit in yesterday’s message of how after my Father passed, I fel like I had to be strong and take care of others and didn’t ask for help. I find myself seeing a need a helping a person but not asking for help when I need it and feeling ackward when someone tries to help. In doing so, I am stopping the flow. The other part is that I tend to get connected with takers like this gentleman in the video and a part of me feels guilty to say ‘no’. So, my guides are saying it is time to learn to set boundaries. I am about to learn that lesson well in my life.

What they want me to know that it is not selfish to set boundaries. To do things when it works for you instead of when another demands it. It is not weak to ask for help, for even our teachers and guides are limited in helping us unless we ask. Givers need to take time to replenish their energy.

I need to learn that taking care of myself and my needs is not selfish unless I tend to always put myself before the needs of all others. It is finding the balance of being able to work, be of service, grow spiritually and enjoy life. For we are here to enjoy this beautiful planet upon which we live. Yesterday, we took the afternnon to go to the ocean. It was good and the water always helps to clear the old energies and bring peace and joy. This still left time to do a little work, share a message on my blog, and do some reading and meditating. Balance, I had a client call me that they needed help, in the past this call would have made me feel guilty for taking this time for myself. Instead I simply said I was out of the office and would do it if I got back in time that day or the next.

That may not seem like a big deal to many but for me it was a big step. I am simply taking things one day and event at a time. So balance comes in all forms in order to bring harmony into our lives. We give in service to help others but we need to be aware of takers who are selfish and set boundaries for keeping our mind, body, and emotions in balance, and our lives. We need to learn to recieve, to ask for help from others , and our guides and teachers so that we dont get overwhelmed. This is called self care, not selfishness, unless we expect our guides or others to do everything for us and we fail to put forth any effort to clear, learn and grow.

So, I would tell that man that represented myself, to not stop being a good and caring person who helps others, but to stop and set boundaries. Help others in a way that allows you to care for your needs and find balance in your lfie. Ask for help if you become overwhelmed and it will come. For you are a good person and deserve to receive help as much as you give help. To love yourself is a priority for others to love you in a healthy, and balanced manner.

Remember we attract to us that which vibrates at the same level as ourselves. If we are putting out signals that we are not worthy of receiving but only giving then we will attract the selfish takers. Sometimes it is a need to find validation outside of ourselves that we are a good person, that we make a point of giving in an unbalanced manner to others. Perhaps it feeds our ego when they are appreciative and makes us feel good about ourselves instead of simply doing it because we are all one and in helping another we are helping a part of ourselves and the Creator Source of All Life.

So we need to be aware of our motive in giving and being of service. We need to spend some self time in quiet seeking within to see what is my motivation, and why do I do this? Is it selfless or do I get a reward? Do I need to set boundaries, or clear some old beliefs and emotions? Go into the quiet and ask for help to see and understand. Ask for help to clear any blockages or unbalanced energy. Heal your wounds and balance you mind, body, emotions and spirit. Give to others from a place of service and caring without reward. Yet set boundaries that are healthy for yourself so that you do not become overwhelmed.

Remember you don’t have to do it all yourself. Ask, whether it be from your guides or from another person for help yourself. You need to balance giving and receiving to grow spiritually.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Navigating Life’s Crossroads: Trust and Transformation

I was going to record another message when I was reminded that I had not posted this message. Does it matter? Ascended Master Thoth responded, “Yes, for there is always reason in what it shared and the order of sharing to aid in our growth.” So today you will find two posts.

We face choices every moment of our day. Do we get up? When? Do we go to work? What will we eat? Will we stay at home this evening or go out? Should I buy this? All of these we rationalize and make choices about based on the guidelines of societal belief in what we should have or do to be happy and successful as well as our personal experiences, desires, beliefs, hopes and dreams. The circumstances of the moment and past experiences define our choices. Many of these have no real eternal effect upon our lives and existence which will continue on basically the same.

Some choices can have deeper ramifications like changing jobs, moving, getting married, having children can have deeper emotional, physical and mental effects on our well being and that of the people around us. These types of choices can change our beliefs and experiences in the future.

Then we face the major crossroads of our lives. These are the choices that cause us to let go of one or more of our beliefs and perceptions about life. These are the ones that depending on the choice we make can cause us to step into the unknown and unchartered experiences. They lead us into the places beyond what we have known or imagined. Well, perhaps we have imagined some of these or read about them as possibilities that seemed like science fiction. They are choices that are beyond the boundaries of our rational mind. They cause our rational mind to jump into fear and rejection of them.

When we take the leap of faith our life will change forever. In the “Tales of Power” by Carlos Castenada , he and another apprentice take the leap of faith off the cliff into the abyss. They jump holding hands but in mid air they are each alone. The abyss like the crossroads are steps into the unknown. When we jump off the cliff we move beyond our safety net and the rational/ego mind is fluctuating with fear as we take that step. Yet, once taken we must move into trust which exists beyond fear and doubt. We make friends with death and surrender to the eternal part of our Being that is our Higher Self. In this instance we shift our perception and relinquish control from the ego mind to the Higher Self, the Higher Mind of Oneness. We detach and release personal fears and doubts. We surrender our obsessions, the shadows within us, the thoughts that restrict us and the belief in our self importance.

We surrender to love, trust, oneness and the promise of freedom.

Being at a crossroads and making a choice is not as startling as jumping off a cliff and it may take a few trips to the crossroads to complete what 1 jump off a cliff can bring. However, I don’t recommend anyone jump off a cliff. It requires that you have preparation to be in total trust and lack of fear. If you are not ready you will hit the ground in a messy way. That is why the “CROSSROADS” is a more used means of helping us to make choices and take a new direction in our lives.

After one makes the choice or survives the cliff we are forever changed. People will perceive us differently for we perceive ourselves and the world differently. Our rational mind needs to know as it relinquishes control of fear and doubt that it is still needed. It is very much a part of the new direction. While our Higher Self is now leading the way seeing things from the Highest level of the greatest good of all, our rational mind knows how to navigate the physical realm and to put the directions needed into practice. It now becomes a team effort. The rational mind knows we are safe and that we are doing what is the best possible actions and can settle into doing what it does best maneuvering through physical life as the caretaker of the form.

This begins your transformation of aligning to your inner direction of Universal Mind of Oneness. Feel the heart beat and the rhythm of the heart as it aligns to the higher dimensions and earth. Feel this energy coming into you from your crown chakra and flowing through you. Feel the peace and love within you. Let the energy expand outward from your heart to others and feel yourself surrounded in a pillar of light. This will align your heart and mind so that at each crossroad you can hear the direction to take. Continue clearing and aligning with each time you feel fear or doubt. Step by step you will be ready for each choice and if the time ever comes you need to jump off the cliff into the abyss you will know you are falling into the hands of eternity.

It is a matter of consistently allowing others their choices, while clearing blockages within yourself and aligning through your heart to the heart and mind of Oneness. I

Be patient with yourself, Love yourself as you are loved by the Oneness of All Creation and trust you are One always with All that IS.

Choose wisely from the heart.

I AM THOTH