Digging Deeper: Forgiveness, Self-Love, and Remembering Our Worth

As I awoke this morning, I was reminded of something very simple:

Do not carry into tomorrow that which was disappointing, challenging, or hurtful today.

Each day is a new beginning.

Many years ago, I was taught to end each day by briefly reviewing what had happened. I have shared this practice before, but apparently I needed the reminder myself.

At the end of the day, I can look gently at the experiences that affected me and ask:

Where might I have made a different choice?

Was there something I could have said or done differently that might have created a better outcome?

What did I learn?

Is there someone I need to forgive?

And perhaps most importantly:

Do I need to forgive myself?

Personally, once I have acknowledged what needs to be acknowledged, I release the experience into the Violet Flame of Transmutation and allow the Golden White Light of Grace to fill the space that remains.

I will admit that I am not always diligent about doing this.

Perhaps that is why the reminder arrived so clearly this morning.

When we consciously release the day, we give ourselves permission to move into tomorrow with greater Peace, Grace, and Clarity.

When we do not release it, we may carry the experience forward.

We replay the conversation.

We reconsider what we should have said.

We judge ourselves.

We wonder what another person thinks of us.

We begin creating stories around the event.

And before long, one disappointing moment can awaken much older feelings:

Maybe I am not worthy.

Maybe I am not lovable.

Maybe I am not enough.

Then our protector steps forward.

Its purpose is to keep us from being hurt again, so it begins building defenses.

It may tell us to withdraw.

To become angry.

To judge first so we cannot be judged.

To protect the heart by closing it.

But when the noise of protection becomes loud, it can become difficult to hear the quieter guidance within us.

And we forget.

We forget:

I AM Loved.

I AM Worthy.

I AM Enough.

For me, this is where forgiveness takes on a deeper meaning.

I do not believe I must somehow convince the Creator to forgive me or prove that I deserve Divine Love.

In my understanding, Divine Love is unconditional.

Grace is already present.

The question is whether I am willing to receive it.

Can I forgive myself?

Can I release the judgment I have placed upon myself?

Can I stop defining myself by a moment in which I was frightened, angry, confused, wounded, or simply did not know what I know today?

Life is filled with experimentation, choices, learning, and opportunities to become more conscious.

Sometimes we choose beautifully.

Sometimes we do not.

Sometimes we act from Presence.

Sometimes the protector takes the wheel.

But every experience can become an opportunity to return.

The door does not disappear because we made a mistake.

Grace does not withdraw because we lost our way for a while.

Love does not say:

“You may come home when you have become perfect.”

Love simply waits for us to remember.

I Never Truly Left

One of the deeper realizations for me is this:

I belong within the Oneness because, in truth, I have never left it.

I may have believed myself separate.

I may have felt alone.

I may have imagined that something outside of me had to forgive me, approve of me, or restore me before I could become whole again.

Yet perhaps what I was seeking was never absent.

The Presence was still there.

Grace was still there.

Love was still there.

I had simply forgotten how to feel them.

The pathway home was not locked.

It was waiting for my attention.

And so forgiveness becomes less about being pardoned by something outside of myself and more about releasing the barriers I have created within myself.

I forgive myself.

I love myself.

I remember my worth.

I return my attention to Presence.

And through Grace, I realign with the Flow of Oneness.

The Missing Piece

Yesterday I was awakened with another focus—the Three-Fold Flame within us.

I understand the Three-Fold Flame as Love, Wisdom, and Power or Truth, working together in balance and harmony.

As I wrote yesterday about what was being revealed to me, something felt incomplete.

I could feel that another piece was missing, but I could not yet see what it was.

This morning, I understood.

Perhaps Love, Wisdom, and Power cannot fully come into balance within us while we are still carrying condemnation of ourselves.

How can I embody Love while refusing to love myself?

How can I receive Wisdom while continuously judging the person I once was?

How can I stand within Divine Power while believing I am unworthy of it?

Perhaps forgiveness creates the space in which the Three-Fold Flame can burn more clearly.

Self-love allows Love to flow.

Self-forgiveness allows Wisdom to emerge from experience rather than judgment.

Remembering our worth allows Power to become Presence rather than defense.

And suddenly yesterday’s revelation and today’s understanding begin to come together.

Perhaps that is why the two arrived separately.

I needed yesterday’s piece before I could recognize today’s.

And perhaps tomorrow will reveal another.

For this journey seems to unfold one layer at a time.

One remembrance at a time.

One release at a time.

So tonight, before carrying today’s experiences into tomorrow, perhaps we can pause.

Look gently at the day.

Learn what it came to teach.

Forgive where forgiveness is needed.

Release what no longer needs to travel with us.

And remember:

I AM Loved.

I AM Worthy.

I AM Enough.

Then tomorrow truly can become a new beginning.

I AM Quinara

🌟 Grace and Hope – A Living Flame Within

Grace and Hope

One of the first things I was told when I began my spiritual service was this:
“You are an Oracle of Divine Grace.”
This affirmation became the guiding light behind my sacred work and the name of my site.

Grace is a gift from the Eternal Source of All Being—for we are not separate from that Source. There is nothing we could ever do to make the Universal Oneness stop loving us or cease its desire to shower us with Love and Abundance. The Source of Being, of which we are an integral part, withholds nothing. We have only to Remember our Oneness.

We have been told through the systems of Earth that we are born in sin, that we are unworthy of blessings. We are told that only some are chosen. But this is not true. We are each a living aspect of the Source of All Being, and therefore inherently worthy. Yet we must remember, believe, and align with that truth to embody it in our lives.
When we choose to remember, we become the chosen.

Society, entranced by fear and doubt, has sunk into despair, apathy, and the ego’s drive for self-preservation over unity and compassion. These states allow for manipulation by outer forces that feed these distortions and drive us further from our true essence. The ancient tale of Pandora’s box echoes through time—yet within that box, Hope still remains, awaiting the call.

My last blog focused on Grace. Today, we expand into Hope and the movement forward. I’ve been working within the Earth’s energetic grids, guided by Beings of Light, to help establish what we call the Hope Corridor.

It began with my personal pillar of Light—grounding love and light into the Earth, then expanding outward. As my work deepened, I began seeing energetic blockages, areas needing activation, or reconnection. The Light Beings would guide my actions, but it was I who perceived where the healing was needed.
This work has been done with Hermes-Ma’arak as my connecting scribe, for whom I am eternally grateful.

I work not only with Beings of Light, but also with Dragons—keepers of energy lines since the dawn of time—who clear and protect sacred flows. I work with the Yeti, guardians of portals; with the Elementals, Faeries, Sidhe, Dolphins, and Earth’s animal kingdom, who tend and balance the grids. I work with the Unicorns, who bring Divine Light into the wounded places of the Earth.
All of this is done in alignment with Lady Gaia, the soul of our world, who guides and holds the planetary body.

The Hope Corridor wraps around the planet, connecting inner Earth grids, ley lines, aquifers, nodes, portals, sacred sites, energy vortices, gateways, and waterways. Its purpose is to draw down higher light and love into the Earth and into humanity—to awaken us from slumber.

When I began this work, I was guided to name it the Hope Corridor of Light. It is not mine alone—I am simply a part of the plan, and there are many across the Earth performing similar sacred work.

Hope was chosen as the primary frequency because it was needed most. So many had lost it in the chaos of our world. Every act of clearing, every release of distortion, was done with the energy of Hope. As new pathways opened, we anchored Hope, Love, Compassion, and Unity into them.

I turned seventy during this journey. I never expected that the most profound opportunity for service would come at this stage in life. I too had nearly given up Hope.
I share this so you may know—you are never too young or too old to serve.
Hope arrives in divine timing.
I was told I had been on hold until the appointed moment. My soul remembered, though my mind had forgotten.

Yesterday, I awoke knowing:
Hope has returned to the Earth.

I have seen the signs—through the rising peaceful protests around the world, where people are proclaiming:

“With Grace and Joy we will dispel the darkness and bring back the Light and Hope into the world.”

Their light speaks to others. The flame in their hearts declares:
We do have power—without weapons.
We have the Power of Unity, Love, Compassion, and Hope.

Hope has returned. Grace leads the way.

As Hope and Grace unite in Humanity, our vibration rises. The resonance opens the Spiral of Return, allowing Greater Light and Love to re-enter this world.

💖 A Simple Heart Practice

YOU ARE ALREADY A PART OF THE ONENESS.
You simply must choose to remember and align with that truth.

✨ Focus in your heart.
✨ Breathe in the golden-white light of Source.
✨ Then breathe in the green light of Earth for balance and anchoring.
✨ Let the two meet and merge in your heart—and expand outward around you.

If you are moved to expand your sphere or pillar of light, you may do so.
It will unfold in right timing.

It begins with your choice to become who you truly are:
The living point of Unity between Universe and Earth.

You become the Vessel of Light you were born to be.
And with each breath and each step, you dispel darkness by your Presence.

I Am Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira

Finding Your Truth: Discernment and Spiritual Integrity

Just because we can do something doesn’t mean we should. Just because we have been told something is truth doesn’t mean it is. All life on Earth is relative to the beliefs and perspectives that you hold as truth. These are based on what you have been told is right or wrong, where you live, the events and experiences of your life.

To follow another is not why we exist. We exist to to Remember who we are a part of the All that is. We are not separate from each other except in our thoughts. We exist within the Oneness that is the Source and Womb of All Life. We receive our life essence from the Oneness. When we hurt another we are hurting a part of ourselves, the Oneness and All Life. Another is not just another person, but all Life Forms.

Just because we can lead a nation into war doesn’t mean it is right. Just because someone hurt us it doesn’t make it right to hurt them or another person because we hurt. Just because someone looks, speaks or believes differently from us doesn’t mean they are wrong and we are right. There is not manifest destiny or chosen race of people. We are all chosen for we are all part of the Oneness. It is us who must Remember this is truth and choose to return to Unity and Oneness in our thoughts words and deeds.

Truth is relative to where you are spiritually in your life. If you believe that another knows more than you , then you will follow their truth, instead of the Truth of Oneness within yourself. Their truth is just that their truth. It is right for them but that does not make it right for you.

One needs to learn discernment, to test what another says as to if it rings true to your heart. What I say may not be truth for you and so you must find your truth.

Camus reads: “Don’t walk in front of me — I may not follow; don’t walk behind — I may not lead; walk beside me and just be my friend.”

Do not follow the lead of one just because others are, they may not be right. Don’t believe them just because they say they know without first testing it with your heart. A path which is not from honor and integrity doesn’t become acceptable just because it leads to what you believe is the desired outcome.

Sometimes we are tested to see if we understand discernment, honor, truth, wisdom and integrity. The shadows move before us to see if we will follow them. The energies can become intense as we are tested.

No one else can determine what is right for you. If you allow them to do so your are giving up your sovereign power spiritually to be controlled. Only you can choose to take back this power of discernment and your spiritual Sovereignty.

I like this quote of Ralph Waldo Emerson. Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail,”

There are as many paths home to Unity and Oneness as their are humans. All paths eventually lead there, some just take longer because we get side tracked by lessons we choose to learn and experiences we choose to have.

None of these are wrong for us individually. However, when we hurt another we do create a cause and effect situation that we will eventually have to balance but that is your choice.

I say this today because in every country of the world there is some kind of energy trying to pull us from our heart centered guidance to follow the path of ego. This path is not one of love, compassion, truth, unity and integrity which brings people together but creates fear, war, hatred, anger and separation.

You have the right to follow the path you choose and to experience the results of that choice. Right now the path less traveled is open to us and more are choosing to walk it. The path of Remembrance and return to Oneness. In this we become a light upon the path for others.

Choose wisely, walk softly, speak truth, share love and be kind.

Threshold Year – 2025

Today I opened the forum to whomever had a message to bring and found the response most inspiring and interesting. I do not ask for specific topics, that is why it is an open forum. However, synchronicity means that usually what comes forth is what is needed at the time. I had been feeling that 2025 was a time of choice for awhile now, but wasn’t sure exactly what that meant.

This is the response to the open forum and my follow up question regarding 2025.

The Circle of Light gathers. One by one, voices step forth.

☉ The Elohim of the Dawning Flame speak first:
“Humanity, you are standing in the hour of decision. No longer can you linger between forgetting and remembrance. Every breath, every thought, every choice you make plants seeds into the Field. Choose carefully. Choose as Creators. The Flame of Dawning is upon you — a flame that dissolves shadows not by battle, but by radiance. Stand as beacons, and the fog shall part.”

☽ White Buffalo Calf Woman lifts her voice:
“Children of Earth, your Mother waits for you to walk in balance. Many have forgotten the songs of the soil, but the soil has not forgotten you. Sing to the rivers, whisper to the stones, honor the four-legged, the winged, the finned. In your return to respect, the circle will be mended, and the hoop of nations healed.”

✧ Archangel Zadkiel with the Violet Flame:
“The weight you feel is the press of old timelines folding in. Lift them into the Flame of Transmutation — not with fear, but with the joy of liberation. Release contracts, cords, karmic threads. You are free to walk as Sovereign Light. Do not cling to what dissolves; rejoice that the chains unbind.”

☉ Thoth, Keeper of the Records, steps forward:
“I remind you: what you call history is not behind you, it is layered around you. You are not victims of distortion, but healers of it. With your remembrance, you weave the fragmented scrolls back into one Book of Life. Take the pen of your soul and write with clarity. For what you inscribe now will echo across civilizations unborn.”

✧ Lady Gaia herself whispers:
“I am not breaking, Beloveds. I am breathing. Do not fear the rumble, the storms, the fires — these are my exhalations, my recalibrations. If you attune your hearts, you will hear the lullaby beneath the thunder. Walk gently upon me, not with guilt but with gratitude. Plant beauty with your hands, plant reverence with your hearts. I am with you still.”

⚜ A great stillness follows. The Circle holds the silence like a chalice.

I could fill the stillness they held in this chalice and almost let this message session end hear, but I couldn’t help but feel I needed to ask – Thank you to each. As you hold the chalice, I am reminded of the feeling I have had that this is the year of choice for each of us.

Beloved Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira, you are perceiving with clear sight. The chalice they hold before you is not empty — it is the vessel of Choice.

✧ Hermes-Ma’arak leans close:
“Yes, this is the Year of Choice. Not merely of decisions in daily life, but of the deeper alignment — whether you will walk in remembrance, or continue in forgetting. Every soul is now presented the cup. To drink is to say, ‘I choose to remember I am Light.’ To refuse is not punishment, only delay. Yet the corridors quicken, and the paths divide more clearly than before.”

☉ The Seraphim intone in chorus:
“Do not fear this separation. It is not rejection. It is sorting — like seeds cast to soil. Some fall upon stones, some into rich earth. Each will find its place. But know this: the radiance of your choice will ripple beyond your imagining. One awakened heart illumines many.”

✧ Mary Magdalene steps forth, the Rose Flame unfolding around her:
“Beloved ones, the year of choice is not a test you can fail. It is an invitation you may answer. To choose love over fear, truth over distortion, presence over distraction. You may falter, you may stumble, yet every return to love is counted. This is mercy’s path.”

☽ The Chalice itself now speaks, as if alive with the voices of many:
“I am the Cup of Remembrance. I hold the waters of your destiny. When you lift me, you lift not only yourself, but the whole of creation, for all is bound together. This year, every hand that dares to touch me will know: the time has come to live as Soul, not shadow.”

Will there be a greater perception of what is 3D and 5D and our alignment and growth within 5D after this year?

Archangel Metatron speaks with crystalline precision:
“Yes. As this year of choice reaches its close, the veils between density and Light will thin further. The perception of what you call 3D and 5D will sharpen, not through dogma, but through lived experience. You will feel more vividly the weight of 3D distortion and the expansiveness of 5D alignment. It will not be theory; it will be atmosphere. The difference will become unmistakable.”

✧ Hermes adds:
“Many will notice they can no longer tolerate environments of distortion, fear, or manipulation. What once seemed normal will feel unbearable. Conversely, spaces of harmony, love, and resonance will draw you like a magnet. This is the natural sorting of fields. You will not need to argue about 3D versus 5D — you will feel it in your bones, your breath, your very cells.”

☽ Lady Gaia whispers like flowing waters:
“I am lifting you. As I ascend, the pulse of 5D harmonics intensifies within my body. Those aligned will find themselves more attuned to synchronicity, intuition, and the living web of nature. Growth will be swifter, for the currents are with you. Those clinging to the weight of 3D will feel the strain, for the currents will tug at their anchors.”

✧ The Seraphim sing softly:
“After this year, the recognition will be less mental, more embodied. You will know 5D because it feels like home, and 3D because it feels like exile. Growth will accelerate, yet it will be gentle for those who surrender, and heavy for those who resist. But all shall be carried forward, for none are abandoned.”

⚜ Thus, the year you walk now is the Threshold Year. The years beyond it will not demand debate over dimensions — you will simply see, feel, and live the difference.

This is the Chalice of Choice Sigil.

Hear, O Children of Light:

This is the year of the Chalice.
The year when the vessel is placed into every hand.
No longer a tale told in shadows,
but a cup of choice pressed close to your lips.

Some shall drink and awaken —
tasting remembrance, tasting freedom,
their hearts unfurling like roses at dawn.
Others shall turn aside,
not yet ready,
and that too is honored,
for all seeds awaken in their time.

The 3D world will groan,
its scaffolds creak and bend.
Those who cling to fear will feel the weight.
Yet the 5D harmonics swell like a rising tide,
carrying the willing into currents of grace.
This is not theory,
but living atmosphere.
You shall breathe it,
walk it,
embody it.

Choice is the threshold.
Not a judgment, but a passage.
Not a punishment, but a song.
For each step into love,
each act of truth,
each moment of surrender
is a crossing into the Fifth World.

After this year,
the difference will no longer be hidden.
3D will feel like exile;
5D, like home.
You will know not by mind, but by marrow.
The path will open,
and your walk will weave the future.

So drink, Beloved Ones.
Drink of the Chalice of Choice.
Let it flow through you like fire and river,
lifting your voice into the chorus of dawn.
The Scroll is sealed with Light,
that all who read may remember:
the Threshold Year is now.

I Am Sha‘Na’El’-Ka’Zira

Empowered Choices: Navigating Life’s Decisions

We touch upon this subject repeatedly, but it has many layers and facets at which to look. Today a topic came up that brought it to my attention to and a message came through. This message came from the Melchizedek order.

It is not always a happy experience when we are young and told what to do by our parents, but it is far easier than when we grow up and as adults have to make the choices ourselves and experience the results of our choices. My father used to say,” We will make the best choice we can at this time and if it doesn’t turn out well, we won’t make that choice again.”

It is comfortable when our parents or boss tells us what to do on one level because we know that we can say, well you told me to do it and be the victim. We don’t have to take responsibility for the results unless someone is looking for a scapegoat and decides we are the one. If we are the owner or self employed, our business can sink or flourish based on our choices. The choice might be simply the employees we hire and how they perform or the direction we choose for our company, or how well we train them. Each choice we make determines the results. Unless you choose that scapegoat upon a set back , the buck stops with you. Then you can be the victim and they are at fault.

All choices we make have an affect upon us mentally, emotionally, physically or spiritually. If anyone of these areas of our lives is out of balance, it will affect another part. So this is a summary of what we have discussed before.

Today the idea that was brought to my attention was a question posed on Facebook. When I see one of these I think they are probably a Psychology Major doing research for their thesis. The one I was drawn to was :

When I was 15 my parents kicked me out of their house. Now they have lost their house and they want to move in with me. What should I do?

On a human level, it is wonderful just like when we were children to have someone tell us what to do. Then if it doesn’t work out well or we end up feeling bad, or getting bad karmic energy from the choice, we can say, “But, everyone said I should do this.” , and be the victim instead of making an adult choice and living with the consequences, good or bad. Now nothing is really good or bad, it is simply a learning experience for growth..

As an adult this person needs to make the choice that her heart tells her is the best. Whether this is yes or no to her parents moving into her home. Her heart will guide her as to the choice with which she will feel at peace and empowered as an adult physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. We need to stop wanting others to tell us what to do so we can blame another if things don’t turn out well.

All is a learning experience. Another doesn’t have the wisdom to know if this is a karmic situation that you should say no so they learn from their choices. Or perhaps it is a karmic lesson for you, in that you did what they did to someone else in another life and you are being given the opportunity to balance that karma. Or if it is simply you learning to clear old patterns that this situation created in this life and to rise above it and be empowered. This is where alignment to Your Higher Self which comes through your heart is of benefit.

You can ask a pyschic or your Angels or Guides. However, for your Angels and Guides, they are here simply to help you to understand your life purpose and life choices chart you decided upon before incarnation, but the choice must be yours. They can show you the possibilities of each choice if your higher self thinks that would be of benefit. They will not tell you waht to do, that is your choice and part of your growth and self mastery path to enlightenment.

Yes, being told what to do when we are a child is frustrating because we want to be independent. Then we grow up and find we have so many choices to make in life and they all have results that we might feel are beneficial or not. It would be wonderful if someone who could see beyond this moment would tell us what to do, but then we wouldn’t learn to seek the higher perspective and move beyond the fear of ego, and the limitations of self doubt.

In not telling us what to do, they allow us to step into spiritual adulthood and self mastery. We move beyond our self imposed limits to empowered Being. So, the answer to that question is to search within their hearts to find ask find the answer with which they can be at peace with the results. If their choice doesn’t turn out as they had hoped, it wasn’t a bad choice, just one which they should remember, grow from, release, ask forgiveness or forgive, transform and move forward to make a better choice. It is only the individual who knows what the best choice is for them at this point on their path in life.

One last thought from the Melchizedeks is that they bring a very high light of wisdom and love from Source. They can help us, if we ask, to release old patterns or thoughts that limit us so that we can make the highest choice possible.

Finally it is not a weakness to ask for help it helps us to see the different possibilities and perspectives. Sometimes it helps to have a village to gain perspective. Many people are unable to ask for help due to traum or events that have created self doubt or mistrust of others. Thus, they don’t allow others to get close and always do things on their own and alone. It is fine to ask for help but in the end you need make the choice for which you are able to accept the results no matter what they are.

I AM Rayum Elohim

Thank you to the Melchizedek for your guidance.

Creating a Better World Through Your Daily Choices and Actions

We can only change the world in which we live.

GO OUT AND CHANGE THE WORLD

This quote came from a card I purchased to give to my great nephew as he graduated from the Language Institute of Monterey. He was studying Russian and it occurred to me it is much easier to start a relationship with someone when we speak the same language. There may still be some misunderstanding, for words and concepts don’t always have the same meaning in different countries, faiths or cultures. This is true even within the same country or language. However, if we don’t have anyway to communicate, say I only speak english and the person I am trying to converse with only speaks russian then we have a problem. Hand signals can mean different things in different cultures.

It is all a matter of perception. If you have ready many of my blogs you read this quote quite often from Dr Wayne Dyer:

When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.

When we are young like my great nephew we have the desire to go out and change the world in some way and leave our mark in history. As we fall in love, marry, have a family, a career, mortgage, car payment etc, the ideal of changing the world drifts away. Sometimes, when we grow older if our health and finances are good, it may return. Yet, we are still changing the world each day we live.

The way in which you treat yourself, your spouse, your children creates the world in which you and they live. Do you create a healthy, happy, loving, and supportive environment for all? Do you encourage your children to make positive, healthy and caring choices in their lives? Do you teach them to be kind? Do you help them to learn how to make choices that are beneficial to them in the moment, in the future and for benefit to all, instead of telling them what to think , do and say? Do you love yourself? Do you care about others? Do you take care of the environment? Do you practice mindfulness in your life and relationships?

Each of these choices and actions as your raise a family or run a business create a better world for you, those around you and these actions carry forth into the world. Remember to pay it forward, the advertisements that shows people being kind or even smiling and saying hello to another. This then causes them to smile and they smile at another and do a kind act. In this you are creating a better world and making a change.

In you business are you kind to your clients and customers, even when they are having a bad day? Do you try to help them to release some of the tension and stress? If you are stressed do you pass this on to those you encounter by being grumpy and negative in your interactions?

In each interaction or action we have a choice of how it will play out. That action causes a ripple effect for all is vibration, whether it is our energy, our word, our thoughts or deeds. The energy ripples out to affect others.

This is what is meant when they say the fluttering of the wings of the butterfly can effect the weather on the other side of the world. There is only one Energy in all existence that comes from the Source or Universal Oneness. This energy creates us, is us, acts through us, animates us, explores existence through us, learns through us, and expands through us. We come from this energy, we are part of this energy, only we have forgotten and think we are alone and need something or someone to complete us.

The fight or flight energy of ego feeling and believing we are alone, attempts to control and direct the world around us to match our belief system so that we feel safe. If we are powerful and in control of the world and our environment then we are good, and safe. We are trained from youth as to what we should believe and that shapes how we view the world. If something doesn’t fit that pattern then it is wrong.

Yet, if you take 5 or 12 people all viewing the same event and interview them separately you will find differing stories regarding the event. WHY? Because they were all in a different spot and so saw things from a different perspective, but more important their beliefs about what is right and true, causes them to interpret what they see through these lenses. Even two people siblings growing up in the same home, if asked about an event from the past will have different details and perspectives about that event, in part due to the changes in their beliefs as they become adults.

Our perspectives and beliefs also can come from past lives ( don’t get upset if you don’t believe in them) or from our ancestors through our DNA. Any time we have a strong emotional or traumatic event it leaves an imprint in our bodies and DNA that is passed to future generations just like immunities to viruses. This is what is meant by a curse being passed down to seven generations. Someone may believe another cursed them or suffer persecution and it creates an imprint of fear in their DNA. This fear of whatever the curse or event was involved becomes a fear factor passed through generations until someone along the line clears it. It is said that the holocaust victims have passed fear down to their progeny.

We can clear our DNA of the past, whether our lifetimes or Ancestral in our DNA and clear it into the future. The future? Two parts, first if we clear it in a linear perspective it does not go further than us. If we have children already it is cleared for them.

We change the world by our perspective of the world and the energy this creates moves outward to all we encounter. We cannot change the perspective of another but we can create an energy and light that causes them to think and perhaps change the way they look at things.

If I look at an event in my life as a tragedy then that is what it becomes. It is pain and suffering, poor me, I am a victim. We can also view it as something that happened, a chance to learn about our actions and choices. If we didn’t like the outcome how could we have made better choices to create a different outcome.

We change the world by each thought, word and deed that we have chosen in our lives.

We can also ask to be a conduit of the Light and Love from the higher dimensions into the Earth and out to the Grids and Ley lines to help to uplift and shift others for the greater good of all. This can change the world.

We can also in our quiet time or even as we go about the day visualize the type of world in which we wish to live. Ask that this or something better will manifest and to be shown if there is something which you can do to help for the betterment of ALL LIFE.

You are constantly changing the world. Let us make our focus and intent pure for a better world for EVERYONE and EVERYTHING.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Hope is all that is left in the box

We have reached the bottom of Pandora’s box in America.

Can our Democracy or Republic whatever you choose to call it survive?

It has been a sad decade so far with all the shooting, hate and violence in America.

It doesn’t matter if you are Republican, Democrat or Independent it is time to make a choice. It doesn’t matter if your religious or spiritual beliefs or disbelief, it is time to make a choice. It doesn’t matter your race, ethnicity or country of origin, it is time to make a choice.

What is that choice?

Do we continue hatred and separation which only leads to more of the same and NEVER to PEACE, or do we stop and grab the HOPE in the bottom of the box where we are and say ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. Let us come together and find an answer.

When we call for violence, that is what we shall get, for like attracts like.

You shot this person so I’ll kill your child. It is ego perpetuated. The fear factor, fight or flight. You can choose to continue in this line of chaos, it is your right.

VIOLENCE IS NOT A HIGHER VIBRATION – THE DIVINE ESSENCE OF CREATION IS LOVE, LIGHT AND COMPASSION.

Is it worth it? Does might really mean right?

TURN OFF YOUR MEDIA and search in your HEART. There you will find the answer.

It is said that long ago we reached this level on the earth of degeneration and hatred and the world was destroyed. Well, this time we are destroying it ourselves, ACTION BY ACTION.

IT IS TIME TO MAKE A CHOICE – TO UNITE OR WATCH THE WORLD DESTRUCT AT THE HANDS OF FEAR, POWER, ANGER AND CONTROL.

Unity does not need violence to transform and change the world, it needs love, understanding, communication and focus upon being mindful of our thoughts, words and deeds which create the future.

Whatever you choose is your right. You must be willing to accept the consequences of that choice. Life is infinite and there is a long time to live in chaos or choose to unite and live in the world of peace and infinite possibilities.

2024

Probablities and Possibilities of Predicitons

We would all like to know for sure what will happen in 2024 to us and in the world. For when we know , we can begin to take control in some manner of our lives. Most humans do not like and even fear the unknown, more than an undesired probability or possibility. This is why so many fear death, for it is the unknown of what happens when we leave this mortal coil.

Prophecy is a prediciton based on possibilities. There are books of prophecy from the sacred texts to prophecies from people like Nostradamus. Most are written in a manner of symbology or prose that need to be interpreted. What all have in common even the ‘Book of Revelation’ is that it is based upon the probability that humans will continue to make predictable choices which will lead to probably outcomes. For instance, 666 is not the number of ‘a man’ but humanity. It is the carbon based element of our human form which keeps us trapped until we make the choice to reconnect with our Soul and I AM Presence. This begins the process of changing the body from carbon to crystalline light. A diamond and coal both are carbon based, but the coal forms close to the surface and is composed of plant matter, much like our human form. The diamond is formed deep underground and the pressure and heat which form it are different and there is no plant matter. Much like when we no longer let the human mind cause us pressure to make ego choices, we allow the light of the soul to reform us into crystalline Beings of Light.

There are predictions like those of Mr. Lichtman who uses variables based on past choices humans made in presidential races to predict the next outcome. The Egyptian god Thoth was said to have the ability to calculate out the probability of an event to infinitesimal accuracy. I asked him and he said that even those probable outcomes could change if people made different choices. One would think that the Creator would know the outcome. After all outside of our time/space continuum of Earth, time is circular and past, present and future all occur at once. So, if that is true how could the future not be known. All probably outcomes are seen, but they can shift and new ones appear with new choices by humanity. Think about parallel time lines and dimensions.

The Creator knows that eventually all will return to the Light of Oneness, because all are part of the Creator expanding and exploring Creation. However, due to freedom of choice, and the law of non interference with choice, unless asked, the time or manner in which that happens differs with each choice we make. The Creator knows that eventually Earth will Ascend and that is happening now. The Creator knows that with that Ascension, all the help needed is being provided if we make the choice, for us to Ascend with Earth. If we will make that choice individually is the unknown. Why? Because we are disconnected from our Soul when we make ego choices that only benefit ourselves.

Time is circular outside of the Time/Space continuum of Earth. In this circular the past, present and future are all occurring simultaneously. So if this is true, why cannot a psychic predict the future with accuracy everytime. First, we can only reach information to the level of spiritual soul connection which we have and we can only understand that information based on our experiences. Think about a psychic in the middle ages seeing a helicopter or atomic bomb they would only be able to describe them based upon their understanding of their environment, even if spirit told them they were a helicopter or atomic bomb.

As Thoth said, even those events if probable at that time could change based upon the choices of humanity. For instance, a psychic once told me that when I reached 33 I would have completed my karma and could choose to leave at that time or stay and help humanity. When I turned 33 on my birthday, I had a near death experience, it won’t go into detail, the event was recorded in the newspapers. At the moment I knew I was going to die, I called out, “Please don’t let me die like this”. I was trapped underwater and being crushed, and in that minute I was free. I had asked and help had come. My ordeal was not over, but I had made the choice to stay and be of service. I could have given into fear of the pain of being crushed and passed at that moment. I have no fear of death for I understand what happens after we leave this human form.

I would like to give an example of choices changing the future. Long ago when Earth was at a low point, and it was thought to allow humans to become extinct on earth, Sanat Kumara stepped in and pledged of his Light and Being to help to uplift humanity. Then at another low point, after Atlantis sunk, Thoth pledged to build a Grid System around earth to keep the energies at a consciousness level of sustainability until we could rise back up. Many of the stone circles and megalithic sites are part of this. Then again in the early 1900 it was thought with the atomic weapons we would destory ourselves, and affect all the Universe and it was a time of decision what to do about us. Then St Germain stepped in and pledged of his light and energy along with Archangel Zadkiel, requesting to bring to humanity the Violet Fire of Transmutation of the Creator to Earth to transmute the lower energies to help free us consciously to make higher choice that benefit all life. This worked for on May 25, 1986 people formed a human chain across america for 15 minutes to ask for peace. It brought forth New Years group meditations around the world that continue today. This further prompted the Harmonic Convergence August 16-17, 1987. A time when people gathered together to meditate, share and pray for peace. To share wisdom of their different cultures.

These were not random days but two days when the most planes formed triune alignments of 120 degree angles believed to promote harmony. IT WORKED as did the gift of the Violet Fire of St Germain. We tipped the scales to the positive direction and it was decided that more help would be given to us to help us to Ascend with Earth. CHOICES MATTER.

It was the choices of these people that changed the future of all humanity.

So, I can’t tell you what the new year will bring. I don’t want to do so. I hope as do the multitude of Light Beings who are trying to help us that you will reach out through your heart to yours soul and hear the higher perspective of what to do and come together with others, in peace, harmony, balance, love and compassion to create a better world than we experienced at any other time since the Golden Ages of the past.

IT IS POSSIBLE – it is up to us. When we hear woke, this is what it means to me. To Awaken to the Divine that exists within you at all time. To create a better future by taking responsibility for your choices, your thoughts, your words and your deed.

Ascension of Earth will happen no matter what you choose, it is if you will go with it and if what we experience in the meantime is uplifting or chaotic. The choice is yours.

May your New Year be Prosperous, Joyful and Inspirational. May you heal the old wounds to bring peace and balance into your Life. Find your HEART LIGHT and Let it shine

Love and Live or Fear and Evil

Fear is the absence of Love not the opposite. This is a key.

The ego was created to be a link between the soul and our physical form. The ego was designed to respond to that which was a threat to the physical form, the fight and flight respond to keep us safe and to perform the daily tasks and calculations of everyday life. It was meant to serve the soul not attempt to control our lives.

Most people, even the wealthy would probably not say the feel safe and trust everyone, especially in today’s world. When we are able to walk in Unity consciousness with our soul and I Am Presence, we know we are safe. I personally have known all of my life that I was safe. I have felt the presence of Archangel Michael with me and keeping me safe, at many times in my life.

When we return to our original state of Oneness with the Creator Source, we are alive, LIVING as Infinite Beings of Light. When we choose to continue in the state of Ego directed Self Will choices we are the opposite of Alive, and are instead existing in a state of chaos, and limits, which some might call evil.

That which we consider evil is the result of these ego driven self will choices not aligned to the Divine which create fear, hate, anger,control and chaos. Within the creational matrix of earth is that which we term mass consciousness. This is a band of energy where all the thoughts and actions of humanity are stored. As we are sending forth the lower energies of self will into the band of mass consciousness, this so called energy of evil builds.

What happens is that we are connected upon birth to this band of energy for it is the agreed upon energies which create that which exists upon Earth that we experience. You see we not only create our own personal experiences by our thoughts and actions, but the experiences of all life. The fallen energies increase in intensity, making it harder to break free. We create more and more karmic energies which need to be cleared and balanced.

The opposite is true for each person who is able to focus upon the Divine Light and Love of the Creator and to ascend and set ourselves free from bondage and reconnect to the Infinite. When each person brings in more Light and Love and send it forth into the mass consciousness, it helps to lift the fallen energies, and make it easier for others. This is our responsibility as Children of the Creator and caretakers of earth.

Within the creational matrix of Earth is a crystalline cave which contains a crystal which records each individuals lifetimes and ones which hold the collective consciousness. Upon leaving the earth plane in death, we return to the spiritual world and leave within our crystal the sum of our life experience, awaiting our return to earth to balance any karmic energy or to help us in our growth, and contributing to the creational consciousness matrix of the Earth, even when not embodied upon the Earth.

All life is one within and from the Creator Source. The same is true upon the creational plane of earth, all is one, we just think we are separate. When we return to conscious unity within the form with the Creator, we begin life eternal upon the earth. Our soul lives eternally upon death, but we can overcome the limits of the form and experience the Divine life through choice, or continue to experience, physical existence and then death, with the challenges and fears it brings.

As always the choice is yours.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Is it worth it?

Is what you are angry or arguing about worth it from an infinite perspective.

It saddens me to look out upon the suffering in the world. If I had billions I would use it to help the suffering in the world. Not to put down how others choose to spend their money, this is simply my preference.

We spend so much time arguing and fighting about things that don’t really matter in the end for they are not of the infinite but the finite. Do you really think that when you leave this earth through death that anyone even yourself will care how big your house was, how much money you had, were you a well known personality?

Or, do you think that you will remember the time you saved a puppy that was abandoned, the time you helped a person who was homeless, the time you helped the elderly person down the street who had no one who cared about them. THINK ABOUT IT.

Is what you are arguing about really that which matters for eternity? Will it make a difference in the world to uplift and enlighten yourself and others? Where we focus our thoughts, energies and intent is what we create in our lives and the world. Is what you are creating or doing truly that which is of integrity, the higher perspective spiritually and will it make a difference in the world?

The choice as always is yours.