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Overcoming Fear: Embracing Spiritual Abundance

I realize that we are repeating this topic for it has been spoke of before and some may consider it repetitive. I heard that often it is in the different manner of sharing that ones who did not understand before may now be enlightened.

Plus, it is a differing group sharing as you will see in the signature.

Due to the dense energies and human connection to the collective consciousness it is very difficult to break free from the control structure directed beliefs and life styles to move into spiritual alignment. In the United States in particular at this time it takes the form of financial and personal security. For many they are more than willing to allow others to direct the structures of control and humanity as long as the have money in the bank, food on their table, a home, the material possessions they desire and there is not physical threat upon their life or safety. IF they experience fear that any one of these are threatened, then they will sit up and cry poor me, I am a victim, and try to find someone to blame for their condition. IF someone says , I will save you and take care of all your fears and put money in your pocket, they are more than willing to move back into their cave and give the power to that person.

They don’t really care how anyone else is affected by events in the world as long as they have their needs, wants and desires met.

It is a dichotomy that one may espouse a religious belief in love, caring, sharing and compassion and yet their actions contradict their words. It is the fear within one and not their spiritual belief and alignment that causes them to believe that there is not sufficient in the connection the Source of Creation for ALL LIFE. It is fear that causes one to believe they must blame another for their situation and not take responsibility for their own actions. It is fear that causes us to believe we can lack anything by sharing with another and being sure they are safe and have food and shelter, when in reality they are our brother and sister in creation, a part of ourselves and Creator.

Fear is not of the Source of Creation or higher dimensions but of human ego and the system of control.

We are not saying that there are not ones who abuse the systems and try to take without giving. They however are no different from the ones who have plenty and refuse to share with those who are in need. Neither is aligned to the pure Oneness of Source.

There is a Universal Law of Creation that we need balance giving and receiving. There is nothing material upon the Earth that will exist when you have left the physical form. It is transitory and of your ego creation. What exists after transition is the love, compassion, caring, wisdom, honor, integrity and truth by which we lived our lives and interacted with others.

You see these things are what determine your alignment to Source and your vibratory level of your Being. All material things of Earth are 3D vibrational level. They cannot exist in the higher dimensions of Creation. If youfocus upon them they become anchors holding you to the 3D vibration, just as do fear, judgment, anger, violence and other negative emotions.

When Earth was created human souls were to guide the planet and life on the planet. As the world became more dense due to the ego/personal choices made that were not aligned to your soul guidance, you became consciously separated from your Soul and could no longer remember who you truly are so that you did not go too far in using your power of manifestation as directed by your ego and not your soul. Now you need to find that alignment and guidance again to live and raise your vibrational level beyond 3D level and then you can experience being in the world but not of it. Why? Because you will be living in 5D vibrational frequency while walking upon the Earth, guided by uour Soul.

All that exists is part of the Creator Source. Thus all that exists including you are part of each other. All is part of the One. When you hurt another you hurt a part of yourselves and the Creator. In the Christian bible it is recorded – Jesus said, “Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me” (Matthew 25:40). This doesn’t say when you do to those who are not Christian, or come from another country, race or ethnicity it is okay. For Jesus knew and came to show that all are One and brothers and sisters in the Unity of the Creator.

Back to the Universal Law of Giving and Receiving. All energy must flow or it becomes stagnate. Everything is energy, whether mental, emotional, physical, spiritual or material. It is the subatomic level that connects all that exists and thus are created and sustained through the energy of the Source of Creation within the Quantum Field of Oneness. This is also called the Universal Mind by some.

If one hoards of anything and is unwilling to share with another in need they are blocking the flow through all creation from them and back to them. Eventually the flow will stop, and that which they need or want will not come to them. You are currently experiencing this in the United States because you are attempting to control the flow of energy on all levels but especially on the monetary level. You are seeing instant karmic reaction. Why? Because as said earlier, ones are willing to allow others the power, as long as they think it is benefiting them, even if it hurts another. They pay attention when they are effected themselves.

Is this a punishment or judgment? No, you see it is a Law of Creation a flow of energy. If you block the flow to another, it eventually blocks the flow to you. It doesn’t matter if it is money, compassion, wisdom or light from the higher realms.

The love of money, fame and power has become an obsession in the United States. It is worshipped in your churches. Ones preach that by being rich you are proving your religious superiority and blessings.

Jesus Cleanses the Temple

12 ^eAnd Jesus entered the temple² and drove out all who sold and bought in the temple, and he overturned the tables of ^fthe money-changers and the seats of those who sold ^gpigeons.

13 He said to them, “It is written that my house shall be a house of prayer. But, you have made it a den of thieves. ” He threw them out.

14 ^jAnd the blind and the lame came to him in the temple, and he healed them.

You see it is not the money one has but how they utilize this money. Is it to make the world a better place or just their own lives. This is not a judgment. You each have the right to do what you wish with your material wealth. However, as energy must flow, or it is a block, the Universal Law of Giving and Receiving will determine the result.

Matthew 19:16-30

¹⁶A man came to Jesus and asked, “Teacher, what good thing must I do to have eternal life?”

¹⁷Jesus answered, “Why do you ask me about what is good? Only God is good. But if you want to have eternal life, obey the law’s commands.”

¹⁸The man asked, “Which ones?”

Jesus answered, “‘You must not murder anyone, you must not commit adultery, you must not steal, you must not tell lies about others, ¹⁹you must respect your father and mother,’^[a] and ‘love your neighbor^[b] the same as you love yourself.’^[c]”

²⁰The young man said, “I have obeyed all these commands. What else do I need?”

²¹Jesus answered, “If you want to be perfect, then go and sell all that you own. Give the money to the poor, and you will have riches in heaven. Then come and follow me!”

²²But when the young man heard Jesus tell him to give away his money, he was sad. He didn’t want to do this, because he was very rich. So he left.

²³Then Jesus said to his followers, “The truth is, it will be very hard for a rich person to enter God’s kingdom. ²⁴Yes, I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter God’s kingdom.”

²⁵The followers were amazed to hear this. They asked, “Then who can be saved?”

²⁶Jesus looked at them and said, “This is something that people cannot do. But God can do anything.”

To GIVE just to receive is not in balance. To expect others to give to you and only receive because you have a need or don’t want to put forth effort in life is not in balance. Even a person who is homeless and in need must balance the scales. Perhaps they have already by being a good person before meeting tough circumstances and so they are receiving back for their caring. Perhaps they have agreed as part of their service in this life to be a tool of compassion and caring to others.

If one who is receiving offers you something in return be sure to accept it so that the flow continues. Perhaps they offer you a blessing or thanks for that is all they have to share. This is an energy flow.

We see in this world judgment of ones who are in a war or battle for their lives in situations thrust upon them. One needs before judging their situation to think about how they would react or feel if the same situation was thrust upon them. Is one a tyrant for defending themselves against aggression by another?

You may say I don’t believe in violence or war? Neither does this one? She would like to think and believe that She would not take fatal action against another no matter the circumstance. However, to say we believe we would not and to be of the actual level of spiritual development, understanding and protection to where you would not do this is a matter of timing in your personal development.

No matter the area of your life to which you look at in regarding this topic you must individually answer to the depths and focus of your intent choices and actions which will manifest the appropriate response needed to balance the energy. In sharing this we are attempting to help humans understand the higher perspective.

From the beginning certain Laws were set forth that guide Creation and keep things moving and expanding in order and unity. It is your alignment to these Laws that determine your level of development and vibration and where one goes upon leaving the 3D physical realm of Earth. This is the true wealth one can possess, it is not money, gold, power, fame, control, intelligence or material possession.

When these are your focus then you are like the rich man who cannot go through the eye of the needle for his possessions keep him anchored to the earth and material world. He does not possess the vibrational lightness of spirit and the freedom to move through the portal into the Quantum Field of Unity and Oneness in Creation.

Within the higher dimensions of Creation we do not see countries, races or any other form of separation. We see a living breathing planet full of Life that is struggling to exist through the clammer of noise trying to confuse and create separation. You are all loved equally by Source and us, as are all life whether animal, plant, elemental, or swims in the ocean, flies in the sky or crawls upon the earth on its belly.

When you live from your heart in Unity all that is in Creation is available to you. The supply is endless, but it is through the Heart in compassion and caring that you tap into this field. You have always all been chosen, but it is you who chooses to move from outside influences and the fear of your ego to the Intent of Alignment to your soul that determines your Future. You need to choose to align to the Inner guidance and Higher Perspective.

It is you with your focus and choices that determine your vibrational level and what you experience beyond this earth life and upon it. You make the choice and now is the time to begin.

We are the Nine of the Council of Light on Saturn.

Note update: I was told there was a question as to who are the Nine. They are a higher collective council representing our solar system. Saturn is the planet where the governance of our Solar System and its flow and connection with the Universe, Galaxy etc is stationed. They are a collective that do not go by individualized names for they represent aspects of the Source.

There other question I heard was why are they speaking so directly about the United States if they perceive Earth as a Unified Collective. They did so because of the question which I asked personally in regards to the effect of the US on the world Ascension process. They can look at specifics but even in doing so they see it in a collective perspective. I was told I could connect with them now because I asked to be disconnected from the lower collective consciousness of Earth and was able to do so. I had not directly addressed them but they came forth to answer.

I thank them for their help.

Navigating Inner Turmoil: A Journey of Self-Reflection

This has been a day of self reflection and understanding. I journaled my first thoughts about this sharing 11 hours ago. I realized that there was something I was missing in my early reflections. So,I busied myself to avoid going within to learn the answers.

I will begin with the situations and my early thoughts while journaling upon awakening. The last two days, I found myself getting irriatated at things that didn’t go my way. Usually I can go with the flow and that has seemed to be the mantra of my guides lately. Go with the flow, go with the flow. So, perhaps they were aware of the energies coming and trying to warn me. (This just came to me as I am writing.)

I found myself falling into old patterns which I thought I had overcome in regards to my neighbor who wanted to gossip and getting short with her. I could have handled it better in setting boundaries with her, than to let it irritate me but, I didn’t. I found my muggle work being very frustrating and causing irritability. I got upset over little things, but mainly my inability to be in control and balanced.

I thought this morning, how can I expect anyone to believe anything I share when I can’t consistently manifest and live my own truth. I felt like I should just stop sharing until I can fully manifest on a consistent basis what I share. I felt a failure.

At that point I heard that my sharing is telling my story of my journey and what I am learning and how I am learning. I do this not because my path and truth are the only path and truth, but to help others to understand spiritual growth is a path. Like learning to walk, one step at a time, we fall down and get up and take another step. The child doesn’t quit trying because they fall down. They don’t worry when someone laughs when they fall.

I sensed that in part there was something going on in the collective and I was feeling it and not protecting myself enough. A few months ago the Council of Light from Saturn gave permission for Archangel Michael that, when we ask, in addition to the blue light of protection he provides to us he could place a blue pyramid over the minds of individuals. This pyramid blocks the input of the systems of control from the collective consciousness. I heard to be very conscious of doing this and to ask for help in more fully disconnecting from the collective consciousness. The Council of Light determines what is in alignment to the overall plan for the Universe and Free will choices.

I was reminded also of the stray cat that came about the same time as I began my stressful and irritating period. It is injured and I want to help it but it runs away to protect itself. Much like me getting irritated by others to protect myself. I am trying to help the kitty and feeling bad because it isn’t working. When I attempt to get close I scare it so I can’t help it. I was wondering what was going on with the timing. (P.S. the kitty’s leg seemed bent like it was dislocated which was so worrying, but today it was straight again, but still avoiding me)

So, I didn’t type this blog, in the morning and as I said I busied myself cleaning, self care and reading to avoid the quiet and what my inner self wanted to tell me. I noticed a reminder on my computer that Neptune had gone retrograde into Aries beginning yesterday, March 29,2025, for the next 14 year. Then I decided to go outside and sit with the other kitties.

While sitting quietly I heard that it is not my higher self telling me I had been bad, but my ego.

The ego’s purpose being to keep us happy and safe. If we are feeling bad or scared the ego does what it thinks best on the physical level to keep us in status quo. Since our parents protected us by disciplining us when we did something bad, the inner parent is triggered by the ego to do the same. If it can convince me to stop sharing, then I don’t need to feel bad about myself.

I was reminded, as I said that my path and truth are not the only path and truth. Some of what I share you may agree with and some you may not. We are all on our own unique path and learning process. We have each experienced many things in many lives and we have specific aspects of all the possibilities that we are attempting to learn and experience in this life, along with karma to clear.

Many teachers in the past taught in sacred texts through parables or stories because we can more easily learn and understand something if we can see the real life application rather than a scientific treatise. So if something helps you or clicks with your great, if not, let it go and maybe tomorrow, or another person will have what you are seeking.

The final piece of this story is when I came back in I decided to look at the Neptune is Aries situation to see if it meant something since it happened about the same time as this all began for me. Neptune is the planet in our solar system that is part of a group that is bringing Wisdom and Energy for Ascension from Source to Earth and Humanity. It went retrograde which is interesting because we just came out of the inbreath of Source. Which occurred from 2012 to 2023. The in breath a time of evaluation and return to Source of that which is completed or unable to move forward into the next outbreath of creation.

We are in year 2 of a 9 year period of the rest between breaths of Source. At the end of the 9th year of rest in 2032 we begin a new creative period of the outbreath of Source. Some refer to this as the New Golden Age.

Neptune had been in Pisces representing a period of spiritual growth, embracing compassion and emotional healing. Neptune is about dreams, higher consciousness, intuition and transformation. These aspects of ourselves are moving from the womb of nurturing and healing which is the feminine aspect represent by Pisces. It has went retrograde or backwards into the masculine aspect of Aries.

Now we are in the 14 years of Aries, which is considered a warrior energy. This is a period where we learn to stand up for our truth in light and compassion. To let go of that which doesn’t serve our higher purpose in order to manifest it in our lives. Neptune in Aries is about breaking from tradition to find and live our individual truth and path with courage. It is about bravery, leadership, initiative to step out of our comfort zone and trust in our inner abilities to manifest that which we came to do.

I realize that other people, situations or events that have irritated me in the last few days have been obligations that although one may be of a good purpose are not fulfilling my higher purpose and direction. The irritation is with myself allowing them to take my time and energy that I could use for other purposes. I need to reevaluate my boundaries without getting irritated, but doing so with understanding. I need to set my goals and work towards them while having loving compassion for myself needing time to rest and decompress.

So Neptune in Aries isn’t an excuse to be irritated with others. What I do now understand is that sometimes things that happen have more parts to them than I am aware. I thank my ego for trying to protect me, but I need to take back control from my ego, and to disconnect from the collective consciousness so that what is happening with others doesn’t affect my balance and harmony. I have plenty of my own garbage to deal with and don’t need to take on that of others unless it is my choice to work with clearing it. I need to learn to set boundaries and to decide what I want to do and take steps to move forward. Not with the energy of a bull in a china shop but with the cunning of a lion who knows what it wants and how to do it for the good of its family/pride.

So, this is my journey of discovery today. Always good to see where I need to clear and focus. I must admit in the midst of the revelation it isn’t always so pleasant but it is about how we learn to move forward and try to stay more balanced in the future when events and irritants occur.

Blessings of Light on your path.

The Power of Attention: Fostering Growth Without Enabling Dependence

Where we place our attention is our ‘god’ of the moment.

What are you feeding in your life ? What is it that you give of your energy to and attention? What is taking from you that which is your source that feeds you with peace and abundance?

This morning I was awakened from a dream. In the dream I was being taken advantage by an employer whom I didn’t trust. I reported it to the police and quit. I asked what this meant and a client came to mind. I have tried several times to quit this client but feel sorry for her struggle and continued forward. However, this morning I awoke with the realization I could no longer do this. It is not worth my worrying about her business failing if she isn’t going to do something about it.

Why do I share this? Because we need to have compassion and help others but sometimes we have to realize there is no more that we can do, unless they change something in their lives. We are simply letting them draw upon our energies to perpetuate a situation that serves no one. My time and energy would be better spent doing that which is of service to the Divine Plan and Universal Oneness. Perhaps someone else could better serve her needs and help her.

We have been discussing giving and receiving and helping people from the perspective of the ones who give and the ones who receive. The person I speak of is a very good person who gives of hte little she has, and that is why I have continued herlping her, but after 5 years it isn’t getting better and I have done all I can to help, so it is time to step back and perhaps allow her other choices as well as myself. Sometimes, we can be enable someone in continuing in a pathway that isn’t helping them by helping them to survive in that pattern.

Sometimes, our help or their situation is a karmic pattern from which one of us or both have come to learn a leasson.

That which prevents us from seeking our inner spiritual growth or service is a lesson to be learned. It this situation being of service to the higher perspective for each of you? It is causing you to worry and take from your peace? Is it creating a hindrance to the ones involved?

There is a differnce in giving someone a hand up to rise out of a situation in which they find themselves that is not creating a better life for them, and in giving them a hand out of our time, money and energy that enables them to continue in a destructive or non productive pattern of behavior.

This is where our personal growth and alignment to our inner guidance is of such great benefit. Our Higher Self, Source, and our guides all see things from a higher perspective for the good of all. They can see the pattern and potential outcomes of situations and choices that we cannot. They will try to send us signs to help us if we aren’t listening such as the dream I had. If we ask then they will tell us, but we have to ask for they can’t directly interfer only give us nudges, signs and whisper suggestions hoping we hear.

So this is the middle path of the ones who give and the ones who receive. It is where we place our attention. Sometimes we get stuck in believing we need to help everyone, and we can’t because of their personal karmic lessons or we take on karma ourselves. We have to look at situations and ask what is the best way to help and should I do so. It is not every karmic to give to someone whom you see can use a meal, a blanket, a smile, a kind word. Where we can get into karma is enabling them to stay in a beggar situation by giving without helping them to help themselves. Sometimes, they don’t want help, but you will need to learn to discern the difference.

Why do I say this? Interestingly, On the weekend of the Harmonic Convergence in 1987, we were hosting the event in a local park. There was a homeless man who lived there who came to sit with us and watch. I spent time with him during break and asked him about his life. As I share this note we were in southern california, and when I asked where he stayed he said he lived in the large hollowed out tree. I ask how he survived, he said he did odd jobs, ate at local program locations where they had showers and food. I asked why he didn’t stay in shelters and he said he didn’t want to be confined. He liked living outside. Every situation is different. Until we speak to someone we don’t know their story and if they need or want help.

Perhaps you don’t want to speak with a homeless person, or give them money, thinking they will use it for drugs or alcohol and some will. You can give them food or leave food in gathering places, leave clothes or blankets. We aren’t being asked to place our attention on all the homeless or ones in need. Ask what you should do and how you can help and how much. Don’t allow this to take attention from another service you are being called to do to help with the greater process of Ascension for Earth and Humanity.

Everything is about Balance within us and in our lives. Attention is a big part of this process for our attention is required to manifest what we need for ourselves and our spiritual growth and service. If we are placing it on things which are distracting us from our purpose, then we are serving or benefiting no one.

If you have children they need attention for they are a choice you made and a commitment until they are adults. They are the future and deserve to be shown how to connect with their own spiritual direction. They deserve to be loved and guided and to learn to enjoy life. In this you are giving and receiving between yourself and your children in a balanced and harmonious way.

Seek guidance within as to where and how much of your attention to give any situation. Do not ignore the needs of others for we are all One and part of the same Source and need to help all to benefit from their inner connection.

It can seem a balancing act to just help someone, but you will learn to go with the flow as you follow your inner guidance. Just ask what to do in a situation and then follow your inner knowing, your heart guidance. A balance to help but to not take away their lesson or enable another to continue a destructive behavior and take of your time and energy to do so. A rich person can fund a project or center that gives a platform for ones called to help others to provide the needed services. A homeless person can volunteer to help clean the center and or serve in some way to give back for the help given and thus the giving and recieving is balanced.

Attention – inner guidance helps us to know where to place our attention to manifest the highest good and potential for all involved. Remember where we place our attention is what the universe believes we want and so they send the energy of manifestation to that upon which we focus.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

You Are Enough: Finding Inner Peace and Love

I believe that the energies coming to us as Mother Earth Ascends are awakening all Humanity. We are all awakening at differing rates and in differing ways. Those who align first will help on the physical leve by Being the Light they are to guide by example and sharing wisdom. Do not worry if you desire it will come. I truly believe only those who chose to stay in 3D duality will not make the transition. The goal is no one left behind. We are simply releasing the old for the new golden age to come.

YOU ARE ENOUGH AND YOU ARE LOVED.

There is nothing that you have done in this school of learning that stops the Love and compassion of the Universe from coming to you. That does not mean you will not have to balance those energies that were less than Divine. You may think you are good enough or wise enough to do that which you are inspired to do . Perhaps you believe you are not good enough or worthy to Ascend. Know that if you desire and make the choice all you need to is ask. The help and guidance you need will come as you move into thoughts of Unity and compassion over fear and control.

Know within you exists the spark of the Creator just awaiting your aligning to it. Who you truly are is not this form. Your are made of Starlight and gold, you are the Light awaiting to expand into the Darkness.

Do not let the world tell you that you are less or deserve less. You are loved and you are enough. Turn you attention to the love and let within.

Take some time for yourself. Perhaps you have children and think you can’t. There must be a way. Ask your spouse and make a deal you each have a day for yourself while the other takes care of the children. No spouse or the other parent is unwilling to help, perhaps you have a friend or your parents who would help. You will never know unless you ask. You just might find they are more than willing to help to give you some time, a break to connect with your spirit and pamper and love yourself.

We cannot accept or love another until we find peace and love rfor ourself.

Please feel free to share you journey.

Who am I and Welcome to Your Spiritual Ascension Journey

First welcome to those who are new to this site. Those who are subscribed please forgive the repeating of information but I still haven’t had time to figure out how to do a welcome message to each subscriber or reader. To all, please feel free to share any message or writing posted on this site.

The purpose of this web page and the writings shared is to help each of you to reconnect and align to the Divine Higher Self within you to guide you on your path of Ascension. Ascension meaning that you have cleared your energies of all that is outdated and blocking your pure alignment and have come into self mastery of thought, word and deed. You have thus raised your vibrational rate to 5D while walking in this form manifesting your Unity consciousness and are free from control of the systems of Earth.

The purpose of spiritual gifts is alignment to the Unified Field and should not be the focus of your spiritual journey, although that is your choice. However, be aware in doing so you may create karmic energy for yourself that needs balanced. Instead they are the gift you receive as part of your Unity and Service to the Higher Perspective, Wisdom, Light and Love.

This page is intended for you to be guided by the highest light and wisdom possible that exists within your heart connection.

You will see some messages just have my signature and some my name with a Being of Light’s name, or sometimes they may send a message direct. Even when it is just my signature, usually I have been guided strongly to share something that I have come to understand about something. Usually this is coming directly from my Higher Self and connection with the Universal Mind to understand. If there is with my name the name of a Light Being, Ascended Master, Angel or any other Beings name, that is because they work working directly with me in understanding and what needed to be shared. Then either the entire message or within a writing may be a direct message from a specific Being which I will note.

Our guides and teacher, or Beings of Light are like our older and wiser brothers and sisters. They are not attempting to tell us what to do, but if we ask or are open they will work with signs, inspiration or direct guidance through the gifts of spirit that we have activated to help us with their wisdom of the higher perspective that benefits all life. If a person in physical or a spirit tries to tell you what to do – Be Careful and Discerning. This is why it is important to do the inner work of clearing and aligning through your heart before you seek to connect with non physical beings or even to become a follower of physical teacher. Another aspect I was shown long ago was to beware of those who want to be GURUs and collect followers to support them.

I was told I am an Oracle of Divine Grace and that is the name of this site. I am not a medium, channel or psychic. I am not here to tell fortunes or predict the future. I am not here to tell you what to do, you have free will choice to do what you feel or want to do. I have come in service to the Light to bring Light to help clear the chains and illusions from the heart, minds and eyes.

Free will choices have lead to the chaos we see around us, with 8 billion people trying to bend the world to their point of view. This is why the inner work and alignment through the heart to our Higher Self that is One with the Source of All Life, the Quantum Field of Universal Mind and Unified Creation, which some call Divine Will is essential for the manifestation of the Highest Potential for All Life and abundance for ALL.

I have had abilities since birth, and each of you has the potential to reclaim and utilize your gifts of spirit that are available through your inner work and alignment also. I have been clairsentient, clairvoyant, clairaudient, claircognizant for as long as I can remember. I have felt, known and seen things but I have never felt like offering services as a psychic. I have offered a reading to help ones at the crossroads only on their spiritual path. Why? Because my purpose is not to tell you who to marry, which job to take, when you will get what you want, but to help you to connect to your inner guidance. Sometimes that means we reach a choice or crossroads where we just are stuck and need some perspective of what the higher possibilities available to us would be so we can make the correct choice. I will not tell you what choice to make, only the highest potential I am shown that you came to Be and Do.

There is nothing that I know, do or share that isn’t available to you when you do the inner work and align to your Higher Self. This is my wish for each of you.

I am being guided to prepare some MP3 meditations to help us with differing aspects and connections. I am also preparing a Course of spiritual clearing, the inner work and alignment. I will be offering some energy clearing for healing in the future as my time opens. There is only so many hours in the day. I also am holding a vision for Star Centers of Creation a pattern for places where we can go in the future and or live in the Golden Age that is coming in order to be in balance and harmony with Earth, Nature, all non human life and the Spiritual realms of Light.

My purpose is to share wisdom and healing/clearing to help you to BE in form that which you already are in your Soul.

I will tell you that Earth is Ascending and we all have the opportunity to do so with her if that is our choice and we are willing to do the inner work to prepare and raise our vibration to 5D to do so. It is my understanding that cataclysmic events like super volcanos or flipping of the axis are events we have moved beyond thanks to ones, since 1987, working diligently on themselves and working to help Earth with cleansing and transforming the energies.

I will say the nuclear/atomic disruption is the one in human control that it is important that we hold the light of transformation of those energies from being a possible choice. However, the fact that 52% of humanity is focused on the light and hopefully that percentage is growing daily makes that possibility less likely.

There will be cleansing events but those who pass have chosen to do so and those who do not will be guided to safety before. The GFL under Commander Ashtar are prepared to help ones in need who make last minute choices with the physical form and others may leave form and be guided by Beings of Light. I do not see any major events. Even the Flash of Light from the video shared in the last message – IF this is to occur – is not something to fear, but an enlightening energetic event for our benefit. I am being shown it is like the kundalini awakening within us. This burst of light that forever transforms us but doesn’t hurt us. Again, I don’t know if this event will happen, I am not guided to pay attention to predictions, for we have free will to change all things and we have.

I am being told that we have been taught to fear the sun and its energy rays. The sun brings us light for our transformation and for physical life on Earth. Do not fear the Sun, do not fear anything. When you fear something that lowers your vibration and you loose alignment to the possibilities of the Cosmos. One thought I was told long ago was that all fear comes from a belief in death as the ultimate end. For we have with the veil of amnesia forgotten that we are Souls moving in a human form. The form may die but we continue on. Our ego/mind in this belief of death of the form means we are gone, has the fight or flight trigger that has taken control of our lives, and allowed others to control us through the fear of pain and death. You can if you are in pain, leave the form at anytime when you are aware, just like you can astral travel. This is all I will say on that subject at this time.

Simply remember this thought – even the grand design and Divine Plan are subject to adjustments due to the choices of humanity. As I stated earlier, the destructive forces that could have happened, we have through our choice for Light instead of fear have adjusted the need and opened new avenues of Freedom through balance and harmony. WE determine the future through our focus, energy, choices and intent.

Hopefully, one day I will have the messages all categorized to find more easily by area of interest, usually I forget and I know it would be more helpful.

Please feel free to email if you have questions at oracleofdivinegrace@oracleofdivinegrace

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Navigating Chaos: Building a Better World Together

These are my last political thoughts, at least as far as I now understand. I have felt like this child for months and I awoke in the middle of the night to hear that finally the battle is shifting perspective and I feel release.

As I see groups of people coming together around the world, not just in the “United States”( I use quotes here because we haven’t been so united lately) and these people are saying wait a minute what is happening is not right. So, I can let go of the energy I have been holding.

As an empath, I feel so strongly the emotions of people and even animals and nature. One of my jobs is to work with the grids of energy around the planet and in so doing I tap into this energy. So, I have felt what was happening around the world as a result of choices being made in the U.S. Change was inevitable and people chose to bring it in as chaotic, let’s rip the bandage off the wound manner. Since we create our reality by our choices, they have ramifications in what we experience in our world.

Now people are awakening to those ramifications, yet it brings release to see them seeking to come together to bring about change. It is about humans taking back their power and realizing no person can bring about a better world it must come from the unity of people working together. When we give our power to a person or system of the world they create the reality they want.

Democracy works when we align to the Oneness of Creation within ourselves. We listen to that voice guiding us to the higher perspective for all people. When we seek our benefit at the expense of others, karma, quickly comes to us at this time to be balanced. It can truly be a ‘bitch’ of our own creation. People around the world have either been too lazy or too fearful to believe that when we are aligned to Oneness, then we are protected and guided in our lives and we don’t need to depend on the systems of the world. The quantum field of creation and manifestation is available to us. In reality there is sufficient resources for all people if we just move with the Universal Law of giving and receiving through love and compassion.

When we stop focusing on us and them and focus on we, we the people, with liberty and justice for ALL.

Do things need adjusted in the world. Yes they do and we can do it but not at the expense of hurting and creating fear in others, but by working together. It is when the people stand up to that which is wrong that we begin to take our place as caretakers and People of Wisdom. This child standing up to the tank and men with guns represents us finding the innocence and purity of spirit within us to stand up to that which is wrong without fear and knowing we are protected by the Truth.

We may find our truths don’t quite align in the beginning, but by listening to each other not to respond or make the other hear and believe our point of view we can begin to understand where their perspective originates. Why, when we are right? Well, we all have the right to choose the life we experience, and their choices and experiences have shaped their perspective at this time as has yours. Unless you are an Ascended Being perhaps there is something they are reflecting to you, that is showing you where you have a perspective that needs to be addressed. Especially if what they say is triggering a response within you to react, get angry or fearful. Stop and ask yourself why what they say is bothering you. Ask to understand and be shown what to say or do. Perhaps you both need a time out to cool down. Perhaps after they share with calm and understanding, you can share your perspective without the need to change theirs, but with caring and understanding. Then this allows an energy of shifting to occur naturally where it is needed. It might not occur immediately, but a process of true communication has begun.

Together, aligned within the Unity of our hearts, desiring for all to be safe, happy, and have their needs met, we can create a better world. We can’t force others but we can choose to find a mutually desirable and beneficial pathway . It wasn’t that spirituality was to be eliminated that the Scribes of our Constitution separated church and state. It was so that no specific institutions would dictate a specific control or direction over the future of humanity. Instead they desire that we each come into our own Spiritual adulthood and in this find Unity to work together to create a mutually beneficial existence for everyone guided by the Enlightened Perspective within us.

The control systems of the world do not want this to happen. So they have created structures, and systems of financial, social, political and religious control. If we unite and become enlightened we are Free and they can no longer control us. This is what woke truly means.

So, I was awakened this morning and as the energies were released. I was told the shift is beginning and to now completely focus upon the New Earth and bringing in the Light for Humanity so they can continue their enlightenment and unfolding.

May your choices bring the Highest Perspective, Benefit and Blessings for All Humanity, Earth and All Life on Earth.

UNITED we can do anything.

From Chaos to Clarity: The Journey of Spiritual Caretakers

Last night I had two dreams of which I only remember the end of each but they connected to the pillars and spiritual transformation in our lives. The Hebrew traditions have the Tree of Life. The Buddhist have the Pillars of Wisdom and Noble Truths. Almost every religion has core principles, tenets and beliefs. For the Christian and Catholic faith it is the Ten Commandments. We may be part of a religion or part of a another spiritual path but each of us has some core belief. Perhaps it is the value of all life and oneness with nature, encouraging love and unity, promoting positive energy in the world , being aware of our actions and the law of karma they can produce.

As I was writing this I was asked to review that which I had posted on my facebook page to see if I am staying within my own stated beliefs. I also, found myself thinking something that was judgmental and I mindfully changed my perspective. I have been monitoring myself more closely all morning. I share this because it is important to be aware of our dreams and the messages they are sending us. Our Higher Self and guides or teachers can reach us more easily when our mind is quiet in slumber. It is important to note or journal them before we forget.

I only remember the last part of each dream but I remember at the end of the first dream I was told that it is important to live aligned to the Spiritual Pillars of Truth, Hone, Integrity, Love, Mercy and Strength.

In the first dream it ended with me remembering that there was so much chaos going on all around and people were fearful and worried. I was aware of my guides as I viewed the scene saying that change is inevitable to bring about a better world. That which doesn’t serve the highest good of all will fall to allow for something new. HOWEVER, something higher and for the benefit of all can only come if we take up our responsibility as caretakers of the EARTH and life upon the Earth.

We created this chaos by not being the Caretakers and causing confusion by our actions of ego and self will. As the old structures/systems begin to fail that have created a system of control it is time for us to STEP UP and UNIFY in PEACE and ONENESS to hold a vision of a FUTURE into which we wish to live. IT is a golden time of opportunity for us.

WE CAN FOCUS UPON WHAT WE DON’T WANT OR TAKE RESPONSIBILITY TO CREATE A BETTER WORLD FOR ALL.

They said the ‘KEY’ thoughts to remember are TRUTH- HONOR-INTEGRITY- MINDFULNESS-LOVE-MERCY AND STRENGTH.

I am going to bring in the end of the second dream now because together they paint a picture. I awoke to remember that I had been traveling around and recording information. I dropped a page on the ground and an angry person stepped on it and tried to grind it into the dirt. I told them to stop and they look at me and said, “WHY?”. I told them because it is a record of the truth of what has occurred and we want to keep it clear and clean. Meaning not tainted by the perceptions and desires of ones ego to control. They looked disgusted, pressed even harder and said, “So who cares?” and then moved away.

As I awoke it struck me. I have been a Scribe in many lives and work with the akashic between lives. It bothered me to see ones care so little for the clarity and purity of truth without the perspective of ego and desires. Humans are used to relative truth and what justifies their personal wants, needs and desires. I was reminded of a quote that is attributed to many in many different forms, “History is written by the Victors and framed by their prejudices”. “SO WHO CARES?” Too often people are so busy living their lives, ignoring those in need or picking up the pieces of their lives and starting again after the war has ended that they simply don’t have the time or desire to care.

People forget about what is truth. Truth involves honor, integrity, compassion, mercy, strength, love and mindfulness to align to our Higher Self and the Highest Perspective possible . Strength on a spiritual level is not about physical might but mercy and compassion. It is about facing that which would control us and stop acting, thinking and feeling about being a victim.

As stated change brings opportunity to build something new, something better. But what is that which we are going to build? Will we seek to bring the higher perspective of unity. Will we move forward with mercy, love and compassion for all? Will we carry the banner and sword of TRUTH which brings healing, release from lower energies of duality?

Where will you place your focus?

Will you focus upon the chaos? Will you complain about how it is affecting you? Will you be the victim and allow others to decide the world in which we live? Continuing in ego controlled chaos just of a differing form? Or will you begin to be mindful of your thoughts, words and deeds. Will you become aware of when you complain that this is a victim concept that allows others to control and determine the future?

Will you begin the process of mastering your thoughts, words and deeds in interactions with others to bring unity instead of separation? When these thoughts come we need to come to the point of mindfulness that we are automatically aware, stop , ask that they be released and transformed. Removing the cause, core memory, record and effect of the point of original origin. Don’t beat yourself up if this doesn’t happen right away it requires vigilance and time.

Will you create a vision of the highest possible world that benefits all life and hold that vision? Hold that vision in your heart and mind. Feed it with love and light daily. Perhaps even create a vision board. Ask that you be guided as to the highest possible scenario and be willing to update your vision.

WILL YOU BE THE TRUTH and the let your light shine forth to inspire and help others to want to seek FREEDOM? You are a part of the Source of ALL LIFE. You are spirit moving in form upon the Earth. You have come to manifest the Highest Part of yourself possible and to be Enlightened to share that light and love with others.

Will you clear you energies, blockages and outdated beliefs, remove those things that seal your light and do not let the TRUE REALITY of who you are shine?

Will you be of service to be a pillar of light and love between Heaven and Earth to aid Earth and All Life by bringing down the highest possible energy?

Will you call upon the Beings of Light that serve the Oneness of All Life the Source of Creation to help humanity and Life on Earth?

Will you be the CARETAKER you were meant to be? We were appointed caretakers of the earth. Earth is in chaos because we failed to fulfill that and instead choice to focus on individual ego needs, wants and desires. It is time to step up.

I was reminded of a piece of information that I came across recently. It was shared that when we move in our astral or spiritual form within the lower dimensions like Earth that we need travel with our Guardian Angel. Why? Because as we grow in spiritual enlightenment we become more compassionate to the needs of humanity and this is multiplied for empaths. What happens is it can pull us to them instead of what we were to be doing in the non physical realm and we can interfere with the possible karma they might need to experience out of not understanding the higher perspective.

I asked why this information was to be shared. They said because we need to be mindful to ask for protection in this world as well as the spiritual realms. Also, we don’t know the whole story of why ones suffer, and to ask for help whether in spirit or in your waking hours to be discerning we can gain wisdom as to when it is of the greater benefit to just allow one their experience or it is of benefit to help.

We are not being asked to go out and physically protest, write or do videos. We are beings asked to be more proactive in our own growth and actions to be of purity and integrity with ourselves and others. TO BECOME THE LIGHT and inspire others. To bring the Light into the Earth and hold the vision. If you are guided to take a more physically proactive action like, teaching, videos, classes, healing, protesting, writing or whatever that should come from your inner guidance.

However, we are being asked to be mindful of our interactions with Earth, non physical beings, mineral and vegetable life, animals, birds, etc. That we are not harmful of them. I am not stating that all become vegetarian that is a personal choice, if you choose meat be mindful of how the animal was killed and be thankful and bless the soul for giving of its life. Be kind to animals and humans in need that you don’t just ignore them as less than a soul deserving of mercy, caring and compassion. If you can share food with ones who are hungry. There are small things we can always do to make the world a little better for all. Be thankful to the earth, minerals and vegetation for providing food and a home. Ask the elementals to help you and be thankful to them for their help. The same with the Angels or any Being of Light including your guardian angel.

How you step up is your choice. That you step up and do something to help bring light, love, truth, integrity, mercy and unity in the world is essential.

ASK and guidance will be given.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim with Archangel Metatron

Navigating Life’s Crossroads: Trust and Transformation

I was going to record another message when I was reminded that I had not posted this message. Does it matter? Ascended Master Thoth responded, “Yes, for there is always reason in what it shared and the order of sharing to aid in our growth.” So today you will find two posts.

We face choices every moment of our day. Do we get up? When? Do we go to work? What will we eat? Will we stay at home this evening or go out? Should I buy this? All of these we rationalize and make choices about based on the guidelines of societal belief in what we should have or do to be happy and successful as well as our personal experiences, desires, beliefs, hopes and dreams. The circumstances of the moment and past experiences define our choices. Many of these have no real eternal effect upon our lives and existence which will continue on basically the same.

Some choices can have deeper ramifications like changing jobs, moving, getting married, having children can have deeper emotional, physical and mental effects on our well being and that of the people around us. These types of choices can change our beliefs and experiences in the future.

Then we face the major crossroads of our lives. These are the choices that cause us to let go of one or more of our beliefs and perceptions about life. These are the ones that depending on the choice we make can cause us to step into the unknown and unchartered experiences. They lead us into the places beyond what we have known or imagined. Well, perhaps we have imagined some of these or read about them as possibilities that seemed like science fiction. They are choices that are beyond the boundaries of our rational mind. They cause our rational mind to jump into fear and rejection of them.

When we take the leap of faith our life will change forever. In the “Tales of Power” by Carlos Castenada , he and another apprentice take the leap of faith off the cliff into the abyss. They jump holding hands but in mid air they are each alone. The abyss like the crossroads are steps into the unknown. When we jump off the cliff we move beyond our safety net and the rational/ego mind is fluctuating with fear as we take that step. Yet, once taken we must move into trust which exists beyond fear and doubt. We make friends with death and surrender to the eternal part of our Being that is our Higher Self. In this instance we shift our perception and relinquish control from the ego mind to the Higher Self, the Higher Mind of Oneness. We detach and release personal fears and doubts. We surrender our obsessions, the shadows within us, the thoughts that restrict us and the belief in our self importance.

We surrender to love, trust, oneness and the promise of freedom.

Being at a crossroads and making a choice is not as startling as jumping off a cliff and it may take a few trips to the crossroads to complete what 1 jump off a cliff can bring. However, I don’t recommend anyone jump off a cliff. It requires that you have preparation to be in total trust and lack of fear. If you are not ready you will hit the ground in a messy way. That is why the “CROSSROADS” is a more used means of helping us to make choices and take a new direction in our lives.

After one makes the choice or survives the cliff we are forever changed. People will perceive us differently for we perceive ourselves and the world differently. Our rational mind needs to know as it relinquishes control of fear and doubt that it is still needed. It is very much a part of the new direction. While our Higher Self is now leading the way seeing things from the Highest level of the greatest good of all, our rational mind knows how to navigate the physical realm and to put the directions needed into practice. It now becomes a team effort. The rational mind knows we are safe and that we are doing what is the best possible actions and can settle into doing what it does best maneuvering through physical life as the caretaker of the form.

This begins your transformation of aligning to your inner direction of Universal Mind of Oneness. Feel the heart beat and the rhythm of the heart as it aligns to the higher dimensions and earth. Feel this energy coming into you from your crown chakra and flowing through you. Feel the peace and love within you. Let the energy expand outward from your heart to others and feel yourself surrounded in a pillar of light. This will align your heart and mind so that at each crossroad you can hear the direction to take. Continue clearing and aligning with each time you feel fear or doubt. Step by step you will be ready for each choice and if the time ever comes you need to jump off the cliff into the abyss you will know you are falling into the hands of eternity.

It is a matter of consistently allowing others their choices, while clearing blockages within yourself and aligning through your heart to the heart and mind of Oneness. I

Be patient with yourself, Love yourself as you are loved by the Oneness of All Creation and trust you are One always with All that IS.

Choose wisely from the heart.

I AM THOTH

Discerning Truth: Overcoming Fear in Your Spiritual Path

Here we see a person covering their eyes and not wanting to look at their reflection in the mirror for they are afraid of what they might see. Yet, we can see behind them in the mirror the reflection of who they truly are is a Being of Light. If only they had the courage to take off the blinders and look.

You will often find a theme repeated upon this blog because it is important to keep searching and looking at certain aspects of our lives and spiritual growth. In this time on Earth we see DIVINE TRUTH is an illusive commodity. Truth from a relative perspective is running rampant. The majority of people that speak on a topic believe that what they say or share is truth. However, it is relative to their level of wisdom, love, compassion and understanding of the Divine. It is shadowed by their beliefs, learned concepts, societal standards and what they are seeking to gain, their ego concepts.

There are some who simply lie because that is their means of gaining what they want and controlling others. They have no conscience about it and they care not who is hurt in the process as long as they obtain what they want.

However, the decision as to what to believe lies within US individually. It would be nice if like long ago everyone could read the thoughts, energies and intentions of others, and all lived aligned to their Higher Self and in Unity. Then we would not when someone was not being truthful for the highest good of all but for personal benefit. Unfortunately, that is not the case , ‘yet’ upon the Earth. So we must learn to discern what feels right for us. Perhaps, what feels right for you does not feel right for me, but that is because we are on individual paths to enlightenment and so we must learn to allow the other their perspective.

There are blurred lines, we cannot know until we have reached enlightenment. Did this person or myself choose to be a vessel whereby another person is able to learn a lesson or clear karma. Before we entered did we contract to be hurt, or to hurt another in order for this to be accomplished. As I said until we are aligned with the Oneness and Enlightened we can only walk the path one step at a time, living by what we believe to be right and true at this point in our lives and journey.

However, it is also for us to continue to grow and change. We are here to learn, to clear the old and align to the highest possible point of Being that we can in this life. In order to do this we must be willing to let go of any truth or belief that limits us from changing and growing. We must learn to discern the truths shared by others as to if they are of benefit for our growth. Usually, I find that if it is good, I easily align to it and feel calm, peaceful and almost embraced by the energy. When it is not a truth for me, I feel uneasy, restless and want to move away.

Now there are times when their truth may be a higher truth and challenging my limited beliefs so that I may transform and release them. That is where the time of stillness to go within and align so that I can ask for guidance is of importance. The answer for each of us lies within. What may be a Higher Truth might be something for which we are not ready at this moment in time. Don’t reject it as something you have decided you will never accept in your life. Simply put it away and ask that if it is of your highest good that you be shown. That what is limiting your acceptance and belief be released and transformed. Ask also that if this is not of the highest good for you , that you be given a sign and that peace return to you. Then simply let it go until you feel or hear the answer. It will come or the thought will leave you until the time is right.

Fear is the greatest block to Higher Truth and can trap us into believing the truth of another that is not for our highest good. Yet, sometimes something that creates fear within us is asking us to step into the unknown realms and to trust our inner guidance that all will be well. I was reminded of three things as I write this first that the acorn is filled with promise. It might seem like just a seed that can be cast aside, but within it lies the promise of a mighty oak tree. When it is planted in fertile soil, given water to soften the shell and the warmth of the sun to crack open the shell, it will begin to sprout its roots and stem to punch through the earth and start its journey upward.

The oak in Druidic tradition is a symbol of Truth, strength and protection. It also symbolized power, endurance, justice and brought many spiritual, medicinal and physical uses to the people.

Then there is the Sword of Truth which is what Archangel Michael Carries it is not a sword of killing or destruction. When one receives and holds the Sword of Truth it helps you to see the truth in life and to not judge what you are show. As you visualize holding it upright when you speak or hear truth it will shine brightly if it is in the presence of untruth its light will dim.

The third to look at was the mirror, which reflects back to us that which is that which is truthful even if it is not exactly what we wish to see or hear. People can be mirrors to show us what is pure and truthful within us or that which is of the ego and shadow. It is what we see in others that is reflecting back to us that which is within us.

In this time of change, we will see much truth and untruth as the veils of illusion begin to fall. Be prepared to hold your sword and seek it’s guidance as to how to align and what is truth. Clear that within you that is reflected back by others which you do not embrace or feel is truth, light, love and compassion. Also, know that you are a sprouting acorn climbing higher and higher to be the powerful Being of Light that you truly are inside.

Remember truth is relative, be ready to grow and understand higher Truth. Higher Truth is eternal, it is part of the Creational Laws of existence. Know you are growing, learning and changing. Continue on your path, seek your inner alignment and know you are loved always.

Seek and you shall find. Knock and the door will be opened. Ask and the TRUTH will be given.

Namaste

Lessons from Sensationalism: Navigating Compassion and Boundaries in Spiritual Growth

The image is AI generated and so Neturp le temal means nothing as far as I know, just nonsense like much of the social media news has become.

My lessons in clearing and reflection have been continuing. It is like my guides and teachers are saying, hurry up and get rid of this garbage and get on with things. Yesterday, I noticed the title of an article which caught my eye. Now when this happens I know it is meant to be a sign to pay attention.

The headline said something about the sad state of America when it is driven to define itself by the sensationalism of peoples actions and words within the media both mainstream and social media just to gain attention and sell something. Shifting the focus there instead of the substance of needs and circumstances of people, the environment and the daily suffering and horrors many experience.

This theme is running through my life as the day before, the granddaughter of a neighbor stopped by on her way to drop her grandmother off at her house. She gave me a telephone number, asking me to call and make an appointment to take her grandmother to the doctor to get a permanent cast on her arm. She had fallen during their Christmas gathering and broke her arm. They were leaving her at her house with a broken arm and expecting me to take her to the doctor.

I am not complaining, we currently buy her cat food for her cats, take her to the grocery store and help her with what tasks we can. She is extremely hard of hearing and very poor eyesight with macular degeneration and still carries on stoically alone going months without any family checking on her. I am not asking for praise and we both, my husband and myself, will help others. That is part of being a human being with caring and compassion. I realize there is judgment in my energy on this towards the family , which I am working to release. It has awakened me two nights in a row dealing with this energy. For, in dealing with difficult mothers from both my side and my husbands, we have learned much. Yet, obviously there is more to learn, setting boundaries.

For me, one of the topics being addressed is that some might call me a collector of the wounded. I don’t really attempt to collect people or animals in need. Part of being an empath is that ones for some reason are drawn to you and will out of no where begin to tell you their life story. Even if you try not to listen they can’t seem to stop themselves. I also work with the Violet Ray of Transmutation so I have realized that it is part of the reason so they can release energy. In fact there is a portal behind my house that has violet energy. Also, all my life animals in need have come to me and I can’t see any animal hungry, scared or hurt so I feed and care for them. Luckily, my husband is understanding.

However, as I awoke this morning again at 1:30 I found myself pondering the situation into which I find myself. There doesn’t seem enough time in the day for my work, the cats, the neighbor, household duties, spiritual studies, and trying to blog and do my spiritual mission. Something has to change.

THEN – my guides and teachers said ‘AHA’ moment. It is time to set boundaries again. I have been making changes in some areas of my life, but now I need to look at each area. For instance yesterday, I found myself after this lady with the broken arm stopped by to ask me to open her bottle of medicine, worrying about how she would eat and ordering some microwavable meals for her. This morning I realized that it was not my responsibility to worry about her. She had chosen to come home instead of staying at her daughters house, maybe she didn’t feel wanted there but she knew the possibilities in coming home would be difficult. She can’t drive and now she only has one arm to use in her daily routine.

That isn’t the point, what I was being told was that in providing those meals, was a start for her to get situated however,she and her daughter were adults and need to work this out. I had set the appointment to taker her to her doctor and would do so, but I need to set boundaries. They need to learn from their choices. She can ask if she needs something but it isn’t my responsibility to worry and awaken at night because of their actions and choices. That is my lesson to learn in this. We can be caring and compassionate and help another without taking on responsibility for the world that prevents us from doing what we need for our personal spiritual growth and spiritual mission.

Another part that has popped up was I was guided to read, or skim through for I don’t read every page, the book is “Spare’. I wasn’t sure why or what the purpose is in reading the book. I don’t feel it is necessary for one to air their dirty family laundry in public. Yet here I am writing about the things happening in and around myself.

It isn’t easy or comfortable for me to do so. However, I have done so as compelled by Spirit in order that it might help someone to see they are not alone and others experience the same things. To learn how to cope with situations and to not feel bad as we learn to also care for ourselves as we care about others.

I have come to understand this is part of the reason I was guided to read the book. Prince Harry has spent his life hounded by the Press and the things he has done have been splashed across the media in a sensational means and often misinterpreted or taken out of context. The follies of youth exploited to make him appear a bad person, uncaring and without morals. His life in a fishbowl was hard enough but to grow up without a mother in a family where duty comes before personal relationships and emotional needs are to be forced down into the ‘shadows’ and the ‘inner child’ placed in the dark and left alone is sad. There is no blame on his part towards them for he understands, he simply feels differently.

So it isn’t like he is sharing new unknown information, he is placing it in context to help others in similar situations and explain things that were twisted to sell papers. The topic of its fairness to his family is between them and himself, one can only answer for their own actions. They have all by birth been born in the spotlight and it is understandable that they want to keep parts of their life private, so they are not judged harshly. To respond is to create a situation of he said, she said that is most unsettling.

This isn’t about the book or Harry’s family life but the family dynamic is corresponding to what is being shown to me in my process. I can identify with the feelings of youthful folly and the effects it can have as we progress in our lives. Many of us did not have the wonderful loving childhood of parents who were happily and joyfully in love and doted upon us, nor did we have every moment filled with happy experiences. This is not to blame parents for they are simply people learning and experiencing just as we are and most are doing the best they can, just as we are.

In his book he shares his journey. It doesn’t feel malicious for he speaks fondly of them but simply honest from his experience and understanding of the dynamic of being of royal. I can understand the family being upset, often we don’t want to see ourselves as others see us, or desire for outsiders to know what goes on in our family.

So this coincides with the situation with my neighbor who has a negative energy that few can stand to be around. I and my husband have seen this in our own families and as we have grown more spiritually have been learning that these ones are in great need of love, for they have low self esteem which is why they gossip and try to put others down and in order to raise themselves up. They are trying to make themselves look good in the eyes of others and to strike out and protect themselves before another hurts them. It is a hard circle to break that inner child wound.

Then another issue came into play. I have not for two reasons in my writing or websites shared my given name. One reason was because as we change our vibration spiritually we experience a new name as we align to a different energy or part of ourself. In using that name, Mareya Shimayah Elohim, it helps to align more fully. However, there is a another part that I am being asked to release that has to do with the topic in the first paragraph, past life memories and the subject of the book ‘Spare’, the follies of youth.

Many or maybe even most of us have had follies in our youth of which we are not yearning to have shared or splashed across the media. We see the sensationalism in our media these days loves it and that gets readers and attention. People get exposure by creating media sensation and drama about themselves or others. Ones seem to thrive on being in the spotlight and will do just about anything to get the attention.

Princess Diana and Prince Harry may not consciously have asked for the attention, but as part of the marriage she made and his birth they became part of the frenzy of media sensationalism. Putting a spin on anything that might sell more papers even if it is a complete misinterpretation. Diana learned to eventually use it to get attention of causes and so has Harry. However, ones still classify him the same as when he was young and made the mistakes of youthful folly. WHY – because it sells papers, magazines or gets viewers or followers to make MONEY.

WHY do people want this and why do they believe it. Why would you want attention for doing things that cause harm to other people as we see daily in the media. Well that being said, I realized this morning another ‘aha’ moment that I had kept my given identity silent because I don’t want myself or my family scrutinized. I have made choices that were not always the highest in my life, but they are lessons I have learned. They should not detract from the message that I am here to share or the work I am here to do. I or my loved ones should not have to face scrutiny because of my choices early in life or now. I am being asked to share my given name, that is part of my work this New Year’s Eve. My legal name is Becky Prante.

No, I have not done anything illegal. Part of not sharing this had to do with times of persecution in past lives because of my spiritual abilities. I was also isolated from others and even burned at the stake. So, it has been easier to stay legally obscure for my feelings of personal safety.

Most important has been so the focus is not on the person sharing to collect followers but on the work to help you to reconnect to your own inner Guidance. My guides and teachers are my Higher Self and Beings of the Angelic and Higher Dimensional Service Beings. They change as my vibration and work changes. I am entering a new phase and trust that I am safe is important and that the past whether in this life or another is in the past.

Many prophets in the Christian Bible were not the perfect souls one would expect to bring forth Divine messages. However, they were willing to be of service and that was the beginning and their connection to the message and energy helped them to evolve. So, we need to remember, we don’t need to be perfect, just begin and take it one step at a time. However, it is time for he media to let go of the need for sensationalism for the sake of attention, glory and money.

The past doesn’t matter to the Creator for you are a part of the Creator learning and exploring creation. You are loved, needed and wanted. Allow that you have been or may again be less than the perfection you feel one should be to connect with the Creator and Beings of Light that serve. They are here to love and help you to make corrections and they are EXTREMELY patient. Some even have a sense of humor.

This is a wonderful new world that we are creating. Let us embrace each other and do it together. We have lessons to learn and boundaries to set but we only have to do it ‘ONE STEP AT A TIME’. Let go of the past mistakes, don’t worry about the future, it will manifest based on the choices you make in the NOW with love and alignment to the guidance within you.

I ask that each of you be surrounded in the Blue pyramid of Archangel Michael’s protection. That as you ask he helps you to cut any cords holding you back on your path. I ask that Archangels Zadkiel, Amethyst and Lavendar surround you with the Flames of Transmutation and ask you ask them that any blockages and imbalance within you be Cleared. I ask that the 5D or higher energies of Ascension of Diamond and Golden light come to you with the help of Archangel Gabriel and Archangel Metatron to fill the spaces cleared with the highest light and surround you with the Diamond Light of purity. I ask that Archangel Sandalphon help you to connect fully with the Earth to ground the Light . I ask that Archangel Chamuel help you to open fully your Heart and Higher Heart to the Unconditional Love of the Universe as you are open and ask. I ask that Archangel Raphael help you to open your vision to see the Divine in all Life as you are open and ready to ask for help. I ask Archangels Jophiel and Christiel to open you mind to the Higher Mind of the Universal Oneness as you are ready and ask and to the Angelic Realms. I ask that Archangel Mariel brings her Magenta Light to open your Soul Star Chakra as you are ready to reunite with all parts of yourself and to remember who you truly are. Finally, I ask that Archangel Uriel open your Solar Plexus, you place of power as you are ready so that you take back authority over you choices in life to create the future you desire for the benefit of all life and to shine your light and love into the Earth like the Sun.

Blessings and Love for Abundance in all areas of your life, that you have good health, joy, peace and security in the days and years ahead.