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Finding Your Truth: Discernment and Spiritual Integrity

Just because we can do something doesn’t mean we should. Just because we have been told something is truth doesn’t mean it is. All life on Earth is relative to the beliefs and perspectives that you hold as truth. These are based on what you have been told is right or wrong, where you live, the events and experiences of your life.

To follow another is not why we exist. We exist to to Remember who we are a part of the All that is. We are not separate from each other except in our thoughts. We exist within the Oneness that is the Source and Womb of All Life. We receive our life essence from the Oneness. When we hurt another we are hurting a part of ourselves, the Oneness and All Life. Another is not just another person, but all Life Forms.

Just because we can lead a nation into war doesn’t mean it is right. Just because someone hurt us it doesn’t make it right to hurt them or another person because we hurt. Just because someone looks, speaks or believes differently from us doesn’t mean they are wrong and we are right. There is not manifest destiny or chosen race of people. We are all chosen for we are all part of the Oneness. It is us who must Remember this is truth and choose to return to Unity and Oneness in our thoughts words and deeds.

Truth is relative to where you are spiritually in your life. If you believe that another knows more than you , then you will follow their truth, instead of the Truth of Oneness within yourself. Their truth is just that their truth. It is right for them but that does not make it right for you.

One needs to learn discernment, to test what another says as to if it rings true to your heart. What I say may not be truth for you and so you must find your truth.

Camus reads: “Don’t walk in front of me — I may not follow; don’t walk behind — I may not lead; walk beside me and just be my friend.” 

Do not follow the lead of one just because others are, they may not be right. Don’t believe them just because they say they know without first testing it with your heart. A path which is not from honor and integrity doesn’t become acceptable just because it leads to what you believe is the desired outcome.

Sometimes we are tested to see if we understand discernment, honor, truth, wisdom and integrity. The shadows move before us to see if we will follow them. The energies can become intense as we are tested.

No one else can determine what is right for you. If you allow them to do so your are giving up your sovereign power spiritually to be controlled. Only you can choose to take back this power of discernment and your spiritual Sovereignty.

I like this quote of Ralph Waldo Emerson.  Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail,”

There are as many paths home to Unity and Oneness as their are humans. All paths eventually lead there, some just take longer because we get side tracked by lessons we choose to learn and experiences we choose to have.

None of these are wrong for us individually. However, when we hurt another we do create a cause and effect situation that we will eventually have to balance but that is your choice.

I say this today because in every country of the world there is some kind of energy trying to pull us from our heart centered guidance to follow the path of ego. This path is not one of love, compassion, truth, unity and integrity which brings people together but creates fear, war, hatred, anger and separation.

You have the right to follow the path you choose and to experience the results of that choice. Right now the path less traveled is open to us and more are choosing to walk it. The path of Remembrance and return to Oneness. In this we become a light upon the path for others.

Choose wisely, walk softly, speak truth, share love and be kind.

FEAR

Bravery is acting despite our fear.

Love is the absence of fear.

Today I awoke with these thoughts moving through my energy fields. I find that although I have known peace at various times in my life, today for the first time, I truly feel that peace within all my physical and non physical energy bodies. I realized that I have let go of fear and embraced the shadows with love, compassion, forgiveness and understanding.

Fear is layered within our DNA and emotional bodies. We also, connect with it as it exists within the creational matrix and mass consciousness grids. I realized that I had finally been able to let go of the fear within me. However, like an onion which has many layers, there might be something hiding in a hidden corner of which I am not aware. If that is so, I will face that shadow with the love and support of my Soul, and my I AM Presence. I will embrace the hidden shadows if they still exist as they appear.

For now I understand them as the small child within me that has felt less than another, abandoned, hurt, bullied, shunned, not enough to meet the standards of the one in authority at the time. The small one that has climbed inside the safe place, only to find someone shut the door. They shut the door to keep from facing and experiencing the pain that I held. They built a wall around me and left me hidden in this dark corner of their heart and mind. On occassion I would knock on the door asking them to open it and let me out. I asked to know why they had abandoned me here. Sometimes, I would get angry and stir their emotions to lash out at others, especially those who had hurt me and caused me pain. Other times I would just feel more pain and hurt. They call me the dark side or shadow self. I am not a shadow but they have put me in the shadows and kept me from the light. The light I need so much to feel safe. The light that will embrace me and allow me to know that I am enough. Those who said I am not were suffering from their own pain and belief and taking them out on me or trying to force them upon me. I need the light. I need the love and warmth. When you open the door to me, we can both be healed and return to wholeness. We become strong together and take back the authority of knowing what is right for us and that we are enough. We don’t need the approval of another or to follow their beliefs. We don’t need to force ours upon them.

We are One within ourselves with All that exists. We are loved unconditionally no matter what we may have done for we are explorers upon the expansion wave of the Creator Source, experiencing that which we came to see and understand. We cannot with our logical/rational mind understand why we are experiencing all things for those choices were made before we came to this incarnation. However, the answer lies within our hearts, but first we must open the door to the closet where we have placed the inner child within the shadows and bring in the light and love to them. Embrace them with love and acceptance. Dance the dance of oneness and open your hearts together to your Soul wisdom and then you will in the quiet begin to understand. Together you are brave for you know the love and light protect you and you are enough. What you do is at this point forward Divinely guided to be for the highest good.

You are at One within and without, above and below. Peace has come with knowing you are loved and the light shines upon the path ahead. There is no fear, for fear is the absence of love and you are love manifest. You spread light and love with each step you take.

Open to the shadow with you and embrace your wholeness. YOU ARE LOVED. There is nothing to fear.

Blessings

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

I love the synchronicity of spirit. Later after writing this I came across a quote from the movie ” Fantastic Beasts, the Secrets of Dumbledore”. It is Dumbledore addressing the only, non magical people in their group of warriors to save magic. His name is Jacob and he feels he has little to contribute. Dumbledore tells him to “Stop doubting yourself. You are a what most people seek all of their lives to be a person with a heart full of love. Only a truly brave man could open themselves and their heart up so honestly and completely.”

Be Brave – open your heart fully to love and know the Unity of Life and its abundance of Blessings and wisdom. Then the light and shadows will become as the ying and yang, blending in a dance of bliss and peace.

The I AM Presence and the Shadow

Understanding who we truly are and from where the shadow emerges.

I AM THAT I AM

This name of the Creator was unspoken for generations. Why, I am not sure. What I do know is that in not speaking and understanding this Name we became limited and controlled.

I AM a part of the Creator. The Crator began creation by stating I AM, and thus brining the infinite energy of potential into a conscious patter of creation. I AM are the defining words of the Creator. From I AM came forth all that we see and know to exist. I AM , me the person in this form, because I AM created me. Thus I AM that I AM. I AM an extension of the Creator Source, like a cell within our body.

The Creator I AM decided to expand and create myriad forms through which to experience differing typse of existence. Many souls were brought into Being of which I AM one and so are you. I can exist as an individual when desired or return to the Oneness from which I came, a part of the Universal Mind and Infinite possibilities. I can express,experience and create in a single world or multiple worlds at the same time.

It is difficult in the dense energies of Earth with its many veils of illusion and forgetfulness to fully understand the concept of Oneness beyond an informational level. We are so trapped within the energies of the form, and the beliefs of the systems in which we live, that although one might say I Am a child of the creator. It is said in a way in which they have come forth as a baby does from the mother into an individual form, a separate being.

The word shadow can be defined as a lesser or vestigial form, a shaded or reflected image cast when a body comes between the light and another object, an imitation of the original or a source of gloom and unhappiness. To fully understand who we are a part of the Creator experiencing a physical existence, it must come from an emotional, heartfelt energy that allows us to let go of the physical boundaries of form and thought form. Only then can we truly feel, manifest and BE the Wisdom and Truth that we are ONE with ALL LIFE and the Creator. I AM like a cell, or drop of water within the sea of Universal Mind and Oneness, expressing in this for as I AM.

What can we do to remove the blockages that keep us from remembering and Being, I AM. There are many aspects of the process of remembering and being free which is termed Enlightenment or Ascension. For many one of the biggest blockages comes in the form of what many term the Shadow Self.

What is the Shadow and what do we do?

Some religions teach their followers to fear the Creator. There teachings say that the Creator punishes those who are bad. They say that we are all sinners and so we must appease the Creator in order for the Creator to love us and forgive us. This is similar to how many parents train their children to behave and believe in a certain manner. It is called the rewards and punishment system. In this system we learn to get what we want by saying and doing what the person in authority wants so that we will not be punished. This coupled with the belief in a punishing Creator, causes many to try to hide that which they think they have done wrong, or is different than their religious belief system in fear of going to Hell a place of eternal punishment.

So we try to hide these actions and feelings, hoping that the Creator wasn’t paying attention because after all there are so many people, perhaps what I did wasn’t noticed. I feel bad, so I will put my feelings and thoughts about the situation, words or actions in a box. We create a shadow. Many speak of the shadow and shadow work as something horrible to face, because the shadow is evil. The shadow is not evil, it is but those parts of ourselves that we have put away from the light. We stand between them and the light in order for them not to be seen by the Light/Creator, and hopefully we can forget them and not be judged or punished.

However, when we move along our Ascension path to Enlightenment, we come to realize that I AM a part of the Creator and thus the Creator already knows what I did and has forgiven me. Why would the Creator forgive me. Do I not have to be punished? The Creator gave us the right to choose what we do. However, with each choice it must be in a balanced manner that does not harm another, and if we make an unbalanced choice at some point in our existence it needs to be faced and balanced before returning to Conscious Oneness along the Ascension path. The Creator has forgiven us and is trying to help us to balance out the energy we created, by sending energy of love and forgiveness, and Beings of Light who await our call to help us to feel secure enough to face the shadow.

Perhaps if you think of the shadow like we do the Inner Child. Someone who has fear, pain and hurt created by their experiences which have been locked away behind a wall. This wall prevents us from fully, living, loving, forgiving ourselves and others. This hinders our experiencing and expressing who we truly are as a part of the Creator, who came to Earth to experience the joy of Life and Creation. Just like the Inner Child who needs understanding and love to quit punishing, and condemning ourselves for not living up to the expectations of others, so the shadow needs us to take down the walls and to look at the hurt within us. It may be from this lifetime or others, but the walls allowed us to function in society without crawling into a ball of self hatred and fear.

You may think,but I don’t have a shadow self and perhaps that is true. Perhaps you have inner child issues, or a blocked heart that keeps you from loving self or others. Sometimes, we are just not ready to look at the shadow. It may seem scary to open it up for it may be like Pandora’s box. Pandora’s box was full of all the sorry, hurt and pain in the world. Pandora was to keep it guarded and closed so that people could function and enjoy life. When it was accidently opened, they came to find out at the bottom of the box there was HOPE. Hope is what keeps us moving forward despite the pain, fear and despair in the world.

The Shadow is like Pandora and holds those emotions which we don’t want to face. However, remember there is hope. The Creator knows all about them, and who do we truly care about knowing and loving us more than our Creator. So if our Creator knows, allowed and forgave us, and even is sending us energy and Beings to help. Why not be hopeful and open the box.

You don’t have to swing wide the lid all at once. Sit down quietly and ask the Creator and Archangel Michael, the Protector Archangel and your own guardian Angel to protect you from any negative energies. Call forth the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame of Transmutation to clear the energies in and around you. Call upon the Golden White Light of Love to fill you and surround you.

The shadow is a part of you that wants to be loved, forgiven, embraced, healed and transformed back to light. Like you to the Creator it no longer wants to be separate from you. Ask the Creator to send help that you may open the box bringing Light and Love to the Shadow and look at one piece at a time. Just do one during this quiet time. Remember, it is not hidden from anyone, only put aside by you until you were ready to look at it and balance the energy so it can once again become part of you.

Look at what it is, a thought against another, an action you took that hurt another, a word you spoke in anger that hurt another. Perhaps it was something someone said about you, that you were ugly, fat, stupid and it hurt so much you couldn’t face it. Perhaps, you were a bit over weight and lost pounds, but never forgot , or you gained more from despair and self doubt. Look at whatever this one aspect is. Where did it originate? Was your reaction a part of your belief system and how you were taught by others to react? As a par tof the Creator, remember you are loved, worthy and each step of your path was a part of learning and becoming a more loving, forgiving and compassionate Being? For example does your weight define whether or not you are a loving and giving part of God? What reactions came as a result of the original event? Can you see it from a higher perspective and let go of the misqualified energies it created? Can you embrace that part of yourself, forgive yourself and all others involved? Can you move forward knowing this was but a step along a journey of Becoming, and once you understand the event and how to better move through such an event with loving understanding , you will never face it again, for you are I AM, a part of the Creator.

Once you have looked at this, once again bring in the Gold, SIlve and Violet Flame of Transmuation to clear the energies and return them to source. Surround yourself with Golden White Light again and ask that any cords, agreement or contracts involved with the situation be cut or terminated without karmic repercussions.

Give yourself a few days of self care before attempting another clearing, but as you look at these you will find yourself speaking to a friend who has carried a heavy burden for you, and now you are helping them and yourself to be free. There is nothing to fear or be ashamed for the Light of I AM is all that Is.

One day you will find that you and the Shadow are One and there is only the Light of I AM.

Blessings

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.

FEAR, DISHARMONY, CONSPIRACY

Where we place our focus is what we manifest in our lives.

Today I was reminded of the energies of transformation flooding into the Earth at this time. For our planet is ascending and we have the opportunity to do so with her. We came to this earth to be participants in exactly this event. We requested to be able to help, experience and overcome all that was present on the Earth so that All Life can be Free.

We were to be caretakers of the Earth, but got caught up in self interest and self will focus , which lead to fear that we might be harmed or loose what we had in the way of material security and possessions. This fear caused us to see others as protagonists who were trying to hurt us, and so we began to see shadow and conspiracy all around us. We began mistrusting others and fearing them, wanting to harm them before they could harm us. The fight or flight syndrome.

It must be someone else’s fault that we are in the situation in which we exist. It cannot be that we made choices that led us here. It cannot be that our focus on lack prevents us from having abundance. It cannot be that our mistrust and fear of others prevent us from loving them unconditionally and to receive the same in return. It cannot be that by not helping others we block the flow of abundance that comes from giving and receiving. It cannot be that by focusing upon fear and mistrust, that we block the ability to feel joy, peace and happiness.

We fear changing our perception and focus because we fear the unknown. What if we open our hearts and minds and embrace others, helping them to have a better life, and we don’t have enough for ourselves.

In our fear we lack love and compassion which are the essence of Creation and the Creator. Our calling is to open our hearts and to be love, to allow love to fill our hearts and beings and to send it forth into the world. Another law of Creation is that of giving and receiving. We cannot have one, without the other. If we block one, we block the other from appearing in our lives. It may not be the exact same exchange. For instance, we may find a stray cat or dog in need of love and care, that had been abandoned. They are in need of a home, food and love. We can ignore them, take them to a shelter, or take them into our home. If we ignore them, perhaps one day in our life when we are alone and scared we may be ignored by others. We can take them to a shelter where they can get help and make them the responsibility of another, hopefully it is a no kill shelter, where they have the possibility of finding a home. Showing a sense of caring and responsibility, perhaps when we get old and need help we may find a place that will care for us. The third option is opening you life to this small one in need and showing it love and caring. It will show us more love and compassion, companionship, peace and harmony than we could ever imagine.

Fear creates disharmony which is dominant in our world. Fear is the absence of love. If we feel and share love, we will find harmony and peace in our lives, and draw ones who feel the same to us. We will not have the need to blame others for our life situation, or to seek a conspiracy theory which may or may not be true to explain events, for we will trust in the Divine.

This does not mean that we do not see the shadow energy in the world. It means that we do not place our focus upon the possibilities it present. We have looked the shadow in its face, and realized that the power it held existed in a place of fear, misunderstanding, disharmony and lack of love and faith in the Unity of Creation. We realize that is was the beliefs, concepts and perception we had been taught all of our lives, that had caused us to fear and allow the shadow to guide our life and choices. We see the shadow as an energy which tests us as to what we belief and where we place our focus. Is it fear or love. When we choose love, and seek to live from a heart centered focus, we find we are guided to new choices in life.

This does not mean that some conspiracy theories did not originate from a truth whether partial or relative, but that fear of individuals who share it expand it to where it is often hard to determine the truth from the shadow. It is like a story that one person tells to another in a circle, and they pass it from one to the other. When it reaches the last person, the story may be totally different from the original. Why because we all hear and interpret information based on our life beliefs and perspectives. It is when we begin to let go of these and say

“I CREATE MY REALITY. It doesn’t matter what another says, it can only manifest in my life if I believe it and allow it to be so. “

When we change the way we look at things. The things we look at change.

We are here to create a type of Heaven, Nirvana on Earth. We can do this but we have to choose to do so, by each thought, each word, each action. By first moving into the heart and asking for guidance from our own Soul, Higher Self, Higher Mind that we might see things from a higher perspective for the greatest good of ALL.

All life is One – we come from the same Creator Source. We exist within the energy of the Creator who is our source of animation. We are the vessel through which the Creator explores it’s creation. We are infinite beings in a finite form.

So, I ask that ones let go of the energy of conspiracy. If you read the theory, just be aware of a possibility, and send love, the Violet Flame of transmutation, healing and peace to the situation and people involved. Ask that they feel love and be freed of the energy of the situation for the highest good of all. See the best possible outcome and let it go. Do not let the energy enter and disrupt your life further than realizing it came to your attention not to forcibly control and change it – for violence only brings more violence – but to bring the highest light, love and energy to it, and ask the Heavenly Hosts to step forth to bring the highest outcome. This allows them to intervene in accordance with Divine Will.

If something is directly affecting your life, look at your thoughts, beliefs, feelings and emotions regarding this situation. What is it within you that connects to this situation and or energy. What lesson is it showing you , that you have the power to overcome, and to transform these lower energies into a higher perspective and state of being.

If we focus upon a conspiracy or situation that appears negative, then we feed the energy of it. When we try to control it forcibly from our own energy perspective, we feed it and it grows. It is only when we let go and ask for the higher light beings and love to free us from any connection and to do the same for all involved that it can be healed and transformed.

This brings harmony into your life and the world. All freedom begins when we live in love, peace, balance and harmony. Disharmony brings destruction and we have had enough of that. We can see if never helps anything. When others bring disruptive energies into our lives, we can either respond with the same, or step back and send them love. If we respond with the same energies it only breeds more disruption and disharmony. If we respond with peace and harmony, they may at first respond with increased disruptive energies, but eventually they will give up when there is nothing to feed the negative. You always have the right to simply walk away and send them love, light or blessings.

Don’t feel guilty about past mistakes. See them, ask to be shown the greater understanding of why you did what you did and how you could have chosen or acted differently. Realize, we are all doing the best we can at the moment. If we could have done better we would have. Some of the disruptive beings and energies are there to teach us to help us to realize the greater choices and to do better in our lives. When we no longer respond, they will no longer be drawn to us.

The choice is always ours. May we each choose the higher perspective.

I am Marguerite