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Navigating Inner Turmoil: A Journey of Self-Reflection

This has been a day of self reflection and understanding. I journaled my first thoughts about this sharing 11 hours ago. I realized that there was something I was missing in my early reflections. So,I busied myself to avoid going within to learn the answers.

I will begin with the situations and my early thoughts while journaling upon awakening. The last two days, I found myself getting irriatated at things that didn’t go my way. Usually I can go with the flow and that has seemed to be the mantra of my guides lately. Go with the flow, go with the flow. So, perhaps they were aware of the energies coming and trying to warn me. (This just came to me as I am writing.)

I found myself falling into old patterns which I thought I had overcome in regards to my neighbor who wanted to gossip and getting short with her. I could have handled it better in setting boundaries with her, than to let it irritate me but, I didn’t. I found my muggle work being very frustrating and causing irritability. I got upset over little things, but mainly my inability to be in control and balanced.

I thought this morning, how can I expect anyone to believe anything I share when I can’t consistently manifest and live my own truth. I felt like I should just stop sharing until I can fully manifest on a consistent basis what I share. I felt a failure.

At that point I heard that my sharing is telling my story of my journey and what I am learning and how I am learning. I do this not because my path and truth are the only path and truth, but to help others to understand spiritual growth is a path. Like learning to walk, one step at a time, we fall down and get up and take another step. The child doesn’t quit trying because they fall down. They don’t worry when someone laughs when they fall.

I sensed that in part there was something going on in the collective and I was feeling it and not protecting myself enough. A few months ago the Council of Light from Saturn gave permission for Archangel Michael that, when we ask, in addition to the blue light of protection he provides to us he could place a blue pyramid over the minds of individuals. This pyramid blocks the input of the systems of control from the collective consciousness. I heard to be very conscious of doing this and to ask for help in more fully disconnecting from the collective consciousness. The Council of Light determines what is in alignment to the overall plan for the Universe and Free will choices.

I was reminded also of the stray cat that came about the same time as I began my stressful and irritating period. It is injured and I want to help it but it runs away to protect itself. Much like me getting irritated by others to protect myself. I am trying to help the kitty and feeling bad because it isn’t working. When I attempt to get close I scare it so I can’t help it. I was wondering what was going on with the timing. (P.S. the kitty’s leg seemed bent like it was dislocated which was so worrying, but today it was straight again, but still avoiding me)

So, I didn’t type this blog, in the morning and as I said I busied myself cleaning, self care and reading to avoid the quiet and what my inner self wanted to tell me. I noticed a reminder on my computer that Neptune had gone retrograde into Aries beginning yesterday, March 29,2025, for the next 14 year. Then I decided to go outside and sit with the other kitties.

While sitting quietly I heard that it is not my higher self telling me I had been bad, but my ego.

The ego’s purpose being to keep us happy and safe. If we are feeling bad or scared the ego does what it thinks best on the physical level to keep us in status quo. Since our parents protected us by disciplining us when we did something bad, the inner parent is triggered by the ego to do the same. If it can convince me to stop sharing, then I don’t need to feel bad about myself.

I was reminded, as I said that my path and truth are not the only path and truth. Some of what I share you may agree with and some you may not. We are all on our own unique path and learning process. We have each experienced many things in many lives and we have specific aspects of all the possibilities that we are attempting to learn and experience in this life, along with karma to clear.

Many teachers in the past taught in sacred texts through parables or stories because we can more easily learn and understand something if we can see the real life application rather than a scientific treatise. So if something helps you or clicks with your great, if not, let it go and maybe tomorrow, or another person will have what you are seeking.

The final piece of this story is when I came back in I decided to look at the Neptune is Aries situation to see if it meant something since it happened about the same time as this all began for me. Neptune is the planet in our solar system that is part of a group that is bringing Wisdom and Energy for Ascension from Source to Earth and Humanity. It went retrograde which is interesting because we just came out of the inbreath of Source. Which occurred from 2012 to 2023. The in breath a time of evaluation and return to Source of that which is completed or unable to move forward into the next outbreath of creation.

We are in year 2 of a 9 year period of the rest between breaths of Source. At the end of the 9th year of rest in 2032 we begin a new creative period of the outbreath of Source. Some refer to this as the New Golden Age.

Neptune had been in Pisces representing a period of spiritual growth, embracing compassion and emotional healing. Neptune is about dreams, higher consciousness, intuition and transformation. These aspects of ourselves are moving from the womb of nurturing and healing which is the feminine aspect represent by Pisces. It has went retrograde or backwards into the masculine aspect of Aries.

Now we are in the 14 years of Aries, which is considered a warrior energy. This is a period where we learn to stand up for our truth in light and compassion. To let go of that which doesn’t serve our higher purpose in order to manifest it in our lives. Neptune in Aries is about breaking from tradition to find and live our individual truth and path with courage. It is about bravery, leadership, initiative to step out of our comfort zone and trust in our inner abilities to manifest that which we came to do.

I realize that other people, situations or events that have irritated me in the last few days have been obligations that although one may be of a good purpose are not fulfilling my higher purpose and direction. The irritation is with myself allowing them to take my time and energy that I could use for other purposes. I need to reevaluate my boundaries without getting irritated, but doing so with understanding. I need to set my goals and work towards them while having loving compassion for myself needing time to rest and decompress.

So Neptune in Aries isn’t an excuse to be irritated with others. What I do now understand is that sometimes things that happen have more parts to them than I am aware. I thank my ego for trying to protect me, but I need to take back control from my ego, and to disconnect from the collective consciousness so that what is happening with others doesn’t affect my balance and harmony. I have plenty of my own garbage to deal with and don’t need to take on that of others unless it is my choice to work with clearing it. I need to learn to set boundaries and to decide what I want to do and take steps to move forward. Not with the energy of a bull in a china shop but with the cunning of a lion who knows what it wants and how to do it for the good of its family/pride.

So, this is my journey of discovery today. Always good to see where I need to clear and focus. I must admit in the midst of the revelation it isn’t always so pleasant but it is about how we learn to move forward and try to stay more balanced in the future when events and irritants occur.

Blessings of Light on your path.

The Joy of Inspiration: Overcoming Fear and Doubt

People are inspired in so many different ways. It may be something you see, and amazingly while you are inspired the person standing next to you might not even notice what inspires you. It may be something you hear, read, or a simple feeling you have. These are all seemingly outer sources of inspiration, but we also have the inner voice or whisper that causes us to see that amazing sunset and think of painting a picture while the person beside is is texting on their phone.

Inspiration is an outward manifestation of an inner process. It is also part of a larger plan that began before you were born.

While you were in spirit awaitng to be born you began the plan for your life creating agreements and contracts with others to help you to fulfill your goals, and often to help them with their goals at the same time. You decided what karmic debts you would like to balance, what you would like to learn and experience in this life and how you could be of service to help and inspire others in their spiritual process.

You planned where you would be born and you parents for th best possibility of success in you goals. You guardian angel agreed to guide and inspire you with signs and synchronicities as well as protecting you all within the free will guidelines. You made agreements with certain Beings to guide and teach you as you began you life, of course as you grow and change you may get different guides and teachers better suited to your new state of growth in your process. They inspire you with whispers, and signs to see what you need to help you.

Inspiration is a joyful experience. When we are inspired, we are happy and full of excitement and expectations. Our fears and doubts are left behind, being replaced by the feeling we can do this and it will make us happy and inspire others. The joy of inspiration makes us Lighter and allows for more wisdom and inspiration to come to us and through us to others. It is infectious or for some around us it can be frightening.

These are the testers, the border bullies in our life who are afraid of change and try to convince us of the folly of our dream and inspiration. They aren’t bad people. They simply live in fear that leads to complacency in life, sticking to the familiar. Joy and inspiration go hand in hand to free us from the doubt and fear that we are not enough and can’t do this. It takes us beyond limits, doubts and fears through the joy and happiness it brings.

To stay inspired ask whomever you feel in spirit can protect you and help you to stay inspired to do so. It may be your guardian angel, Archangel Michael, the Creator or whatever Being you feel connected to in Spirit. If you have a trusted friend or loved one who is supportive ask them to help you to continue to feel inspired and to move past any doubts that try to stop you.

Stay aligned to your inner guidance of inspiration through your heart. Keep moving forward despite the doubts or seeming setbacks. Courage and strength come from moving forward despite the inner doubts and fear.

Remember you are never alone, inspiration comes because you are ready and able to do this. Ask for what you need to help you and it will be given. Have faith in yourself and your dream and align to the inner guidance which is the source of that dream.

May you be divinely inspired each day of your life to lift you into joy of life and Being. You can do this, you are loved and you are never alone.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Understanding the Light Within: Lessons from Harry Potter

I found it amazing and amusing when the Harry Potter series came out that it was so controversial with religious groups as being evil and corrupting people. In reality it was about the battle of dark and light within and without and the Light of course winning the battle. A symbolic reenactment of what happens daily in our lives except the Light doesn’t always win on the daily basis. However it will win in the end because the battle is within ourselves and we are all part of the Light.

I like the lighter early episodes better than the darker ones at the end. Why? Because like everyone we tend to like to stay in our comfort zone as long as possible and not deal with or face the darkness, fear, pain and suffering around us unless we are forced to do so. However, the series as it progressed t clearly represented the process of where humanity was headed and is manifesting at this time.

We don’t want to face the fear within us and the chaos and corruption in the outer world that keeps us from being free unless we are forced to do so and usually this involves our monetary situation or safety. We ten to avoid battling the border buddies in our lives who don’t want us to change because it means they might have to change. We shy away from fighting the giants of control who through power and money keep people trapped in their version of the game of life instead of being free.

I know many churches took offense to him being called the ‘chosen one’ just like Neo in the Matrix films was called ‘the one'(Neo/One). Harry represents the yin and yang in human form as we all do. Yin and yang can be thought of as complementary and at the same time opposing forces that interact to form a dynamic system in which the whole is greater than the assembled parts and the parts are important for cohesion of the whole.

All that exists is born of the light, so the darkness is born within the light by our choices. It is by our choices that the light can contain the darkness and transfrom it. So that always within the darkness is the opportunity to choose the light.

Harry was born of love. His parents chose friends poorly and they lost their lives as a result, the opposing forces interacting. In the action, the LOVE, ‘old magic’ Dumbledore calls it protected him and yet in the process he was touched by the dark magic of Voldemort which left its mark upon him and a piece of darkness within his sweet soul. The mark of the beast of darkness he became a horcrux. In old english it means an evil container. He did not accept the mark it was thrust upon him.

We are all born of the light and upon coming into this life on earth we chose to take on the veils of forgetfulness that cause us to forget our origins, much like Harry was kept from knowing the truth of his origins. This boy born of love was made to feel unloved, unwelcome and a burden to his family who used him as a servant. Yet, he kept the Light burning within him and did not go to the dark side of hatred like many would have in the same situation. Like the yin and yang, he contained the darkness within his light and did not allow it to take over or even know it existed.

We each must battle the darkness within us that we have allowed either in this life, another life or through our ancestors. We must focus upon the light to contain, balance and transform the darkness into light within us and then within the outer world. We must become that beacon of light in the darkness of the chaos of the world that lights the path for others to find their way out.

In the end of the movie he was shown that in order to defeat the outer darkness he must allow the darkness within him to die. In this act of giving up his ego that he as the chosen one could do this by his life, he allowed the light to resurrect him. It was his choice to die and to return. The One always knowns that the ego must die for the I AM to manifest for that is the greater good that benefits all life. In his resurrection the Light within him was able to battle the darkness in the world, Voldemort and win in Unity with the other Light Workers. They key was in the Unity. Unlike Voldemort he never believed he was destined to be a ruler, more a sacrificial lamb. He was loved by those around him and not feared like Voldemort.

In this world the darkness controls by Fear, and the Light frees us through Love and Compassion. His return to complete the task reminds me of the Ascended Masters who who after reaching freedom have returned to help us to be free. Some choose to manifest a form for periods of time and others to guide us through spirit. The greatest controlling fear of humanity is death and the pain ones associate with it. When we realize that death is not the end but merely a transition from one state of Being to antoher we can choice to move toward freedom.

To bring the Light and Dark into balance allows us to be Free. Once the fear of death and control is broken, the light within us can shine forth to enlighten the path in the darkness for others. The yin and yang. Like the resurrected Harry we no longer have to die to Ascend. With the Ascension of Earth we have 3D and 5D eneriges present upon the Earth. As we focus upon manifesting the Light of the 5D we are manifesting our I AM consciousness and building our crytalline body of light. We can walk upon the earth as Ascended Beings and light that path for others who walk within the 3D darkness.

This is LIBERTY ENLIGHTENING THE WORLD. This is the name of the Statue of Liberty. Her crown of seven stars representing reason and enlightenment. The book is the Law. Under her foot is the broken chain of slavery for the birth of freedom. The torch brings the light of freedom and liberty into the world.

“Give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, the wretched refuse of your teeming shore.”

In the movies there is a point after a battle between Harry, Voldemort and Dumbledore in which he is walking with his companions as they leave school. He says, “I have been thinking about something Dumbledore said. That even though we have a fight ahead of us we have something that Voldemort doesn’t. Something worth fighting for.”

Freedom from tyranny, fear, control and oppression were the points upon which the United States was founded and built. That is why France gave us the Statue of Liberty. They too were inspired by us to fight for their freedom. Democracy is worth fighting. We don’t ahve to use weapons to fight it is the power of Truth and Light which will end the tyranny and control in the world.

We must battle the darkness within to manifest the Light. The Light within us shining brightly will inspire and enlighten the path for others to stop allowing out of fear of loss of money or death to realize the Light will protect them and set them Free. I have always seen a wand as a focus of our energy. Energy simply is and can be used for good to help or dark to control.

In the end there were the Deathly Hallows. A hallow is a form of hallowed or holy. The Deathly Hallow symbolizes the power of choice in life and death. It is about who we are and not what we own. In the end it is the hallowed death of Harry that allows the Light to win through his choice to sacrifice himself for the greater good of All Life. This is the chosen one – he chose to do the greater good. The deathly hallow is composed of the cloak of invisibility, the elder wand and the resurrection stone. At some point in his life each of these tools of spirit were in the possession of Harry. He used them for the greater good and Light but did not hold onto them for power. The Cloak helped hide and protect him when needed. The resurrection stone helped him to face death and resurrection. The elder wand was his but in knowing that the one who held it would be the most powerful wizard in the world, he broke it and threw it away . In the book he replaced it in the tomb of Dumbledore. Why? Because no one person should have that much power.

To end this sharing I will was reminded of a message given to me this morning.

When your heart sings the magic comes. Magic is the power of Light and Love that manifests in joy.

When next you think of the Series of Harry Potter, remember we are each in a battle within and without. It is where we place our focus that determines the outcome both within and without. We don’t need might to win, we simply need to stand in the Truth, Light and Wisdom of our Higher Self in Unity with others. We do have something worth fighting for in this world. I hope that we don’t let “Liberty Enlightening the World” slip away.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

The Power of I AM: Manifesting Your Reality

I AM these are two of the most powerful words in all Creation. These are the words that the original Source spoke to become manifest out of the vastness of Unrealized potential. It is the energy of the Divine Masculine acting upon the womb of the Divine Feminine and together manifesting into Consciousness.

They are the words of Creation and manifestation.

When an individual says I AM they are claiming the sovereignty of existence as a conscious Being within the Quantum Field of Creation and existence. When we place words behind these we are claiming the energy of what these words represent asa part of our being and energy. When one says I am sick, I am tired, I am poor, I am unlovable they are claiming this thought as part of their life as a creator being. They are word of ownership and manifestation upon the physical ego driven realm.

All words are powerful. Words follow thought in creation. When we think of something and then speak it we claim it as our own. The Universe responds to us as Creator Beings and sends to us that which we need to manifest this in our lives. The Universe doesn’t seen good or bady, higher or low, it simply sees energy and the spoken word is energy of manifestation. When you add I AM to it you are owning it and claiming it.

You may be wondering about the image. I heard to ask AI to create an image of the I AM Presence. Now there are many images on the internet of the traditional but sometimes we can get lost in the details and explanations of them. To me this represents the living energy of the I AM. So what is the I AM as connected to us.

This image also reminds me of the images in Egyptian pictures of the Sun with the rays ending in arms. Their representation of the Creator.

There are many similar and slightly differing thoughts about this. That is why I like this image. The Creator Source deciding to expand and experience creation sent forth seeds called Monads there are Infinite numbers of Monads. These Monads are a direct part of the Source of Creation, some might call them our god for lack of a better understanding. For they as created by Source created us. They are the I Am Presence of our Being, the I AM that I AM. Which means you exist because the Monda or I AM exists and created you. The I Am or Monad exist within the LIght Body some call it the Causal Body. This is represented in the image as the Ball of Light at the top from which all the rays are pouring forth into the void of infinite potential.

Each Monad at least as far as I know in our Universe decided they wanted to experience denser forms of manifestation and they send forth 12 rays or fire sparks which we term Higher Self. See the Rays of light going out of the circle. The Higher Self is also called the Soul, Super Conscious and Higher Mind. the Higher Self send forth 12 sparks each called ego personalities which are us. This makes each monad consist of 144 which is why we hear about the 144 in religious material. Djwal Kul and Ascended Master says there are 60 million monads who have walked through the timeline of Earth and are here to finish their karmic debts and be of service in the time of Asension on Earth. I calculated and and that makes 8.6 billion possible ego/personalities incarnate. We are said to have over 8 billion people on earth now. Makes sense.

Just think of it each one a creator being trying to bend the will and of life on earth to their desires. So our soul has 12 other souls this is where the idea of soulmate comes forth because we are part of the same family. They have out there and there could be up to 144 parts of our monad incarnate at any time in this timeline, another timeline or planet or dimension. The soul or oversoul looks out for all of these parts of itself. It can see each incarnate personality and guide it along its path. It doesn’t matter if you name these parts of the monads by differing names it is realizing that we are all united and extensions of the monad of our being and that our monad is the Divine son/daughter of the source of all existence. We live and have our being within the Source and our Monadic Being to which we will return in conscious connection called Ascension. It is about the Conscious reconnection which in this time also allows us to transform our body into a crystalline structured body of light.

We are connected to our Monday through the channel of light which is descending from the circle it passed through us and into the center of Earth. It keeps our three fold flame of life energized while we are in the form. This is symbolized by the fleur de lis image. When this is withdrawn the physical form dies, but our soul continues existing.

I know this is a brief explanation of a complex subject, but it is important to understand how power are the words I AM. I AM a creator Being and that which I experience as life, I created through my thoughts, words and deeds. I AM because my Monadic and Higher Self wanted to experience existence on this level. If I don’t like this life I can change it by my choices, thoughts and actions. If I seek to be free, I need place my attention on the I AM.

When I sign off with I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim that is the current name my soul is expressing through this form, not my birth or married name. I use this because in these messages I am expressing that energy and I AM also claiming it in my life.

Blessings of the I AM that I AM of your Being.

Understanding the Divine Design and Plan: A Cosmic Perspective

Due to our veil of amnesia we have forgotten that there is a Divine Plan or Divine Design for the Universe of which we are a part. This Flower of Life represents the expanding outward of the Divine Design, the outbreath of creation. When the time comes, in which we now exist, that the out breath ends and the inbreath begins, all that is unable to be part of the next outbreath returns to be recycled and also that which has completed it journey or is able can Ascend to higher vibrational dimensions of existence or return to Oneness before the next outbreath begins.

The Divine Design is the thought of Creation from Source of how to experience all possibilities. The Divine Plan is the implementation of that thought into manifest form. The Creator Sons and Daughters of each Universe oversee the unfolding of the Divine Plan for that Universe in alignment with the Divine Will of Creator Source, or Universal Mind of Oneness, it matters not what you call the Oneness of Creation of which we are part. It is us and we are part of the Oneness and each other.

This Plan is the unfolding and revealing of Beingness and Consciousness of Universal Mind and Oneness expanding into Infinite Beingness.

There have been times when I have seen the revealing of the threads that are woven through what we call history waiting for us to pull upon them to reveal a Truth hidden within the fabric of ‘history’. Yet, history is tied to linear time and outside of our 3D experience linear time does not exist.

What we perceive as history is not necessarily the true reality of experience but the written beliefs of those in charge of a country or belief system. The perceptions and beliefs about how World War II unfolded may be remembered or written differently by the Japanese and German people, than that of the Allied Forces.

Today with the internet you have access to more information than ever before from around the world. Yet, whatever you read is simply the truth of someone who wrote it and we must learn to discern through our inner alignment to our Higher Self what feels right for us instead of simply believing what we see, hear or read as truth. This is why conspiracy theories pop up, because so many take whatever the see, hear or read to be truth and do not discern.

Each Universe is born with a Plan for what would be experienced within that Universe. For our Universe it is Free Will Choice to align to the Oneness of Universal Mind or the ‘Divine Will’ of Creator Source which is the original Plan for this Universe to work in harmony and balance and expand in Infinite possibilities. For us to learn to use our co creative abilities to experience unknown and unimaginable possibilities.

Free Will Choice was an experiment to see what would happen when ones chose to exert their personal desires to create their experiences in an individualized manner that we can call chaos. The original plan is perfect balance and harmony for the benefit of all life not just an individual. People in other parts of the Universe experienced this and realized there must be a better way. They went through the Ascension process individually and as collective humanity on their planets and systems. They returned to alignment with their Higher Self and the Oneness of Creaior Source and the original plan. They cleared the chaos and it became contained in certain areas like Earth.

A new level of the plan developed where we came in under a veil of amnesia, to forgot our origins and unity. This limited in our abilities until we made the choice to remember and realign to the Universal Mnd of Oneness. The Star Seeds volunteered to come to experience this existence, confident they could overcome the denseness and they wanted to help those souls who were here. No matter the reason you came you are here, to clear and balance your karmic energies, to remove the veils of amnesia and illusion to reclaim your Sovereignty as a Bieng of Light and to be of Service to the Plan to restore order from chaos.

The angels, beings of light, extra and ultraterrestrial Beings are our brothers and sisters who simply want to help us to be free. They do not want to be worshipped. They know how the denseness hinders us and can see from a higher perspective what can help us to be free. If someone does want you to follow them, or worship them BEWARE and put up your ‘spidey’ senses.

I have found that brothers and sisters are wondefully patient. They will give us signs, synchronicities, drop books on our heads, give us dreams, visions or whisper in our ears. They will do whatever they are allowed within free will parameters to help us. That is the plan they cannot do more unless we ask.

Often I find information is given in bits and pieces. A dream I remember upon awakening, something I hear or read that strikes a chord and I have this strong urge to learn more about it. I have learned to journal, I have notebooks full of writings. Perhaps you don’t write and use computers or your cell phone to record things. For me I have found that I remember things more when I write them down. There is something in the connection between hand and mind in writing, especially if I center in my heart, that opens the door to new information. The writing then helps to imprint it in my memory. The heart alignment and protecting myself allows me to open to my guides and Higher Self sharing information that I record in my journaling and here on this webpage. This is sometimes called automatic writing. This is when our ego/brain gets out of the way and we connect to pure spirit to receive.

A deeper understanding of the information we have been drawn to can come. In the past I did not always record what I experienced or learned, or in moving or not continuing with a webpage, it has become lost. It is a distant memory and that is sad. It may seem at any moment that AHA will be remembered or it is fleeting thought not worthy of note at the time. of being recorded Yet, that is wisdom of the Infinite being revealed.

Sometimes, I find that one piece of information will unlock a flood gate of new understanding and past rememberance. It can come so quickly it is like being in the center of a tornado, trying to focus and bring it all into alignment. If the information is not recorded, as the string to the time line appears, it will move around and around and who knows when it will return to be recorded. I have been speaking of writing and journaling because no matter what your pathway of spiritual evolution or service may be, there are constantly bits and pieces of wisdom and direction being shown to you. If you do not record it that wisdom can be lost for a long time.

The Councils of Light who watch over the Plan and the Ones who are in Service to guide us are constantly monitoring and updating the plan based on individual choices and development. They try to guide us to what we agreed to do, but if we do not hear and make different choices, they work to see how that affects our individual as well as the greater plan of the Divine Design. They are the ones who keep the Universe in Balance and Harmony with the Divine Design.

Sometimes, based on our choices and our spiritual growth our guides and teachers will change. You may experience this as a time of disconnect where you feel alone and a bit lost. Please focus upon your heart alignment to your Higher Self at this point. You may not hear or feel anything but know as long as you keep focusing in your heart, you will be fine and your new guides for the next period of your journey will come.

I had in 1999 connected with the Thoth, who was guiding my path and in 2005 and event happened and he left. However, recently he has returned to be part of the team that work with me. We all have wonderful teams working with us and our Higher Self, from Guardian Angel, to Ascended Beings, Angelic Beings, Elemental Beings, Animal Guides, Star Beings from other planets and the list goes on and on. Who they are depends upon where you are in your spiritual growth and the spiritual mission or work you came in to do. Someone who is a healer will have different guides from a teacher or counselor. None is better or higher than another. That is a belief of the 3D Earth. In the higher dimensions to which we are ascending there are no higher or lower just differing levels of vibrational attunement.

Some who have been reading my sharings for awhile may be thinking well I have read this all before. I write about what I am inspired to do each time by Spirit. If I am lead to a topic usually there is a new way of combining the message that will help ones to understand an idea that they didn’t before.

Although this may seem a round about way of discussing the Divine Design and Plan for our Universe it really isn’t. The Divine Design began when the Universal Mind said ‘What if’. This I hear was said for each universe of Creation. The ‘What if’ is the Divine Plan for that Universe it is Divine because it is part of the Divine Design of expansion and experience of the Source of Creation, Universal Mind and Oneness.

Each of us as a part of that Oneness and each other affect the way the Plan expands through our choices. Each unaligned choice creates a new ‘timeline’ to be experienced. A part of us experiences this as if in a dream. Now in the time of the inbreath we must call back those parts of ourselves and integrate them into Oneness of ourselves to align and Ascend. For each thread left disconnected becomes an anchor keeping us from rising to higher dimensional existence and expansion. This is what the inner work or clearing and balancing of karma, old beliefs, blockages, chords and DNA is all about.

May this help those who understand and if you have questions please feel free to email and ask or comment.

oracleofdivinegrace@gmail.com

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Harnessing the Power of Now for Mindfulness

Daily clearing and mindfulness are the best tools given to help us to navigate the world and life events as we move along our path. Clearing is a wonderful tool to help us with the blockages, beliefs and karmic results we may experience or have. It clears the past to prevent the same choices and energies from triggering us in the future.

I was told to stay in the Now moment. When we allow the thoughts of the past or worry about the future events to enter or brain seeks the cause and effect belief to place blame outside of ourselves for the situation. We are wrapped up in the story it tells us of why this happened or what could happen and who is to blame.

If we focus on staying in the Now this lets us be mindful. So, how do I do this? They said that perhaps when I hear myself thinking or speaking of the past or future or even moving into negative thoughts about a person or event in the now, that I say NOW. That I should tell my subconscious mind and my consciousn mind that NOW is my trigger to be in this moment and be mindful to align to my Higher Self and the joy and peace this brings, as well as the higher perspective for All involved. For when I am in the NOW that which is outside of me cannot affect me and allows me to be mindful. In this I can see that which was my tigger that needs to be cleared and transformed.

I was told I could also use this to be a my focus word in meditation. To use Now as the word that brings my drifting thoughts back into focus. I was told to remember that in thei NOW moment we are all we need to be as we align to our Higher Self through our heart.

They shared the following meditation one can use to develop this alignment if you have not done so. To align through your heart place your attention in the center of your chest where you heart chakra is located. Close your eyes from distractions and begin breathing rythmically, deeply and slowly until your can relax. Think of a sun like light shining within your chest and expanding with each breath throughout your body. With each inbreath you are brining in more light and each out breath takes away all stress. Think about someone or something you love dearly, that feels you with joy allow this to be the emotion of your shining light. As you focus upon the center of this light see a door of gold appear before you. Walk towards that door and open it. As you enter the room it is a beautiful white room with golden trim, and you feel peace and joy. Within the room you see a shining Being of Light. They greet you and tell you they are your Higher Self. They are the part of you that has always been One with the Universal Oness of Creation. They have awaited you return to connect with them. They open their arms and you enter their embrace, where you find unconditional love, oneness and acceptance. They tell you that you are loved and valued. They tell you that you are and have enough in this Now moment.

They suggest that together you agree that when you say NOW that you will return to this moment of Oneness with them. That the word now will take you to this moment of Oneness and Unity where you will feel, know and hear the highest perspective to benefit all.

NOW IS THE KEY, that your Higher Self places in your heart. They release you from the embrace and touch your heart telling you they are always with you when you place you attention upon your heart and in the NOW. They step back and you turn and walk back through the door. You know that you can now forever connect and the connection grows stronger with your attention in the Now. They have given you the KEY.

Now is all we have. The past is the lessons we have experienced in order to learn. The future we create by our choices NOW.

I hope this is of benefit to you. It has been for me.

Please feel free to share.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

I’m awake – Is it too late? Letting Go of Fear: Steps to Raise Your Vibration

The answer is NO!!!!! It is never to late to awaken to the light. From the beginning of the Divine Plan it has always been prepared for those who choose the light even in the last moments of a Galactic Point of Transformation.

Let me share first what I have come to understand from Commander Ashtar in service with him and from the Galactic Council of Light regarding this and then we will look at what you can do from this point forward. For I know you are saying I am so late how do I catch up.

Don’t worry be happy. Don’t worry be happy. That is the song that is running through my head as I begin writing this. How can that be of help? There is so much to worry about in the world and I am not prepared spiritually from what I read and hear about Ascension.

The angels say ‘elation’ which comes from joy and happiness lighten the energies and help us focus on the positive which opens our heart to receive the light love and alignment needed for Ascension. So what is going to be shared here will hopefully help you to focus on the joy and possibilities and let go of the FEAR. Fear is the lowest energy possible and what will prevent many from shifting and desiring to shift spiritually, because it consumes their focus, energy and keeps their vibration too low. This is why the choice is so important now to begin to shift that focus and let go of the Fear to come into balance and harmony of Love, compassion, caring and unity. I feel like a broken record writing this each message, but some one is always in need of hearing it.

What has the Galactic Council done to prepare for ones who make last minute choices? In order to understand this, I will repeat some information I wrote about before to help you understand. Before 1987, it was believed that the Ascension of Earth would be the point of a cataclysmic action that would wipe out most people as has happened in the past when the magnetic poles shifted and the ‘great flood’ occurred which sank Atlantis. Very few people were seeking Ascension and alignment to the Higher Wisdom, Light and Will of Creation through their Higher Self. Only person here or there were becoming Enlightened and developing Self Mastery.

There were ones who were seeking but would probably not be ready to Ascend before the predicted event. The Council of Light that guide the Divine Plan for our Universe are the directors who of the Plan and Commander Ashtar and his Fleet of Light Ships, ‘The Galactic Federation of Light” who serve under them protecting, monitoring and guiding humanity. They had prepared quarters to accommodate many. However, even for them ones had to have reached a certain level of vibration and clarity to be able to exist upon their ships. Thus, there are the also the Federation of Light ships which are of a lower vibration that the ships of Commander Ashtar’s fleet which also have quarters prepared to take care of their Star Family who are able to move into a matching vibration. They exist on 4D and can move into 3D easily. While for the Ashtar Command are 5D and higher in vibration.

So, as we are participating in Earth being in a state of ‘flux’ as part is 3D and part is 5D, we are experiencing that to which we are energetically, mentally and emotionally focused and attached. The emotions like fear, control, anger, judgment, hatred, violence and war for example keep one in 3D. When one shifts their energy and tire of the games of these emotions and seek unity, compassion, caring, love and hope they awaken.

As I said, it has been anticipated that as ones see the increase of lower energies and their destruction they will choose to awaken, just as it was known that when it was believed we would suffer cataclysmic destruction ones would call out and awaken. So the accommodations were prepared to lift off those who could vibrationally move into the ships. While in the ships they would be healed and wisdom shared to help them further align to their Higher Self and the Oneness and raise their vibration to 5D or higher. Then they could go to that which matches their vibration, either the new Earth or another dimension or perhaps the planet of their origin.

As to those who choose not to move upward and are vibrationally not able to move beyond 3D. Do not worry for there is always a place where ones can continue to grow. There are at times one who have separated so far from oneness into self will control that they loose connection to their soul. They become an empty shell and they are ‘recycled’ back to Source or the Creational Potential to become a new spark of Creation.

The Source of Creation no matter what name you choose is the Oneness of All Life from which All Life came forth and to which it will one day return into Unity. This is the symbol of the yin and yang, the light in the dark and the dark in the light. They will eventually balance for all must one day balance.

So now that you know what is prepared what can you do if the time is very short. Don’t worry be happy!!!!!

By this we mean to take your focus off of the events happening in the world. They are designed to keep you locked into fear, anger, separation and control. These are the energies of the systems of the world that have controlled humans for millennium. When you place your focus on that which you desire you let go instead of that negative information and events happening around you, you lighten your energy. When you focus upon centering in your heart and seeking in each thought, word and deed to speak and act with love, caring and compassion you lighten your energy and begin aligning with your Higher Self. This allows your higher self to guide you to make choices and take actions from a Higher Perspective. Visualize at the end of each day a Violet Flame swirling around you and through you. Then ask that the Golden White Light of Creation fill all the spaces clear and surround you with Light of Protection. Each morning and at night ask Archangel Michael to surround you with his Blue Flame of Protection and to cut any chords or attachments that are not of your highest good. Sometimes we have a connection with another that we have chosen that benefits both of you in your spiritual growth and mission. However, often we let down our guard and ones who would control us or non physical entities can attach to us through chords to control us or to live off our energies and need removed.

This Violet Flame is a gift to humanity to clear mis-qualified energies and blockages to allow the light to flow through us more easily and raise our vibration. At the end of each day take a moment before invoking the Violet Flame to ask or see if there were choices you made, actions you took or words you spoke that were of fear, anger, judgment etc. If so ask the Violet Flame to transform, transmute and change these energies. Ask to be forgiven by those you may have hurt and forgive those who hurt you. Ask that the cause, core memory record and effect of these be transmuted and with an open heart release them. This can help if they are from a past life, DNA/hereditary or early childhood.

Try to stay aligned in your daily life to the heart. When you focus in your heart center with your attention you can feel a shift in your energy. Be mindful to do this when you have a thought that is fearful, judgmental or angry and invoke the Violet Flame to clear it, do this before you speak or act upon this thought and in your heart ask your highest self to guide you to the highest choice and perspective to benefit all involved.

These may sound like a lot, but it doesn’t need to take hours of your day. Just a few minutes to prepare, protect and align in the morning. To start to be mindful of your thoughts, words and deeds in the day. To review for a few minutes at the end of the day to clear and balance the energies of that day.

Listen to music that uplifts throughout your day. Sit or take a walk in nature to clear energy. Take a few minutes even 5 to sit quietly and speak to the Universe with thanks for your Blessings and to ask for guidance and listen. Be aware of signs or whispers around you trying to get your attention to help you. You will find as you shift your focus from the problems in the world to seeing the beauty you will – LIGHTEN UP- and be HAPPY. This is what the systems don’t want, but you can buck the system and be FREE. It doesn’t take you spending hours in meditation, or taking classes and spending lots of money with readings or tools.

All these may help but you have all you need within you. You are directly aligned through your heart with the Quantum Field of Creation. That which awaits us whether on the New Earth, your home planet as a Star Seed, or the Infinite possibilities of the 7th, 8th or 9th dimension is AMAZING. Think about what you want and you will attract it to you. Focus upon the bad, negative and what you don’t want and IT OWNS YOU.

I hope this helps.

I thank the Council of Light and Commander Ashtar for sharing of their wisdom in writing this. If you have questions you can email me at

oracleofdivinegrace@gmail.com or visit my Facebook page

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May you find the joy within you. Don’t be afraid to dance in the sun and the moonlight. To hug a tree or smile at another person. Bring joy into your life and the world.

The Power of Attention: Fostering Growth Without Enabling Dependence

Where we place our attention is our ‘god’ of the moment.

What are you feeding in your life ? What is it that you give of your energy to and attention? What is taking from you that which is your source that feeds you with peace and abundance?

This morning I was awakened from a dream. In the dream I was being taken advantage by an employer whom I didn’t trust. I reported it to the police and quit. I asked what this meant and a client came to mind. I have tried several times to quit this client but feel sorry for her struggle and continued forward. However, this morning I awoke with the realization I could no longer do this. It is not worth my worrying about her business failing if she isn’t going to do something about it.

Why do I share this? Because we need to have compassion and help others but sometimes we have to realize there is no more that we can do, unless they change something in their lives. We are simply letting them draw upon our energies to perpetuate a situation that serves no one. My time and energy would be better spent doing that which is of service to the Divine Plan and Universal Oneness. Perhaps someone else could better serve her needs and help her.

We have been discussing giving and receiving and helping people from the perspective of the ones who give and the ones who receive. The person I speak of is a very good person who gives of hte little she has, and that is why I have continued herlping her, but after 5 years it isn’t getting better and I have done all I can to help, so it is time to step back and perhaps allow her other choices as well as myself. Sometimes, we can be enable someone in continuing in a pathway that isn’t helping them by helping them to survive in that pattern.

Sometimes, our help or their situation is a karmic pattern from which one of us or both have come to learn a leasson.

That which prevents us from seeking our inner spiritual growth or service is a lesson to be learned. It this situation being of service to the higher perspective for each of you? It is causing you to worry and take from your peace? Is it creating a hindrance to the ones involved?

There is a differnce in giving someone a hand up to rise out of a situation in which they find themselves that is not creating a better life for them, and in giving them a hand out of our time, money and energy that enables them to continue in a destructive or non productive pattern of behavior.

This is where our personal growth and alignment to our inner guidance is of such great benefit. Our Higher Self, Source, and our guides all see things from a higher perspective for the good of all. They can see the pattern and potential outcomes of situations and choices that we cannot. They will try to send us signs to help us if we aren’t listening such as the dream I had. If we ask then they will tell us, but we have to ask for they can’t directly interfer only give us nudges, signs and whisper suggestions hoping we hear.

So this is the middle path of the ones who give and the ones who receive. It is where we place our attention. Sometimes we get stuck in believing we need to help everyone, and we can’t because of their personal karmic lessons or we take on karma ourselves. We have to look at situations and ask what is the best way to help and should I do so. It is not every karmic to give to someone whom you see can use a meal, a blanket, a smile, a kind word. Where we can get into karma is enabling them to stay in a beggar situation by giving without helping them to help themselves. Sometimes, they don’t want help, but you will need to learn to discern the difference.

Why do I say this? Interestingly, On the weekend of the Harmonic Convergence in 1987, we were hosting the event in a local park. There was a homeless man who lived there who came to sit with us and watch. I spent time with him during break and asked him about his life. As I share this note we were in southern california, and when I asked where he stayed he said he lived in the large hollowed out tree. I ask how he survived, he said he did odd jobs, ate at local program locations where they had showers and food. I asked why he didn’t stay in shelters and he said he didn’t want to be confined. He liked living outside. Every situation is different. Until we speak to someone we don’t know their story and if they need or want help.

Perhaps you don’t want to speak with a homeless person, or give them money, thinking they will use it for drugs or alcohol and some will. You can give them food or leave food in gathering places, leave clothes or blankets. We aren’t being asked to place our attention on all the homeless or ones in need. Ask what you should do and how you can help and how much. Don’t allow this to take attention from another service you are being called to do to help with the greater process of Ascension for Earth and Humanity.

Everything is about Balance within us and in our lives. Attention is a big part of this process for our attention is required to manifest what we need for ourselves and our spiritual growth and service. If we are placing it on things which are distracting us from our purpose, then we are serving or benefiting no one.

If you have children they need attention for they are a choice you made and a commitment until they are adults. They are the future and deserve to be shown how to connect with their own spiritual direction. They deserve to be loved and guided and to learn to enjoy life. In this you are giving and receiving between yourself and your children in a balanced and harmonious way.

Seek guidance within as to where and how much of your attention to give any situation. Do not ignore the needs of others for we are all One and part of the same Source and need to help all to benefit from their inner connection.

It can seem a balancing act to just help someone, but you will learn to go with the flow as you follow your inner guidance. Just ask what to do in a situation and then follow your inner knowing, your heart guidance. A balance to help but to not take away their lesson or enable another to continue a destructive behavior and take of your time and energy to do so. A rich person can fund a project or center that gives a platform for ones called to help others to provide the needed services. A homeless person can volunteer to help clean the center and or serve in some way to give back for the help given and thus the giving and recieving is balanced.

Attention – inner guidance helps us to know where to place our attention to manifest the highest good and potential for all involved. Remember where we place our attention is what the universe believes we want and so they send the energy of manifestation to that upon which we focus.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Balancing Wealth and Spiritual Growth

We have reached the extremes of duality at this time. In the Universal Law of Cause and Effect we must balance the scales at some point along our journey and we are being given a unique opportunity at this time in the Great Cosmic Cycle. The Creator wishes for each of us abundant health, joy and financial or physical prosperity.

And Jesus said to his disciples, “Truly, I say to you, only with difficulty will a rich person enter the kingdom of heaven. “Matthew 19:23. Why would this be if the Creator wishes us to have abundance? It is similar to the quote ‘money is not evil it is the love of money’. If the Creator asked you to sell or give all of your riches to the poor to Ascend, would you gladly do so? Or would you hesitate? It is the placing of material objects, wealth and the systems of the world before the Creator that makes the difference.

We are all a part of the Creator and a part of each other. Jesus in Matthew 25:40 says, ” Verily I say unto you, In as much as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.” Among the many sins of Sodom described in Genesis 19, her people were “arrogant, overfed and unconcerned; they did not help the poor and needy” (Ezekiel 16:49).

Wealthy people, self-reliant and well provided for, have a much harder time humbling themselves and admitting weakness than those who are poor. They often find it hard to admit that there is something beyond their control that has power greater than theirs. This same principle can apply to those who rely on their intelligence, good luck, or other attributes instead of on the Source of All Life.

This is not a criticism of wealth or wealthy people for there are many good people of wealth who give to the poor and care for the Earth and ALL Life on Earth. They understand the concept of Love, compassion, unity and caring. They continue to receive for they give and share. The law of karma or cause and effect may mean that a person is poor in one life and rich in another or vis versa for the purpose of balance to see the opposite of what their actions were and how they affect others.

This is not meant as judgment but a ‘wake up call’ for those who love money, wealth and control or ego centered attention for their mental, or physical gifts over their spiritual alignment and service. You see wealth can be more than just money as stated before it can be pride in your intellect, you physical beauty or athletic ability, pride in your accomplishments or career success that makes you feel you are more worthy or entitled than others. There is even the Spiritual Pride that one belongs to a specific church or religion and so they are better than others. They believe they are worthy or saved because they support the church financially and go to service every week. Thus, they are better than another who doesn’t.

The point they are missing is these are things of the material world – YOU CAN’T TAKE IT WITH YOU WHEN YOU LEAVE THE FORM. We ALL have areas in our lives that reflect an aspect of this upon which we need to place our inner work effort to clear and to be mindful of our thoughts, words and deeds regarding them.

I was reminded by Metatron this morning of being more mindful. One need not go to extremes either. You are not asked to give up all your wealth to the poor, but one needs to be willing and in this you know they do not own you, but you own them. DON’T LET EGO FOOL YOU IN THIS. You are probably saying but I can do that. Can you give up your car and face the aspect of walking or riding a bike or bus everywhere? Can you give up your house and live on the streets?

Again you are not being asked to do that, the Universe doesn’t want to deprive you and force you into destitution. You are simply being asked to think about your priorities and your spiritual alignment.

Do you walk your talk?

The Third Pillar of Islam is charity.

Allah says in the Qur’an; “It keeps one away from sin and saves the giver from the moral ill arising from the greed and love of wealth.

“He who sleeps on a full stomach while his neighbor goes hungry is not one of us.”

Prophet Muhammad (PBUH).

For Buddha who was wealthy, he tried the way of poverty to see if he could understand the higher perception of Spirit. He found that did not fulfill his journey either. He realized the middle way was the path way to enlightenment. Giving and receiving, balance and harmony in all things in life.

This can have many layers like an onion. For instance, I was called to move from Indiana my home many years ago to do the work of spirit. As I began my journey I found I could only take what fit in my car and had to leave the rest behind. I stored it in my parents home. I know I have shared this before but for those new it is being shared as an example. I was moved to North Carolina and finally to California. When I reached California, events happened that caused my parents to move here and all my material goods came with them. They only stayed a short while and returned to the midwest.

The point being I was ready to leave it all behind. I have accumulated much in this life time and given away much. In fact I am being told daily to clear the clutter of my accumulated items. I give of my finances, time and wisdom that is no problem. I do have a habit of accumulating things like books, crystals, clothes and animals in need. This is the layer of my onion. When I am asked to move I am ready, but I have all these objects or animals that I have to decide about. The animals always move with me they are not disposable.

The focus being this.

We are in a time of Spiritual Freedom and Enlightenment being available to all who are ready. I am not wise enough to decided if anyone but myself is ready. For me the ego/personality what another chooses makes no difference as to what I choose to do or how I choose to act regarding this topic. In fact I have to ask for guidance from the Creator, My Higher Self and my guides and teachers, the wiser brothers and sisters that help me in many areas of my life. I ask what is holding me back or needs to be addressed. Today, I found that I need to be more mindful. So I will adjust to be more aware.

This is being shared so perhaps the one reading if may take a look and see where they stand in relationship to this topic. The goal is for all to Ascend who wish to do so. My wish and service is to do whatever I can to help others to awaken and align to the Divine Light within them. In the meantime I continue to do the inner work personally to be clear and Free and of Service.

We each have to balance the scales of the effect of our choices at some point. Only you can find what is needed for you and make the changes. There is no need to judge your point of growth against where another is for each path is different. We can only balance our own personal scales, no one is going to do it for us. It may be a choice we made that we thought was wise and we come to see it was not so wise and affected others not just ourselves. This scale will need o be balanced. However, the ones who are with you to guide you on the other dimensional realms when asked will do what they can to help and guide you in the right direction to clear the effect and balance the scales. Sometimes we have to take an action to clear our choices and balance the scales.

This is the perfect time to look within and around you and see what needs to be changed or balanced so you can walk the middle path to alignment and freedom from the systems of the human control.

May the road rise up to meet you.

May the wind be always at your back.

May the sun shine warm upon your face;

the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again,

may the Universe embrace you in the Wings of Love and Light.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Confirmation – Time Line Shift

I was guided to this link which is a follow up to the message I shared from them about a Light coming in and this explains it and what happened. It also was for me a confirmation of what I shared earlier today and over the last few days. The Light wasn’t anything scary, many didn’t even know what it was but it offered us Unity Consciousness with each other Earth and All Life.

Thank you to the Arcturians for sharing wisdom and helping us.