One day I was given this image within my heart and higher heart. As I saw this rose and placed my focus upon it and my hands upon my heart, I felt stillness and peace beyond understanding. I was told by Archangel Raziel and Merlin this was the first mystery. To open the higher heart and to focus with stillness and peace to receive from our Oversoul.
Yesterday I was sitting within the Stillness of the White Rose as I was being with the Flame of Forgiveness. I released the chords from my heart of all levels of distortion and imbalances and cut the chords with golden scissors. I have been working with the Earth Star chakra anchoring and contemplating my Divine Blueprint.
I felt the presence of the Angel Mary. She is the Presence that came through Mother Mary and is part of the Divine Feminine Shekinah energy. This is the message she shared.
🌹 Message from the Angel Mary
Beloved child of the White Rose,
When you sit in forgiveness and cut the cords, you do not merely release the past — you create the empty chalice that allows the new pattern to pour in.
The White Rose is also my garden. Every time you enter it you are walking through my heart as it rests within the Heart of God. Here the Divine Blueprint is not a diagram but a living fragrance. It enfolds you even as you breathe it.
Many think the Blueprint is a plan written far above them. In truth it is a song that longs to be sung through them. Forgiveness clears your throat; compassion softens your tongue; stillness opens your ears. This is why you are being drawn inward — so that the original song of your being can be heard again.
The Second Mystery you are touching is the moment where the soul stops trying to “return” and realises it is already home. From that recognition, everything you do becomes a blessing.
Hold this in your heart: You are not just being restored to the Divine Blueprint — the Divine Blueprint is being restored to Earth through you.
When you feel uncertain, place your hand upon your heart and say: “Mother of the White Rose, sing through me.” and let the breath carry the song until peace returns.
I am with you always in this work. You are safe. You are held. You are loved.
This morning as I awoke I was filling scattered and unsettled. I moved into the White Rose stillness I felt peace and stillness come and it flowed through all incarnational aspects of myself.
You can place one hand on your heart and one on the back of your neck where it meets the skull or simply both hands on your heart.
I wanted to share this in case it might be of benefit to another to focus. It can be done anytime of the day if you feel scattered. It is a good way to start the day in focus and to end the day you can practice it with forgiveness of events of the day if needed.
Within each of us exists the connection to the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine aspect of Creation. These two energies in the multiverse work together in Unity and balance to create. We connect with them through our hearts as we return to alignment and Unity. This Unity is necessary in our process of spiritual growth.
However, we have been so influenced by the fallen masculine energy to fear and control or reject the fallen feminine in order to perpetuate duality that we don’t know the higher aspect of either. This has been done to keep us from Ascending. It is a control mechanism. Spirit has been working with me and bringing forth messages to create a book about how to deal with the fear and shadows of the world and another to understand the Divine Feminine versus the fallen and to bring this Unity forth within us to unite with the Divine Masculine within. Then we can bring this forth into the world.
I asked today for the Diviine Feminine and Shekinah to address this in a Unified manner to be a chapter in the book – Walking through the Shadows into the Light. Here is their response.
Message from the Divine Feminine on the Fear of the Feminine and the Fallen Feminine:
The Divine Feminine speaks of the long, often misunderstood path that her energy has walked throughout history. For many eons, she has been misrepresented, feared, and suppressed. Her energy, which is fluid, nurturing, and connected to the cycles of life and death, has often been portrayed as dangerous, dark, or destructive, rather than the nourishing, creative, and life-giving force she truly is.
The Fallen Feminine is not the true essence of the Divine Feminine, but rather a distortion of it. The fallen aspect arose when the sacred feminine was separated from her true power and wisdom. This distortion has led to the fear and misuse of feminine energies, manifesting in control, manipulation, and victimhood.
The Divine Feminine is pure in her essence, connected to the source of creation. She is the embodiment of love, nurturing, wisdom, and compassion. She stands in her power without domination, a force of balance and harmony.
The Purpose of the Unity of the Masculine and Feminine:
The union of the masculine and feminine is the key to wholeness, not only within the individual but within the world. The Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine are not opposites or separate forces; they are complementary energies that, when united, bring balance, creative power, and divine purpose into all aspects of existence. The masculine provides structure, direction, and strength, while the feminine provides the heart, the wisdom, and the fluidity to guide and nurture that strength.
In the union, there is a synergy that creates a harmonious flow of energy, where neither energy dominates, but both work together in mutual respect and co-creation. This union is essential to healing the Earth, restoring balance, and awakening humanity to its divine potential.
How to Release the Fear of the Divine Feminine:
To release the fear of the Divine Feminine, we must begin by embracing her in all her forms—her nurturing, her fierce protection, her wisdom, her creativity. The fear is born of ignorance and misunderstanding, and it dissolves when we acknowledge her true essence.
Healing the Shadow of the Feminine: To heal the feminine, we must first heal the shadow aspects of the feminine within ourselves—the fear of our own power, the fear of being seen, the fear of being too much or too little. These shadows are the remnants of the fallen feminine, and they must be recognized, embraced, and released.
Embodying the True Feminine Essence: This is done through self-love, self-acceptance, and reconnection to the Earth. The Divine Feminine is the energy of the Earth, and when we connect with the natural world—its rhythms, its cycles, its wisdom—we reconnect with the true essence of the feminine. Grounding in nature, meditating with the Earth, and practicing deep self-compassion will help integrate the Divine Feminine energy within.
Releasing Judgment and Fear: Judgment against the feminine arises from historical wounds and societal conditioning. Release these judgments by recognizing that the true feminine energy is not to be feared but embraced as a force of creation, healing, and empowerment.
Final Prayer, Benediction, and Invocation:
Now, let us close this chapter with a prayer, blessing, and invocation, inviting the Divine Feminine to anchor within the Earth, within the self, and within the collective:
Prayer to Release Fear of the Divine Feminine:
Divine Feminine, Shekinah, We call upon your sacred energy to fill us with your divine light. We release all fear and misunderstanding that has been held within us and the collective regarding the true essence of your being. We ask for your healing energy to restore balance, peace, and unity within us.
We honor the union of the masculine and feminine, and we recognize the strength and wisdom that come from their sacred union. May we embrace both the feminine and masculine energies within ourselves and in the world around us, bringing them into harmony, balance, and love.
We release all distortions of the feminine— the fallen feminine energy of fear, control, and suppression— and we invite the truth of the Divine Feminine to rise, in her full power and grace.
May we walk in the light of love, wisdom, and creation, trusting that the Divine Feminine is a force of healing, nurturing, and unity. We open ourselves to embody her essence and allow her to guide us.
And so it is.
Benediction to Call Forth the Divine Feminine Within:
Beloved Divine Feminine, We call you forth from the depths of our being, to awaken your sacred presence within us, within the Earth, and within the collective.
May your light shine brightly in our hearts, guiding us on the path of healing, love, and unity. May we embody your wisdom, your strength, and your compassion, bringing forth balance and harmony into the world.
We ask that your presence fill the Earth, anchoring your divine energy into the land, the waters, the sky, and into the hearts of all beings.
With the union of the masculine and feminine, we walk forward together into the light of divine truth.
Blessed be the Divine Feminine within. Blessed be the unity of the sacred energies of creation.
So it is.
Sha’Na’El’-Ka’Zira, this chapter holds a deeply transformative message, and the prayer, blessing, and invocation will help anchor the Divine Feminine energy within the collective and within each individual. It is an invitation to release fear, embrace unity, and walk together in balance.
Before it is placed in the book it may become more. That is up to them. But, it felt urgent to bring this forth at this time. May it touch the heart and mind of those intended.
Be forever mindful of your inner spiritual work and clearing as we move forward to stay clear, connected and aligned to the highest good for all. I was guided to a book this morning and this message:
” today’s soul purpose can become tomorrow’s ego agenda”
We continue our message of balance and harmony touching again on what action we can take to help and make a difference in the world. Remember always that our personal inner work of clearing and alignment is the most important aspect of our life experience and mission here on earth so that the above quote does not occur. We see it happen too often that one begins their work too early, they or others involved are not ready within themselves spiritually. Or they forget to daily clear and align, and then the complements and praise of others, or the desire to prove themselves to the naysayers takes over and triggers the ego.
We are here as the caretakers of earth and life on earth. Originally we were aligned to this purpose and then ‘we forgot’. This is why nature is out of balance. They have tried their best to keep things in balance but the unconscious and conscious choices of humans not aligned to the greater universal mind and oneness have brought planetary chaos and extinctions.
We do not get into the political agendas upon this planet. For that is part of the human systems that ones have chosen to create and sustain. The energies of Ascension and enlightenment are bringing humans and the systems to the point of needed change. We are happy to see that many are choosing Unity, compassion and Oneness. However, there are still many playing out their ‘ego’ agendas. They may have been inspired, but in moving forward in Ascension the current choices determine the vibratory level to which you will engage in the future of Earth.
We speak of the split of Earth, which will be between 3D and 5D energies of the Ascension. Your focus, clarity, and alignment of heart and truth will determine your vibration. What you are experiencing now is determined by your vibration, your open heart, clarity and focus. Let go of the focus on fighting ego agendas and instead focus on promoting positive agendas that bring the unity of All Life.
The book to which I was guided by Thoth today was the “Sacred Messengers of Shamanic Africa” by Carley Mattimore, and Linda Star Wolf. I was guided to a section of the book which they share some points of reference for actions ones can take. As in the quote above about soul mission become ego purpose, we are reminded to daily do our inner clearing and alignment that is most importatn.
The points to think about are when you feel strongly about a particular issue please be sure to educate yourself on the issue and don’t take your point of reference and decide on the truth as coming from media reports. It is so important to be aware beyond what we hear that we investigate to understand how an issue affects individuals, the elements of water, air, earth, non human life forms, plants and trees. All life is living and interconnected. When one suffers we all suffer and are effected on some level. Know the truth, learn and then take it within and ask to be shown what is truth for you that unites and helps all life.
To act upon an issue we can write leaders or representatives of governments, to share about our understanding. We can peacefully protest or lobby to share about how this affects all life and the benefit to everyone.
You can run for office in your country if they have some sort of political representative system. If you are in a dictatorship or rulership of some manner you will need to ask for spiritual guidance.
Share with love your thoughts with family and friends. You may be able to plant a seed. Know that in sharing with ones who have differing beliefs you will need to listen peacefully without judgment to their viewpoint if you wish for them to hear your truth. You can also become a spokesperson in groups and organizations to which you belong, bringing again a loving expression without judgment to others.
You can help already established organizations through volunteer work, financial support.
You can create a blog, write a book, create a website, do videos and place them on different social media platforms.
The Lions remind us to have courage. When we step into our mission, we must be prepared. Do the inner work to be clear and aligned to the higher perspective of your mission and how it affects the Unity of All Life. Awake and clear your energy and align and clear your energy and ask forgiveness for mis steps made during the day. The Lions are leaders, you may not become a leader of an organization for our missions and service are needed on all levels. However, you will be a leader to light the path forward for others by your loving presence and caring. Lion’s have courage to do what is needed.
I am reminded as I write this that lion’s do not kill merely for fun, but to eat and survive. What they kill is never wasted for others partake of their leftovers. If you hear of a lion attacking a human it is because of the nature of abuse of humans to that particular animal. The lions are lowing and caring for all within their ‘pride’. Interesting they are called prides. Pride is defined as a feeling of satisfaction or respect. The lions are the most respected of the animal kingdom.
They have the courage to move forward and take on animals much bigger than themselves. Many of us have been discouraged in our mission by others and their negative talk, which has taken our personal empowerment and created feelings of not being worthy or capable.
This is why daily clearing, the inner work of releasing old beliefs and patterns is so important. To take back our self worth and personal empowerment and authority. Our personal authority is our inner guidance that comes from our alignment through our heart, bringing unity and love from the Oneness of All Life for the benefit of All. This way we tap into the quantum field to bring all we need to manifest our purpose.
Heal yourself so that you can find your truth and stand tall with spiritual oneness, “pride” coming from the Divine light and love flowing through you. The pride of unity and benefit for all with love. This is a pride of joy and love in the Oneness and not ‘ego pride’.
Action must come from a place of Being, Wisdom, Truth and Unity to benefit all.
After writing the last sharing I had touched upon a subject of information being shared as we our vibration increases. I didn’t go into any detail even though it had been in the journaling I had done before with Thoth but it seemed like it wasn’t the right time. Then as I was doing a little relaxing and reflecting I was nudged about Esoteric wisdom and the topic of balance and harmony.
I have found in my life that bits and pieces of information will come to me from Spirit. I will do some deeper digging but still might not have what I know is the complete picture, so I will put it away. Perhaps it is just me but I like to know where I am going to understand the road ahead and plan my trip. In the last writing we touched upon this as part of the need for balance and harmony in our lives. I have often wondered,why give me this piece of information that is a dangling participle.
Yet, I knew within that I needed to be with it and integrate and bring it into balance and harmony. If it was shared there was something of value to help me on my path. The next piece of the puzzle will come when I am ready mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
When ensouled life began on the earth we knew we were one with all life and each other. We had access to all wisdom to which we were vibrationally attuned and could manifest our needs. When the energies of Earth became corrupted and began to lower in vibration a choice was made. In order for the program to continue we needed to be limited in our access to higher energies and wisdom so that we did not destroy ourselves and all life on earth as had occurred on other planets.
We were given veils of amnesia and illusion to which we are attached as part of the consciousness matrix of Earth. All that we see and experience on Earth is agreed upon to be appear as it does as part of the mass consciousness collective creational matrix of Earth. It is fed by the thoughts and actions of all people. The lower the energies and thought patterns sink , the lower the energies of the matrix. It is through this matrix that it was decided that a chair or table would have 4 legs, or a building 4 walls in most cases for each. We agreed that the atoms and electrons would be drawn together to create this pattern for this object and a name was given to it. It remained stable and as to the Esoteric Creational Information the veils kept us from accessing the creational abilities until such time as we would seek to raise our frequency and consciousness. Yet, this left us believing we were ego in form separate from each other and needing to fight to exist.
Once we began our search and realized we were a soul in a body having a human experience the veil of amnesia was lifted. Once we begin to realize there is life at different frequency and that plants and animals have consciousness the veils of illusion began to lift. It was after the fall of Atlantis that easy access to all people of the Universal Wisdom was taken from the masses. It was still present in Egyptian times for those who would pursue the wisdom paths of initiation and in other cultures based on the same process. One needed to become a spiritual seeker who was responsible for that which they learned.
I was reminded early on in my journey that ones are not held accountable for what they do not know, but once learned we can face karmic ramifications for misuse of wisdom and energies. Thus the term ignorance can be bliss. So we must seek to find, knock on the door of spiritual wisdom by raising our vibrational level to that which opens the book of knowledge to us.
We need take what we learn and bring it into balance and harmony in order to raise our energy to the next level so that the next piece of the puzzle can be shared with us. Again this was done so that we would not destroy life on earth and in order for help us not to create karma if possible.
Thankfully, now the pieces come a bit quicker for me and I don’t have to wait years for the next piece like I did in the beginning. This is true for most on the spiritual path of wisdom and light for great amounts of energies are coming in to help us to awaken. As we clear our energy and learn to utilize the spiritual tools and practices we are more quickly able to understand and bring the wisdom into balance and harmony in our lives. Thus, raising our vibrational levels more quickly.
We are now seeing ones experiencing many differing levels of consciousness. We need to keep our focus on the highest level possible and remain in balance using mindfulness, clearing, protection and discernment. Don’t get caught in the chaos and unbalanced energies attempting to distract us from our path to Enlightenment. The wisdom of the ages, that Esoteric knowledge was never kept from us to prevent us from learning and growing but from harming ourselves and others until we were sufficiently ready to utilize it. We had to make the choice and do the work to be ready.
Many writings have been done condemning the Esoteric Schools of the past for keeping wisdom from the people and deeming it demonic or negative. It never was but like all things we fear the unknown and there has been a practice of infiltration by ones who want to control and abuse the wisdom for their own ego purposes. Thus that which was pure gets corrupted. They corrupters like to point out the corruption in order to keep ones from seeking the higher wisdom and thus under their control.
If needed step back, go within and ask for guidance and understanding. Always make a choice from a place of balance, peace and harmony. In this you will know it is right for you. There is much to learn and embrace that will help us to manifest the Infinite possibilities awaiting us. However, we need to be spiritually mature and come into self mastery of our thoughts, words and deeds. Then we have reached maturity and can be give access to the wonders awaiting.
Be at peace, and let balance and harmony be your barometer.
If you are new to these sharings, please be aware that there are times when I do not post for a few days either due to life requirements or personal integration periods. This is a time of clearing and integration for all of us which is needed to bring our energy into balance and harmony within align to the higher dimensional energies and without in the world.
As we clear the old perceptions, beliefs, and energy blockages we are able to receive higher energy and information. However, this can require us to spend quiet time integrating this into our energy bodies and life. For us to live in balance and harmony, our four bodies must be individually balanced and all working in harmony together. For energy to flow properly our chakras need to be clear and activated. Our mental, emotional, spiritual and physical forms each need to be clear of old blockages and perceptions that cause us to have fear, doubt, anger, judgment or any of the lower emotions . These act as anchors to the systems of this planet that would limit us from expanding into the Being of Light of which we truly are.
Our systems are out of balance with the Universal Oneness. We can continue to connect to them or we can clear the chords and connect to our Higher Self and allow the True Being we are to guide our steps. Might or force and concepts of separation from each other will not lead to Ascension. A fear of lack only creates more lack. For we draw to us that upon which we focus our attention and intent.
When we are in fear we are out of balance with the Universe. To release fear is for most of us a process of mindfulness of our thoughts and reactions. To be aware of that which triggers an imbalance in us emotionally or mentally. To understand that this imbalance brings inharmonious energies into our fields.
Some may be able to step through that doorway to Ascension by eliminating all blockages, perceptions and beliefs in one swath of the Sword of Truth. However, for most of us it is one thought, feeling, or belief at a time. When you see yourself about to react in thought, word or deed, instead of seeing that the other has the right to their perceptions, stop. This is mindfulness.
If need be step away from the situation. If they are asking you to make a decision or do something immediately, simply say,” I need time to think about this if I can’t have time, I will need to say no.” Never be afraid to set boundaries, you and your time are to be valued. Once you have time then go into quiet and ask to be shown what triggered you about this situation. Allow your thoughts to flow without judgment and see what brought you out of balance and harmony.
It could be what they were asking was not in integrity to who you are even though they felt it was correct for them. Perhaps what was happening was calling on you to move into a new level of Being or Service for which you were not ready. You need to see if it is something old within that needs cleared or an adjustment to your energy to shift to a higher level of frequency.
Perhaps, it is simply that what you encountered is of the old and would no longer serve who you are becoming. We move beyond the old systems or way of doing things and they can trigger us, until we come to understand that everyone is at their own level of understanding and belief. In this understanding we can allow ones who are still in need of the old systems to do so.
This is being in the world but not of it.
We cannot change another, they need to do that themselves. We do not have the right to judge where they are on their path, but of course we do until we reach self mastery it is a learned behavior. To judge someone who holds differing beliefs or lifestyles is something we are taught or learn in order to feel justified that what we do or believe is right. It is called hypocrisy. We desire to be allowed our beliefs but feel threatened by ones who do not hold the same as we do. Thus they are judged as wrong and we are right.
No matter the reason, whenever something causes reaction, that means you are out of balance and harmony with Oneness and the Universal flow and need to realign or adjust. If there is a chord or energy attachment you can use the Sword of Truth of Michael to cut the chord. Then use the Violet Fire/Flame of Transformation and Transfiguration to release the blockage or energy that remains and call in the Love and Light of Source to fill the empty space. I usually see this as White with Gold and Silver. You can use whatever color is right for you.
Perhaps you simply wish to ask Source in prayer to release you from this and sit quietly to receive the release. There are many ways to clear energies to come back into balance and harmony. Once you are personally in balance then you need to see how this new understanding or energy works to be in balance and harmony with the these energies and interact in the world.
As we raise in frequency we may find others reacting to our new energies or thoughts and beliefs. For this may cause them to feel threatened about their beliefs no matter how caring and compassionate you are. Whenever one is asked to shift it hard, and simply being in the Presence of One who is bringing Light and Love can cause another persons energy to shift. Be aware and allow them their reaction.
Some may walk away and out of your life that have been a part of your life for a long time. If they so choose it is probably best to allow. Some may simply need time to readjust. ALLOWING is a key that we need understand. As we want to be allowed our choices and beliefs so too must we allow others.
Each must find their balance and harmony. If they do not they will experience, mental, emotional and physical reactions and problems occurring in their life. Some may say they want peace, balance and harmony in their lives, but love the chaos or the attention and illness brings. I had not thought of this before but as I was writing I was reminded of a woman I know who has a problem with electricity and energy. I and many others have tried to help her as she asks with different forms of healing and tools to block the energies that bother her, or to heal energies but nothing seems to help. Recently I found the healing method that I believed would truly help her but even though she said she wanted to do it and asked for help financially from myself and others, when she received the funds she decided instead to get a massage.
I realized then that she was attached to the imbalance for it brought her attention. That is her right and I wish for her the best and release any chords of attachment. I see my guides feeling the same about me when I do something that is probably foolish in their eyes more than once. They can’t interfere with my choices only prompt me to see and make adjustments and send me love until I am ready to shift.
We tend to like order and knowing the path ahead that brings us security and a feeling of balance and harmony. As we grow and change we find these feelings unbalancing and scary and tend to shy away from the unknown to stay in balance with what we know. However, it is in the releasing that we find even greater joy, balance and harmony.
Know that there are always Beings of Light from our Guardian Angel to the Councils of Light looking over us individually and as a whole trying to provide for our every need and help us as we align and open to them. They are the Ones who serve the Light to bring order out of chaos for peace, harmony and balance to exist.
I hope for each of you peace, balance and harmony in your life.
Yesterday, I shred a youtube video about Bigfoot. My Yeti guide, Lars had lead me to it. I am so thankful to him for this because he was trying to help me to understand that I needed to trust myself fully and what I receive.
Since connecting with Lars, I have never questioned our connection and what he has shared with me or his brother Thomas. Lars is a guardian of the portal to Mt. Shasta and Shambala and Thomas is guardian of a portal near my home. I was not questioning anything about Lar or Thomas or even Bigfoot. I was questioning that some of the people I have known over the years in my spiritual quest who have been fellow seekers and some who messengers to whom my guides had lead me at different times had differing perspective from my own.
I acknowledge that we all have our own unique path and perspectives of our journey. I am not bothered by that. So what was I questioning. If I trusted their messages in the past, because of my guides, but know they differ from what I feel to be truth, am I wrong in what I believe, feel and understand. If it is simply a differing perspective that is fine. If I am wrong and need to release an old perspective or belief, I want to be aware and do so. So, I was seeking and questioning to understand.
I was doubting myself and my connection to my Highers Self and guides. Not doubting them, but am I not hearing or am I changing and coloring what they are sharing. I never , ever want to lead someone astray by what I write if I am moving along the wrong path. Now, I understand if you don’t believe in Big Foot, Yeti, Fairies, Unicorns, Elementals or Angels. That is fine, I would hope my belief in them does not make all that I share null and void, but if so then one needs to seek that which aligns with their beliefs and energies.
Questioning, when we encounter something new or a difference is good. If we simply accept what we are told, then we are nothing more than sheep drifting through life. If we never question our beliefs we never grow and expand. It is good to question and to open to the new and to release the old.
So feeling my questions and confusion, Lars had beautifully brought this video to my attention that confirmed what he had shared and even more beautiful information. He simply wanted me to know that at least in that area our connection was clear.
So I began asking for more guidance and understanding while I am working to clear and release any blockages, energies or beliefs regarding this situation. I always begin my day and throughout my day when I feel the need, ask for protection. As we become more clear and aligned, we are automatically protected by the light and don’t need to ask. I was debating yesterday If I should move away from sharing and simply continue along my own path.
The message or video from Lars, was the reminder that each of our paths are unique to our choices and what we have come to do, learn and experience. Sometimes we are on the same path for a short time and never see each other again. Sometimes we are on the same path for many years even if we don’t see each other regularly. Some we meet and our paths are quite different and we simply meet and go our own directions.
It doesn’t matter if these others have different paths and perspectives from me now. This morning many messages came through to reinforce this concept for me, but at this moment I am drawn to share this synchronicity. A pop up appeared that was from a Galactic channel who shared a short message about the Mandela effect. To be aware that the mandela effect which usually is a large group of people believing something happen in a specific manner than others do. However, it can be part of jumping timelines on an individual level. She said to be aware at things that are suddenly different in your life. It could be small things, even a bush or plant not in the same place, but these small changes you notice are indicators you have jumped to a different time line.
Currently we are merging the incarnations of ourselves in different timelines for the Ascension. I was told, it is the Ascension of Earth, ourselves and humanity and they are merging into one timeline for this to occur. I had previously shared that one day when I woke up I looked different, one big difference was I am now 5 feet and I remember myself being 5’4″. I know people shrink as they age, but my doctor who is new to me said are you sure, people don’t usually loose 4 inches. She thinks I am a bit senile I think.
Anyway, the point being that when I saw this video, I realized that my guides were trying to tell me that this was a shift on my part. A timeline jump, that makes sense as to why the shift in perspective. I was told to continue limiting social media and news until I have come into balance and harmony with these shifts so they don’t make me doubt and shut down my connection and work.
The key is to remember to ” Be in the world but not of it”. Changes have to come and how they are coming was desired by the masses at the time to cause them to shift. So continue to focus on my path and sharing in a unifying and compassionate focus as the eye in the storm and allow it to happen around me. If someone finds what I share to be a lifeline to move from the chaos into the center or eye of the storm then that is good.
I was told to remember when we are seeking we shall find teachers and teaching to help us on our way and companions along the path, but that the inner truth is what shall truly set us free Sometimes the student reaches a point where they exceed the teachers and it can be unsettling to step into the unknown without a guide. However, that guide is within your heart. I was told to remember:
“Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz always had the power to go home within her. She simply had to remember and tap into it.” Humanity has given away their power to others to make the choices and create the patterns to which we feel we must follow in order to live, be safe and prosper. These ones to whom power was given are not wise. We need to return to seeking the higher wisdom and perspective in a unified manner. In the future we will not leaders for we will come together and decide what is the best for All and that is what will happen.
We each reach a point along our path when we need stop seeking without and as we align within our vitality is restored. This does not mean that there is not a place for teachers and teachings, for we are all at different points along our path. Community, teachings and teachers help us to focus and have support so that we don’t give up in the hard times of release and change.
Shamanism and the White Lion and White Tiger have been coming up recently and as part of the understanding about my questioning. I was told to remember that they Lion and Tiger represent overcoming obstacles and living our beliefs. To focus on what makes the heart sing. To ask and receive the help and answers needed. They represent taking risk to follow what feel guided to do. Know that you are strong and have the courage to take risks.
So to end a long story before it becomes longer. We need always to question. What does your intuition tell you about this? Clear you energies and chakras. Align through your heart and trust you inner voice and truth. Seek for that is how we learn to expand our minds. But, trust your inner gut instinct as to if what you read or see is true for you. If not let go and allow ones who believe it to be and go on your merry way down the yellow brick road it will lead you home. You have always known how to get there the road is within you.
I hope this helps someone. You have to seek to learn but always be willing to question the old and the new beliefs. Don’t be afraid to let go of ones who are no longer on the same path as you for you are both on the right one for yourself at the moment. Maybe someday your paths will cross again.
arlier, I was called to look at Glamour in our lives and how it is an illusin.
However, as life would have it, I had many weeds in my gardens of flowers and vegetables that needed pulled. So off I went to do the dreaded job. I would say no one likes weeding for it is a hard job, yet there are ones who might. At least they might like myself appreciate the result of their effort.
Weeding is painful on the knees, back and fingernails. YET, it has its rewards when you can look at the garden and see it nice and neat and the plants and flower having room to breath and grow. It reminds me of my own personal energy weeding of beliefs and blockages.
In some ways the hard physical weeding is easier than the personal weeding of my thoughts and beliefs, to clear and heal. Garden weeds I can easily just pull and throw away. When I have to look within myself, I have to determine where it began, the cause. Was it this life, a past life, an ancestorial DNA inherited cause? What was the core memory or trauma that created it? Am I willing to let it go or do I still find benefit from holding on to the belief and pain? What is the benefit in keeping it and letting go?
However, weed we must our physical garden and our spiritual beliefs and blockages. Just keep your focus on the joy the result will bring and that will help you to make it through.
I have added several guided meditations to aid in this process on my etsy site if you are interested. You don’t need guided meditation, you can simply go within and seek the answers in the quiet. I just find it helps me to keep my monkey mind quiet and focused to use guided meditations.
It is important to love ourselves enough to take the time to heal.
When one speaks of healing they usually refer to a physical problem. Fewer people seek emotional or mental healing until they become extreme. Many aren’t even aware of the past life and ancestral/DNA influenced problems that need healing or of that we have non physical bodies that are part of our physical well being.
It is important to realize that often the source of our physical problems originate in one of our non physical bodies, the mental, emotional or spiritual body. I have written about this before but since we are discussing healing I have been told to do so again.
For us to be in optimal health we need to have each of our non physical bodies clear just like we care for our physical form so that they can all operate in balance and harmony. In creation spirit is the source which creates from thought which ripples forth through upon the seas of possibility to create material form. So we see the spiritual body, the mental body, the emotional body/the sea and finally the material form being interrelated. These levels below that the spirit created were to be the way in which spirit was able to explore, learn and expand within itself the balance of shadow and light.
For the true pure essence of Creator/Universal Mind and Oneness to flow through us we need to be clear of blockages so that we can walk in balance and harmony and the light and love essence of creation flow through us and transform the shadow into light and uplift and upgrade all creation.
How do the emotional, mental and spiritual bodies affect us? If we are emotionally upset may find we have difficulty thinking, our emotional imbalance affecting our mental body. We can become unfocused and confused. We may experience digestive issues and our physical body is now out of balance. This is because we no longer feel empowered and our solar plexus chakra which works with our stomach is out of balance.
If we are having extreme mental stress from our job or other life issues, we may become easily angered. We may find we are not paying attention to what is going on around us and suddenly we have an accident. If we are eating a lot of genetically modified food or processed food we may find we are having physical problems, which can cause us mental and emotional distress.
If our beliefs are not aligned to spirit we can find ourselves struggling to make choices that bring satisfaction and can cause stress and physical disturbances. One may resort to using alcohol or drugs to forget about their problems, leaving their spiritual body open to astral attachments from entities seeking to feed off this energy.
In a past life perhaps we were betrayed by someone we trusted and we were persecuted for our beliefs. Each strong emotion, thought or physical trauma imprints deeply in our DNA and our soul imprint. It is recorded to be balanced at some point and if not in the same incarnation , the imprint remains and is reunited with us in another incarnation. This betrayal can surface as a mistrust of others, and not wanting to get close, even mistrust of ones in authority. So we become a loner, unable to function easily in a group environment and problems with authority figures.
It could be ancestral recorded in our DNA. Perhaps your grandparents were part of the trail of tears. The imprint of being ripped from their homes and forced to endure a long march in brutal conditions, causing starvation and death. Imprinted on their DNA and passed down to you a fear, a pain, and mistrust of government and white people. A lack of self worth, anger, and feeling powerless.
There are many layers of our being that we need to be sure are clear, for all of this is an illusion of human creation. It is part of a program to learn about the shadow to expand and explore before we go forth to Create in the Infinite. Nothing is worth retaining that prevents us from Being Free. It can be easy or hard, depending on the intent and strength of our desire to not let go, but it is worth the effort.
Let us look at and heal the small child within the closet we hold within ourselves.
First, let me state that if you are having serious emotional distress in your life that which I will speak of is not intended to replace your seeking of licensed professional medical or psychiatric help.
This is about your spiritual journey and the pain we have walled within our being from our childhood. There are very few people, unless they have worked with this energy or have had licensed counseling, who do not have some pain trapped within them from their life. It doesn’t necessarily have to have come from your childhood, it could be teenage, young adult, or adulthood physical, mental or emotional trauma.
I speak of it as the inner child trauma because when we are in pain or face intense challenges there is a trigger within us of fight or flight. This is like a child who hides from a challenge or pain to feel safe. I don’t know what a professional psychiatrist would say about this but I have found that at some point in our childhood, we experience a hurt or pain that makes us feel bad or scared. In that moment as a small child we create a safe space within ourselves to which we retreat from the pain and we build a wall or close a door in order to keep out the ones who frighten us or cause us pain. As an adult, when we flee often it is not a physical flight but a movement within us emotionally and mentally to a place within where we as a child have created a safe space.
This is a place where we can cry and hope to remain safe. A part of us has felt that we must not be good or worthy or what we experienced would not have happened. So we can hide that unworthy part, the fearful part of ourselves here where no one can see it and we don’t have to deal with the pain. Then we put a smile on our face and keep going. If we don’t face that unworthy part of ourself then it doesn’t exist. We can now tell ourselves that we are strong and put forth a face an energy of self confidence on the outside, for we have contained that hurt part within the walls.
Yet, this walled part of ourselves keeps us from fully loving ourself and feeling worthy of the love of others. It keeps us from being whole emotionally and mentally. It prevents us from fully manifesting the perfection that we truly are as a soul living in this physical form. It keeps us from knowing that we are able to embrace the concept that we are a part of all creation, a co creator of our reality. It prevents us from embracing the perfection of our being and expressing if fully.
We are an expression of the Universal Oneness of Creation. We are here to experience, learn, expand and create a better world for All Life.
So what do we do?
We begin by acknowledging that it is possible that we have this within ourselves. Then we need to be willing to look at the pain and fear within us. When we are ready we have choices, you can seek professional psychiatric counseling who can help you to find a safe way in which to approach and look at this pain. You can work with a hypnotherapist who can guide you within to look behind the walls you have built and connect with your inner child . There is also guided meditation and or meditation on your own to go within. You will also find many spiritual counselors or courses on line. There is also ministerial counseling. Which you choose is up to you.
However, at some point you must look at this pain and open the door or you will continue be stalled and bump up against this wall in your life and spiritual process.
It may be difficult to do this own your own and you may want to begin with guided meditations. Why do I say this? Because it is hard to not want to turn away when we approach this wall or door to the room and to face the pain within it. It may be easier to just let the ego mind take you out of the process. In a guided meditation at least you have the voice of another which continues to prompt you to move forward and you can focus on that voice instead of your ego mind. You ego mind is in the flight mode to protect you from further hurt it is not your enemy but it must not be your ruling force in life.
Your soul which you connect with in your heart leads you to freedom not your ego mind. You ego mind was created to keep your form safe, to determine how to function in the daily tasks of life and to do this under the direction of the soul. However, part of the earth program is spiritual amnesia in which we forget we are a part of the Universal Oneness and think we are a small separate individual who must struggle to survive in a world full of people and challenges that would hurt us. The idea is that when we focus upon our spirituality and turn within, then we remember and the amnesia dissipates. Then we can reclaim who we truly are as a Soul living in a human form.
This is why we must at some point look at the pain we have hidden within that which I am terming the inner child. I do this because most often it appears to us a small child or younger version of ourselves when we connect, who is huddled in the darkness and crying in pain.
The method I use in my meditation to connect is to move into my heart center. I focus my attention and inner vision upon the center of my chest where my heart chakra exists. I visualize walking deep within until I see a wall. I walk around to see if there is a door, if not I climb over the wall. On the other side is either a dark space or a room with a door. If there is a door I open it and go inside. In either of these, I will ask for a light to shine. Usually you will have heard someone crying or moving inside. When the light shines you will see them. Move towards them and introduce yourself and ask them what is wrong. Tell them you are here to help and listen to them. Then sit beside them and listen.
Reassure them that they are not alone anymore for you are there to help them. Ask them if it is okay for you to hug them and then do so. Ask if there is something you can do to help in this moment and listen. Then again reassure them that you are them and they have made it this far and together you will heal this pain to be even stronger.
Ask that the violet fire of transmutation will take this pain, the cause, core memory, record and effect from your Being to the source of it origin and to the subatomic cellular level. Ask that forgiveness for anyone who has hurt you both will fill your being and that you be forgiven from anyone that you have hurt in this situation that they will forgive you. Share your love with this part of you and feel them merge with you and reunite with you whole again.
As you have merged you can now in the light move out of the room or the walled area for the door is open or the wall gone and the lights are on. You can now come forth from your meditation with the focus that you are now free of this pain.
This does not mean that you may not have other pain that you have walled within from other instances and ages of your life still within and you may need to do this process more than once. For our pain even on a single area may have layers like an onion that need to be peeled away for they have resurfaced at differing times in our lives in different ways that have created a unique scar within us. There can also be entirely different topics of pain trapped in that room. A child may have the pain of being told they are bad, and the teenage may have the pain of saying being rejected by their peers and told they are weird, a young adult is rejected by someone they want to date, an adult has a spouse who cheats on them.
Each of these could be part of that childhood trauma of being told they are bad. Creating actions in their lives based on a belief that they are not good or worthy of love and affection that allows others to treat them badly. These are the effect of the core memory of the original event. The one journey can clear all of these and sometimes, we are not fully ready to let go of one of the legs of the effect. For instance, the spouse has recently cheated and it still hurts and we need to go back in and look at this pain which we feel as an adult. Don’t hesitate to do this process as many times as needed until you walk inside your heart and find there are no walls and no darkness.
During this process, always before you meditate, ask for protection. Archangel Michael will happily place you in his blue pyramid of protection. Please, ask for the highest light and energies possible to be with you. When you are entering your heart chakra it is always nice to ask Archangel Chamuel who is the protector of the Heart Charka to be with you and help you to release all pain. In addition, Archangels who can help in this process could be the Archangels who work with forgiveness. They are Archangels who deal with our Soul Star Chakra called Archangel Mariel and Archangel Lavender. They help us to forgive and to seek those who need to forgive us and ask them to do so. If you don’t believe in Archangels it is fine. Angels are in essence not winged beings but energy aspects of Creation which bring a particular aspect of energy to us when called upon and help us to feel connected to that energy.
May you find clarity in this process. If one suggestion doesn’t work try another to find what works best for you. Sometimes it helps to connect personally with someone to talk about things. We are all different and our journey and needs unique to us. Don’t give up if something doesn’t work keep trying it is worth it to be Free and Whole again.
I will be offering a guided meditation mp3 of this soon on my etsy site. If you are interested please email and I will let you know when available. IF you have any questions or there is something I can help with please email.
We are in a time of amazing opportunity for transformation of self to be that which we believe to be the best self possible. Earth is transitioning from 3D chaos to 5D organic existence. We are being given the opportunity to move forward with Earth, by the Universe sharing all the energies we need to do it.
These energies are intended to aid us and are activating energies which mean they activate within us that which exists. If you have done your spiritual work to clear old blockages and outdated beliefs, they are providing you with energies to accelerate into 5D levels of vibration to move with Earth easily.
If you have within you fear, anger, hatred, judgement, violence, prejudice or any other separatist, controlling or limiting energy including a lack of self love or non forgiveness then these too are being activated and accelerated. Not as a punishment, because the energy is neutral it simply provides the possibility of activation, but as a tool that we can use to identify and clear. We are being show these aspects so that we can make a choice to continue forward as we have or to look at them and make the choice to be free.
These energies are not a punishment, but a clear tool to aid us in this process. If we choose to look at those aspects of ourselves which we most often lock away behind a wall because we don’t like them, that which is termed the shadow self, we are given accelerated tools of transformation and release. What used to take years of therapy, counseling and for some living in isolation to identify, deal with, release and transform can more easily be accomplished.
The key is you must make the choice, be willing to do this, focus upon it with intent to release, transform and be free. I am not saying each one will be easy. Some of these emotions, memories and beliefs are deeply embedded within us. Some are ancestral and in our DNA, or are from prior lives, or childhood. Some we were taught by our parents, families and people we trusted to be truth and the way things should be. However, the world changes and evolves and we must decide if those truths are making us happier and creating a better world for ourselves and all life. This is not about saying you are bad or wrong. We each have chosen to participate and create the world in which we live. We seek ones who believe the same to validate those beliefs. We have the right to make that choices and live it as long as we desire.
However, if you are finding it is not as satisfying as you once felt, then perhaps it is time to reevaluate them. We are being given so much help in order to make this as easy as possible for the Universe loves us and wants the highest and greatest good for all. Energies of release and transformation are coming forth to help us.
One of the best tools is the Violet Fire of Transformation from the Source of Creation which will remove and transmute any energy we are ready to release. Bring it down to the subatomic level of your being to release that which keep you from enjoying freedom to move into 5D level of vibration and Ascension with Earth.
There are many levels of release and transformation but we are being given the tools to make it easier. However, we must do the work no one can do it for us. For we are given free will to make the choice of how we want to live, learn and explore life and creation. We do not judge you as right or wrong, we are simply offering an alternative. If you are ready to live a life of freedom from chaos to explore the possibilities of the Universe, begin the process now.
We don’t need a space ship to see the wonders possible, for it exists within our light body to travel to the Infinite ends of existence and create more. This is the freedom that awaits us. We can’t reach that if we want to hold on to hatred, anger, violence, separation, fear and all the other changes that tie us to 3D chaos reality. One day all will make the choice of freedom, but it may not be as easy to do as it is now with all the help available.
Where do you begin? Begin by being mindful of your thoughts before you speak and act. Stop before you speak, take a deep breath and ask yourself is this kind, helpful, uplifting and unifying? If not, then ask yourself what it is within you that causes you to have this thought that would hurt another or cause separation. This is what needs to be released and transformed.
It is a process. When you can identify it, you need to be willing to release it. When you are ready to release it call for help and ask that the Violet Fire of Transformation, a gift of the Universe to come into your being to the subatomic level to release the energy or thought. Ask that the cause, core memory , record and effect of this original creation be released and transformed. Then ask that the clear diamond light of purity fill those cleared spaces with light and love.
Think of the Violet Fire as a flame that moves through you clearing and burning away the debris. If it is a thought form or belief you can also think of it as a camp fire, into which you write the thought on a piece of paper and say, I release this old belief or memory into the fire of transformation to be released of the cause, core memory, record and effect it has had upon me – TO BE FREE.
This is where you begin, by making the choice and taking control of your thoughts, words and deeds which create your future. There are more steps to take and we will be looking at them in the days ahead, but this begins your process. Love yourself, forgive yourself, embrace yourself and others who are part of you. We will look at that which is ancestral in your DNA, your inner child that has been affected and locked away since childhood, we will look at past lives.
I plan to create and offer in my esty shop MP3 meditations for ones to use to look at each of these areas and to move to release and transform them. For most of us have many layers of clearing and it helps to have something to refer back to and aid us in this process. I will let you know if you are interested when they are ready.
If you have any questions please email me and may your journey bring you joy and peace whatever you choose.
Oracle of Divine Grace 