Sha'Na'El'-Ka'Zira

Balance and Integration

Welcoming and integrating all the parts of yourself.

When this blog first came into my mind was with a realization tuning to a program I was guided to watch. Then as I began to write I realized how much more encompassing this topic could be. However, that being said let us begin.

I have been in the process of looking at myself and the blockages I still have left. The second part is balancing the spiritual and physical parts of my life more seamlessly, and integration the masculine and feminine. A part of this also involves taking a course that reflects upon lifetimes when I was a spiritually empowered person, but events happened which caused me to close off and even fear utilizing these energies and gifts in this life.

The show I was guided to watch was “Drop Dead Diva”, an episode called “Crazy” from 2009. The premise of the show is a model dies in an accident and goes to Heaven. She wants to come back and so she hits a big red return button. However, it doesn’t put back in her body it puts her in the body of highly intelligent and rubenesque lawyer who died of a heart attack. The points I was to understand in the episode where to remember, we die and come back in many forms. Just because the form we are in this time, might not be our dream form, we chose to come in and live this life. Thus we need to make the most of it and enjoy life to its fullest while helping others. In this particular episode she is defending a man who due to a brain tumor acts and lives his life differently and his son wants him declared incompetent. He is simply living every moment to its fullest. She defends him by showing the jury that the intelligence she has is no less valuable if she put on rabbit ears. It is simply our matter of perception and beliefs that make it so.

As I began to write it brought back the work I have been doing personally and how this corresponds. We all have pushed the red button to return to life. Unlike the show we carefully plan each incarnation before returning. I work inbetween lifetimes to help others to read their akashaic and plan out their next incarnation. We look at the possibilities and plan the course with guides and teachers and take the leap back into form. Unfortunately, even with our belief we can overcome the veil of amnesia and the illusions of earth, we too often are overcome by the power of the control energy on earth, and can’t hear our guides and teachers. We stumble making rational choices based on our domestication by family and society and our experiences. We feel alone, abandoned by someone or something which is missing, a hole in our heart, which we search to fill.

There are many ways we search, through addictions or control of others and our environment. There is a pain within us that needs healed not filled. It is by opening the heart, that we can connect to the Heart of Creation to heal and fill that empty space. In this we then know we are never alone. We can reconnect with our Soul, I Am Presence part of God, and our guides and teachers. We can begin to balance the spiritual and physical parts of our lives to enjoy both and share this joy and the light pouring through us with us to help them heal and inspire some.

However, it is those lifetimes when we had encounters that left us afraid to step forward which need to be seen and the issues healed. In this way we can reclaim our spiritual wisdom, gifts and power. We can integrate and balance these parts of ourselves with the Being we are in this lifetime. I recently read a wisdom that addresses this when they say, ” We live many lives, and outside of our earth time continuum they are happening simultaneously. However, the important lifetime for us is this one in which we have the opportunity to Ascend and this allows for all other lifetimes to be freed to rise higher.”

Thus, I realize the importance of the choice I made to jump off into the abyss and take a course to seek to address this lifetimes. I do not do it to seek power over others, but to seek to reclaim the wisdom of who I truly am a ‘daughter’ of the Creator and One with all Life. I came to help others to be able to do this also. I am not recommending spend a great deal of searching into past life times. For many simply want to know if they were someone important in another life to share this with others to feel more important in this lifetime.

We have been victims and victimizers, poor and rich, male and female and a myriad of lifetimes, learning and experiencing. Because we are important in another lifetime doesn’t mean we didn’t choose to be a person of simple means and needs in this lifetime, to experience the entire spectrum. It is our choices that determine if we even succeed in completing the course we set for ourselves before incarnating. To seek in past lives should be about clearing blockages to our manifesting our full spiritual potential to Ascend and be of Service in this lifetime. That is what I am seeking to balance in this life.

One great gift is humbleness, which means we have overcome ego. When we no longer need recognition for our actions and service, and need no outside validation for our lives. We know we are One with the Creator through our I AM Presence and to be of Service is a gift and Blessing.

My prayer for each of you this year is that you are Blessed and inspired to seek the Divine within and to manifest the Divine Being you truly are that together we may make the connection between the Creator and Earth so that the Light of the Divine may shine through Earth and the grids and enlighten the hearts and minds of humanity to enter the Golden Age.

Focus not upon fear in the days ahead. Let go of the badgering of bad news and fear and seek the vision of hope, joy, abundance and compassion for all.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Very Interesting Podcast

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2024

Probablities and Possibilities of Predicitons

We would all like to know for sure what will happen in 2024 to us and in the world. For when we know , we can begin to take control in some manner of our lives. Most humans do not like and even fear the unknown, more than an undesired probability or possibility. This is why so many fear death, for it is the unknown of what happens when we leave this mortal coil.

Prophecy is a prediciton based on possibilities. There are books of prophecy from the sacred texts to prophecies from people like Nostradamus. Most are written in a manner of symbology or prose that need to be interpreted. What all have in common even the ‘Book of Revelation’ is that it is based upon the probability that humans will continue to make predictable choices which will lead to probably outcomes. For instance, 666 is not the number of ‘a man’ but humanity. It is the carbon based element of our human form which keeps us trapped until we make the choice to reconnect with our Soul and I AM Presence. This begins the process of changing the body from carbon to crystalline light. A diamond and coal both are carbon based, but the coal forms close to the surface and is composed of plant matter, much like our human form. The diamond is formed deep underground and the pressure and heat which form it are different and there is no plant matter. Much like when we no longer let the human mind cause us pressure to make ego choices, we allow the light of the soul to reform us into crystalline Beings of Light.

There are predictions like those of Mr. Lichtman who uses variables based on past choices humans made in presidential races to predict the next outcome. The Egyptian god Thoth was said to have the ability to calculate out the probability of an event to infinitesimal accuracy. I asked him and he said that even those probable outcomes could change if people made different choices. One would think that the Creator would know the outcome. After all outside of our time/space continuum of Earth, time is circular and past, present and future all occur at once. So, if that is true how could the future not be known. All probably outcomes are seen, but they can shift and new ones appear with new choices by humanity. Think about parallel time lines and dimensions.

The Creator knows that eventually all will return to the Light of Oneness, because all are part of the Creator expanding and exploring Creation. However, due to freedom of choice, and the law of non interference with choice, unless asked, the time or manner in which that happens differs with each choice we make. The Creator knows that eventually Earth will Ascend and that is happening now. The Creator knows that with that Ascension, all the help needed is being provided if we make the choice, for us to Ascend with Earth. If we will make that choice individually is the unknown. Why? Because we are disconnected from our Soul when we make ego choices that only benefit ourselves.

Time is circular outside of the Time/Space continuum of Earth. In this circular the past, present and future are all occurring simultaneously. So if this is true, why cannot a psychic predict the future with accuracy everytime. First, we can only reach information to the level of spiritual soul connection which we have and we can only understand that information based on our experiences. Think about a psychic in the middle ages seeing a helicopter or atomic bomb they would only be able to describe them based upon their understanding of their environment, even if spirit told them they were a helicopter or atomic bomb.

As Thoth said, even those events if probable at that time could change based upon the choices of humanity. For instance, a psychic once told me that when I reached 33 I would have completed my karma and could choose to leave at that time or stay and help humanity. When I turned 33 on my birthday, I had a near death experience, it won’t go into detail, the event was recorded in the newspapers. At the moment I knew I was going to die, I called out, “Please don’t let me die like this”. I was trapped underwater and being crushed, and in that minute I was free. I had asked and help had come. My ordeal was not over, but I had made the choice to stay and be of service. I could have given into fear of the pain of being crushed and passed at that moment. I have no fear of death for I understand what happens after we leave this human form.

I would like to give an example of choices changing the future. Long ago when Earth was at a low point, and it was thought to allow humans to become extinct on earth, Sanat Kumara stepped in and pledged of his Light and Being to help to uplift humanity. Then at another low point, after Atlantis sunk, Thoth pledged to build a Grid System around earth to keep the energies at a consciousness level of sustainability until we could rise back up. Many of the stone circles and megalithic sites are part of this. Then again in the early 1900 it was thought with the atomic weapons we would destory ourselves, and affect all the Universe and it was a time of decision what to do about us. Then St Germain stepped in and pledged of his light and energy along with Archangel Zadkiel, requesting to bring to humanity the Violet Fire of Transmutation of the Creator to Earth to transmute the lower energies to help free us consciously to make higher choice that benefit all life. This worked for on May 25, 1986 people formed a human chain across america for 15 minutes to ask for peace. It brought forth New Years group meditations around the world that continue today. This further prompted the Harmonic Convergence August 16-17, 1987. A time when people gathered together to meditate, share and pray for peace. To share wisdom of their different cultures.

These were not random days but two days when the most planes formed triune alignments of 120 degree angles believed to promote harmony. IT WORKED as did the gift of the Violet Fire of St Germain. We tipped the scales to the positive direction and it was decided that more help would be given to us to help us to Ascend with Earth. CHOICES MATTER.

It was the choices of these people that changed the future of all humanity.

So, I can’t tell you what the new year will bring. I don’t want to do so. I hope as do the multitude of Light Beings who are trying to help us that you will reach out through your heart to yours soul and hear the higher perspective of what to do and come together with others, in peace, harmony, balance, love and compassion to create a better world than we experienced at any other time since the Golden Ages of the past.

IT IS POSSIBLE – it is up to us. When we hear woke, this is what it means to me. To Awaken to the Divine that exists within you at all time. To create a better future by taking responsibility for your choices, your thoughts, your words and your deed.

Ascension of Earth will happen no matter what you choose, it is if you will go with it and if what we experience in the meantime is uplifting or chaotic. The choice is yours.

May your New Year be Prosperous, Joyful and Inspirational. May you heal the old wounds to bring peace and balance into your Life. Find your HEART LIGHT and Let it shine

Shifting Focus

From Spiritual Holidays to New Year

For months the focus of many has been upon Christmas, Hanukka, Winter Solstice, Kwanzaa, Rohatsu or any other form of your celebration for this time of year. It has been a time when many focus upon purchasing gifts to give to others, and perhaps receiving them as well. This can be a joyful time or a very stressful time depending upon ones focus and attention. It can be a time of focusing upon the inner connection to the Divine Source which brings Peace, Harmony and Balance.

I always liked the idea of the Guiding Light, a Star that leads those who are wise to the Christ child(the Divine within us) with gifts. The gift of these wise men are gold (wisdom and royalty), frankincense (worship and respect) and myrrh(healing and comfort). When we focus our attention upon the light of the heart, we will find the Divine within and receive of our Unity as a Child of the Creator and the gifts of Spirit.

I love the Christmas trees and lights. I don’t cut down a tree, I am satisified with the symbology of the pine tree pointing up to the heavens. I love the ornaments each symbolizing something from the experiences of our lives. I love the lights, symbolizing the heart light shining as we focus our attention toward the Divine.

Then as quickly as it seems to come for adults, the celebration of that event is put behind us and we focus upon the next the New Year. All around we hear about making resolutions. Resolutions are good as long as we don’t beat ourselves up and lower our self esteem if we are unable to stick to them. Resolutions should be small steps taken one day at a time. Don’t make 10, resolve instead to do 1. Perhaps by learning to forgive yourself and others for past conflicts or not doing all you thought possible like all of last years resolutions you didn’t keep. Or simply doing one kind thing daily for another person, the earth, or an animal.

If you have a dream, make your resolution to take time daily to ask for guidance, and take a small step forward. Perhaps a vision board, or write down what you would need, ask for help from the Divine or Angels. I was told to write down a list of what I consider to be my bad traits or weaknesses and a list of my positive traits and strengths. Then I am can work to release my belief in my weakness, release and transform and focus on the strenth I have. I was also told to daily write down 5 things for which I am grateful in my life. This take my focus off what I am lacking to the blessings I have.

These steps will help me to make the steps forward in mindfulness of thoughts, words and deeds. To let go of the negative chatter and focus on the blessings.

Do I need to exercise more, loose weight, clear the clutter? Yes? Will these happen? Hopefully, but I have learned, these are the areas upon which I beat myself up if I am not diligent. Thus, I have been guided to focus upon that which will build me up spiritually, mentally and emotionally and this will lead to less stress and more energy to add these items to my goals.

For some these areas may be easier ones upon which to focus than the spiritual and emotional areas. We each need to know our strength and weaknesses. If we can begin to love ourselves more through our strength and place those into practice in helping us to be kinder, more caring and loving, then the rest will follow.

One last thought often at the end of the year there are groups which have group meditations for peace upon the Earth. A great way to start the new year. World Peace Meditation asks that you do something today which brings Peace to you and Visualize it in the world, asking the Angels and Beings of Light to bring Peace and Light into all areas of the World especially where there is war. Do this in your time on New Years Eve and /or New Years Day.

Recently I read a post that said something like ” What if 7 billion people all came together and prayed for peace. It would manifest easily.” It is the power of intent and focus with the energy of love that can manifest anything. The more people who focus with intent together the more easily it comes.

See you in 2024. Remember you create your future through your thoughts, words and deeds. Let us begin to place our focus on that which is a blessing to all life. This Earth can provide all that is needed for all 8.01 billion people if we let go of greed and fear that brings hoarding. Caring and sharing, for the law is as we give we receive, as long as we are giving without thought of reward or recognition (that creates a karmic debt to be balanced).

May ALL LIFE human and non be BLESSED with ABUNDANCE in all areas of their lives.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Confused Saviors

Living from the heart versus the ego.

We have had many cults and cult leaders in the last century who gather followers and believers. The followers can become quite fanatical in their beliefs and support of their leader. Some leaders may have started out inspired and spiritually directed. Others began as either grifters or narcissitic sociopaths. Not being in judgment of these people simply stating from a palce of detached observation. A grifter is someone who is charming, charismatic in appearance or speech and uses these to entrap or trick other people out of their money. A narcissitic sociopath is someone who manipulates or harms others for their own personal gain. They live in a deluded reality with a need for power, money and control. They have little or no moral codes and use charisma and humor to charm others. They are impulsive and can be aggressive, disregarding rules, laws and social norms as below them.

How do we fall under their spell? We have been trained since birth to be disempowered and to bow to the rewards and punishment system of society in order to be liked and accepted. Even some of the religious systems speak of a Prophet or Leader who will return to either save us or judge us as unworthy. This connects to our own training to do what we are told is right, in regards to beliefs and actions so that we can be one of the ‘chosen’. This open a place in our lives for someone to step in who speaks with authority, and perhaps even demonstrates traits we believe are part of the package of being saved, to take over our lives and even money.

At first they are loving and supportive, but as they begin to be worshipped by followers, who follow without question, they have a strong choice to make, to move the followers inward to find their own Divine connection or to increase the personal rewards to ego, and create a stronger bond to themselves. This usually involves some sort of fear factor, that if they leave they will either be ‘damned’ to hell or they will be harmed. The other factor may be playing on their ego, that they have something that ones outside their group do not have, they are chosen. They have the right to judge others, and either obtain more followers through charisma or fear. These ones also are ego lead to power and control.

Many who fall into their spell are sad, depressed, have issues with self love, and self worth. They may be at loose ends having ended a job or relationship, even parting from family. They may have been in a controlling and abusive relationship. These emotions leaving them vulnerable to the promise of something loving and greater than themselves to give them hope. Some have left a mainstream religion, but with the memories of the beliefs and words of their parents and society ringing in their DNA. They are searching for something greater and more inspiring, to be part of something greater than themselves. This new religion or group promises to show them a greater path and they will become stronger and more in control of their lives, and even an inspiration to others. Each of these is an issue with ego not being balanced to the heart, that leaves one vulnerable to a cult leader.

We are used to others making laws and rules that we are supposed to follow in order to be liked, accepted and succeed in society. So following the rules is easy for them. The leader just has to find the right key to trigger ones to follow them. Perhaps they have the ability of verbal persuasion, a type of hypnosis through words. They might know mind control techniques. Some make know some forms of manifestation or magic to appear supernaturally gifted. What ever the means, they are the savior, the chosen one and they will choose those who will be the saved and blessed people.

They can either create more self doubt, and misguided beliefs in their followers or appeal to their own ego in order to control them. If ones awaken at the time of control to what is happening in their lives, and they loss of power and control, they are often trapped in the web and through force not allowed to leave, through threats of harm to themselves or loved ones.

We have seen many lead to death of individuals or the entire cult. Once one is connected it is hard to break away. If that is possible, they should seek medical evaluation of their body and counseling fo some knid. Either psychiatric or spiritual. Unfortunately, their are ‘archons’ of many types who have developed and controlled the direction politically, economically and socially for many milleniums on earth. They are quite adept at the mechanisms they use like mind control in many forms used to entrap and enslave the energies of humanity spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically. We have been conditioned by the ancestoral training and the systems of the planet to fit into the systems, whether political, familial, societal, country, ethnic, racial or economic. All systems have rewards and punishments involved with conforming to its rules. So it is no surprise we may conform to a cult.

We seek something more in life, hope for something to escape the chaos around us. It is hard for ones to leave because the feras and doubts which allowed them to become a part are now even more deeply embedded in their minds. If they leave they are in need of healing the inner child the pain and teachings, healing the heart to connect to the Divine within to bring light to the shadow of the mind.

The work of healing the inner child and embracing the shadows to be whole begins in the heart. We move into the heart, opening it to connect with our Soul so that it might take it’s place as the guide of the mind. This will lead us back to freedom and unity for the authority and control of others upon the Earth. We seek to bring the light into the shadows of our heart and mind, within our very DNA, that comes from this life, past lives on earth, other planets and dimensions, and from our ancestors and their karmic links. We can use the Divine Violet Fire of transmutation to help us to recognize, release and transform these energies, beliefs and blockages to be Free. Then we can bring the Golden Light of the Creator into every cell and subatomic particle of our body and DNA so that we become protected, whole, unifed and a guiding light unto others to be Free.

It takes a village to help each other. We need to seek love within the heart to allow our Soul to help us be Free. Seek not another in the form, for the Creator is within.

The final thought is those who would entrap others – let go- it is not our part to seek revenge, but to forgive others, for to continue to hold anger ties us to them energetically. When we forgive, release and transform that energy with the violet flame, we are free. Then it is their own part to deal with the karma they have created.

I AM Mareya Shimayh Elohim

I Am a teacher, energy healer, facilitator for Ones on the Ascension path and spiritual counselor. If you have any questions you can contact me at oracleofdivinegrace@gmail.com.

As Above- So Below

I AM that I AM

These two quotes are the same concept and the essence of Ascension. I and the Creator are One. Heaven upon the Earth. All is a matter of heart and mind coherence which shifts our assemblage point and the way in which we see the world, from doing to a point of Being.

I will switch here for a moment to speak on a personal level. I have written before that I have been guided to view that which I receive and share from the perspective of my I Am Presence instead of focusing on an individual Being of Light. This was designed so that I would understand and be able to help others to understand that we are ALL ONE.

In the spiritual realm it doesn’t matter from whom the message is being received it is ALL the CREATOR SOURCE. Let me emphasize, that I am speaking of the Higher Dimensional Beings of Light once you have learned discernment and protection. Protection from mind control energies of earth, and lower beings on earth and in the Astral realms. For ALL is a manifestation of the Creator experiencing and expanding creation in the myriad of forms, whether a star, a plant, a human or a dolphin. Some have advanced more spiritually than others due to choices made. Yet, All are of the Essence of the Creator. So by focusing upon my I AM Presence, I strengthen that connection. My I Am Presence is and always has been one with the Creator, as is yours.

The Ascension process, is opening the heart so that we can connect to our I AM Presence and allow it to be the guiding energy in our life. Thus, all that we do comes from a state of Being in Oneness with the Creator Source for the benefit of ALL.

There was a time where I felt the connection to Thoth very strongly and then an event happened in which that connection seemed to be severed. I offered a year or so ago to be a channel for Thoth and I felt no direct connection again. So about a week ago I asked directly. What I was told was ” What makes you think you aren’t already doing this?” Then I realized that what had been happening was that he was doing so through my I AM Presence and my intuition, as I do the blog and journal. I was told last week by Source, Thoth and others that my path is to explore this so that ones understand the importance not of seeking a particular light being to channel, but to seek the union with their I AM Presence. This does not mean you can’t channel, it means we need make a connection to the higher energies as our priority.

In this Oneness of the heart, I AM, all that I AM able to embody at this time as a part of the Creator Source, I AM. I AM that I AM. Thus, As above -so below. I manifest the I AM within the form. I AM in the process of doing this. However, I AM a teacher in the Shaman manner of teaching. I am to learn the process so that I can share it with others and help them from a practical manner of having walked the walk, not just talk the talk.

I am in no way looking at channeling as being wrong or lesser in any way for there is so much wisdom to be shared with us and it helps so many along their path, including myself. We just need to learn discernment. I have been helped by many and when I feel stuck, I seek out help from those I trust. Again, part of my process until I fully embody my I AM. What I have learned in the last week is that your path, is the path you choose and it is right for you at the time. The experiences you have are ones you have created by your choices, so look at them with a new perspective not of fear or trepidation, but what can I learn from this, and how could I have chosen differently. If I have fear, what is the source of that fear? To ask WHY? Why did I choose thiS? Why do I feel this way? Why is this happening to me or in the world?

I learned to focus on the heart connection to source, and heart mind coherence. To learn and to forgive and to release.

I was also reminded that our guides and teachers want to help us but we must ask and direct them. I was told they can get bored with nothing to do? I don’t believe they ever have nothing to do, but it was a nudge to connect. After all in this doing world, we don’t want anyone to be bored. Ask Archangel Ariel to help you with any problems you may encounter with your pets. Ask Archangel Jophiel to help you to connect to your higher wisdom. Ask Archangel Gabriel if you need to write. Ask Archangel Michael to help you speak your truth. This allows you to make a closer connection to them.

Your I AM Presence – you connect with in your heart. Be quiet, breath slowly and deeply and see yourself within you heart center. See the light and love of the Creator enter with each breath and expand outward to surround you with each out breath. When you feel relaxed move deeper within and state I AM that I AM. As you make this statement allow the energy to come to you and experience your Oneness. It may not happen the first time but be patient.

Trust your inner knowing, the answers and thoughts that bring peace and joy, they are your connection.

You are in the wave, allow it to gently bring you to the shore. I AM that I AM , all that I AM in Heaven, I AM on Earth, as above – so below.

May the Peace and Joy of the Creator be with you.

Leaping into the Abyss of the Unknown

Leaving the land of familiar to manifest the Dream.

Recently, I participated in a free webinar which talked about the Core Fear Matrix as a part of the program. I had not heard of this before. Once I did, I see it all over the internet. The free webinar was also offering a paid program, for which I was interested. However, I found myself questioning, do I want to pay the price? I kept wondering is it worth it? Usually, if I question something, I let it go believing it is not for me.

Yet, this course kept at the forefront of my consciousness. Should I or shouldn’t I? The course involves releasing the fear matrix of this and other lifetimes and retaking our power in order to manifest fully our gifts and visions to help others, and to manifest abundantly. These are all good reasons to take the course. Investing in myself and the Dream given to me for this life. Yet, the nagging doubts, which I told myself had to do with cost.

Then today, the lady giving the workshop and I exchanged a couple of emails. I realized that more than the money, it was fear of the unknown that was keeping me from committing, of not being good enough. She sweetly offered to do a free one on one call to see what the blockage might be, and when she said that a font was released.

First, came forth the image of Carlos Castenada jumping off a mesa cliff. If you don’t know him, Carlos Castenada was an Anthropologist from LA who in the 1970’s wrote a series of books about encounters and teachings with a Nagual or Shaman in Mexico. In the end of one of his books he needed to take a step into the unknown to regain his power. It was a leap of faith and trust in the Naugal Don Carlos that if he jumped he would not die. He didn’t. Now I know he hear the quote all the time, “If you friends jumped off a cliff would you do it also.”

This cliff is the cliff of fear. I had a few days ago listened to a short meditation begin working with the Core Fear Matrix removal. I believe this helped to allow me to be open to this choice to take the leap off the cliff of fear. The core fear matrix can be psychically seen by some as a dark blob with tentacles that embed in the energy field. For myself I felt it for a long time along my spine, not knowng what it was, but knowing each time I cleared my energy and chakras, eventually this energy block returned. So, I know it is something with which I need to work more.

“There are lots of things a warrior can do at a certain time which he couldn’t do years before. Those things themselves did not change; what changed was his idea of himself.”
― Carlos Castaneda, Tales of Power

I knew I could have accepted the kind offer of the person who is offering the course to do a 1 on 1, but I also knew it was important for me to make that choice in that instant to sign up and take the leap of faith into the unknown from the land of familiar.

I am not sure which Guide or teacher was nudging me with this, but I am thankful. Then, I was reminded again of the book, the Dream Giver by Bruce Wilkinson.

He says, “Not surprisingly, the place we experience testing is exactly where we struggle most to trust.”

For me it I have struggled to write a book which I have been called to write.

“Never take a path that has no heart in it. You can’t loose if your heart is in your work, but you can’t win if your hear is not in it.” Carlos Castaneda

I also limit myself to just blogging a small amount and not moving outward into the world with my gifts. Not that my gifts are any greater than anyone else. It is just that we are all needed to do our part, for the need is great. There is not just past life events and traumas which have created these fear blockages, but also events in this life, and the influence of ones who are working to control mass consciousness through energy blockages.

It isn’t easy to share this with others, but it is part of my jumping off the cliff into the abyss. For me the unknown is the reaction of others to that which is my calling. In signing up for this course, I am making my stand. I have had many lifetimes as Shaman and Oracles in differing cultures. As a Shaman often I would explore myself that which others would be facing, in order to be able to help guide them along the path. As an Oracle my part was to share a probable possibility that one could face if they remained upon the same course in their lives.

We all have choices and those choices determine our future.

“The self-confidence of the warrior is not the self-confidence of the average man. The average man seeks certainty in the eyes of the onlooker and calls that self-confidence. The warrior seeks impeccability in his own eyes and calls that humbleness. The average man is hooked to his fellow men, while the warrior is hooked only to infinity.”
― Carlos Castaneda

As I jump off into the abyss, I do so to let go of the core fear matrix which keeps me trapped in familiar, seeking to not be judged or rejected by others for the differences in my perspective of life. I move forward towards infinity, and the joy of being Free to Be. Like layers of an onion we see that which was hidden and now needs to be revealed and transformed.

I have been doing more to be of Service to the Creator and others. However, I was shown that I am Being asked to BE more with the Creator. That instead of asking the Creator or Light Beings to take away my fear, I must move through it with courage and trust to be Free. Self transcendence, is moving forward into the death of ego/rational thought that says but what will others think? It is a move to let go of the familiar survival techniques, patterns, habits and connections to others. It is releasing restrictive thoughts, self- doubt, self- importance, addictions or anything that limits our journey of reunion with Source, our I AM Presence.

Events like walking on coals, vision quests, sweat lodges are forms of this jumping off the cliff. It symbolizes shifting our perception from the physical world to the spiritual world. It is an act of courage, strength, and commitment to move beyond the limits of the physical world and the past to create a new future, guided by the Oneness of Source, and to merge with our I AM Presence.

In this choice we release all attachments to the past and our personal history to BE all that is Possible.

Don Juan told Carlos Castaneda:

“I have no routines or personal history. One day I found out that they were no longer necessary for me and, like drinking, I dropped them. One must have the desire to drop them and then one must proceed harmoniously to chop them off, little by little. If you have no personal history, no explanations are needed; nobody is angry or disillusioned with your acts. And above all no one pins you down with their thoughts. It is best to erase all personal history because that makes us free from the encumbering thoughts of other people. I have, little by little, created a fog around me and my life. And now nobody knows for sure who I am or what I do. Not even I. How can I know who I am, when I am all this?”
― Carlos Castaneda, Journey to Ixtlan: The Lessons of Don Juan

Does this mean I leave all the people I know, my work and life? No it means we are no longer defined by these. I have moved several times in my life. I have found it an opportunity to let go of the personal history that has allowed others to define who I am. They are the border bullies in your life. Not that they mean to be, but they are happy in their lives and don’t want change, and so they want you to remain the same also. For some, yes they let go of everyone and everything, but that is their choice. You simply need to not let the opinions of others define you , and as you do and respond with love to them, they will respond also and begin to let go. They will see the changes in you are for the better and they don’t need to be afraid, and perhaps they can change too and let go of fear.

So, I hope this helps someone. If not thanks for listening.

There are many paths to take, choose the one that fills your heart with love.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

My Dream

A dream shared by many

This blog may not be something that most want to read for it is about the dream which I share with many others a place for ones to come together in spiritual communion. I believe we have these visions because we remember them. It may be from another lifetime in a golden age of Earth, or another planet or dimension in which we have lived or currently live in another form, but we remember. We remember what it is like to live without war, fear, lack, judgment, pain, hunger and despair. We remember what it is like to manifest our needs in order to pursue that which is of interest to us. We remember what it is like to communicate with the animals, the plants, the trees, crystals and beings not in physical 3D form. We remember what it is like to feel at one with everything, and be at peace. We remember and we are seeking it, knowing it is possible for us.

I would not normally share this but when I blog usually the topic is given to me by Spirit and today was about Visualization of the Dream we each have and the importance of bringing it into our daily lives through refining the vision and feeling it existing in the now moment. I was told to share because for myself and perhaps others that would move it even more into the present to manifest.

Our thoughts, imagination and ability to visualize and feel what we desire is a powerful tool of manifestation. We can manifest and change anything in our life through our power to focus upon our desires or change with clarity and to feel it fully and strongly without doubt. Another important key is to feel it manifest and changed in the NOW MOMENT, and not at some future time. If we say I want to have, that is future. If we say I manifest now and have in my life the object of your desire, that is in the NOW. Think of your dream in meditation, while you are doing dishes, taking a walk, or whatever does not require you to use your rational mind to complete the task fully. Don’t need to keep asking for it because you are seeing it as existing, see yourself living where you dream, or doing the work you dream of doing. See that book complete, and people reading it. Make it real in the now and the more you do the stronger the feeling and the quicker it will manifest. Your first request sent out to the universe, began the process. With the power of attraction the stronger your emotional passion and connection the more it will attract that which is needed to complete your dream.

For me the dream is a location for a spiritual retreat center and perhaps a community at some point. The location is a place of peace where together we can manifest a Divine Reality. It has a name but I am not ready to share that yet. It is for those who wish to release and recharge, to connect with Unity and Oness. It is a place where ones can come to learn, heal, shift their consciousness and experience peace.

It is a location for interspecies communication. You may think of human and animal communication when I say interspecies but it is so much more. We are entering more into our ability to communicate telepathically. It is also about communicating with nature, animals and other non human life forms, the Earth, crystals and Beings of Light. I have seen a pyramidal building where Beings of Light manifest to share with us.

I see a sanctuary where animals of different species live and interact and communicate with humans as well as bring their individual healing abilities. It is known that animals like horses are highly intuitive and can help those with stress or emotional traumas to heal. Just to be calm with a cat or dog can bring peace to us. Animals have come with open hearts to earth to help us and learn and experience themselves. Some of them have come to teach us.

I have seen a light healing center for balancing our energy, with light, color and sound which enables healing to occur from the emotional and mental levels to the physical. A place where ones will remember their abilities and help others. It will also be a place where the Light Beings or non physical Entities who desire will come to help us with our physical bodies.

The location is one where we can connect with the energies of nature and what it has to teach us. It will have gardens to grow food, and fruit and nut trees. We will learn to connect with the plants and trees as they did in Findhorn.

There will be classes for learning and sharing. There will be places for ones to camp or stay in rooms to retreat and rejuvenate. It will be a place of reflection to reconnect to the Divine within in order to share and take your vision into the world to help others to be Free.

That is the greater vision, I share with many. For today my vision is to blog, and continue writing the book about Ascension which is in the process. It is through sharing this that I open the door for the greater vision to also manifest, and it is through completing the book that it may also go forth and touch and inspire others to manifest their visions and dreams.

We are all beautiful Co-Creator Beings, with gifts and visions just waiting for us to focus our attention within and connect. We are changing the world, each time we choose compassion, love, forgiveness, and hope over hurt, pain, fear and control.

Remember who you are and let the light within you shine.

Namaste

The Golden Age

What does it mean and when is it coming?

First, I am not an expert on the Golden Age, but I will do my best to share what I do understand. There have been Golden Ages in the past. Many in metaphysical studies when you speak of the Golden Age think of Atlantis. The Golden Age symbolizes a time of purity, honesty, integrity of character, truth, peace, balance, stability and prosperity. People lived in Unity with all life, and the earth provided for their needs. They were able to pursue that which brought them joy and helped to create a better world for all.

The key here being that they lived in Unity with all life to create a better world for all. There was a higher vibrational energy due to the consciousness of humanity. When this consciousness began to fall into ego centered existence, then the eventual fall of a Golden Age occurred. We lost our connection to the earth and the non human life forms, and thus began the ages of turmoil and work.

A new Golden Age for Earth – Lady Gaia is coming. She is ready to ascend to the higher dimensional vibration. We all have the opportunity to move into the Golden Age with her. What is required is that we clear our energy and raise it to a higher vibrational state which requires us to Ascened our consciousness back to that of Unity guided Oneness instead of Ego directed duality.

As I have shared before energy is simply energy, how it is used is based upon the beliefs, thoughts and emotions which exist within us as individuals. We will each make the choice of whether we want to enter the Golden Age or stay in the level of existence we currently experience. Whatever choice we make will be right for us at the level of consciousness we hold.

If we choose to make the changes needed, we will also be helping to provide new energies to aide others in making choices to free themselves. For we will raise the vibrations of the creational matrix and grid systems of the earth, allowing in more higher vibrational energies. As we currently see this is either a blessing or an intensifier based on the beliefs and emotional states of the ones receiving. For it triggers more of whatever exists within us so that we can see it and release it if we choose to do so. We generally don’t release what we can’t see or know about ourselves as being out of balance or alignment with higher energy.

Those who are unable to make changes and live in the higher vibrational energies will not move foward into this new space for they are unable to do so. They will not be lost, but simply move into something compatible with their desires and vibration. However, the GOAL is for all to make the changes, that is why there is so much help available to us from Angels, Guides, Light Beings, the Galactic Federaltion of Light and all ones who serve the Divine Oneness within All Life. That is why so many of us incarnated this time and there are billions of souls upon the planet, so that we can complete our individual process, help Lady Gaia, and all other Life to make this transition.

Diana Cooper has a book in which she shares the visions she has been given regarding the new Golden Age, that she believes will begin manifesting in 2032. The book is called the Golden Future and is available on Amazon if you are interested. Whether this timeline is accurate and if all she sees will occur we will see. One thing is certain Ascension is coming for Lady Gaia, and all those who make the choice to do so as individuals.

One fact of manifestation is that we need a vision, an intense desired focus for the vision to manifest and to so this from the heart. We are creating our individual future and are participating in the planetary future. The entire Universe that is ready is moving to 5D.

Many of the planets we see in 3d are uninhabited because they have Ascended along with the people and exist currently in a 4D state, which is why we can’t see Angels and the Galactic Federation of Light ships unless they desire us to for they all exist in 4D form. They are Ascending to 5D and Earth is being given the honor for her service by moving from 3D to 5D.

Think of a place of peace, balance, joy and harmony. Where all life forms coexist without fear. Where we have all our needs met and can pursue whatever we choose to do in our life and experience, for it is aligned to the greater good for all and the expansion of Creation. We know what is the right action and need of the moment. We are heart centered and can communicate telepathically with all other species. There is no war, no fear, no pollution, no faminine. a

This is the Golden Age ahead. The choice is yours as to if you wish to participate. If you do – YEAH- I will see you there and we will celebrate the joy of living Divinely. Also, Thank you for your choice will help to provide the light and energy shift to help another to choose the same.

Namaste

I Am Moriah Elohim

Who am I?

Journey into Oneness

You may have noted that I rarely sign a blog/message with the name of an Angelic or Ascended Being of Light name. It is not that they are not present in helping to bring forth messages but it is part of my process. I am in the process of learning to fully trust and merge with my inner Oneness of my I Am Presence in consciousness and Being. Our I Am Presence is the part of us which is and always has been One with the Creator Source and All Life.

The Angelic and Light Beings who work with me, are working through my I Am Presence to bring forth messages, information and guidance. Thus, I Am learning to trust my inner guidance and Oneness. I have been given individualized messages which were signed by the Source of those messages in the past, and that will continue and perhaps become more pronounced again in the future, when I have become more fully present as my I AM Presence.

You see as we are One with our Presence, we need but ask a question and the answers are brought to us, we need not seek without for answers. For in the Oneness all is known and shared. However, in our state of separateness consciousness and duality we have been taught that the answers or knowledge is outside of ourselves. So it is a relearning process.

All is a process, and how you learn to merge with your I Am Presence may be different than mine, but I guided to share so that those who may wonder can better understand. Am I channeling? Yes, and no. Yes, in that I am bringing forth messages from more than my human rational mind. No, in that I am bringing forth messages from within myself and merging with my I Am Presence in consciousness.

There are sometimes when I write that I may sign by another name, such as Marguerite. Marguerite is the name given to me by Metatron, I call it my soul name, while Moriah Elohim is my I AM Presence. These are just names to help me to bond with these aspects of myself on a more personal level. In the Christian Bible there is a passage that says. Revelation 2:17 ” He who has an ear let him hear what the spirit says to the churches. To him that overcomes, to him I give some of the manna, and I will give him a white stone, and a new name written on the stone which no one knows but him who receives it. ”

Names are simply vibrations and as our vibration changes, we can still use the same name given at birth or as in this quote a new name will be given which vibrates to match our new vibration. We don’t have to change our name to this new name, or even share it with others. What I Am doing is part of my process.

A stone represents in this context a truth or concept that is difficult to understand or accept. It represents a hard truth which may cause discomfort as we realize how it may effect our lives. So a white stone is pure truth which we have come to understand, so that the I AM THAT I AM, our I AM Presence may manifest in our lives which have changed due to our understanding of Truth changing.

For me this is my process as a spiritual teacher and as part of my journey, to share this name as it is part of my learning to embody this truth of I AM that I AM and Oneness. Yes, it is still a process for me. I share this also so that ones who may have fear of letting go of ego personality to merge to the Oneness of the Divine may come to understand that there is nothing to fear. For in the Oneness is wisdom, knowledge, freedom, expansion, truth and love. We loose nothing but gain Infinite freedom and abundance.

We are all brothers and sisters in spirit at differing levels of understanding and freedom. We leave our footsteps to guide others, and we reach out our hand to help others to step up to the next level. In spirit of Oneness none are considered higher or lower for all is a level of clarity of understanding.

As we merge with the the energy of Oneness the wisdom , love and light within us expands. As I embrace the merging of consciousness and Unity, the clarity grows and so does the purity of what I share. It doesn’t matter at that point if it is Moriah or Archangel Michael, for we are all One within the I AM. Yes, I do seek help and guidance from the Angels, Ascended Beings of Light, my I AM and the Creator Source.

It is a hard energy upon the earth and very dense. We have need of help to shake off the shakles and free ourselves. That is why they are present is to help us as much as they can , but when we ask they help us even more. Their added energy is often the boost we need to remember , release and tranform a blockage or belief. I am most thankful for their help and presence.

At no time is there a desire to deceive anyone with my blog or the messages shared. I have no desire to gain disciples, but simply desire to be of service to inspire others to move forward, to help where I can, to find the Divine Connection within themselves.

Love and Blessings

I AM Moriah Elohim