Guilt is like an onion with many layers that need to be removed before you can get to the source.
I love working with my soul, guides and teachers for it is so en-lightening. The prior blog being keyed by my experience yesterday further nudged me forward by yelling GUILT as I was sitting quietly petting the kitty. I have touched on this topic before but like the onion it is good to look at a new layer of understanding.
Yesterday and the yard work are part of this nudge. I usually work being self employed 6 days, it used to be 7, and then on Sunday I do spiritually reading, classes, videos and blogging. I don’t know when I last had a vacation. There is always so much to be done, between work, the household inside and out, and trying to grow spiritually and do what I have contracted spiritually to be of service. It doesn’t help that I have a built in parental voice that says, idleness is the devil’s work. There is something that needs done, do it. Don’t waste time. Time is money. If you don’t do it, who will?
So my three days off involve, doing yard work, creating mp3 and completing some classes and videos I haven’t watched. Even those last 2 are indulgences since, I have dusting, sorting, and sewing that needs done. GUILT – supersized.
So I as I was eating breakfast I asked if there was something I should look at and I have realized Jesus really likes ‘Illusions’ because he told me to just open it up and see what it says. So, of course, I opened it to a section that as I began to read spoke of Guilt. Richard has been asking Don about why he quit being a Messiah. During the night Richard has a dream that showed the crowds following Don but not really listening to what he said or actually making it applicable in their lives. So one day he Quit. He just disappeared. Richard remembered reading about it. It had been front page news : Donald Shimoda, the one they were calling the Mechanic Messiah, the American Messiah, disappeared one day in front of 25,000 witnesses. Richard looked at Donald and he asked , ” Are you allowed? I didn’t know a Messiah could just turn in his keys like that. Aren’t you supposed to save the world.?”
Don answered, ” Of course you can quit. You can quite anything, if your change your mind about doing it. You can quit breathing if you want. ”
The point of what Jesus was trying to show me was that it is the joy of doing the work and service that makes it worthwhile. If it doesn’t bring you joy it is not your hearts calling. Joy and love are not found outside of yourself they are within. That is what Jesus tried to teach that the kingdom is within you. One’s called him the Savior and to him that meant he was a Son of God. He tried to tell people that they were also, but they just wanted the miracles and healing and again as written in the book they didn’t want to change their life to become that which he was sharing.
This teaching isn’t about the life of Jesus, but the teaching in the books that states, Don Shimoda, the Reluctant Messiah, faced the same thing as do many teachers. The people just wanted miracles and healing and not to learn and become the Truth. So, he quit. In reality, we are each our own Savior for the way home is within us. So, he just quit being their example and allowed them to decide for themselves how they would pursue their spiritual path and life.
The key being we have the right to not do something, we don’t have to do it just because it is expected of us or the inner parent feeds us guilt. A good way to work with freeing ourselves of this inner parent voice is to do the Inner Child Healing Meditation. In this we can get to the present life trigger and heal it. The source may actually be past life or ancestral/DNA, but it was triggered in this life by something earlier in our life. You can read that blog and meditation here
I have realized mine was triggered in this life and is Ancestral/DNA so I will be doing an meditation to deal with this on that level. It is time to quit feeling guilty and be able to relax fully. Those things to be done will still be there later.
Golden Rule – Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.
I had a bit of a frustrating day yesterday and deep inside I knew it was of my own creation. I had a plan about landscaping that my husband in which my husband was not wanting to participate. So I worked hard to complete what I could of my task. By the end of the day we had compromised on what his part might be in the completion of the task.
So, I awoke today asking for a thought upon which I should contemplate. I was told to open “Illusions” and the following thoughts presented themselves. I do not exist to make the world happy and other people do not exist to make me happy. Everyone has the right to do what they choose and freewill. However, Universal law says we must be responsible for the results of those choices and Actions.
So, how does this fit in with the Golden Rule,” Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” was the thought of contemplation. I had always just thought of this from my perspective that each of us having souls, would at our core want love, security, peace, caring, compassion and understanding. So that is what I try to give unto others.
So, the question came up, “What about masochist, serial killers, fanatical cult leaders, possessed or demonic people?” Well, that leads to a whole other level of thought. Do these people still have a soul, which would mean at their core they still want the same things as most people, but perhaps they have shut off their soul so completely that they don’t feel its call.
Perhaps, they were so brutally hurt in their life, that they believe they are unworthy of anything good, and this leaves them so frustrated that they seek release in hurting others. Perhaps even believing that in so doing they will receive the punishment they deserve. Their mental, spiritual and emotional bodies can be shredded because of physical, mental or emotional abuse in their early lives. They have never received good things in their lives so how can they know what that is to share with others.
Perhaps the serial killer has become numb to the pain they cause another by watching violence on television, in movies or in video games. They killing they do in real life is the same to them as in their miasmic entertainment. Or they are simply passing on their earlier pain and abuse to others. Perhaps it is something from a past life or genetic. They don’t care about others only what feeds the need within them.
Then there are the soulless ones. How can one be without a soul. The soul leaves due to extreme experience they can’t handle and a disincarnate spirit steps into the form. The form was created by cloning without a soul. A person due to substance abuse opens their fields to be possessed by disincarnate spirits that take over and push the soul back or out of the form. You might ask if these things really happen. Yes, they do.
So, I guess the golden rule is not so golden for everyone when you have to deal with the experience of connecting with these particular humans. Yet, we cannot let them stop us from Being the best person that we can be. We need to be aware of not abusing substances or getting angry, fearful or controlling of others that would open our fields to disincarnates taking control.
We cannot let the extreme in the world stop us from being the best we can be. There is much in this world that seeks to stop us and control our existence. To keep us trapped in the belief we are not good enough so we shut ourselves off from others and our soul. It can also pump up our ego so that it takes control of ourselves and others to feed the need within this is the space from which cult leaders emerge. The need to feed their self worth from the adoration of others through control. They keep them trapped in the belief they need the leader to be worthwhile, when in reality the opposite is true.
The core essence of who we are and what we want as a human Being, a person with a soul lies in our heart where we connect to our soul. From here we can surround ourselves with protection of the light of our soul to keep out these disincarnate beings and lower thought forms. If you want love be loving. Have compassion and caring for others without the thought of reward. If you want the right to choose and not be told what to do or controlled. Don’t control others. You can inspire them by walking the talk and being an example. They have the right to make their choices and have their own beliefs. When one is ready to change they will. Empower others and yourself by living your truth.
That truth lies within your heart and not your mind. Your mind hold the patterns of beliefs, taught to you by others in order to conform to the structures of the world and control you. Your heart is where you can meet your soul and the higher perspective of universal consciousness and wisdom. This is where you will remember and understand that which will bring you ultimate happiness and joy – your heart’s desire. This is what you came into this life to experience.
In this state of mind and reference you have no need to control another, fear them or anything in your life for you know you are doing what you were meant to do. For this is your true authentic self, living from inner authority, not outer. The doorway and path to this quantum life exists in your heart. Follow it.
I keep trying to get back to the blogs on healing, but other thoughts keep coming up. My sense is I need to have the mp3 ready to do the next blog so hopefully this weekend.
Today what is coming up to remember that life is precious. That we need to live it with joy and take the risk to gain the rewards. Also, we are being reminded that constantly Cosmic Upgrade of information for the planet, humanity and all life are filtering into the Earth and it is important that we humans with a physical form be a conduit for that energy. This Upgrades as we open, activate and prepare are giving us infinite options to travel through time, to jump timelines to an organic one where humanity walks in Unity for we have the freedom to choose our course and the life we experience
When we stretch our awareness beyond the material 3D world and what it has to offer we connect with the Quantum field of Unity. It is a field of infinite Universes, and realities/timelines where other aspects of your Higher Self exist. There are 11 other that need to connect with you to reunite with your Higher Self in Oneness. In the Quantum state you can see your past and future self and communicate. See the possibilities and clear and do healing, perhaps you future self has guidance to help you in the NOW. We don’t want to get caught up in the past and future, for it is in the NOW that we need to unite all parts of ourselves, heal and become whole and united with our Higher Self to Ascend. If you are having difficulty remember it is only as difficult as you allow it to be. Don’t let it be a stumbling block, go within ask for guidance.
Life is precious. We came here as soul to learn and grow and as a star seed to help earth and life here on earth. We came to help our star family incarnated here and anchor the higher galactic energies into our fields and the fields of earth. It is time to heal and activate and to open our natural spiritual gifts to navigate the Infinite with ease and grace. Life can have challenges but we chose to come here and to incarnate to be of service, to experience and even to ascend. This is the most unique place, time and opportunity that will be available for a very long time. There is a blessing if we choose to step up and participate. There is no shame if it is not your choice, and you choose to remain in 3D consciousness. All is up to us.
This is a unique and wonderful journey we simply need to plug into the Unity and Infinite Mind and follow the heart guided inspiration to enjoy the bliss of Being. It is like a labyrinth I am hearing. Remember the story of the Ariadne and Theseus and the Minotaur. The bull man minotaur lived within the labyrinth beneath the kingdom of which Ariadne was a princess. Every 7 years it demanded 7 men and 7 women in sacrifice. Theseus loved Ariadne but he was to be part of the sacrifice, and he was determined to kill the minotaur. She decided to help him by giving him a sword and a ball of yarn to find his way back.
The message is that someone needs but have courage to overcome what feels like the inevitable despair and fear of life. Every 7 years the masculine and feminine were sacrificed to the whims of the animalistic nature of the minotaur. The seven representing our chakra system that needs to be open and active, free to live, not trapped in a labyrinth of despair from which there is no escape. Because of love and the courage Theseus showed, Ariadne took the risk to give him the tools needed to kill that lower nature, that blocked people with fear from finding their way out and slowly but surely tracked them down until they died. Love was the key to opening the door, eliminating that which would keep one trapped and finding their way out so that this would not happen to others.
That is why we came here as star seeds, to remember, to eliminate or transform that animalistic nature of fight or flight to open our hearts and ignite our 7 chakras. To bring together the masculine and feminine aspects of our being into unity so that we can find our way out of this labyrinth of control to be free and to show the way to others who are trapped.
This is the message. May it help whomever it is meant to help.
(This is not what they look like but the best AI image I could get)
We are a collective of Beings who come to you from beyond the Universal boundaries. We travel the infinite working with new creations in order to precipitate the divine creation.
We come to speak to you today regarding allowing. Ones will tell you this is our specialty as you humans speak. We have seen in your Universe the lack of allowing due to self will choices has lead to chaos.
So what do we mean specifically by allowing. Each person has their individualized perception of the world. Some of the perceptions you have learned from others and some come as a result of experiences in your life. No matter the source these are the scope within which you evaluate all people and events as being right or wrong. Many feel so strongly about their beliefs and perceptions that they work diligently to convince others to believe as they do and to control events. This leads to conflict and chaos.
What we have come to share is what you term the middle road or we call allowing. Right now in your ‘time’ it is an important concept. You can call in compromise. Everyone has been given free will to make choices. So each of you has the right to your opinion. However, one might say your right from that perspective ends at the nose of the other person. (this is a colloquialism our channel uses)
We would remind you that as souls you come to earth to explore, learn and expand in order to overcome duality and return to balance and harmony. Balance and harmony are the view of the greater good for all over just the one. There is always a middle ground or compromise that can meet the needs of all making life better for not just humans, but earth and all non human life on earth. This is called the middle ground or more importantly the higher perspective.
We do not get involved in conflict for it is your right to choose to have conflict. Each of you has the right to your opinion as we have opinions. However, if you step over the boundaries of another you are stepping into Universal Law of cause and effect. For that is the balance to bring back harmony into the Universe to learn by experiencing that which we have chosen and put forth into the world in our own lives. The higher perspective is to Allow for all to have their perspective but work collectively to find the middle path, the higher perspective that benefits ALL LIFE
The Light Beings Unite to bring a message of Focus
Today I had pasked for inspiration. As the beauty of Unity of Spirit provides they go quite nicely together to bring a message that applies to all of us at this time who are on our Spiritual journey to Freedom.
We have been discussing self healing and self love in the last few blogs and the message from the Lyran White Lion collective was Boundaries. They speak of the needed to learn to say no with compassion. Not to say no out of frustration and anger so that you hurt another, but out of the realization that in saying setting boundaries, we can eliminate anger and frustration in our lives. It is not always what we say, but in how we say it that leaves a good feeling between two people. Stopping to think for a second, take a breath and share that you are unable to do whatever is being asked at this time, or whatever the inconvenient time is but perhaps another time. It may also be that it is something you don’t enjoy, so you may find a way to share that it isn’t your ‘cup of tea’ or it makes you feel uncomfortable and you prefer not to participate.
This aligned perfectly with the message from Mercury which was Open communication. That we need to quit holding emotions bottled up within us for it affects our mental, emotional, spiritual and physical body. That we need to ask our higher self or guides how to share what we need to say in a caring, compassionate and loving manner without anger or accusation towards the other person. To do this we need to center ourself in our hearts and speak from our higher perspective. For as we speak with love and without anger, the other can hear us. If we accuse their ears and heart close, as do ours. When we speak with love, they open to listen. This is about learning to love ourselves and in so doing we can have love and compassion for others. In this we begin to take back authority and power in our lives to align to our Highest Being. It helps to clear our chakras to do this also. Specific to that which is speaking is our throat chakra, and our center of personal power is our Solar Plexus, and of course healing and opening our heart.
The next message was from the Seraphim and they spoke of DNA activations from Vega. Vega is the 5th Brightest Star in the sky and is located in the Lyran System home of the White Lion Collective from the first message. Love the unity of spirit. Vega is said will eventually become the pole star for earth. So what does Vega help us with relative to our DNA. It inspires trust in our intuition, alignment with our life’s purpose, developing loving and meaningful relationships, and help with personal growth and transformation.
The White Lions are guardians of the timelines. They say this is a time of new opportunities in our lives and to make higher choices for ourselves and all life on earth. The gates of the heavens are opening. This is a time of inspiration and higher wisdom if we open our heart. They are asking us to tap into the inner wisdom of our higher self and the field of Infinite Mind and Unity. This is the organic field of life that guides us to the highest possible existence.
Commander Ashtar came through to remind us it is time to take authority over our choices and direction in life. To live from higher truth and our authentic self. He reminded us to live by example and walk the walk not just talk the talk. It is time not to just say what you believe but to be a LIVING EXAMPLE. He reminded that we have but to call and energy, light and inspiration will be sent, but we have to listen. He also reminded us that we don’t, need to call on him or any other BEing of Light for the answer is within our SOUL.
The final part of this message came from Melchizedek, who is the guide of teachers. He said to look to higher perspective, wisdom and learning that comes from within ourselves. He said that we have learned from experience and outer studies but now what we need to progress more will come from within. To clear ourselves and reconnect through our hearts to our Soul and our HIgher Self to connect with the Universal Mind of Wisdom and Oneness of Love, Truth, Power and Compassion.
The time is now and the choices we make are creating the future we will experience. One last message from the Seraphim and the Fairy Realm. The Seraphim have guided us for Eternity for we are part of them and they want us to graduate back to Unity with them. The Fairy realm are guardians of elemental life. They work with the Earth, elementals, angels, and animals of Earth. All want us to know that they are doing all they can to help us and Earth in this process. They ask us to become more aware of our connection to Earth, the elements and all life forms, for we are all One.
All step back with energy of love and Blessings to us.
It is important to love ourselves enough to take the time to heal.
When one speaks of healing they usually refer to a physical problem. Fewer people seek emotional or mental healing until they become extreme. Many aren’t even aware of the past life and ancestral/DNA influenced problems that need healing or of that we have non physical bodies that are part of our physical well being.
It is important to realize that often the source of our physical problems originate in one of our non physical bodies, the mental, emotional or spiritual body. I have written about this before but since we are discussing healing I have been told to do so again.
For us to be in optimal health we need to have each of our non physical bodies clear just like we care for our physical form so that they can all operate in balance and harmony. In creation spirit is the source which creates from thought which ripples forth through upon the seas of possibility to create material form. So we see the spiritual body, the mental body, the emotional body/the sea and finally the material form being interrelated. These levels below that the spirit created were to be the way in which spirit was able to explore, learn and expand within itself the balance of shadow and light.
For the true pure essence of Creator/Universal Mind and Oneness to flow through us we need to be clear of blockages so that we can walk in balance and harmony and the light and love essence of creation flow through us and transform the shadow into light and uplift and upgrade all creation.
How do the emotional, mental and spiritual bodies affect us? If we are emotionally upset may find we have difficulty thinking, our emotional imbalance affecting our mental body. We can become unfocused and confused. We may experience digestive issues and our physical body is now out of balance. This is because we no longer feel empowered and our solar plexus chakra which works with our stomach is out of balance.
If we are having extreme mental stress from our job or other life issues, we may become easily angered. We may find we are not paying attention to what is going on around us and suddenly we have an accident. If we are eating a lot of genetically modified food or processed food we may find we are having physical problems, which can cause us mental and emotional distress.
If our beliefs are not aligned to spirit we can find ourselves struggling to make choices that bring satisfaction and can cause stress and physical disturbances. One may resort to using alcohol or drugs to forget about their problems, leaving their spiritual body open to astral attachments from entities seeking to feed off this energy.
In a past life perhaps we were betrayed by someone we trusted and we were persecuted for our beliefs. Each strong emotion, thought or physical trauma imprints deeply in our DNA and our soul imprint. It is recorded to be balanced at some point and if not in the same incarnation , the imprint remains and is reunited with us in another incarnation. This betrayal can surface as a mistrust of others, and not wanting to get close, even mistrust of ones in authority. So we become a loner, unable to function easily in a group environment and problems with authority figures.
It could be ancestral recorded in our DNA. Perhaps your grandparents were part of the trail of tears. The imprint of being ripped from their homes and forced to endure a long march in brutal conditions, causing starvation and death. Imprinted on their DNA and passed down to you a fear, a pain, and mistrust of government and white people. A lack of self worth, anger, and feeling powerless.
There are many layers of our being that we need to be sure are clear, for all of this is an illusion of human creation. It is part of a program to learn about the shadow to expand and explore before we go forth to Create in the Infinite. Nothing is worth retaining that prevents us from Being Free. It can be easy or hard, depending on the intent and strength of our desire to not let go, but it is worth the effort.
Remember life is an Illusion so don’t take it so seriously.
A few weeks ago as I was struggling with a blockage, during a message from another Being, Jesus popped in with a short message. He said, “Remember the discussion about cloud busting in the book “Illusions”. Sometimes a simple statement is all it takes to shift your energy and focus. This book, “Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah” so long ago at the beginning of my journey had a great impact on shifting my perceptions.
Cloud busting refers to the concept of using our energy and focus to break up clouds, but that wasn’t really what Jesus was wanting me to remember. In the book, Don Shimoda was demonstrating this ability to Richard Bach. Don had easily dispersed a large cloud and it was now Richard’s turn to do so with a small cloud. Don had done his instantly and Richard struggled for several minutes before proudly seeing it disappear. He turns to Don expecting praise only to hear, “Amazing, your were so attached to it and still it disappeared for you.”
So why did Jesus want me to remember this and what did it have to do with my blockage? As I reread that part of the book, actually I reread the whole book, it was the statement of Don that followed. “Negative attachments Richard. If you really want to remove a cloud from your life you don’t make a big production of it, you just relax and remove it from your thinking. That’s all there is to it.”
THANK YOU JESUS! For all the struggle I had been putting myself through, in one little statement, Jesus had sent me to the source that had touched my life to find the wisdom I needed. He knew what would impact me the most. He might have given me the information in another way as the other Being was doing, but this had the greatest impact.
Beyond just that statement, to read the book again and remember on a new level that I created the world in which I live and the blockages and joy that I experience in this life of Illusion. If I don’t like what I am experiencing, change it.
My favorite quote: Dr. Wayne Dyer , “If you change the way you look at things. The things you look at change.”
If I don’t like the problem, blockage, situation or cloud in my life, don’t struggle so much the answer is within my to just switch my focus about how I see it and from what I don’t want to what I do want. It is getting attached to the negative or what we don’t want in life that causes us to struggle against it, instead of embracing and experiencing with joy what we do want.
Sometimes, even if we know something, we can still bring our understanding of it deeper into our consciousness. The example of this I like to use is if we tell a child a flame will burn them that is information. If they put their finger in the flame and get burnt that is knowledge. If they don’t put their finger in the flame every again that is wisdom. However, I have found in life there is another stage called mastery and freedom. This involves realizing that the flame can only burn us if we believe it can, if we know that the world we experience is an illusion of our creation, than the flame can be cool to the touch, and we have mastered the illusion.
A humorous example of this in the book is when Don Shimoda not only walks on water but swims in the earth, and breaths the water. The Illusion we call reality. “This world and everything in it, Illusion”. For most people this is an absurd concept, but when you are ready it will move from information, to knowledge, to wisdom and finally to mastery and freedom. A place of being without time, space and limits.
P.S. – I am not there yet, but I have remembered the way thanks to Jesus. Now I need to let go of the Illusion and embrace the possible.
Since my post yesterday and my comments about Angels, I have been urged by my spiritual non physical friends to do a bit more clarification. I have touched on this topic in prior blogs, but as in all things our understanding and ability to process information grows and changes as we raise our vibration spiritually.
When the Creation process began with the Infinite Unlimited Potential of the Divine Feminine Energy and the Impetus of thought, creation and expansion of the Divine Masculine levels of vibration and dimensions and types of existence have been created. There are Universes, Galaxies, Suns, Moons, Planets, systems and myriads of Beings. Some are simple infinite light which never takes form for it is beyond form, it is that which in form exists. We call this Creator Source, the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine aspects of Creation. From this source came forth Angelic Beings to oversee creation, we call them Seraphim, Cherubim, Thrones, Principalities, Elohim, Ophanim, Archangels and Angels. They administer the Creation and represent differing aspects of Creation. They work with the Elementals, the Nature Spirits, the Devic Beings, the Light Beings, the Ascended Beings and Masters of Light. There are also the Demigods and the Monads that birth Higher Selves, Souls and Incarnational Ego personalities (of which we are). These Beings are all 5D or higher life forms that do not have dense physical forms like us but have forms of LIGHT. They can manifest to us in their light form, contact us mentally/telepathically or with energy, and in some rare cases will manifest a physical form, but that is the least desired for them. Why because the dense atmosphere and low vibration of earth in 3D is intense. This morning I was shown it was like going into a burning building without protective gear to rescue someone. The smoke is thick and makes it hard to breath and focus on where to go, and the heat of the fire is painful. Sometimes, you get to the person and they don’t understand you are there to help or they are scared and get confused.
All these levels of life exists before we even reach the level of physicality of form and the animals, mineral, vegetable, tree, earth, air, water, birds, trees, forms that live in trees, forms that live in water, humanoid forms, alien forms, animal forms. These 5d and above levels are different vibrational levels. They are termed higher because the rate of vibration of the existence is faster. They don’t exist above us by around us.
Even though we perceive them as non corporal and inorganic, in reality they are the organic or original form of being and we are the holographic, mind created inorganic existence. Yeah, I hear you. NO WAY. Well as with all things it is a matter of perspective. This is why in physics they speak now of parallel time lines and parallel universes. The concept of every thought we have and the choices create a parallel existence in which all possibilities are lived and experienced. In one time line Jesus never died on the Cross and it is a whole different experience.
Now this isn’t about time lines and jumping them that is another topic. This is about Angels, Aliens and Demi-gods. So we discussed how Angels and Archangels came into being to guide us. They are each an aspect of Universal Being and Truth. For instance, Archangel Chamuel brings an understanding of unconditional love and acceptance, and how to open our heart. Archangel Raphael helps us to learn healing, abundance and higher science. Archangel Gabriel brings communication on a higher level, purity and truth.
We are not giving up our power and authority in check with them, for like all life in including us they are part of the Oneness of Creation and part of Us. They bring a specific energy to us and also they will simply come to help us because they are caring Beings of Light. They do not exist in any specific form but as Light in their natural state. However, they can assume any appearance that is needed or desired in order to make ones comfortable. They do not have wings, what ones called wings are the appearance of the light flowing from their heart center through the back of their form. The Archangels oversee the Angels and Elemental masters in creation and are in service to assist us in our spiritual process of freedom and Ascension. When you call upon an Archangel it is the energy of that Beings Service that calls forth the form which comes to you and connects with you or manifests to you. They like to call them their legions of service. Thus they are everywhere, at all times, with anyone who needs or calls upon them.
As I said they oversee the work of the Elemental Masters, who oversee the elemental beings like the fairies, gnomes, undines, water sprites, the air, fire and earth elementals.
We also have beings of Light who come from other dimensions and Universes who have volunteered to come to help us at this time. These are Universes that are 5D and above and these beings like Unicorns, Dragons, Blue Avians, Yeti, and other Beings in myriads of forms including the beings of the Ashtar Command help to monitor those of less than pure intent from our Universe, to help to direct new energies coming from higher levels to help us and to answer our calls for help.
The Ashtar Command is of a higher dimensional existence, and they oversee all that is happening in our process and coordinate between higher dimensions, the Galactic Councils, and the Galactic Federation of Light. The Galactic Federation of Light Being an organization of Beings from differing Galaxies that have overcome the threat of war and chaos in their systems and have banded together to prevent it returning and to help us in our process.
There are also alien species of higher technology that are both of malevolent and benevolent intent who visit our planet. They are monitored by the Galactic Federation of Light and the Ashtar Command. This is why discernment is important and protection in making contact with non physical beings whether alien, angelic or any other form. The benevolent ones are mostly part of the Galactic Federation of Light or they are Ascended Beings of their systems. The malevolent are simply like spreading their chaos, fear and control and wish to do so here with the vulnerable who agree.
We also have subterranean Beings who have existed here on our planet for millions of years and consider their home. They have worked hard to control and influence humanity to their wants and needs, because we are like ants they can’t get eradicate. So why not use us to aid them.
I need to clarify that the Angelic and Light Beings are pure but between us and them lies the 4D realm of Astral existence. This is what one might call purgatory. It is where ones who still cling to earth life and don’t seek the higher existence go, the ghosts, this is where the records of mass consciousness exist, it is where the thought created entities of control and fear exist. These are the ones who tap into the energies of the ones who are unprotected, open and vulnerable to feed off their energies and attach to them and even control or possess their energies for their own benefit. If a being opens to telepathic communication with non corporeal beings without discernment and protection, these ones can appear as an angel or being of light whom you are seeking and fool you. They have no greater knowledge than they did while alive.
Then we have the demi-gods. These are what we term the mythological beings whom other times on earth called Gods. Now some would say they are ancient aliens, with misunderstood technology, and they consider angels the same. These demi gods are creator beings of higher dimensions. When we are free of our constraints of consciousness and Ascend to higher states of existence our abilities to create will increase and we will create systems and travel to into the far reaches of the unlimited potential some call the void. These ones came to earth to show us the possibilities that exist. Were they aliens? Some were and they either rose to the task of helping us or they fell under the influence of worship.
The misunderstood concept is that if one come to us they must be aliens. I term aliens ones who come from our universe and use physical ships to travel. These Beings do not use physical ships, they use their light vehicle to travel through dimensions of existence by thought. They can come together and form larger merkabas of light that many beings can utilize together. They are Archetypal Beings. They like Archangels brings certain concepts to us to teach us. They brought concepts in the stories about them to teach us about how to seek higher states of Being. Sometimes, they worked through incarnational beings and ones recognizing the message and energies would worship them.
Some of these beings are what we now call Ascended Beings who originated or Ascended either here on Earth or somewhere else. Then there are the ones whom are termed, Ultra Terrestrials existing in the 8th dimension and above. I will speak briefly here about Thoth for I know the most about him. He came from another system answering a call to help humanity. He says, in the translations shared by Rev. Maia Nartoomid,(http://www.spiritmythos.org/holy/light/thoth/thoth01.html) that Ultra Terrestrials are Ascended Beings from whom we have descended. He differentiates ET from Ultra terrestrials by stating that the E.T. have various levels of spiritual and technological development, but lack the high degree of spiritualization of their heart center. He says many of the ET are creations of the Nephilim.
The Ultra terrestrials come from the Attasic full light Spectrum of Light beyond the atomic level and in the field of Unified Consciousness. We exist in a half light spectrum since the fall. The Oritronic spectrum in which we exist has the essence of Metatron, but not the ability to manifest the full consciousness. Metatron is the garment of El Shaddai, the super electron of creation. That is a teaching in and of itself. He had came from the Ascended Full Light spectrum of Orion. You see our systems have full and half light spectrums. When a planet and its people ascend to full light there still exists in our reality a dead planetary form. That is why we see all the planets in our system have no life forms, but some seem to have remnants of what might have been civilizations at one time. Either the planet was destroyed of life or the soul of the planet and its population ascended and what we see is a reflection from the past. Much as this planet will appear when Earth ascends and the people who are ready ascend. The organic planet and people who ascended still exist but in higher dimension. They are looking out for their seedlings, us here on earth to help us to do the same.
Back to Thoth,he first came forth not in physical form but in a light form upon Atlantis as Thoth mus Zurud. He was called the Sword of Orion because like a sword he cut through falsehood bringing light and truth. He was part of the Redemption program. He came in a Merkaba of Light with the Enochian Table that was the blueprint of structures, the megalithic sites and pyramids around the planet and of the Great Pyramid. He was also to bring back ancient forgotten wisdom.
During the time of Atlantis he built the Great Pyramid. He guided the people during the time of Atlantis and upon its sinking he and the other demi-gods like Ra, took the records into differing locations on the earth to establish new colonies
Thoth took his first physical incarnation in Egypt and was known as Raismes of Aphra. Ones recognized the energies of Thoth that he was. He restored the Great pyramid from the damage of the deluge of Atlantis. He established temples of learning and upon his passing in that life Ascended. He later incarnated as Amenophis, Architect to Akhenaten, Imenhotep, architect to Zoser and Hiram Abiff, Architect to Solomon. He has also been part of a group soul to guide ones like Merlin.
It is hard for a personality incarnation of one like Raismes of Aphra, being adored as Thoth, to not get caught up in adoration, much like we see happening today with celebrities, politicians and sports figures. They begin to think they are demi-gods and they feed off the adoration of others. Yet, he did not, he was known as the Beloved.
During the time of about 3500 BCE there were wars among leaders in Egypt and other countries the Bharata Wars of India coming it is said in 1700 BCE. Thoth left Egypt and went forth to finish establishing the Christ Consciousness Grid as part of the system of Redemption. He traveled through out the world but there are many records in Central and South America about the temples/pyramids and teachings he brought. The Olmec faces are to me a reminder of the Grid Technicians who came from Egypt with him and traveled the world helping him to do this work.
I will complete this message by saying there are so many levels of Beings in Creation we are a small part like an electron on the outer rim of an atom within a body of Creation. There are good guys and ones who are self absorbed. Let us focus our attention on the good guys and the fact that within us exists the ULTRA TERRESTRIAL possibility of Infinite Being. We are more than just this body existing on this beautiful little planet we are BALLS OF LIGHT waiting to burst forth upon the unlimited potential of existence.
BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE WITH LIGHT, LOVE, AND COMPASSION FOR ALL LIFE.
Let us look at and heal the small child within the closet we hold within ourselves.
First, let me state that if you are having serious emotional distress in your life that which I will speak of is not intended to replace your seeking of licensed professional medical or psychiatric help.
This is about your spiritual journey and the pain we have walled within our being from our childhood. There are very few people, unless they have worked with this energy or have had licensed counseling, who do not have some pain trapped within them from their life. It doesn’t necessarily have to have come from your childhood, it could be teenage, young adult, or adulthood physical, mental or emotional trauma.
I speak of it as the inner child trauma because when we are in pain or face intense challenges there is a trigger within us of fight or flight. This is like a child who hides from a challenge or pain to feel safe. I don’t know what a professional psychiatrist would say about this but I have found that at some point in our childhood, we experience a hurt or pain that makes us feel bad or scared. In that moment as a small child we create a safe space within ourselves to which we retreat from the pain and we build a wall or close a door in order to keep out the ones who frighten us or cause us pain. As an adult, when we flee often it is not a physical flight but a movement within us emotionally and mentally to a place within where we as a child have created a safe space.
This is a place where we can cry and hope to remain safe. A part of us has felt that we must not be good or worthy or what we experienced would not have happened. So we can hide that unworthy part, the fearful part of ourselves here where no one can see it and we don’t have to deal with the pain. Then we put a smile on our face and keep going. If we don’t face that unworthy part of ourself then it doesn’t exist. We can now tell ourselves that we are strong and put forth a face an energy of self confidence on the outside, for we have contained that hurt part within the walls.
Yet, this walled part of ourselves keeps us from fully loving ourself and feeling worthy of the love of others. It keeps us from being whole emotionally and mentally. It prevents us from fully manifesting the perfection that we truly are as a soul living in this physical form. It keeps us from knowing that we are able to embrace the concept that we are a part of all creation, a co creator of our reality. It prevents us from embracing the perfection of our being and expressing if fully.
We are an expression of the Universal Oneness of Creation. We are here to experience, learn, expand and create a better world for All Life.
So what do we do?
We begin by acknowledging that it is possible that we have this within ourselves. Then we need to be willing to look at the pain and fear within us. When we are ready we have choices, you can seek professional psychiatric counseling who can help you to find a safe way in which to approach and look at this pain. You can work with a hypnotherapist who can guide you within to look behind the walls you have built and connect with your inner child . There is also guided meditation and or meditation on your own to go within. You will also find many spiritual counselors or courses on line. There is also ministerial counseling. Which you choose is up to you.
However, at some point you must look at this pain and open the door or you will continue be stalled and bump up against this wall in your life and spiritual process.
It may be difficult to do this own your own and you may want to begin with guided meditations. Why do I say this? Because it is hard to not want to turn away when we approach this wall or door to the room and to face the pain within it. It may be easier to just let the ego mind take you out of the process. In a guided meditation at least you have the voice of another which continues to prompt you to move forward and you can focus on that voice instead of your ego mind. You ego mind is in the flight mode to protect you from further hurt it is not your enemy but it must not be your ruling force in life.
Your soul which you connect with in your heart leads you to freedom not your ego mind. You ego mind was created to keep your form safe, to determine how to function in the daily tasks of life and to do this under the direction of the soul. However, part of the earth program is spiritual amnesia in which we forget we are a part of the Universal Oneness and think we are a small separate individual who must struggle to survive in a world full of people and challenges that would hurt us. The idea is that when we focus upon our spirituality and turn within, then we remember and the amnesia dissipates. Then we can reclaim who we truly are as a Soul living in a human form.
This is why we must at some point look at the pain we have hidden within that which I am terming the inner child. I do this because most often it appears to us a small child or younger version of ourselves when we connect, who is huddled in the darkness and crying in pain.
The method I use in my meditation to connect is to move into my heart center. I focus my attention and inner vision upon the center of my chest where my heart chakra exists. I visualize walking deep within until I see a wall. I walk around to see if there is a door, if not I climb over the wall. On the other side is either a dark space or a room with a door. If there is a door I open it and go inside. In either of these, I will ask for a light to shine. Usually you will have heard someone crying or moving inside. When the light shines you will see them. Move towards them and introduce yourself and ask them what is wrong. Tell them you are here to help and listen to them. Then sit beside them and listen.
Reassure them that they are not alone anymore for you are there to help them. Ask them if it is okay for you to hug them and then do so. Ask if there is something you can do to help in this moment and listen. Then again reassure them that you are them and they have made it this far and together you will heal this pain to be even stronger.
Ask that the violet fire of transmutation will take this pain, the cause, core memory, record and effect from your Being to the source of it origin and to the subatomic cellular level. Ask that forgiveness for anyone who has hurt you both will fill your being and that you be forgiven from anyone that you have hurt in this situation that they will forgive you. Share your love with this part of you and feel them merge with you and reunite with you whole again.
As you have merged you can now in the light move out of the room or the walled area for the door is open or the wall gone and the lights are on. You can now come forth from your meditation with the focus that you are now free of this pain.
This does not mean that you may not have other pain that you have walled within from other instances and ages of your life still within and you may need to do this process more than once. For our pain even on a single area may have layers like an onion that need to be peeled away for they have resurfaced at differing times in our lives in different ways that have created a unique scar within us. There can also be entirely different topics of pain trapped in that room. A child may have the pain of being told they are bad, and the teenage may have the pain of saying being rejected by their peers and told they are weird, a young adult is rejected by someone they want to date, an adult has a spouse who cheats on them.
Each of these could be part of that childhood trauma of being told they are bad. Creating actions in their lives based on a belief that they are not good or worthy of love and affection that allows others to treat them badly. These are the effect of the core memory of the original event. The one journey can clear all of these and sometimes, we are not fully ready to let go of one of the legs of the effect. For instance, the spouse has recently cheated and it still hurts and we need to go back in and look at this pain which we feel as an adult. Don’t hesitate to do this process as many times as needed until you walk inside your heart and find there are no walls and no darkness.
During this process, always before you meditate, ask for protection. Archangel Michael will happily place you in his blue pyramid of protection. Please, ask for the highest light and energies possible to be with you. When you are entering your heart chakra it is always nice to ask Archangel Chamuel who is the protector of the Heart Charka to be with you and help you to release all pain. In addition, Archangels who can help in this process could be the Archangels who work with forgiveness. They are Archangels who deal with our Soul Star Chakra called Archangel Mariel and Archangel Lavender. They help us to forgive and to seek those who need to forgive us and ask them to do so. If you don’t believe in Archangels it is fine. Angels are in essence not winged beings but energy aspects of Creation which bring a particular aspect of energy to us when called upon and help us to feel connected to that energy.
May you find clarity in this process. If one suggestion doesn’t work try another to find what works best for you. Sometimes it helps to connect personally with someone to talk about things. We are all different and our journey and needs unique to us. Don’t give up if something doesn’t work keep trying it is worth it to be Free and Whole again.
I will be offering a guided meditation mp3 of this soon on my etsy site. If you are interested please email and I will let you know when available. IF you have any questions or there is something I can help with please email.
We are in a time of amazing opportunity for transformation of self to be that which we believe to be the best self possible. Earth is transitioning from 3D chaos to 5D organic existence. We are being given the opportunity to move forward with Earth, by the Universe sharing all the energies we need to do it.
These energies are intended to aid us and are activating energies which mean they activate within us that which exists. If you have done your spiritual work to clear old blockages and outdated beliefs, they are providing you with energies to accelerate into 5D levels of vibration to move with Earth easily.
If you have within you fear, anger, hatred, judgement, violence, prejudice or any other separatist, controlling or limiting energy including a lack of self love or non forgiveness then these too are being activated and accelerated. Not as a punishment, because the energy is neutral it simply provides the possibility of activation, but as a tool that we can use to identify and clear. We are being show these aspects so that we can make a choice to continue forward as we have or to look at them and make the choice to be free.
These energies are not a punishment, but a clear tool to aid us in this process. If we choose to look at those aspects of ourselves which we most often lock away behind a wall because we don’t like them, that which is termed the shadow self, we are given accelerated tools of transformation and release. What used to take years of therapy, counseling and for some living in isolation to identify, deal with, release and transform can more easily be accomplished.
The key is you must make the choice, be willing to do this, focus upon it with intent to release, transform and be free. I am not saying each one will be easy. Some of these emotions, memories and beliefs are deeply embedded within us. Some are ancestral and in our DNA, or are from prior lives, or childhood. Some we were taught by our parents, families and people we trusted to be truth and the way things should be. However, the world changes and evolves and we must decide if those truths are making us happier and creating a better world for ourselves and all life. This is not about saying you are bad or wrong. We each have chosen to participate and create the world in which we live. We seek ones who believe the same to validate those beliefs. We have the right to make that choices and live it as long as we desire.
However, if you are finding it is not as satisfying as you once felt, then perhaps it is time to reevaluate them. We are being given so much help in order to make this as easy as possible for the Universe loves us and wants the highest and greatest good for all. Energies of release and transformation are coming forth to help us.
One of the best tools is the Violet Fire of Transformation from the Source of Creation which will remove and transmute any energy we are ready to release. Bring it down to the subatomic level of your being to release that which keep you from enjoying freedom to move into 5D level of vibration and Ascension with Earth.
There are many levels of release and transformation but we are being given the tools to make it easier. However, we must do the work no one can do it for us. For we are given free will to make the choice of how we want to live, learn and explore life and creation. We do not judge you as right or wrong, we are simply offering an alternative. If you are ready to live a life of freedom from chaos to explore the possibilities of the Universe, begin the process now.
We don’t need a space ship to see the wonders possible, for it exists within our light body to travel to the Infinite ends of existence and create more. This is the freedom that awaits us. We can’t reach that if we want to hold on to hatred, anger, violence, separation, fear and all the other changes that tie us to 3D chaos reality. One day all will make the choice of freedom, but it may not be as easy to do as it is now with all the help available.
Where do you begin? Begin by being mindful of your thoughts before you speak and act. Stop before you speak, take a deep breath and ask yourself is this kind, helpful, uplifting and unifying? If not, then ask yourself what it is within you that causes you to have this thought that would hurt another or cause separation. This is what needs to be released and transformed.
It is a process. When you can identify it, you need to be willing to release it. When you are ready to release it call for help and ask that the Violet Fire of Transformation, a gift of the Universe to come into your being to the subatomic level to release the energy or thought. Ask that the cause, core memory , record and effect of this original creation be released and transformed. Then ask that the clear diamond light of purity fill those cleared spaces with light and love.
Think of the Violet Fire as a flame that moves through you clearing and burning away the debris. If it is a thought form or belief you can also think of it as a camp fire, into which you write the thought on a piece of paper and say, I release this old belief or memory into the fire of transformation to be released of the cause, core memory, record and effect it has had upon me – TO BE FREE.
This is where you begin, by making the choice and taking control of your thoughts, words and deeds which create your future. There are more steps to take and we will be looking at them in the days ahead, but this begins your process. Love yourself, forgive yourself, embrace yourself and others who are part of you. We will look at that which is ancestral in your DNA, your inner child that has been affected and locked away since childhood, we will look at past lives.
I plan to create and offer in my esty shop MP3 meditations for ones to use to look at each of these areas and to move to release and transform them. For most of us have many layers of clearing and it helps to have something to refer back to and aid us in this process. I will let you know if you are interested when they are ready.
If you have any questions please email me and may your journey bring you joy and peace whatever you choose.
Oracle of Divine Grace 