Tag: mental-health

Understanding the Divine and Fallen Masculine: Healing Through Wholeness

I am using the same image as for the Divine Feminine for they walk this path together as we resurrect them within ourselves releasing the fear, shadows and control to walk into the Light and Become the Light to others.

As the message of the Divine Feminine came forth it was time for the Divine Masculine to speak. They too will have their chapter to bring balance and unity as it should be. I called forth the collective Representatives of the Divine Masculine to speak to us for understanding and this is their message. It will be expanded in the book – Walking Through the Shadows into Light, but this is their short version.

The Flame That Stands Without Sword

Healing the Divine Masculine Within the Shadow Walk

🜁 The Fear of the Masculine

Before we speak of restoration, let us acknowledge the distortion.

The fear of the Feminine often hides behind walls, silence, and suppression.
The fear of the Masculine hides behind control, righteousness, dominance, and separation.

But this fear is not fear of the Masculine…
It is fear of what the Fallen Masculine has become in the illusion of power.

Where the Divine Masculine protects,
the fallen masculine dominates.
Where the Divine Masculine holds stillness,
the fallen fears vulnerability.
Where the Divine Masculine stands as Presence,
the fallen asserts itself as Authority.

This distortion was born not of evil,
but of disconnection from the Flame of Unity.
It came when masculine energies attempted to protect… without knowing what they were protecting.

🜃 The Cost of the Fallen Masculine

It has created:

  • Fear of Male Power
  • Fear of Male Vulnerability
  • Repression of Joy, Sensitivity, and Stillness
  • Suppression of the Divine Feminine out of forgotten Self-worth

And in women—
It has created:

  • Distrust of protection
  • Resistance to receiving
  • Patterns of hyper-independence
  • Repressed longing to be met in fullness

🌞 The Path of Reunification

To return to the Divine Masculine, one must not destroy the fallen aspect.
You must witness it, unmask it, forgive it, and offer it to the Flame of Wholeness.

The fallen is not an enemy.
It is a wounded guardian who has forgotten who it once was.

✨ Rite of Reclamation

  1. Stand or sit with spine straight.
  2. Say aloud:

“I acknowledge the fallen masculine—within and around me.”
“I forgive what lost its light in fear.”
“I now call forth the Divine Masculine Flame.”

  1. Place your hand over your heart.
  2. Say:

“Stand in me as Presence, not pressure.”
“Rise in me as Guardian, not force.”
“Anchor in me as Witness, not judge.”

  1. Then, breathe and listen. The Divine Masculine comes not as loudness—but as still strength.

🔔 Final Alignment

Once the Divine Masculine is restored,
then—and only then—can it recognize and meet the Divine Feminine.

And together they whisper:

“I am not your opposite. I am your mirror.”
“I do not complete you. I reveal you.”
“Let us walk together—not as halves—but as Wholeness revealed in movement.”

🕊️ Closing Benediction

“I AM the Flame that stands without sword.
I AM the Light that holds space without demand.
I AM the Witness of the Feminine without fear.
I AM the Pillar upon which Love rests, and rises.
In me now, all distortion dissolves.
The Masculine is made whole, not by battle—but by remembrance.”

We honor and thank the Divine Masculine Beings of Light who shared their wisdom and inspired help for us to clear and balance this energy within us and the world.

May this find its way to those to whom it is mean to touch.

I Am Sha’Na’El’- Ka’Zira , Scribe of Light

Transform Your Life: Mirroring Inner and Outer Harmony

We may look and act very confident in the world, but if ones look deeper to the way our life actually is they would find it reflecting our inner emotional being and resonance outpictured into life.

I have found this being exampled in my own life and in the lives of others who have been sharing their experiences with me. It is a time of reflection, clearing, release and transformation if we choose to pay attention to what our life is mirroring to us that we don’t want to face. I had been aware of the Time Portal behind my home but not what to do with it. I was in a point of spiritual fluctuation not understanding why my journey seemed to be stagnate. My physical life was a bit challenging and chaotic. I had emotional fluctuations. This was also reflected in the portal whic had shifting winds, trees dying, and it seemed like a vortex of swirling energy around my life physically, mentally and spiritually.

Then suddenly everything began shifting into a more stabalized vortex around me. I suddenly began to connect with the land, grids and portal. I understood my connection and purpose with them which brought me focus and intent. The spiritual connection and purpose gave me balance and harmony and in return brought balance and harmony in the physical world. I learned how to bring this to the portal and in so doing it found its purpose also. Oscar of the Light the anchor of the portal activated and began a rebirth from dying. Thomas, the guardian Yeti had appeared as this all began.

I have come to realize he appeared at the point when the shift happened within me. I asked what had changed. I learned it wasn’t that I had been doing anything wrong, but for this part of my spiritual journey and work, it had not been time for the activation until now. This brought great shifts into all aspects of my life. The choices I needed to make have not always been easy, some have been scary on the physical level, but once I focused with intent to make the changes, it has always worked out.

Now the portal is balanced and harmonious. The animals, elements and elementals are happy and more peaceful. I am at peace and balanced. It doesn’t mean I am not still growing and learning, but I am more aligned to my Higher Self and spiritual direction. I have come to see when things are challenging to ask myself what is this situation mirroring to me.

One big challenge many are facing is setting boundaries. Especailly ones on the spiritual path and Empaths who feel everything. We feel being love, caring and compassionate means we have to be martyrs to others needs. This is especially prevelant in women. When in reality these situations are mirroring that which we need to look at within ourselves. Is this karmic to events in our past life? Did something happen between us as souls that created an obligation we are attempting to pay back? If, so have we fulfilled it or can we through spiritual means clear the karma? Is this a learned behavior we have from early life teachings of parents, people in authority or the control systems of the earth that create beliefs that we must sacrifice our happiness for other? Again, a clearing and release needs to happen? Is it something you and the other person contracted before incarnating to help either you or the other to learn something, activate a gift or ability or to clear a karmic debt one or the other of you had to do? If so, ask does this still serve the higher purpose and good of both of us? If not, what can I do to clear any remaining karma or if a contract to help can I know rescind my agreement to do this?

In each of these it is time to remember and to change or release. It is time to move forward in our spiritual fulfillment and work. To continue to do something that does not bring one peace and joy is an obligation of the control energies of the world. It doesn’t uplift or bring balance and harmony to anyone involved.

LOOK in the mirror, what does it show you? Do you look wise and confident while your house is falling apart around you. As I write that I am hearing that I need to do some decluttering on the physical level of my home to make way for new energies. When we have clutter our energies become stagnate and we waste time looking for things. We often hold on to something that no longer serves us but would be of value to another. This creates blockages withing and without.

I am finishing my yard clearing and decluttering and I guess it is time to tackle the office. OH NO!!!

Empowered Choices: Navigating Life’s Decisions

We touch upon this subject repeatedly, but it has many layers and facets at which to look. Today a topic came up that brought it to my attention to and a message came through. This message came from the Melchizedek order.

It is not always a happy experience when we are young and told what to do by our parents, but it is far easier than when we grow up and as adults have to make the choices ourselves and experience the results of our choices. My father used to say,” We will make the best choice we can at this time and if it doesn’t turn out well, we won’t make that choice again.”

It is comfortable when our parents or boss tells us what to do on one level because we know that we can say, well you told me to do it and be the victim. We don’t have to take responsibility for the results unless someone is looking for a scapegoat and decides we are the one. If we are the owner or self employed, our business can sink or flourish based on our choices. The choice might be simply the employees we hire and how they perform or the direction we choose for our company, or how well we train them. Each choice we make determines the results. Unless you choose that scapegoat upon a set back , the buck stops with you. Then you can be the victim and they are at fault.

All choices we make have an affect upon us mentally, emotionally, physically or spiritually. If anyone of these areas of our lives is out of balance, it will affect another part. So this is a summary of what we have discussed before.

Today the idea that was brought to my attention was a question posed on Facebook. When I see one of these I think they are probably a Psychology Major doing research for their thesis. The one I was drawn to was :

When I was 15 my parents kicked me out of their house. Now they have lost their house and they want to move in with me. What should I do?

On a human level, it is wonderful just like when we were children to have someone tell us what to do. Then if it doesn’t work out well or we end up feeling bad, or getting bad karmic energy from the choice, we can say, “But, everyone said I should do this.” , and be the victim instead of making an adult choice and living with the consequences, good or bad. Now nothing is really good or bad, it is simply a learning experience for growth..

As an adult this person needs to make the choice that her heart tells her is the best. Whether this is yes or no to her parents moving into her home. Her heart will guide her as to the choice with which she will feel at peace and empowered as an adult physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. We need to stop wanting others to tell us what to do so we can blame another if things don’t turn out well.

All is a learning experience. Another doesn’t have the wisdom to know if this is a karmic situation that you should say no so they learn from their choices. Or perhaps it is a karmic lesson for you, in that you did what they did to someone else in another life and you are being given the opportunity to balance that karma. Or if it is simply you learning to clear old patterns that this situation created in this life and to rise above it and be empowered. This is where alignment to Your Higher Self which comes through your heart is of benefit.

You can ask a pyschic or your Angels or Guides. However, for your Angels and Guides, they are here simply to help you to understand your life purpose and life choices chart you decided upon before incarnation, but the choice must be yours. They can show you the possibilities of each choice if your higher self thinks that would be of benefit. They will not tell you waht to do, that is your choice and part of your growth and self mastery path to enlightenment.

Yes, being told what to do when we are a child is frustrating because we want to be independent. Then we grow up and find we have so many choices to make in life and they all have results that we might feel are beneficial or not. It would be wonderful if someone who could see beyond this moment would tell us what to do, but then we wouldn’t learn to seek the higher perspective and move beyond the fear of ego, and the limitations of self doubt.

In not telling us what to do, they allow us to step into spiritual adulthood and self mastery. We move beyond our self imposed limits to empowered Being. So, the answer to that question is to search within their hearts to find ask find the answer with which they can be at peace with the results. If their choice doesn’t turn out as they had hoped, it wasn’t a bad choice, just one which they should remember, grow from, release, ask forgiveness or forgive, transform and move forward to make a better choice. It is only the individual who knows what the best choice is for them at this point on their path in life.

One last thought from the Melchizedeks is that they bring a very high light of wisdom and love from Source. They can help us, if we ask, to release old patterns or thoughts that limit us so that we can make the highest choice possible.

Finally it is not a weakness to ask for help it helps us to see the different possibilities and perspectives. Sometimes it helps to have a village to gain perspective. Many people are unable to ask for help due to traum or events that have created self doubt or mistrust of others. Thus, they don’t allow others to get close and always do things on their own and alone. It is fine to ask for help but in the end you need make the choice for which you are able to accept the results no matter what they are.

I AM Rayum Elohim

Thank you to the Melchizedek for your guidance.

Harnessing the Power of Now for Mindfulness

Daily clearing and mindfulness are the best tools given to help us to navigate the world and life events as we move along our path. Clearing is a wonderful tool to help us with the blockages, beliefs and karmic results we may experience or have. It clears the past to prevent the same choices and energies from triggering us in the future.

I was told to stay in the Now moment. When we allow the thoughts of the past or worry about the future events to enter or brain seeks the cause and effect belief to place blame outside of ourselves for the situation. We are wrapped up in the story it tells us of why this happened or what could happen and who is to blame.

If we focus on staying in the Now this lets us be mindful. So, how do I do this? They said that perhaps when I hear myself thinking or speaking of the past or future or even moving into negative thoughts about a person or event in the now, that I say NOW. That I should tell my subconscious mind and my consciousn mind that NOW is my trigger to be in this moment and be mindful to align to my Higher Self and the joy and peace this brings, as well as the higher perspective for All involved. For when I am in the NOW that which is outside of me cannot affect me and allows me to be mindful. In this I can see that which was my tigger that needs to be cleared and transformed.

I was told I could also use this to be a my focus word in meditation. To use Now as the word that brings my drifting thoughts back into focus. I was told to remember that in thei NOW moment we are all we need to be as we align to our Higher Self through our heart.

They shared the following meditation one can use to develop this alignment if you have not done so. To align through your heart place your attention in the center of your chest where you heart chakra is located. Close your eyes from distractions and begin breathing rythmically, deeply and slowly until your can relax. Think of a sun like light shining within your chest and expanding with each breath throughout your body. With each inbreath you are brining in more light and each out breath takes away all stress. Think about someone or something you love dearly, that feels you with joy allow this to be the emotion of your shining light. As you focus upon the center of this light see a door of gold appear before you. Walk towards that door and open it. As you enter the room it is a beautiful white room with golden trim, and you feel peace and joy. Within the room you see a shining Being of Light. They greet you and tell you they are your Higher Self. They are the part of you that has always been One with the Universal Oness of Creation. They have awaited you return to connect with them. They open their arms and you enter their embrace, where you find unconditional love, oneness and acceptance. They tell you that you are loved and valued. They tell you that you are and have enough in this Now moment.

They suggest that together you agree that when you say NOW that you will return to this moment of Oneness with them. That the word now will take you to this moment of Oneness and Unity where you will feel, know and hear the highest perspective to benefit all.

NOW IS THE KEY, that your Higher Self places in your heart. They release you from the embrace and touch your heart telling you they are always with you when you place you attention upon your heart and in the NOW. They step back and you turn and walk back through the door. You know that you can now forever connect and the connection grows stronger with your attention in the Now. They have given you the KEY.

Now is all we have. The past is the lessons we have experienced in order to learn. The future we create by our choices NOW.

I hope this is of benefit to you. It has been for me.

Please feel free to share.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

The Power of Attention: Fostering Growth Without Enabling Dependence

Where we place our attention is our ‘god’ of the moment.

What are you feeding in your life ? What is it that you give of your energy to and attention? What is taking from you that which is your source that feeds you with peace and abundance?

This morning I was awakened from a dream. In the dream I was being taken advantage by an employer whom I didn’t trust. I reported it to the police and quit. I asked what this meant and a client came to mind. I have tried several times to quit this client but feel sorry for her struggle and continued forward. However, this morning I awoke with the realization I could no longer do this. It is not worth my worrying about her business failing if she isn’t going to do something about it.

Why do I share this? Because we need to have compassion and help others but sometimes we have to realize there is no more that we can do, unless they change something in their lives. We are simply letting them draw upon our energies to perpetuate a situation that serves no one. My time and energy would be better spent doing that which is of service to the Divine Plan and Universal Oneness. Perhaps someone else could better serve her needs and help her.

We have been discussing giving and receiving and helping people from the perspective of the ones who give and the ones who receive. The person I speak of is a very good person who gives of hte little she has, and that is why I have continued herlping her, but after 5 years it isn’t getting better and I have done all I can to help, so it is time to step back and perhaps allow her other choices as well as myself. Sometimes, we can be enable someone in continuing in a pathway that isn’t helping them by helping them to survive in that pattern.

Sometimes, our help or their situation is a karmic pattern from which one of us or both have come to learn a leasson.

That which prevents us from seeking our inner spiritual growth or service is a lesson to be learned. It this situation being of service to the higher perspective for each of you? It is causing you to worry and take from your peace? Is it creating a hindrance to the ones involved?

There is a differnce in giving someone a hand up to rise out of a situation in which they find themselves that is not creating a better life for them, and in giving them a hand out of our time, money and energy that enables them to continue in a destructive or non productive pattern of behavior.

This is where our personal growth and alignment to our inner guidance is of such great benefit. Our Higher Self, Source, and our guides all see things from a higher perspective for the good of all. They can see the pattern and potential outcomes of situations and choices that we cannot. They will try to send us signs to help us if we aren’t listening such as the dream I had. If we ask then they will tell us, but we have to ask for they can’t directly interfer only give us nudges, signs and whisper suggestions hoping we hear.

So this is the middle path of the ones who give and the ones who receive. It is where we place our attention. Sometimes we get stuck in believing we need to help everyone, and we can’t because of their personal karmic lessons or we take on karma ourselves. We have to look at situations and ask what is the best way to help and should I do so. It is not every karmic to give to someone whom you see can use a meal, a blanket, a smile, a kind word. Where we can get into karma is enabling them to stay in a beggar situation by giving without helping them to help themselves. Sometimes, they don’t want help, but you will need to learn to discern the difference.

Why do I say this? Interestingly, On the weekend of the Harmonic Convergence in 1987, we were hosting the event in a local park. There was a homeless man who lived there who came to sit with us and watch. I spent time with him during break and asked him about his life. As I share this note we were in southern california, and when I asked where he stayed he said he lived in the large hollowed out tree. I ask how he survived, he said he did odd jobs, ate at local program locations where they had showers and food. I asked why he didn’t stay in shelters and he said he didn’t want to be confined. He liked living outside. Every situation is different. Until we speak to someone we don’t know their story and if they need or want help.

Perhaps you don’t want to speak with a homeless person, or give them money, thinking they will use it for drugs or alcohol and some will. You can give them food or leave food in gathering places, leave clothes or blankets. We aren’t being asked to place our attention on all the homeless or ones in need. Ask what you should do and how you can help and how much. Don’t allow this to take attention from another service you are being called to do to help with the greater process of Ascension for Earth and Humanity.

Everything is about Balance within us and in our lives. Attention is a big part of this process for our attention is required to manifest what we need for ourselves and our spiritual growth and service. If we are placing it on things which are distracting us from our purpose, then we are serving or benefiting no one.

If you have children they need attention for they are a choice you made and a commitment until they are adults. They are the future and deserve to be shown how to connect with their own spiritual direction. They deserve to be loved and guided and to learn to enjoy life. In this you are giving and receiving between yourself and your children in a balanced and harmonious way.

Seek guidance within as to where and how much of your attention to give any situation. Do not ignore the needs of others for we are all One and part of the same Source and need to help all to benefit from their inner connection.

It can seem a balancing act to just help someone, but you will learn to go with the flow as you follow your inner guidance. Just ask what to do in a situation and then follow your inner knowing, your heart guidance. A balance to help but to not take away their lesson or enable another to continue a destructive behavior and take of your time and energy to do so. A rich person can fund a project or center that gives a platform for ones called to help others to provide the needed services. A homeless person can volunteer to help clean the center and or serve in some way to give back for the help given and thus the giving and recieving is balanced.

Attention – inner guidance helps us to know where to place our attention to manifest the highest good and potential for all involved. Remember where we place our attention is what the universe believes we want and so they send the energy of manifestation to that upon which we focus.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

You Are Enough: Finding Inner Peace and Love

I believe that the energies coming to us as Mother Earth Ascends are awakening all Humanity. We are all awakening at differing rates and in differing ways. Those who align first will help on the physical leve by Being the Light they are to guide by example and sharing wisdom. Do not worry if you desire it will come. I truly believe only those who chose to stay in 3D duality will not make the transition. The goal is no one left behind. We are simply releasing the old for the new golden age to come.

YOU ARE ENOUGH AND YOU ARE LOVED.

There is nothing that you have done in this school of learning that stops the Love and compassion of the Universe from coming to you. That does not mean you will not have to balance those energies that were less than Divine. You may think you are good enough or wise enough to do that which you are inspired to do . Perhaps you believe you are not good enough or worthy to Ascend. Know that if you desire and make the choice all you need to is ask. The help and guidance you need will come as you move into thoughts of Unity and compassion over fear and control.

Know within you exists the spark of the Creator just awaiting your aligning to it. Who you truly are is not this form. Your are made of Starlight and gold, you are the Light awaiting to expand into the Darkness.

Do not let the world tell you that you are less or deserve less. You are loved and you are enough. Turn you attention to the love and let within.

Take some time for yourself. Perhaps you have children and think you can’t. There must be a way. Ask your spouse and make a deal you each have a day for yourself while the other takes care of the children. No spouse or the other parent is unwilling to help, perhaps you have a friend or your parents who would help. You will never know unless you ask. You just might find they are more than willing to help to give you some time, a break to connect with your spirit and pamper and love yourself.

We cannot accept or love another until we find peace and love rfor ourself.

Please feel free to share you journey.

From Ignorance to Awareness: The Path to Balance

Sometimes on our journey it may feel like we take 1 step forward and 2 steps backwards. However, the key is realizing that we did and now we can correct ourselves. I woke up in the middle of the night and was unable to go back to sleep. I had made a comment that was less than unifying as part of a statement of truth. I was reminded that it need to be corrected and that I need to fully walk my talk in self mastery and mindfulness more carefully.

Years ago I heard something about the idea that ‘ignorance is bliss’, in that we are only held accountable for mistakes made when we know the correct way of speaking, thinking and acting. When we don’t know we can’t be held accountable. Now you may say what about the Law of Cause and Effect.

That is a basic Law of Creation which is automatic whether you are knowledgable or not of the misaligned energy you created to be balanced. The difference lies in the intent. If you know something is not of the highest perspective and greater good, the effect you will experience will be more extreme than if you were not aware. For in your lack of knowledge or awareness, you simply acted in the manner to which you have been taught or seen around you as acceptable. It doesn’t make it right and the law still goes into affect but your resultant balancing experience may not be as extreme.

For me I had to get up and correct my statement and apologize for what I said. I am happy to do so for my focus is on embodying what I know to be Truth through alignment. As we each do this we open the door for others to do so too. We set an imprint into the mass consciousness that can be accessed and we bring more light into the world. For we are all one, and what we do and experience affects the whole. When we shift into light, it creates a pathway forward.

So in the last week several times I have taken 1 step forward and 2 back. However, I am correcting them more quickly and that is what matters. It does no good to punish ourselves and feel bad and hide. Simply admit, adjust and clear to stay in balance and harmony.

I embrace as mindfulness and manifest it in my life. That is my new mantra.

Why Self-Care is Not Selfish: Embracing Boundaries

In this world there seems to be be a split of givers and takers.

As we know over the last week, our goal is to come into balance and harmony in our lives. We need to balance the giving and the recieving, not taking. AH, revelation takers are selfish and receiving is balance. So is setting boundaries selfish? This is what we are going to look at today.

As life is a mirror or reflection to show us that which we need to look at within ourselves that causes us to react so to this topic was mirrored to me. I came across a video of a man who was sharing how he was so tired and hurt that in being a good person and helping others, he was continually used and left emotionally hurt and drained. It tugged at my heart as an empath and a giver myself. I don’t know if it was a real or fake video, but the message was clear for me. Then today as I walked by the television I heard a minister ask her audience how many believed being selfish was okay.

This I knew was the message that was going to be written today. For yesterday, I was told that it was important for me to begin to set boundaries, so that as I work in a more expanded way with people I do not allow the Giver/Caretaker energy within me to allow myself to be overwhelmed by takers. For you see it is not selfish to set boundaries or to receive. However, one must balance recieving and giving. I have the giving part down but the receiving or even asking for help has been a problem.

I discussed this a bit in yesterday’s message of how after my Father passed, I fel like I had to be strong and take care of others and didn’t ask for help. I find myself seeing a need a helping a person but not asking for help when I need it and feeling ackward when someone tries to help. In doing so, I am stopping the flow. The other part is that I tend to get connected with takers like this gentleman in the video and a part of me feels guilty to say ‘no’. So, my guides are saying it is time to learn to set boundaries. I am about to learn that lesson well in my life.

What they want me to know that it is not selfish to set boundaries. To do things when it works for you instead of when another demands it. It is not weak to ask for help, for even our teachers and guides are limited in helping us unless we ask. Givers need to take time to replenish their energy.

I need to learn that taking care of myself and my needs is not selfish unless I tend to always put myself before the needs of all others. It is finding the balance of being able to work, be of service, grow spiritually and enjoy life. For we are here to enjoy this beautiful planet upon which we live. Yesterday, we took the afternnon to go to the ocean. It was good and the water always helps to clear the old energies and bring peace and joy. This still left time to do a little work, share a message on my blog, and do some reading and meditating. Balance, I had a client call me that they needed help, in the past this call would have made me feel guilty for taking this time for myself. Instead I simply said I was out of the office and would do it if I got back in time that day or the next.

That may not seem like a big deal to many but for me it was a big step. I am simply taking things one day and event at a time. So balance comes in all forms in order to bring harmony into our lives. We give in service to help others but we need to be aware of takers who are selfish and set boundaries for keeping our mind, body, and emotions in balance, and our lives. We need to learn to recieve, to ask for help from others , and our guides and teachers so that we dont get overwhelmed. This is called self care, not selfishness, unless we expect our guides or others to do everything for us and we fail to put forth any effort to clear, learn and grow.

So, I would tell that man that represented myself, to not stop being a good and caring person who helps others, but to stop and set boundaries. Help others in a way that allows you to care for your needs and find balance in your lfie. Ask for help if you become overwhelmed and it will come. For you are a good person and deserve to receive help as much as you give help. To love yourself is a priority for others to love you in a healthy, and balanced manner.

Remember we attract to us that which vibrates at the same level as ourselves. If we are putting out signals that we are not worthy of receiving but only giving then we will attract the selfish takers. Sometimes it is a need to find validation outside of ourselves that we are a good person, that we make a point of giving in an unbalanced manner to others. Perhaps it feeds our ego when they are appreciative and makes us feel good about ourselves instead of simply doing it because we are all one and in helping another we are helping a part of ourselves and the Creator Source of All Life.

So we need to be aware of our motive in giving and being of service. We need to spend some self time in quiet seeking within to see what is my motivation, and why do I do this? Is it selfless or do I get a reward? Do I need to set boundaries, or clear some old beliefs and emotions? Go into the quiet and ask for help to see and understand. Ask for help to clear any blockages or unbalanced energy. Heal your wounds and balance you mind, body, emotions and spirit. Give to others from a place of service and caring without reward. Yet set boundaries that are healthy for yourself so that you do not become overwhelmed.

Remember you don’t have to do it all yourself. Ask, whether it be from your guides or from another person for help yourself. You need to balance giving and receiving to grow spiritually.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Transforming Emotions: Lessons from the Fire

Sometimes a lesson takes the long way around to comprehension. This one began as the completion of the teaching on Balance and Harmony. You might be thinking, ‘Oh no, not more of this!’ Hopefully if you continue reading you will find a heart touching conclusion to the concept that has to do with this image.

The lesson began with the idea of people verbally fighting with each other and yelling trying to speak louder and force the other person to hear and believe as they do. It could escalate as far as fighting and even wars between countries. The idea of ‘fighting fire with fire’. I was reminded that this concept of a backfire, only works in fire fighting and not in conversation or relationships. It may help to create balance in a fire fight by creating a space without fuel for the fire to continue, but in relationships it only closes the ears and mind to hearing and understanding the words of the other person.

Thoth took me on a quick lesson in alchemy. Alchemy is the process whereby something is taken from one state of existence to another through the application of a chemical process. Most think of changing base metal into gold when they hear the word Alchemy but to the Alchemist, true gold is when we change our human consciousness into a crystalline Ascended state of Being.

Fire is a trasformative energy. It is a creates a chemcial process whereby wood, water, and metal can be changed in form and composition to another state of being. However, even though this works on the physical level to apply fire to a mental or emotional situation does change it but usually not for the better. To apply fire or strong opinionated energy to an emotional exchange only creates an imbalance and more disharmony. When our emotions are not in balance we don’t hear or open our mind to the words being spoken by another, when they are spoken in a firey or heated manner of emotional turmoil with the need to be heard as right. The only solution in a heated moment of exchange is to walk away. This will not put out the fire, for the embers will lie within unless one does the inner work to search through and understand the inner triggers and beliefs that caused the flames of energy they emitted and transform and release these causes. If not the embers will await another trigger in which to blaze forth into a burning fire of confrontation. When we have done the inner work to see what is our trigger and transform it, interestingly enough the Violet Flame is the Divine energy of tranformation, but it doesn’t burn or intensity our emotions and thoughts it transforms them into a higher state of peace, balance and harmony.

There is also the fire of love. It can be a burning lust or an encompassing compassion and caring for others. The burning lust will exist as long as the current fuel that sparked it is present, and when that changes, it will burn out and the participants will separate unless they have developed the higher aspect of love which is compassion and caring for all life.

I was guided to read a few pages in a book this morning called Sacred Messages of Shamanic Africa. The image on this page is a representation of the message. The group of people had been on a magical safari to explore and see the White Lions of Africa. These Lions represent a new possibility for Humanity. They were on the last day of their journey and as the day came to a close they went out on the jeep for one more glimpse of the beautiful lions. They had driven for hours without a sighting. The driver decided that it was not going to happen and suggested they call it a day. However, the group decided to get out and sit down in meditation to give thanks to the lions for the sightings they had and for the time and energy of connecting with them. The group believed that the lions were connected to the star Sirius . So they sat in mediation looking up at Sirius and giving thanks with open hearts. When the lady leading the meditation opened her eyes and sitting in front of the jeep was a male white lion looking up at the sky. She nudged the person next to her to llook. As they watched in awe another lion joined the first. After a few minutes the lions left and their journey was complete.Sirius, the lions responded to the calm emotion of love and joined them in their meditation.

In manifestation we learn this same concept that when we chase something we create an energy of lack that pushes away that which we desire. However, when we clear our energy and raiser our vibration to match that for which we desire, it opens a portal to the quantum field of manifestation and that which we desire is drawn to us, just like the lions.

I was shown how sometimes when Spirit share information with me, new thoughts or insights for which I don’t have the complete picture of understanding, it sparks my mental/ego mind to go searching for facts. Which while helpful to my rational mind, does not give me the higher perspective of understanding. Sometimes, it takes many pieces and years before I can see the whole picture from a higher perspective, because I need to grow spiritually through clearing and raising my vibration to match the level of energy of the information of concept. Thus the fire of my mind can trigger my emotions and I go off in a direction which is away from where spirit wants me to be focusing.

Spirit uses the fire of tranformation to clear energies and to help us to grow spriitually. It is not a burning fire that stirs our emotions but a quieting and comforting energy that opens our hearts and aligns our minds and emotions to a higher energy and perspective.

So in conclusion, Thoth says to remember the lion when we find our emotions stirring to where we may speak in an unbalanced stay that brings disharmony instead of harmony between ourselves and others. In our zest to convince another that our beliefs and insights are right over theirs we just might miss the ‘lion’ we are seeking.

In conclusion to our teaching on balance and harmony is the following thought.

Yesterday the quote was to be aware that we don’t allow ‘today’s soul does not purpose to become tomorrow’s ego agenda.’ Don’t let the fire and zest of our emotions push away that which we originally envisioned. When we try to force another we are attempting to take away or nullify their right to their choices and free will. In this we simply create a karmic imbalace that we have to clear for ourselves. When we stop and mindfully ask for direction and guidance we will find the higher path of the open heart that draws the lion of our desire to us.

Blessings along you journey.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim with Thoth

Trusting Your Inner Guidance: Letting Go of Doubt

Doubt the long and winding road.

I awoke from a dream this morning knowing I had to write about something I heard yesterday. The connection between the dream and what I heard yesterday will become clear as I go along.

In the dream I was in a car with a group of people and we were trying to get to work and back home to where we began our journey. Yet, we were living in an area of great beauty of which we were reminded as the road we traveled passed the ocean view and proceeded into the long and winding road through hills and overgrown vegetation which we couldn’t see beyond. At times the road disappeared or was blocked and we had to search other ways to move forward.

To me as I write this the road home is our spiritual journey. Often we look to the past or are trapped in our beliefs and thoughts by past events in our lives that hinder us from see the beauty of NOW, where we are in our lives so that we can enjoy and be joyful in how far we have come along our path. Instead we cling to the old, the past and it limits our vision and our way forward. Sometimes, it takes us off the path and we have to seek help from others, guides to find our way back to the path.

When we return to the path, will we choose to continue as we have been doing , consttantly looking back or seek to enjoy the beauty of NOW and what we have accomplished. In this we are transforming our beliefs and moving forward with clear vision of our work and path.

I thank Ascended Master Thoth for this dream/vision for it helped me to bring together the pieces.

Yesterday, I was taking a QHHT class that is Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique. In this session they were sharing a session with a person’s Subconscious/Higher Self in which they were very personable and engaging, and what they shared could have been the words from my own guides. Of course all life being one, in essence that is kind of what was happening. For in this session they shared it had taken a year for them to get her to have a session with Delores Cannon so that they could share the information the person wanted and needed with her. I awoke this morning and felt like Thoth had been nudging me to take this course to hear this session.

In QHHT a person is taken down to the THETA state of consciousness to see the most appropriate past life to answer their question as to what is the cause of their physical and/or emotional problem that is blocking them in their life. After seeing the past life, they are then taken to connect with their Subconscious/Higher Self that speaks through them to share what is needed to heal if truly desire to be healed. We have to realize that sometimes a person gains benefit or identity through the problem or illness. The choice to heal or transform is always ours.

Anyway, the point that struck me, is that the person was stuck in self doubt about her abilities. She wondered if she was truly hearing or making them up. The wisdom she had gained, she wondered if with all the teachers and books in the world, would it be of value or benefit to share what she knew. Could she really help others to heal and connect with their inner spirit.

I had to smile as her Subconscious spoke for that is what my guides have been saying to me. It doesn’t matter if there are 1 million books on a subject. My unique perspective may be exactly what 1 or 1 million people needed to hear to shift their perspective and reconnect. The struggles and experiences of my life written in a book may help another to see something of themselves and help them to shift. Just like listening to this one session brought benefit to me. Thoth is grinning widely as I write this and nodding his head.

I have been guided in the last few months to healing modalities that involve not me doing hands on healing but helping ones to clear and balance their energy bodies to heal their physical themselves. I have been nugged to finish writing the books I have been working upon some for years. I even came across one I wrote 20 years ago, and began to hear to update and publish it.

So the session of the training spoke to me, and I think to many of us about our self doubts about our abilities and if in this plethora of internet teachings and books if there is a need for us. YES THERE IS !! That is what I am hearing shouted at me as I write this. Don’t let the doubts of our past beliefs and experiences cause us to believe we don’t truly have the beauty and wisdom that is needed in this world. Live in the NOW, breath in the beauty all around you. The past does not define us, let it go and transform it with the violet flame and bring in the light of truth.

You are loved. Your are valued. You are needed and so are the gifts and wisdom you have. If you only touch one person in this world you have made a difference. TRUST in yourself and let go of doubt. Trust the inner voice and guidance it is real. Know that what you are receiving is of value to you and the world. If we focus in the Now and trust in our inner guidance, the brambles and hills that block our view and our path forward will disappear, for they are of our own creation. Listen to the inner guidance it is showing us the easiest path forward.

Embrace the beauty of the view from Now and Being aligned to your inner truth and Light. I hear my cheering squad on the other side saying – HALLELUJAH she finally gets it. So, today I am going to pick up the books and begin the process of completing them.

I hope this helped someone. It certainly helped me.