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Triumphant

What does it mean to be triumphant in spiritual growth?

I have heard the word twice now in 2 weeks when I have sat for inspiration and guidance. So I know that I am being given a message. I just wasn’t sure what it was expressing to me. I know to be triumphant is to be victorious but over what?

As I ask for guidance regarding this I am being shown it means to be strong in spirit and to embrace our self empowerment and unity with our inner spirit over the outer world. It means we accept the Presence of Spirit in everything we do in our lives and relationships. It means to seek in love, peace and grace the inner guidance during times of challenge. It means to align to the spirit within us that our path be made clear.

It means the control mechanisms of the world have been revealed and we are triumphant in living our lives without fear. This isn’t a journey of ego or hardship. It is a journey of freedom and joy. The Universal Oneness is sending us the energy we need to be triumphant in our lives not for personal control or ego, but to be free and live in Oneness with ALL LIFE.

However, for me there is another part of this message of Triumph. I am also hearing to bring joy into my life. This is a repeat message also. I am told I have been doing good work in overcoming and being triumphant in freeing myself from the control mechanisms of the world but I haven’t embraced the joy that this freedom brings. WHY?

As I wrote the word why I was taken back to childhood and a game we played. We were in a church meeting and we were not to laugh, talk or enjoy ourselves. Growing up in a church it was always a somber occasion. I realized that I had held the belief that to be spiritual one must be solemn and this had stayed with me. It is time to release this.

I call upon my guides and teachers to come forth to help me as I release to the Violet Flame of Transformation this belief that spirituality is solemn and not a joyful experience of life to be expressed and embraced in every moment of life. I release from my DNA any ancestral energy and beliefs of this concept and ask that the person who was the original source be released also if that is their desire. That along with me they place this belief and any associated beliefs into the Violet Flame of Transmutation that we and all progeny past, present and future may be free. I ask Archangel Michael to release from myself, the original ancestor or past lifetime any cords or attachments we have regarding this belief. I ask that any contracts or agreements be transformed by the Violet Flame that the cause, core memory, record and effect of this concept be permanently removed and transformed into light within each of us. We are now free and I ask that the highest light possible fill every space that has been cleared. I thank, the Source of Creation, Archangel Michael, my guides and teachers, my ancestors or past life for their participation in this triumph over the suppression of joy of Spirit.

I now go forth free and triumphant in joy and grace.

May any who experience the same find some guidance in freeing themselves.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Taking Responsibility for Change: Moving Forward with Empowerment and Compassion

WE SHALL OVERCOME – all things are a matter of perspective.

A week or so ago, my friend Allan Ishac told of how a friend from his youth found his book, “Mystic in the Mews” and reconnected with him. They told him how their parents who were holocaust victims were still alive and would love to see him. The parents are 99 and 100 years old. When I first heard this I felt there was such a story to tell, for there are few living who first hand can speak of the horrors of this time.

It certainly puts into perspective how small our concerns in life and our fears can be in comparison. It doesn’t mean that our fears and concerns aren’t very important for us, it simply shows how when called up to face a challenge in life we have 2 choices, to lie down and let it happen or seek within for the strength and fortitude to step up and overcome in whatever way possible to us. To dig deep to find the faith in ourselves and the connection to the Universe to show us the way.

It reminded me this morning of some of the words from the song , “We shall overcome”

Deep in my heart. I do believe.

We shall overcome someday.

We’ll walk hand in hand.

We shall live in peace.

We must overcome. We must overcome.

We must overcome today.

We can survive, no other way.

We must overcome today.

Those which ones term the ‘dark ones’ or whatever term you might use the ones who feed thoughts and energy of fear, hatred, anger, separation, violence, despair and lack into the mass consciousness of humanity. They want us to feed upon those thoughts and emotion to keep us disconnected from each other and feeling hopeless. For when we are divided and angry or at war with each other we are not focusing on the Divine energies of our true selves. We are disconnected from the magic of creation and being able to change our world and create a better life for all. Fear, lack, anger, hatred, violence, us or them are all concepts of these dark ones.

Like Dr King , I believe that one day we can overcome and walk hand in hand, but it requires your choice to let go of belief in separation of your fellow human being. Open your heart to compassion and embrace we instead of ‘us or them.’

August 28, 1963, Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. made a speech entitled , “I have a Dream” This is the final part of that speech:

I have a dream today. I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight, and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together. This is our hope. This is the faith that I go back to the South with. With this faith we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to work together, to pray together, to struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that we will be free one day. This will be the day when all of God’s children will be able to sing with a new meaning, “My country, ’tis of thee, sweet land of liberty, of thee I sing. Land where my fathers died, land of the pilgrim’s pride, from every mountainside, let freedom ring.” And if America is to be a great nation this must become true. So let freedom ring from the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire. Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains of New York. Let freedom ring from the heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania! Let freedom ring from the snowcapped Rockies of Colorado! Let freedom ring from the curvaceous slopes of California! But not only that; let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia! Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain of Tennessee! Let freedom ring from every hill and molehill of Mississippi. From every mountainside, let freedom ring. And when this happens, when we allow freedom to ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God’s children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, “Free at last! free at last! thank God Almighty, we are free at last!”

Thank you Dr King may this mantra ring forth to the hearts and minds of all.

There is no lack in the Source of All Life of which we are a part.

Lack is a creation of the humans and it is kept perpetuated by us allowing the words of others to guide us instead of using our hearts. As long as you believe in lack, speak of lack, hoard for yourself instead of sharing with others you shut off the Divine flow of Abundance. It is your belief that keeps you trapped not the presence of others in our country.

Stop being a victim and take responsibility for your thoughts, words and deeds.

Drug lords thrive because people choose to buy and use drugs. Like alchohol, one must want to not do drugs in order to help them.

I have seen businesses since Covid 19 constantly trying to get workers to fill open positions but many people have chosen not to work and to complain because they don’t have enough money. In 2007 when the economy was bad and people were out of work the larger agricultural industry offered to hire and train unemployed workers, but guess what? No one but the migrants wanted to work in the fields. Thankfully, they are hardworking and dedicated people or you would not have food on your table, or someone to clear the tables and wash dishes in a restaurant or clean your hotel room or pull your weeds. Too many people not migrants want a free ride. These people work very hard many hours a day doing back breaking work in order to send money to family to help them have a better life. I am not saying these are the only jobs for which they are able to do, but they are the only ones willing to do this job and hopefully to better themselves along the way with new opportunities.

Just like with family farms, I see small family businesses being sold when the older generation is ready to retire because the younger generation doesn’t want to work so hard and such long hours. This is their right to choose but take responsibility for any results of your choices. Don’t blame others when life doesn’t work out the way you want.

In my life there have been financial ups and downs, and job losses, but each time I picked myself up and took a job or 2 or 3 in order to pay my bills and move forward. I did not blame my condition on others. I did not look to my parents to support me. I do not think myself better than anyone else, I simply accept responsibility for my choices and do what is needed to make things better. If I can help another, I will do so. Why because that is why we are alive.

Wake up people. It is time to make choices or don’t complain and blame. Take responsibility for the future you create with your choices. You came here to help to make this world a better place. If you want to complete your contract it is time to start.

Interesting this was intended to speak of overcoming our personal fears, but it seems that Creator wanted us to remember our fears and humanities fear are connected and both need addressed.

Courage

Joan of Arc speaks

Hello Dear Ones,

I am the soul which was known to many as Joan of Arc. My life and story was not long and many have forgotten the tale which surrounds my life but to this one I came to bring courage.

What is courage? Some say it is acting even though we are fearful to do that which we know is correct. I did not have fear when I set upon my journey, although I will say I did not desire to die, but I was prepared for that possibility.

I had been prepared for this service all of my life. I was born with a devotion to the Divine filling my heart. I wanted only to do that which was the will of my Father, the Creator. I was guided throughout my childhood by St Michael, St. Catherine and St. Margaret. I knew when the time came that as long as I stayed within the guidance of my heart and relinquished my will unto the Higher Will, that all would be of Divine Order.

It went as directed and I was granted the opportunity to guide the forces to bring forth the will of the Creator that France be set free from England. However, as you may know it did not go so easily for me and I was captured and after a year put to death as a heretic by burning at the stake. For this one through whom I bring this message that method of death is one she knows and remembers. It had brought fear within her, no not fear so much as a desire to remain unknown to the gifts she has to bring to humanity.

I am here to help her to bring forth the courage she needs to overcome that desire and to align fully with the Will and Focus of her mission. For you see it is not only about fear but removing the memories and blockages one has from lives in other times. We can do a work without removing the blockages, but we cannot align fully with the direction of the mission until we have cleared the blocks to open the heart so it can take command of the mind.

I just took her back to some messages about heart and mind alignment in order for her to remember that the ‘fall’ of humanity which was parabolized in the story of Adam and Eve, is the story of how ones in the past decided to partake of human choices and ego will over remaining aligned to Divine Will and heart guidance of unity.

This is the true story of my life. A young girl who fully aligned to the Divine Will and spiritual guidance became an unstoppable force to overcome forces greater than herself and to bring forth the desired plan to advance humanity. I was to be a symbol of courage, not just by overcoming fear, for I did not have any, I was sure of my direction and had surrendered my will and life unto Higher Service. There is nothing which I did, that anyone of you cannot do and you can do more. I would willingly do the same again for that is what we do as Bringers of Light, we point the way for others to be more than they can be, by aligning to the Divine within.

So, I say to each of you take courage. No matter what you are called to do, all that you need will be with you in order to complete your mission as long as you stay heart and mind aligned to the Higher Will within you.

This one asks I speak about why I died. It was because one who was to stand up for me chose not to do so. That was their choice and so their higher purpose was also diminished. However, I knew that all I would loose was my form, for I Am Eternal. It was not a pleasant event, but as this one remembers I had but to leave my form to not experience the pain. Perhaps had this not happened my story would have been forgotten.

May you each find the courage within you to connect to the Higher Will of your Divine Presence. If you ever need help just call upon me and I will be there.

I AM Joan of Arc

FEAR

Bravery is acting despite our fear.

Love is the absence of fear.

Today I awoke with these thoughts moving through my energy fields. I find that although I have known peace at various times in my life, today for the first time, I truly feel that peace within all my physical and non physical energy bodies. I realized that I have let go of fear and embraced the shadows with love, compassion, forgiveness and understanding.

Fear is layered within our DNA and emotional bodies. We also, connect with it as it exists within the creational matrix and mass consciousness grids. I realized that I had finally been able to let go of the fear within me. However, like an onion which has many layers, there might be something hiding in a hidden corner of which I am not aware. If that is so, I will face that shadow with the love and support of my Soul, and my I AM Presence. I will embrace the hidden shadows if they still exist as they appear.

For now I understand them as the small child within me that has felt less than another, abandoned, hurt, bullied, shunned, not enough to meet the standards of the one in authority at the time. The small one that has climbed inside the safe place, only to find someone shut the door. They shut the door to keep from facing and experiencing the pain that I held. They built a wall around me and left me hidden in this dark corner of their heart and mind. On occassion I would knock on the door asking them to open it and let me out. I asked to know why they had abandoned me here. Sometimes, I would get angry and stir their emotions to lash out at others, especially those who had hurt me and caused me pain. Other times I would just feel more pain and hurt. They call me the dark side or shadow self. I am not a shadow but they have put me in the shadows and kept me from the light. The light I need so much to feel safe. The light that will embrace me and allow me to know that I am enough. Those who said I am not were suffering from their own pain and belief and taking them out on me or trying to force them upon me. I need the light. I need the love and warmth. When you open the door to me, we can both be healed and return to wholeness. We become strong together and take back the authority of knowing what is right for us and that we are enough. We don’t need the approval of another or to follow their beliefs. We don’t need to force ours upon them.

We are One within ourselves with All that exists. We are loved unconditionally no matter what we may have done for we are explorers upon the expansion wave of the Creator Source, experiencing that which we came to see and understand. We cannot with our logical/rational mind understand why we are experiencing all things for those choices were made before we came to this incarnation. However, the answer lies within our hearts, but first we must open the door to the closet where we have placed the inner child within the shadows and bring in the light and love to them. Embrace them with love and acceptance. Dance the dance of oneness and open your hearts together to your Soul wisdom and then you will in the quiet begin to understand. Together you are brave for you know the love and light protect you and you are enough. What you do is at this point forward Divinely guided to be for the highest good.

You are at One within and without, above and below. Peace has come with knowing you are loved and the light shines upon the path ahead. There is no fear, for fear is the absence of love and you are love manifest. You spread light and love with each step you take.

Open to the shadow with you and embrace your wholeness. YOU ARE LOVED. There is nothing to fear.

Blessings

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

I love the synchronicity of spirit. Later after writing this I came across a quote from the movie ” Fantastic Beasts, the Secrets of Dumbledore”. It is Dumbledore addressing the only, non magical people in their group of warriors to save magic. His name is Jacob and he feels he has little to contribute. Dumbledore tells him to “Stop doubting yourself. You are a what most people seek all of their lives to be a person with a heart full of love. Only a truly brave man could open themselves and their heart up so honestly and completely.”

Be Brave – open your heart fully to love and know the Unity of Life and its abundance of Blessings and wisdom. Then the light and shadows will become as the ying and yang, blending in a dance of bliss and peace.

Love and Live or Fear and Evil

Fear is the absence of Love not the opposite. This is a key.

The ego was created to be a link between the soul and our physical form. The ego was designed to respond to that which was a threat to the physical form, the fight and flight respond to keep us safe and to perform the daily tasks and calculations of everyday life. It was meant to serve the soul not attempt to control our lives.

Most people, even the wealthy would probably not say the feel safe and trust everyone, especially in today’s world. When we are able to walk in Unity consciousness with our soul and I Am Presence, we know we are safe. I personally have known all of my life that I was safe. I have felt the presence of Archangel Michael with me and keeping me safe, at many times in my life.

When we return to our original state of Oneness with the Creator Source, we are alive, LIVING as Infinite Beings of Light. When we choose to continue in the state of Ego directed Self Will choices we are the opposite of Alive, and are instead existing in a state of chaos, and limits, which some might call evil.

That which we consider evil is the result of these ego driven self will choices not aligned to the Divine which create fear, hate, anger,control and chaos. Within the creational matrix of earth is that which we term mass consciousness. This is a band of energy where all the thoughts and actions of humanity are stored. As we are sending forth the lower energies of self will into the band of mass consciousness, this so called energy of evil builds.

What happens is that we are connected upon birth to this band of energy for it is the agreed upon energies which create that which exists upon Earth that we experience. You see we not only create our own personal experiences by our thoughts and actions, but the experiences of all life. The fallen energies increase in intensity, making it harder to break free. We create more and more karmic energies which need to be cleared and balanced.

The opposite is true for each person who is able to focus upon the Divine Light and Love of the Creator and to ascend and set ourselves free from bondage and reconnect to the Infinite. When each person brings in more Light and Love and send it forth into the mass consciousness, it helps to lift the fallen energies, and make it easier for others. This is our responsibility as Children of the Creator and caretakers of earth.

Within the creational matrix of Earth is a crystalline cave which contains a crystal which records each individuals lifetimes and ones which hold the collective consciousness. Upon leaving the earth plane in death, we return to the spiritual world and leave within our crystal the sum of our life experience, awaiting our return to earth to balance any karmic energy or to help us in our growth, and contributing to the creational consciousness matrix of the Earth, even when not embodied upon the Earth.

All life is one within and from the Creator Source. The same is true upon the creational plane of earth, all is one, we just think we are separate. When we return to conscious unity within the form with the Creator, we begin life eternal upon the earth. Our soul lives eternally upon death, but we can overcome the limits of the form and experience the Divine life through choice, or continue to experience, physical existence and then death, with the challenges and fears it brings.

As always the choice is yours.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Love and Hope

Where there is love there is not fear.

I know that for some you might think but I can love and still be fearful. When you have fear with love, that is the human concept of love. For there is human love of possessiveness, control, desire, and lust, but that is not the Love which is of the Divine of which I refer.

Love is the Essence of Creation. When you think about love it is about attraction. That is where the law of attraction comes into play upon the Earth plane. Creation begins from a thought, and that thought attracts to it the energy needed to manifest that upon which we are thinking. So our thoughts manifest our future experiences. Whether this experience is positive or negative to our perception is based upon the purity of our intent and energy.

If you think you may loose your loved one, your job, or fear you may have an accident, you draw that situation into your life. The quickness of its manifestation is congruent to the strength of your energy and feelings regarding this topic.

Back to the Love as the Essence of Creation. So the Creator Source decided to experience and create. The Creator thought about what to create and that thought attracted the energy needed to manifest it into existence. Love the energy of attraction is the Essence of Creation.

Now, we have discussed before that our connection to the Creator, our Soul and I Am Presence lies within our heart. There exists the Divine Love that transcends all fear. There is the essence of pure creation and guidance that inspires us to create that which benefits all life. When we move into our heart center and connect to the Divine within we will be guided to do that which is of benefit to all life, infinite abundance and transformation into a Being of Light and Service upon the Earth.

When we live from the heart, we find peace, harmony and balance in our lives, for we are protected and know we are never alone. We find the answers to our questions and the guidance we need to move through life without effort. We attract more of this into our lives and as we share it, it allows others to be touched and awakened. It brings hope to us and to those around us.

Divine Love, brings Hope which is much needed in the world today. There is so much despair and the only way out of this feeling is to turn within to the peace and love of the heart center. For when you are there you can ask and the answer will come, just be sure you have learned to discern between the Divine answer and the ego answer. The Divine answer brings peace, surety and hpe. There is a feeling of balance, harmony and love with all creation. If you feel unsure, unsettled, or know it will bring these emotions unto another, then your thought is of the Ego.

Remember the Ego is not bad, it was designed to serve the soul and to make us aware of when our physical form is in danger, but not created to be our guide in our lives and spiritual process.

I believe we all no longer want to live in fear. There is only one path out of the the chaos and fear and that is through the heart center. If you feel fear, anger, hurt, uncertainty or unbalanced, then stop, move into your heart center and focus upon love, hope and caring.

I wish you each to find the joy of living a heart centered life.

I Am Mareya Shimayah Elohim

The I AM Presence and the Shadow

Understanding who we truly are and from where the shadow emerges.

I AM THAT I AM

This name of the Creator was unspoken for generations. Why, I am not sure. What I do know is that in not speaking and understanding this Name we became limited and controlled.

I AM a part of the Creator. The Crator began creation by stating I AM, and thus brining the infinite energy of potential into a conscious patter of creation. I AM are the defining words of the Creator. From I AM came forth all that we see and know to exist. I AM , me the person in this form, because I AM created me. Thus I AM that I AM. I AM an extension of the Creator Source, like a cell within our body.

The Creator I AM decided to expand and create myriad forms through which to experience differing typse of existence. Many souls were brought into Being of which I AM one and so are you. I can exist as an individual when desired or return to the Oneness from which I came, a part of the Universal Mind and Infinite possibilities. I can express,experience and create in a single world or multiple worlds at the same time.

It is difficult in the dense energies of Earth with its many veils of illusion and forgetfulness to fully understand the concept of Oneness beyond an informational level. We are so trapped within the energies of the form, and the beliefs of the systems in which we live, that although one might say I Am a child of the creator. It is said in a way in which they have come forth as a baby does from the mother into an individual form, a separate being.

The word shadow can be defined as a lesser or vestigial form, a shaded or reflected image cast when a body comes between the light and another object, an imitation of the original or a source of gloom and unhappiness. To fully understand who we are a part of the Creator experiencing a physical existence, it must come from an emotional, heartfelt energy that allows us to let go of the physical boundaries of form and thought form. Only then can we truly feel, manifest and BE the Wisdom and Truth that we are ONE with ALL LIFE and the Creator. I AM like a cell, or drop of water within the sea of Universal Mind and Oneness, expressing in this for as I AM.

What can we do to remove the blockages that keep us from remembering and Being, I AM. There are many aspects of the process of remembering and being free which is termed Enlightenment or Ascension. For many one of the biggest blockages comes in the form of what many term the Shadow Self.

What is the Shadow and what do we do?

Some religions teach their followers to fear the Creator. There teachings say that the Creator punishes those who are bad. They say that we are all sinners and so we must appease the Creator in order for the Creator to love us and forgive us. This is similar to how many parents train their children to behave and believe in a certain manner. It is called the rewards and punishment system. In this system we learn to get what we want by saying and doing what the person in authority wants so that we will not be punished. This coupled with the belief in a punishing Creator, causes many to try to hide that which they think they have done wrong, or is different than their religious belief system in fear of going to Hell a place of eternal punishment.

So we try to hide these actions and feelings, hoping that the Creator wasn’t paying attention because after all there are so many people, perhaps what I did wasn’t noticed. I feel bad, so I will put my feelings and thoughts about the situation, words or actions in a box. We create a shadow. Many speak of the shadow and shadow work as something horrible to face, because the shadow is evil. The shadow is not evil, it is but those parts of ourselves that we have put away from the light. We stand between them and the light in order for them not to be seen by the Light/Creator, and hopefully we can forget them and not be judged or punished.

However, when we move along our Ascension path to Enlightenment, we come to realize that I AM a part of the Creator and thus the Creator already knows what I did and has forgiven me. Why would the Creator forgive me. Do I not have to be punished? The Creator gave us the right to choose what we do. However, with each choice it must be in a balanced manner that does not harm another, and if we make an unbalanced choice at some point in our existence it needs to be faced and balanced before returning to Conscious Oneness along the Ascension path. The Creator has forgiven us and is trying to help us to balance out the energy we created, by sending energy of love and forgiveness, and Beings of Light who await our call to help us to feel secure enough to face the shadow.

Perhaps if you think of the shadow like we do the Inner Child. Someone who has fear, pain and hurt created by their experiences which have been locked away behind a wall. This wall prevents us from fully, living, loving, forgiving ourselves and others. This hinders our experiencing and expressing who we truly are as a part of the Creator, who came to Earth to experience the joy of Life and Creation. Just like the Inner Child who needs understanding and love to quit punishing, and condemning ourselves for not living up to the expectations of others, so the shadow needs us to take down the walls and to look at the hurt within us. It may be from this lifetime or others, but the walls allowed us to function in society without crawling into a ball of self hatred and fear.

You may think,but I don’t have a shadow self and perhaps that is true. Perhaps you have inner child issues, or a blocked heart that keeps you from loving self or others. Sometimes, we are just not ready to look at the shadow. It may seem scary to open it up for it may be like Pandora’s box. Pandora’s box was full of all the sorry, hurt and pain in the world. Pandora was to keep it guarded and closed so that people could function and enjoy life. When it was accidently opened, they came to find out at the bottom of the box there was HOPE. Hope is what keeps us moving forward despite the pain, fear and despair in the world.

The Shadow is like Pandora and holds those emotions which we don’t want to face. However, remember there is hope. The Creator knows all about them, and who do we truly care about knowing and loving us more than our Creator. So if our Creator knows, allowed and forgave us, and even is sending us energy and Beings to help. Why not be hopeful and open the box.

You don’t have to swing wide the lid all at once. Sit down quietly and ask the Creator and Archangel Michael, the Protector Archangel and your own guardian Angel to protect you from any negative energies. Call forth the Gold, Silver and Violet Flame of Transmutation to clear the energies in and around you. Call upon the Golden White Light of Love to fill you and surround you.

The shadow is a part of you that wants to be loved, forgiven, embraced, healed and transformed back to light. Like you to the Creator it no longer wants to be separate from you. Ask the Creator to send help that you may open the box bringing Light and Love to the Shadow and look at one piece at a time. Just do one during this quiet time. Remember, it is not hidden from anyone, only put aside by you until you were ready to look at it and balance the energy so it can once again become part of you.

Look at what it is, a thought against another, an action you took that hurt another, a word you spoke in anger that hurt another. Perhaps it was something someone said about you, that you were ugly, fat, stupid and it hurt so much you couldn’t face it. Perhaps, you were a bit over weight and lost pounds, but never forgot , or you gained more from despair and self doubt. Look at whatever this one aspect is. Where did it originate? Was your reaction a part of your belief system and how you were taught by others to react? As a par tof the Creator, remember you are loved, worthy and each step of your path was a part of learning and becoming a more loving, forgiving and compassionate Being? For example does your weight define whether or not you are a loving and giving part of God? What reactions came as a result of the original event? Can you see it from a higher perspective and let go of the misqualified energies it created? Can you embrace that part of yourself, forgive yourself and all others involved? Can you move forward knowing this was but a step along a journey of Becoming, and once you understand the event and how to better move through such an event with loving understanding , you will never face it again, for you are I AM, a part of the Creator.

Once you have looked at this, once again bring in the Gold, SIlve and Violet Flame of Transmuation to clear the energies and return them to source. Surround yourself with Golden White Light again and ask that any cords, agreement or contracts involved with the situation be cut or terminated without karmic repercussions.

Give yourself a few days of self care before attempting another clearing, but as you look at these you will find yourself speaking to a friend who has carried a heavy burden for you, and now you are helping them and yourself to be free. There is nothing to fear or be ashamed for the Light of I AM is all that Is.

One day you will find that you and the Shadow are One and there is only the Light of I AM.

Blessings

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.

FEAR, DISHARMONY, CONSPIRACY

Where we place our focus is what we manifest in our lives.

Today I was reminded of the energies of transformation flooding into the Earth at this time. For our planet is ascending and we have the opportunity to do so with her. We came to this earth to be participants in exactly this event. We requested to be able to help, experience and overcome all that was present on the Earth so that All Life can be Free.

We were to be caretakers of the Earth, but got caught up in self interest and self will focus , which lead to fear that we might be harmed or loose what we had in the way of material security and possessions. This fear caused us to see others as protagonists who were trying to hurt us, and so we began to see shadow and conspiracy all around us. We began mistrusting others and fearing them, wanting to harm them before they could harm us. The fight or flight syndrome.

It must be someone else’s fault that we are in the situation in which we exist. It cannot be that we made choices that led us here. It cannot be that our focus on lack prevents us from having abundance. It cannot be that our mistrust and fear of others prevent us from loving them unconditionally and to receive the same in return. It cannot be that by not helping others we block the flow of abundance that comes from giving and receiving. It cannot be that by focusing upon fear and mistrust, that we block the ability to feel joy, peace and happiness.

We fear changing our perception and focus because we fear the unknown. What if we open our hearts and minds and embrace others, helping them to have a better life, and we don’t have enough for ourselves.

In our fear we lack love and compassion which are the essence of Creation and the Creator. Our calling is to open our hearts and to be love, to allow love to fill our hearts and beings and to send it forth into the world. Another law of Creation is that of giving and receiving. We cannot have one, without the other. If we block one, we block the other from appearing in our lives. It may not be the exact same exchange. For instance, we may find a stray cat or dog in need of love and care, that had been abandoned. They are in need of a home, food and love. We can ignore them, take them to a shelter, or take them into our home. If we ignore them, perhaps one day in our life when we are alone and scared we may be ignored by others. We can take them to a shelter where they can get help and make them the responsibility of another, hopefully it is a no kill shelter, where they have the possibility of finding a home. Showing a sense of caring and responsibility, perhaps when we get old and need help we may find a place that will care for us. The third option is opening you life to this small one in need and showing it love and caring. It will show us more love and compassion, companionship, peace and harmony than we could ever imagine.

Fear creates disharmony which is dominant in our world. Fear is the absence of love. If we feel and share love, we will find harmony and peace in our lives, and draw ones who feel the same to us. We will not have the need to blame others for our life situation, or to seek a conspiracy theory which may or may not be true to explain events, for we will trust in the Divine.

This does not mean that we do not see the shadow energy in the world. It means that we do not place our focus upon the possibilities it present. We have looked the shadow in its face, and realized that the power it held existed in a place of fear, misunderstanding, disharmony and lack of love and faith in the Unity of Creation. We realize that is was the beliefs, concepts and perception we had been taught all of our lives, that had caused us to fear and allow the shadow to guide our life and choices. We see the shadow as an energy which tests us as to what we belief and where we place our focus. Is it fear or love. When we choose love, and seek to live from a heart centered focus, we find we are guided to new choices in life.

This does not mean that some conspiracy theories did not originate from a truth whether partial or relative, but that fear of individuals who share it expand it to where it is often hard to determine the truth from the shadow. It is like a story that one person tells to another in a circle, and they pass it from one to the other. When it reaches the last person, the story may be totally different from the original. Why because we all hear and interpret information based on our life beliefs and perspectives. It is when we begin to let go of these and say

“I CREATE MY REALITY. It doesn’t matter what another says, it can only manifest in my life if I believe it and allow it to be so. “

When we change the way we look at things. The things we look at change.

We are here to create a type of Heaven, Nirvana on Earth. We can do this but we have to choose to do so, by each thought, each word, each action. By first moving into the heart and asking for guidance from our own Soul, Higher Self, Higher Mind that we might see things from a higher perspective for the greatest good of ALL.

All life is One – we come from the same Creator Source. We exist within the energy of the Creator who is our source of animation. We are the vessel through which the Creator explores it’s creation. We are infinite beings in a finite form.

So, I ask that ones let go of the energy of conspiracy. If you read the theory, just be aware of a possibility, and send love, the Violet Flame of transmutation, healing and peace to the situation and people involved. Ask that they feel love and be freed of the energy of the situation for the highest good of all. See the best possible outcome and let it go. Do not let the energy enter and disrupt your life further than realizing it came to your attention not to forcibly control and change it – for violence only brings more violence – but to bring the highest light, love and energy to it, and ask the Heavenly Hosts to step forth to bring the highest outcome. This allows them to intervene in accordance with Divine Will.

If something is directly affecting your life, look at your thoughts, beliefs, feelings and emotions regarding this situation. What is it within you that connects to this situation and or energy. What lesson is it showing you , that you have the power to overcome, and to transform these lower energies into a higher perspective and state of being.

If we focus upon a conspiracy or situation that appears negative, then we feed the energy of it. When we try to control it forcibly from our own energy perspective, we feed it and it grows. It is only when we let go and ask for the higher light beings and love to free us from any connection and to do the same for all involved that it can be healed and transformed.

This brings harmony into your life and the world. All freedom begins when we live in love, peace, balance and harmony. Disharmony brings destruction and we have had enough of that. We can see if never helps anything. When others bring disruptive energies into our lives, we can either respond with the same, or step back and send them love. If we respond with the same energies it only breeds more disruption and disharmony. If we respond with peace and harmony, they may at first respond with increased disruptive energies, but eventually they will give up when there is nothing to feed the negative. You always have the right to simply walk away and send them love, light or blessings.

Don’t feel guilty about past mistakes. See them, ask to be shown the greater understanding of why you did what you did and how you could have chosen or acted differently. Realize, we are all doing the best we can at the moment. If we could have done better we would have. Some of the disruptive beings and energies are there to teach us to help us to realize the greater choices and to do better in our lives. When we no longer respond, they will no longer be drawn to us.

The choice is always ours. May we each choose the higher perspective.

I am Marguerite