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The Journey from Darkness to Light: A Cosmic Perspective

Once there was only the void of unlimited potential, we perceive it as the darkness of the sky. Then out of this darkness, the self created spoke, “Who am I?” and the journey of experience and expansion we call creation began. The self created one split into a linked pair the vesica piscis image.

The union between the two circles of Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine is what some call the fish, the Christ or the Son or Daughter. It is the place where manifestation began. All is aligned to the Source or Beginning as it expanded outward. It began as the Source said “Let there be Light!” It was the thought, the pure intent, the desire that when spoken draws to it that which is needed to manifest into form of some level. What is a Level? It is the vibratory rate of the energy of the creation which determines the density of the form.

As creation expands it creates an interlinking pattern back to source, called the Flower of Life.

No matter how far the distance from the center of creation all that exists is linked back along lines of creation. In the beginning all that was created aligned purely to the will and intent of the Source of manifest Life. Ones were created of Orders to bring forth new creation for experience and expansion. In the beginning all was aligned to the vision and will of the Source, the point of Unity and Oneness.

Each Universe and dimension of Creation has a unique purpose of experience, exploration and expansion. This is the thought “What IF?” One day the thought was ‘What if creation could choose to align with Source will or choose their own Will and direction?” “What if they would expand as far as possible from conscious alignment?”

Life did not begin on Earth although some life forms original development was on Earth and some on other planets. Like our souls some life forms came from other planets to Earth to experience existence here. However, this is not the topic, which is Light and Dark.

Light is the pure line from Source acting upon the Unlimted Potential to manifest Creation. Darkness is the ego/personality with self interest tapping into the Unlimited Potential to create personal will existence. This is a right given to us from the Source as part of the experiment, to see what happens the farther we go from alignment to the Source vision for Creation.

There are many stories being shared about Creation and they differ. Why? Because our minds and language are limited and it is hard for ones to share an Infinite concept with ones of limited understanding and perspective. So those who receive also have to translate what they receive into language and this is filtered through their beliefs and understanding. We also have many different non physical Beings sharing their perspective and some are still advancing like ourselves and so their have limited perspectives and understandings. So that being said realize that what I share is limited to my comprehension at the moment.

The point for us to understand is not the exactness of how it occurred but that at some point ones picked up the thought of self will/ego choices and ran with it. War and chaos in our Universe began, time lines were created that were not aligned to original Organic life of Creation. Zaneta Ra shares that from the Seraphim they say when 4th dimension was being created Source energy expanded too quickly. This created a crack through which 4D creational energy fell into 3D and confusion began from there. This mixing of 4D energy into 3D which was not intended its intended destination created inorganic timelines that need to be redeemed back to their organic timeline in 4D.

Rev. Maia Nartoomid a translator of Thoth shared from his records that a crack or tear was created between the Father Universe, the Metatronic and our 1/2 light existence called Orotronic. This means that the Unity with and pure reception of Source Light and Wisdom was altered and we are only receiving partial light and guidance due to this tear . The mandate of redemption of the energies began to bring us back to full light. This is what I mean by the differing perspective. In Essence they all come down to events and choices that have created a separation from the higher energies of aligned Source Creation to self will creation.

When we have 8 billion people self creating on one planet what can we expect except chaos would ensue. We have a choice to clear the control of mass consciousness and align our will with the Universal Oneness to return to Infinite Expansion of Light or continue in the darkness of the mind, controlled by fear, war and separation. All is part of the same source and as in the Flower of Life all pathways eventually take us back to the center.

The Light is all around us lighting a pathway home if we choose to focus our intent and desire in that direction. We can live in the Light of Peace, Joy and abundance for All. The other choice is to continue in self will, fear and separation. This is the path we are currently on, and the darkness is around us.

A wise man once said to me, “If what you are doing hasn’t worked up until now, it never will.”

The Darkness even when all have returned to Oneness will remain as a thought or memory of what is possible when we turn our will from Unity to duality. I was told so that we will remember that we can only know the darkness from the Light. The school of Earth is a tough school. If we can overcome the darkness and return to Unity here we can be Beacons unto others still in darkness within the Universe and help to heal the Rift between the Organic/Metatronic exisence of the Infinite and the Inorganic/Orotronic half life existence we are experiencing now. Darkness is a teacher that shows us the fear and pain of duality. We have been both darkness and light in our incarnations to help each other to learn, grow and experience.

Once long ago a friend shared a concept that helps one to understand. If we have a child and a candle and tell them not to put their finger in the flame for they will be burned that is information. If they put their finger in the flame and get burned that is knowledge. When they don’t put their finger in the flame because they know they will be burned, whether they believed the information and had to have the experience to gain knowledge they now have WISDOM.

The darkness contrasts the light so that we yearn for the light once again and seek that which will bring us back to full light. It is like emerging from a long winter hibernation in a cave and stepping into the sunlight in the spring. We are still awakening from a long sleep, we are hungry for the food of wisdom. We want to feel the light upon our skin to warm our bodies, so that we can begin to walk, stretch and expand our muscles into the new days ahead.

I guess I finally am concluding the message from a few weeks ago.

“Hello darkness my old friend. I’ve come to talk to you again. Because a vision that was creeping. Left it’s seed while I was sleeping. And the vision that was planted in my brain still remains. Within the Sound of Silence.”

The final message here is that we can only reconnect to the Light within the Sound of Silence. The Silence of our Heart through meditation and Quiet. We pray or ask for guidance, and then we listen, focus upon the heart and listen. For it is here where our Inner Higher Self that never has disconnected from Source/Oneness exists. Our Higher Self that has been trying to guide us out of the darkness into the Light. It tries to connect to us in the night in our dreams. For in our sleep we are quiet, silent and open to listen to direction. It helps us to work through the stress, fears and worries of our lives to release them and shares visions of possibilities for our lives.

It tries to help us remember what we wanted to do when we came here. It plants visions in our mind to remember. Sometimes we remember upon awakening and sometimes we forget. If we ask before going to sleep to remember our dreams and write them down upon awakening in a journal. We will begin to remember more. If we do the same in our quiet time of meditation we will receive more guidance.

We are learning from the darkness how to be stronger in the light to help others. Don’t think ever you are alone. You always have guides and guardians as well as your Higher Self looking out for you. Don’t every thing you are so bad, you cannot come back to the Light for you are loved unconditionally. Hell is the judgment of ourselves and others based upon limited understandings and beliefs. We cannot see and understand geometry as a baby, we must learn first to speak and walk. Don’t be overwhelmed that you have many layers like an onion skin of beliefs of which to release we all do. Take it one baby step at a time.

One day you will find you have stepped over the line from duality to Unity and you are home. A feast awaits you , a party has been planned for millenium to welcome you so that you know. YOU ARE LOVED and YOU ARE VALUED.

Finding Balance: Wisdom from Jesus, Buddha, Quan Yin and Thoth

Within us is the strength of a lion but as we are One with the All That IS and we radiate it in our actions with love, peace and balance they manifest without violence like a lamb.

I have done several blogs/messages over the last few days in order to provide wisdom for those who choose to partake. Each one has come as a part of my process of letting go of the old patterns to embrace the new and understand the changes and future of humanity. As I write this it is 11/9/2024 and I live within the United States. I note this for in the future is someone reads this it may mean more if understood in the context of the time in which I am writing, although the basic message is timeless.

This sharing is coming from a combined energy of Jesus, Buddha, Quan Yin and Thoth. Each is bringing a unique energy and perspective to aid me in my process and to share with others. I have shared about action and reaction in the prior two blogs as guided by Jesus and Buddha but the message continues.

Today many are asking why? What is truth and what is lies? How do we move forward? What is the path to take? What will the future bring? Many have been shaken to their very foundations.

As an empath, I am on double duty keeping my energy protected and clear of the emotions and fear of others. I am also in the process of clearing the personal issues that arise, in order to become as clear as possible and maintain alignment to my own highest inner guidance. My first thought was not to share any of this process. Why? Thoth has been helpful in understanding this as well as ones called ‘the Blue Avian’. I am not going to discuss if either of these exist you can decide for yourself. I will share that the Blue Avian are Beings who move between Universes and Dimensions. They usually appear at the Being of a civilization to help and will appear at times like these when great changes are occurring. They do not take sides in areas of disagreement but bring in the highest energies and lights that they can. However, what they are saying here is that not taking sides does not mean one doesn’t have an opinion based upon their level of understanding. One can or cannot share it but for them whether they share or not, they do not judge the choices of another, and allow them to experience the results of their choices, thus not taking sides. Why? Because this Universe allows for each to freely make choices and accept the results of those choices until eventually they align to the Divine Higher Perspective of Unity within.

Thoth for those who do not know came to Earth long ago as Thoth Muz Zurud also called Tehuti. He was a higher dimensional Being who came to help during the time of Atlantis and was the Priest/King for many milleniums. He had other incarnations in forms upon earth. He was the guiding energy of the Great Pyramids. He helped after Atlantis to establish Egypt as the next step. He was so much more. His great teaching is to bring balance into our lives within and without. To be on Earth as we are in Higher Dimensions, thus embodying our I AM Presence, our Higher Self. I share that because that is the perspective he brings to this message. For me personally, he was teaching me to understand that I don’t need to stop sharing about my process and experience in this time for it may help another. For me the belief that each must choose and to allow them dates back to Atlantis. Overall I was an adviser from the Galactic Federation to the leaders on Atlantis. I was simply to advise them of possible outcomes of their choices. Unfortunately their choices created a catastrophe on Earth. It effected me greatly for I felt I had failed in my duty, although I could not interfere in their choices, had I done something wrong in my guidance or not enough. I had doubts and it had effected me ever since then.

It was said by Edgar Cayce that a large percentage of souls from Atlantis would reincarnate at this time, to either relive their choices or make better choices at this time. I think we are at that moment in time. Who is right and who is wrong you might ask? We are each given free will to make our choices and live with the consequences. So what might be right for one at this point in their life, experiences and evolutionary spiritual path may not be right for another.

What do we do? We can only do as Thoth suggests: To bring the Above aspect of ourselves down to the Below form aspect to guide us to the highest choices, actions and perspective for ourselves, and to ask for the best actions and choices for the greater good of ALL. Our ego/mind unless we have come into Self Mastery through mindfulness and heart/mind coherence only seeks the path to protect us from harm from people and situations outside of ourselves at the expense of others. When we align to the Divine within us, we see that ALL LIFE IS ONE, we all originate from the same SOURCE – the same original ATOMS or BIG BANG of creation called the LIGHT/LOVE of WHO AM I (the Divine Masculine) emerging out of the VOID of UNLIMITED POTENTIAL (the Divine Feminine).

Thoth shared in the Emerald Tablets:

“Silence is of great profit, an abundance of speech profits nothing. ( Wisdom comes from within and going within to seek the higher perspective before speaking for within lies truth and our thoughts and words create our reality so let us create from the highest perspective. Let us leave the trap of reaction and fear.)

“Master are ye of your destiny, free to take or reject at will. Take ye the power, take ye the wisdom, shine as a light among the children of men.” (This calls us to remember we create our reality, the greatest choice we can make is to concentrate on being aligned and manifesting the light and love in our thoughts, words and deeds through mindfulness.)

“Repeat thou not extravagant speech, neither listen thou to it, for it is the utterance of one not in equilibrium. Speak thou not of it, so that he, before thee may know wisdom. Silence” (It is time to go into the silence within ourselves to find our own truth and not to be swayed by the truth of others. We see from a limited perspective the possible ramifications and manifestations of every choice that every human makes and how it affects others. )

Jesus brings the energy of Divine Love, the Essence of Creation in form. It is through thought that we create our world that we perceive personally and collectively. If we do so from the heart with Divine Love guiding our thoughts we create the highest perspective of peace, love, compassion and abundance for the greater good of ALL. If we do so from our ego/mind it only benefits us, and sometimes it doesn’t do that if it is of malintent and hurts other, we may experience an almost instant karmic reaction these days. Is that a punishment? No one punishes us in the higher dimensions, it is simply a law of creation that all energy must be balanced to ascend higher. So to give us the opportunity to do so, the energy we need to balance is being reflected by almost instantaneously.

These quotes speak volumes to us about Love. For Jesus came to teach us about unconditional love and Buddha about Wisdom. Thoth brought Truth from above into the Below and Quan Yin compassion and Divine Feminine energy.

‘A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another.’ – Jesus Christ ( It is time we concentrate of finding the love and truth within ourselves that we can share it with others.)

Do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Let the day’s own trouble be sufficient for the day.’ – Jesus Christ (We only have now this moment, yesterday is gone and tomorrow is yet to be written by us. Let us find the highest light, love and connection within us now so that we create a better tomorrow.)

‘If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. And if you do good to those who do good to you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners do the same.’ – Jesus Christ (We are being asked to remember, all choices made come from the perspective of the individual who made it and they have a right to make that choice just as we do. We want ones to respect our rights and we must respect theirs. What if there was cheating you may be asking? We need to face each challenge and situation aligned to the highest perspective through the coherence and alignment of our heart and mind to the Universal Mind of Oneness. From here we act in the highest perspective for all life. Yes, I know I am repeating myself but sometimes, we need to hear something multiple times before it clicks.)

For instance, as I was writing this blog. A elderly lady came by whom I was helping with some paperwork because she has difficulty seeing. See has no one else but my husband and I to help her, because she is very negative and judgmental it is the observation of all the people she has alienated and who avoid her. I understand the energy behind her words and actions for I have seen it in others who are insecure, old and alone. She has created a rift with her children and the neighbors. As she entered the door yesterday and today she began with her viewpoint about events. My husband and I both told her yesterday, we didn’t want to discuss politics, but she began again today, with a tirade. I spoke my truth about all people having the right to choose and we don’t have the right to tell them they are wrong. Realizing I was judging her as I said it with a bit of bite in my voice. She is a very good mirror to reflect back to me what I need to look at within myself. So, I am thankful for the insight of instant karma, being shown to me. I am sorry for my impatience and judgment of her voicing her beliefs about others. She is alone and has no one to speak with or care about her and she needs love, compassion and understanding.

So, how do we get to the higher perspective at this time. I was told we need to step away from constant social media and news that are promoting separation and duality between people. For we need to find our own center and connection to the inner guidance through our hearts to find the direction best for us to move forward.

Then we need to ask for protection from the influence of lower energy thoughts. We can do this with Archangel Michael surrounding us with a light or pyramid of Blue protection. Then we need to clear our chakras or energy within our physical and non physical body. We can do this with the VIolet Flame of Transmutation and see this violet fire move through our physical and non physical bodies down to the sub atomic level, transforming the energies that are stuck or blocking us and any old beliefs. Stating I release to the VIolet Flame the cause, core memory, record and effect of any beliefs, contracts, agreements, cords or other energies not of the Highest Light possible for me. Then ask that the highest light possible to you fill those spaces emptied.

Most of us are operating on unbalanced root chakra energy right now because any blockages within it have been triggered. This creates fear, confusion, uncertainty and frustrations for some and for others a feeling of power to control others and to obtain retribution for perceived wrongs depending on your perspective. This simply creates more duality and separation and does nothing to create a better world. When we clear the old we can focus on our hearts and connect to our authentic truth and higher guidance. We become lights, beacons unto others and connect to the abundance, safety and guidance of the Universe.

Do not fear the future. I spoke in a previous message, ‘The Sound of SIlence” how love protected Jesus and Buddha. If we live as love, we will find it protects us it can even become as a cloak of invisibility, yes I mean that . We are being asked not to react or judge others for we do not know what they have experienced that created their choices.

Walk the Talk. We will be judged as we judge others. We need to know the truth in any situation.

‘Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.’ – Buddha

This really isn’t about the actual outcome of an election from the higher perspective and if it was right or wrong. All experiences are opportunities to grow and learn. I just told my neighbor that each choice we make will either make things better for us or it will create a problem and won’t work out. It is up to us to face it with a positive attitude of what can I learn. My father always told us, ” We will make the best choice possible. If it works out great. If it doesn’t, we won’t make that choice again.” Buddha is bringing to this the energy of mindfulness and self discipline to bring wisdom.

Buddha quotes to help:

Do not dwell in the past, or spend all your time dreaming of the future, but concentrate on this moment. (The now is all we have, we need to learn that there is power in this moment to change ourselves and the world)

‘Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.’ (When we concentrate on what we don’t want that is what we manifest. When we become the Light and beam it forth, it helps to light the way for others.)

‘Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth.’ (This Buddha was sharing like Thoth and the Blue Avians to say that we don’t need to take sides, but instead be the Light and balance and the correct pathway forward will be shown and the Light will dispel the darkness and show the TRUTH. For us from the ego mind and confusion we can only judge from our lower self perspective of old beliefs and experiences. We don’t know the full story or how things will move forward, let us CALL UPON THE UNIVERSAL MIND OF ONENESS to bring forth the HIGHEST GOOD FOR ALL. To reveal the truth and provide the way forward, while we stand in our center of love and compassion. If we are guided from within to act then you can act with love and compassion.

In this same thought a quote of Quan Yin is:

There is no right or wrong path. There is only the path that you choose. Whatever you choose, there will be many opportunities for you to grow and expand 

– Kuan Yin

THIS is the energy which Quan Yin is bringing of the Divine Feminine love, compassion, hope, faith and unity. Compassion is we centered and not I/ego centered love. Compassion sees the value in all life. Compassion is understanding that all life whether human, plant, earth or animal is connected and of importance to the existence and balance of life on Earth and thus is precious. Everything was created to work together in union for the greater good that all life reflects the higher light and love to each other. When we are in gratitude and compassion for the flow of energy between all of existence, then the flow of creational energy moves through us. Where we focus our energy, its purity and intent create what we experience. The Divine Feminine is the nurturing, essence of creation from which the material world emerges.

Keep your mind clear and your heart open so that you can hear your truth – Kuan Yin

If every human being recognized the power of the love and forgiveness principle, all consciousness on Earth would change instantly – Kuan Yin

As you can see these four powerful beings that it is up to us to shift our perception to stay in the moment. TO CLEAN OUR OWN HOUSE first so that we can see what needs to be cleaned in the world. Allow the ones with higher perspective to show us how to act instead of react.

May the LIGHT within You shine Brightly.

I Am Mareya Shimaya Elohim with Quan Yin, Jesus, Buddha and Thoth

Sending you love and Blessings.

Declutter Your Life: Prepare for New Opportunities

A New Chapter in Life

This is the first day of the rest of my life.

It is a bit scary for I have been journeying to this day for 42 years since I started on the spiritual journey to fulfill my mission. You may think that is a very long time, well actually it is many life times but the days when I began this journey were very different than today. Without computers and cell phones, we had to seek out books and people of like mind to learn and share. In the midwest bible belt it was even more difficult because small towns and even bigger cities didn’t have much in the way of unusual books and classes. Yet, somehow my wonderful guides managed to get the right books and people in to my hands and into my life.

Finances for me have been a big issue. I have financed over these 40 years the spiritual service that I have done for humanity and the planet out of my resources from my daily job. I do so humbly and with delight to be able to help the bring compassion, love, light and freedom in whatever way I was called to do so. I have left my family and life to travel to different parts of the country as called by spirit. Yet, it was not the fully destiny I came to do upon this earth.

In my youth I was passionate and inspired, ready to take on the world. As I grew older, the world got scarier and concerns about the golden years of life and being financially stable came into play. I had spiritual disappointments, that made me step back and close off to reevaluate my beliefs. I have embraced my differences from others and focused on moving forward on my personal clearing and freedom even more intensely. Yet, the CALLING was always there. Our Higher Self and spirit guides have a way of knocking at the door to try to keep us on track.

A few years ago, they helped me to go out on my own with bookkeeping and I have been blessed to have wonderful clients whom I care about and honor their friendship and business. It has helped me to stay living in the area I do which is expensive. I had in my mind that in a few years I would take social security, have enough saved from my job and hopefully an income from my spiritual work, the CALL. The CALL still would be there and like with this blog I have been doing what I can between home, daily job, personal growth, family and trying to answer the CALL – JUST LIKE EACH OF YOU.

The laws of manifestation are wonderful to read about but not always as easy to ‘manifest’ in our daily lives. So finally once again I said to spirit help me in making way for this to happen. I also had the dichotomy of thought that we should not charge for spiritual work and help for it is a gift of the Creator and Universe and should be given freely. If ones feel it is of value then they should be guided to donate. Yet, you find most will not. Yet, another parts know that the law of giving and receiving is part of balance. If you give and don’t receive you create a block. If you receive and don’t give you create a block. Every blockage has one day to be cleared and the energy balanced.

Finally this year reaching the age of 69, I realized it is time to retire the muggle work and begin the ‘Calling’ . So today, is the beginning of release of my first client in a process of transition. I know it will take time, but I had to take the first baby step in order to move forward and ‘turn the page’. Then I was guided to look at the monthly message from Diana Cooper for November .

I will share it with you.

Dear Friends,

November offers another exciting month. It may not be easy but never dull.

The full moon in November 2024 will be on Friday, November 15 and is known as the Beaver Moon.   It is of great consequence for the tide is turning to take you to the next step in your destiny.   It is time to consider where you all are going and prepare for it.  You must be ready.  If you resist you will miss a cosmic opportunity.

Load your boat up ready for the journey ahead.  This is important so by the end of November be prepared.  

First Set your vision.

Then Unclutter your life and your consciousness.  Let go of your troubles and your griefs. They will weigh down your boat.

Here is an exercise. If you have some coloured pens or paints, that’s brilliant.  use them. If you haven’t use a pencil or biro and think the colours.  Or just use your finger to draw.

Remember to keep your heart open. Breathe into your heart and allow the 33 petals to open.

State your vision or destination.

Plan your route by stating your intention.   My intention is to…..

Ask your guardian angel for all that you will need to accomplish your mission.

Then invoke Archangel Uriel, the gold and ruby angel of power with wisdom.

Draw a gold and red arrow facing forward, to the right.

You can do this with your finger and your imagination or on a piece of paper.

Place a circle round it.  This is the symbol of the heart.  Clockwise to move forward

Affirm, I now move forward with power and love.

Stay open to any thoughts or ideas that come to you.

Love and blessings

This is so beautiful. I have been receiving the message to declutter my life. Part is the work, but also the things in my house that I no longer need or want. To declutter my life by learning to set boundaries to my energy giving to others so that I remain in balance. I have been hearing that the Full Moon on the 15th would open new doors and here she is repeating it and what we can do to help our path and focus.

Then yesterday too, as timing with spirit is everything. In the Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique class I am taking online, they had a demonstration of the technique on a younger woman, who could have been me in many ways as I listened to her. In the QHHT program you connect the client to their SubConscious or Higher Self who share wisdom and healing with the person/client. Through their own body/voice. The words spoken, could have been ones my Higher Self would have said about me. The system works and after the session she was healed of physical problems and her life changed. She left her job and stepped into the calling she came to do.

It isn’t easy to step out of comfortable, even if it isn’t making you happy, but it is security. I realized my guides kept saying your calling will bring you peace, joy and abundance. You aren’t feeling joy because you are not loving what you do, it is part of the fear factor.

So today with I am letting go of all fear and anxiety and stepping forth into the unknown. It involves, healing, teaching and helping others to tap into the well spring within themselves. Today with all the energy pouring into the planet to help us and the younger generations being born aware and more connected their paths won’t be as long. But, it is worth it. It is not about money or being noticed, but about sharing, connecting, helping others and creating a better world for all. The Universe knows of our needs and when we align to our purpose with grace and faith we align to all that we need to move forward along that path.

EVERYONE CAN MOVE FORWARED TOGETHER, but the choice is always up to the individual.

I will see you on the next page.

Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Embrace Your Essence: The Power of Love

You are Pure Love at the Essence of Your Being.

The past hurts and experiences that were less than loving cannot block your dreams and future expressions unless you allow them to do so. You are the center of your Universe, looking out over your Creation. What you believe about yourself and the world is how you will express your life and create the experience of it.

Make love your focus and purpose. Not the sexual, romantic love but the compassionate, caring, uplifting expression of Unity and hope. Find it in all possibilities and challenges. If something you I see or experience doesn’t fit, I will shift my awareness until I return to Love. That upon which we focus creates the vibrational level of our existence. It is the vibrational level we possess that brings to us energies of the same vibration.

If we focus on separation, judgment, control and anger in ourselves, others and the world, then that is the vibrational energies of experience that we will draw to ourselves. The Universe is about fulfilling our wishes as Creator Beings. The subconscious level does not understand that we may want one thing but do and say another. Where we focus our energy, actions, thoughts and words the subconscious sees as our desires and brings us more of this to experience.

If we want more joy, peace, love, abundance and harmony in our lives we must place our focus upon them. Be devoted to love so that you cannot be pulled from it by others. To be expressing unconditional love does not mean you subjugate yourself to be smaller or less so that others feel good about themselves. These are conditional actions that create unbalanced energy. You are not responsible for others, only your own choices and actions.

It is the expression of yourself as love that does not judge another’s choices or actions, but allows them to experience what they have chosen. It is the expression of yourself as love, that helps another in need whether human, animal or plant as you see the need or feel the call from their being to lend a hand to help them. It may be a plant or tree needs water, an animal is in distress and abandoned and needs help, a elderly person is alone and needs someone to mow their lawn or take them to the grocery store. These you do out of love for all Life without expecting reciprocity or recognition.

There is you attempt to believe something that is not your truth, you will not feel good about it and it will create unbalanced energy. We need to feel balanced in every moment. If we become unbalanced, don’t get upset, simply stop and return to your heart center. Then breath deeply and release the feeling and ask that it be replaced with love.

Remember to that love includes yourself. Your are perfect just as you are in this moment. For you are an aspect of the Creation exploring and learning to understand and transform that which doesn’t match Unity so that you can once again experience and express the fullness of your Being.

As you express love, you will also experience the emergence of the shadows of experiences that you have placed in the darkness so that you don’t have to deal with the pain and hurt. These shadows don’t seek to harm you, but they want and need the light and love. So as you grow in love, they will knock upon the door to be embraced and freed to be love too.

Ask for the love and support of your Higher Self, Source, your guides or Angels, or whomever you feel comfortable to ask for help in bringing light and love to these parts of you that they may feel loved, heard and set free to be in the light. Ask that the cause of the pain may be identified and released for it is no longer needed. That the core memory may be transformed with love, compassion and understanding. That the record within your DNA and akashic be transformed back to light and love and that the effect that created the shadow or separation be transformed by love into Unity within you.

The shadow can come from your DNA, a past life or early life experiences. I share this about the shadow in this message of love because all existence is created in love. The pain and separation we experience is because we have touched on energies at some point that are less than love and have created an unbalanced energy within us to others and to ourself. We need to love all parts of ourselves to fully love and be one with Creation. This is why we exist to Be Love and share Love for Love heals all wounds.

I am creating short guided meditations to aid in this process, if interested you can message me and I will provide more information when they are available.

May you find Love, Balance, Peace and Joy along your journey to Wholeness.

Understanding Your Purpose in Life

Who am I and Why am I here?

Who am I?

One of the questions of life. The deep essence is that you are a part of the Essence of Creation. You are an aspect of the Source of all that exists. You are an explorer, experiencing the ultimate of extremes, at the farthest reaches of separation from your Unity to understand what it means and how to transform the energies and expand into a greater Being.

You volunteered and even sought to do this for it is of great service, growth and reward.

P.S. this also answers the question – Why am I here?

Who are you on Earth. You are a spark of Light seeking to transform the darkness and shine brightly. You may be a mother, father, lawyer, farmer, model, or living on the streets. It matters not for we all came from the same Source, whether you currently believe that or not.

WE ARE ONE at the SOURCE of OUR BEING.

Shakespeare wrote: All the world’s a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,

This was speaking of how in our current life we go through many stages and who we are changes, from infant, to teen, to parent to elderly. Yet, it is speaking of having our entrances and exits to the play or game we call life.

If, when one gets upset about the challenges to their beliefs from another, you could switch to the thought this is but another act of the play called life. What is my part in this act? What am I to portray? What can my character learn from this scene? What can I do to make this scene a inspiration for myself, the other actors and audience who are watching?

Remember – this too shall pass.

Who am I?

I am a Being who came into this world to experience certain aspects. To learn, to grow, to help others? I created a plan before I came in on what I would experience to aid my growth and the growth of others. I came in to help shift the energies and density of Earth to help everyone to be Free of the control energies that keep us from transforming into the powerful, sovereign Beings we truly are. I came in to embody the Essence of Unconditional Love.

This is true for all of us, we have simply forgotten. The veil of amnesia needs to be removed, but we must make the choice and focus upon seeking to know more spiritually for that to happen. This will help us to remove the veils of illusion that keep us feeling separate, powerless, and alone.

Then we can begin to remember and embody – Why I am here?

You my dear one are a part of the Universe. You are made of the same essence as the stars. You have the ability to create, you do it each day by creating your reality and experiences through your thoughts, intent, emotions and beliefs.

Now it the time to make the choice to remember. I AM a BEING of LIGHT and I choose to nullify and void an contracts or agreements that keep me from expressing that NOW in my life. I claim my spiritual, mental, emotional and physical Sovereignty of Being. I AM FREE.

I decide what part I will portray in this play called Life on Earth. I decided how I will express the beauty of my Being as I move upon the stage of Life. I align with my heart and inner knowing of TRUTH to express from the higher perspective for the greater good of all.

Children are not born prejudice or judgmental it is learned. When we can become like children, then we can all partake of the candy of life.

Children know why we are here. To learn, explore, enjoy, love, experience and embrace the world without fear, anger, violence, judgment or hate.

“Let the children, lead the way”

Letting Go

For all of us this is an intense time of change and emotional upheaval to come to a place of balance and harmony in our lives.

To do this it means searching the shadows or blockages within us to see the source or cause and let go of the core memory, record and effect of that cause. For those of us who are type A personalities and control freaks of any level it is difficult. For we love our comfort zones and it isn’t easy to step out of them and to see that there might be a better way of perceiving and living.

Yet, that is exactly what we must do in order to move forward. We don’t have to do everything at once. That is what becomes the frightening aspect and also an excuse not to look at things or make changes because it is to much, too overwhelming. We don’t know where to begin and it is frightening to not know what lies beyond in the unknown realm. Our fears and beliefs have been the parameters which define our lives and how we are supposed to live. They are our comfort zone, even if they are sometimes negative, at least we know them and how to deal with them.

We each have this prompt within us that we know we are supposed to do something, but we don’t exactly know what that might be. Even when we have a hint what it is, we are not sure where to begin. It can seem so overwhelming, that we climb back in our comfort zone that we know so well.

We might know on a knowledge level of information that the Universe wants us to be in perfect health, happy and abundant, but we just haven’t seen those things manifest in our real, everyday life. Well, perhaps sometimes, but not on a regular basis. What if the thing we came to do might require a change in location or work? What if we live pay check to pay check and don’t know how we can afford to leave our job or move. We need our job, we have a family.

Please know that your I AM Presence, the part of you that is part of the Source of All knows this. The Source , your Higher Self wants you to have it ALL, and to be ALL that you came into this life to BE. You are a loving and loved, Being of the Universe, who has magic within you. This magic can create anything and everything, when you are able to tap into the HEART of your BEING.

You have free will. If, how and when you decide to begin to make changes personally to grow spiritually and to move toward that ‘why you are here’ aspect is up to you. Take it one step at a time. You need but ask for help from your I AM, God, the Source, Angels, Guide, with whomever you feel a connection, ask and they will help you.

Start by being mindful of your thoughts, words and deeds, that they come from a place of caring, compassion and balance. That you act from a place of inner peace instead of emotional reaction. Focus within your heart to feel peace and ask for guidance and then follow that guidance. Allow others the same without the need to judge their choices if they are different, or to control them. “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you”, as a loving and caring person.

ASK yourself what you would love to do if you could do anything in this world as your career or job. What is you passion? When you love your job, you never work a day in your life, for you are living your passion. Ask for guidance in how you should proceed. Make a list of the steps needed and make them small steps so you can do them easily one at a time, but be open to the inner guidance and hunches, the signs might show you a different path to follow at the crossroads.

What I mean is I hear constantly from Spirit that I am a healer. Yet, I have never wanted to be a doctor, or even to do hands on healing. I like the Arcturian Healing method because it is being a therapist that finds out what is needed and connects you to the Arcturians who work with you to heal. I also have been drawn to the QHHT healing because it is a form of hypnosis that takes one to the theta state to connect with your Higher Self who works with you to do healing. I prefer to help people to clear the mental, emotional and spiritual blockages that are the source of their physical symptoms, which are a signal to pay attention to the imbalances in your life.

Letting go means to let go of the need to control everything and everyone. To let go of the blockages and beliefs we hold from this life, our ancestors through our DNA or in past or parallel lives to be able to move into the flow of unity with our Higher Self and the Universal Oneness.

It doesn’t have to be scary if we focus on the NOW moment and turn within to ask for guidance as to what is the higher perspective in this moment. Release the need to control and seek that which brings unity and harmony. This doesn’t mean giving your power to another, it means allowing them their choices, and seeking the higher perspective for you that brings you to unity with your Higher Self so that you can tap into the MAGIC of CREATING a better life for you and in the world. Struggles and conflict change nothing. They create more of the same.

When you let go of control and see a challenge as an opportunity of reflection of something within you that no longer serves and needs to be released, you have taken a step to freedom and mastery. Mindfulness – STOP – take a breath, center in the heart and release.

You can do this.

ONE STEP AT A TIME – LET GO – LET YOUR INTUITION GUIDE YOU.

Trusting Your Inner Guidance: Letting Go of Doubt

Doubt the long and winding road.

I awoke from a dream this morning knowing I had to write about something I heard yesterday. The connection between the dream and what I heard yesterday will become clear as I go along.

In the dream I was in a car with a group of people and we were trying to get to work and back home to where we began our journey. Yet, we were living in an area of great beauty of which we were reminded as the road we traveled passed the ocean view and proceeded into the long and winding road through hills and overgrown vegetation which we couldn’t see beyond. At times the road disappeared or was blocked and we had to search other ways to move forward.

To me as I write this the road home is our spiritual journey. Often we look to the past or are trapped in our beliefs and thoughts by past events in our lives that hinder us from see the beauty of NOW, where we are in our lives so that we can enjoy and be joyful in how far we have come along our path. Instead we cling to the old, the past and it limits our vision and our way forward. Sometimes, it takes us off the path and we have to seek help from others, guides to find our way back to the path.

When we return to the path, will we choose to continue as we have been doing , consttantly looking back or seek to enjoy the beauty of NOW and what we have accomplished. In this we are transforming our beliefs and moving forward with clear vision of our work and path.

I thank Ascended Master Thoth for this dream/vision for it helped me to bring together the pieces.

Yesterday, I was taking a QHHT class that is Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique. In this session they were sharing a session with a person’s Subconscious/Higher Self in which they were very personable and engaging, and what they shared could have been the words from my own guides. Of course all life being one, in essence that is kind of what was happening. For in this session they shared it had taken a year for them to get her to have a session with Delores Cannon so that they could share the information the person wanted and needed with her. I awoke this morning and felt like Thoth had been nudging me to take this course to hear this session.

In QHHT a person is taken down to the THETA state of consciousness to see the most appropriate past life to answer their question as to what is the cause of their physical and/or emotional problem that is blocking them in their life. After seeing the past life, they are then taken to connect with their Subconscious/Higher Self that speaks through them to share what is needed to heal if truly desire to be healed. We have to realize that sometimes a person gains benefit or identity through the problem or illness. The choice to heal or transform is always ours.

Anyway, the point that struck me, is that the person was stuck in self doubt about her abilities. She wondered if she was truly hearing or making them up. The wisdom she had gained, she wondered if with all the teachers and books in the world, would it be of value or benefit to share what she knew. Could she really help others to heal and connect with their inner spirit.

I had to smile as her Subconscious spoke for that is what my guides have been saying to me. It doesn’t matter if there are 1 million books on a subject. My unique perspective may be exactly what 1 or 1 million people needed to hear to shift their perspective and reconnect. The struggles and experiences of my life written in a book may help another to see something of themselves and help them to shift. Just like listening to this one session brought benefit to me. Thoth is grinning widely as I write this and nodding his head.

I have been guided in the last few months to healing modalities that involve not me doing hands on healing but helping ones to clear and balance their energy bodies to heal their physical themselves. I have been nugged to finish writing the books I have been working upon some for years. I even came across one I wrote 20 years ago, and began to hear to update and publish it.

So the session of the training spoke to me, and I think to many of us about our self doubts about our abilities and if in this plethora of internet teachings and books if there is a need for us. YES THERE IS !! That is what I am hearing shouted at me as I write this. Don’t let the doubts of our past beliefs and experiences cause us to believe we don’t truly have the beauty and wisdom that is needed in this world. Live in the NOW, breath in the beauty all around you. The past does not define us, let it go and transform it with the violet flame and bring in the light of truth.

You are loved. Your are valued. You are needed and so are the gifts and wisdom you have. If you only touch one person in this world you have made a difference. TRUST in yourself and let go of doubt. Trust the inner voice and guidance it is real. Know that what you are receiving is of value to you and the world. If we focus in the Now and trust in our inner guidance, the brambles and hills that block our view and our path forward will disappear, for they are of our own creation. Listen to the inner guidance it is showing us the easiest path forward.

Embrace the beauty of the view from Now and Being aligned to your inner truth and Light. I hear my cheering squad on the other side saying – HALLELUJAH she finally gets it. So, today I am going to pick up the books and begin the process of completing them.

I hope this helped someone. It certainly helped me.

Sharing

A beautiful spiritual meditation practice to begin your day.

I truly enjoy the many uplifting meditation and webinars of Diana Cooper. She brings much light to help us on our path and to be of service.

Today I found this sharing from her of her daily spiritual meditation practice. It is so centering, clearing and peaceful. It also hit home for me in that I was reminded yesterday that keeping our spiritual centers clear and active is not enough if they are not fully open. This meditation works with the Archangels in opening the chakras with the higher light as well as clearing and activating. Just one small piece of a beautiful meditation.

So in case you are interested in a guided meditation to start your day here it is. It is about 45 minutes but perhaps if you don’t have that long, you will find pieces to integrate for your own version.

Glamour Versus Reality: Embracing the Reward of Weeding

How quickly a day can change yet all be related.

arlier, I was called to look at Glamour in our lives and how it is an illusin.

However, as life would have it, I had many weeds in my gardens of flowers and vegetables that needed pulled. So off I went to do the dreaded job. I would say no one likes weeding for it is a hard job, yet there are ones who might. At least they might like myself appreciate the result of their effort.

Weeding is painful on the knees, back and fingernails. YET, it has its rewards when you can look at the garden and see it nice and neat and the plants and flower having room to breath and grow. It reminds me of my own personal energy weeding of beliefs and blockages.

In some ways the hard physical weeding is easier than the personal weeding of my thoughts and beliefs, to clear and heal. Garden weeds I can easily just pull and throw away. When I have to look within myself, I have to determine where it began, the cause. Was it this life, a past life, an ancestorial DNA inherited cause? What was the core memory or trauma that created it? Am I willing to let it go or do I still find benefit from holding on to the belief and pain? What is the benefit in keeping it and letting go?

However, weed we must our physical garden and our spiritual beliefs and blockages. Just keep your focus on the joy the result will bring and that will help you to make it through.

I have added several guided meditations to aid in this process on my etsy site if you are interested. You don’t need guided meditation, you can simply go within and seek the answers in the quiet. I just find it helps me to keep my monkey mind quiet and focused to use guided meditations.

Here is a link if you are interested.

https://violetfireguidance.etsy.com/

If you want to share of your journey and process visit my face book page

Star Center of Creation

Let’s all do some weeding. It may not be a glamorous job but it is one worth doing.

Namaste

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim

Healing Inner Child Trauma: Spiritual Journey and Self-Expression

Let us look at and heal the small child within the closet we hold within ourselves.

First, let me state that if you are having serious emotional distress in your life that which I will speak of is not intended to replace your seeking of licensed professional medical or psychiatric help.

This is about your spiritual journey and the pain we have walled within our being from our childhood. There are very few people, unless they have worked with this energy or have had licensed counseling, who do not have some pain trapped within them from their life. It doesn’t necessarily have to have come from your childhood, it could be teenage, young adult, or adulthood physical, mental or emotional trauma.

I speak of it as the inner child trauma because when we are in pain or face intense challenges there is a trigger within us of fight or flight. This is like a child who hides from a challenge or pain to feel safe. I don’t know what a professional psychiatrist would say about this but I have found that at some point in our childhood, we experience a hurt or pain that makes us feel bad or scared. In that moment as a small child we create a safe space within ourselves to which we retreat from the pain and we build a wall or close a door in order to keep out the ones who frighten us or cause us pain. As an adult, when we flee often it is not a physical flight but a movement within us emotionally and mentally to a place within where we as a child have created a safe space.

This is a place where we can cry and hope to remain safe. A part of us has felt that we must not be good or worthy or what we experienced would not have happened. So we can hide that unworthy part, the fearful part of ourselves here where no one can see it and we don’t have to deal with the pain. Then we put a smile on our face and keep going. If we don’t face that unworthy part of ourself then it doesn’t exist. We can now tell ourselves that we are strong and put forth a face an energy of self confidence on the outside, for we have contained that hurt part within the walls.

Yet, this walled part of ourselves keeps us from fully loving ourself and feeling worthy of the love of others. It keeps us from being whole emotionally and mentally. It prevents us from fully manifesting the perfection that we truly are as a soul living in this physical form. It keeps us from knowing that we are able to embrace the concept that we are a part of all creation, a co creator of our reality. It prevents us from embracing the perfection of our being and expressing if fully.

We are an expression of the Universal Oneness of Creation. We are here to experience, learn, expand and create a better world for All Life.

So what do we do?

We begin by acknowledging that it is possible that we have this within ourselves. Then we need to be willing to look at the pain and fear within us. When we are ready we have choices, you can seek professional psychiatric counseling who can help you to find a safe way in which to approach and look at this pain. You can work with a hypnotherapist who can guide you within to look behind the walls you have built and connect with your inner child . There is also guided meditation and or meditation on your own to go within. You will also find many spiritual counselors or courses on line. There is also ministerial counseling. Which you choose is up to you.

However, at some point you must look at this pain and open the door or you will continue be stalled and bump up against this wall in your life and spiritual process.

It may be difficult to do this own your own and you may want to begin with guided meditations. Why do I say this? Because it is hard to not want to turn away when we approach this wall or door to the room and to face the pain within it. It may be easier to just let the ego mind take you out of the process. In a guided meditation at least you have the voice of another which continues to prompt you to move forward and you can focus on that voice instead of your ego mind. You ego mind is in the flight mode to protect you from further hurt it is not your enemy but it must not be your ruling force in life.

Your soul which you connect with in your heart leads you to freedom not your ego mind. You ego mind was created to keep your form safe, to determine how to function in the daily tasks of life and to do this under the direction of the soul. However, part of the earth program is spiritual amnesia in which we forget we are a part of the Universal Oneness and think we are a small separate individual who must struggle to survive in a world full of people and challenges that would hurt us. The idea is that when we focus upon our spirituality and turn within, then we remember and the amnesia dissipates. Then we can reclaim who we truly are as a Soul living in a human form.

This is why we must at some point look at the pain we have hidden within that which I am terming the inner child. I do this because most often it appears to us a small child or younger version of ourselves when we connect, who is huddled in the darkness and crying in pain.

The method I use in my meditation to connect is to move into my heart center. I focus my attention and inner vision upon the center of my chest where my heart chakra exists. I visualize walking deep within until I see a wall. I walk around to see if there is a door, if not I climb over the wall. On the other side is either a dark space or a room with a door. If there is a door I open it and go inside. In either of these, I will ask for a light to shine. Usually you will have heard someone crying or moving inside. When the light shines you will see them. Move towards them and introduce yourself and ask them what is wrong. Tell them you are here to help and listen to them. Then sit beside them and listen.

Reassure them that they are not alone anymore for you are there to help them. Ask them if it is okay for you to hug them and then do so. Ask if there is something you can do to help in this moment and listen. Then again reassure them that you are them and they have made it this far and together you will heal this pain to be even stronger.

Ask that the violet fire of transmutation will take this pain, the cause, core memory, record and effect from your Being to the source of it origin and to the subatomic cellular level. Ask that forgiveness for anyone who has hurt you both will fill your being and that you be forgiven from anyone that you have hurt in this situation that they will forgive you. Share your love with this part of you and feel them merge with you and reunite with you whole again.

As you have merged you can now in the light move out of the room or the walled area for the door is open or the wall gone and the lights are on. You can now come forth from your meditation with the focus that you are now free of this pain.

This does not mean that you may not have other pain that you have walled within from other instances and ages of your life still within and you may need to do this process more than once. For our pain even on a single area may have layers like an onion that need to be peeled away for they have resurfaced at differing times in our lives in different ways that have created a unique scar within us. There can also be entirely different topics of pain trapped in that room. A child may have the pain of being told they are bad, and the teenage may have the pain of saying being rejected by their peers and told they are weird, a young adult is rejected by someone they want to date, an adult has a spouse who cheats on them.

Each of these could be part of that childhood trauma of being told they are bad. Creating actions in their lives based on a belief that they are not good or worthy of love and affection that allows others to treat them badly. These are the effect of the core memory of the original event. The one journey can clear all of these and sometimes, we are not fully ready to let go of one of the legs of the effect. For instance, the spouse has recently cheated and it still hurts and we need to go back in and look at this pain which we feel as an adult. Don’t hesitate to do this process as many times as needed until you walk inside your heart and find there are no walls and no darkness.

During this process, always before you meditate, ask for protection. Archangel Michael will happily place you in his blue pyramid of protection. Please, ask for the highest light and energies possible to be with you. When you are entering your heart chakra it is always nice to ask Archangel Chamuel who is the protector of the Heart Charka to be with you and help you to release all pain. In addition, Archangels who can help in this process could be the Archangels who work with forgiveness. They are Archangels who deal with our Soul Star Chakra called Archangel Mariel and Archangel Lavender. They help us to forgive and to seek those who need to forgive us and ask them to do so. If you don’t believe in Archangels it is fine. Angels are in essence not winged beings but energy aspects of Creation which bring a particular aspect of energy to us when called upon and help us to feel connected to that energy.

May you find clarity in this process. If one suggestion doesn’t work try another to find what works best for you. Sometimes it helps to connect personally with someone to talk about things. We are all different and our journey and needs unique to us. Don’t give up if something doesn’t work keep trying it is worth it to be Free and Whole again.

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I will be offering a guided meditation mp3 of this soon on my etsy site. If you are interested please email and I will let you know when available. IF you have any questions or there is something I can help with please email.

oracleofdivinegrace@oracleofdivinegrace

Blessings on your journey to freedom.

I AM Mareya Shimayah Elohim.